I take paranoia as a victim

Xiao Ziyue was talking, and suddenly found that her brother's expression was not quite right.

She glanced back again, and the twins didn't seem very happy, especially Xiao Yixi, whose pouting mouth could hang a bottle of oil.

Xiao Ziyue suddenly came to her senses, she couldn't talk about her brother's embarrassment in front of her younger brothers.

"Actually, it's nothing. You're just too tired. Brother, pay attention to your body."

Xiao Cheng suppressed the complicated thoughts in his heart, and smiled at Xiao Ziyue, "I'm fine."

He had always avoided mentioning the past in front of his family, because he had no memory of the past, and he was afraid that others would notice it.

But what Xiao Ziyue said just now suddenly gave Xiao Cheng inspiration. In fact, he doesn't have to avoid it completely, he can bring it up as a joke.

The atmosphere in the car became quiet, and Xiao Ziyue breathed a sigh of relief when he reached the door of the house.

"I'm going to ask someone to come out and move things." She hurried in.

Xiao Cheng opened the trunk, and the twins stood beside him at some point.

"Brother Cheng."

Xiao Yixi tentatively called him, seeing that there was no change in the expression on Xiao Cheng's face, he continued, "Did I go too far just now and made you angry?"

He actually knew that he had gone too far, Xiao Cheng glanced at him, "What do you want to say?"

After thinking all the way, Xiao Yixi's emotions have already stabilized. Although he is still very jealous in his heart, he will never question Xiao Cheng about this matter again.

"Don't be angry with me, if you don't like talking, I won't say those words in the future, and I won't ask who you have been in love with."

He apologized aggrievedly, his eyes were very red, as if he had been greatly wronged.

Xiao Yinan added, "We will abide by our law and order, just like Brother Cheng said before."

Xiao Cheng's heart moved, and he suddenly thought of being ignored by himself.From what the twins mean, it seems that this is not the first time they have confessed to him.

How had he coped with this situation before?

Xiao Cheng looked at them expressionlessly with a sullen face, and asked in a natural tone, "What did I say before?"

His tone was very flat, and there was no emotion in his eyes, as if he was just asking casually.

To the twins, it was more like Xiao Cheng was teaching them a lesson, asking them to repeat what he said before.

It's as if adults always ask the children to repeat the family rules before training them.

Knowingly, the two said honestly, "You said, we and you are just brothers, we are not qualified to control you, and we are not allowed to talk about liking in the future."

This is speaking for itself.

Xiao Cheng has no doubts.

"And then?" he asked again.

Xiao Yinan pursed his lips, and replied softly, "You also said, if you don't want to be a brother, don't get close to you."

It turned out that he was so ruthless as he said before.

Xiao Cheng finally knew where he was wrong. He shouldn't give the twins a good face.

When they met this morning, he shouldn't talk to these two people.

It was his attitude that gave the twins the illusion of a chance.

Xiao Cheng was annoyed in his heart, but the expression on his face was still calm, "So you guys still remember."

The two were stunned speechless by him.

"Brother Cheng, we will restrain ourselves, don't drive us away, okay?" Xiao Yinan's eyes turned red.

Xiao Yixi tugged at his sleeve cautiously, and added, "Don't miss our message for a year."

From what they said, Xiao Cheng probably guessed the way he handled it before. He had the bottom line in his heart, but his expression was still cold.

"Let's see how you perform."

Xiao Cheng thought for a while, then whispered, "I was joking when I spoke in the mall, and you should stop targeting Mr. Bai."

Even if Xiao Yixi was misled by his words just now, she has already come to her senses now, if Xiao Cheng likes Bai Yiheng's style, Luo Jingshu will not look like that.

So what Brother Cheng said at the beginning was true.

He just likes the kind of delicate and good-looking people.

Even if he changed from a straight man to a gay man, his ideal type has not changed, at most it has changed from a girl to a boy.

Although Xiao Yixi was rejected by him again, he was not as lost as before.

"Brother Cheng, we will restrain ourselves, and don't alienate us anymore."

