I take paranoia as a victim

Xiao Cheng was furious at Luo Jingshu's words.

Xiao Cheng would not have been so angry if Luo Jingshu said this earlier, or expressed his heart to him earlier.

He grabbed Luo Jingshu's collar, feeling that the punch just now wasn't enough to relieve his anger, the knuckles of his fingers were so tight that the collar of Luo Jingshu's collar was deformed a little, the neckline tightly strangled the skin, in the cold white There are red marks left on the color.

Luo Jingshu ignored the pain in his body, his eyes were fixed on Xiao Cheng's face all the time, and the wound on the corner of his lip split open again when he spoke.

"Brother Cheng, beat me up again."

Xiao Cheng seemed to have said several times that he wanted to beat him up, but he was always concerned that he was underage.

If beating him can relieve Xiao Cheng's anger, it seems that there is nothing wrong with it.

Luo Jingshu would no longer think that Xiao Cheng was showing mercy to him, what he was afraid of was that Xiao Cheng already hated him to the point where even beating him felt like his hands were dirty.

Xiao Cheng gritted his teeth, "Do you think I really can't do it?"

He had never heard such a request.

Is Luo Jingshu crazy?

Luo Jingshu closed his eyes slightly, and the hair on his forehead was stained with a few snowflakes, which melted into water droplets and dripped down the hair tip.

Probably because he was extremely tired, his voice was very soft: "Didn't you always want to do this?"

It was Xiao Cheng's fist that responded to him, but this time he didn't hit the face again.

There is no pleasure in beating someone who won't fight back, Xiao Cheng only punched him once and then stopped.He is actually not a person who likes to use violence to solve problems. Once he misses the time when he most wants to do something, Xiao Cheng doesn't want to beat him up so much.

In case something goes wrong, Luo Jingshu relies on him again, the loss outweighs the gain.

Xiao Cheng thought that it was because he felt sorry for Luo Jingshu's Nuwa face.

Luo Jingshu licked the wound on the corner of his lips with the tip of his tongue, "Stop beating?"

Xiao Cheng rubbed the back of his hand, panted heavily and took a step back. He calmed down his breathing, and then sneered, and replied: "There may be something wrong with your head, Luo Jingshu , what about your usual arrogance and indifference?"

Luo Jingshu also wanted to ask himself, why did he put himself in such a mess, knowing that Xiao Cheng didn't want him anymore, yet he had to chase after him shamelessly.

He thought, maybe this was his punishment for pretending to be cheap and being deceived in his last life, but this time he was willing to be cheap.

Luo Jingshu pressed his back against the tree, coldness flowed all the way from his back into his heart, his lips turned paler.

"We broke up," he said.

Xiao Cheng breathed a sigh of relief silently, his voice was mixed with the cold wind, and it sounded in Luo Jingshu's ear: "You said this, Luo Jingshu, I hope you can do it."

He paused, and the volume was lower than before: "From now on, let's pretend we don't know each other."

This should be the best result for him and Luo Jingshu.

Now Xiao Cheng just wants to forget this failed first love, maybe when he matures, one day, he will be able to talk about these past events with a smile like Bai Yiheng.

But that was later, at least for now he just wanted to escape.

Luo Jingshu's palm was propped against the big tree behind him, several deep marks were pierced by the bark on his palm, something seemed to be stuck in his throat, and it became extremely difficult to speak : "Brother Cheng, I will listen to you."

Xiao Cheng couldn't help being suspicious for a while, it wasn't that he was narcissistic, but that Luo Jingshu had been unwilling to compromise just now, but he turned to listen to him so quickly, and then his attitude changed too much, Xiao Cheng It was hard for Cheng to believe his words.

Luo Jingshu's head felt as if it had been touched by a knife, the pain made his vision blurred, and Xiao Cheng didn't even believe his words.

"Brother Cheng, I didn't lie to you."

Xiao Cheng staggered his eyes to avoid meeting his gaze, "I still say the same thing, I hope you can do what you say."

