I take paranoia as a victim

Xiao Cheng was not an innocent boy, but Luo Jingshu's words still shocked him.

The main reason is that these words came from Luo Jingshu's mouth.

An adult high school student who has never been in a relationship.

Where did I learn so many strange things?

Xiao Cheng was so angry that he stretched out two hands, grabbed Luo Jingshu's cheeks, and pulled them out vigorously.

"What crazy talk are you talking about?!"

Luo Jingshu let him pull his cheeks red, this scene looked a little funny, but the two protagonists didn't smile, which made this funny action serious.

"Whether I'm talking crazy or not, Brother Cheng knows best."

Luo Jingshu's cheeks were still in Xiao Cheng's hands, and his voice became muffled when he spoke, but this did not prevent Xiao Cheng from hearing what he said clearly.

"You still think you are reasonable?"

As soon as Xiao Cheng thought that Luo Jingshu actually blamed him in his heart, he felt a dull pain in his chest.

Luo Jingshu, a liar who is full of lies, says he likes him, but actually doesn't care about him at all.

"Brother Cheng, you can try."

Luo Jingshu's tone sounded expectant, as if he hoped that Xiao Cheng would make some mistakes, and then he would have a legitimate reason to punish Xiao Cheng.

Xiao Cheng was furious, "Are you threatening me?"

Luo Jingshu's expression calmed down instead, "I'm not threatening you, I'm just stating a fact."

In other words, if Xiao Cheng really wanted to break up with him, he might really lock Xiao Cheng up.

Xiao Cheng took a deep breath, not letting his anger burn away his reason. Luo Jingshu's words just now sounded weird, why did it sound like he was about to break up?

Xiao Cheng thought carefully about Luo Jingshu's expression just now, and then showed a suddenly realized expression, "You don't think I want to break up with you by letting you go?"

He just got very angry and said a few angry words, but actually he didn't intend to let Luo Jingshu go, let alone break up.

When Luo Jingshu heard the word "break up", his fingers suddenly clenched into fists, the veins on the back of his hand popped up, and it looked a bit oozing.

His body was tense, and he looked straight at Xiao Cheng, "Don't talk about breaking up."

Xiao Cheng was annoyed and funny all of a sudden, "A person who usually looks very smart, why is he so confused about this matter?"

He and Luo Jingshu have only reunited for a few days, and he hasn't enjoyed the sweetness of love yet, so how could he break up with him?

Luo Jingshu was unexpectedly stubborn, and looked at Xiao Cheng without blinking, "Brother Cheng, will you break up with me?"

He longed for a promise from Xiao Cheng, for example, Xiao Cheng would never break up with him.

At first Xiao Cheng thought that Luo Jingshu was acting like a baby, but later he realized that the other party's expression was very serious, and then he realized that Luo Jingshu was really worried about this problem.

He couldn't help frowning, and looked at Luo Jingshu blankly.

Xiao Cheng actually didn't think about this question, he couldn't give Luo Jingshu an absolute answer, because no one can say for sure what will happen in the future.

But then again, aren't they in the sweet period of their relationship? Why would Luo Jingshu worry about this?

Xiao Cheng suddenly understood, was it because he hadn't given Luo Jingshu enough sense of security, which made Luo Jingshu think nonsense all day long, and even dared to say those nonsense.

"Mirror book." Xiao Cheng stretched out his hand and rubbed the other's cheek, the soft flesh there was just randomly pulled by him, and the fair flesh was showing a bright red.

"Why are you angry tonight?"

Hearing Xiao Cheng's tone softened, Luo Jingshu's eyes turned red, "Brother Cheng, I also want to listen to you, and I also want to pretend that I don't know anything."

But he is really jealous.

Jealous of Xiao Cheng trusting another man more.

"Is it because I lied to you?" After Xiao Cheng took the IV, his head was not as dizzy as before, but his body was still weak.

He propped himself up on his elbows, and Luo Jingshu sat on his lap, looking at him with red eyes.

Probably this posture pleased Xiao Cheng, and made him feel that he really bullied Luo Jingshu.