Xiao Cheng was noncommittal, but when he thought of Luo Jingshu's words, he couldn't help reminding again, "Anyway, one thing is for sure."

The twins stared at him closely, with anticipation in their eyes.

Xiao Cheng broke their conjecture, "This matter must not be known by the fourth person."

According to Luo Jingshu, the two brothers didn't care about it, and in the end they even made He An angry.

Xiao Cheng doesn't want this kind of thing to happen again.

Maybe it was because he was too indifferent and refused too thoroughly before, so that the twins were stimulated, but they had nothing to worry about.

The most difficult thing for him to grasp now is the speed, which can neither make the twins feel hopeless, nor let them do whatever they want.

Xiao Cheng rubbed his temples, and suddenly felt that this was just catching them?

If you don't agree, you have to give some sweetness from time to time.

Too bad.

Amidst his irritability, Xiao Cheng even had an idea that it would be great if these two were not his real cousins, and he wouldn't have to work hard to maintain balance.

But if it was replaced by someone who was not related by blood, Xiao Cheng would have rejected it a long time ago.

If he still dared to pester him after being rejected, he would be able to beat them up without any scruples, and he wouldn't be as restrained as he is now.

Because something unpleasant happened on the way, the few people didn't go shopping for a long time, and it was only half an afternoon when they got home.

He An and Feng Yi hadn't seen each other for a long time, there was a lot of talking, and the living room still maintained the same appearance as when Xiao Cheng left.

"Cheng Cheng is back, why so fast?"

Xiao Cheng remembered Xiao Ziyue's words, so he rubbed his head in front of He An, "My head hurts."

He An really showed a worried look, "Why do you have a headache again, didn't you rest last night?"

Xiao Cheng sighed, his eyes drooped slightly, covering the expression in his eyes.

"I don't know, I've always been tired recently."

He pretended to be nonchalant and asked, "Mom, do you still have my previous medical report?"

"It was the report when I was unconscious last time."

When he mentioned the coma, He An immediately understood, "There are more."

She frowned, "You should go to the hospital for a detailed examination, is there something wrong with your body?"

Xiao Cheng followed her words and nodded, "I'll go when I'm free, can you show me the report?"

He An muttered, "Young people just don't pay attention to their health and always stay up late..."

Xiao Cheng knew who Xiao Ziyue learned those words from.

The medical examination report was placed in the study by He An.

Xiao Cheng has entered the study room twice since he thought he was wearing a book, and he didn't stay for a long time. This is the first time he has seriously looked at the layout of the study room.

When He An was looking for things, he carefully observed the things in the study.

The more you look at it, the more familiar it becomes.

But before he caught that flashing picture, he couldn't remember it.

Before, he thought it was the original owner's memory that was causing the trouble, but now Xiao Cheng understood that it was all his own memory, and he had personally experienced the incident.

Maybe he has entered this study countless times before, studying and reading in it, or chatting with Xiao Yu.

It's a pity he doesn't remember any of these.

Xiao Cheng felt melancholy and lost in his heart.

Before wearing the book, his parents died early, and he didn't feel much love from his family.After wearing the book, he finally had loving parents and a lovely sister, but he forgot all those precious memories.

It's as if I've been chasing something, and finally caught it in my hand, but slipped through my fingers the next second.

Xiao Cheng's desire to regain his memory is becoming more and more urgent. Maybe the breakthrough lies in Luo Jingshu and that apartment.

Xiao Cheng had always resisted taking Luo Jingshu to the apartment because he didn't want to recall his experience of licking Luo Jingshu's dog, and he didn't want Luo Jingshu to know what stupid things he had done.

But at this moment, Xiao Cheng suddenly felt relieved.

What a person has done will never disappear as he escapes, and it is never a shame to pursue someone he likes. He is aboveboard and has never done anything wrong to anyone.

Really speaking, it was Luo Jingshu who should be ashamed.

In the last life, he dismissed him, but in this life he refused to let go.