He glanced down and found that Luo Jingshu didn't throw away the box in his hand even though he almost fell down just now. This scene made Xiao Cheng feel a little complicated.

It's just that his face is still expressionless, and that little bit of subtle emotion is not enough to cause him to react too much. Xiao Cheng gathered the neckline of his coat, "That's all I have to say, let's see you again."

It may be impossible to never see each other again, I just hope that when we meet again next time, he can remain indifferent.

After Xiao Cheng finished speaking, he turned around and walked towards the school gate. His figure quickly disappeared into the night.

The snow seemed to be falling even more heavily, falling on Luo Jingshu's shoulders and head one after another, as if in response to the occasion.

He stood motionless on the spot, watching Xiao Cheng's figure slowly disappear, until the figure was completely invisible, Luo Jingshu pressed the weight of his body on the tree as if venting his strength.

He was wearing thin clothes, and he didn't feel cold when he came here just now, but now he felt his body was frozen.

Snowflakes also fell on the white sneakers, Luo Jingshu moved his feet slightly, leaving an obvious footprint where he stepped on just now.He stared at some more messy footprints next to this footprint for a while, and then opened his lips and let out a breath.

The heat turned into white mist and dissipated slowly, Luo Jingshu's face was hidden under the dark tree, and those red eyes were vaguely visible, not very obvious.

He lost his little grape.

When Xiao Cheng returned to the dormitory, Jiang Zihe was chatting with Xie Zhao. He accepted two tickets from Xie Zhao, and he was particularly active in saying good things about Xie Zhao.

【Jiang Zihe: He's back. 】

When Xiao Cheng said that he would give Luo Jingshu a gift that day, Jiang Zihe told Xie Zhao the news immediately.

He originally wanted Xie Zhao to stop Xiao Cheng, but when Xiao Cheng had gone out, Xie Zhao didn't respond.

Jiang Zihe was even more anxious than Xie Zhao, he kept urging him on the phone, and looked out the window from time to time, hoping to see Xiao Cheng's figure.

What's the matter with Xie Zhao, he is not active in chasing people at all.

Jiang Zihe thought about it for himself, if the person he likes might reunite with her ex, he might become an ant on the hot pot.

Because Xie Zhao didn't talk much about the matter between him and Xiao Cheng, Jiang Zihe didn't know that Xiao Cheng had already rejected Xie Zhao obliquely.

If he had known about this, he might not have received the two tickets from Xie Zhao before.

Although he was very greedy for his idol's concert, and he couldn't get a ticket after squatting for a long time, Xiao Cheng was also his friend. Jiang Zihe's premise for helping Xie Zhao was that he thought Xie Zhao was a good person, and Xiao Cheng might like it.

If he had known that Xiao Cheng had rejected Xie Zhao from the very beginning, Jiang Zihe would never have made a fuss about it.

Seeing Xiao Cheng finally returned to the dormitory at this moment, Jiang Zihe jumped up in two steps, rushed to the door and grabbed Xiao Cheng's shoulder, "You are finally back."

In fact, Xiao Cheng didn't walk for a long time, he spent most of his time walking, and only a few minutes talking to Luo Jingshu.

Xiao Cheng was not in high spirits, and he didn't push him away, but the expression on his face was very calm, and his tone of voice was also very flat, showing no energy.

"Have you gotten back together with him?"

This was what Jiang Zihe was most concerned about, but he also saw Xiao Cheng's depression, so he said this with some caution.

"There is no reunion, just make it clear to him."

Jiang Zihe's hanging heart finally let go.

When he found out about Xiao Cheng's breakup that day, he secretly asked the reason, but Xiao Cheng didn't say anything.But when he asked if Luo Jingshu had changed his mind, Xiao Cheng didn't refute.

Jiang Zihe imagined a big scene from his expression and reaction.

Maybe it was Luo Jingshu who was half-hearted, catching Xiao Cheng while flirting with others.

