I take paranoia as a victim

At ten o'clock in the morning, Xiao Cheng woke up from the bed, smelling of alcohol all over his body, even the sheets and quilt were stained with the smell.

He rubbed his swollen and sore head, and felt his nose was very blocked when he breathed, probably because he caught a cold last night.

After he got drunk last night, he lay on the carpet and fell asleep in a daze. In the middle of the night, he woke up from the cold, so cold that he lost consciousness in his hands and feet.

After finally supporting his body and going back to the room, Xiao Cheng didn't think much about whether he had taken a bath after he stuffed himself into the bed. He fell asleep and didn't wake up until now.

After stuffing the smelly bed sheets and quilt covers into the washing machine, Xiao Cheng hurried to take a shower again, only then did he feel that his chaotic head was clearer.

In the mirror covered with water vapor, a pair of red and swollen eyes were faintly reflected, Xiao Cheng rubbed his swollen eyelids, "I can't see..."

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, even he himself was shocked.

Because his throat was dry and sore, his voice was hoarse as if it had been polished by sandpaper, and his nose still had a buzzing feeling when he spoke.

It's over, I really have a cold.

Xiao Cheng poured a handful of water on his face in front of the mirror, his wet eyes were lined with a pair of red eyes, which looked no different from when he cried last night.

Xiao Cheng scolded himself silently.

No prospects.

Who hasn't liked a few scumbags?

He took a deep breath and packed himself up with a heavy heart.

No matter how difficult things are, we have to face them. Escaping is only temporary comfort, but it will never solve the problem.

Breaking up with Luo Jingshu is inevitable.

Xiao Cheng loves him, but he is not mean.

In the past, he was willing to put himself in a lower position because he thought that he and Luo Jingshu were in love with each other, and there was nothing wrong with letting his boyfriend.

Now Luo Jingshu has admitted it with his own mouth, it's just for fun, and he will break up when he gets tired of it.

He had no reason to continue to endure it.

It's just that before breaking up, he still has some things to figure out, so as not to make the separation unclear.

Xiao Cheng made an appointment with Luo Jingshu's mother.

The two met in a cafe with a quiet environment. The sun was rare today, and the warm light shone on his body. Xiao Cheng felt that the cold breath in his body had dissipated a little.

He sat down by the window, the sun shone on his body through the glass, Xiao Cheng couldn't help squinting his eyes.

On the round table covered with a checkered tablecloth was a small pot of radish and crabapple, which had another name called Cyclamen.

The rose-red petals stretch out, exuding a faint fragrance in the warm winter sun.

Xiao Cheng fiddled with the petals with his hands, and couldn't help feeling a little dazed.

After a while, he heard the sound of high heels, Xiao Cheng looked up, and it was Mrs. Luo walking in front of him.

In fact, she is not old, on the contrary, she looks particularly young, no different from a woman in her twenties or seventies.From some angles, that well-maintained face is indeed somewhat similar to Luo Jingshu.

Or it should be said that Luo Jingshu looks a bit like her.

Mrs. Luo's real name is Ji Lan, she is the eldest daughter of the Ji family, and she was once a well-known beauty. Even before she got married, she was as popular as a traffic star.

It's just that after getting married, Ji Lan kept a low profile a lot, and once Ji's family went bankrupt, Ji Lan didn't make too many appearances in front of the media.

Her eyebrows are exquisite and affectionate, and Luo Jingshu's pair of peach blossom eyes are inherited from her.

It's just that after all these years of ups and downs in the mall, Ji Lan's face finally showed a bit of shrewdness.

Ji Lan put down the bag in her hand. Although she did try to please Xiao Cheng intentionally or unintentionally, she was Xiao Cheng's elder after all, so Ji Lan didn't speak before Xiao Cheng spoke.

A smile appeared on Xiao Cheng's face, his reddish eyes were not as swollen as when he woke up in the morning, and he looked more like he didn't sleep well.

"Mrs. Luo, hello."

Ji Lan took a sip of the coffee in front of her, "Master Xiao, you asked me out, you didn't just want to buy me a cup of coffee, did you?"

Xiao Cheng sat up straight, tapped twice with his fingers on the table, his posture was relaxed, but his leg muscles tensed: "Of course not, I want to talk to you about your son."

Ji Lan put down the coffee cup slowly, Xiao Cheng likes Luo Jingshu, but Luo Jingshu's guardianship is in her hands, Xiao Cheng should be more respectful to her.

"You mean mirror book?"

Xiao Cheng suddenly suppressed his smile, "I'm straightforward, so I won't go around in circles with you."

