don't touch my tail

"Dry your hair, you really don't know how to take care of yourself, what to do if you catch a cold, your brother is heartbroken when he sees it." Ming Ji pulled out a towel from the back seat of the car, covered Zhang Aobing's head and rubbed vigorously.

"He probably won't, he doesn't even want to see me..." There was endless loneliness in the words.

Ming Ji was stunned for a moment, he really didn't expect Zhang Aobing's heart knot to be so serious:

"Who said, don't think about it by yourself every day. Aoshi is worried to death every day. Where are you, have you been bullied, and how are you in good health? Since the last incident, he always feels that you are blaming him. I dare not contact you, because I am afraid that you will be sad. As for you, you feel that you have disgraced your brother, so you don’t contact him. The two brothers miss each other more than the other, but they both feel that they are wrong and dare not take that first step. , you two are really finished, forget it, don't be brothers, be enemies."

Zhang Aobing couldn't believe it, and opened his eyes wide: "He..."

A sweet cat meow made people feel tender, Coke jumped from the back seat of the car into the arms of Zhang Aobing, the co-pilot, put his two front paws on his shoulders, and licked his cheeks with his pink tongue.It doesn't want the big boy to cry because it's really sad.

Why do humans always have so many complex emotions?Being a human is much harder than being a cat.Coke looked back at Ming Ji, the man he liked was also very emotional, why did he fall in love with him?

"Look, Coke knows that Ao Shi misses you, and you are working hard to make money for him, and for the sake of your brother's family. If he blames you, he is an asshole. Maybe the work you do to pay off the debt is disgraceful, but you are too. Forced to do nothing, if there is a way to survive you will not do this, who can point fingers and say you are not good?"

"However, with a brother like me, Ao Shi will definitely not be able to hold his head up in front of others."

"Yeah, what I just said was in vain." Ming Ji stomped his foot, the car was shaken a little, and Coke shrank into Zhang Aobing's arms in fright.

"Calm down, you're scaring it."

"The one who should calm down is you! Think about it carefully, if you live your whole life in the eyes of others and let others influence you, then what is the difference between you and a slave? Why don't you just hold hands with your brother and act as a cow and a horse for others?" On the other hand, who doesn’t have a dark history that can’t be looked back on? When you become more powerful, who dares not to turn on which pot and which pot to carry? You are too wary of outsiders, and you are afraid of being hurt. You are completely closed off, some things you cannot figure out by yourself, your thoughts will become more and more extreme, and finally you will be suffocated in your own endless loop." Ming Ji sighed, "Aobing, you are strong One point, you ask yourself, do you love Ao Shi, do you care about him? You are brothers connected by blood, he must love you the same, just imagine what would happen if you didn’t have Ao Shi, you are crazy The reaction is no different from his, you have to be aware of your position in Ao Shi's heart! Life is only a few decades, why don't you do what you want?!"

Life is only a few decades, why not do what you want to do? !

Ming Ji's words lingered in Zhang Aobing's ears, he clenched his fists, he admitted that what Ming Ji said was right, but people are different after all, there are differences, otherwise there would be no distinction between good and bad .

Even if he knew this, he would rather believe what Ao Shi and Ming Ji said, his younger brother was still the one who liked to pester him a few years ago, saying to him: "Brother, I like my brother the most, I want to be with him forever Together", the pure and lovely boy who has not been stained by the world, and will not dislike how dirty his body is.

"Ming Ji, I..." The words came to his lips, but he swallowed them again.

"Thought it out? Don't talk to me if you don't figure it out."

Zhang Aobing let out a "puchi" laugh: "You are really arrogant, not as big as No. 1. Don't worry, I figured it out."

Ming Ji breathed a sigh of relief: "My little aunt, grandpa, I finally figured it out, don't let me think about it anymore, the young master is almost ready to be a psychiatrist."

"Yeah. Let's go to the supermarket, I want to make something for Ao Shi."

As soon as he heard the food, Ming Ji's eyes lit up immediately: "You want to cook? I want to eat sweet and sour pork ribs, glutinous rice rolls, salt-baked chicken, lemon sauce duck, and West Lake vinegar fish! Aobing, your cooking is the best Already." Then, taking advantage of the gap at the red light, he hugged Zhang Aobing and kissed him, who pushed him away with a smile:

"It's useless to flatter, I only cook what I love to eat today."

Ming Ji burst into tears: "You only love your brother and not me!"

Having said that, when buying ingredients, Zhang Aobing still bought the dishes Ming Ji had ordered, which made Ming Ji excited all the way, and the car was about to fly.

"You can't do it." Zhang Aobing smiled and pushed Mingji away, who wailed, "You don't know how miserable I am eating takeaway every day! If I eat too much, the forensic doctor will pour me old Shanxi vinegar to digest my food. I am simply a tragedy!" Even Coke yelled a few times to agree, and Zhang Aobing instantly felt that the man in front of him was not suitable for keeping cats, and the two funny guys got together.

"Speaking of which, the students in the third year of high school are all late at night after school. It's really hard. It's only in the morning. You didn't rest well last night, so go to sleep for a while."