During that time, Jiang Zihe saw Xiao Cheng's enthusiasm for Luo Jingshu and was always on call. If it was said that Xiao Cheng was responsible for the breakup, Jiang Zihe would not believe it.

Luo Jingshu really does not know how to be blessed when he is in the midst of blessings.

He complained in his heart, and at the same time he was not very satisfied with Xie Zhao.

Before, I thought this Senior Xie was humorous and funny, and he looked very gentle. The most important thing was that he was really interested in Xiao Cheng, so Jiang Zihe decided to help him.

But after what happened tonight, he was suddenly not so sure.

Xiao Cheng might even get back together with Luo Jingshu, Xie Zhao still looked calm, was he really sure that Xiao Cheng would not get back together with Luo Jingshu, or did he not care so much, that's why he was not in a hurry?

Jiang Zihe, as a friend, of course hoped that Xiao Cheng would meet someone who really liked him. He repeatedly tested Xie Zhao's sincerity. Obviously, Xie Zhao's performance this time did not satisfy him very much.

Jiang Zihe decided not to say good things about Xie Zhao in front of Xiao Cheng recently!

"Xiao Cheng, do you have any arrangements for the winter vacation?"

Speaking of this matter, Xiao Cheng finally regained his spirits.

"Well, go to the branch company in city a for an internship."

Jiang Zihe patted him on the shoulder, the expression on his face was full of sympathy, "It's really difficult for you, you see, it's different for me to have an older brother, I just sit and collect money, and my brother will bear the burden when the sky falls. .”

Xiao Cheng couldn't help laughing, and was hit by his smug expression, "My sister probably thinks the same way."

With Jiang Zihe talking and joking beside him, it was hard for Xiao Cheng not to laugh.

He is especially grateful that he has Jiang Zihe as a friend who has been by his side since he passed through the book until now.Many times when he was sad, if Jiang Zihe hadn't been with him, Xiao Cheng might not be able to bear the emotional breakdown.

He is not a person with strong psychological endurance, and he will be sad and panic when encountering difficulties.It's just that Jiang Zihe is there, and there is a smile in these heavy memories.

Xiao Cheng slowly restrained the smile on his face, and his expression became much more serious, "I invite you to have some skewers on weekends."

Jiang Zihe was taken aback for a moment, then giggled twice, "I won't be polite."

In the end, he seemed to remember something, and lowered his voice a little embarrassedly, and said, "Can I bring a friend?"

Xiao Cheng looked at him pretending to be resentful, "Apart from me, do you have other friends outside?"

Jiang Zihe hurriedly patted his chest to reassure, "You are my best friend, bar none."

After the joke was over, he explained seriously: "I'm talking about Xu An."

Xiao Cheng became interested, he has always been more concerned about gossip, "Didn't you dislike people before?"

Xu An has been chasing Jiang Zihe, Jiang Zihe used to annoy him, and kept him far away when he was playing, why does he have to take it with him when he goes out to eat now?

Jiang Zihe touched the tip of his nose, his face seemed to be a little redder than before, "Can I still stop others from liking me?"

"I don't like him, but he's good as a friend."

Xu An was gentle and gentle when he spoke and acted, and his personality was neither arrogant nor impatient. When Jiang Zihe stayed with him, he felt that his temper had become milder.

He was annoyed at Xu An at first, but for a while he was very irritable, and Xiao Cheng chased Luo Jingshu all day long, so he had no time to accompany him at all.Jiang Zihe couldn't find anyone to talk to, and in the end only Xu Yu was willing to listen to what was on his mind.

After that time, he discovered that Xu An was really good at explaining others.

It's very comfortable to stay with Xu An.

Xiao Cheng was speechless, "You know he likes you, but still treat him as a friend, doesn't that give him hope?"

This behavior can't be said to be not scumbag, it can only be said to be scumbag without knowing it.

Jiang Zihe frowned: "I made it clear to him, he said it's okay."

Xiao Cheng didn't know how to reply him for a while, he couldn't help thinking of himself and Luo Jingshu, after much deliberation, he could only pat Jiang Zihe on the shoulder: "You should think about your relationship with him."

