don't touch my tail

"My brother is still here, let me go, I have to cook." Zhang Ao Bing's lungs were exhausted, and he moved away from his ruddy face, his heart beating rapidly.

"I'm here to help too, I want to eat the sweet and sour pork ribs you made, Aobing." Ming Ji leaned over again, and was pushed away:

"Don't bother me, you gluttonous cat." Saying that, Zhang Aobing rolled off the sofa and rushed into the kitchen, closing the door, no one would hear his rapid breathing, and no one would see the sweat on his forehead due to pain , press the abdomen hard, it hurts...

The air in the living room seemed to freeze in an instant, and Ming Ji was the last one who was unwilling to be alone with this air-conditioned little kid. It happened again just now, there is no guarantee that Zhang Aoshi would not throw a vase at him, although... not too possible.

"Aobing, why did you leave me here alone!" Ming Ji growled in his heart, but Zhang Aobing's purpose was very clear: "You have a good talk with Ao Shi".

"Brother Ji, my brother... How is he?" Zhang Aoshi spoke first, which surprised Ming Ji, but the only topic they could talk about was Zhang Aobing.

"Not good." After all, they are brothers, Zhang Aoshi has the right to know his brother's recent situation, Ming Ji doesn't want to hide it from him, but also knows that he can't hide it. "The body is very weak, lack of rest for a long time, people are out of shape, the face is also swollen this morning, it must have been very painful."

Zhang Aoshi did not question Ming Ji unreasonably like a child: "Why don't you take good care of my brother!" He knew that although his brother was gentle, he had a strong and stubborn personality, and no one could stop him from doing what he wanted to do.All of this is also because of him, the one who harmed his brother was actually Zhang Aoshi.

Ming Ji was very nervous, fine beads of sweat appeared on his forehead, the relationship between the two brothers was too complicated, he, an outsider, could cause a catastrophe if he said a wrong word.

"Brother Ji, treat my brother well, you are a good person."

It's over, I was issued a good card...

"You don't need to tell me, I will."

Coke, who was eavesdropping on the side, finally lost his composure, kicked his hind legs and jumped into Ming Ji's arms.Every time this amorous man said very gentle words to others, his heart ached terribly, and he couldn't wait to become a human being and be with him.

But he is a cat, even if he becomes a human, he is still a cat, he is not qualified to be loved by others, and will always be a lowly animal. In this regard, he would rather hope that he is a lowly human being, at least, He can use the same gesture to guard him behind him.

Coke was in Mingji's arms, sniffing the charming mint aroma, and finally found this man who made him think about it day and night, but he could only stay by his side in the form of a cat, and he could only let this feeling go. Buried deeply in my heart, watching him until the end of my life.

This is the tragedy of secret love across species, but he really loves him so much that he is even willing to reduce his life and turn into a human for him, just for the sweetness of those few days.

"Huh? Why don't you talk?" It wasn't until Zhang Aobing came out of the kitchen with the dishes that the silent silence was broken. Mingji seemed to see hope, his eyes glistening. His teeth are chattering.

Zhang Aoshi was the only one who was gentle with his elder brother, and smiled with the corners of his mouth up: "Brother, it's fine for me to come, you go and rest."

Zhang Aobing wanted to refuse, but the soreness in his waist made him unbearable, and it was already very difficult to insist on finishing dinner, so he could only smile apologetically at his younger brother.

"Aobing, aren't you feeling well?" Seeing Zhang Aoshi entered the kitchen, Ming Ji pulled Zhang Aobing to sit beside him and asked in a low voice, always feeling that he was weaker, this must not be an illusion.

"No, it's just a backache."

"Is something wrong?"

"No way, it should be because I caught a cold yesterday, and it will be fine in a few days."

"Don't be too tired, it makes people feel distressed. If you fall down, what will Ao Shi do?" Ming Ji knew that it was useless to say anything to him, so he could only persuade him.

