make zero with tears

To be honest, Cui Zhannan was very surprised.

The Fu Xinglin he knew would never do such a thing.Although he is only 20 years old, he is actually very mature and never does anything unprepared.On this point, Cui Zhannan both admired him and felt depressed.Because this means that Fu Xinglin will never act impulsively, and will not do some surprising and romantic things like other young people in love.

To put it bluntly, there is no interest.

Fu Xinglin may cook a table full of dishes for him, and help him organize his life, but he will never confess his love to him in public, or say something illegal in private.

His character is just like that, dull and routine.Cui Zhannan had already slowly accepted this fact, but he never expected that Fu Xinglin would do such a surprising thing...

Cui Zhannan immediately stretched out his arms to hug the boy, then stepped back a little worriedly, and touched Fu Xinglin's face with his hands.

"How long have you been standing here?" Cui Zhannan frowned, "Your face is so cold. You should give me a call, and I'll get down early. Get in the car and turn on the air conditioner..."

After speaking, he pulled Fu Xinglin into the car.

After getting into the car, Fu Xinglin touched the tip of his cold nose uncomfortably: "Actually, it hasn't been long, I'm not cold."

"You are stubborn. I just touched your hand like ice and said it was not cold. Come on, let me warm your hand."

Cui Zhannan directly grabbed Fu Xinglin's two icy cold paws, held them in his palm and rubbed them non-stop.Although Cui Zhannan's hands were not hot, they were at least much warmer than Fu Xinglin's.He held the child's icy hand, not to mention how distressed he was, and breathed while rubbing it.

Fu Xinglin didn't speak, just smiled lightly and looked at Cui Zhannan's nervous expression, feeling as sweet as honey in his heart.

Fortunately, after turning on the air conditioner for a while, the cabin warmed up.Fu Xinglin's face returned to its rosy color, and his hands were finally warmed by Cui Zhannan's rubbing.But Cui Zhannan was not willing to let go, he just looked at Fu Xinglin's beautiful face and stared into his eyes.

He was silent for a long time before opening his mouth: "Is this a surprise you gave me?"

Fu Xinglin still smiled shyly, then nodded.He looked at Fu Xinglin with his beautiful big eyes, and his tone implied anticipation: "Are you happy?"

"Nonsense, I'm so happy!" Cui Zhannan grabbed his hand and kissed him, "I was still thinking about you when I was upstairs just now. You suddenly appeared in front of me, how can I not be happy ?"

Fu Xinglin was still smiling, the corners of his grin almost reaching his ears.

"In the past, those classmates who had a partner around me spent Christmas and New Year's Eve with their partners every winter. I...have never been in a relationship, so I don't have this awareness. I'm sorry, Brother Nan, I didn't accompany you at Christmas However, I hope this New Year's Eve is not too late."

Cui Zhannan was startled for a moment, and then remembered what happened on Christmas Day.In fact, Cui Zhannan was very busy that day. The company's new makeup product just participated in the shopping festival of the e-commerce platform in mid-November, and the preparations for "Shuangdan" began in the second month.Everyone in the company was working overtime on Christmas Day, and they all wanted to grow four eyes and keep a close eye on their sales.Naturally, Cui Zhannan was no exception, lighting lamps and cooking oil to accompany the employees in the company.

At that time, he thought, what a good Christmas, what a holiday for couples?But he couldn't accompany Fu Xinglin, so he felt a little guilty, so he called Fu Xinglin to make him more beautiful, and maybe the two of them could spend a different Christmas together in the company.But that day Fu Xinglin seemed to be busy occupying a seat in the library, so he hung up the phone after a few words in a hurry.Fu Xinglin didn't seem to know that it was Christmas at all, so Cui Zhannan's invitation was swallowed back before he even said it.

It was only later that Cui Zhannan found out that the library of University A has such a tradition: the reading room on the fifth floor is reserved for students studying for postgraduate entrance examinations every year.And these seats are basically occupied for a whole year.It has always been that the previous batch moved away, and the next batch of postgraduate entrance examination parties quickly took over.Christmas day happened to be the first day of the postgraduate entrance examination, so the junior students in the school who were preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination quickly took up the position.Although Fu Xinglin has no plans to take the postgraduate entrance examination for the time being, he is a good boy who often studies in the library, so he naturally wants to occupy a good seat.

So on their first Christmas together, they had a miscarriage in such a hectic situation.

But Cui Zhannan didn't take it too seriously, but he didn't want Fu Xinglin to remember it all the time.I don't know if after Christmas, he knew through someone or some channel that it was Christmas, and the significance of this Western festival to young couples in China, so he made such remarks...

Cui Zhannan smiled: "Christmas is not a festival for us in the East. It doesn't matter if we can't pass it. For Westerners, it is a festival with strong religious meaning, but when it comes to us, it is just a commercial activity. There is no pity. of."

Fu Xinglin also grabbed Cui Zhannan's hand and shook it. He looked into Cui Zhannan's eyes seriously: "Brother Nan, there are many things I don't understand about love...you have to teach me slowly. No matter what it is in the future I will spend holidays with you. We still have a lot of Christmas and New Year's Day, and I will make it up to you next year."

