I take paranoia as a victim

Xiao Cheng wanted to pretend he didn't see it, but after thinking about it, he couldn't help but reply.

What do you think?

Didn't Luo Jingshu ask this question knowingly?

He put away his phone, and didn't pay attention to Luo Jingshu's reply.

Xiao Cheng didn't know what Luo Jingshu sent the two brothers, but they were obviously much more honest.

At dinner time, she finally stopped pestering him, and didn't even fight for a seat next to him.It's just that Xiao Yixi has been looking at him with a kind of resentful gaze, which makes Xiao Cheng's back feel hairy.

He An seemed to have sensed the strange atmosphere between them, so he changed the topic several times to prevent the twins from paying too much attention to Xiao Cheng.

The room that He An arranged for the twins was next to Xiao Cheng's room. Xiao Cheng was worried about their petty tricks at first, but seeing that the two finally settled down, he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

Who knew that it was too early for him to breathe a sigh of relief.

Xiao Cheng had just finished washing and was wiping his hair with a towel when someone knocked on the door.

He casually threw the towel aside, his wet hair was still dripping, Xiao Cheng pushed it back again.

He opened the door, and the person standing outside was indeed Xiao Yixi.

Xiao Cheng didn't let go of the doorknob, he blocked the crack of the door, looked at the person at the door and frowned, "Is there something wrong?"

"Brother Cheng, I have something to say to you, can I come in?"

Xiao Yixi changed into a suit of clothes, wrapped in a very long windbreaker, he covered his neckline with his hands, and under Xiao Cheng's gaze, his fingers grasped his clothes tightly.

Xiao Cheng looked him up and down suspiciously, "Let's talk tomorrow if you have anything to say, I'm a little sleepy."

He intuited that it was not a good thing for Xiao Yixi to appear at his door at night.

"I want to tell you now, you will definitely avoid me tomorrow." Xiao Yixi sniffed, trying to make her expression appear sincere.

After a whole day of probing, Xiao Yixi probably also knew that Xiao Cheng would not be firm, and it was useless to act coquettish or pitiful with him.

He put one hand against the door, "Brother Cheng, I really just leave after saying a few words."

Xiao Cheng didn't want him to go in very much, "What do you want to say, just say it here."

Xiao Yixi glanced back, the corridor was empty, there was no third person except him and Xiao Cheng.

"Are you sure you want to say it here? Xiao Ziyue's room is also on this floor, besides, there will be people passing by here at any time, in case someone overhears..."

Except for Xiao Ziyue, the only ones who will appear in the corridor at this time are the servants at home.

Xiao Cheng hesitated for a while, he was afraid that Xiao Yixi would say something that could not be heard by the third person, so he had to let the other person into the room.

As soon as Xiao Yixi came in, he breathed a sigh of relief. He looked at Xiao Cheng's room and complained, "Brother Cheng, you never let me into your room before."

Xiao Cheng frowned, "I don't really want you to come in now."

He picked up the towel from the sofa and continued to wipe his hair. The hanging hair blocked part of his vision, and Xiao Cheng vaguely saw what Xiao Yixi seemed to have done.

But when he took a closer look, the man just stood there and looked around.

Xiao Cheng glanced at him, didn't pay attention, hung the towel back in the bathroom, and took the hair dryer from the cabinet.

When he returned to the room, Xiao Yixi was buttoning up his clothes in a panic.

No, not necessarily.

This action is also a bit like unbuttoning the clothes.

Xiao Cheng stopped abruptly, looked at Xiao Yixi with a delicate expression, neither of them spoke.

Xiao Yixi looked at him with wide eyes, his fingers were almost stiff, and after about ten seconds, he smiled and lowered his hands.

"Brother Cheng, do you want to blow dry your hair?"

Asked nonsense.

Xiao Cheng clenched the hair dryer in his hand, wondering if he should go there, "What are you doing?"

Fortunately, he came out early.