After Zhang Aoshi set the table, he didn't need to look at the two snuggled up on the sofa. If he didn't have the huge debts that made people breathless, and if he didn't have his brother who was holding him back, he... must have lived a very happy life.

"Why are you in a daze, hurry up and eat. You used to steal food, don't you think my cooking skills have regressed?" Zhang Aobing patted the chair beside him for his younger brother to sit down.

Zhang Aoshi shook his head, and threw out those wild thoughts. The cruelest thing in this world is that there are no ifs.

Zhang Aobing picked up a piece of ribs and put it into the bowl of his unusually silent younger brother, only this kid was his favorite, as for the guy next to him who was gobbling with chopsticks, there was no need to worry about whether he would not be able to eat.

Zhang Aoshi carefully chewed that piece of pork ribs that was sweet and not greasy, and the taste hadn't changed in the slightest from his childhood, feeling very sad.And Zhang Aobing seemed to have seen again the child who stuffed his mouth full of rice, kept pulling vegetables into his mouth with chopsticks, and yelled "delicious". At that time, he couldn't afford meat, which made him so thin now. Bar.

"Brother, why don't you eat?" Zhang Aoshi also picked up a chopstick of vegetables and put them in Zhang Aobing's bowl. He knew that his brother never ate meat in order to keep fit, so he was severely malnourished and skinny.

Zhang Aobing was actually very happy in his heart, his younger brother finally became sensible, but his stomach was overwhelmed, and he wanted to vomit.

Ming Ji just watched helplessly as his lover rushed into the bathroom, the sound of pattering water couldn't cover up the painful shenyin inside.

"Aobing! What's wrong with you?" Ming Ji knocked hard on the bathroom door, but it was a pity that the door was locked and could not be opened, while Zhang Aoshi stood behind him, his face full of panic.It's no wonder that he was just serving food for his brother, but such a scary scene happened. It's good for him to remain calm, but it would be really bad if he panicked.Ming Ji couldn't help admiring the young man in his heart.

Coke, who was dozing off on the sofa, was also taken aback. Seeing Mingji's anxious look, he knew something must have happened. Taking advantage of his small body, he jumped in through the small window connecting the kitchen and the bathroom. Seeing Zhang Aobing leaning on the sink, unable to slide and sit, the water in the sink was reddish, Coke felt a bad premonition welling up in his heart, and immediately jumped to Zhang Aobing's side and yelled "meow".

Zhang Aobing blinked slightly, as if exhausted, but unfortunately he couldn't understand what it was saying, so he could only reach out and touch its head, smiling weakly: "Don't worry, I'm fine..."

Coke was very anxious, and didn't care whether Zhang Aobing would be afraid. Following a puff of smoke, he turned into a human form, squatting beside Zhang Aobing, shaking his body and begging:

"Go to the hospital quickly, you are very sick."

Zhang Aobing was stunned for a few seconds, but he soon returned to normal. He is not the kind of modern person who only believes in science, so naturally he easily believed in this unreasonable scene.

"I won't live long, I don't want to waste that money..."

"But, you...brother...love...need..." Cole couldn't speak when he was in a hurry, and could only stare blankly.

Zhang Aobing smiled weakly: "I know you want to say that my brother needs me, and I can't bear him, but I'm tired, I should rest..."

"But you are an important person to him!" Coke shook his head fiercely, closed his eyes and shouted: "He...you..."

"This 'he' is..." Zhang Aobing hesitated for a moment, then smiled, "Don't worry, Ming Ji loves me, not me, I don't have the qualifications." Zhang Aobing propped up his body with his hands, but he fell back due to lack of strength. on the ground, "Trouble, give me a hand."

"Aobing, who are you talking to?" Ming Ji stuck to the door of the bathroom and listened for a long time, only to ask when there was no sound inside, Coke just stretched out his hand to pull Zhang Aobing, but was startled trembling.

