I take paranoia as a victim

Luo Jingshu's appearance is exquisite, and his facial features are long and good-looking. Every part can be taken apart so that people can't find faults, and the combination is just perfect.

When he cried, it was a little more pitiful than others.

Perhaps it was because Luo Jingshu learned to use his appearance to benefit himself when he was not strong enough.

Therefore, he knows better than others how to look good when he cries, and his expression management is not inferior to that of a professional actor.

Even at this moment, he didn't want to exchange his appearance for Xiao Cheng's sympathy, but he subconsciously showed his best side to Xiao Cheng.

There was a layer of water in those red eyes, and the eyeballs, which were already lighter in color than others, became more and more transparent. The eyes were clean and pure, and the teardrops on the eyelashes were like crumbled stars.

It's no wonder that Xiao Cheng didn't recognize his true face at the beginning. Anyone who saw Luo Jingshu like this would probably not believe that he was a man with deep scheming.

Xiao Cheng used a little bit of strength to rub away the tears at the end of Luo Jingshu's eyes, and his skin, which was stained with thin red, was wet by his rubbing, and the wet red was full of lust.

"Don't cry."

Luo Jingshu didn't cry in embarrassment, he just watched Xiao Cheng weep silently, he couldn't say a word for a long time, he could only get a glimpse of his true inner thoughts from his heavy breathing.

It's clear that he cried more pitifully, but the way he hugged Xiao Cheng was so gentle, full of pity.

He gave Xiao Cheng a gentle hug.

The wrist that was tightly grasped by him just now turned red, Luo Jingshu wrapped Xiao Cheng's wrist in his palm, rubbed it slowly, trying to ease all his discomfort.

Xiao Cheng struggled again, but this time the strength of the struggle was lighter than before. After realizing that Luo Jingshu was unwilling to let go, he stopped struggling.

The posture at the moment seems a bit uncomfortable.

Luo Jingshu put one hand around Xiao Cheng's wrist, and the other around his waist, pushing Xiao Cheng against the closet door in a strong but not forceful posture.

Xiao Cheng's wrist was held by Luo Jingshu, and his free hand was placed at the end of Luo Jingshu's eyes, with Luo Jingshu's tears still on his fingertips.

Neither of them opened their mouths to speak, the air was so quiet that only the sound of each other's breathing could be heard, and the fiery breath was intertwined, adding a bit of scorching heat to the freezing temperature.

An ambiguous atmosphere circulated in the air.

After a while, Xiao Cheng was the first to speak: "Have you recovered?"

Luo Jingshu's emotions were not as excited as before, probably because he had accepted the fact that Xiao Cheng died for him, Luo Jingshu could at least answer Xiao Cheng's words.

"Ah."

Xiao Cheng withdrew his hand, put it on Luo Jingshu's shoulder, and pushed him back, "Then let go."

Finally, Luo Jingshu stroked the skin on the inside of Xiao Cheng's wrist with his thumb, feeling that the young man seemed to shrink his arm, so he unhurriedly let go of Xiao Cheng's wrist.

"Brother Cheng." Luo Jingshu looked at Xiao Cheng's expression at the moment, neither of them looked good-looking, he was even a bit more embarrassed than Xiao Cheng.

"No matter what happens in the future, you must protect yourself first."

Luo Jingshu would rather die alone than let Xiao Cheng accompany him.

"Can I not know?" Xiao Cheng rolled his eyes at him, "I said, just forget about the past."

That's why he has been reluctant to tell Luo Jingshu about it, because once he tells it, this person will go crazy without knowing it.

Luo Jingshu did not back away, and still enveloped Xiao Cheng between himself and the closet, "I'm not kidding you."

He stared at Xiao Cheng's face: "You are more important than my life."

"No matter what, you have to live well for me."

Xiao Cheng turned his head to avoid Luo Jingshu's sight, but exposed his side face and neck to his eyes.

He could even feel Luo Jingshu's fiery breath spraying on his chin, bringing it an itchy feeling.

"I..." Xiao Cheng originally wanted to refute him. What I want to do is my business, and it has nothing to do with you.

But from the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of Luo Jingshu as if he was about to cry again. Obviously Luo Jingshu was the one who forced him, but he was even more pitiful than the forced Xiao Cheng.

Xiao Cheng could only say perfunctorily:

"Okay, I get it."

He froze, "Even if you die in front of my eyes next time, I won't care about you, okay?"

"When you turn into ashes, I'll find a younger and more beautiful puppy..."