"You know that Jingshu is my boyfriend, why did you sell him to Jiang Ying?"

Although it was nominally for Luo Jingshu and Jiang Ying to make friends, in fact it was no different from selling a son.

The day Ji Lan decided to give Luo Jingshu to Jiang Ying, she expected that this scene would happen sooner or later.

To be honest, if the Luo family's situation was not too critical, Ji Lan would not want to offend Xiao Cheng.

Although Jiang Ying is rich and powerful, he has no feelings for Luo Jingshu, but he just likes the other person's face, and he gets tired of it after playing.

Xiao Cheng is different. Although he has not been in power for a short time, the property of the Xiao family will be handed over to him sooner or later.He was single-minded towards Luo Jingshu again, when he came to power, wouldn't the Xiao family still have the final say on Luo Jingshu?

It's like short-term investing and long-term investing, each has its pros and cons.

The Luo family urgently needs a lot of funds to make up for the loopholes. Ji Lan is willing to wait, but the Luo family can't afford it.

But after all, she was unwilling to completely lose Xiao Cheng, who was taken advantage of, so when she discussed with Luo Jingshu, she deliberately kept an eye out and made double preparations.

Xiao Cheng is here to inquire about the crime.

Ji Lan looked at Xiao Cheng with a smile, "You are wrong about what you said. Jing Shu never talked about you in front of me. I thought you and Jing Shu were just friends."

She pretended to complain: "This kid is really real, and I don't object to his puppy love, so what's the embarrassment?"

She said this just to get rid of some of her suspicions, but unexpectedly, it just hit Xiao Cheng's sore spot.

Isn't Luo Jingshu like this?

What do you say that you don't want the pure relationship between the two of you to be involved in interests, so you don't want to let the friends around you know about their relationship.

In fact, it is ready to break up at any time.

Xiao Cheng's face darkened, and his voice was low and hoarse when he had a cold: "Even if we are not in a relationship, is it right for you to give your underage son to your partner?"

Ji Lan unhurriedly took out her phone from her bag, tapped her finger on the screen, with a confident expression on her face.

Xiao Cheng's heart sank heavily. Even though Mrs. Yolo came out for the purpose of probing, he still felt pain in his heart until he really learned the truth.

Especially Mrs. Luo's confident appearance made Xiao Cheng's heart tighten even more. His guess might come true.

There was a rustling noise from the phone first, and then a woman's voice sounded, and it could be heard that it was Mrs. Luo.

"Jingshu, my mother is forced to do nothing."

"You don't want to see the Luo family go bankrupt either, do you?"

"Take it as making friends with Mr. Jiang and doing Mom a favor."

Xiao Cheng's heart became tighter and tighter, and he even relaxed his breathing, for fear of missing Luo Jingshu's answer.

I don't know how long it took, maybe several minutes, or maybe only a short ten seconds, before Xiao Cheng finally heard another person's answer.

"Okay."

He said, "Of course I would."

Xiao Cheng had a confused look on his face, as if he was overwhelmed after being extremely nervous, and also as expected sadness.

He thought of Nian Nian's embarrassed and lost look when he met Nian Nian at the hotel.

Is this also a show?

Ji Lan put away her phone, and the smile on her face became brighter: "I was also worried that someone would gossip, so I recorded this audio."

"Xiao Cheng, you can't blame me for all the faults, after all, Jing Shu didn't refuse at the beginning."

She dared to blame Luo Jingshu for all her faults because she was sure that Xiao Cheng loved Luo Jingshu, and even if she was angry with Luo Jingshu for a while, she would forgive him in the end.

As long as Luo Jingshu firmly grasps Xiao Cheng, is he afraid that he won't be able to share the Xiao family's property in the future?

She is Luo Jingshu's biological mother, and Luo Jingshu listens to her in everything.

Ji Lan couldn't help feeling excited when he thought that he might be able to take the Xiao family into his pocket in the future.

"But Jingshu was also worried about the family situation at the time." Ji Lan patiently said a few good things about Luo Jingshu, "Don't blame him, he didn't intend to hide it from you."

Xiao Cheng sneered in his heart, and the expression on his face was a little pale. He took a deep look at Ji Lan, "I see."

Ji Lan thought she had coaxed him, so she was ecstatic inside, and couldn't help showing a happy smile on her face.

"Then when do you think we will arrange for us to have a meal with your parents?" She already regarded Xiao Cheng as her son-in-law, and her words were more subconsciously commanding, "Sooner or later, you and Jing Shu We are going to get married, let's settle things first."

marry?

