I take paranoia as a victim

Xiao Cheng only felt that Luo Jingshu's every step seemed to be stepping on his heart. Once the sole of the opponent's shoe collided with the floor, Xiao Cheng's heart would jump violently.

This feeling is too scary.

It's like in the first few seconds before the ghost in a horror movie, the tense and ethereal music keeps amplifying in my ears. I know what might happen in the next second, but I can only watch helplessly.

Xiao Cheng is in such a mood now.

He knew that Luo Jingshu was unhappy, the other party had already written his displeasure on his face, there was no smile in those peach eyes, and he was looking at him gravely.

Xiao Cheng swallowed, the feeling of dizziness in the head for a few seconds when he just woke up completely disappeared.He looked at Luo Jingshu with wide eyes, red eyes and pale lips, looking especially pitiful.

The anger surging in Luo Jingshu's heart strangely disappeared a little, but it was not enough for him to let Xiao Cheng go.

Brother Cheng really doesn't take him seriously anymore, does he still know that he has a boyfriend like himself?

Xiao Cheng looked at Luo Jingshu anxiously, "How long have you been here?"

When Luo Jingshu called him, he was still on the road, and he just fell asleep, and the other party arrived?

Xiao Cheng was completely caught off guard.

Xiao Cheng originally thought that he still had time to think about countermeasures, and he could even talk to Mr. Bai and ask him to help him bury Luo Jingshu.

It's all because he was so sleepy just now, he fell asleep before he could say what he wanted to say.

If I knew I was on the way to the hospital just now, I should have told Mr. Bai about it.

Xiao Cheng was a little annoyed, and unconsciously expressed his thoughts on his face. Luo Jingshu was also a person with a terrifyingly delicate mind, and he could see through his intentions at a glance.

The anger that was finally dissipated in his heart multiplied, and even now, Xiao Cheng still wanted to hide it from him.

Luo Jingshu was angry and sad at the same time, he just felt that Xiao Cheng didn't trust him at all.

When this kind of thing happened, just forget about asking him to help, but also wanted to hide it from him, pretending that nothing happened.

Luo Jingshu even felt that in Xiao Cheng's heart, Bai Yiheng might have a higher status than himself.

At least at the first moment of the accident, Xiao Cheng contacted Bai Yiheng.

Even though Luo Jingshu knew that it was actually the best choice, he still felt a huge sense of loss, obviously he should be the person Xiao Cheng trusted the most.

But the fact is that Xiao Cheng is unwilling to tell him anything.

Luo Jingshu didn't speak, and Xiao Cheng didn't know what to say.

He used to be very good at being soft, but after those things happened, perhaps because he had been hardened in front of Luo Jingshu for too long, Xiao Cheng didn't know how to confess his feelings.

He opened his mouth, trying to say something to break the stiff atmosphere at the moment, but no sound came out of his throat.

Luo Jingshu let him see his hesitation, and his heart was filled with disappointment.

Brother Cheng didn't even want to coax him.

After the air was quiet for a while, Luo Jingshu was the first to speak: "Is your body still uncomfortable?"

As soon as he spoke, Xiao Cheng immediately answered, "I'm so dizzy."

Maybe it was frightened by Luo Jingshu's cold face just now, when Xiao Cheng said this, his tone was rarely sticky and coquettish.

Luo Jingshu closed his eyes, sat down beside the hospital bed, held Xiao Cheng's hand on the drip, and warmed his fingers with his own body temperature.

"If you feel uncomfortable, just lie down for a while."

While talking, he stretched out his hand to touch Xiao Cheng's cheek to confirm that the other person's temperature was normal, and then he breathed a sigh of relief.

Xiao Cheng secretly hooked Luo Jingshu's finger with his finger, scratched the boy's palm, and looked at him eagerly.

Is Luo Jingshu still giving birth to him?

Luo Jingshu raised the corners of his lips slightly, and slowly rested his head on Xiao Cheng's shoulder, pressed his lips against Xiao Cheng's neck, and sprayed all the heat on the other's neck when he spoke.

"Brother Cheng, don't worry, I will always be with you."

Xiao Cheng was tickled by his hair, he didn't speak, but a smile had already appeared on his face.

He still prefers Luo Jingshu's appearance at the moment, the other party's cold face just now really scared him.

Luo Jingshu lowered his eyes, hiding the coldness in his eyes.

Xiao Cheng reckoned that he might not be so angry anymore, and asked him again: "Have you asked for leave from your school?"

"Ah."

Luo Jingshu's voice was a bit vague, he sucked Xiao Cheng's neck with his lips, leaving some red marks on the cold white skin.

