I take paranoia as a victim

Luo Jingshu followed him in, the decoration of the room has not changed much, but the door of the guest room is open, and there is still a used bath towel hanging on the shelf.

His expression remained the same, but his steps slowed down a bit, and he stayed in front of the guest room door for two more seconds, his eyes quickly scanning other things in the room.

The beds were all neatly folded, with only a coat draped at the end of the bed, Luo Jingshu saw at a glance that it was Xiao Ziyue's wearing last night.

He withdrew his gaze, Xiao Cheng had already sat down on the sofa.

He didn't notice Luo Jingshu's gaze just now, and when he sat down, he raised his legs subconsciously, the expression on his face was not pretty, and there was still a hint of impatience hidden in his eyes.

"Go ahead."

Although Xiao Cheng didn't intend to forgive Luo Jingshu, just as the other party said, Luo Jingshu hadn't properly apologized to him since the incident happened.

After all, Xiao Cheng still hoped to hear Luo Jingshu say why.

He thinks that he has never done anything wrong to Luo Jingshu since they got acquainted, and he even took the initiative to ask for peace in every quarrel, and he has never neglected Luo Jingshu.

Xiao Cheng couldn't figure out where Luo Jingshu's intention to play tricks on him came from.

The boy did not sit opposite him, but put the things in his hands on the ground, and sat on the carpet himself, with a bone-like ankle exposed from the raised trouser legs.

Luo Jingshu sat cross-legged at Xiao Cheng's feet, looked up at Xiao Cheng, "Brother Cheng, it's my fault that I didn't tell you the truth when we first met."

Xiao Cheng silently said twice in his heart to calm down, they didn't come to quarrel today, "I haven't seen you before, have I?"

When he said this, Xiao Cheng was actually tentative. He was very concerned about what the letter on the necklace meant, whether it was two n's or not?

"never seen it."

He was not at Luo's house when he met Xiao Cheng in the last life, and they only met more than two months ago in this life, Luo Jingshu said for sure.

Xiao Cheng looked down at the expression on his face, "So you didn't know me before?"

"En." Luo Jingshu pursed his lips, probably because he pulled the wound on his lip, he subconsciously stretched out the tip of his tongue and licked it.

Xiao Chengqiao swayed his feet unconsciously in the air, which is his usual movement when thinking, "Then why don't you tell me the truth?"

Luo Jingshu seldom talked about his thoughts with others. He had organized his words before he came, but when he saw Xiao Cheng's face, he felt like he didn't know what to say.

"I... wasn't in a good mood at the time." After Luo Jingshu finished speaking, he caught a glimpse of the sarcastic expression on Xiao Cheng's face and felt that he was being unreasonable. He explained: "I didn't know you at the time, and thought you Just like those people, just coveted my appearance."

When he saw Xiao Cheng by the swimming pool, he really thought so.Of course, there are actually his impressions of Xiao Cheng from his previous life at play.

Luo Jingshu regretted that at that time, with the stereotype in his heart, he casually labeled Xiao Cheng and told an unforgivable lie in front of him.

Thinking about it carefully, he didn't get much pleasure from this so-called game, but instead tasted the bitter fruit he planted.

When Xiao Cheng heard this sentence, he couldn't help but stop his dangling feet. He couldn't deny that his fascination with Luo Jingshu had nothing to do with his face. When he saw Luo Jingshu for the first time, he was indeed attracted by it. Luo Jingshu's face was fascinated.

The so-called love at first sight mostly comes from the desire to see sex.Because when you meet for the first time, apart from your appearance, there is probably nothing else that can attract people.

Xiao Cheng never denied that he was fascinated by Luo Jingshu's face, but after he learned about Luo Jingshu's character, he was also fascinated by the other party's personality.

He hummed, but did not refute Luo Jingshu's words.

Luo Jingshu said again: "Brother Cheng, I am such a bad person in my bones."

"At that time you mistook me for Luo Yuan, so I simply made the mistake and wanted to tease you."

When he said this, there was a look of guilt on his face, and his voice was a little hoarse than usual, and he seemed to be trembling when he listened carefully.

Xiao Cheng glanced at him in surprise. He originally thought that Luo Jingshu was going to defend himself, but who knew that the other party was quite honest in admitting his mistakes, and he was telling the truth.

From the first meeting, Luo Jingshu regarded him as a pastime when he was bored.

Xiao Cheng guessed it, but Luo Jingshu admitted it frankly.

"I know later that you're not that kind of person, but I'm just bad." His eyes were red, his crying became more obvious, and he was quite angry when he scolded himself.

