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In the past, Fu Xinglin didn't have any specific plans for his future life.He doesn't have lofty ambitions like the classmates around him. He just wants to spend his life in peace and stability, take good care of his parents, marry a gentle and virtuous wife, and have one or two lovely children. That's enough.

Even as a teenager, he thought so.

Perhaps due to his personality, he saw the world clearly too early, and felt that it was meaningless to struggle day and night for an illusory dream or goal.So even though he has a young body that is less than 20 years old, his mentality is already an old man.

In the eyes of others, he has excellent grades, is motivated, and has really been admitted to a prestigious university in City B as he wished. It seems that the future is bright.However, perhaps only Fu Xinglin knows that he has no ambitions and does not want to work hard. He has maintained excellent grades and been admitted to higher education institutions since he was a child, but it is just to satisfy his parents' wishes.He just wanted to be an ordinary person for the rest of his life, and that was enough.

He is not particularly attached to money, although he is also a layman and wants to be rich.But that's just thinking about it, even if you are mediocre all your life, if you don't make a fortune all your life, it's nothing.Because that's the kind of life most people in this world live.And many people who refuse to admit defeat have tossed and tossed for half of their lives, and finally returned to this kind of life.

But all of this seems to have quietly changed after meeting Cui Zhannan...

Cui Zhannan made him see a different kind of life.In their world, money seems to be just numbers.They squander and enjoy, they possess the best resources in this society, and they live... a luxurious and extravagant life.

The young Fu Xinglin would be attracted by such a luxurious life for a moment, and even briefly confused, but after waking up, he knew clearly: no matter how luxurious this so-called high society life is, it has nothing to do with him.

Just take a look, he didn't want to join in.

But then everything got out of hand.Cui Zhannan broke into his life and his heart arbitrarily.He knew that since Cui Zhannan easily subverted his 20-year-old sexual orientation, his future life would definitely be turned upside down because of him.

During this time together, he saw all the details of Cui Zhannan's life.

The cars he drives are worth tens of millions, and he even has two or three supercars worth over ten million in his garage.The red wine he drank was Romane Conti, and the wine glass he used was a Kosta Boda crystal glass that cost nearly 2000 yuan.The clothes he wears are all low-key foreign brands, and each piece is expensive.It was only after getting acquainted with him that Fu Xinglin realized that there are more than 4000 yuan a pair of socks in this world.Cui Zhannan likes to collect watches, and he puts his heart into what he wears when he goes out every day. He likes to change a different watch every day to match the clothes of the day.And the watches in the showcase in his cloakroom cost millions of dollars.

In the past, Fu Xinglin didn't have a deep feeling for the four words "gap between rich and poor", but after getting to know Cui Zhannan, he realized how cruel these four words are.

If Cui Zhannan is just a stranger, or an ordinary friend, then whether he has money or not has no influence on him.However, Cui Zhannan is not a stranger, nor is he an ordinary friend. He is the first person he likes so much, and he is also the person he wants to be with forever.

In this way, Fu Xinglin couldn't help but care about the "gap between rich and poor" between them.

He looked at the man who always stood tall and dazzling, and sometimes felt excited that he had such a man alone, but at the same time... he also felt inferior because of the gap between them.

Yes, inferiority complex.

This is an emotion that Fu Xinglin has never experienced in the first 20 years of his life.

He desperately hopes that he can catch up in Cui Zhannan's footsteps, that he has the qualifications to stand beside him, he wants... to be worthy of him.Maybe he still can't get rid of the traditional thinking deeply rooted in his bones.He is a man, so he naturally regards Cui Zhannan as his wife.Men are born to support their families and wives.So he wanted to be stronger than Cui Zhannan, and wanted him to rely on himself.

Fu Xinglin knew that everything changed because of Cui Zhannan's appearance.

After strolling around the mall, Cui Zhannan took Fu Xinglin to eat some desserts before sending him back to school.Before getting out of the car, Cui Zhannan dragged Fu Xinglin for a good kiss, and they didn't let go until they were both out of breath.

Fu Xinglin blushed, looked at Cui Zhannan with bright eyes, and said in a slightly hoarse voice, "Be careful on the way back, I... have returned to the dormitory."

"Yeah." Cui Zhannan smiled and rubbed his earlobe ambiguously with his fingers, "Send me a message when you get to the dormitory."

"it is good."

"Originally, I wanted you to live at my place tonight, but you're going to take an exam recently, and I'm afraid of distracting you. After you finish the exam, Brother Nan will drive you to City H to eat the most authentic donkey meat in the area." fire."

Fu Xinglin raised his hand and grabbed Cui Zhannan's hand, pressed it on his face, and gently stroked the back of his hand: "Recently, you have taken me to eat a lot of delicious food, and I feel like I have gained weight."

Cui Zhannan laughed and pinched Fu Xinglin's waist through his clothes: "It's better to have a little more flesh, and it's soft to hold."

Fu Xinglin patted his "salty pig hand" with a smile, and felt that he liked him so much when he looked like a hooligan.Ever since the two of them broke the paper on the window, Cui Zhannan's kindness to him has not restrained at all.Because Cui Zhannan is busy with work and Fu Xinglin has a lot of things to do at school, in fact, the two of them don't have many chances to date.But despite this, Cui Zhannan will carefully plan every date, but no matter what the two of them play, they can't do without food in the end.Cui Zhannan almost ate all the delicacies in City B with him.It's really not that Fu Xinglin is talking nonsense, he really feels that his face seems to be a little round recently.

