I take paranoia as a victim

"Niannian you said, isn't it Luo Jingshu?"

Xiao Cheng was even more confused than him, "How could Niannian be Luo Jingshu? They are two people, and Niannian is another child adopted by the Luo family."

Xie Zhao slowed down, and after sorting out the relationship, he suddenly had a guess in his heart, "I told you every year that his name is Luo Yuan?"

"Yeah." Xiao Cheng still frowned, and looked at Xie Zhao firmly, "Then how could the senior think that Niannian is Luo Jingshu?"

This is ridiculous too.

He had called Luo Jingshu by name countless times in front of Nian Nian, and Nian Nian never denied it.

Now tell him that Niannian is Luo Jingshu, how is this possible?

Xie Zhao suppressed the shock in his heart, he took a deep breath, "I probably misunderstood, in fact, I am not very familiar with him."

Xiao Cheng was dubious, and finally chose to believe in his own cognition and years.

Subconsciously, he didn't want to believe that the boy might be lying.

Because just now Xiao Cheng suddenly thought that Niannian never seemed to take the initiative to say his name, and he never asked "Luo Jingshu" what his name was.

When he saw "Luo Jingshu" in the library last time, he didn't even call out the other person's name...

Xiao Cheng shook his head, suppressing those complicated thoughts.

Even Xie Zhao admitted that he might have misunderstood.

He shouldn't doubt Nian Nian.

After dinner, Xie Zhao showed Xiao Cheng his previous works, and then commented on the previous works from the current perspective. Xiao Cheng was gradually immersed in the wonder and beauty of the design, forgetting the speculation and irritability just now.

He looked at the computer screen seriously, but Xie Zhao looked at him quietly, until Xiao Cheng smiled and turned to look at him, Xie Zhao quickly looked away.

"Senior, this work is already good enough in my opinion, why didn't you use it when you entered the competition?"

Xiao Cheng pointed to one of the posters.

"Because my teacher suggested that I take this work to participate in another competition." Xie Zhao glanced at it and replied.

"Teacher?" He and Xie Zhao are students of the same major, and their major teachers also overlap, but I don't know which one Xie Zhao is talking about.

Xie Zhao's heart moved slightly, "It's not a teacher in our school, but a master in the industry. You may have heard his name before. His name is Wu Lianguo."

Xiao Cheng has not only heard of it, but is too familiar with it.

This Professor Wu Lianguo can be said to be an industry leader in the design industry.

Last year's if Design Award, Professor Wu Lianguo was also one of the judges.

Xiao Cheng has been studying some historical background of design recently, and has some understanding of those relatively famous design masters.From Xie Zhao to hearing the name, there is a kind of excitement of a character in a textbook entering reality.

Like a star chasing fanboy, he pulled Xie Zhao and questioned him non-stop.

Xie Zhao patiently answered for him, and finally said tentatively: "On Christmas Day, there is an exhibition about product packaging design in City A. Junior, do you want to go to see it?"

Christmas?

Xiao Cheng hesitated, he planned to spend that day with Niannian.

This is the first time since the two fell in love, they spent a relatively lively festival, and he also prepared a surprise for Niannian.

Seeing that he seemed hesitant, Xie Zhao said again: "Teacher Wu happened to be in city a that day. He has some friendship with the organizer of the exhibition. He might speak at the opening ceremony of the exhibition. If we go together, I can Take you to see him."

His tone was somewhat coaxing, because he saw Xiao Cheng's admiration for Professor Wu, and deliberately used him as a bait.

He probably guessed why Xiao Cheng was hesitant. He thought it was true. On a day like Christmas, he probably wanted to accompany his boyfriend.

Xie Zhao thought to himself, I have to be a villain once.

If Xiao Cheng's boyfriend was really Luo Jingshu, but Luo Jingshu didn't even tell Xiao Cheng his real name, how could he like him?

He had to let Xiao Cheng see Luo Jingshu's true face.

Xiao Cheng fell into infinite entanglement, and finally replied in a low voice: "May I think about it first?"

Nian Nian didn't like that he had too much contact with other men, and he would leave Nian Nian on Christmas Eve to go to the exhibition with others. will be angry.