"I'm just a fool. I have a lot of opportunities to tell you the truth, but I keep it from you."

Xiao Cheng finally met his gaze again, and put his red eyes in his eyes, "You are not doing well in Luo's house, are you also lying to me?"

Luo Jingshu shook his head, and put his fingers on Xiao Cheng's knee carefully. Seeing that the young man did not refuse, he breathed a sigh of relief, "I didn't lie to you, the Luo family really doesn't like me."

Xiao Cheng recalled the time he met Luo Yuan, and the other party's dislike for Luo Jingshu was obvious.

From Luo Yuan's attitude, one can get a glimpse of Mrs. Luo's attitude, presumably they don't like Luo Jingshu.

In fact, this is what Xiao Cheng can't understand.

He thought that there were no parents in the world who did not love their own children. When he read the news before, he didn't know how many parents had been looking for them for more than ten or twenty years after losing their own children.

He always thought that the Luo family had finally found Luo Jingshu back, so they had to be pampered and do everything they could to make up for his lack of fatherly love and motherly love.

How could someone treat his own son as an enemy?

It's no wonder that Xiao Cheng recognized the wrong person at first, it's because Mrs. Luo's reaction was too abnormal.

"They don't like me, and I don't like them either." When Luo Jingshu said this, his voice paused, and then continued: "I did the bankruptcy of the Luo family."

Xiao Cheng probably guessed it, but he was still surprised to hear Luo Jingshu admit it.

"Have you cooperated with Jiang Ying?"

So the last time Luo Jingshu was bullied by Jiang Ying, it was also fake, he and Jiang Ying teamed up to deceive himself.

"Jiang Ying pretended to have a crush on me, and they couldn't wait to send me out." Luo Jingshu's expression was slightly cold, and his eyes were obscure.But when Xiao Cheng looked over, he put away his dark and hideous side.

"Brother Cheng, I was indeed acting last time, but Jiang Ying is not a good person, so don't trust him." Luo Jingshu raised his face, trying to make his expression appear sincere, but he sneered inwardly.

Jiang Ying, that bastard, probably lived too comfortably, and dared to covet his Brother Cheng.

Xiao Cheng had a complicated sense of absurdity in his heart. He vaguely remembered this sentence. He once said it to Luo Jingshu, but unexpectedly, Luo Jingshu returned it to him after going around.

"Let's not talk about Jiang Ying." Xiao Cheng took a deep breath, "Do you have anything else to say?"

Luo Jingshu explained for a long time, but in the final analysis, there is only one point, all the things he did to Xiao Cheng were just because he didn't like Xiao Cheng.

If he has a little bit of temptation for Xiao Cheng, he can explain the matter clearly later, and he won't have to wait for Xiao Cheng to find out by himself.

Luo Jingshu swallowed his throat, his throat was dry and sore, probably a sign before he caught a cold.

After breaking up with Xiao Cheng, his work and rest were extremely irregular, and he always had insomnia and couldn't sleep at night, and the images of being with Xiao Cheng were over and over again in his mind.

In the first few days, he could hardly eat anything, and there was always a stuffy feeling in his stomach.

Luo Jingshu always thought that if Xiao Cheng was still around, he would love him dearly, and maybe he would put his hands on his stomach to slowly relieve his pain.

He originally had the most gentle and patient boyfriend.

It's all his own fault.

Brother Cheng no longer wants him.

Luo Jingshu closed his eyes, holding back the sour tears, and spoke slowly and hoarsely.

"Brother Cheng, I've never liked anyone, and I don't know what it's like to like someone."

Obviously tempted, but I never noticed it.

"I'm just a bastard, relying on your love for me, and wantonly playing with your feelings."

There was water in the corner of his eyes, and his red lips opened and closed: "By the time I find out that I like you, it will be too late."

Why was he late? After Xiao Cheng completely abandoned him, he realized the importance of Xiao Cheng to him. Even if it was earlier, he might have the opportunity to pay for his mistakes.

Instead of waiting until it is completely irreparable, you will experience the feeling of unbearable heartache.

Xiao Cheng quietly looked at the expression on his face. He thought that when he heard these words, his heart should be touched.

But at that moment, the thought that came to Xiao Cheng's mind was: Is he lying to me again?

Xiao Cheng's eyes suddenly felt a little sour, and the sockets of his eyes turned red.

He was saddened by his own suspicion, Luo Jingshu left him too much influence, Xiao Cheng realized that he seemed unable to easily believe in other people's feelings.

Xiao Cheng suddenly thought, what if someone else confessed to him?

For example Xie Zhao.