Sometimes he felt that Cui Zhannan seemed to treat him like a girl.It's like today, when I saw the beautiful desserts in someone's dessert shop, I wanted to buy him a small cake to try no matter what.Although Fu Xinglin never regarded himself as the more girly side of the relationship between the two, he did not at all reject that Cui Zhannan treated him better.

Even, I like it very much.

Cui Zhannan leaned over and kissed his lips: "When is the exam?"

Fu Xinglin also grabbed his hand and played with it: "It's almost time, the exam is two weeks away, and after the last exam, it happens to be the New Year's Day holiday."

Cui Zhannan's eyes lit up: "I'm also on vacation on New Year's Day, shall we go on a trip?"

Fu Xinglin was startled, and then said apologetically, "I... plan to go home on New Year's Day."

Cui Zhannan was a little disappointed, and his tone was low: "Okay. You must be homesick after not coming home for so long. Uncles and aunts must miss you too."

Fu Xinglin looked at him and smiled.

"Then you won't come back once you go back this time? Are you going to spend the winter vacation at home?"

Fu Xinglin laughed. He found that sometimes Cui Zhannan's thoughts were very easy to guess. He could tell what he was thinking from his eyes.

Fu Xinglin shook his head lightly: "I'll be back after New Year's Day."

In an instant, Cui Zhannan's brows and eyes stretched.

"Okay, I'll wait for you to come back."

***

During the end of the year, everyone seems to be busy.

Fu Xinglin's school is busy with various exams and summaries, while Cui Zhannan's company is also preparing for the annual meeting at the end of the year. Many tasks need to be finished, and they are also very busy.

After getting busy, the number of times the two met decreased.

Unknowingly, the end of the year came. After the summary meeting, Cui Zhannan sat in a chair in the office to rest for a while, and then found that it was snowing outside.

The past few days have been really busy and crazy, and finally finished a stage of work, and Cui Zhannan was finally able to sit quietly in the office and relax.In the past few days, in addition to the company's affairs, there are also external projects. The directors of the cooperation need to communicate and increase contact. Rao Cui Zhannan is already familiar with these things, and he will still tire himself out at the end of each year.

During this period of time, the company prepared and carried out the "Shuangdan Campaign", and it seems that the sales volume is not bad so far.After cooperating with several streaming anchors, and the task has been overfulfilled so far, Cui Zhannan feels that this year has come to a good end.

Tomorrow is New Year's Day, a new year.His parents called him and asked him to remember to go home for dinner tomorrow night. Cui Zhannan responded and was thinking about buying something to take home tomorrow.

"Mr. Cui, are you still leaving?" Zhao Yi knocked on the door and found that Cui Zhannan was still sitting in a chair, staring at the falling snowflakes outside the window in a daze, "The car will not be easy to drive when the snow is heavy."

Cui Zhannan turned his head and smiled at Zhao Yi: "I'll be leaving in a while."

"Well, then you should pay attention to safety on the road, and I wish you a happy new year in advance."

"Well, happy new year."

Because tomorrow is the holiday, Cui Zhannan made an exception today and asked everyone to leave work early.He thought that he would be alone at home anyway, so he didn't rush to leave.

A few days ago, Fu Xinglin told him that he bought the ticket for this afternoon, and this kid has almost entered the northeast by now.It is estimated that he will arrive in another hour or so, and he should call by then.

Cui Zhannan played with the thin and light mobile phone in his hand, after thinking about it, he picked up his coat, got up and left.

Everyone around me is preparing for the New Year's Eve tonight, especially those who have a partner.Cui Zhannan suddenly felt that he was a bit desolate, obviously he was a person with companions, but he still had to live alone in such a busy day.

Except for the necessary departments, all the other departments in the building are off work. When Cui Zhannan went out, he also found that many workstations had turned off the lights.He took the elevator downstairs with his coat hanging on one hand, and when he reached the underground parking lot on the first floor, the elevator stopped slowly. After the elevator door opened, a gust of cold wind blew on his body, making Cui Zhannan shiver unconsciously.He walked out while putting on his coat, took out the car keys from his pocket and went straight to his parking space.

He was just about to press the key when he suddenly saw a man wearing a long men's black down jacket standing in front of his car.The man seemed to be holding his chest with his hands because of the cold, and his straight back was slightly bent.

Cui Zhannan paused first, then walked forward with a little excitement.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, the man also raised his head, revealing a delicate and beautiful face.The boy's skin is already fair, but it looks even fairer against the black clothes. It is not an exaggeration to describe it as "radiant".

Cui Zhannan choked for breath, and slowly stopped in front of the boy: "What are you... You're going home, aren't you?"

The boy grinned brightly and handsomely, his black eyes were curved into crescent moons, and they were full of pretense of Cui Zhannan.

"I've changed the ticket and I'm leaving tomorrow." Fu Xinglin hugged Cui Zhannan shyly, "I want to spend New Year's Eve with you."

The author has something to say:

Cui Zhannan: The brat is getting better and better.