"If you really don't like him, it's best to tell him clearly and don't give him hope."

If you like it, just get along slowly, and don't be duplicity.

For the first time, Jiang Zihe didn't directly deny Xiao Cheng's words, he just thought about it for a while, and then murmured: "I don't know either..."

The words were so soft that Xiao Cheng didn't hear clearly.

Since becoming Bai Yiheng's friend that day, Xiao Cheng would send him messages from time to time, and what he said was very simple, basically sharing his life.

Bai Yiheng sent him a photo three or ten minutes ago, an egg with a burnt edge was placed on a porcelain white plate.

Xiao Cheng couldn't help laughing: [Did Mr. Bai do this? 】

Two days ago, Bai Yiheng told him that he didn't know how to cook.

Because Xiao Cheng found that every time he sent a message to Bai Yiheng at meal time, the other party either ate out or ordered takeaway, and he never made it himself.

【Mr. Bo: I tried it, but it failed. 】

It seems that he really has no talent for cooking.

Xiao Cheng zoomed in on the picture for a while, and replied: [Maybe the fire is too big, the oil temperature is a little high. 】

Bai Yiheng then sent him another picture, which was of his arm, near the inside of the wrist, there was a blister that was scalded by oil.

[Mr. Bai: The oil was splashed everywhere just now, and the pot was still on fire. 】

Xiao Cheng hissed, Bai Yiheng is a kitchen killer, it is very dangerous for him to cook alone.

【Xiao Cheng: Then how did you deal with it? 】

【Mr. Bai: I put the lid on the pot and the fire went out. 】

Xiao Cheng was still a little surprised, this way of handling is not something that someone like Bai Yiheng who has never cooked can come up with, [Has Mr. Bai understood this common sense? 】

【Mr. Bo: No, it's just because the pot lid was the only thing that came in handy at that time. 】

Xiao Cheng was really happy this time. He held his phone and laughed out loud. Jiang Zihe was particularly sensitive to his reaction, and immediately moved his head closer to him as soon as he heard the sound.

"Who are you chatting with?"

Xiao Cheng usually wouldn't avoid him, and he wouldn't avoid Xiao Cheng either, because Jiang Zihe could easily see what was on the screen of Xiao Cheng's phone.

"Who is Mr. Bai?"

The content of the chat between him and Xiao Cheng seemed normal, but there was something strange about it.

"It's my boss."

Xiao Cheng then explained the internship during the vacation. Jiang Zihe frowned and thought for a while, then suddenly showed an expression of enlightenment.

"Ah, it's Bai Yiheng!"

He just said how this person's name sounded familiar. He had met Bai Yiheng at a certain banquet, but he just said hello, but Jiang Ying said a few words to Bai Yiheng.

He still vaguely remembered what this person looked like.

"During the winter vacation, are you going to be Bai Yiheng's assistant?"

"Yeah." Seeing his surprised look, Xiao Cheng became interested, "Why are you so surprised?"

"No, I just thought of some rumors."

Why did he vaguely remember that Bai Yiheng seemed to like men?

It's not that when two people who both like men meet, there will be sparks, but the chances are much greater than a gay and a straight man.

Jiang Zihe felt sorry for Xie Zhao inexplicably, and finally broke up with Luo Jingshu and others, and immediately another Bai Yiheng came.

Jiang Zihe didn't know what kind of person Luo Jingshu was, but Bai Yiheng was not an easy enemy to deal with, he was an opponent that even his brother had to be wary of.

What if Bai Yiheng also fell in love with Xiao Cheng...

Jiang Zihe shook his head violently, not daring to think, not daring to think.

"What rumor?" Xiao Cheng paused, "Is it related to Bai Yiheng?"

He had just finished saying this when the phone screen suddenly lit up again, and there was a new message from Bai Yiheng.

Xiao Cheng felt ashamed to say bad things about people behind his back, but was heard by the person concerned. He subconsciously turned the phone screen upside down, "Say it."

