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Hearing this, Xiao Yiheng took a deep look at Chu Jingrong, straightened his face, and asked solemnly: "Chu Jingrong, do you really love Yunyan?"

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Chu Jingrong answered firmly, Erlang almost paid the price with his life to teach him to recognize his sincerity, there is no doubt that he loves Xiao Yunyan.

"Then have you told Yun Yan?"

"This..." Chu Jingrong hesitated, as if he had never said the word love frankly.

In his view, love is deep and sacred, and it cannot be explained in a few words.

Xiao Yiheng smiled wryly: "So you never said it, but even if you said it over and over again, Yun Yan probably wouldn't believe it."

"What do you mean by saying that?" Chu Jingrong showed eagerness, and his tone became a bit serious.

"Chu Jingrong, have you ever thought that perhaps Yun Yan never believed that you would fall in love with him?"

"What... what?" His pupils shrank slightly, and Chu Jingrong's eyes widened in disbelief.

"He loves you and doesn't ask you to love him. Chu Jingrong, people are afraid of pain. When the pain is severe, they retract the wound into the shell and don't want to face it again. Yun Yan just wants to be confused with you. Together, as long as we are together, he doesn't want any answers, he doesn't ask for anything in return, he doesn't even care if you really wanted to kill him, if you don't mention what happened in the Imperial City Garden, Yun Yan won't Never ask, don't you find it unusual?

He didn't think it was strange before, he thought Xiao Yunyan believed that he was not instigated, but it turned out that the person didn't believe it, but just didn't care.

How could this be so?How could this be so?

For a moment, there was an illusion of heaven and earth falling apart.

It was his fault, Erlang didn't punish him, but punished himself.

The more gentle Xiao Yunyan was, the more Chu Jingrong felt like a knife was twisting his heart.

That's his Erlang, the Erlang who treats him with love like the sea!

His Erlang is worthy of being loved, why not believe that he is worthy of being loved?

Chu Jingrong turned around and walked out of the palace gate in a daze.

Watching the man's back gradually disappear from sight, Xiao Yiheng opened his mouth, but finally said nothing.

A heart disease needs a heart medicine doctor, and there is nothing anyone can do about Yun Yan's problems except Chu Jingrong.

Walking in a daze on the way back to the palace, Chu Jingrong's eyes gradually changed from confusion to firmness.

It's all right that Xiao Yunyan can hide it from him for the rest of his life, since he didn't hide it, then I love you, so you can't help but not believe it.

Chu Jingrong always acted like a thunderbolt, and those who hit him had no strength to fight back.

Insecure?Then I will give you a sense of security.

The pace under his feet quickened, and when Chu Jingrong returned to the palace, he found that Xiao Yunyan had lost his temper in the main courtyard.

Qingwu knelt on the ground and shivered, not daring to breathe.

"Where did Jingrong go?"

"My lord, slave... I don't know, when I woke up to serve, the young master was no longer in the room."

"You can't even take care of yourself. What use are you? Come..."

Just as Xiao Yunyan was about to send Qingwu down, he found Chu Jingrong's figure appearing in the direction of the gate of the courtyard as far as he could see.

The hostility around him was instantly suppressed, Xiao Yunyan closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, the pain and uneasiness in his eyes disappeared.

He stepped forward, wanted to hold Chu Jingrong's hand, and asked softly, "Jing Rong, where have you been, I thought..."

"You thought I left." Chu Jingrong responded coldly, his tone was firm, and he shrank his fingertips to avoid Xiao Yunyan's touch.

"Xiao Yunyan, let me ask you, do you not believe that I love you at all, do you think that I will abandon you sooner or later?"

Hearing this, Xiao Yunyan withdrew his hand and clenched his fist behind his back. He lowered his eyes and whispered: "No, I believe it."

"Raise your head and look into my eyes." Chu Jingrong's commanding tone already contained a bit of a breakdown. This person is still trying to get away with lies.

Xiao Yunyan's body stiffened for a moment, he didn't dare to disobey, he slowly raised his head, his deep eyes stared at Chu Jingrong's amber eyes.

"Answer me again, do you believe that I love you?" Chu Jingrong repeated through gritted teeth.

"I... believe it."

As soon as he finished speaking, there was a crisp slap on the face. The sound of "snap" was not too loud, but it could fall into the ears of everyone present.

The servants in the main courtyard, including Qingwu, all trembled and crawled, wishing to bury their faces in the soil.

Chu Jingrong hit someone, but his wrists trembled and he shed tears.

"Answer me again, believe it or not, what Murong Xun did in the Imperial City Garden three years ago was not ordered by me?"

"Mutually……."

However, just as soon as he uttered a word this time, Chu Jingrong slapped the rest of the words back in his stomach: "How dare you lie!"

Xiao Yunyan tilted his head, with a desolate look on his face.

"Answer me at last, do you believe that I will never leave you? Answer me! Do you believe it?!"

Before Xiao Yunyan could answer, Chu Jingrong had already raised his hand high, and only waited for Xiao Yunyan to say "believe" again, then he put it down fiercely.

