I take paranoia as a victim

Why did this kind of social death happen to him?

Xiao Cheng really wanted to give himself a brainstorm when he was only thinking about wiping his hair.

When can't I brush my hair?

He took a deep breath, his fingers trembling as he typed.

[Xiao Cheng: Mr. Bai, I'm sorry, I accidentally sent the wrong message. 】

Now, the more he looked at it, the more he felt that Bai Yiheng's profile picture was completely different from Luo Jingshu's profile picture, so how did he get it wrong just now?

[Xiao Cheng: Why did Mr. Bai change his profile picture? 】

That SpongeBob SquarePants before is so cute and conspicuous, one can tell it's Bai Yiheng at a glance.

【Mr. Bo: Because the little niece doesn't like SpongeBob SquarePants anymore. 】

Xiao Cheng: This is really an irresistible reason.

Before he could continue to reply, Bai Yiheng sent another message.

[Mr. Bo: I thought I would receive a surprise. 】

The embarrassment that Xiao Cheng had barely forgotten rose again, he simply followed Bai Yiheng's words and said: 【What gift does Mr. Bai want? 】

Although giving a gift to his boss before he started working seemed a little suspected of bribery, Bai Yiheng was not only his boss, but also Xiao Yu's friend, so he regarded it as giving a gift to an elder.

Bai Yiheng sent a belly laughing emoji, probably because he was really amused by his words.

[Mr. Bai: Can the person who receives the gift be specified by himself? 】

Xiao Cheng replied with an embarrassing expression of scratching his head. It seems that there is some truth in saying this. The gift giver still has to ask the gift giver what he wants, and there is no surprise at all.

【Xiao Cheng: Mr. Bo, let's look forward to it first. 】

After finally getting this matter out of the way, Xiao Cheng finally breathed a sigh of relief. What happened just now was so embarrassing that he didn't want to see grapes again in the recent period.

After exiting the chat interface with Bai Yiheng, Xiao Cheng deliberately confirmed that it was Luo Jingshu, and then resent the photo he took just now.

He asked again what he had just sent to Bai Yiheng, and this time he got a quick response.

【Luo Jingshu: I'll go get it from you tomorrow, is that okay? 】

There was a bit of caution in his tone.

Xiao Cheng thought about it, and there seemed to be nothing to do tomorrow, 【Yes. 】

Since Luo Jingshu wanted it, he had no choice but to put it away first.

Jian Lin's medical expenses were given by Xie Zhao, Xiao Cheng thought about it, and simply transferred 1000 yuan to Xie Zhao.

[Xie Zhao:? ? 】

Xiao Cheng explained again: [Medical expenses. 】

Jian Lin was injured when she was with Xiao Ziyue. It can also be said that she was injured to protect Xiao Ziyue. Because of emotion and reason, Xiao Cheng should pay all the medical expenses.

At least Xie Zhao should not be asked to pay the money.

【Xie Zhao: Brother, do you have to tell me so clearly? 】

He did not receive the transfer.

Xiao Cheng insisted that other matters can be discussed further, and it is best to distinguish clearly when it comes to money issues.

【Thank you senior for your help today. Next time I invite you to dinner, I still have to charge you. 】

Typing is hard to explain, so Xiao Cheng simply made a voice call, "Senior, thanks to your help in today's matter, but I gave the money for Ziyue, so I can't bother you at all."

Xie Zhao seemed to sigh, "It's not much, I can still take out this little money, you don't need to transfer the money."

Xiao Cheng rubbed his hair, and he could still feel the moistness. He blinked his sleepy and sore eyelids, "Brothers have to settle accounts. I don't like to owe others."

Especially Xie Zhao is not an ordinary classmate, he was Xiao Cheng's former suitor.

Xie Zhao lowered his voice, "Okay, I'll listen to you."

Xiao Cheng is inexplicably persistent in some aspects, and has a unique defense against Xie Zhao.

