make zero with tears

"Why are you not qualified?" Cui Zhannan raised one eyebrow, "I like you, so you are qualified."

"But Brother Nan, I have nothing." Fu Xinglin looked at Cui Zhannan with frustration that he didn't even notice, "I screwed up, I screwed up everything. I vowed to make my own Career, I want to grow up quickly and catch up with you. I thought it was all very simple, but it was just a matter of time. But, it was all ruined in my hands. I failed Brother Nan, I lost everything. I don't know how to face Qi Dong and Xue Zhanyang, and I dare not even tell my parents. I..."

"Xinglin." Cui Zhannan stretched out his hands to hold the boy's face, forcing him to look directly at him, "Look at me, Xinglin."

Fu Xinglin looked at Cui Zhannan with red-rimmed eyes.

Cui Zhannan sighed softly: "It's not terrible to fail in starting a business. It's the most terrible thing to lose your fighting spirit and start to deny yourself. Every successful person in this world is not smooth sailing. Like me, those who have family business support and have business talent People, I also fell down and suffered losses when I was young. When I first returned to China, the seniors in the company looked down on me and tripped me up. Later, when I took power, the marketing strategy I advocated failed and I lost a lot of money. I gritted my teeth and survived. Because I knew that if I were to collapse, it would be of no use except to make others laugh. Xinglin, you are younger than me at that time, and I think you are also very smart and capable. What is failure? It’s a big deal to start all over again.”

Fu Xinglin looked into Cui Zhannan's eyes without blinking: "But Brother Nan, I'm different from you. This time I started my business, I almost took out all the savings in my family, and now I lost a penny, what should I do from scratch?" Come again? I can't even support myself now, how can I provide for my parents? How...how can I be with you? I can't give you anything. "

"I don't need anything from you. I have what I want, so I don't need you to give it to me. All I need is your love and company, and that's enough." After a pause, "Besides, you It’s not that you have nothing. As long as you agree to my confession, you will have me. I will accompany you to start a new business and make a comeback with you.”

Fu Xinglin was completely stunned, unable to speak for a while.Cui Zhannan's words were so sincere and touching that Fu Xinglin couldn't believe his ears at this moment.

Cui Zhannan gently kneaded the boy's cheek with his hand: "How about it? Think about it?"

Fu Xinglin still looked into his eyes and didn't speak. After a long silence, he asked slowly: "Brother Nan, do you know what you mean by what you said today?"

"know."

"From now on... you will never get rid of me again, and you will stay with me for the rest of your life."

"Ah."

Fu Xinglin felt a burst of moisture in his eyes, and when he spoke again, his voice was choked up: "You can't leave me. As long as you promise, I will never leave you for the rest of my life."

"Okay, I won't leave you. Unless you don't like me anymore... eh!"

Fu Xinglin suddenly leaned forward, put one hand on the back of Cui Zhannan's head and gave him a deep and passionate kiss.As his lips and teeth blended together, he heard Fu Xinglin mumble, "That day won't happen."

***

Both Fu's father and Fu's mother found it strange.I don't know what the two children said when they went out, but it seems that my son's condition is much better after returning.As if some heavy burden had finally been lifted, the whole person seemed much more relaxed.

At night, Cui Zhannan still lived in Fu Xinglin's room.

He lived in this house in the summer, when Liu Zheng was alone.So lying on this familiar bed at this moment, Cui Zhannan still missed every bit of when the two first met.

When Fu Xinglin entered the room, he saw Cui Zhannan lying on his bed in a "big" shape, stretching his long arms and legs.Fu Xinglin put the quilt in his arms on the bed, unfolded it and covered Cui Zhannan.

"It's still a little cold in the northeast at night, so don't catch a cold after covering it."

Cui Zhannan looked at Fu Xinglin standing by the bed with his eyes bent, and stretched out his hand to him.Fu Xinglin glanced at his hand stretched out from under the quilt, and without thinking too much, he reached out to hold it.Unexpectedly, Cui Zhannan suddenly and violently dragged him onto the bed.Fortunately, the quilt under his body was soft enough, otherwise he would have been hit with stares.

"what are you doing?"

Cui Zhannan still held his hand, fixed Fu Xinglin with his legs through the quilt, then leaned over and kissed him on the lips: "Why aren't you happy?"

At this moment, Cui Zhannan hugged Fu Xinglin hand and foot like a koala, unable to move at all.He couldn't help laughing when he heard this: "What's wrong with me?"

Cui Zhannan pursed his lips, raised his hand and tapped Fu Xinglin's brow lightly with his finger: "You are frowning all the time, you can't fool me."

Unable to struggle at all, Fu Xinglin relaxed his strength and lay down in Cui Zhannan's arms, but he was actually wrapped in a quilt.He looked at Cui Zhannan's beautiful peach blossom eyes from a close distance, and lowered his voice a little:

"Brother Nan, I'm very happy. You said those words to me... I'm very happy, really. I just... just thought about how to go after the failure of my business. Don't worry, I'm fine. "

Cui Zhannan looked into the boy's eyes for a moment, and then suddenly loosened the restraint.Fu Xinglin also took advantage of the situation and sat up.He watched Cui Zhannan open the quilt generously, and smiled at him:

"Come in and lie down with me for a while."

