I take paranoia as a victim

Luo Jingshu pressed his back against the cold wall. If he didn't do this, he was afraid that he would not even have the strength to stand upright.

The indifference and disregard for Xiao Cheng in the past was like a sharp thorn in his heart.

Luo Jingshu didn't dare to think, if Xiao Cheng felt so uncomfortable last time, then who was by his side?

Seeing that he didn't speak, Xie Zhao sneered again, "If you really like Xiao Cheng, then stop pestering him."

Luo Jingshu recovered from the messy memories, he stood up straight, without losing any momentum.

All the guilt and regret were for Xiao Cheng, Luo Jingshu didn't want to show his embarrassment in front of his rival.

"I'm sorry Brother Cheng, I will make up for it one by one, and pray for his forgiveness."

His voice was a little deeper, "But Xie Zhao, don't try to get Brother Cheng's attention."

Xie Zhao knew that he couldn't make sense with Luo Jingshu, this person himself was paranoid and stubborn, and he wouldn't let go of his mouth when he was sure.

Even Xiao Cheng couldn't do anything about him, and Xie Zhao couldn't do anything about it.

"You can do it yourself." Xie Zhao left this sentence, and when he turned to enter the room, he suddenly added: "If you want to know what happened last time, you can ask Jiang Zihe."

In fact, Xie Zhao didn't know much. Last time, Jiang Zihe just mentioned something casually, and then ignored him.

Probably Jiang Zihe also saw that Xiao Cheng was not interested in him. After going back that day, Jiang Zihe apologized to him, saying that there was no way to hold the red line, and he had to return the ticket to him.

Instead, Xie Zhao comforted him. To be honest, Xiao Cheng's attitude was within his expectations.

From the very beginning, Xiao Cheng never gave him a chance.

Thinking of this, Xie Zhao felt a sense of loss in his heart.

No matter how fierce he is in front of Luo Jingshu, it can't change the fact that Xiao Cheng likes Luo Jingshu.

Xie Zhao is a person who is very open-minded most of the time, but only in this matter, he has a feeling of jealousy.

How could Luo Jingshu be so playful about feelings, yet still be liked by Xiao Cheng? He has liked Xiao Cheng since he was a child, but the young man never gave him a chance?

Is love really about first come first served?

Xie Zhao pursed his lips, and when his eyes met Xiao Cheng's reddish eyes, his dissatisfaction turned into a deep sigh.

Forget it, if it is true that everyone can get what they want, there won't be so many people in the world who can't get what they want.

Xiao Cheng rubbed his sore eyes, staring at the phone for too long just now, his eye sockets were dry.

He didn't realize that his eyes were flushed, it looked like he was in severe pain, he was wronged alone, and he seemed so lost and sad that he licked his wounds silently.

No matter what the situation is, it can turn Xie Zhao's unwillingness into deep distress.

He sat down beside Xiao Cheng, "Does your stomach still hurt?"

Xiao Cheng subconsciously pressed his hand on his stomach, rubbed the muscle with his fingertips, "It doesn't hurt much anymore."

It's just that the uncomfortable feeling still remained in his body, Xiao Cheng was emotionally listless, and his fingertips slid back and forth on the screen of the phone.

Bai Yiheng asked him why he hadn't gone back just now, Xiao Cheng hesitated whether to tell him what happened to him in the hospital, and always felt it would be a bit embarrassing to tell him.

Probably because he hasn't replied to the message for too long, Bai Yiheng left him a message and said: [Send me a message after eating, and I'll pick you up. 】

When Xiao Cheng left, he told him that it was a dinner with friends, because he went to work with Bai Yiheng every day, and he could take Bai Yiheng's car, but Xiao Cheng didn't drive over by himself.

In fact, when he left more than two hours ago, Bai Yiheng offered to take him to a hot pot restaurant.

Xiao Cheng didn't want Bai Yiheng to know that he was going to see Luo Jingshu, because if Bai Yiheng knew, Xiao Yu might know.

Xiao Cheng didn't want his family to worry about him.

Although he knew in his heart that Bai Yiheng was not a talkative person, Xiao Cheng still felt awkward.

In the end, he might still have to trouble Bai Yiheng.

Xiao Cheng replied to Bai Yiheng: [Actually, I am in the hospital. 】

He briefly talked about his allergies, then looked up again, and saw that more than half of the potion had been lost.

