I take paranoia as a victim

Xiao Cheng clenched his teeth tightly, and he could vaguely smell blood in his breath. He was dazzled by anger, couldn't help but raised his fist, and punched the person under him.

The falling fist was caught by Luo Jingshu, the young man grasped his wrist with a cold face, and under Xiao Cheng's gaze, a mocking smile slightly rose from the corner of his lips.

"Why, was I right? Angry?"

On the contrary, Xiao Cheng came back to his senses first, and broke free from Luo Jingshu's hand, "Yes, I can't hit you yet."

It's best for Luo Jingshu not to appear in front of him from now on, otherwise, in a few months, when Luo Jingshu becomes an adult, he is afraid that he can't help but settle the old and new grudges together.

When Luo Jingshu heard this, the expression on his face became even colder, his scarlet lips were spitting out a letter like a poisonous snake, and his eyes were even stained with a little anger.

"You admit that you have an affair with Xie Zhao?"

How dare Xiao Cheng say that he loves him while being ambiguous with Xie Zhao?

Xiao Cheng let go of the arm that was holding down his body, straightened up, and looked down at Luo Jingshu, "I admit that I did something wrong."

"It's my fault that I know that Xie Zhao may have other thoughts about me, but I still keep in touch with him many times."

Even if he knew clearly that he and Xie Zhao were innocent, this kind of behavior itself was irresponsible.

Not only gave Xie Zhao hope unintentionally, but also misunderstood his boyfriend.

Whether it is for Xie Zhao or Luo Jingshu, it is a scumbag without knowing it.

This is his bad.

Xiao Cheng's chest heaved violently, and his suppressed anger was like a raging flame, which made him feel uncomfortable all over.

"But Luo Jingshu, feel your conscience and ask, besides this, how can I feel sorry for you?"

What is it that he did not do well enough to deserve Luo Jingshu to deceive him again and again?

Luo Jingshu was silent for a moment, then twitched the corner of his mouth, "Then what do you want?"

Xiao Cheng found out his identity and also found out that he was lying to him.

I even heard what he said casually last night.

This is what Luo Jingshu cares most about.

He and Jiang Yi were the only two people there last night, how did Xiao Cheng know?

Could it be Jiang Yi?

Luo Jingshu lowered his eyes and stared at Xiao Cheng's clenched fists for a few times, his eyes showed a little nervous look unconsciously.

Xiao Cheng exhaled slowly, and his tense body relaxed a little.

"Break up." He said hoarsely.

Luo Jingshu suddenly raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes fixed firmly on Xiao Cheng's eyes, but Xiao Cheng averted his eyes at this moment, leaving him with only a side face.

"I don't want to be in a relationship with someone who just wants to play with me."

Luo Jingshu clutched the carpet under his body, "What you care about is that sentence from last night?"

"I can explain." He stared at Xiao Cheng's face.

Xiao Cheng turned his head to look at him again, his expression had calmed down, "No need, I prefer to believe what I heard with my own ears."

He really didn't understand why Luo Jingshu could say such a sentence, except that it was his sincerity, Xiao Cheng couldn't think of a second reason.

Does Luo Jingshu still want to lie to him?

Luo Jingshu's eyes were scarlet, he sneered and asked, "Do you really want to break up with me?"

Xiao Cheng was about to nod, but the lying person suddenly propped up his body, firmly grasping his wrist with his palms, clamping Xiao Cheng's legs with his powerful legs, and forcefully pressing him down on the carpet.

Xiao Cheng's back hit the ground, although there was a layer of carpet as a cushion, he still groaned in pain.

At the same time, Xiao Cheng raised his foot and kicked Luo Jingshu's calf with force, but in the next second his leg was firmly held down by Luo Jingshu.

Both wrists and legs were restrained, Xiao Cheng struggled hard twice, he was so angry that he couldn't even breathe, he clenched his teeth, wishing he could bite off a piece of Luo Jingshu's body.

