I take paranoia as a victim

Neither of them expected that Bai Yiheng would come sooner or later, but they came at this time, and the expressions on their faces were a little dazed.

Bai Yiheng himself was surprised, and his forward steps stopped suddenly, with one hand still on the doorknob, "Did I come at the wrong time?"

Xiao Cheng really wanted to explain the scene in front of him, but he didn't know how to explain it. After all, even he himself didn't know why Luo Jingshu would suddenly make such a move.

"Mr. Bai."

Before Xiao Cheng finished speaking, Bai Yiheng laughed, stepped back half a step, and closed the door intimately.

At the same time, his voice rang in the ears of the two: "Talk first."

Xiao Cheng's ears were inexplicably hot, as if someone had broken through some shady scene, he pursed his lips, endured the anxiety in his heart, and looked at Luo Jingshu.

"what you up to?"

Luo Jingshu didn't feel the slightest bit of embarrassment about being knocked out of his distressed appearance, even when Bai Yiheng appeared at the door just now, his eyes still had a kind of impatience and repulsion, as if he disliked Bai Yiheng for being too redundant.

"Brother Cheng, I always did too many things that hurt you intentionally or unintentionally in the past, and it was because I was an asshole. No matter how much I apologize to you, I can't make up for the harm I did to you."

Xiao Cheng couldn't help covering the warm water bag attached to his body with his fingers. He had heard these words too many times, so he thought Luo Jingshu was telling the truth, but what's the use of apologizing?

He didn't know what else Luo Jingshu wanted to say, if the other party repeated these apologies over and over again, it would be a waste of each other's time.

Luo Jingshu took a deep breath, "If you are angry with me, just vent it on me, okay?"

Xiao Cheng glanced at him, "You want me to beat you up again?"

He is suffering now and has no intention of beating someone.What's more, Xiao Cheng is not the kind of person who likes to use violence to solve things. Who does Luo Jingshu think of him as?

Luo Jingshu licked his lips, his eyes showed some sincerity, "If you want to hit me, it's fine."

Xiao Cheng lacked interest, but he heard the person continue to say: "I mean, you can do to me what I did to you."

Seeing that his medicine was almost finished, Xiao Cheng couldn't help but feel a little impatient, his patience was almost exhausted by Luo Jingshu, "Don't play dumb with me, just speak up if you have something to say."

Before he left, he could give Luo Jingshu a chance to speak for the last few minutes.

Luo Jingshu looked up at him, the relationship between the two seemed to be completely reversed, he said: "I used to be an asshole, I didn't regard you as my boyfriend, I always felt that feelings could be played with."

He paused, and continued with Xiao Cheng's indifferent expression: "Now it's you who treat me like this, and I'll be your canary, okay?"

Xiao Cheng:? ? ?

"You have that serious illness."

He really wondered if Luo Jingshu had lost his mind.

But after saying this, Xiao Cheng suddenly reacted again, gnashing his teeth in his tone: "You used to treat me like a canary?!"

Feelings, he can't even be considered a human being in Luo Jingshu's place?

Luo Jingshu is really a dog!

Luo Jingshu didn't deny his words, the expression on his face became a little more forlorn, but his eyes became brighter and brighter, and his tone became a bit firm: "Brother Cheng, it's you who controls me in the palm of your hand." In the meantime, you can do whatever you want to me, and you can do whatever you want me to do for you."

It sounds like a good suggestion, provided that Xiao Cheng really has that hobby.

He endured and endured, but he still couldn't hold back and stretched out his hand from under the quilt, and slapped Luo Jingshu hard on the top of the head.

"You are really crazy."

How can someone be willing to degenerate and ask to be a canary for others, because he doesn't regard himself as a human being?

The vicious little wolf cub voluntarily turned himself into a domestic dog, put a collar around his neck, and handed over the rope to his master. Unfortunately, the young man was completely unmoved by his suggestion.

Luo Jingshu grabbed Xiao Cheng's hand and pressed it on the quilt.