It would be great if we could go together every year.

Xiao Cheng suddenly had this strange idea in his heart.

Xie Zhao didn't want to push people too hard, otherwise it would be too deliberate.

"Anyway, there is still more than a week before Christmas Eve, so you can think about it slowly."

Xiao Cheng thanked him, but he was always thinking about this matter in his heart, and he was a little absent-minded when he went back to school.

Xiao Cheng didn't decide to ask him until he went to pick up Niannian after school at night.

"Brother Cheng?" Luo Jingshu showed a surprised expression, "Why are you here to pick me up today?"

Xiao Cheng breathed out in his heart, and smiled at him, "Well, you don't have to go back to Luo's house in the future. Year after year, move out and live with me."

Luo Jingshu saw him leaning over to help him fasten his seat belt, his white profile was right in front of him.

He leaned forward and naturally planted a kiss on Xiao Cheng's side face.

"Will my mother agree?"

Xiao Cheng rubbed his head, "She agreed."

But it wasn't Xiao Cheng who persuaded her, but Jiang Ying called Xiao Cheng in the afternoon and told Xiao Cheng that he had already discussed the matter with Mrs. Luo every year.

"I don't need you to compensate me for the benefits I promised, Xiao Cheng, I hope you and your boyfriend can last forever." Jiang Ying said.

This sentence came out of Zha Gong's mouth. For some reason, Xiao Cheng always felt that he seemed to be implying something.

Combined with what happened this morning, Xiao Cheng is not in a good mood this day.

He has a kind of tension and panic that is about to come.

Just like what he thought before, if he walked too smoothly, there would be an unreal feeling of stepping on the clouds.

He was afraid that everything in front of him was like a bubble, which would burst at some point.

Luo Jingshu at the side was in a good mood.

He already knew, because he was the one who asked Jiang Ying to make the call.

If this matter is not confirmed as soon as possible, Xiao Cheng might go to Mrs. Luo himself, Luo Jingshu does not want his identity to be exposed so soon.

"Then I will trouble Brother Cheng." Luo Jingshu smiled at the people around him, then tilted his head and stared at his profile, "Brother Cheng, you don't seem very happy."

Xiao Cheng felt uneasy, "Every year, on Christmas Eve, does your school have any arrangements?"

Foreign holidays like this are generally not closed, but some schools will also celebrate it.

City No. [-] Middle School is completely arranged according to the progress of the course, sometimes it will celebrate, and sometimes it will not.

The thoughts in Luo Jingshu's mind turned around, "There will be a performance that night, maybe I can leave early."

Xiao Cheng was mixed with joy and worry, he even wanted to ask Nian Nian, do you want to go to the exhibition.

He really wanted to get to know that Professor Wu.

But in the end Xiao Cheng still didn't say anything.

The closer Christmas Eve was, the more flustered Xiao Cheng became, and he finally decided to refuse Xie Zhao.

He comforted himself that there would be more in the future.

Sometimes Xiao Cheng's intuition is unexpectedly accurate, just like this time, he always has a hunch in his heart that if he really leaves Nian Nian and goes with Xie Zhao, Nian Nian will definitely break up with him.

No idea where this weird intuition came from.

Luo Jingshu saw Xiao Cheng's anxiety in his eyes, and couldn't help feeling a little displeased.

His little canary actually has a little secret.

Luo Jingshu asked him, but he still refused to tell.

What the hell happened...

Xie Zhao has been probing openly and secretly recently, knowing that Xiao Cheng lives with Luo Jingshu, and even has an approximate time when Luo Jingshu will return.

He deliberately picked Luo Jingshu to call Xiao Cheng when he was taking a bath.

"Xiao Cheng, are you really not going? If you miss this opportunity, it will be difficult to see the teacher again recently." Xie Zhao paused, "Because the teacher is usually very busy, even I seldom see him .”

Xiao Cheng has already made a decision, but he is not as anxious as before.

"Well, I won't go, thank you senior."

Before this, he never thought of meeting Professor Wu, so let's just pretend that this has never happened before.

Xie Zhao clicked his tongue, "Are you afraid that your boyfriend will misunderstand you?"

"You can explain it clearly to him, or I can explain it to him."