Luo Jingshu tightly restrained Xiao Cheng's hands and feet, and his breathing became more rapid. His chest rose and fell rapidly, and a mocking laugh escaped from his throat.

"Stop struggling?"

Xiao Cheng usually likes the magnetic breath sound the most, but at this moment, he seems to have heard some harsh noise, with a resentful and unwilling expression on his face.

"let go!"

Luo Jingshu snorted, "Only in this way, you are willing to talk to me properly."

His eyes lingered on the corners of Xiao Cheng's eyes and brows, and he saw the young man's red eyes clearly, and couldn't help but whispered: "Are you willing to break up with me?"

Xiao Chengming loves him so much.

Xiao Cheng secretly struggled hard, but Luo Jingshu's strength was stronger than his. Judging from his reaction, it seemed that it would be effortless for him to suppress Xiao Cheng.

Xiao Cheng suddenly relaxed his body, the end of his eyes became redder, the eye sockets were surrounded by a seductive crimson, and the light-colored pupils glistened with water.

"You don't love me anyway."

Luo Jingshu suddenly wanted to reach out and wipe away the water from the corner of his eyes, but in this way, he had to let go of Xiao Cheng's wrist.

After weighing it, Luo Jingshu could only lower his head, trying to suck away the little water with his lips.

The second before his lips touched the corners of Xiao Cheng's eyes, the young man turned his head, and Luo Jingshu's lips fell near the corners of his eyes.

"Don't touch me..."

Xiao Cheng's voice contained a trembling cry, as if he had been bullied hard, but he resisted weakly.

It was the first time Luo Jingshu saw Xiao Cheng like this, usually he was pretending to be obedient and acting like a baby, Xiao Cheng was just an older brother in front of him.

Now it seems to be the other way around.

"You don't want me to touch you, so who do you want, Xie Zhao?"

Luo Jingshu's hatred towards Xie Zhao reached its peak.

Xiao Cheng's lips were bitten to a deep red by himself, and there were still tooth marks on the meat of his lower lip. He licked his own lips, "I have nothing to do with Xie Zhao."

Luo Jingshu was attracted by this lively scene, he didn't realize that today Xiao Cheng was very calm from beginning to end, even if the two of them were in close contact, Xiao Cheng didn't react as excitedly as before.

On the contrary, it was himself, perhaps he had completely released his true self in front of Xiao Cheng. He was much more restless than before, and in his eyes, every move of Xiao Cheng became an invisible temptation.

Luo Jingshu's voice was softer than before, "Then don't see him again."

Also, "I'll take what you said just now as anger."

For example, breaking up, what kind of nonsense is that?

Xiao Cheng lowered his eyes, with a harmless and compromised expression, his eyes fell on Luo Jingshu's lips, and his cheeks suddenly moved closer.

Luo Jingshu swallowed, and his Adam's apple slipped.He had already sensed that something was wrong, but he still let Xiao Cheng lean over.

The strength of grabbing Xiao Cheng's hands and feet was also reduced.

The next moment, there was a sharp pain in the leg, and then the abdomen was pushed hard by the knee. Luo Jingshu snorted and was forced to let go of Xiao Cheng's wrist.

Xiao Cheng kicked him away, and quickly supported himself to stand up.

He staggered for a moment, then stabilized his body, took two steps back, and looked at Luo Jingshu unkindly.

The teacup on the table was shaken violently by the impact, then rolled twice and hit the ground, shards of porcelain splashed everywhere.

Luo Jingshu glanced at it, it was the cup of tea he didn't drink just now.

It seems to imply something invisible.

Neither of them opened their mouths to speak. After a while, Xiao Cheng rubbed his wrist and said coldly to Luo Jingshu:

"get out."

Xiao Cheng kicked too hard just now, Luo Jingshu lay on the ground for a long time, and the pain subsided a little.

Xiao Cheng said twice that he would not beat him, but he was beaten anyway.

