I take paranoia as a victim

Xiao Cheng was worried that Nian Nian would not want to see him, so he sent a message to Nian Nian when he arrived at the gate of City No. [-] Middle School with a gift.

As expected, the boy didn't reply him.

Xiao Cheng took a deep breath.

The weather in December was already very cold, and the air-conditioning breathed in went deep into his lungs, and Xiao Cheng couldn't help shivering from the cold.

He wrapped up the windbreaker he was wearing. Fortunately, the sweater inside was thick, and the high-necked design covered his neck so that he wouldn't shiver from the cold.

It was the security guy from last time who was stunned when he saw Xiao Cheng, "Come to see the show?"

"Yeah." Xiao Cheng was depressed and didn't say much. After registering his identity information, he walked in with a gift.

In the school at night, the sound of howling cold wind could still be heard. Under the dim light, Xiao Cheng stopped and scanned around, but he didn't see anyone.

After entering the gate of the No. [-] Middle School in the city, stand facing the front, and you can see a sculpture of Confucius when you look up. It seems that there are a lot of exams recently, and there are a lot of snacks under the sculpture.

Xiao Cheng walked up the steps, stood still under the statue of Confucius, put down his gift, and then took out his mobile phone from his pocket to look at it, but there was still no reply every year.

The lights of several teaching buildings in the distance are on, and Xiao Cheng can even hear the voice of the teacher lecturing, which is the unique quiet atmosphere of the school.

He was rarely distracted.

The images of last night are still recurring in Xiao Cheng's mind.

Nian Nian's indifferent expression and his questioning words were like thorns in his heart.

After a day of calmness, Xiao Cheng was finally willing to admit that in fact he himself was at fault.

Knowing that his boyfriend doesn't like him having too much contact with other men, he should firmly reject Xie Zhao from the very beginning.

Instead of dragging it on until Christmas Eve.

It is right to be angry with him every year.

After all, only he himself knows, and he has no idea about Xie Zhao.

From Niannian's point of view, he is in two boats, right?

Xiao Cheng has always known that Nian Nian is very possessive.

When we first met, just because he said a few good things about Luo Jingshu, Nian Nian showed displeasure.Since then, he has known that it is best not to praise others in front of young people.

Xiao Cheng rubbed his temples, and blew in the cold wind for a long time. His fingertips were cold and stiff, and when they pressed against his face, he couldn't help hissing.

It's unrealistic to wait here for years, so go find him.

The last time Xiao Cheng came, he passed the school auditorium. He still remembered the approximate location, but it took him several laps before he walked to the back door of the auditorium.

Xiao Cheng is going to find someone to ask, it is best to ask the other party to call Nian Nian.

He looked at the entrance of the auditorium for a while, and suddenly a familiar figure ran towards him.

"Xiao Cheng." Luo Yuan just came out of the warm auditorium, and couldn't help rubbing his hands together to ease the chill: "What are you doing here?"

"I'm here to find Niannian."

The expression on Luo Yuan's face immediately faded, and he glanced back, "He doesn't seem to be here."

Xiao Cheng's heart was empty, and for a while, he felt somewhat expected.

Probably because the cold wind has been blowing for too long, his mood has gradually cooled down, and the smile on his face can't be maintained.

"Thank you, then I'll look for it again."

Luo Yuan suddenly reached out and grabbed his sleeve, "I have a few words to tell you."

Xiao Cheng turned his head and glanced at him indifferently, then followed him to the side in silence.

This place is not within the range of the light, and the light is dim and blurry.No one saw, Xiao Cheng allowed himself to tense the expression on his face, that expressionless face looked extremely indifferent.

Luo Yuan gasped and was caught off guard, his eyes touched the gift bag in Xiao Cheng's hand, and there was a look of jealousy in his eyes.

"Did you ask Luo Jingshu to move out?" Luo Yuan's voice became sharper, "Do you know that he is not as harmless as he appears on the surface, maybe you were deceived by him."

He will never forget that night, when he was going to meet Xiao Cheng with Luo Jingshu, he was threatened by Luo Jingshu by strangling his neck.

That was the first time Luo Yuan felt the killing intent from a person.

This matter has been held in his heart for too long. He actually wanted to tell Xiao Cheng a long time ago, but he just couldn't find a chance.

Xiao Cheng listened in a cloud, and simply interrupted him, "Wait a minute."

His tone hesitated: "Who are you talking about?"

Luo Yuan's expression was resentful and unwilling: "Luo Jingshu!"

Xiao Cheng's head seemed to have been hit hard, and there was a roar in his ears. He couldn't think, and there were only three words left in his mind. He lied to me.

The fingers holding the gift tightened more and more, and finally clenched into fists, the stiff knuckles felt much less painful.