A blush appeared on Xiao Cheng's face again. He half-closed his eyes, and his tight lips hid all the ambiguous panting. Only his face became more and more red, and there was a hazy emotion in his eyes.

Luo Jingshu's actions at this moment can easily recall some pleasure in this body. Xiao Cheng wanted to push him away, but his mind always recalled Luo Jingshu's extremely cold eyes.

His hand was already on Luo Jingshu's shoulder, but in the end he didn't use any force, he just grabbed Luo Jingshu's clothes tightly.

For Luo Jingshu, Xiao Cheng's pampering was undoubtedly the best encouragement. He simply wrapped his arms around Xiao Cheng's waist, let the other party half lean in his arms, and then pecked and kissed Xiao Cheng's neck more and more wantonly.

Xiao Cheng closed his eyes, his brows were tightly frowned, and a hurried breath escaped from his slightly parted lips.

After Luo Jingshu planted several strawberries in a conspicuous place, the anger in his heart dissipated a little.

This is also related to Xiao Cheng's compromise.

Although Xiao Cheng didn't know the real reason for Luo Jingshu's anger, the nature of small animals to avoid harm made him instinctively not resist Luo Jingshu at this moment.

This choice is undoubtedly correct. Only when Luo Jingshu completely confines Xiao Cheng in his arms can he feel that this person truly and completely belongs to him.

Under such circumstances, any movement of Xiao Cheng struggling would make Luo Jingshu feel that Xiao Cheng wanted to escape from him.

Because Xiao Cheng didn't resist, Luo Jingshu put him away as soon as he saw him, hugged him in his arms, and patted him on the back, helping Xiao Cheng calm down his violent heartbeat.

After a while, Xiao Cheng let out a long breath and reached out to touch his neck.

He couldn't see what his neck was like now, but he could guess what Luo Jingshu had done.

Puppies always like to enclose territory and want to declare their sovereignty in this way.

Xiao Cheng didn't find it annoying, he had long been used to Luo Jingshu's personality, but he was a little embarrassed.

He has a thin skin and doesn't like to expose these private interests to outsiders.But if this could comfort his puppy, Xiao Cheng would not be unwilling.

Luo Jingshu watched over his IV drip, more attentive than Xiao Cheng himself. After pulling out the needle, he confirmed that the needle eye was no longer bleeding, and then let Xiao Cheng lie down and rest.

Xiao Cheng huddled under the blanket, only his eyes were exposed, Luo Jingshu's fingers moved slightly as he watched, wanting to touch his head.

Xiao Cheng hadn't realized how exciting his appearance was, so he rolled his eyes, "Where's Mr. Bai?"

The smile on Luo Jingshu's face faded, "What do you want him for?"

The feeling of panic in Xiao Cheng's heart came again. For some reason, Luo Jingshu tonight always gave him a very dangerous feeling.

But Xiao Cheng really couldn't figure out what he did wrong.

The only thing he might make Luo Jingshu unhappy was trying to hide this matter from him, but didn't that fail?

From Xiao Cheng's point of view, he is the biggest victim tonight, the one who should be wronged the most, Luo Jingshu can't blame him all, can he?

Seeing Luo Jingshu's face suddenly turned cold again, Xiao Cheng shrunk his neck, with a look of aggrieved expression on his face.

"I'll just ask, after all, Mr. Bai sent me to the hospital."

Unexpectedly, this sentence hit Luo Jingshu's pain point again.

At that time, he was unwilling to go back to school, so Xiao Cheng insisted on letting him go to school to review.

If it wasn't for him not being by Xiao Cheng's side, would it be Bai's turn?

"He sent you here, does Brother Cheng think I'm useless?" Luo Jingshu clenched his teeth, his facial muscles tightened, and he looked at Xiao Cheng without blinking.

Xiao Cheng was reprimanded several times by him in a strange manner, and the fire in his heart also came up.

He was drugged tonight, tied up and thrown onto the man's bed, and he was already suffocating with anger.When I was in the hotel, I endured and endured, so I didn't beat the man on the ground half to death.

Anyone who encounters this kind of thing will not be in a good mood. Xiao Cheng can bear it. Just now, he was bullied by Luo Jingshu, and his neck was bitten.He thought he had done his best, but Luo Jingshu still wanted to talk to him.

Why, he can't even mention other people's names?

Luo Jingshu seems to have blamed him for all the faults, and even started to blame the victim?

"Luo Jingshu."

Xiao Cheng's hands hidden under the quilt were tightly clenched, and he looked at Luo Jingshu with red eyes, "I didn't ask you to come."