Xie Zhao said: "I still have a lot of time to spend with my boyfriend, you can make it up to him in the future."

Xiao Cheng thought that in Xie Zhao's eyes, he was probably a love brain.

But he couldn't explain to Xie Zhao, his inexplicable intuition.

"Thank you senior." Xiao Cheng said, "Sorry, I failed your kindness."

Xie Zhao sneered silently in his heart, and still comforted him softly: "It's okay, maybe this is also a kind of destiny."

He hung up the phone.

A warm and steamy body was attached behind him, and the boyfriend's hoarse voice rang in his ears: "Brother Cheng, who are you calling?"

Xiao Cheng flipped the phone screen upside down without any trace, touched his wet head on his shoulder, "With a friend."

"Why is your hair so wet?"

Luo Jingshu's eyes were heavy, "Which friend of yours?"

It was rare for him to ask the bottom line like this, Xiao Cheng said without changing his expression: "Jiang Zihe."

Luo Jing's writing became darker, and he vaguely heard a few words just now, as if he heard Xiao Cheng call a senior.

Can he call Jiang Zihe the senior?

"Brother Cheng, go and wash up."

Xiao Cheng breathed a sigh of relief, Niannian seemed to believe it.

He felt quite guilty, after all, he was indeed shaken, and even thought about going to the exhibition with Xie Zhao on Christmas Eve.

Don't let Niannian know.

The boy entered the room, and soon there was the sound of a hair dryer.

Xiao Cheng also went back to his room to get his pajamas, and threw his mobile phone on the bed. He never thought of avoiding Nian Nian, and he didn't even close the door when he went out.

After Luo Jingshu waited for him to enter the bathroom, he threw away the hairdryer and entered Xiao Cheng's bedroom with a sullen face.

He knew the password of Xiao Cheng's phone, and after unlocking the screen lock effortlessly, he clicked on the call log.

The fingers holding the phone tightened suddenly, and there were two words clearly displayed on it.

Thank you.

Sure enough, Xiao Cheng wasn't on the phone with Jiang Zihe!

A surge of anger welled up in Luo Jingshu's heart, what did Xiao Cheng say to Xie Zhao, why did he keep it from him?

Christmas Eve...

Luo Jingshu suddenly remembered something, and the expression on that face became even more terrifying.

He remembered that in his last life, Xie Zhao told him that he was going to confess to Xiao Cheng at this time.

Just on Christmas Eve.

After Luo Jingshu returned to the Luo family in the previous life, he still kept in touch with Xie Zhao, and Xie Zhao told him his plan.

What did he say?

"I will invite Xiao Cheng to see the design exhibition, and then take him to meet my teacher. After that, I will definitely stay in city a for one night."

"He admires Teacher Wu very much, and he will definitely be very excited when the time comes, and his affection for me will reach an unprecedented height."

"Luo Jingshu, do you think he would agree to my confession to him that night?"

Don't even think about it!

Luo Jingshu recalled this incident, and then thought about the phone call from Xie Zhao, and felt that the development trajectory of this life coincided with the previous one.

In fact, there are still some differences.

At this time in the previous life, Xie Zhao knew that Xiao Cheng didn't have a boyfriend, so he decided to confess.

In this life, Xie Zhaoming knew that Xiao Cheng was already in a relationship, he just wanted to steal the corner of the wall secretly, and he had to wait for Xiao Cheng to become single again.

Luo Jingshu looked through the chat records of the two with a cold face. Xiao Cheng was afraid that he would see the content of his chat with Xie Zhao when he checked his phone, so he deleted everything on purpose.

Luo Jingshu couldn't see the previous chat content, he could only see the latest news that Xie Zhao sent two minutes ago.

【Xie Zhao: Xiao Cheng, if you come, I have a surprise for you. 】

surprise?

Luo Jingshu sneered, was the confession a surprise?

Xie Zhao is dreaming!

He replied for Xiao Cheng: [No need, I have nothing to say to you. 】

[Xiao Cheng: put away your thoughts as soon as possible. 】

[Xiao Cheng: Get lost. 】

Xie Zhao immediately realized that the person on the other side of the screen was not Xiao Cheng, but Luo Jingshu.