Jiang Zihe was also a little embarrassed, "Do you know that Bai Yiheng has a partner?"

Xiao Cheng frowned suspiciously: "I don't know if he has an affair, but he's unmarried, so he probably doesn't have a date."

If Bai Yiheng had a partner, He An wouldn't worry about him.

When Jiang Zihe heard this, he immediately felt that the situation was more subtle.

So he changed the direction and asked, "Then do you still want to fall in love recently?"

The smile on Xiao Cheng's face remained the same, but his eyes became much darker. He did not answer Jiang Zihe's words immediately, but scanned Jiang Zihe's expression with a scrutinizing gaze.

Jiang Zihe's expression was almost stiff, and he felt embarrassed that his little thoughts had been seen through by him.

"I'm not ready for a relationship."

Jiang Zihe was even more worried. This didn't mean that Xiao Cheng might not like Bai Yiheng, but he wouldn't like Xie Zhao either.

"We still have to talk about love, but we must be careful in choosing a partner."

Jiang Zihe coughed, "Do you prefer younger ones or older ones?"

He almost grabbed Xiao Cheng's clothes and asked him if he liked Bai Yiheng.

No matter how stupid Xiao Cheng is, he can understand what he means.

He couldn't help rubbing his forehead, "Mr. Bai is my boss, what are you thinking?"

Is Jiang Zihe's filter too heavy on him?

No matter how you look at it, everyone thinks that the other party likes him.

"Because Bai Yiheng likes men." Jiang Zihe is confident, "What's more, your qualifications are not bad in all aspects. What if Bai Yiheng likes you?"

"He won't, you think too much." When Bai Yiheng chatted with him that night, he even encouraged him to fall in love, clearly treating him as a junior in his words.

The content of their chat these days is normal, just like ordinary friends, Xiao Cheng doesn't think that Bai Yiheng has that kind of affection for him.

"Are you that sure?" Jiang Zihe wanted to say something, but Xiao Cheng slapped him on the face, "Don't think about it."

After he came out of the shower, he remembered that Bai Yiheng had sent himself a message just now. When he clicked on WeChat, he found that the other party had sent a voice message.

Xiao Cheng clicked on the voice message, put the receiver of the mobile phone to his ear, and the next second, Bai Yiheng's deep voice rang in his ear.

"Then I'll wait to taste your craftsmanship."

Xiao Cheng was stunned for a moment, he seemed to have told Bai Yiheng that he could cook, and Bai Yiheng also told him that the utensils in the kitchen were complete and all new.

If he had to live with Bai Yiheng during the two months of winter vacation, they couldn't order takeout every day if there was one person who could cook.

[Xiao Cheng: OK, Mr. Bai can look forward to it. 】

In the next few days, Xiao Cheng lived very comfortably.

After he stopped dating, his time suddenly became much freer, especially after the submission of the competition entry, Xiao Cheng could do what he liked and stay with his friends.

On Saturday night, there were four people in Xiao Cheng's dormitory, plus one Xu An, and five people were eating skewers at a barbecue restaurant near the school.

Xiao Cheng didn't notice it at first, but when several people sat down at the table, he suddenly realized that there were two couples among the five people, and he was the only one who was single.

Fang Hui and Du Yunshen seem to be getting closer recently, not as stiff as they were at the beginning, and it seems that they will be able to feed them dog food soon.

Xu An was still clinging to Jiang Zihe as before, but Jiang Zihe didn't dislike him so much at first, and even obediently listened to Xu An's words when Xu An pressed his hand to prevent him from continuing to put peppers.

Xiao Cheng watched silently from the side, with a little smile on his face, feeling relieved to see his son fall in love.

Jiang Zihe handed the baked chicken wings to Xu An, turned his head, and suddenly saw Xiao Cheng sitting alone drinking juice.

After thinking for a while, he took out his mobile phone and secretly sent a message to Xie Zhao, including the locations of several people along the way.

Ten minutes later, Xie Zhao's tall and handsome figure appeared at the door of the barbecue restaurant. Xiao Cheng turned his back to the door and did not notice him coming.