Xiao Cheng thought he was dissatisfied with the way he patted his head just now and said: "This hand is still on the drip, be careful of bleeding. If you want to hit me, use the other hand."

Without waiting for Xiao Cheng to speak, he said anxiously, "If you find it inconvenient, then I'll change the direction."

Before Xiao Cheng refused, Luo Jingshu stood up abruptly, stepped to the other side, and knelt down beside Xiao Cheng again.

Xiao Cheng: ...

He didn't know what to say.

There are many slots and no mouths.

"You don't have to do these things anymore, we've broken up."

Usually, when Luo Jingshu heard these words, he would always have an expression of unwillingness or disappointment on his face, but this time, his expression was unusually calm, and he even nodded in agreement.

"Brother Cheng, you are right."

Xiao Cheng felt as if he had punched the cotton with his fist. The feeling of being out of control made him especially anxious. He couldn't help but move his body, frowning and looking at Luo Jingshu.

"Then what do you want to do?"

"People who have done wrong things are not qualified to ask for your forgiveness, let alone be your boyfriend."

Luo Jingshu's peach blossom eyes were reddish, but also a little gloomy: "I don't have the extravagant hope to be your boyfriend again, I just want to be your dog."

"Cough cough!" Xiao Cheng coughed heart-piercingly, his cheeks flushed immediately, and the hand that was administering the drip couldn't help but grasp the bed sheet under his hand, and the blood flowed back into the infusion tube again.

Luo Jingshu was startled, quickly pressed his hand, reached out to pat Xiao Cheng's back, and helped him relieve his discomfort.

Xiao Cheng pushed his hand away forcefully, Luo Jingshu was careless for a moment, and the back of his hand smashed on the iron frame beside him, making a thumping sound, obviously it was not lightly smashed.

His expression didn't change at all, and he even patted Xiao Cheng's back with his hand in the next second, "Brother Cheng, it's okay, take it easy."

Tears flowed out of Xiao Cheng's cough, his face was completely flushed, the tip of his nose and eyebrows were all red, and there was an inconspicuous gleam at the corners of his eyes.

The instigator still looked innocent, as if he hadn't said anything just now.

Xiao Cheng tried his best to hold back the itching in his throat, and he didn't know how long it took before he finally stopped coughing.

"Are you crazy? Luo Jingshu!"

Is it still human?

what is his...

cough.

Xiao Cheng didn't even have the nerve to say that word.

God is sorry, he is a simple and honest person, and he has never seen such a scene.

Luo Jingshu didn't think there was anything wrong with what he said just now, he had seen a lot in his last life.There are always some rich people who have strange hobbies, and there are special clubs, and those who come out of sex in it, good ones can even say a little lover, and bad ones live worse than dogs.

In fact, he himself did not have such a habit, but he didn't know how to describe that relationship for a while, so he chose the most appropriate name he thought.

Xiao Cheng's eyes turned strange when he looked at him. It stands to reason that although Luo Jingshu had a bad life in the past, he wouldn't have developed such a strange habit, right?

Xiao Cheng used to think that Luo Jingshu was a scumbag and didn't take his feelings seriously, but now he knew that Luo Jingshu didn't take his feelings seriously, he didn't have a normal view of feelings at all.

"In your heart, can't it be two people who are in love?" Xiao Cheng couldn't hold back, and asked back through gritted teeth.

Either a canary or a dog, could it be that in his heart, being a human being is so difficult? ?

Luo Jingshu looked at him silently, Xiao Cheng's back was haired, and then he said in a low voice: "Am I someone in your heart?"

Makes sense.

This sentence stopped Xiao Cheng immediately.

He always felt that Luo Jingshu didn't do human affairs, and he did these things, but any normal person couldn't do it, so he didn't regard Luo Jingshu as a human being?

Xiao Cheng felt that his three views had been challenged, and he didn't know what to say.

