After three years of reconciliation, the emperor regretted

Gentle lips gently rubbed against his articulate words, causing Xiao Yunyan's consciousness to come back, and he subconsciously pulled her into his arms, plundering the slightly pungent sweetness on the tip of Chu Jingrong's tongue.

There was an intoxicating aqua color in Chu Jingrong's eyes, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and he reached for Xiao Yunyan's lapel button with trembling fingertips, but Xiao Yunyan grabbed his hand.

Suddenly frightened, Chu Jingrong's whole body trembled, and when he looked up, the man's brows and eyes were deep, like a vast ocean under the night, and he couldn't see the bottom at a glance.

The attraction from the person in his arms was too fatal, Xiao Yunyan's breathing was a little short, and it took him a long time to calm down before suppressing the desire in his heart.

"Jing Rong, you've been tired all day, let's rest."

Although he wished to be one with Chu Jingrong, Xiao Yunyan couldn't do that.

If everything was just a dream, he hoped that the day Chu Jingrong left would be innocent and without any scruples.

Just leave him in hell alone!

"What... what?" Chu Jingrong thought he had heard wrong, and murmured with a blank look.

Rest?How to rest?Was it the kind of rest he was thinking of?Chu Jingrong was not sure what Xiao Yunyan meant, so he couldn't ask too bluntly.

"Wait a minute, I'll prepare herbs." Xiao Yunyan didn't respond directly, but turned his head and ordered Qingwu, who was on duty outside the house, to help fetch a basin of hot water.

Until the scalding hot water submerged his feet, Chu Jingrong was still a little dazed, his hands nervously pinched the brocade quilt under him, his eyes swept over Xiao Yunyan, who was half kneeling on the bed and kneading his ankles, Chu Jingrong Still can't figure out what the word rest means?

With a dry towel to wipe off the water droplets on the insteps, Xiao Yunyan walked out with the cold medicine in his hand, and came back empty-handed after a while.

Chu Jingrong's heartbeat suddenly became violent, and the mandarin duck on the brocade quilt was wrinkled into a ball by him, and his heart throbbed for a while, and he didn't dare to look up at his Erlang again.

Stretching his hands to his collarbone, he slowly unbuttoned his suit. Chu Jingrong's ears were red as if he was about to bleed. He tried hard to control himself not to flinch, not to escape, only warm breath sprayed on Xiao Yunyan's wrist , One sound is faster than the other.

In the night of festivities and candles in the bridal chamber, you should be together...you should be with Ruyi Langjun, upside down, and enjoy the joy of fish and water.

After Xiao Yunyan helped Chu Jingrong take off his wedding clothes, he stopped. He withdrew his hand and started to take off his own wedding clothes. Finally, he folded the two wedding clothes neatly and put them away.

Heart beating like a drum, Chu Jingrong only had a single shirt left, but he didn't feel cold, his whole body seemed to be roasted by fire, and even the strands of his hair became hot.

"Tired all day, it's late at night, go to sleep."

Xiao Yunyan turned onto the bed, lowered the curtains, and laid Chu Jingrong's body under the soft quilt.

The next moment, Erlang's warm embrace covered his waist.

Chu Jingrong couldn't hear anything, only the sound of his own out-of-rhythm breathing was in his ears. Just as he closed his eyes and prepared to welcome the storm, Xiao Yunyan pulled the quilt over his shoulders, and hugged him safely as before. fall asleep.

In an instant, all the heat from the whole body was sucked away, and the whole person was like falling into an ice cellar.

Is the wedding night in the bridal chamber still so peacefully spent?

Erlang is not active in that kind of thing, should he take the initiative?

The candle burned out, and the room fell into darkness in an instant, and Chu Jingrong's dry eye sockets suddenly became moist.

What does Erlang's unclear attitude mean?If you don't get close to him, and don't even have an explanation, how can you stop him from thinking wildly?

Obviously before, just standing face to face, I couldn't control my instincts, I wanted to pull myself to go to Wushan several times, but when I was really able to embrace and linger without any scruples, it was chillingly indifferent.

Why don't you touch him, does Xiao Yunyan hate herself?

Chu Jingrong didn't think the answer was that, because Erlang would still linger on his lips and teeth, but his reaction now seemed to be sticking to some bottom line.

Just like how he didn't want to call him teacher again when he was beaten to death, but the moment he let go, he soberly called out.

Erlang has a stubborn personality and insists on certain things, even to the point of paranoia.

The last time I persevered, until the moment my heart died, I finally gave up.

What about this time?How long do you have to be stubborn before you are willing to go further?Could it be that he is expected to be a widow for the rest of his life?

Chu Jingrong's heart became cold, and he couldn't fall asleep. After tossing and turning, he turned over and turned his back to Xiao Yunyan.

The corners of the eyes became more wet, and there was water across the face and soaked into the jade pillow.

Erlang, do you know how important the bridal chamber wedding night is for newlyweds? How... how could you snub me like this?

Xiao Yunyan knew that he made Chu Jingrong sad, but he didn't know how to comfort him.

He loves Chu Jingrong deeply, and is willing to give everything for that person, but he also understands that Chu Jingrong doesn't love himself, so there are some things, no matter how much he wants them, he can't have them.