He thought about that scene for a while, and suddenly realized that even if it was a different partner, he couldn't fully trust the other person's sincerity.

He would wonder whether that person really liked him, or was lying to him for a certain purpose.

After all, anyone he once really liked could lie to him, but others have not even received his gentle treatment, so why do they like him?

The thoughts in Xiao Cheng's mind were very chaotic, he almost subconsciously pushed away Luo Jingshu's hand on his knee, "Stay away from me!"

The tone was full of impatience and disgust.

Luo Jingshu withdrew his hand and moved his legs back, really far away from Xiao Cheng.

He stared closely at Xiao Cheng's eyes, which clearly contained a deep possessive desire, but the second Xiao Cheng looked over, they became completely docile again.

The wolf cub hid his sharp teeth, disguised himself as an obedient puppy, and even handed the rope to the owner himself, willing to wag his tail in front of him.

Xiao Cheng didn't notice Luo Jingshu's expression change at that moment, he rubbed his temples, "Luo Jingshu, I actually have nothing to say to you."

"I believe what you said earlier is true, but for your feelings, I'm sorry that I really can't trust you."

He was already hurt and scared by Luo Jingshu, Xiao Cheng didn't even want to think about how much resentment and despair he felt when he stood behind the tree and heard Luo Jingshu say those words.

If that happened before they fell in love, Xiao Cheng could still tell himself that Luo Jingshu was a teenager at heart.

Ke Luo Jingshu was already his boyfriend at that time.

If you don't like him, why give him hope?

Luo Jingshu pursed his lips, his dark eyes were full of pleading and bitterness, "Brother Cheng, I'm just a bad guy...but I really like you."

It's just that in the past, he always thought that Xiao Cheng loved him and he would never leave him, so he subconsciously didn't want to think about his feelings for Xiao Cheng.

Xiao Cheng showed a painful expression, and put down Erlang's raised legs.

"I can't trust you anymore, do you understand?"

Xiao Cheng said, glanced at Luo Jingshu's bag beside him, and lowered his voice, "Your acting skills are so good, I can't tell which sentence is true and which sentence is false."

Don't like him, but can give him a ring, Xiao Cheng thinks he can't do such a thing.

A ring is no more than an ordinary gift. The deep meaning it contains makes it impossible for Xiao Cheng to give it away easily.

Keluo mirror book can.

While holding a playful attitude towards himself, he prepared the ring for himself.

The strong contrast contained in these two attitudes made Xiao Cheng unable to tell what the truth was.

He didn't want to think about it anymore.

"It's over between us."

Luo Jingshu said with a hoarse voice, "I won't pester you, Brother Cheng."

"I just wanted to clear everything up between us."

"In the future..." Luo Jingshu choked up for a moment, but he was a bit speechless, "No matter who you look for in the future, I will bless you."

What he said was sincere, and Xiao Cheng's frown slowly relaxed, "It's best if you think so."

It was rare that Luo Jingshu had the same thoughts as him, Xiao Cheng was silent for a while, and then said softly: "I hope you can learn to treat others with sincerity in the future."

"I hope that what I can't do, someone else can achieve."

He seemed to be encouraging Luo Jingshu to find another one.

Luo Jingshu's straight back was a little bent, and his eyes were so red that they couldn't hide the tears anymore.

"Brother Cheng..." His tone was difficult.

Xiao Cheng wiped his face and changed the subject, "Okay, let's go."

Luo Jingshu hooked the gift bag with his hands, and stood up with his body propped up.After sitting cross-legged for a long time, when I stood up, my legs felt a little numb.

He stood on the spot to relax, seeing Xiao Cheng seemed to glance at the bag in his hand, and explained softly: "When I prepared the present, I really wanted to give it to you."

At that time, he and Xiao Cheng were in love. After Fu Ju found out, he asked him if he had prepared a gift for Xiao Cheng.

Luo Jingshu had no awareness of this at all, so Fu Ju laughed at him: "You are too stingy, every time I fell in love with Ren, there was never a house, a car, or a gift."

It was only then that Luo Jingshu began to think about what to give Xiao Cheng. He hadn't really prepared a gift for someone, so he was in trouble for a while.

When he was acting next to Jiang Ying in the previous life, all the things given to Jiang Ying were bought by his assistant, and sometimes he didn't even know what was in the box.

Luo Jingshu thought about it, and the necklace immediately came to mind.

He remembered that in his last life, "Xiao Cheng" wanted to give him a necklace, which seemed to be designed by himself.

Luo Jingshu could still vaguely recall the necklace in his mind, but he had lost interest in "Xiao Cheng" at that time and confiscated it.

Luo Jingshu thought about it, but felt that something was wrong.