Looking back, the humbleness and tenderness in Xiao Yunyan's eyes disappeared, leaving only the gloomy ferocity and rage, trying to choose someone to devour.

His eyes fell on Chu Jingrong, with a bit of sharpness like a knife, Xiao Yunyan spoke in a dignified voice, no longer the gentleness and tenderness of the past.

"Yes, I don't believe it, so there is no need for Jing Rong to lie to me painstakingly. I don't need you to love me, just accept my love. As long as you are willing to stay by my side, I will not give you any burden."

"You bastard." Chu Jingrong growled hysterically, and slapped him down suddenly.

However, before it could fall on Xiao Yunyan's face, the man grabbed his wrist.

With a forceful arm, he pulled Chu Jingrong into his bosom, Xiao Yunyan lowered his head, like crazy, grabbed the soft lips of the person in his bosom.

Before Erlang kissed him, he would also have a bit of strength and aggression, but this time it was different, it was as if he was going to eat him alive, the brutality was shocking.

Chu Jingrong's clenched wrist slowly clenched into a fist, and finally let go as if he was discouraged. He didn't resist, and let Xiao Yunyan vent the restlessness and anger in his heart on himself until his lips were ravaged | , It seems that if a little bit of external force is applied, the skin will break and bleed, so it can be let go.

The suffocation in his body disappeared, Xiao Yunyan took him into his arms like a treasure, and gently surrounded him, fearing that with a single force, his appearance would be crushed by him.

"Jing Rong, I'm sorry, I was wrong, it's all my fault, did I do something wrong that made you angry?" Xiao Yunyan took Chu Jingrong's hand and placed it on the side of his face, With a hoarse voice, he begged humbly: "Hit me until you get out of breath. When the anger subsides, can you stay? Don't leave me, Jing Rong, please don't leave me."

Hearing this, the clear tears in Chu Jingrong's eyes rolled down the corners of his eyes like a bank bursting.

"Xiao Yunyan, do you know what's wrong with you?"

"I know, it's all wrong, it's wrong to make you unhappy." Xiao Yunyan replied eagerly, as if he was afraid that if he didn't answer in time, Chu Jingrong would abandon him.

Chu Jingrong's heart aches so much, Erlang who loves him like this deserves to be loved, deserves to be loved deeply!

Containing the tears in his eyes, Chu Jingrong withdrew his hand cruelly, looked at the flustered Xiao Yunyan, and said in a cold voice: "Xiao Yunyan, not being answered for deep love is the same suffering as deep love not being believed. "

"Xiao Yunyan, do you know how much I hurt? You are as cruel now as I was back then."

"I know that no matter how many times I say I love you and will never leave, you will never believe it. In this case, I will prove it to you."

Chu Jingrong's eyes hardened, he broke free from Xiao Yunyan's embrace, turned his head and walked towards the other side of the palace.

The warm touch in his arms left him, Xiao Yunyan could only follow step by step, not daring to use force anymore, every time he tried to stop him, he was ruthlessly thrown away by Chu Jingrong.

"Jing Rong, Jing Rong, where are you going?"

"I'm sorry, Gui An knew it was wrong, don't get angry with me."

He said the words of admitting his mistakes over and over again, but he never said a word of belief.

Chu Jingrong pushed open the study door, turned his back to Xiao Yunyan and ordered, "Kneel down."

The light in his eyes dimmed, Xiao Yunyan did as he said, slowly bent one leg, and knelt down on one knee.

Will you not leave me as long as I kneel down and beg you?

While Xiao Yunyan was thinking wildly, Chu Jingrong turned around quickly, and swept his fingertips across his shoulder blades, sealing his acupuncture points.

Suddenly unable to move, Xiao Yunyan looked at the person in front of him in astonishment, wondering what exactly Chu Jingrong wanted to do?

Feeling helpless and disappointed in his heart, Xiao Yunyan looked at Chu Jingrong with dejected frustration.

Chu Jingrong didn't do anything again, he walked to the desk in the study, but found a wooden box on it, which was exactly the same as the wooden box he used to store jade hairpins and marriage decrees.

The corners were polished and smooth, as if they were often watched and played with. Chu Jingrong was curious, hooked the buckle with his fingertips, and gently pulled it open.

What was stacked inside was every letter that Chu Jingrong sent out but was not responded to in the three years of border customs, as well as dried red beans, peonies, and acacias...

Chu Jingrong's eyes were red again.

"I thought you threw away all these letters."

Chu Jingrong picked up a letter and checked it, and found a short line of poetry on it, "Lovesickness has become sorrow, I hope you will return soon."

"Since I received it, why didn't you reply?"

Xiao Yunyan lowered his eyes and said in a lonely voice, "I promised you not to bother, but I am looking forward to the next letter every day."

The tenderness in Chu Jingrong's eyes is about to melt, this is his Erlang, the Erlang who loves him with his life.

Such a good Erlang deserves to be loved and deeply loved!

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