Xiao Cheng didn't regret it, he had endured enough, it was Luo Jingshu who committed the crime and insisted on provoking him.

"You let me go?"

Luo Jingshu stood up covering his abdomen with one hand, and tugged at the hem of his clothes casually, "And then?"

He seemed to have something to say, Xiao Cheng interrupted him: "Don't ask me to thank you again."

He couldn't bear it anymore and burst into foul language.

"You are actually very clear that there is nothing between me and Xie Zhao." Xiao Cheng wiped the end of his eyes vigorously.

"I want to break up with you. It's always because of you alone. It's because you played with my feelings. I'm not that mean, and I don't want to hug you anymore."

Luo Jingshu watched his movements with gloomy eyes, Xiao Cheng rubbed the place he kissed just now.

"Luo Jingshu, don't involve innocent people. Is it difficult to admit that you are a scumbag?"

Xiao Cheng paused, took a deep breath, "Now, get out, I don't want to see you again."

Luo Jingshu didn't expect him to be so determined, "You don't want to see me again?"

Could it be that Xiao Cheng still wants to have nothing to do with him forever?

Xiao Cheng looked at him with a cold face: "My hatred for you was originally only eight points, maybe seeing you again, this hatred will become ten points."

Xiao Cheng just wanted to break up with Luo Jingshu now, but if this person dangled in front of his eyes again, he might not be able to bear it completely and take revenge for Luo Jingshu's tricks on him.

Luo Jingshu rubbed the corner of his lips with the back of his hand, "Okay, don't regret it."

When he came, he still had hidden expectations, but when he left, he wanted to smash everything in front of him.

The door was slammed back with a bang, Xiao Cheng let out a breath, sat down by the table covering his head, leaning his back against the edge of the table, and sighed silently.

After all, he still broke up with Luo Jingshu.

Xiao Cheng didn't know what was going on. Apart from the great discomfort and bewilderment, there was also a sense of expectation in his heart.

Ever since he fell in love with Niannian, he has always been uneasy, always feeling vaguely that the two of them will get to where they are today sooner or later.

Now he finally knows that the one who fell in love with him is not some cannon fodder, but the protagonist Shou in this novel, but he is not the protagonist Gong, how could he really be with Luo Jingshu forever.

Jiang Ying is the protagonist.

Xiao Cheng was quiet for a moment, then cursed in a low voice: "Fuck!"

It's just a relationship, why is it still fighting against the plot.

Fuck the setting.

He broke up with Luo Jingshu just because Luo Jingshu didn't love him, it had nothing to do with the plot, and it had nothing to do with anyone else.

It was Luo Jingshu who didn't love him.

Xiao Cheng rubbed his swollen head, he wouldn't be so stupid as to think that Luo Jingshu was a scumbag, after all, he couldn't see the appearance of a silly and sweet holy father when he played with his emotions.

But Xiao Cheng couldn't accept it even more when he thought that it might be Luo Jingshu who loved Jiang Ying and was willing to make a fool of him.

Countless thoughts flashed through his mind, and finally he closed his eyes again.

Forget it, the ex who has already broken up, let him be dead.

Just like what he thought at the beginning, don't worry about the scumbag, he's just a cannon fodder without a name, and he can't beat the protagonist.

He has to live for himself.

The next day Xiao Cheng took the initiative to go back to Xiao's house. Xiao Yu went on a business trip and only left yesterday. Xiao Cheng originally wanted to talk to him, so he had to wait until next time.

He An was at home, and when he saw Xiao Cheng, he looked him up and down.

Xiao Cheng caught a glimpse of the gentle and concerned expression on her face, and for some reason, a deep sense of grievance welled up in his heart.

Seeing his son standing in front of him without moving, He An couldn't help laughing, "Come and sit down, what are you doing standing there?"

Xiao Cheng closed his eyes and suppressed the sour tears in his eyes, "Mom."