Xie Zhao actually sometimes doesn't understand why Xiao Cheng is so wary of him alone, but whenever he shows a little affection for Xiao Cheng, Xiao Cheng will hide away.

Not a shred of hope was given to him.

Xiao Cheng yawned, and wanted to say good night before hanging up the phone, but Xie Zhao suddenly said: "By the way, Luo Jingshu's hand is fine. When I was in the car, I saw him tear the wound again. Yes, it looks serious."

Xiao Cheng's unfinished yawn got stuck in his throat, making him unable to get up and down, and his eyes were forced to glisten a little.

"It's okay, it's been bandaged."

Xie Zhao sighed, and said casually: "I saw that he was bleeding a lot, and I advised him to deal with it, but he didn't pay much attention."

He laughed, like an adult talking about a naughty child: "I used to be on the opposite side of him, and I often saw injuries on his body at that time. It hurts when I look at it, but he acts like a normal person."

The image of Luo Jingshu's eyes reddened by pain in the hospital appeared in Xiao Cheng's mind, and it didn't look like he was not afraid of pain at that time.

Or Luo Jingshu was pretending.

In his heart, he was more inclined that Luo Jingshu was pretending to be vulnerable in order to win his sympathy.

Xiao Cheng had no interest in Luo Jingshu's past, and was about to end this topic when he suddenly thought of the necklace he saw just now.

He braced himself up, "Senior, how much do you know about Luo Jingshu?"

Xie Zhao didn't expect him to ask such a question, and he didn't answer for a long time. If he hadn't heard his breathing, Xiao Cheng would have wondered if the phone had hung up.

"Senior?"

"Ah." Xie Zhao came back to his senses, "I actually don't know much about him. Although we live opposite each other, Luo Jingshu doesn't like to talk very much. When we meet, we are like strangers."

Xiao Cheng was not disappointed, and continued to ask: "Then do you know any friends he had in the past?"

Does the original owner know Luo Jingshu?

"He doesn't seem to have any friends, and he used to be very withdrawn." Although Xie Zhao didn't want to speak well of his rival, let alone make Xiao Cheng sympathize with Luo Jingshu, he still said honestly: "Because his adoptive father likes domestic violence very much, he Had a bad time with his adoptive mother."

"Most of the injuries on his body were caused by his adoptive father."

Xiao Cheng stopped rubbing his eyes, and lowered his eyelids. Luo Jingshu had never told him about the past. When he saw Luo Jingshu, the other party had that cute and harmless appearance.

It turns out that Luo Jingshu also had an unfortunate past.

This news made Xiao Cheng's heart a little bit complicated. It didn't mean that he would forgive Luo Jingshu's deception and tricks after hearing about it, but that he vaguely understood why Luo Jingshu had such a bad character.

Compared with a person targeting himself inexplicably and for no reason, Xiao Cheng is more willing to accept that there is something wrong with that person himself.

Was Luo Jingshu's heart distorted because of the severe domestic violence he suffered in the past?

Xiao Cheng expressed sympathy for Luo Jingshu's past, but this does not mean that Luo Jingshu can use this as a reason to deceive himself, after all, his unfortunate past has nothing to do with Xiao Cheng.

"Where's his adoptive mother?"

Luo Jingshu has suffered domestic violence for a long time, and his heart must be full of resentment towards his adoptive father, so Xiao Cheng never heard him mention that person.

What about his adoptive mother?

Xie Zhao said: "He has passed away, but his adoptive mother has a gentle personality, but she is too cowardly."

He couldn't protect himself, and he couldn't protect Luo Jingshu either.

Xiao Cheng fell back on his back, lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze, "Is that so."

"He seems to have a good relationship with his adoptive mother, but it's a pity..."

It's a pity that in that family, everyone who cared about him has passed away.

Xiao Cheng closed his eyes, "Thank you senior for being willing to tell me this."

Xie Zhao doesn't seem to like Luo Jingshu very much, and Luo Jingshu hates Xie Zhao even more.

There may be some conflict between them.

Xie Zhao sighed softly: "I should be the one who said I'm sorry, and accidentally said too much."