"Brother Cheng, I know you like me who is obedient."

Luo Jingshu lowered his voice a bit, "But I'm an unreasonable lunatic to begin with."

He wished that Xiao Cheng was the only one in his heart.

Xiao Cheng sighed softly, and wiped away the moisture from the corners of Luo Jingshu's eyes with his fingertips. Only then did he realize that Luo Jingshu was really just a boy who hadn't graduated from high school.

"Mirror book." Xiao Cheng asked him tentatively: "You clearly reminded me to be careful, but I still fell for the trick. Are you angry with me because of this?"

To be honest, Luo Jingshu did blame Xiao Cheng for a second when he knew that something might have happened to Xiao Cheng.

But he also knew that Xiao Cheng didn't have the ability to foretell.No matter how careful you are, you still can't hide from such disgusting methods.

What made Luo Jing bookish was that Xiao Cheng didn't trust him.

"Brother Cheng." Luo Jingshu twitched the corner of his mouth, "In your heart, am I the kind of person who doesn't know right from wrong?"

Xiao Cheng was bullied, and it was too late for him to feel distressed. How could he blame him for everything?

In fact, Luo Jingshu didn't have any three opinions at all, and he was always biased. Even if today's incident was really Xiao Cheng's fault, he could still close his eyes and say that Xiao Cheng was innocent.

He will always stand by Xiao Cheng's side.

Xiao Cheng patted Luo Jingshu's arm lightly, "Don't provoke me with such yin and yang words."

"Let's make it clear."

Luo Jingshu remained silent again, and only stared at Xiao Cheng with those red eyes, making Xiao Cheng feel more guilty.

"Okay, you don't blame me because of this, but because I lied to you." Xiao Cheng explained a few words for himself: "I lied to you because I don't want you to worry, and I don't want you to blame me."

In the end, Luo Jingshu became even more angry because of his concealment.

Luo Jingshu looked down at Xiao Cheng's red eyes, "Brother Cheng, I'm very scared."

Xiao Cheng was slightly taken aback, "What are you afraid of?"

Luo Jingshu didn't talk much, he always liked to keep all his emotions in his heart, and he was always smiling in front of Xiao Cheng, Xiao Cheng couldn't see how uneasy he was at all.

Luo Jingshu didn't answer immediately, but reached out to stroke Xiao Cheng's lips.

He was very angry just now, and Xiao Cheng refused to cooperate with him, so in a hurry, he bit Xiao Cheng's lips.

The lip flesh didn't bleed, but it was slightly red and swollen from being bitten.

It was fine if Luo Jingshu didn't touch it, as soon as his fingers touched it, Xiao Cheng immediately felt a tingling sensation on his lips.

"I'm afraid of many things." Luo Jingshu stared deeply at Xiao Cheng's face, his voice choked up: "I'm afraid that you don't like me that much, and I'm also afraid that you will leave me one day, and I'm even more afraid that you will like someone else. "

Xiao Cheng was stunned.

He suddenly realized that he didn't want Luo Jingshu to lie to him, and Luo Jingshu actually did the same.

They both mistrust each other.

He was afraid that Luo Jingshu would deceive him again, and Luo Jingshu was afraid that he would not love him anymore.

It is not so much that Luo Jingshu is angry because of his concealment, but rather because Luo Jingshu feels distrust from his behavior.

"Brother Cheng, I'm your boyfriend, the love you want to hold hands with for the rest of your life."

Luo Jingshu's voice was hoarse: "Can you trust me a little more, rely on me a little more, and put me in the most important position in your heart besides your family, okay?"

In fact, he wants to be the most important person in Xiao Cheng's heart, the only person.

But Luo Jingshu also knew that this was impossible, Xiao Cheng cared about family affection, and he might not be as good as his family.

"Don't lie to me just because you want to do my best." Luo Jingshu closed his eyes, the corners of which became moist, "You don't know what is the most important thing to me."

It is you.

Xiao Cheng felt more and more guilty. He put his arms around Luo Jingshu's shoulders, and rested his head on Luo Jingshu's neck, "I'm sorry, I was wrong."