Zhang Aobing put his index finger on his lips, and blinked playfully: "Don't worry, I won't tell others, but on the other hand, you must treat him well. If you can win his heart, it is best to be with him for the rest of your life." , if you can’t, please watch him for me.” God knows how much this sentence hurts his heart, he entrusted the man he likes to another person with his own hands... Zhang Aobing laughed at himself again, he is not him What kind of person, what qualifications do you have to entrust...

Watching the Coke transform back into the prototype of a cat, Zhang Aobing coughed a few times and cleared the blood in his throat: "It's okay, just make a phone call." Saying this, he gritted his teeth and stood up, drained the water in the sink, opened the door to the bathroom.

Seeing Zhang Aobing coming out, Ming Ji immediately went up to check his body, it seemed... there was nothing abnormal, but he was too weak to stand upright.

"Aoshi, don't worry, I just feel sick to my stomach, maybe I didn't eat well yesterday. I got a call and I have to go back to work. I'm sorry I can't accompany you. When I have a chance, I will make it up to you, okay?"

Zhang Aoshi was very worried about his brother's condition, but he didn't know what to say to keep him, so he could only nod his head.

"Ming Ji, take me back to Blackbar." Zhang Aobing seemed to escape from Zhang Aoshi's sight.

"Aobing, you can't lie to us, just tell me what's uncomfortable." Ming Ji didn't ask until the car was driving on the road. Zhang Aoshi's hawk-like eyes made his back feel chilly. Ask him: "Why don't you take good care of my brother!"

——He wants to too!

Zhang Aobing sighed, his eyes kept avoiding. "Ming Ji, there are some things I don't want you to know, please don't force me to say it. I know you are doing it for my own good. You have paid off my debts and paid a lot for me. I am too ungrateful and unreasonable, but... I am For such a filthy man who doesn't deserve people's attention, it is my luxury to die quietly, I don't even dare to hope that I can have three inches of land to bury my ashes..."

"You are here again, Aobing, I never thought that if I gave you money, you would be obedient to me. I said that this is all voluntary. Don't you feel that your thoughts are like mine now? Is it the same as your slave? Is there only money between us?" Ming Ji slammed on the brakes, pressed Zhang Aobing's shoulder, and forced him to look directly at her: "The person next to me is not a lover. , A slave? You can’t be so negative. Some people can still be happy even if they live in prostitution, just like those leading actors in action movies. They live more chicly under a different name. Why can’t you try a different way of life? You You can live without being so tiring, and you don't have to bear your father's debt at all."

"But he is my father, and he has the kindness to give birth to me."

"What kind of kindness does he have for raising you? It's all because of love. It's your mother who raises you and the world. It has nothing to do with that heartless man. He will embezzle and owe a debt and go off on his own!" Seeing that Zhang Aobing stopped talking, Ming Ji continued: "Ao Shi has grown up, you don't need to raise him desperately, you have suffered enough grievances these years, don't bear these burdens that you shouldn't have to bear anymore."

"I can't do it!" Zhang Aobing's tears flowed out like a flood that burst a bank, "I don't want anyone else to suffer like me. I can't see the light in my life, and dragging others down is tantamount to harming others!...Destroyed If you lose your life, I am enough..."

Ming Ji couldn't bear Zhang Aobing's tears the most, every time it would break his heart, he was more than burdened with his father's debt and the responsibility of raising his younger brother?Not only did he lose his body, his health, his future, his whole life, but even his mental pressure was higher than that of any person of the same status. Average doll.

He wanted to be by his side for the rest of his life, at least to make the rest of his life happy. This poor man has lived so far, but he has never experienced what true happiness is...

Ming Ji stretched out his hand to embrace the weeping Zhang Aobing into his arms, hugged him tightly, pressed his head to his heart, let him listen to his heartbeat, as if wanting to integrate that thin body into his body.

"Aobing, don't bear it alone...Let me be with you, let me be with you..."

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