Before he could finish his sentence, Luo Jingshu suddenly moved closer, his soft lips pressed against Xiao Cheng's neck, itching and swishing when he rubbed it, Xiao Cheng froze immediately.

Luo Jingshu pressed his sharp teeth against the soft flesh of Xiao Cheng's neck, and took a bite moderately.The pain is not strong, but more of the tension and excitement of being clamped at the deadly place.

Xiao Cheng was caught off guard by him, and when he realized it, he quickly clasped Luo Jingshu's shoulder, and pushed him away, "Let go!"

He said he was a dog, but he really wanted to be a dog!

Who would bite someone's neck at every turn?

Luo Jingshu stuck out the tip of his tongue, and lightly licked the tooth marks he had bitten out.

It had been a long time since he had been so close to Xiao Cheng, just the smell of Xiao Cheng made Luo Jingshu's blood boil.

He has wanted to do this for a long time. He wanted to leave his mark on Brother Cheng's neck, and he wanted to tell everyone that Xiao Cheng already had a boyfriend.

Not yet.

Then put it another way and let everyone know that Xiao Cheng already has a dog.

He breathed deeply, and buried his head in Xiao Cheng's neck, sucking and rubbing like a puppy, his hair brushed back and forth on Xiao Cheng's side face, itching so much that Xiao Cheng just wanted to give it to him. He punches twice.

"Luo Jingshu!" Xiao Cheng stretched out a hand, grabbed the hair on the back of Luo Jingshu's head, and pulled it back vigorously, forcing him to raise his head.

"Don't push me too far."

Luo Jingshu's perception of pain is more acute than ordinary people, but as long as he thinks that this pain was given to him by Xiao Cheng, the pain will turn into pleasure.

Facing Xiao Cheng's patient gaze, he stretched out the tip of his tongue and licked his lips, "Sorry, Brother Cheng, I'm a little out of control."

He felt very clearly that Xiao Cheng loved him.

All the incomprehensions and grievances from the previous life were melted away in Xiao Cheng's words just now.

Luo Jingshu was pained by Xiao Cheng's dedication, and he wanted Xiao Cheng to live well.

But this dedication just proved that Xiao Cheng really loved him.

Luo Jingshu's heart was beating fast, he half-forced to grab Xiao Cheng's hand, put it on his face, and blinked his thin red eyes, "Brother Cheng, you admit it, you just like it Young and beautiful."

Xiao Cheng just said something casually just now, but Luo Jingshu was aroused by him. It was unreasonable for this man to go crazy, and he would chew on him if he caught him.

Xiao Cheng bent his fingers, grabbed Luo Jingshu's face, and pinched it hard.

Luo Jingshu looked down at him with bright and focused eyes, "Brother Cheng, what are you doing pinching me?"

"Look at how thick your skin is." Xiao Cheng said expressionlessly, "How can someone like to praise themselves so much?"

This scene seems familiar.

Luo Jingshu was stunned for a second, then laughed lightly, "You also admit that the sentence I said about being young and beautiful is talking about myself?"

Xiao Cheng's expression froze. As expected, he would never be able to compare with Luo Jingshu in flirting.

Xiao Cheng stopped talking, he looked at Luo Jingshu's expression, his eyes swept from the other party's clear jawline all the way to his Adam's apple.

Under his gaze, the Adam's apple slipped slightly, and its owner took a deep breath, and said in a hoarse voice, "Brother Cheng..."

"Don't talk." Xiao Cheng wondered where to start.

He grabbed Luo Jingshu's collar and pulled it out.

Luo Jingshu's clothes had a loose neckline, which was easily torn apart by Xiao Cheng. The neck line exposed to the air was smooth, and his skin was a beautiful cool white.

The proportion of Luo Jingshu's shoulders and neck is just right, and the muscles covering it are strong and flexible, and they have a soft luster under the bright light.

Xiao Cheng was sour for a few seconds, no wonder he could easily control himself.

This person just looks thin, the body under the clothes is solid, he has chest and abdominal muscles, no wonder he is so strong.

Luo Jingshu cooperated with him very well, even though he couldn't guess what Xiao Cheng wanted to do, he didn't struggle, and even let go of Xiao Cheng's force, facing Xiao Cheng in an undefended posture.

Xiao Cheng put his elbow on Luo Jingshu's shoulder, hooked his foot, and the two switched positions in just two seconds.

Although Xiao Cheng didn't want to admit it, he knew very well in his heart that this was the result of Luo Jingshu letting him down.

If Luo Jingshu didn't cooperate with him, it would be very difficult for Xiao Cheng to suppress Luo Jingshu.