"Wronged?" He An patted him on the shoulder, and then gently straightened Xiao Cheng's collar, "Is there anything you want to say to Mom?"

Xiao Cheng thought, he had been chasing after Luo Jingshu before, and he faintly resisted contact with Xiao's family, ignoring their concern.

He is really stupid.

Last time, He An obviously wanted to ease the relationship between the family and wanted him to let go of the barriers in his heart, so he suggested that the family go out to pick fruits to relax.

Xiao Yu was so busy with work that he didn't touch the ground, and still found time to accompany them.

Xiao Ziyue also had a lot of exams, so she was busy reviewing, but she didn't say anything.

He was the only one who failed his family's kindness and followed Luo Jingshu the whole time, and he didn't say a few words to his family until the end.

Will He An blame him?

Xiao Cheng suddenly felt a little uneasy. He felt like a disobedient child who only remembered his family after being injured, and shamelessly hoped that they would not blame him.

He An slowly patted his son on the back. Even though the young man in front of her had grown to 1.8 meters, in her eyes, he was still the little crying bag who would reach out for her to hug.

She took Xiao Cheng into her arms.

"What's on your mind, can you tell mom?"

Last night, Xiao Cheng called the driver of Xiao's family and told him that he no longer needed to pick up Luo Jingshu. The driver called Xiao Yu again. Not long after, He An also found out.

She knew that Xiao Cheng liked that child from the Luo family very much. Back then, Xiao Yu had someone investigate Luo Jingshu himself, and she had read the information as well.

Luo Jingshu didn't make any major mistakes, even when many classmates mentioned him, they said he was weak and gentle.

Only one or two people have mentioned that Luo Jingshu feels more complicated to them, and sometimes they feel that Luo Jingshu is not as harmless as it appears on the surface.

When He An recalled this incident, his face turned colder, but his voice became gentler, comforting the young man in his arms.

"Maybe Mom can give you some advice."

Xiao Cheng's nose was so sore, and he felt a bit ashamed to shed tears in front of his mother, after all, his body was gone.

"Mom, do you think I'm disobedient?"

He An listened to his son's hoarse crying, and touched his head distressedly, "You're talking nonsense."

"My son is the best. He is obedient and filial. He knows how to love his family, and he never makes us worry about his studies."

"You are my mother's pride," she said.

Xiao Cheng's heart was full of joy, but at the same time, he felt sad. He An was indeed a good mother, but she was not talking about herself.

It's the original owner who doesn't know where.

Xiao Cheng blinked his sour eyes hard, then obediently relaxed his body, and was held in He An's arms.

He An told him funny stories about his childhood, Xiao Cheng had no memory, so he could only respond vaguely, but he was unwilling to break the warm atmosphere of this moment, and his heart became more and more tormented.

Until He An suddenly laughed and said to him:

"You also said that you would buy me an island and plant cyclamen on the island."

He An's tone was full of jokes and imperceptible pride, "Mom has always remembered it, waiting for the cyclamen you sent."

The expression on Xiao Cheng's face suddenly froze. He remembered the slight touch in his heart when he saw the cyclamen in the cafe yesterday. He thought it was just a bad mood at the time, so it turns out...

Xiao Cheng was a little restless, he followed He An's words and said, "Then I have to work hard to make money."

"Speaking of which, why do you like Cyclamen so much?"

He An patted his head, "That happened when you were a child. When you first saw Cyclamen coming, you said something to me."

Little Xiao Cheng was hugged by his father, pointed to the pot of cyclamen and said to her: "The flowers are beautiful, come the fairies."

After he finished speaking, he pointed at He An again.

He An couldn't help but burst into tears.

When Xiao Cheng was born, it was a small ball. Because it was a premature baby, it was much lighter than an ordinary fetus, and its body was not very healthy.

After more than four months, he almost left He An completely.

Later even the doctor said it was a miracle that the child whose heartbeat had stopped had suddenly resumed breathing.