Xiao Cheng snorted in his heart.

"Don't worry about this matter." He deliberately didn't explain clearly, and his attitude in his words was vague, giving Ji Lan the illusion that this day would happen sooner or later.

"I'm just making a suggestion. Of course, I still have to listen to you." Ji Lan smiled from ear to ear, not noticing the corners of Xiao Cheng's lips.

"You're welcome too, treat the Luo family as your own and come to play often."

Xiao Cheng didn't say any more, but stood up, "It's getting late today, we have a chance to get together again."

Ji Lan also stood up, "OK."

"Is Jingshu living in your house now?"

Speaking of this, Xiao Cheng didn't go back to the apartment last night because he didn't want to see Luo Jingshu.

He didn't know if Luo Jingshu went back last night, there was a high probability that he didn't, Luo Jingshu was still angry with him.

Xiao Cheng sneered, but there was no expression on his face.

Ji Lan finally realized that something was wrong with him, the smile on his face gradually faded, and his brows also frowned, "What's wrong with you?"

Xiao Cheng looked at her, "I remembered a joke."

He doesn't look like a joke.

Xiao Cheng clenched his teeth, the muscles on his cheeks tensed, and his expression became colder and more distant.

An ominous premonition suddenly flashed in Ji Lan's mind, Xiao Cheng won't quarrel with Luo Jingshu, will he?

She intentionally asked a few more questions, but Xiao Cheng bid farewell before her and strode out of the cafe.

Ji Lan stood in front of the round table for a moment, she recalled Xiao Cheng's expression when he left, there was clearly an unconcealable coldness in the other's slightly drooping eyes.

Xiao Cheng was in a bad mood.

Ji Lan came to this conclusion.

She frowned and called Luo Jingshu to ask what was going on, but she didn't answer her call for a long time.

Ji Lan was so angry that she slapped her phone on the table, causing the radish and crabapple by the window to tremble.

Luo Jingshu's wings are really stiff, and now he dare not answer her phone!

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The mobile phone placed on the table suddenly turned on the screen and made a slight vibrating sound.

The teacher was not there in this class, and the noise in the classroom was noisy and lively, so this little vibration seemed insignificant.

I don't know how Luo Jingshu heard it, and suddenly withdrew his dazed gaze, and frowning slightly, he took out his mobile phone from a pile of books.

"Mirror book, who is it?"

Jiang Yi came alive, could it be Xiao Cheng who called?

Last night, he accompanied Luo Jingshu to blow the cold wind for half an hour, and almost caught a cold. Fortunately, he was born with a strong temper and strong resistance.

It's just that Luo Jingshu is a little sluggish today, usually he has to do his homework anyway, but today he is in a daze except for sleeping, the whole person seems to have lost his soul.

Jiang Yi tried it out in the morning. It seems that Xiao Cheng didn't send a message to Luo Jingshu yesterday, and he didn't even go home last night.

He could still think of Luo Jingshu's expression when he came home alone at night and saw the dark and quiet room.

Fortunately, he didn't have to face such a terrifying Luo Jingshu.

Jiang Yi still didn't know why they were arguing, and he didn't dare to ask Luo Jing Shushi to contact Xiao Cheng like yesterday.

Luo Jingshu is obviously irrational today, what if he gets angry and vents his anger on him?

His small body couldn't bear the beating.

The boy's peach blossom eyes with slightly raised tails drooped, quietly watching the string of numbers on the screen, the corners of his lips that were slightly curved when he heard the phone ringing were also straightened, and there was a gleam in his dark eyes. There was a chill.

Jiang Yi leaned over to take a look, but there was no note at all, "Who is this?"

Luo Jingshu couldn't be so scumbag that he didn't even want to give Xiao Cheng a note, right?

"Seller of health care products." Luo Jingshu casually stuffed the phone back, and lay down on the table lazily, with an increasingly depressed and indifferent expression on his face.

There was a strong irritability exuding from his body, Jiang Yi had no choice but to hold back his curiosity and dare not ask any more.

When school was over in the afternoon, when Jiang Yi was packing up his homework, Luo Jingshu suddenly became more energetic, put his mobile phone in his pocket, put his hands on the table, stepped over his stool with his long legs, and walked out without stopping .

"Jingshu, wait for me."

Jiang Yi picked up a few books and chased after him, "Why are you walking so fast?"

Luo Jing wrote concisely: "Go home."

Jiang Yi seemed to see a little smile on his face, and he suddenly realized, "Did Xiao Cheng send you a message?"