Same bed, different dreams, Chu Jingrong didn't close his eyes all night.

He knew exactly when Xiao Yunyan got up, and when he left the room to go to the morning court, that person was still gentle and caring for him, just like in the past.

He used to always feel that Erlang treated him very well, there was no problem between them, and when he turned his head, Erlang was still waiting for him, so it was logical for them to be together again.

But now, Chu Jingrong doesn't think so.

Looking back, Erlang's forgiveness seemed too easy.

Thinking in another way, with his temperament of revenge, if one's sincerity is ruined like that, the culprit will have to suffer a thousand times more pain before he will give up.

But Erlang, it seems that he has never blamed or hated him, and he does not ask for anything in return. This is similar to Erlang three years ago, but different.

Erlang three years ago, when he was deeply in love, would beg himself to love him, because he couldn't get a kiss, he would beg for a long time until he got what he wanted, but now, even if he couldn't get it, he wouldn't make a fuss ...

It was as if he was willing to accept everything he gave, if it was tenderness, he would accept tenderness, if it was pain, he would accept pain.

If you really love someone, how can you ask for nothing from him?

Chu Jingrong suddenly felt very cold, the kind of cold that penetrated deep into the bone marrow.

Naturally, he would not doubt Erlang's love for him. What he was afraid of was that Erlang didn't seem to need the same love from himself, and he didn't even need his love anymore.

How could this be so?How did things get to this point?He didn't notice it at all.

Chu Jingrong sat on the still festive wedding bed, with a haggard face and dull eyes, meditating for a long time.

Seeing that it was almost time for Xiao Yunyan to go to court, Chu Jingrong didn't have time to wash up, so he casually put on a robe and left the palace in a hurry.

He couldn't figure out some questions after thinking about them for a long time, but he could procrastinate and find the answers slowly, but he... couldn't bear Erlang to suffer any more.

Throughout last night, he could vaguely sense that Erlang's heartache was no less than his own.

Now, perhaps the only one who can answer his doubts is...

Chu Jingrong performed lightness kung fu and galloped between the eaves, but on the way to the palace, he met Xiao Yunyan who hurried back to the palace after the early court.

Chu Jingrong hid on the top of the tree without making a sound.

His Erlang galloped wildly, the anxiety on his face and the uneasiness in his eyes were something Chu Jingrong had never seen before.

It turned out that... this person has been hiding from him, and has been disguising in front of him, creating an illusion of tenderness and sweetness, which deceived his eyes.

He subconsciously thought that Erlang would not lie, but this time, Chu Jingrong was shaken.

After Xiao Yunyan's back disappeared into the alley, Chu Jingrong went the opposite way and went straight to the palace.

He wanted to face the saint, to see Xiao Yiheng, at the Xiao's family banquet and the wedding banquet, he vaguely noticed a strange look in Xiao Yiheng's eyes, maybe that person had already noticed it.

Chu Jingrong hated himself so much, why he could see through other people at a glance, and Erlang faced him day and night, but he was addicted to the beautiful dream woven by that person himself, and he couldn't figure it out.

If he was more careful and caring, how could a person like Erlang, who is not good at lying, be able to keep everything secret?

After all, did you really notice nothing?

no!

It was he who blindly asked for it, and never considered Erlang's feelings in a subtle way. It was he who had done something wrong. After the broken mirror was reunited, he wanted to expose it, and turned a blind eye to the hideous crack.

It was his intentional or unintentional negligence and indifference that made Erlang feel more and more insecure.

She clenched her lower lip with her white teeth, and when Chu Jingrong stepped into the palace, her steps were a little staggering.

Fu Linhai, who was on duty outside the palace gate, saw the flustered figure of the emperor on the second day of his wedding, his heart skipped a beat, and he hurried into the imperial study to report.

Without keeping Chu Jingrong waiting for too long, Fu Linhai stepped out of the palace door again and led him in respectfully.

Xiao Yiheng put down the memorial, frowned, and set his searching gaze on Chu Jingrong.

In the court this morning, he failed to see in Yun Yan the satisfaction and spring breeze that the bridegroom's official bridal chamber should have after the flowers and candles. He was still the same as before, although he was no different from a normal person, but he lacked a soul and a soul.

Xiao Yiheng expected that Chu Jingrong would come looking for him.

Even if he deliberately didn't think deeply in the past, the strangeness of the wedding night in the bridal chamber should have awakened that person.

To be honest, Xiao Yiheng was very disappointed with Chu Jingrong. In his heart, his evaluation of Chu Jingrong had never changed. He still felt that this person did not deserve the deep love of his imperial brother.

It was only discovered now, so it can be seen how far Chu Jingrong ignored Yun Yan?

He may also love Yunyan, but his love is rough and not careful enough, which cannot be compared with the love Yunyan gave him.

"I don't know why the emperor's master came here this time?"

Chu Jingrong didn't intend to waste his time, and cut straight to the point: "There are some problems between me and Yun Yan, I think you should be aware of it, so I want to ask, do you know, what went wrong? "Speaking of this, Chu Jingrong closed his eyes in pain, and finally had to admit: "Yun Yan seems...doesn't need me to love him anymore."