Xiao Cheng would never speak to him in this tone.

Xie Zhao pretended to be ignorant, 【Xiao Cheng, what do you mean by that. 】

【Xiao Cheng: It means he has a boyfriend, don't bother him. 】

[Xiao Cheng: Xie Zhao. 】

Xie Zhao wanted to say something else, but when the message was sent, a red exclamation mark appeared on the screen.

Luo Jingshu blocked him.

Not only was Xie Zhao not in a hurry, but he even laughed.

Luo Jingshu was too restless.

Luo Jingshu came back to his senses, threw the phone away, covered his heart and took several deep breaths.

He was indeed not very calm, for some reason, when he thought that Xie Zhao might confess to Xiao Cheng like last time, he couldn't control the anger in his heart.

I want to question Xiao Cheng, why did he hide it from me, is he going to empathize with someone else?

Still want to make Xie Zhao disappear forever.

"Niannian?" Xiao Cheng didn't know what appeared at the door, "What's wrong with you?"

Luo Jingshu's face changed within a second, he frowned and looked at Xiao Cheng, "Brother Cheng, I feel bad."

Xiao Cheng didn't ask him why he was in his room, and he didn't care about his mobile phone. He quickly stepped forward and hugged him into his arms, "Not feeling well?"

"Do you want to go to the hospital?"

Luo Jingshu shook his head, hugged Xiao Cheng's waist tightly, "I won't go, brother Cheng just stay with me."

His voice was inexplicably hoarse, and he held Xiao Cheng's arm so hard that Xiao Cheng could hardly breathe.

Xiao Cheng glanced at his mobile phone, and asked cautiously: "Niannian, did you see it?"

He forgot to delete the call log just now, and he must have seen it every year.

Xiao Cheng was a little annoyed, he explained: "I didn't mean to hide it from you, it's just..."

just what?

Luo Jingshu withdrew from his embrace, and frowned at him, "You admit that you lied to me just now?"

Xiao Cheng was silent for a moment, "Yes."

Luo Jingshu stared at him fixedly, his gaze became colder and colder, "Xiao Cheng, I just want to ask you a question."

Xiao Cheng looked down at his indifferent expression, a tearing pain rose in his heart, he subconsciously covered the boy's eyes, "Don't look at me like this..."

Why are you looking at him like that again?

Xiao Cheng's head was a little confused, he seemed to have never seen such a cold look on Nian Nian's face, and he seemed to have seen it countless times.

Luo Jingshu pulled his hand away, "I'm asking you."

For some reason, he was suddenly speechless, paused for a few seconds, and then asked in a low voice: "Have you ever thought about going to City A with him?"

"And leave me behind."

Xiao Cheng shook his head subconsciously, but when he touched the boy's cold eyes, he froze again.

Luo Jingshu gritted his teeth, and smiled angrily, "Yes, right."

This is the person who keeps saying that he will always love him?

In the end, it was not for others to abandon him.

Even if he just thinks about it, in Luo Jingshu's view, it is a kind of betrayal.

Xiao Cheng's reaction was faster than his brain. He knelt down halfway, held the young man's hand, and pleaded in his tone: "Niannian, I was wrong, I shouldn't have kept it from you..."

Don't be so cold to me.

Xiao Cheng was filled with panic and fear.

Luo Jingshu suddenly shook off his hand, Xiao Cheng's remaining words stuck in his throat, and he just stared at him blankly.

It was the first time that Luo Jingshu got angry in front of Xiao Cheng, he pinched Xiao Cheng's chin, and did not restrain his strength, Xiao Cheng frowned and could hardly speak.

"Do you want to say that you have nothing to do with Xie Zhao?"

"Then let me ask you, why did you lie to me that it was Jiang Zihe's call just now?"

If it's not a guilty conscience, why did Xiao Cheng lie to him?

Xiao Cheng lied to him.

This was the only thought in Luo Jingshu's mind.

He pinched Xiao Cheng's face and gave a low laugh.

He has been pretending to be good for long enough, so what if he is obedient, Xiao Cheng will still abandon him.

He has no reason to be angry with Xiao Cheng.

"Xiao Cheng, do you know what Xie Zhao thinks of you?"