He thought that "Xiao Cheng" in the previous life and Xiao Cheng in this life were two people, and they should not be confused.

The necklace was excluded. Luo Jingshu originally planned to give Xiao Cheng a cufflink, but when he got home that night, he suddenly saw an advertisement for the ring on his mobile phone.

An idea came to his mind, and he paid for it naturally, not feeling anything wrong at all.

It's just that after buying it, Luo Jingshu suddenly felt an inexplicable awkwardness again, he didn't know how to give the ring out naturally.

It seems that there is no reason to give it to Xiao Cheng.

Luo Jingshu was troubled for a long time before deciding to give it to Xiao Cheng as a New Year gift.

He simply hid the ring. At that time, Luo Jingshu thought that he would live in Xiao Cheng's apartment for a long time, but who knew that they broke up on the third day.

After the first quarrel with Xiao Cheng, when Luo Jingshu came back to pack his things, he hesitated for a while, but did not take the ring away.

At that time, he thought that the two would reconcile soon.

who knows.

After all, we broke up.

When he told the whole story of his mental journey, Xiao Cheng was silent for a while.

He wanted to say something, his lips moved, but he couldn't say a word.

Finally, he sighed, "Let's go."

Luo Jingshu walked out with the ring in his hand. When he reached the door, he suddenly turned his head to look at Xiao Cheng. Those words seemed to come from far away:

"Brother Cheng, goodbye."

Xiao Cheng didn't answer him.

From then on, Luo Jingshu seemed to have really disappeared from Xiao Cheng's life.

There was no one around him who was familiar with Luo Jingshu, Xie Zhao, the only one who might know something, would not take the initiative to tell him about Luo Jingshu, Xiao Cheng felt that he really walked out slowly.

When he mentioned Luo Jingshu, he was already calm and natural.

After the final exam, Xiao Cheng moved from City S to City A, and lived in Bai Yiheng's apartment.

The decoration style of Mr. Bai's house reveals the taste of a successful person, probably because he doesn't often fire at home. Although everything is exquisite, there is always a cold atmosphere.

It was Xiao Cheng's first day at work, and he was probably familiar with the job position. There was not much work, and it was all easy work.

Bai Yiheng also has a confidant secretary, surnamed Chen, who is a gentle woman aged 28 or [-], with long hair and a friendly smile.

She is also the only person who knows Xiao Cheng's identity besides Bai Yiheng.

"Assistant Xiao, I've listed all the general work items for you." Secretary Chen handed a small notebook to Xiao Cheng, "Don't be nervous. Although Mr. Bo is strict, he will not criticize for no reason."

Xiao Cheng hurriedly thanked: "Thank you, Secretary Chen, for your hard work."

Secretary Chen's position is above him, and he can be regarded as his boss. It stands to reason that he only needs to arrange work for him, and there is no need to help him so wholeheartedly.

Secretary Chen winked at him, "Don't use honorifics to me, let's be more natural."

Xiao Cheng thanked you again and again, but at the end he couldn't help showing a smile, "Secret Chen has been a great help, otherwise I don't know what to do."

Secretary Chen patted him on the shoulder, "Just follow Mr. Bo, he will tell you."

Xiao Cheng is not a real assistant, so you can't really treat him as an assistant.

There is no conflict of interest between the two, and Xiao Cheng may even be her boss in the future, Secretary Chen is happy to help him a little.

Xiao Cheng sorted out the materials for Bai Yiheng according to what was written in Secretary Chen's notebook, and made him a cup of coffee.

Bai Yiheng looked up and saw him coming in with coffee, and couldn't help laughing.

"How do you feel?" He let go of the mouse, stretched his waist, and looked at Xiao Cheng with a natural attitude, "Young master Xiao should have never done these things before, right?"

Xiao Cheng put down the coffee and said solemnly, "Mr. Bai made a mistake. I'm not some young master Xiao. I'm your assistant."

Bai Yiheng: ...

"Okay." He picked up the coffee, raised his eyes and glanced at Xiao Cheng, with a faint smile in his eyes: "Xiao Tezhu."

The coffee in the mouth had a familiar smell, Bai Yiheng was stunned for a moment, "Secretary Chen told you?"

"Yeah." Xiao Cheng praised Secretary Chen again, so much that Bai Yiheng couldn't help but sigh.

"If Secretary Chen knows that you have such a good impression of her, I'm afraid she will wake up from a dream."

He joked a few words, then pushed a pile of documents beside the table, "I asked Secretary Chen to sort them out, you should take a look at these documents first."