He never knew that Luo Jingshu would also feel uneasy, hidden under the other's smile was anxiety that was so full that it was about to overflow.

Xiao Cheng couldn't see Luo Jingshu's red eyes. In the past, Luo Jingshu would soften his heart if he pretended to be pitiful, let alone this time Luo Jingshu was really wronged.

"Mirror book." Xiao Cheng rubbed his head, "You know I'm a straight man thinking, so it's inevitable that I'm not thoughtful about things."

"If you feel wronged, tell me directly, don't hide it in your heart."

As for what Luo Jingshu said just now, Xiao Cheng secretly remembered it in his heart.

He was indeed suspicious of Luo Jingshu because of what happened before. He thought he hid it well, but it turned out that Luo Jingshu had already noticed it.

There is nothing wrong with his approach, but the most important thing in a relationship is trust and communication.Xiao Cheng couldn't help but sighed in his heart, he would try to trust Luo Jingshu completely.

In the future, I will also try to care more about his boyfriend.

It was also at this time that Xiao Cheng suddenly remembered, looking closely at the chat records of the two of them, it seemed that Luo Jingshu was talking most of the time, and his replies were usually very short. After Luo Jingshu sent many messages, he might Only one or two replies.

No wonder Luo Jingshu felt that he was hot and cold.

Compared to before, he was indeed much more cautious.

Luo Jingshu held the back of Xiao Cheng's head, still stroking the other's lips with one hand.

"Brother Cheng, although I am a few months younger than you, I may not be as stable as Bai Yiheng."

Xiao Cheng was about to explain a few words, he didn't actually compare Luo Jingshu with Bai Yiheng, they are two completely different people, there is no comparison at all.

In his heart, Luo Jingshu is the best.

But before he could say it, Luo Jingshu covered his mouth, the man bit his earlobe lightly, and then whispered: "But I still hope that you can rely on me and treat me as yours... ..."

His voice softened, "Your boyfriend."

"Your husband."

Xiao Cheng opened his mouth, but suddenly got stuck, not knowing what to say.

In fact, their usual address is not sticky, at most Luo Jingshu called him husband a few times as a joke, he has never called Luo Jingshu that.

what husband...

Xiao Cheng couldn't scream.

It might be acceptable to call him his wife.

It's okay to suffer in bed, but why should I suffer from such a title?

Luo Jingshu looked at Xiao Cheng's red earlobes, and the corners of his lips could not help but smile, "Brother Cheng, can you call me husband?"

He is not obsessed with addressing, although he believes that Xiao Cheng is his wife, but he does not treat Xiao Cheng as a woman.

But seeing Brother Cheng's shy expression seemed to be pretty good.

It was only when the two of them spoke, the atmosphere was sweet, Luo Jingshu pestered Xiao Cheng, insisting on hearing him yell.

He acted coquettishly and was killing people, Xiao Cheng blushed so much that he could bleed, and at last he yelled in a very low voice:

"good husband."

"Don't force me."

Luo Jingshu stopped his movements suddenly, looked at Xiao Cheng with gloomy eyes, and his Adam's apple rolled heavily.

His eyes gradually became hot, devouring Xiao Cheng inch by inch.

Xiao Cheng's body froze immediately.

It's over, he seems to have overdone it.

"Brother Cheng, you really..."

Luo Jingshu swallowed so loudly that it was difficult for Xiao Cheng to ignore it.

"I still……"

Before he could finish speaking, Luo Jingshu suddenly pressed his shoulder and pushed him back hard.Xiao Cheng's back fell on the bed, and the words he hadn't finished speaking were also thrown away.

Luo Jingshu's actions became more and more urgent, Xiao Cheng managed to protect his clothes, and begged for mercy in a low voice: "Don't tear it up, I have to wear it tomorrow."

Luo Jingshu took a deep breath, and showed a bloodthirsty smile under Xiao Cheng's panicked gaze.

He coaxed in a low voice: "Then Brother Cheng will come by himself?"

"I teach you."