Luo Jingshu didn't answer, but the expression on his face was visibly relaxed, the corners of his lips raised slightly, and his delicate side face seemed to glow in the sunlight.

Jiang Yi also breathed a sigh of relief, "Since he is willing to have a good talk with you, then don't be stubborn, everyone take a step back, and the matter will pass?"

Luo Jingshu glanced at him, wanting to say that he was right, but thinking that he had exposed a bit of his true self in front of Xiao Cheng, he swallowed the words again.

It's not because of this that Xiao Cheng hasn't contacted him for so long, is it?

Didn't you say you love him? It's just to scare him, so you can't stand it?

"I'm waiting for your good news."

Jiang Yi finally patted him on the shoulder, and the two parted at the school gate.

Xiao Cheng didn't go to pick up Luo Jingshu, and the driver of Xiao's family wasn't there either. Although Luo Jingshu was puzzled for a moment, he didn't care about such a trivial matter when he thought that Xiao Chengshi was going to sue him for peace.

When Luo Jingshu arrived at the apartment, Xiao Cheng was just making a pot of tea.

There was a sound at the door, followed by a young boy's voice in the air, "Brother Cheng."

Xiao Cheng grasped the teacup in his hand for a moment, and after a few seconds, he slowly let go.

"You're here." Without looking up, he poured two cups of tea slowly, and put one of them on the opposite side of him, "Sit down."

The smile on the corners of Luo Jingshu's lips slowly faded, he looked at Xiao Cheng silently, and after a while, he sat opposite him as the other party said.

The two sat cross-legged on the carpet facing each other, Xiao Cheng smelled the faint fragrance of tea in the air, and his eyes fell on the teacup in front of Luo Jingshu.

"Brother Cheng, what are you doing?" Luo Jingshu looked at him fixedly, noticing Xiao Cheng's reddish eyes, which could not help but be filled with doubt.

"Are you..." Scared?

Did his appearance yesterday really scare Xiao Cheng?

Luo Jingshu couldn't help pursing his lips, his eyes lingering on the corners of Xiao Cheng's eyes and brows.

Xiao Cheng closed his eyes, and when he opened them after a while, he finally met Luo Jingshu's gaze.

"I invite you to drink tea."

The corners of Luo Jingshu's lips curled up, but his eyes were calm and indifferent, "It's not just like you're inviting me to drink tea."

Xiao Cheng hummed, "I still have something to ask you."

Luo Jingshu's fingers bent unconsciously, and slowly clenched into fists. He looked into Xiao Cheng's eyes, "What do you want to ask, Brother Cheng?"

Xiao Cheng stared at the gorgeous and bewitching face in front of him. With his eyes so sore that it hurt even to blink, he quietly read Luo Jingshu for a long time.

Luo Jingshu frowned more and more tightly, "Why don't you speak?"

Xiao Cheng's abnormal appearance made him nervous for no reason, as if something he didn't want to see would happen soon.

Xiao Cheng blinked vigorously, and finally there was a little water in his dry eyes, so it wouldn't hurt so much that he couldn't see clearly.

"Luo Jingshu."

These three words hit Luo Jingshu's ears, his expression was confused for a moment, then his face turned completely cold, the fists on his knees were clenched tightly, the skin on the back of his hands was so tight that the blood vessels were clearly visible.

"You knew already?"

No wonder it is this attitude.

Seeing that he didn't even show a trace of panic, Xiao Cheng couldn't help but want to laugh, and when he smiled, it turned into full sadness.

"How long are you going to keep it from me?" He tried his best to keep his tone calm, but his voice was still hoarse and trembling slightly.

Luo Jingshu recalled the past few days, when did Xiao Cheng know, or, someone told him?

Luo Yuan, Jiang Ying, or Xie Zhao?

Or someone else.

"I didn't want to keep it from you." But it's not like letting him know now.

Luo Jingshu looked at him indifferently, as if not panicking at all: "I can explain."

Without waiting for Xiao Cheng to speak, he continued quickly: "I admit, I did not tell you on purpose at first."

There was a subtle eagerness in Luo Jingshu's tone, and the speed of his speech was a little faster than usual.

Xiao Cheng has been listening quietly, until finally he asked softly: "You mean, all this is a misunderstanding?"

"Luo Jingshu, is it a misunderstanding for you to cooperate with Jiang Ying?"

Luo Jingshu's expression became stiff, Xiao Cheng didn't wait for him to answer, and continued: "You cried to me in the hotel and told Jiang Ying to bully you, is it also a misunderstanding?"

Luo Jingshu didn't expect him to know this, he quickly thought of countermeasures in his mind, and when Xiao Cheng finished speaking, his eyes were already red.