Zhang Aobing nodded, he was really tired, and his waist hurt like hell.The scenery flashing by outside the window also caused visual fatigue, and after a while, he fell asleep with his pillow on the back of the car seat.

Seeing that he was sleeping soundly, Ming Ji couldn't bear to wake him up when he got there, so he took out the keys from him lightly, carried him upstairs again lightly, put him on the bed, and pulled up the quilt.

Seeing that haggard sleeping face, Mingji's heart aches unceasingly, but he is just an ordinary person with no assets or background, all he can do is pray to God to stop torturing this poor boy.

——I——is—the—dividing—dividing—line of—the black—sky——

Zhang Aobing felt that someone was hugging him, the hug was hot, but there was no taste of lust. The person hugging him buried his head in his neck, and a few drops of warm liquid slid into the collar along the curve of his neck. .he is crying.

Zhang Aobing subconsciously opened his arms to hug him, although he didn't see his face, but this familiar smell...

"Proud."

The person in his arms was sniffing hard, refusing to raise his head to let him see his red and swollen eyes from tears, and said in a nasal voice: "Brother, you've lost weight."

"How old is he, still crying, really worthless, get up and let me take a good look at it." The man raised his head, it was a face that was very similar to Zhang Aobing, only a little tougher, and it gave people a look A completely different feeling from Zhang Aobing.

Zhang Aobing smiled gratified and satisfied, as if the most important thing in the world had been completed, touching the face of his younger brother who was already a head taller than him, his nose was sore, but it was because of happiness.

"Don't cry in the future, no matter what happens, remember, you are a man."

Zhang Aoshi nodded, and Zhang Aobing got out of bed with a smile: "Why come back so early today, is there no evening class?"

"I heard Brother Ji say you're back, so I left early. Brother, I miss you." Zhang Aoshi didn't want to let go, and still hugged his slender brother. This kind of thinness can be described as morbid, that is, skinny.

Zhang Aobing was very happy. It turned out that his younger brother still didn't hate him, but he still pretended to be angry on the surface: "No next time, the Zhang family's hope is tied to you, don't be so useless."

"Yes, not next time."

"Good boy." Zhang Aobing patted his younger brother's face, "Brother, go make you something to eat. I've slept for so long, and Ming Ji didn't call me." Glancing at his watch, he complained.

"Brother Ji is also asleep, in the living room."

Zhang Aobing ran to the living room with bare feet "thump-thump-thump", and swooped down to suppress Ming Ji who was on the sofa:

"Ming! Sabi!!"

As soon as Ming Ji opened his eyes, what he saw was a close-up of Zhang Aobing's pretty face. Before he was fully awake, he was grabbed by his cheek and pulled up, down, left, and right. Anyone would be nervous.

"Hmph! You useless man, you can't even wake me up, slob!" Zhang Aobing hugged Mingji's neck and began to act coquettishly. From the corner of the latter's eyes, he saw the eyes of Zhang Aoshi who was standing behind him. Feeling very complicated, is envy?Is it jealousy?Anyway, it's not the joy of seeing my brother happy.

Shit, brother next year?

Ming Ji felt cold sweat running down his back, not to mention whether homosexuality is legal in some countries, even in countries where homosexuality is legalized, incest is still illegal!Maybe the pairing of brothers who are older and younger are very cute in the eyes of rotten girls and rotten men. Love is also regardless of nationality and gender identity. But after all, there is no perfect society in the universe, and this will ruin a person's life. Is Zhang Aoshi crazy? !

Ming Ji thinks that he should be able to understand Zhang Aobing's mood now. He doesn't want to ruin his younger brother's life, so he chooses to bear all the debts and blind eyes silently. Meet my brother again.However, the silk called "Missing" deep in his heart is getting longer and longer, and the deep loneliness has not disappeared, but has intensified. While he can't work hard, he ignores another aspect and makes his brother lose what he deserves. Ethics and morality, so the only way to make the younger brother give up is to make a play that meets both needs.

Is that why you asked him to come back with you to meet your younger brother?The previous Zhang Aoshi only knew that his elder brother and Ming Ji had a good relationship, but didn't know what happened to them, so only he, Ming Ji, was able to play the black-faced role in this scene.

But this kind of thing is not honorable in the end, even if Zhang Aobing is insulted and raped wantonly, he still has self-respect, even if he doesn't want to say it to Ming Ji, but he believes that Ming Ji is a smart person, and he will definitely see that he and Ming Ji Incongruity in the relationship between younger brothers.

Ming Ji saw the begging and sadness in Zhang Aobing's eyes, his whole life has been ruined, he has no future, he can't let his younger brother follow in his footsteps.

"Honey, there's nothing wrong with asking you to sleep a little longer." Ming Ji reacted quickly, sat up, and pressed Zhang Aobing under him, the latter yelled, hooked Ming Ji's neck, and moved his upper lip to kiss Ming Ji , Seeing Zhang Aoshi and Coke next to him was shocked and painful.

Ming Ji sighed in his heart. He had to keep acting this scene, even if it was to give Zhang Aobing the motivation to live. As for the dream of "drunken concubine" or "Farewell My Concubine" ending in grief, he just It can be said that he will try his best.

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