Jiang Zihe discovered it immediately, pouted at Xie Zhao, and signaled him to sit beside Xiao Cheng.

Xie Zhao took a breath, stepped forward and patted Xiao Cheng on the shoulder, "Xiao Cheng."

Xiao Cheng came back to his senses suddenly, looked up at him with surprise on his face, "Xie Senior?"

He was still holding the glass of juice in his hand, and he had only drank half of it. It could be seen that the young man had no appetite, and there were only a few barbecue skewers in front of him.

Xie Zhao looked at him with a smile, "I'm a little hungry, so I'm going out for a late-night snack. What a coincidence, you're here too."

He never mentioned that Jiang Zihe told him, Xiao Cheng didn't doubt it either.

The location they chose was right in front of the school, and today was the weekend, so the customers in the shop were basically students from S University.

"Senior, let's sit down and eat together." Xiao Cheng reached for a clean plate, and took advantage of the situation to break free from Xie Zhao's hand on his shoulder.

Xie Zhao paused, and sat down beside him.

Xiao Cheng didn't notice for a while, when he took the plate and turned around, Xie Zhao had already sat down.

He blinked, but there was nothing strange on his face.

He had already made it very clear to Xie Zhao last time, Xie Zhao probably didn't have that kind of thought anymore, they were just friends.

Jiang Zihe watched secretly from the side, with an uncontrollable smile on his face, and suddenly he felt that Xie Zhao was also very good, and it was a good match to sit with Xiao Cheng.

In this barbecue restaurant, you can grill by yourself. Originally, Jiang Zihe was always grilling, and Xiao Cheng occasionally grilled a bunch of vegetables. Du Yunshen and Fang Hui didn't light up their grilling skills, so the grilled food was inedible.

After Xie Zhao came, the job became Jiang Zihe and Xie Zhao's.

It's just that most of the things Xie Zhao baked were placed in front of Xiao Cheng.

Xiao Cheng rubbed his stomach, leaned over to Xie Zhao and said in a low voice: "Senior, you can eat by yourself, you don't need to bake it for me."

He had no appetite and could not eat.

In fact, as early as the beginning, when Xie Zhao put things in front of him, Xiao Cheng had already refused.

It's just that Xie Zhao blocked him back with a few words. If Xiao Cheng persisted, it would appear that he was too deliberate.

Xie Zhao smiled, and put a bunch of lobsters in front of Xiao Cheng, "You eat first, and I'll take care of the rest when you're full."

Why does this sound weird?

Before Xiao Cheng could speak, the sharp-eyed Jiang Zihe suddenly called out.

"Don't give Xiao Cheng lobster. He is allergic to it and his stomach hurts."

Jiang Zihe's mouth was over his head, and he complained: "He doesn't have a long memory. He knows he is allergic and wants to eat it. Don't give it to him."

Xie Zhao raised his eyebrows, glanced at Xiao Cheng with a smile in his eyes, and took the bunch of lobsters away.

It's like watching a kid messing around.

Xiao Cheng coughed, and was about to explain, when Xu An asked Jiang Zihe: "How do you know?"

Jiang Zihe groaned, and replied subconsciously: "Last time, someone Xiao Cheng liked bought him a supper, which contained lobster. This guy knew he was allergic, so he ate it anyway, but his stomach hurt in the middle of the night, so I bought it for him." medicine."

After he finished speaking, the atmosphere at the dinner table suddenly became awkward, and no one answered.

Jiang Zihe realized later that there seemed to be only one person Xiao Cheng liked.

His ex-boyfriend who has changed his mind, Luo Jingshu.

Jiang Zihe looked at Xiao Cheng with a cold face, and then at Xie Zhao, who was smiling slightly, and suddenly felt that it would be difficult for him to survive tonight.

Call you out of your mind!

The author has something to say: Xiao Cheng :)

Thank you Zhao :)

Jiang Zihe: Let's just say I'm really scared qaq