The image of Luo Jingshu in his heart changed again and again, from a scumbag to a heartless brat, and then to an old pervert with heavy tastes and unique hobbies.

He couldn't help but tugged Luo Jingshu's face hard, but he didn't hold back his strength at all. Luo Jingshu's skin was white, and as soon as Xiao Cheng let go of his hand, the skin immediately turned red.

"Are you and Niannian really the same person?"

Did the boy he liked really exist?

Can a person really change so much?Or is it that he has never read Luo Jingshu clearly, and the previous years were all faked by the other party.

"Brother Cheng, if you like me in the past, I can continue to maintain that character."

It can't be said that Nian Nian is completely pretended by him, that is also part of Luo Jingshu's character.It's just that such a simple and harmless side accounts for too little of his true character.

"No need." Xiao Cheng looked up at the door, wondering if Bai Yiheng was still there, "I don't think so much now, just stay away from me."

Not only was he afraid of Luo Jingshu's entanglement, he was also afraid of this person's perverted personality.

"I don't want to be too far away from you." Luo Jingshu changed from half-kneeling to squatting, his upturned eyes looked more and more pitiful, "A dog can't be too far away from its owner."

I bother.

Xiao Cheng was confused by his anger, "I haven't agreed to let you be my dog ​​yet, you are at most a stray dog, why are you clinging to me?"

Luo Jingshu blinked, "Then I'll be more obedient, will you adopt me?"

Xiao Cheng felt that his stomach, which had finally been relieved, began to ache again, and it seemed that it was just his illusion. What was churning in his stomach was not pain, but suffocation and discomfort.

"Be normal."

He rubbed his stomach, "Get out of my way now."

Luo Jingshu caught a glimpse of his movements, and the expression in his eyes became more and more disappointed, mixed with deep regret and heartache.

"I'm sorry, Brother Cheng. It's all because I didn't care about you before. I didn't know that you would have a stomachache after eating crayfish."

He still cared too little about Xiao Cheng, and he didn't know Xiao Cheng's preferences until now, but if he put more thought into it, what happened tonight would not happen.

Luo Jingshu was annoyed and regretted, and began to beg Xiao Cheng's forgiveness: "I did something wrong, please punish me."

Xiao Cheng was afraid of his nonsense, he finally found out that compared to Luo Jingshu's entanglement and ruthlessness, he was more afraid that this person would go crazy anytime and anywhere and say something he couldn't accept.

"If you don't leave, I will really beat you."

Xiao Cheng endured it, and seeing that the medicine was almost finished, he pressed the button beside the bed and waited for the nurse to pull out the needle for him.

"You know, I hate eating green onions the most, and I would feel sick when I smell it." Luo Jingshu suggested to him, "Why don't you punish me for eating chopped green onions."

Xiao Cheng lifted the quilt and sat by the bed, Luo Jingshu squatted at his feet, looking up at him, with no sign of lying on his face.

He was really going to do it.

Xiao Cheng got a headache, "If you have a tendency to abuse yourself, go find someone who has the same hobby as you, and don't bother me."

"Brother Cheng..."

Xiao Cheng didn't listen to him, and called out to the door: "Mr. Bai."

He was actually not sure if Bai Yiheng was still at the door, but with the character of the other party, he probably wouldn't go too far.

Sure enough, within a few seconds, a tall man appeared at the door.

"Xiao Cheng."

While talking, Bai Yiheng put his eyes on Luo Jingshu, the curiosity from just now disappeared, and he looked a little more, "Are you ready to leave?"

He didn't ask much about the matter between Xiao Cheng and Luo Jingshu.

"Wait for the nurse to come and remove the needle, and then you can go."

Xiao Cheng rubbed his swollen temples, originally wanted to say something, but thought of Bai Yiheng's presence, he couldn't say anything.

He was especially afraid of Luo Jingshu talking nonsense in front of Bai Yiheng. Luo Jingshu was not afraid of shame, but he was afraid that Bai Yiheng would think too much.