Xiao Cheng originally wanted to dry his hair in the bathroom, but he was worried about Xiao Yixi in the room, so he came out with the hair dryer, and he caught him.

He knew that Xiao Yixi had no good intentions when he knocked on the door at night.

Xiao Yixi undid two buttons of the coat on his body, revealing a soft and fair skin. He looked down at his neckline, "I... a little hot?"

Xiao Cheng simply put the hair dryer on the table and didn't even blow his hair. He sat down on the sofa and looked at him expressionlessly, "What do you want to say, just say it."

Xiao Yixi dodged his eyes and said after a while: "Brother Cheng, your ex-boyfriend is not a good thing."

Xiao Cheng raised his eyebrows, but said nothing.

Xiao Yixi became angrier as he spoke, and took two steps closer to Xiao Cheng, "You don't even know what he did, he threatened us."

"He forced us to stay away from you, or else..."

The rest of the words stuck in his throat.

Xiao Yixi looked at Xiao Cheng with a guilty conscience, and found that the young man seemed to have known about this for a long time, and there was no trace of doubt or curiosity in his eyes.

"Anyway, he is not a good person." Xiao Yixi concluded.

Xiao Cheng hummed, expressing his affirmation of his words.

"If he was a good guy, he wouldn't be my ex-boyfriend."

He puts the accent on the first word.

Xiao Yixi didn't know how to refute for a while, but after thinking about it carefully, what Xiao Cheng said seemed to be correct.

"So you broke up with him because you discovered his true face?"

Xiao Yixi took another two steps closer, acting cautiously, as if he was afraid that Xiao Cheng would drive him away.

In this regard, they are indeed no match for Luo Jingshu.

So far, only one name and his identity are known.

Ke Luo Jingshu did not know where they learned their little secret, and even had evidence.

God knows how angry Xiao Yixi was when he received the picture from Luo Jingshu.

What he regrets the most is that he didn't beat Luo Jingshu up in the shopping mall, even if it's embarrassing, it doesn't matter, at least it can relieve his anger.

"It's not something you should know." Xiao Cheng took his small movements into his eyes, and his two hanging thighs tensed a little, ready to avoid him at any time.

Xiao Yixi didn't notice Xiao Cheng's defense, he finally moved to Xiao Cheng's side, and sat down carefully.

"Brother Cheng, you don't like him now, do you?"

Xiao Cheng originally didn't want to answer his question, but Xiao Yixi had the attitude of swearing not to give up until he got the answer, so he simply laughed and asked, "Would you like a dead person?"

Xiao Yixi was stunned for two seconds before she realized, her joy could not be concealed: "You are right!"

Xiao Cheng was wearing pajamas with a loose neckline, the water droplets from his hair dripped on his collarbone, and then slowly flowed down his skin.

This scene was captured by Xiao Yixi's eyes, and he couldn't help but be a little crazy.

The reason why the twins like Xiao Cheng so much has something to do with Xiao Cheng's face.

But if Brother Fan Cheng wasn't so good-looking, they wouldn't have been greedy for him for so long. ...

"Brother Cheng." Xiao Yixi swallowed, and unconsciously tugged on her neckline, feeling a little hot.

"Actually, I have something else I want to tell you."

"Say it, leave as soon as you finish." Xiao Cheng bent down to pick up the kettle on the table, and poured himself a glass of water.

Xiao Yixi seemed to have misunderstood, and stretched out her hand, "Look at you, you are so polite, and you even pour me a glass of water."

Xiao Cheng: ...

He turned his head and glanced at Xiao Yixi, and was about to scold him for being shameless, but suddenly found something from the other's open neckline.

Xiao Cheng swore that he didn't do it on purpose, he just glanced casually, but didn't want to discover Xiao Yixi's little secret.

There was a shocked expression on his face, and then he suddenly realized, his expression was so entangled that he couldn't help frowning when he looked at Xiao Yixi.

"Brother Cheng, what's wrong with you?"