Fu Xinglin looked at him, smiled slightly, and crawled over to lie beside Cui Zhannan.Cui Zhannan hugged him directly, kissed his lips, and said in a low voice: "Don't think about those unhappy things. There must be a way before the car reaches the mountain. Let's take one step at a time and don't put so much pressure on yourself. Listen Brother Nan, you should finish your studies first, and then we will consider starting a business after you graduate and settle down. After all, there is no rush for you to support your family. Let’s take it step by step and take it easy. I will make up for the money you lost, and then..."

"No, Brother Nan," Fu Xinglin shook his head, "I can't ask for your money."

"Who said I gave it to you for nothing?" Cui Zhannan snorted, "I lent it to you, and you have to return it to me with interest in the future!"

"That's not okay. It's shameful enough for me to fail in my business, and I'll take your money..."

"Do we still need to divide so clearly?"

"But……"

"Let me ask you, if I lose money in business, will I borrow money from you or not?"

"Of course." Fu Xinglin replied without hesitation.

"So, I'm willing to do anything for you. What's more, it's not difficult for me."

Fu Xinglin just felt as if someone punched his heart, sour and soft.He found Cui Zhannan's hand under the quilt and grasped it a little bit, and said only one sentence: "Brother Nan..."

Cui Zhannan gently touched Fu Xinglin's side face with the other hand: "Also, you also said that there are savings from uncles and aunts in this money. Anyway, we have to make up for the elder's money first. Everything between me and you It’s all easy to say. And I can see that you still want to try again, and you will definitely continue to work hard in your own business in the future. At that time, you can throw the money in as shares for me. I will also eat dividends after you make a lot of money .”

Fu Xinglin was amused by him, he kneaded Cui Zhannan's fingers and said in a low voice, "There is no need to pay dividends, I will give you what I have."

"Hey, I love hearing that so much." Cui Zhannan leaned over to touch his nose, "Then let's just say that."

"Ah."

Fu Xinglin looked at Cui Zhannan without blinking.For some reason, he always felt that Cui Zhannan had changed, and he couldn't tell exactly what had changed, but it was different from before.In the past, Cui Zhannan would tell him all kinds of nice love words.At first he would blush and be moved, but after seeing it through, he knew that this man was talking glibly, and some obedient words might not be taken seriously.

But after coming to Luo County this time, Cui Zhannan has an indescribable sincerity and cherishment in his words and eyes.His every word and every action can go straight to his heart.

He asked himself countless times if this was a dream, but the real person in front of him told him that everything was real.

Fu Xinglin held onto Cui Zhannan's hand tightly, and looked into the man's eyes: "Brother Nan, I'll go back to City B with you tomorrow."

"No hurry," Cui Zhannan was uncharacteristically not in a hurry to take him away, "I'll stay here with you for two days. Let's all take a rest."

Fu Xinglin looked into Cui Zhannan's eyes, smiled and said "OK".

It was already late at night, and the two of them were chatting under the quilt, and they felt a little sleepy while chatting.Fu Xinglin saw that Cui Zhannan could barely open his eyes, so he pulled up the quilt and kissed him on the forehead: "Go to sleep."

Cui Zhannan also vaguely kissed his lips: "Good night."

Cui Zhannan slept soundly this time.After all, he had just returned to China and flew to City D without much rest, and his body was already reaching the limit of exhaustion.Now that everything was finally at ease, he slept extraordinarily deeply.

It's just that the problem with his bed still won't heal for a while, so he woke up once in the middle of the night.In a daze, he still remembered that he was at Fu Xinglin's house, so he stretched his arms to find Fu Xinglin, but he didn't find anyone after touching half of the bed.He opened his eyes immediately, and just as he was about to call Fu Xinglin's name, he saw a figure standing by the window.

Cui Zhannan paused, he knew it was Fu Xinglin.Fu Xinglin stood in front of the window silently looking at the dark yard outside the window, not knowing what he was thinking about and staying awake most of the night.

Cui Zhannan sat up slowly, and his chaotic mind gradually came to his senses.

He thought, he knew what Fu Xinglin was thinking.In other words, he can probably guess why he didn't sleep most of the night and stood in front of the window in a daze.

No matter how mature Fu Xinglin is and how strong his heart is, in the final analysis he is just a kid in his early 20s who has not experienced much social training.This setback should be the biggest in his 20 years of life, and the blow to him must be far greater than what he showed.Fu Xinglin will still try his best to hide it in front of him and will not show it. Perhaps only at this time can he show his true emotions.

Cui Zhannan remembered what Fu's mother said, that he is a silly boy who can only endure and not cry out for pain.

Cui Zhannan looked at it for a while, then lifted the quilt and got out of bed.Hearing the sound of footsteps, Fu Xinglin was hugged from behind by a person before turning his head.He was a little flustered: "Brother Nan? Are you awake?"

Cui Zhannan didn't speak, and kissed him very clearly.The man's kiss was a little eager, and Fu Xinglin understood the meaning of the kiss almost instantly.His heart beat faster for a moment, and he immediately turned around and grabbed Cui Zhannan's arm, his breathing was messed up: "Brother Nan."

Cui Zhannan grabbed his hand and kissed his fingers: "If we can't sleep, let's do something else."

The boy's eyes lit up in the dark night.

He made a swallowing motion: "My room is not soundproof."

Cui Zhannan smiled slyly, took Fu Xinglin's hand and covered his mouth: "Wouldn't it be better if you covered my mouth?"

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