Xiao Cheng still has to face.

Fortunately, Luo Jingshu didn't say anything, he just saw that Xiao Cheng seemed to want to bend over to put on his shoes, so he took a quick step and grabbed Xiao Cheng's ankle, "I'll do it."

Xiao Cheng gritted his teeth, the needle in his hand hadn't been taken yet, it was indeed inconvenient to bend over, and it was impossible for him to ask Bai Yiheng to help, after much deliberation, Luo Jingshu became the best candidate.

The thin ankle was held in the palm of the hand, and the man was still holding his shoes, and gently helped him put the shoes on his feet.

Bai Yiheng stood aside and watched silently, the ward became quiet, and no one spoke.

The awkward feeling in Xiao Cheng's heart came again. It would be fine if only he and Luo Jingshu were there, he wouldn't feel it was too much to toss Luo Jingshu casually, but Xiao Cheng felt something was wrong when Bai Yiheng was watching from the side.

Luo Jingshu not only helped him put on his shoes, but also arranged Xiao Cheng's trouser legs and socks. Xiao Cheng looked down and found that Luo Jingshu's hands were covered with dust from the soles of his shoes.

He shrank his feet back subconsciously, "Don't touch me."

Luo Jingshu looked up at him, the corners of his lips were straightened, and there seemed to be a little injury in his eyes.

Xiao Cheng didn't mean anything else, he just felt that Luo Jingshu's hands were not clean, and it would be unhygienic to rub dust on his pants.

Although the dust was also from his shoes.

Xiao Cheng showed his dislike clearly.

As long as Luo Jingshu thinks that the person in front of him was willing to half-kneel in front of him to wipe the dirt off his legs.Looking at Xiao Cheng's repulsion and dislike for him now, his heart felt as if he had been stabbed twice by a sharp knife, his flesh was bloody.

"Brother Cheng."

This sound was very soft, but the tone was deep, with imperceptible prayers.

Xiao Cheng didn't speak, he stomped his feet on the ground, and didn't even give Luo Jingshu a look.

The nurse came in to remove the needle for Xiao Cheng, and gave him a cotton swab to press the hole of the needle.

"Let's go." Xiao Cheng stood up.

Bai Yiheng reached out and took Xiao Cheng's coat that was placed beside the bed, "Put the coat on."

Xiao Cheng didn't feel it when he was lying in bed just now, but when he stood up now, the cold air outside suddenly made him shiver.

His hands are not wide enough, and he didn't dare to take the cotton swab with the eye of the needle, so he could only look at Bai Yiheng helplessly, more specifically, he should be looking at the coat in his hand.

Bai Yiheng couldn't help laughing, and felt more and more that Xiao Cheng like this was like a harmless kitten, pitiful to look at, but people couldn't help but want to tease him.

"The swab can be thrown away."

"It won't bleed, will it?"

Xiao Cheng has been in good health since he was a child, and he rarely even had an injection, let alone an infusion. He was inexplicably nervous, afraid that he would see a blood spot as soon as he let go.

"No." Bai Yiheng shook the coat in his hands, and his voice was a little softer than before, "Throw away the cotton swab and put on the coat."

Xiao Cheng decided to trust Bai Yiheng, and after taking away the cotton swab, he realized that the needle hole in his hand had already stopped bleeding, only a little blood remained on the cotton swab, which was negligible.

"cough."

He blushed inexplicably, feeling like a child for such an adult, "Actually, I know it won't bleed."

Bai Yiheng still had a smile in his eyes, "Okay."

Xiao Cheng wanted to take the coat, but Bai Yiheng didn't let go, and simply said: "Put it on."

Luo Jingshu didn't know when he stood up, and looked at the two with deep eyes, as if he wanted to replace Bai Yiheng.

Xiao Cheng rubbed the tip of his nose, feeling that the hands he had managed to warm up were a little cold again, and he didn't care who was holding the coat, so he stretched his arm in two times.