Luo Jingshu took the initiative to tear off his cute disguise, revealing his terrifying inner face.

"He'll tell you, kiss you, touch you."

Xiao Cheng's face became paler and paler, as if he wanted to say something.

Luo Jingshu didn't let him open his mouth to speak, but he himself became more and more exaggerated.

"He'll tear your clothes off, pin you to the bed, get inside you, make you cry and beg for mercy."

"Xiao Cheng, are you afraid?"

Luo Jingshu fell into his own imagination, his eyes became colder and colder, and his tone of voice was sticky and soft when he spoke, like a poisonous snake clinging to his back, making Xiao Cheng's legs soften.

"Since you are afraid, you dare to go with him?"

How dare you abandon him for Xie Zhao?

Disobedient canaries should be punished.

Xiao Cheng looked at the person in front of him with a strange look. Is this person really his Niannian?

How could Niannian say such things to him?

Luo Jingshu let go of his chin, Xiao Cheng looked at him while coughing, his voice was trembling with disbelief: "Niannian?"

This is not his year.

Luo Jingshu looked down at him with an uncontrollable coldness in his voice: "Brother Cheng, you really pissed me off."

"Listen to me, you are not allowed to contact Xie Zhao again, do you understand?"

Xiao Cheng rubbed his chin, stood up, took two steps back, looked at the boy with red eyes: "How did you become like this?"

Luo Jingshu saw his panicked and doubtful expression and subconscious retreat, making his breathing more and more heavy.

"Are you afraid of me?"

"Do you think Xie Zhao is better than me?"

He is despicable and shameless, Xie Zhao is so gentle and kind.

Xiao Cheng is not far away from Xie Zhao, but afraid of him? ?

Images of his previous life flashed over and over again in Luo Jingshu's mind, and everyone abandoned him and accused him.

Even Xiao Cheng doesn't want him anymore.

Luo Jingshu covered his head and snorted, seeing that Xiao Cheng didn't come forward to care about him, he felt even more unhappy.

He turned over and got off the bed, sneered, and pushed Xiao Cheng's shoulder away, "Xiao Cheng, you are really good."

Nothing said is true!

What she said she loves him the most and treats him as a treasure is all false!

Luo Jingshu slammed the door out, so fast that Xiao Cheng didn't even have time to pull him back.

Xiao Cheng staggered, and chased to the door, but the boy's figure had disappeared.

He gripped the door frame with his hands, and wanted to hit the wall with his head hurting.

All of this was like a dream, Niannian suddenly became a stranger, and he quarreled with Niannian again.

They had a fight.

Xiao Cheng came to such a conclusion in his confused mind.

Because of Xie Zhao.

But there is really nothing between him and Xie Zhao.

Whenever Xiao Cheng thought of what the young man said just now, his head would ache.

Is that something that can be said every year?

Where did the year-by-year conclusions come from?

After standing at the door for an unknown amount of time, Xiao Cheng returned to the bedroom with his heavy legs.

He looked through the chat history on his phone, but he couldn't find Xie Zhao. Xiao Cheng realized later and deleted Xie Zhao every year.

There was no reason for the boy's anger.

Xiao Cheng took a deep breath, sat down by the bed, and leaned against the end of the bed in a daze.

He kept repeating the scene just now in his mind, and his sore eyes gradually became wet. Xiao Cheng covered his eyes to cover the water at the corners of his eyes.

Niannian was so fierce just now.

After gradually calming down, Xiao Cheng didn't add Xie Zhao back, but sent him a text message asking about what happened just now.

Xie Zhao sent him a screenshot, and Xiao Cheng looked at it repeatedly, but he didn't see anything wrong.

He wiped his face and propped himself up to stand up.

Xiao Cheng didn't smoke, but he was very irritable, so he went to the convenience store downstairs to buy a pack of cigarettes, sat at the door and lit it, but he didn't move for a long time.

The well-behaved boyfriend suddenly became like another person, Xiao Cheng's fingers holding the cigarette were trembling, he couldn't figure it out.

Thinking about it, he couldn't help but look up at the dark night sky.

The weather is so cold, where did you go every year?

He should go get the boy back.