It's like a dog-blood drama at eight o'clock.

Xiao Cheng calmed down, he thought, these complicated and bloody feelings are nothing compared to the precious memories he lost.

He almost made the wrong choice again.

When Xiao Cheng was thinking, He An found the report from the drawer.

"it's here."

She handed the report to Xiao Cheng, "The result of the examination at the time was that you were too tired, but there was nothing wrong with your body function."

Xiao Cheng was alive and kicking the next day, but He An didn't take it seriously at that time.

"I knew I should let you check it carefully."

Xiao Cheng was said to be a little guilty by her.

Because he remembered that when he woke up the next day, he mistakenly thought that he had just come in through a book, and he was afraid that something was wrong if he was checked out, so he was especially repulsed by the hospital.

He An actually mentioned asking him to have a detailed physical examination, but he didn't want to and fooled it.

He An touched his forehead and said worriedly, "Are you still uncomfortable now?"

"One thing, maybe I'm too tired." Xiao Cheng grasped the paper report in his hand, and his voice was muffled when he spoke.

He An didn't feel relieved, "Aren't you happy going out shopping today?"

The door of the study was closed tightly, and the mother and son could finally have a heart-to-heart talk.

"No." Xiao Cheng didn't know how He An could tell, he was clearly smiling when he entered the door just now.

"Did you quarrel with Xiaoxi and Xiaonan?" He An's voice was slow and gentle, "When you come down for lunch, you always avoid their sight."

Although He An didn't know what happened, he was keenly aware that his son was uncomfortable.

Although she likes the twins, in the mother's heart, no one can surpass her own children.

"Something happened." Xiao Cheng's heart tightened, not knowing how much He An had discovered.

"Mom, no matter what happens one day, I hope you can listen to my explanation first, okay?" He looked at He An stubbornly with red eyes.

Xiao Cheng said that not only the twins had feelings for him, but also his memory loss and the secret of transmigrating books.

After all, what he fears most is losing the trust of his family.

Fear of losing the warmth and love I have now.

He An reached out and hugged his son, "Of course, I am your mother, and I will always favor you. Cheng Cheng, you should try to trust your mother more."

Xiao Cheng had a sore nose, and tears flowed down his face.

He quickly wiped away the tears on his face, and buried his head on his mother's neck, so that she would not see him in distress.

He An patted him on the shoulder, soothing him gently, "It's okay, don't be afraid."

Her reassurance gave Xiao Cheng a kind of strength, making Xiao Cheng finally determined to solve this matter.

But before that, there was a little episode.

After reading the report, Xiao Cheng found no useful information.

He thought for a while, and then sent another message to Luo Jingshu, asking when he would spare some time to come back to the apartment together.

There will be a period of time after the year before returning to school. If there is no accident, Xiao Cheng will follow Bai Yiheng back to City A.

If possible, he hoped the matter could be settled before then.

Both he and Luo Jingshu need such an opportunity.

A chance to talk it all out.

Luo Jingshu replied quickly, and made an appointment with Xiao Cheng to enter the apartment again.

But he said another thing, Brother Cheng, I will take care of the twins for you for the time being.

Xiao Cheng holds the mobile phone in one hand, and holds a cup of water in the other.After the water was full to the mouth of the cup, it flowed down again. After feeling the temperature of the hot water with his fingertips, he suddenly came back to his senses.

Xiao Cheng, what did you do?

Luo Jingshu sent them a few photos.

Xiao Cheng can probably guess what it is, Luo Jing Shufa must be something that the twins don't want others to know.

He originally wanted to ask, how did you know, but felt that this sentence seemed redundant.

After much deliberation, Xiao Cheng only asked one question, won't it hurt my family?

Luo Jingshu will not.

Xiao Cheng felt relieved, Luo Jingshu should not deceive him on this matter, he replied.

The conversation should have stopped here, but before Xiao Cheng put away his phone, he received the latest news from Luo Jingshu.

If the twins get into trouble, Luo Jingshu will deal with me.

Brother Cheng, who will you help?