【Bai Yiheng: I'll pick you up. 】

Xiao Cheng put away his phone, wiped his face, and accidentally pulled the hand on the drip, blood flowed down the needle into the infusion tube, startling Xie Zhao next to him.

"You don't move."

Xiao Cheng asked him: "Why is the senior in the hospital?"

Xie Zhao didn't look like he was sick, his complexion was quite normal, and his voice was full of energy when he spoke.

"Too much pressure, a little insomnia." Xie Zhao didn't say much, and then asked him: "You and Luo Jingshu..."

How could it be Luo Jingshu who sent Xiao Cheng to the hospital?

Xiao Cheng remembered that he still didn't know what happened to him being drugged a few days ago.

It's even harder for outsiders to know about such things, Xiao Cheng said vaguely: "He did me a favor a few days ago, so I treated him to a meal."

Seeing his delicate complexion, Xie Zhao knew that he probably didn't want to tell him the specific truth, so he didn't ask any further questions, and just said: "His complexion was not very good just now."

Xiao Cheng probably guessed what Xie Zhao said to Luo Jingshu, because of the awkward relationship between him and Xie Zhao, it was not suitable to talk about feelings.

Xie Zhao took the initiative to ask: "Will you be angry?"

"What?" Xiao Cheng didn't understand what he meant, why did he get angry again?

Xie Zhao looked at him steadily, "I scolded Luo Jingshu, will you be unhappy?"

Anyway, Luo Jingshu was once Xiao Cheng's favorite person, Xie Zhao is not sure whether Xiao Cheng still likes Luo Jingshu now, and whether he will feel distressed about him.

Xiao Cheng was stunned for a moment, then understood what he meant, and couldn't help but chuckled slightly, "Senior, would you be angry for an insignificant person?"

The footsteps at the door stopped suddenly, and the hem of the light gray coat appeared faintly, but no one was seen.

inconsequential people.

Xie Zhao tightened the corners of his lips, silently looked at the expression on Xiao Cheng's face, and finally came to a conclusion: Xiao Cheng was telling the truth.

"You don't like him anymore?"

Xiao Cheng felt that the infusion hand was a little cold, and couldn't help but retract his fingertips into the quilt.

"Who would like to be a bitch?"

Even if Luo Jingshu repeatedly assured that his current feelings for Xiao Cheng are true, the injury has already happened, and no matter how much it is mended, it will leave a scar.

Seeing that Xie Zhao seemed to want to say something else, Xiao Cheng suddenly realized that when he said such words in front of Xie Zhao, he always felt that he was implying something.

"Senior, you...you are not feeling well, so go back first."

Xie Zhao frowned: "Are you alone?"

Xiao Cheng said, "My friend is here to pick me up."

Xie Zhao was silent for a long time, he couldn't find a reason to stay, he just made the next best thing: "Then I'll leave when your friend comes."

As soon as the words were finished, Luo Jingshu's figure appeared at the door with a warm water bag in his hand.

"Brother Cheng, I bought a warm water bag." He handed it to Xiao Cheng, "Put it on your stomach, it will be more comfortable."

Although Xiao Cheng didn't like to see Luo Jingshu very much, he would not make trouble with his body. He reached out to take it, stuck the warm water bottle on his body, and couldn't help sighing comfortably.

Luo Jingshu took advantage of the opportunity and sat down on the other side, facing Xie Zhao, he raised his eyes and glanced at Xie Zhao, "Senior Xie's eyes are all black and blue, you haven't rested recently, okay?"

"If you don't go, go back and rest early."

Xie Zhao didn't believe that Luo Jingshu could tell that he hadn't rested well, even Xiao Cheng didn't see it just now.

He remembered that when he came in just now, Luo Jingshu was at the door, and he didn't know when he came back, maybe he heard what he and Xiao Cheng said at the door just now.

Xiao Cheng also had this intention, not that he wanted to stay with Luo Jingshu more than Xie Zhao.It was because he was unwilling to bother Xie Zhao. As for Luo Jingshu, no matter how much he tormented him, Xiao Cheng would not feel embarrassed.

He should.

Xie Zhao saw Xiao Cheng kept nodding beside him, so he sighed and said, "Alright then, I'll go first."

He glanced at Luo Jingshu, but the other party had already set his eyes on Xiao Cheng, and didn't even give him half a look.