"Brother Cheng, I didn't intend to lie to you." Luo Jingshu's voice was choked up, and there was an indescribable grievance in his tone.

"You also know that my life in the Luo family is not good, and I don't dare to trust others easily." He spoke more and more fluently, staring at Xiao Cheng unblinkingly with red eyes, and there were even tears in the corners of his eyes.

"Brother Cheng, I'm afraid you don't really like me, I'm afraid you just fell in love with my face." Luo Jingshu blinked, tears dripping down one by one.

"That's why I tested you on purpose. I just want to prove that you really like me."

In the end, his crying voice was already very obvious.

Xiao Cheng clenched his teeth tightly. He thought that he really only saw this bastard's face, and was only interested in him, which was better than being fooled by him.

After all, he still wanted to lie to himself.

Xiao Cheng thought, maybe he was really stupid before, he believed everything Luo Jingshu said and never doubted it.

If he wasn't so easy to lie, how could Luo Jingshu lie one after another?

Full of loopholes.

Only he who was blind before would believe it.

He stood up abruptly, and under Luo Jingshu's surprised gaze, he reached out and grabbed the other person's collar.

His strength was so great that Luo Jingshu was pulled forward by him, his knees were forced to kneel on the carpet, his abdomen pressed against the table, and he felt a dull pain from being ground by the hard edge of the table.

If it wasn't for the fact that Luo Jingshu was underage, Xiao Cheng would have punched him twice.

He was very close to Luo Jingshu, so close that he could clearly see the red blood in Luo Jingshu's eyes.

Xiao Cheng sneered: "Luo Jingshu, do you really think I'm a fool?"

Luo Jingshu didn't struggle, maintaining this difficult posture, looking at Xiao Cheng with a confused expression.

"Brother Cheng, if you are angry, hit me."

Xiao Cheng breathed quickly, calming down his irritable mood: "I really want to beat you up, as long as you are an adult, you won't be able to walk out of this door today."

He gritted his teeth and asked, even with hatred in his voice: "Luo Jingshu, you are still lying to me until now!"

"It's just for fun, share when you're bored, isn't that what you said?"

"This is how you like me?!"

Luo Jingshu was really confused for a moment this time, his heart was beating wildly, and it was a rare embarrassment that he didn't know how to react.

How did Xiao Cheng know? !

A little regret rose in Luo Jingshu's heart, "Listen to me, I'm not..."

Before he finished speaking, Xiao Cheng suddenly threw him away with great strength, as if shaking off some disgusting garbage, and finally pulled a tissue to wipe off the non-existent dust on his fingers.

"What lie do you want to make up to lie to me?" Xiao Cheng looked at him coldly.

"Luo Jingshu, do you think that I love you, no matter how disgusting you are, I will never break up with you?"

Luo Jingshu supported his body with his backhand, and the pain from pressing his abdomen against the table had not completely disappeared. Seeing the disgusted expression on Xiao Cheng's face, a fire rose in his heart.

Luo Jingshu rubbed the corner of his lips with the back of his hand, "You despise me now?"

"Xiao Cheng, it's not like this when you kiss me." His tone was cold and hard.

"When you reacted to me, you couldn't remember that I was a minor?"

Xiao Cheng tightly clenched his fists and looked at him with scarlet eyes. At this moment, Luo Jingshu's face was as hateful as a ghost in his eyes.

"I'm the one who's cheap, I'm dirty, I'm not human!" Xiao Cheng asked sharply, "Then you have a reason to play with my feelings?!"

Luo Jingshu sneered, "You think I'm playing with your feelings, but don't you enjoy it? How dare you say you don't like it?"

He suppressed the tyrannical emotions in his heart, and asked in a cold voice: "Why are you sober now? Are you really hurt by what I said casually?"

"Or."

Luo Jingshu's gaze seemed to be eating Xiao Cheng, his expression was gloomy and terrifying: "Are you empathizing?"

"It's all just an excuse for you."

Xiao Cheng stood up abruptly, walked to Luo Jingshu in two steps, took his collar, pressed him to the ground, and pressed his arms firmly against his neck.

The arm propped on the ground trembled, as if a fist was about to land on Luo Jingshu's face in the next second.

"Luo Jingshu!"

How could he have the face to blame himself?

Luo Jing laughed back angrily, with imperceptible jealousy in his bloodshot eyes: "Did I hit the mark?"

"Xiao Cheng, do you dare to say that you and Xie Zhao really have nothing?"

"You fucking don't know, Xie Zhao likes you?!"

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