"If you think it's a big night and I'm wronged to drive here for a few hours, I'll reimburse you double the cost of gas and send you back."

He clearly knew that Luo Jingshu didn't mean that, but he deliberately satirized him.

Anyway, that's what Luo Jingshu did to him just now.

It's fine without a word of gentle comfort, but also accuse him secretly.

Probably because he was not feeling well physically, Xiao Cheng's psychological endurance also decreased, and his heart was filled with grievances and bewilderment, wishing he could kick Luo Jingshu twice.

As expected, the dog man won't cherish it if he gets it.

She didn't know how gentle she was before she abducted him to bed. She lay low in front of him all day long to curry favor with him, and even said she wanted to be his puppy and obeyed him in everything.

Once he got his hands, he changed from a high hanging moon to a grass at his feet, and he didn't look good to him all day long.

Xiao Cheng closed his eyes and stopped reading Luo Jingshu, "You can go."

He said this on his lips, but actually he listened to Luo Jingshu with his ears up.

If the dog man really dares to leave, just wait to change from his current position to his predecessor!

Luo Jingshu's Adam's apple rolled, and he closed his eyes patiently. He was most afraid of seeing Xiao Cheng show such an expression to him, as if he would lose Xiao Cheng in the next second.

Brother Cheng let him go, did he not want him?

Luo Jingshu looked at Xiao Cheng's closed eyes, his eye sockets were sore and red, his heart was suffocating, and his heart began to ache.

"Brother Cheng."

Xiao Cheng's eyelashes trembled, but he still didn't open his eyes.

Luo Jingshu half-kneeled beside the bed, reached out his hand into the quilt, touched Xiao Cheng's fingers, and grabbed his hand.

He held Xiao Cheng's fingers tightly in the palm of his hand like a thirsty man grasping the jug containing the last bit of water.

Seeing that Xiao Cheng didn't push him away, Luo Jingshu tentatively put his head on Xiao Cheng's shoulder, his voice was hoarse and dull, with a slight cry: "Brother Cheng."

"I was wrong, don't want me."

Xiao Cheng opened his eyes suddenly, and there were faint tears in his red eyes.

This is obviously what he wanted to hear, but for some reason, when Luo Jingshu said "I was wrong", Xiao Cheng was not happy at all.

It was as if a big stone was pressing on his heart, and he was falling heavily, making it difficult for him to breathe and his throat was severely blocked.

Luo Jingshu's tears dripped on Xiao Cheng's neck, Xiao Cheng seemed to be scalded, and suddenly came back to his senses.

He heard Luo Jingshu's suppressed crying in his ear, and the other party's apology: "Don't drive me away."

He is really afraid of being abandoned.

Xiao Cheng didn't know how things suddenly turned into what they are now. While feeling uncomfortable, Xiao Cheng faintly noticed that there seemed to be a deep contradiction between him and Luo Jingshu.

It wasn't brought about by today's incident, but in many small details in the past, conflicts had already arisen, but he didn't notice it, and Luo Jingshu never mentioned it.

Xiao Cheng decided to have a good talk with Luo Jingshu.

In essence, he is still the direct and straightforward Xiao Cheng.

Avoidance will never solve the problem. The more you are afraid, the more you must face difficulties.

Xiao Cheng pushed Luo Jingshu's hand, "Get up."

Luo Jingshu was silent for a few seconds, then suddenly turned over on the hospital bed, pressed Xiao Cheng's body with his legs, and kissed him forcefully and resolutely.

Xiao Cheng couldn't dodge in time, the words of resistance were stuck in Luo Jingshu's throat, he could only open his eyes wide and try his best to close his teeth.

Is Luo Jingshu crazy?

Seeing that Xiao Cheng refused to open his mouth, Luo Jingshu took a hard bite on his lip. Xiao Cheng felt the pain and subconsciously loosened his jaw.

Luo Jingshu seemed to want to swallow Xiao Cheng into his stomach, this was no longer a kiss, Xiao Cheng only felt his mouth hurt and numb, and he was a little scared while resisting.

After a while, Luo Jingshu retreated a little bit. He looked down at Xiao Cheng, "It's impossible for you to drive me away."

"Brother Cheng, you can only stay by my side, and you can't go anywhere."

Luo Jingshu looked happily at Xiao Cheng's blushing face, leaned over and whispered in his ear, "If you dare to run away, I will lock you up..."

"Let you wear it every day..."

"Wear it for you..."

"You can only accept, not refuse."

"...and then I can't get out of bed."

Xiao Cheng blushed, and felt that his three views were about to explode.

Is Luo Jingshu crazy?