If there is any conflict, resolve it, and explain it to Niannian, so Niannian should calm down, right?

"Little handsome boy, are you in a bad mood?"

Suddenly a man sat down beside him, Xiao Cheng turned his head and glanced at him, "Yes."

The man glanced at the cigarette that was almost burnt between his fingers, and laughed, "Have you had a fight with your girlfriend?"

"Boy friend."

Xiao Cheng lacked interest and was listless.

"Why are you arguing?"

Probably because of this person's gentle and harmless tone, Xiao Cheng had the desire to confide in him.

He briefly described what happened just now, "He doesn't look like him anymore..."

"Then what kind of person do you think he is?"

The man said, "You emphasized it twice just now, you are cute and simple."

"Is he really such a man, or is he so to you?"

Xiao Cheng was stunned, the cigarette between his fingers burned to his fingers, he was startled, and put out the cigarette butt.

"He is like this in front of me, but I don't know it in front of others."

The man smiled: "Look, this shows that you still don't know him well enough."

"Then you can't rashly define him."

"You are not happy, not because he misunderstood your relationship with another person, but because you feel that he has become different from what you know, isn't it?"

Xiao Cheng was told what was in his heart, and his face was a little dazed.

"Ah."

The man lit a cigarette, he took two puffs, and continued: "You think he has changed, so do you want to break up with him?"

Xiao Cheng blurted out: "I don't want to break up with him!"

It never occurred to him to break up.

Even just now, Niannian's expression gave him great shock, he faintly realized that Niannian was not as harmless as he thought, and he never thought about breaking up.

"That's right." The man concluded: "You just can't accept his other side for a while, but life will always go on. If you don't want to break up with him, you can only let yourself accept the reality."

"People are complex and changeable, as long as the side you like in him is true."

Xiao Cheng suddenly became enlightened, and he stretched his long legs, "I should go and apologize to him, and make it clear to him."

It was he who was trapped in a fixed thinking, putting invisible shackles on Niannian.

The man pressed his shoulder and said with a smile: "Now is not the best time to apologize. He is still angry. He won't listen to what you say."

"Let him calm down first, and then you bring a gift to ask for peace."

He seemed to be very experienced, and affirmed: "As long as you are sincere enough, he will forgive you."

Xiao Cheng sent a message to the young man, but the young man never replied to him. He didn't know where Nian Nian went, and he didn't fall asleep all night. When he closed his eyes, he looked expressionless.

Xiao Cheng comforted himself that Niannian was just too angry, and when his anger subsided, he would not show that expression to himself again.

He should have listened to that man last night, bought a gift for Niannian, then apologized and asked for peace.

It was the first time they had quarreled, although they hadn't quarreled a few words, but the young man's indifferent attitude really scared Xiao Cheng.

He wanted to discuss with Nian Nian whether he could stop slamming the door and leaving easily in the future.

The scene of the teenager turning and leaving without mercy is almost as frightening as a horror movie.

On Christmas Eve this year, in order to give the third-year students a chance to relax, the city's No. [-] Middle School deliberately suspended classes for one night and arranged a performance in the auditorium.

Every third class in high school had to participate, and Luo Jingshu left the small gate early because he was in a bad mood.

Jiang Yi followed beside him.

This brother didn't know what was going on, he kept a cold face all day long, he was so scared that he didn't dare to talk to him, so he silently followed behind Luo Jingshu.

After walking for an unknown amount of time, Luo Jingshu suddenly stopped in his tracks. Jiang Yi looked over and saw that they were standing beside the No. [-] artificial lake.

He silently swallowed his saliva, knowing that he would not follow.

On a dark and windy night, Luo Jingshu put on a dead face again.

Suddenly a little scared.

"Brother Luo, what are you doing here at night?" Seeing that he hadn't spoken for a long time, Jiang Yi asked courageously.

Luo Jingshu cursed in his heart, he also wanted to know what he was doing here when he went crazy at night.

The last time Xiao Cheng came to look for him, he still blushed when he teased him here.

Changed his mind so fucking fast.

The author has something to say: The next chapter falls off the horse

Update earlier today, there may be a second update in the evening, but I am not sure, or there may not be.

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