"Ah, it's okay." Xiao Cheng quickly withdrew his gaze, "It's normal for people to have small hobbies, it's nothing."

Xiao Yixi:? ?

He looked down at himself and suddenly understood.

"you saw it?"

Xiao Cheng was so embarrassed that he didn't know how to react, "I didn't see it."

However, Xiao Yixi quickly unbuttoned his few remaining buttons, and the scenery under the coat could no longer be hidden, and was exposed to the air.

He was wearing a suspender nightdress, which looked like a girl's style at first glance. Two thin suspenders hung on his shoulders, and a large area of ​​skin was exposed in front of Xiao Cheng's eyes.

"Brother Cheng, do you think I look good in this dress?"

Xiao Cheng was overwhelmed by his boldness and directness. It took several seconds before he realized and looked at him with wide eyes.

"It's not a question of whether it looks good or not."

Xiao Cheng stood up, turned his head and looked out the window, "If you have nothing to say, just go."

"Why don't you even look at me?" Xiao Yixi purposely went around in front of him, "I specially wore it for you to see."

Xiao Cheng couldn't bear it anymore, "Do you have to step on my bottom line?"

He really wanted to throw Xiao Yixi out.

"You don't like this?" Xiao Yixi was a little disappointed, she straightened her clothes, "Okay, then I won't wear it like this next time."

"There is no next time." Xiao Cheng waited for him to put on his clothes before looking into his eyes again: "Can't you be normal?"

Xiao Yixi nodded sullenly, before walking out of the room, she suddenly looked back at Xiao Cheng.

Xiao Cheng: "Do you have anything else to do?"

"Nothing."

Xiao Yixi withdrew his gaze, at that moment just now, he suddenly felt that this suit seemed to look better on Xiao Cheng.

Such a picture appeared in Xiao Yixi's mind, he quickly covered his nose, and he didn't recover for a long time.

He seems to have found the biggest problem.

Xiao Cheng was so annoyed by Xiao Yixi that he didn't even have the mood to blow his hair.

He suddenly felt that there was something wrong with his brain. He knew that Xiao Yixi couldn't do anything good, but he still wanted to let him in, but he was the one who got angry.

After all, he still underestimated Xiao Yixi's thick skin.

But then again, what exactly does Xiao Yixi want to do?

He said he wanted to tell him something, but he didn't say anything.

She said she wanted to show him the clothes she wore specially, but she was not obsessed with letting him see them.

Xiao Cheng even felt that if it hadn't been for...that he had accidentally discovered something was wrong, Xiao Yixi probably didn't intend to let him know.

So this person insisted on entering his room, what was on his mind?

Recalling Xiao Yixi's actions just now in Xiao Cheng's mind, he frowned and walked a few steps towards his bed.

Xiao Cheng remembered very clearly that before he took a bath, he had arranged the sheets and quilt neatly, but now, the quilt at the end of the bed was wrinkled, as if someone had sat there.

Combined with Xiao Yixi's frantic buttoning of his clothes just now.

Xiao Cheng was taken aback by his conjecture, what exactly did Xiao Yixi do?

He checked it carefully and found no other marks on his bed.

Maybe he was thinking too much.

-

Xiao Yixi came out of Xiao Cheng's room and went straight to Xiao Yinan's room.

Xiao Yinan was waiting for him, Xiao Yixi closed the door, and he asked: "How is it?"

"I'm going out, what else are you worried about?"

Xiao Yixi took out her mobile phone from her coat pocket and shook it in front of him.

Xiao Yinan breathed a sigh of relief, but after a while, he couldn't help frowning: "Don't you think this is too childish?"

Xiao Yixi took off the overcoat she was wearing, not caring that her brother saw her wearing a nightgown.

"What's the matter, who told him to mess with me?" Xiao Yixi took out the photo from the phone and handed it to Xiao Yinan.

"Look, do you have that feeling?" His tone was quite smug.