Xiao Cheng's voice was difficult and hoarse: "Isn't your name Luo Jingshu?"

Luo Yuan's eyes widened, and subconsciously retorted: "Who told you that my name is Luo Jingshu, my name is Luo Yuan."

His voice slowly lowered, his heart beat faster and faster, and a bold idea appeared in his mind.

"My name is Luo Yuan. Luo Jingshu is my younger brother. I just found him more than two months ago. Aren't you dating him?" Luo Yuan licked her lips.

Luo Jingshu wouldn't be so bold, he didn't tell Xiao Cheng his real identity? ?

Xiao Cheng clenched his teeth, because he was so forceful that he even tasted blood.

"That night..." Xiao Cheng couldn't continue, he paused for a while, and then said with difficulty: "The day Luo Jingshu received the wind banquet, why was he by the swimming pool?"

Luo Yuan's eyes flickered, and he also remembered what happened that night, "Because he said he wanted to talk to me..."

He was hesitant at first, but in the end he got more and more serious: "I didn't do it on purpose, who told Luo Jingshu to push me down, I dodged, and he fell down by himself."

In fact, he pushed Luo Jingshu down on purpose, and for some reason, Luo Jingshu didn't hide at that time.

Xiao Cheng wanted to laugh, he pulled the corner of his mouth, but he couldn't even make a sound.

Moisture gradually appeared in his dry eyes, Xiao Cheng was suddenly glad that it was not bright here, and no third person saw his distressed appearance.

It was true that he had preconceived the wrong person that night, but Niannian never denied it.

Xiao Cheng sneered, he didn't know who to believe, and he didn't know if even the name Nian Nian was fake.

"Are you okay?" Luo Yuan had a worried expression on his face, but his heart was ecstatic.

Luo Jingshu has been lying to Xiao Cheng all the time, after Xiao Cheng knows the truth, will he still be with him?

Luo Jingshu must have never imagined that his lie was exposed by himself.

Although Luo Yuan still doesn't understand why Luo Jingshu had to lie to Xiao Cheng.

After all, in his opinion, Luo Jingshu won't get any benefit from concealing his identity.

Why should he do this?

"Thank you for telling me." Xiao Cheng said.

His voice was so hoarse that Luo Yuan seemed to hear a slight cry.

Is Xiao Cheng crying?

Luo Yuan suspected that he heard it wrong, and was about to see more clearly, but the person in front of him turned and left.

Luo Yuan wanted to catch up, but when she thought that Xiao Cheng might not want others to see his distressed appearance, she stopped again.

He silently watched Xiao Cheng's back.

The boy in the long windbreaker was tall and had long legs, like a straight pine tree, slowly disappearing into the cold wind.

Xiao Cheng didn't know where to go, he should go to Luo Jingshu to ask for clarification, but the matter of last night was still unresolved, Xiao Cheng's thoughts were in a mess.

For a while it was Niannian with a soft smile, and for a while it was Luo Jingshu looking at him coldly.

Xiao Cheng walked very slowly. He lowered his head to think, and when he heard a little sound, he looked up, and unexpectedly walked near the No. [-] artificial lake.

He still remembers the first time he came to look for Niannian, and it was also here, and Niannian told him: Brother Cheng, as long as you come to me, I will definitely meet you.

Xiao Cheng could still recall the expression on Nian Nian's face when he said this.

Could it be that the boy with a bright and gentle smile was imagined by him?

Xiao Cheng took a deep breath, and then exhaled slowly, his stiff fingers were still clutching the gift bag, he didn't know whether he should give it out or not.

Just as Xiao Cheng was about to leave, he suddenly heard his name vaguely.

Xiao Cheng stopped abruptly, he stood there for a moment, and moved closer to the source of the sound.

Jiang Yi has accompanied Luo Jingshu to blow the cold wind here for 10 minutes, and he doesn't know what's wrong with this brother, so he just sits like this and doesn't speak.

Every time Jiang Yi wanted to say something to him, he would bow down to his cold face.

I asked him what happened, but he didn't say anything.

I asked him if he had a fight with his boyfriend, and he still lost his temper.

Jiang Yi didn't dare to ask, and he didn't dare to leave.

Later, he really couldn't bear this kind of silence, of course, mainly because it was too cold here.Really, can't Luo Jingshu go to a warmer place to sulk?

"Call Xiao Cheng!"

"I beg you!"

Jiang Yi was about to collapse, "If there is any conflict, you should tell him clearly, it is not an option to hold back like this."

Luo Jingshu looked up at him, his peach eyes were full of coldness, "You want me to call him?"

It was Xiao Cheng who was wrong, Xiao Cheng didn't even call him, why should he take the initiative to contact Xiao Cheng?