Cui Zhannan was startled for a while, but didn't reply.He just smiled and scratched Fu Xinglin's nose with his finger: "Let's go, let's go to New Year's Eve."

***

Cui Zhannan has a hundred plans for the New Year's Eve for couples in his mind.Indeed, as Fu Xinglin said, he has more experience in dating, so he knows how to spend the New Year's Eve together without planning in advance.

However, thinking about it, it is a bit troublesome to practice.

Cui Zhannan wanted to take Fu Xinglin to watch the fireworks, but the square was crowded with people, not to mention the fireworks, Cui Zhannan was afraid that he would lose sight of people after taking Fu Xinglin there.So later, Cui Zhannan decided to take Fu Xinglin to a romantic candlelight dinner, then book a luxurious suite in a high-end hotel, and spend a good night alone with Fu Xinglin.But the reality is: Not only can't get a seat in the restaurant, but even the hotel rooms are all booked out.On such a day, these places are always very popular places. Cui Zhannan and Fu Xinglin made a temporary appointment, how could it be compared to someone who made a reservation half a month earlier?

If he had to grab the position, Cui Zhannan had no choice but to show his identity and grab it, but that would be boring.

Looking at Cui Zhannan who was staring at the hotel manager with a calm face, Fu Xinglin smiled helplessly.Although the hotel manager didn't know Cui Zhannan's specific identity, just by looking at his clothes and demeanor, he knew that he must be someone like a princeling who he couldn't afford to offend.But the guest room is already tight on a day like today, the young master asked for their hottest and most popular suite without even saying hello, and they naturally couldn't provide it.But at the same time, he didn't dare to offend this master.

So the hotel manager could only bite the bullet in cold sweat, mediating with him with a face full of stiff smiles.

Fu Xinglin laughed helplessly, and pulled Cui Zhannan's arm: "Brother Nan, don't make things difficult for him. It's hard to book a room in this kind of day, forget it."

Cui Zhannan still stared at the sweaty hotel manager with a sullen face, without saying a word.

"Brother Nan..." Fu Xinglin tugged off his sleeve again, and unconsciously proclaimed the last word "Brother".

To Cui Zhannan's ears, this was no different from acting like a baby.He unconsciously glanced at Fu Xinglin, snorted lightly and followed Fu Xinglin without saying anything.Fu Xinglin's eyes were full of smiles, and he felt that Cui Zhannan was like a proud cat at this moment.He puts up his guard against everyone, but only he can smooth his fur and let him show his soft belly to himself.

After the two returned to the car again, Cui Zhannan sighed in disappointment, and looked at Fu Xinglin: "I wanted to give you an unforgettable New Year's Eve, after all, this is our first New Year's Eve since we were together."

"Brother Nan, I just want to stay with you, just the two of us. So it doesn't matter where we are." Fu Xinglin doesn't say gorgeous love words, his words are always pure and simple.But this kind of language can most impress people like Cui Zhannan.

Cui Zhannan looked at Fu Xinglin's shining eyes quietly, and only felt that the most beautiful fireworks he had ever seen in his life might be in Fu Xinglin's eyes.At this moment, Cui Zhannan could clearly feel Fu Xinglin's love and dependence on him, and his eyes were full of trust and affection.

Fu Xinglin really did as he wished, and fell in love with him wholeheartedly.

This should have been within his expectations, he should be complacent, he should be complacent.But for some reason, after seeing the affection in Fu Xinglin's eyes, he couldn't be happy.In the deepest part of my heart, a few strands of feelings that shouldn't have arisen.

It's surprises, worries, and... guilt.

In the end, the two spent this New Year's Eve together at Cui Zhannan's home.

Fu Xinglin used the only ingredients in Cui Zhannan's refrigerator to cook some delicious food for the two of them.They also opened a bottle of red wine collected by Cui Zhannan, and welcomed the new year together amidst the fireworks and celebrations outside the window.

Fu Xinglin gently clinked glasses with Cui Zhannan, staring at the man who fascinated him across the dining table: "Brother Nan, Happy New Year."

Cui Zhannan also looked at him without blinking, smiled lightly, and took a sip of the sweet red wine: "Happy New Year."

Every New Year's Eve, major TV stations will hold a grand New Year's Eve party.After eating and drinking, the two of them had nothing to do and sat in front of the TV together to watch the New Year's Eve party.

Sitting and sitting, Cui Zhannan lay down on the sofa, with his head resting on Fu Xinglin's flexible and firm thigh, and while receiving the feeding with his head sideways, he watched the little stars singing and dancing on TV.

Fu Xinglin picked another big round and plump grape from the fruit plate, followed the fruit plate with both hands and tore off the black and purple outer skin little by little, revealing the juicy pulp inside.Fu Xinglin brought the grape pulp to Cui Zhannan's mouth, and Cui Zhannan opened his mouth to catch it naturally, the pulp bulging the man's cheeks.

After Fu Xinglin wiped his hands clean, he couldn't help looking at it, stretched out a finger and poked Cui Zhannan's cheek lightly, and suddenly said with emotion: "Now I finally know why Brother Liu Zheng is so willing to follow you in everything, I'm still waiting on you."

The author has something to say:

xql is sweet~