Hearing Xiao Cheng's tone, he didn't seem to soften his heart.

Xie Zhao actually just wanted to test it out, because Luo Jingshu was the best at pretending to be pitiful, Xie Zhao was afraid that he would use the past to win Xiao Cheng's sympathy, and thus obtain Xiao Cheng's soft-hearted forgiveness.

Although what happened to Luo Jingshu was indeed unfortunate, Xie Zhao did not want Xiao Cheng to reunite with Luo Jingshu because of this.

I hope that he will measure the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain.

Early the next morning, Xiao Ziyue went to the hospital, probably to stay with Jian Lin all day.

After Xiao Cheng sent her to the hospital, he returned to the apartment and sent a message to Luo Jingshu, asking him to come and get something.

Luo Jingshu came very quickly, when Xiao Cheng opened the door, his expression was still a little imperceptibly nervous.

"Brother Cheng."

Xiao Cheng handed it to him, and Luo Jingshu reached out to take it. When he waved his sleeve, there was a faint fragrance, which was the sweet smell of grapes.

Xiao Cheng glanced casually, looking at the young man in front of him.

Luo Jingshu was wearing a light gray overcoat with a white sweater inside, which made people's lips redder and teeth whiter.The hem of the thin and close-fitting sweater was tucked into the trousers, the outline of the narrow waist appeared more clearly, and the shape of the abdominal muscles could be vaguely glimpsed. The legs under the black trousers were long and straight.

One of his hands was still wrapped with a bandage, which seemed to have been replaced with a new one, but the faint blood stains could not be seen.

It's just that there is still a small bruise on that gorgeous and cold white face, just at the corner of the mouth.The scar is not big, and it doesn't look embarrassed, but it has a bit of fragile and easy-to-break beauty.

Xiao Cheng withdrew his gaze and was about to close the door when he heard Luo Jingshu say, "Brother Cheng."

"Can you give me a moment?"

He carried the bag in one hand, and with the bandaged hand he leaned forward against the door frame.

"I have a few words to tell you."

Xiao Cheng still had one hand on the doorknob, closing the door forcibly would pinch Luo Jingshu's fingers, so he simply stood still and signaled Luo Jingshu to let go with his eyes.

After Luo Jingshu withdrew his palm, Xiao Cheng crossed his arms and leaned against the door, "Speak."

Luo Jingshu pursed his lips, the peach blossom eyes under the long eyelashes were red, like an abandoned son of a bitch, he stood pitifully in front of Xiao Cheng.

"I'm sorry, Brother Cheng, I was wrong. I shouldn't have said that, I shouldn't have played with your feelings, and I shouldn't have repented afterwards and stabbed you again."

His eye sockets were all red, and a little watery light gradually appeared in his eyes, his eyes were red and moist, and his pitiful energy was even stronger.

Xiao Cheng closed his eyes and took a deep breath like patience, "What's the use of telling me this now?"

"I've never seriously apologized to you." Luo Jingshu stared deeply at the young man in front of him, "Brother Cheng, give me a chance to apologize to you, okay?"

He was afraid that Xiao Cheng would refuse, so he quickly added: "I know you don't want to forgive me, but I'll leave after you listen to me, is that okay?"

The last time they confronted each other here, Luo Jingshu was indifferent and sharp. He was clearly the one who did something wrong, but he didn't know how to repent.

This time, he was extremely careful, and asked Xiao Cheng if he was okay every time he said a word, his attitude was completely different.

Xiao Cheng's head started to hurt again, he moistened his lips, and tightened his fingers on his arm, "Come in."

"Finish...you can go."

The author has something to say: Cheng Cheng will not forgive him, the road to chasing his wife is still very long, every year puppies need to work hard!

(Everyone’s voice for Mr. Bai is very high. Chengzi has opened a pre-acquisition of a mature and gentle dad and boyfriend. It is in the column called "Gentle Entrapment". You can take a look, and if you are interested, you can bookmark it!)