He An firmly believed that Xiao Cheng was a gift from God.

It's just that Xiao Cheng didn't like to talk when he was a child, and he wasn't close to her. He An wanted to get close to him, but he resisted.

It was after he told He An that the fairy was coming that he gradually got close to He An and Xiao Yu.

He An regards this as an important turning point, and cyclamen has become her favorite flower ever since.

Xiao Cheng's expression became more and more dazed when he heard this, but his hands on his knees were getting tighter and tighter.

His mind was in a mess, and it seemed that the scene He An described appeared in front of his eyes, and it seemed that another pair of mother and child were talking.

Why did the original owner say that to He An? !

Xiao Cheng clearly remembered that one evening before he entered the book, he took a walk outside one evening.

It was the Mid-Autumn Festival that day, and the streets were very lively. Many of the people coming and going were families, parents or grandparents with their children, talking and shopping.

Xiao Cheng mixed in the crowd, and his pace became slower and slower.

He lost his parents when he was very young, and has been taken care of by his uncle, but his uncle also has a family, no matter how kind he is, he is still an outsider after all.

The day before the Mid-Autumn Festival, his uncle called to ask him to go home for the festival. He remembered the little sister who didn't like him very much, so he refused with a smile, saying that there was still something to do at school.

He just didn't want to make his uncle's family unhappy because of his appearance.The little sister didn't like him, and felt that he had stolen his father away, and he also felt that he was an outsider, and it would be embarrassing to go there.

Uncle really wanted him to go and take care of him, but he couldn't pretend not to see him.

Xiao Cheng stopped in his tracks. Looking at the crowd, he suddenly didn't know where he should go.

He doesn't want to stay in the dormitory alone, too quiet and an empty environment will make him feel lonely.

But seeing the happiness and happiness of others with my own eyes made the feeling of loneliness even stronger.

He quietly looked at a mother and son not far away. The young mother was holding her son and talking to him tenderly.

Xiao Cheng's eyes suddenly felt sore, he took a deep breath, and approached quietly.

He saw his mother pointing to the potted plants in front of her and said to her son, "Look, baby, do these flowers look like little butterflies?"

"Little Butterfly." The little boy replied vaguely.

Mother said again: "Does that look like a little rabbit's ears?"

Xiao Cheng watched quietly, with a little smile on his face.

"Its name is Rabbit Ear Flower, and it is also called Xian..." Mother suddenly got stuck, and she also forgot what it was called Xian.

Xiao Cheng beside her said softly following her words: "Cyclamen."

"Yep!"

Only then did the woman realize his existence, and smiled at him embarrassedly.

The little boy in her arms suddenly laughed too, pointed at the flowers, then at his mother, "Here come the fairies!"

"It's Cyclamen."

"The fairies are coming!"

Xiao Cheng looked at this scene with a smile on his face, seeing the happy smile on the woman's face, with mixed feelings in his heart.

"You love your children very much."

The woman looked at him with a smile: "I think all mothers in the world should love their children, unless they are the kind who don't deserve to be called mothers at all."

Xiao Cheng couldn't help but wonder, if his parents were still alive, would they love him and be proud of him?

he does not know.

He thought that he was already used to it, and he also thought that he had already forgotten this scene. It wasn't until He An mentioned it that the scene of that day clearly appeared in Xiao Cheng's mind.

But why did the original owner say this?

Is it a coincidence?

The exact same words, those little actions with his own unique personality but not being suspected, his inexplicable closeness and affection for the Xiao family, the original owner who didn't know where he went...

A bold conjecture emerged in Xiao Cheng's mind, what if there was never such a person as the original owner?

But this doesn't make sense, he was sure that he came through the book, and he only came in more than two months ago, how could he be the original owner? !

Xiao Cheng's mind was full of thoughts, and the expression on his face became more and more serious. The corners of his lips were tensed, which was a small movement he often had when he was nervous.