"You are so arrogant!"

Jiang Yi boldly said to him: "Since you like him, what's the matter if you give in to him?"

Of course, he didn't know why the two quarreled, but he was very aware of Luo Jingshu's duplicity.

"You like him so much, what else can't you bear?"

If you really don't like it, break up immediately if you get angry.

Why bother sitting here and sulking.

Luo Jingshu had a headache from being read by him, and heard that he opened and closed his mouth because he liked Xiao Cheng, so he couldn't help retorting:

"I like Xiao Cheng?"

"You lost your mind and went crazy."

Jiang Yi was stunned, brother, can you stop being so arrogant?

He couldn't help asking: "You don't like him, why do you want to fall in love with him?"

Someone behind the tree also bit his lip tightly, holding his breath, quietly waiting for Luo Jingshu's answer.

Luo Jingshu kicked his long legs irritably, the shoe surface rubbed against the ground and made a little sound, but it couldn't cover the words in his mouth, and it was clearly heard in Xiao Cheng's ears.

"It's just for fun, share it when you get bored."

Xiao Cheng suddenly relaxed his tense body. He leaned his back against the big tree, there were faint traces of wetness in his drooping eyes, his knuckles were so hard that they turned white, and there was a sharp pain in his palm.

The smell of blood was on his breath, Xiao Cheng closed his eyes and leaned the back of his head against the tree, he could vaguely see drops of water dripping from his chin.

He was thinking all the way, why Luo Jingshu lied to him.

Now that he knew, he wanted to play with him.

Jiang Yi's voice was still ringing: "You are really scum."

"Aren't you afraid that Xiao Cheng will find out?"

Luo Jingshu touched his cheek with the tip of his tongue, thinking that Xiao Cheng had already flirted with each other, and was afraid of a ghost.

Jiang Yi gloated and said, "Brother Luo, aren't you afraid that Xiao Cheng will break up with you?"

Looking at Luo Jingshu's appearance of being deeply involved and still not aware of it, Jiang Yi seemed to have seen his tragic ending.

If Xiao Cheng finds out about this, can't he chase his wife to the crematorium?

The irritability in Luo Jingshu's heart grew stronger, he couldn't hear the word break up, Xiao Cheng still wanted to break up with him?

Who do you go to after breaking up, Xie Zhao?

Don't even think about it!

"No." Luo Jingshu said casually, "Who made him love me."

As if trying to convince himself, he repeated in a low voice: "Who made him love me, he won't break up with me."

Jiang Yi: You really seem to be in Li fg.

Xiao Cheng clenched his teeth tightly, not letting the sobs in his throat overflow, but after a long time, he opened his mouth again, breathing hard.

His chest was so stuffy that he could hardly breathe, and Xiao Cheng couldn't help sobbing a few times due to the severe pain.

His wide eyes were red, and he tilted his head up, trying to hold back the tears, but there were still tears falling from the corners of his eyes.

I don't know how long it took, but there was no sound behind me, probably the two of them had already left.

Xiao Cheng moved his stiff legs, his finger joints were tensed for a long time, and he almost couldn't move when he was relaxing.

The gift bag slipped from his hands, Xiao Cheng looked down, the expression on his face changed from disbelief and aggrievedness to numb indifference.

He wiped away his tears casually, thinking to himself that he just lost his love, there is nothing to cry about.

It was only when people slowly came out of the darkness that they could see his scarlet eyes and the tiredness that could not be hidden on his face.

Xiao Cheng wanted to throw the things away, but he remembered that he couldn't litter, so he dragged his feet to find a trash can.

When he threw the gift in, he seemed to see his first love that died without a cause, and he almost couldn't hold back the tears, and the sore eyes glistened again.

Xiao Cheng endured it again and again, and scolded himself: "No prospect, why are big men crying!"

The voice was hoarse.

When leaving the school gate, Xiao Cheng straightened his back to prevent others from seeing his embarrassment.

It's just that the security uncle vaguely saw that there seemed to be water at the end of his eyes, and those eyes were also very red, and there were still some drops of water on the eyelashes.

When he got home, Xiao Cheng relaxed his body tiredly. He threw the things in his hands on the ground, and he bent his legs and sat on the carpet.

It's fine to drink, and you can't feel anything when you're drunk.

The wine bottle gurgled and rolled along the floor a few times, and a hoarse voice with a crying voice sounded faintly in the air: "Bastard!"

"How could you lie to me..."

I obviously like you that much.

The author has something to say: The crematorium has begun. Brother Cheng was very in love in the early stage, but once he wakes up, he will take the initiative to investigate everything before.

Don't fatten me up, babies!I really need you woo woo woo