The warm water bottle bought by Luo Jingshu was still on the bed, Xiao Cheng glanced back, he didn't feel reluctant to part with it because Luo Jingshu bought it, but thought the warm water bag was quite useful.

Forget it, we are not short of that little money, let's go back and buy one ourselves.

Thinking of this, Xiao Cheng gathered his clothes, "Mr. Bai, let's go."

Bai Yiheng waited for him for so long at night, Xiao Cheng couldn't help feeling a little guilty.

Bai Yiheng glanced at Luo Jingshu, and felt that this person looked like an abandoned son of a bitch. The corners of his lips curled faintly, and he replied to Xiao Cheng: "Yes."

Luo Jingshu wanted to grab Xiao Cheng's wrist, but was afraid of being thrown away by him again, so he lowered his voice and called, "Brother Cheng."

Xiao Cheng didn't turn his head back, "I'll pretend I didn't hear what you said today."

Luo Jingshu must have lost his mind.

Is he like that?

Luo Jingshu bit the soft flesh on his cheek, the pain made his thinking clearer, "I'm telling the truth, Brother Cheng, think about it."

"Don't think about it." Xiao Cheng paused, his voice lowered a bit, and he was quite angry: "I don't have that kind of habit."

After he finished speaking, he walked up to Bai Yiheng, "Mr. Bai, let's go."

The two walked forward shoulder to shoulder, leaving only Luo Jingshu a pair of backs.

Looking at the two figures, one tall and one short, Luo Jingshu almost gritted his teeth, the muscles on his cheeks tensed, and he took a deep breath until the faint smell of blood appeared in his mouth.

He won't give up.

Even if he is stalking and lowering his attitude to the dust, he will still save Xiao Cheng.

There was only one person he liked, so much that he could never lose Xiao Cheng, and he would never let Xiao Cheng go.

-

Bai Yiheng drove here by himself, and he opened the co-pilot's door, but Xiao Cheng didn't refuse.

"Is your body still uncomfortable?"

Xiao Cheng shook his head, probably because something unpleasant happened in the hospital just now, his expression was listless, and his voice was weak.

"It's not hard."

Bai Yiheng started the car, probably after taking a shower after returning home. He was not wearing the suit he wore during the day, but a casual overcoat with a black shirt inside.

His hands are large, with distinct phalanges, and a layer of blue blood vessels protruding from the back of his hands. When he rests on the steering wheel, he wears a watch on the exposed wrist.

Xiao Cheng squinted his eyes and saw the time clearly.

It's 11:30 in the evening.

"Mr. Bai." Xiao Cheng moved his body and found a comfortable position, "Don't you ask me what happened today?"

He met his ex-boyfriend again, and when Bai Yiheng came, their posture was even a bit weird.

Bai Yiheng's face was hidden in the darkness, Xiao Cheng couldn't see the expression on his face clearly, so he couldn't help but get closer.

While waiting for the traffic light, Bai Yiheng turned his head and glanced at him, "Is this something I should care about?"

If Xiao Cheng didn't want to talk, he insisted on asking, which would only annoy Xiao Cheng.

If Xiao Cheng wanted to say something, he would tell him, there was no need for Bai Yiheng to ask.

Xiao Cheng licked the corners of his dry lips, "I just went to thank him."

As for what to thank him for, Bai Yiheng knew it well.

He smiled at Xiao Cheng, and said in a gentle tone, "You are already an adult, you can freely control your own time, and you don't need to report to me."

Bai Yiheng said, paused for a moment, and said: "Don't worry about me making a small report with your father."

Xiao Cheng's small thoughts were punctured by Bai Yiheng, and he felt a little embarrassed. He rubbed his face, "Um..."

Bai Yiheng's expression was quite normal, "It's nothing, it's normal to fall in love."

"I didn't fall in love with him." Xiao Cheng retorted subconsciously, "I won't get back together with him."

As for Luo Jingshu's proposal, what to be his dog, well, of course, that's even more impossible.