He An thought he was worried about making money, so he smiled and persuaded: "I discussed it with your father. Since you don't like it, then ignore the company's affairs and relax to pursue your dream."

"When do you want to take over, then learn slowly."

Xiao Cheng came back to his senses, "Mom, it's not that I don't like it, it's because I was ignorant before."

He An looked at him in surprise, "Have you agreed to go to the company for an internship?"

Xiao Yu told him before, let him start as an assistant first, learn from experienced people, and then let him practice slowly.

Xiao Cheng nodded, "I listen to my father."

He An told him: "Your father has already selected the most suitable candidate. You have also met him. He is the CEO of our branch in City A, named Bai Yiheng."

"When you are on vacation this time, you will be his assistant and study hard by his side."

Xiao Cheng took a deep breath, "Okay, I will follow Dad's arrangement."

He An praised him: "My son has really grown up."

Xiao Cheng thought, he has to work hard to grow up, and he can no longer be as willful as before.

With a rough plan for the future in his heart, Xiao Cheng was finally no longer as confused as before, and only then did he feel that he really wanted to let go.

The future is far more important than love. Putting love before career is the most stupid choice.

Maybe when he looks back one day, he will feel that he was really naive back then.

Xiao Cheng has changed a lot, and the three people in the dormitory feel it most obviously.

"Xiao Cheng, why didn't you call your goddess?" Jiang Zihe asked him.

I used to have to talk on the phone at least once a day, even if I didn’t make a call, I had to send a message, but now I don’t even touch my mobile phone.

Xiao Cheng didn't turn his head back, his eyes fell on the computer screen, "Waste of phone bills."

Jiang Zihe:? ? ?

Good guy.

Just like you, you still want to chase after the goddess?

"You don't like her anymore?"

Fang Hui also looked over, his face thoughtful, did Xiao Cheng break up with that boy?

Unlike Jiang Zihe's idiot, he really believed Xiao Cheng's nonsense.

I was still sticky before, but suddenly I stopped contacting, probably because I broke up.

In retrospect, Fang couldn't understand why they broke up. He was still in love some time ago, and the happiness and sweetness on Xiao Cheng's face were not fake.

Is it true that you don't love me so soon? ?

"You don't want to chase her anymore?" Jiang Zihe didn't give up.

"Yeah." Xiao Cheng let go of the mouse, and the computer was installing software, so he diverted a little attention to Jiang Zihe.

"Why?" Jiang Zihe was even more excited than Xiao Cheng. He hadn't seen that little beauty yet, so Xiao Cheng gave up?

Anyway, before giving up, let him know who it is!

Xiao Cheng smiled, and replied solemnly: "Because men will only affect the speed at which I make money."

Jiang Zihe: "Oh..."

He thought about it, and suddenly found something wrong.

Ok?

man? ?

"Damn it, you, you are not..." Jiang Zihe was in a mess.

Are you straight? !

Xiao Cheng looked away, the phone screen suddenly lit up, and a message popped up.

[Xie Zhao: Xiao Cheng, is my USB drive in your place? 】

Xiao Cheng replied: [Well, here I am.Senior, do you have time tomorrow? I would like to treat you to a meal and give you the USB drive by the way. 】

Xie Zhao really helped him a lot, Xiao Cheng even felt that inviting him to dinner was not enough to express his gratitude.

But it is one thing for him to be grateful to Xie Zhao, but another thing in terms of emotion.

It's not that Luo Jingshu misunderstood, it's because he didn't make it clear.

Have a good talk with Xie Zhao tomorrow.

The author has something to say: Xiao Cheng: Sisters, remember, only money will not let you down :)

Xiao Cheng won't be with Xie Zhao, he is the second male, which means that he has a lot of roles and will always pursue Xiao Cheng, so you can treat him as a licking dog.

Bai Yiheng is Shu Shuzi's other rival in love

Let me see your waving hands!

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