It was him himself in the photo. He was lying beside Xiao Cheng's bed, wearing a lady's nightgown, smiling at the camera.

"He definitely won't believe it." Xiao Yinan looked at it for a while, "Brother Cheng didn't even appear on camera."

"How dare I let Brother Cheng see it." Xiao Yixi stuck out her tongue, "You don't even know, but later Brother Cheng discovered the skirt I was wearing inside, and he looked at me like he was looking at a hooligan."

"He refused to let me get close to him."

Xiao Yinan couldn't help laughing, "Normal."

That's why he was willing to give this great opportunity to Xiao Yixi, because Xiao Yinan knew that Xiao Cheng would definitely not give him good looks.

"Am I not good-looking like this? Brother Cheng is not tempted." Xiao Yixi muttered a few words, with a tangled expression on his face again.He hesitated for a long time before whispering, "Brother, do you actually feel that maybe we went the wrong way at the beginning?"

"Huh?" Xiao Yinan replied while editing the picture.

Xiao Yixi tentatively said: "Have you ever thought that maybe Brother Cheng doesn't like us, not because of our looks and status. Do you think there is such a possibility that we got Brother Cheng's attributes wrong?"

Xiao Yinan suddenly looked up at him, frowning, "What?!"

"We always thought Brother Cheng was attacking, but..." Xiao Yixi hesitated, "What if he is receiving?"

"Then we didn't make a mistake from the beginning, of course Brother Cheng won't accept us."

Accepting and receiving are fruitless.

Xiao Yinan frowned, but did not answer.

Xiao Yixi asked him: "Just talk about Brother Cheng's ex-boyfriend, although he has a pretty face, but he feels like..."

Xiao Yixi didn't want to praise his rival in love, so he didn't finish his sentence, but it was enough for Xiao Yinan to understand what he meant.

The two looked at me and looked at you, with almost identical faces showing tangled expressions.

After a while, Xiao Yixi was the first to react, "Forget it, we will observe this matter later, have you sent out the photos yet?"

"Yeah." Xiao Yinan also came back to his senses, "It's done."

-

On the first night of the new year, Luo Jingshu received a photo from his rival in love.

He stared at the familiar room in the photo for a long time, and the wine glass in his hand became tighter and tighter.

After an unknown amount of time, there was a sudden bang in the room, a piece of glass was shattered, and even the wine in the glass was splashed everywhere.

Luo Jingshu stared fixedly at the phone screen, the lights in the room were not turned on, and in the faint light from the screen, he could vaguely see his red eye sockets.

"Brother Cheng..."

With trembling fingers, Luo Jingshu dialed the number of the person he was thinking about.

He leaned his head back on the sofa, stretched his legs, put his fingers on his forehead, and listened quietly to the beeping sound from the phone.

I don't know how long it took before the call was connected.

Xiao Cheng was about to fall asleep. He had a particularly fulfilling day. As soon as his head touched the pillow, he felt sleepy, and his eyelids could hardly be opened.

The phone kept vibrating, Xiao Cheng tried to open his eyes, but he didn't see who it was, and connected the call with a swipe of his finger.

He held his phone in one hand, his head resting on the soft pillow, his eyes still closed.

"Who is it?" The voice was full of sleepiness.

Listening to his voice, Luo Jingshu couldn't suppress the turbulent and intense emotion in his heart anymore, and he called out in a low voice: "Brother Cheng."

Xiao Cheng's brain was occupied by drowsiness, and he couldn't distinguish the voice of the person on the other end of the phone immediately, "What?"

He simply lifted the quilt and sat up. After being exposed to the cold air outside, his chaotic head finally became more awake.

Xiao Cheng took the phone away from his ear and finally saw the name on the screen clearly.

"Luo Jingshu? Why are you calling me at night?"

Xiao Cheng almost fell asleep, but was disturbed by someone, Luo Jingshu should really be thankful that he didn't wake up.