Bai Yiheng's gaze was quite meaningful, his eyes hidden in the darkness were deep and gloomy.

"Don't like him anymore?"

He asked casually, like a chat between friends.

Xiao Cheng hummed, and couldn't help complaining, "He's out of his mind."

As long as he has a normal mind, he can't say that kind of thing.

Looks like something happened at the hospital tonight.

Bai Yiheng was thoughtful, and then asked: "Did he make you unhappy?"

Xiao Cheng didn't know whether he should tell Bai Yiheng this kind of thing, but Bai Yiheng took the initiative to ask, and he still replied: "He has a problem with his attitude towards feelings, he..."

Xiao Cheng hesitated for a moment, and said his opinion, "He doesn't have a normal view of feelings, he seems to think that two people in love are not equal."

Luo Jingshu used to treat him as a pastime when he was bored, as a funny canary, and now he wants to be Xiao Cheng's pet instead, but this is not a normal love relationship at all.

Bai Yiheng nodded, "Have you made it clear to him?"

This is the most difficult thing for Xiao Cheng, "I've told him many times, but he just doesn't listen."

At first I didn't believe it, but later I believed it, but I still didn't want to let go.

Xiao Cheng changed from bored at the beginning to numb now, he didn't know how to change Luo Jingshu's mind.

Since Luo Jingshu can't be changed, he can only change himself.

There is only one thing Xiao Cheng can do, reject Luo Jingshu.

Bai Yiheng was silent for a little longer this time, just when Xiao Cheng thought the topic was over, he suddenly said softly: "Then have you ever thought about how to change this situation?"

"I've said no many times."

Xiao Cheng had never experienced this kind of thing, and for some reason, he suddenly felt that Bai Yiheng might have a solution, so he turned his head and looked at him without blinking, "Does Mr. Bai have any good ideas?"

Bai Yiheng glanced at him indifferently, with a faint smile on his handsome and mature face: "Have you ever thought about finding another boyfriend?"

Xiao Cheng: "Huh?"

Bai Yiheng said: "Perhaps it's just because you've always been single that he feels that there is still a possibility of redemption."

Xiao Cheng blinked: "But I don't have anyone I like."

Where is he going to find a boyfriend?

Bai Yiheng grunted, "Emotions can also be cultivated, you can find someone you don't hate."

"Try to have a relationship with him."

Xiao Cheng frowned slightly, "This is not..."

Isn't this the whereabouts of a scumbag?

He doesn't like others, why should he fall in love with them?

Bai Yiheng said: "Not every couple is together because they like each other. There are also many people who just have a good impression of each other at the beginning. After getting along for a long time, they develop the psychology of liking."

"If you don't give it a try, how do you know you won't like each other?"

Xiao Cheng seemed a little convinced by him, "I don't seem to have a suitable partner around me."

Bai Yiheng tightened his fingers on the steering wheel, and was about to speak, when Xiao Cheng suddenly said: "Mr. Bai, you said that I will hire someone for money to pretend to be my boyfriend and deceive Luo Jingshu , is the possibility of success high?"

Bai Yiheng remained silent, and turned to look at Xiao Cheng.

The young man's eyes were shining, and he looked at him expectantly.

Bai Yiheng took a deep breath in his heart, "Xiao Cheng."

He said, "Haven't you considered the people around you?"

Xiao Cheng thought of Xie Zhao at that moment, and he frowned, "No, I know that the other party likes me, but I still use him to deceive Luo Jingshu, this kind of behavior is too scumbag."

Bai Yiheng: ...

"Who are you talking about?"

His tone was inexplicably cold, Xiao Cheng looked at his side face blankly, and said vaguely, "I'm a senior."

Bai Yiheng nodded, "Well, this kind of behavior is not good."

Xiao Cheng breathed a sigh of relief, "Yes, you also think..."

He was interrupted by Bai Yiheng before he finished speaking.

The man looked at him seriously, "So you change someone."

"Why don't you think about me?"

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