Xiao Cheng's desk is in Bai Yiheng's office, and the word "relationship household" is written on his face.

When he joined the job, I don't know how many people secretly discussed his identity.

Xiao Cheng was not recruited through the normal process. When he was brought by Bai Yiheng, everyone knew that there was an extra special assistant. Before that, there was no rumor at all.

After Xiao Cheng filled out the information on the personnel side, the well-informed people immediately knew that he was just a freshman, and the major he studied had nothing to do with the job he was going to do.

It's hard not to think too much about it.

Although the chairman of the company is also surnamed Xiao, everyone did not connect Xiao Cheng with Xiao Yu.

Because Xiao Cheng was very low-key, he didn't have the temper of a rich young master, and his attitude towards Secretary Chen was very respectful, which was far from the image of the prince that everyone thought of.

Those who have met him so far do not know him, and those who know him are not interested in him, and have not met him yet, so everyone's rumors are becoming more and more unreliable.

Some people even guessed that he was Bai Yiheng's young lover.

Xiao Cheng knew nothing about these rumors, he was still looking at the document Bai Yiheng gave him.

Some of these documents are planning documents for some of the more important projects of the company in the past few years, and some are planning proposals that have not passed the review.

"You read it first, and then write a report to me." Speaking of business, Bai Yiheng's face became serious, and he reminded Xiao Cheng: "Analyze why some planning cases can be passed, while others cannot."

As a company's decision maker, one must see far from a high position.

Xiao Cheng knew this truth very well, and he read it very carefully, recording something in the blank notebook from time to time.

Bai Yiheng was originally worried that he would not be used to it, but Xiao Cheng looked at it seriously, he couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief, and his expression was a little relieved.

The two did not disturb each other until the screen of Xiao Cheng's phone suddenly lit up, and the alarm clock reminded him that it was already five o'clock in the afternoon.

Xiao Cheng put down the pen in his hand, walked quickly to Bai Yiheng's side, and reminded in a low voice:

"Boss, you will attend the birthday dinner of Mr. Shao Jun, chairman of the Shaw Group, at seven o'clock in the evening."

Bai Yiheng rubbed his swollen head with one hand, and picked up the phone next to him with the other. It was five o'clock.

He stood up: "Then let's go."

In the past, on such occasions, Bai Yiheng's female companions were Secretary Chen, but this time he wanted to take Xiao Cheng with him.

This made some people confirm the guess in their hearts, and when they looked at Xiao Cheng, they also looked at Xiao Cheng carefully.

It took a lot of time to do the styling, because there are media reporters on the scene, so we can't be sloppy at all.

Xiao Cheng couldn't hold Bai Yiheng's arm like Secretary Chen did. He was half a step behind and followed Bai Yiheng, listening to him greet people.

Someone who didn't know Xiao Cheng asked, "Boss, this is..."

"My assistant." Bai Yiheng didn't explain much.

The man didn't show any strange expression, but smiled and nodded at Xiao Cheng.

Xiao Cheng turned around, and Bai Yiheng whispered in his ear: "The person who asked you who you were just now, don't get in touch with him too much, and don't eat anything he gave you."

Xiao Cheng was startled and looked up at him.

Bai Yiheng's expression was natural, and his voice was even gentle when he spoke, "He likes young and beautiful boys the most, and he has some special hobbies."

Xiao Cheng faintly understood, and only then did he vaguely realize that Bai Yiheng probably didn't like that person very much.

He heard Bai Yiheng chatting with someone just now, but he didn't notice it at all.

If Bai Yiheng didn't say anything now, Xiao Cheng might think that the man was Bai Yiheng's friend.

Xiao Cheng straightened his back even more, "Don't worry, Mr. Bai."

Bai Yiheng was already teaching him, but he didn't realize it until now.

Bai Yiheng smiled lightly, "Don't be too nervous, just be more vigilant, you don't have to follow me all the time, go and sit over there."

After Xiao Cheng took over the Xiao family's property, these people would know his identity sooner or later, and there was no need to introduce him too much.

Bai Yiheng led him around, just wanting to tell him, no matter when, don't easily expose your true inner thoughts to others.

Xiao Cheng listened to his words and found a seat to sit down. On the contrary, as an assistant, he was more relaxed than the boss. He listened to music while eating, and it was really pleasant.

Until suddenly someone stood behind him, with his hands on the backrest beside him, "You're here too."

Xiao Cheng was startled suddenly, he opened his eyes wide and looked back, only to find that he was still an acquaintance.

It's Jiang Ying.

The author has something to say: Jiang Ying: It's me, it's me!You will understand when you see me, what am I going to do?Make trouble!