"Brother Cheng." Luo Jingshu didn't speak, but called him in a low voice, his voice was hoarse and low, and even his breathing was heavier than usual.

"What do you want to say?"

Xiao Cheng couldn't figure it out. If you have any questions, can't you leave a message on WeChat? Even if you call him tomorrow during the day.

What's more, after the call was connected, this person didn't say anything, and called him loudly as if urging his life, Xiao Cheng felt a sense of irritability in his heart.

"Just say something, I'll hang up if it's okay."

His tone was full of impatience, as if he was going to hang up the phone in the next second.

Luo Jingshu's tone was a little pleading, and Xiao Cheng seemed to hear a little crying.

"Brother Cheng, don't hang up!"

Probably because the atmosphere around him was too quiet, and today was another special day, so Xiao Cheng was a little more patient.

"what do you want to say in the end?"

Luo Jingshu moved his hand covering his eyes, his eyes were extremely red, and his voice was hoarse.

"Is there anyone with you?"

Xiao Cheng subconsciously turned his head and glanced at his side, then shuddered for no reason.

"It's late at night, are you telling me ghost stories?"

But after saying this, Xiao Cheng suddenly remembered something, "Did Xiao Yixi tell you something?"

Maybe it has something to do with Xiao Yixi's sneaky behavior tonight.

Luo Jingshu didn't admit it, but he didn't deny it either, he just said in a low voice: "Brother Cheng, I know you don't like me now, I'm still in the probationary period."

... "But you don't want to have other puppies, okay?"

Sometimes he really wanted to do something, leave his own mark on Xiao Cheng, and let everyone know that Xiao Cheng belonged to him.

Xiao Cheng really wanted to complain about him, not everyone has such a habit, at least before Luo Jingshu said this, Xiao Cheng never thought about that.

"No matter how obedient a dog is, it doesn't want its master to have someone competing with it." Luo Jingshu lowered his voice, this time Xiao Cheng heard clearly, he seemed to have really cried.

Why is a big boy crying so much?

The image of Luo Jingshu when his eyes were red came to Xiao Cheng's mind. He was leaning against the head of the bed with a cold and calm expression on his face.

Xiao Cheng wanted to ask Luo Jingshu if he had been drinking, but the other party's voice obviously sounded wrong.

But when he asked this question, as if he cared about Luo Jingshu, Xiao Cheng swallowed it back.

He sighed silently.

"But I never promised to raise you."

This sentence was very light, even the tone was calm, but Luo Jingshu suddenly increased his breathing and took a deep breath.

"Brother Cheng, don't..." He choked up.

Don't speak your mind.

He couldn't take it.

Xiao Cheng closed his eyes, and the drowsiness seemed to disappear in an instant. He was sure that he was awake.

"Luo Jingshu, stop wasting time on me."

It's rare for Xiao Cheng to be so gentle, even like a big brother comforting a child who is having a temper tantrum.

"You have the ability and wrist, and your looks and body are not bad. There are so many people who like you, why should you be obsessed with someone who doesn't like you?"

Luo Jingshu didn't know whether it was more painful to hear Xiao Cheng say that he didn't like him, or he couldn't accept Xiao Cheng's persuasion to like others.

It seemed that any one of them was enough to break him and drive him crazy.

"But I just like you, I only like you." Luo Jingshu cried quietly, but his voice became hoarse and trembling, mixed with a strong nasal voice.

"Brother Cheng, I only want you."

Don't want others.

Xiao Cheng was silent for a while, "Do you really like me?"

"Maybe you're just not reconciled."

Luo Jingshu quietly waited for him to finish, and then retorted in a low voice: "No."

He paused, his voice soft and gentle.

"It's not because I'm unwilling, but because I love you."

He can clearly distinguish his feelings, all his attachment to Xiao Cheng is not because he is unwilling, but because he loves Xiao Cheng.