Xie Zhao let out a breath, implying something: "Xiao Cheng, take care of yourself and call me if necessary."

Xiao Cheng blinked his eyes, "OK."

Only then did Xie Zhao feel better. He was still carrying a bag with several boxes of medicine in his hand. It seemed that he was really uncomfortable.

Xiao Cheng hesitated for a moment, and then said: "Senior, if you can't find someone to talk to, you can send me a message."

Xie Zhao helped him several times, but he didn't help the other party. Xiao Cheng still felt a little guilty.

Xie Zhao turned his head and smiled at him, the dull emotion in his eyes seemed to disappear all of a sudden, and there was a smile on the corners of his eyes and eyebrows, "Okay."

He never regretted liking Xiao Cheng, even if this person never responded to him from the beginning to the end, Xie Zhao still felt it was worth it.

Luo Jingshu stared at the interaction between the two with heavy eyes, kicked his long separated legs impatiently, moved his feet forward, and his expression was not very good-looking.

Of course, his displeasure was only aimed at Xie Zhao, Luo Jingshu dared not have any dissatisfaction with Xiao Cheng.

Xie Zhao left without looking back, Xiao Cheng looked at his back, and through the half-open door of the ward, he suddenly saw that someone seemed to be arguing not far away.

Xie Zhao didn't know whether it was intentional or unintentional just now, the door of the ward was not completely closed, and from Xiao Cheng's direction, he could see the corridor clearly.

He ate melons intently, because it was so boring.

During the infusion, I couldn't move my body, and my mobile phone was no fun. There was a person who didn't want to see sitting beside me, looking at him non-stop.

Luo Jingshu didn't hear the movement in the corridor, and took Xiao Cheng's concentration at the moment as his reluctance to leave Xie Zhao.

He pressed his cheek with the tip of his tongue, his jaw muscles tensed a bit, his expression was condensed, and his voice sank: "Will Bai Yiheng come to pick you up later?"

Xiao Cheng was still a little out of sorts, turned his head to look at him, his expression was slightly confused, his slightly parted lips were red and soft, "Huh?"

Luo Jingshu stared at his red eyes for a while, "Bai Yiheng."

He said, "Will he come to pick you up?"

Xiao Cheng wasn't sure if Luo Jingshu heard the conversation just now, he nodded, "Yes."

Bai Yiheng might already be on his way now.

Luo Jingshu licked his dry lips, and stared at Xiao Cheng unblinkingly with his dark eyes, "Brother Cheng, why didn't you tell me about your allergies last time?"

Xiao Cheng guessed that he was going to ask this, but the last experience was actually more difficult than this time, because Xiao Cheng didn't trust anyone at that time, and always felt that he was an outsider.Jiang Zihe helped him buy the medicine when he was unconscious in pain.

Looking back now, Xiao Cheng still thanked Jiang Zihe sincerely.

"It's not necessary." Xiao Cheng moved his body, covering the hot water bag with his fingers, his fingertips felt warm.

"At that time, I thought, well, I don't need to trouble you." Xiao Cheng explained.

He was really stupid at that time, he regarded Luo Jingshu as a treasure, he was already so uncomfortable that he wanted to cry, but he still kept it secret, not wanting Luo Jingshu to worry.

Thinking back now, Luo Jingshu might not be worried about him at all.

After thinking about it for a while, Luo Jingshu understood that it was because he once had Xiao Cheng's love that he felt even more sad at this moment.

Xiao Cheng has already seen it, anyway, the matter has long passed, no matter how unbearable it was at the time, it seems that it is no big deal now.

"Brother Cheng."

Luo Jingshu took a deep breath, he stood up suddenly, half-kneeled under Xiao Cheng's surprised gaze, and gently put his hand on the edge of the hospital bed.

"Brother Cheng, I'm just an asshole." That intensely beautiful face was full of regret and pain.

"You should hate me."

Xiao Cheng moved his lips and was about to say something when he suddenly saw a familiar figure appearing at the door.

It was Bai Yiheng.

The author has something to say: The Book of Luo Jing in the past: Nothing, an insignificant person

Xiao Cheng now: an irrelevant person

Cheng Cheng: Thank you, I am happy

Thank you for your concern. The heartache may be because I have been insomnia recently and haven't had a good rest. I may go to the hospital.The update promised today is also written, sorry everyone, I will try to make a chapter longer tomorrow!