When he just broke up, he made wrong choices because he didn't recognize his heart clearly. When he should apologize, he continued to stab Xiao Cheng with indifferent words.

If he was really just unwilling to be rejected by Xiao Cheng, he could use strong means to trap Xiao Cheng by his side, just like he thought at the beginning, to turn the young man into his canary completely.

Luo Jingshu probably won't learn to treat his relationship with Xiao Cheng equally.

Emotion is a process of checks and balances. In the past, he wanted to control Xiao Cheng, but now he is willing to put on shackles and be controlled by Xiao Cheng.

I just hope that Xiao Cheng can love him again.

How could he just watch Brother Cheng with someone else.

Luo Jingshu thought, he would never be able to stay away and let go as Xiao Cheng wanted.

"Brother Cheng, I love you." Luo Jingshu's tone was firm and gentle.

...The love language that was not spoken when they were in love was conveyed to Xiao Cheng in such a late night.

Xiao Cheng was silent for a while after hearing this, "Why?"

He asked Luo Jingshu: "I have been chasing you for so long before, but you were not tempted."

"How long have we known each other this time, and you fell in love with me?"

He couldn't figure out where Luo Jingshu's love came from. Who could guarantee that this wasn't another deception by a teenager?

"Brother Cheng, it's because I didn't recognize my feelings earlier."

He doesn't know how to explain his thoughts, self-analysis is always difficult, too many words are pressed in his heart, but he can't say anything.

Xiao Cheng took a deep breath, "Look, even you can't tell clearly."

The person on the other end of the phone fell silent, and the heavy breathing was transmitted to Xiao Cheng's ears through the receiver, which made Xiao Cheng feel uncomfortable.

He originally thought he wouldn't care, but he didn't know why, at this moment he seemed to be able to feel Luo Jingshu's helplessness and sadness.

"You..." A thought flashed in Xiao Cheng's mind, and he asked tentatively, "The conflict between you and Jiang Ying is very deep?"

Luo Jingshu suddenly heard Jiang Ying's name from his mouth, his voice was very cold, "He bullied you again?"

"Not really." Xiao Cheng licked his lips, his heart beat faster, and he was a little nervous.

It seems that I am about to touch the truth.

"What's the past between you and him?"

Before, he wondered that Luo Jingshu seemed to have experienced the plot of the original book in his previous life, but as Luo Jingshu's suitor, why would he still allow Luo Jingshu to be bullied by Jiang Ying even though he knew the plot?

He never thought of helping Luo Jingshu?

Luo Jingshu asked him back: "You don't know?"

He paused, then continued: "When we first met, you told me to be careful with Jiang Ying, I thought you knew."

Xiao Cheng clenched the phone tightly, "But I want to hear from you."

Luo Jingshu never wanted to hide anything from him, and he didn't keep it secret after hearing the words, and seriously told the things of his previous life.

What he said was not complete, but Xiao Cheng could still hear his breathing quicken.

Most of them matched the plots he knew!

The only difference may be that he learned that Shou Luo Jingshu in the original book was a lowly Shou who was bullied and suppressed by the scumbag Jiang Ying.

But that's from the reader's point of view.

But in fact, Luo Jingshu is not a lowly person at all.From his point of view, he was just cooperating with Jiang Ying in acting, but he never paid attention to Scum Gong.

Not to mention that he finally bankrupted Zha Gong.

After Luo Jingshu finished speaking, Xiao Cheng asked him: "In my last life, I didn't know that all of this was your plan, right?"

Luo Jingshu hummed, "You don't know."

Xiao Cheng asked the sentence he wanted to ask the most: "Then I never thought of helping you?"

The question he asked happened to be where Luo Jingshu was puzzled.

It was precisely because of Xiao Cheng's indifference that Luo Jingshu doubted his feelings, so much so that he made an irreparable mistake after being reborn.

Luo Jingshu looked down at the dim light in the room, his jawline tensed, and then slowly relaxed, his voice was difficult.

"you have not."