The two had quarrels a few times before, every time Xiao Cheng was crushed by Luo Jingshu and couldn't move, this man not only has great strength, but also knows how to make a person unable to struggle.

"Brother Cheng." Luo Jingshu stared closely at his face, his eyes never moved away from Xiao Cheng, and he spoke with a breathy smile, "What do you want to do?"

Xiao Cheng gritted his teeth, he couldn't make Luo Jingshu too complacent.

It's also his fault that he didn't know how to disguise his emotions, and let Luo Jingshu see his soft heart easily.

"Leave me alone."

Luo Jingshu curled his lips and stopped talking.

Xiao Cheng's eyes lingered on Luo Jingshu's neck for a moment, and finally stepped up slightly.

Luo Jingshu didn't know what he ate recently, he was obviously not so tall when we first met.

Xiao Cheng sniffed at his neck. This person looks like a little girl, with a pleasant fragrance on his body. It's hard to tell what it is, but it's a bit sweet.

After thinking for a long time, Xiao Cheng suddenly thought of a kind of fruit—grapes.

Speaking of which, Luo Jingshu seems to like grapes very much.Not only does his body smell of grapes, but even his clothes are embroidered with grapes, and he even wore a grape-shaped brooch.

Luo Jingshu looked down at Xiao Cheng's movements, the muscles on his face were slightly strained, his expression looked a little serious, and the muscles all over his body were even more tense.

If Xiao Cheng lifted his clothes and took a look, he would find that his body was extremely stiff.

Xiao Cheng tentatively opened his mouth, picked a suitable position, and took a bite on Luo Jingshu's neck.

He wasn't sure how hard he should use, but he could feel that he was biting very hard. Luo Jingshu seemed to groan, probably because of the pain.

But even so, he never dodged, and even tried to relax the muscles in his shoulders and neck, fearing that Xiao Cheng would scratch his teeth.

Xiao Cheng tasted a bloody taste in his mouth, and only then did he realize that he had bitten too hard.

After letting go, I saw a deep tooth mark, the sharp part of the teeth bit the skin, and the wound was slowly oozing blood.

A faint sense of regret rose in Xiao Cheng's heart, but in the next moment it turned into a feeling of joy after revenge.

Who made Luo Jingshu so arrogant.

Simply shameless.

"Does it hurt?"

He didn't wipe away the blood from Luo Jingshu's wound, but just looked at the deep tooth marks with satisfaction, as if looking at his own masterpiece.

Luo Jingshu didn't dare to think that this was Xiao Cheng's concern for him, and Brother Cheng probably didn't want to see him pretending to be strong.

He took a deep breath, stretched out his fingertips to wipe off the blood on his neck, his tone was half aggrieved and half coquettish, "It hurts."

He used to pretend to be pitiful in front of Xiao Cheng, and he used this trick with great proficiency, and he showed it naturally, without feeling embarrassed at all.

Sure enough, after hearing his complaint, Xiao Cheng not only didn't feel guilty, but even showed a smile, "It's okay to be in pain, if you don't teach you a lesson, you won't remember."

Xiao Cheng thumped his shoulder, with a sense of threat, "Don't do anything to me in the future."

"Otherwise, it's not as simple as taking a bite."

Luo Jingshu's Adam's apple swallowed, and he felt a little bit of anticipation in his heart. He really wanted to try what would happen after making a move. How would Brother Cheng teach him a lesson?

But Luo Jingshu only dared to think about it in his heart, he had always been able to grasp that speed in front of Xiao Cheng, and stepped on Xiao Cheng's bottom line.

It's fine to eat tofu once in a while when Brother Cheng is in a good mood, but don't give him a little sunshine to make him shine.

Luo Jingshu still understands the reason why he eats and eats.

"Okay, let's find something." Xiao Cheng pushed Luo Jingshu's shoulder, motioning him to get out of the way.

Luo Jingshu took out a tissue from his pocket and wiped off the blood on his body, "It's all up to Brother Cheng."

Xiao Cheng snorted inexplicably, "You are obedient now, have you remembered what I just told you?"

"I remember." Luo Jingshu replied quickly, but in the next second, he asked again: "Then, did Brother Cheng remember what I just said to Brother Cheng?"

Xiao Cheng didn't even look at him, and stretched out his hand to open the door of the closet, without answering his words.

Luo Jingshu didn't hear his answer and didn't care, just laughed, for some reason, it gave Xiao Cheng a chill down his back for no reason.

"If Brother Cheng dares not to cherish himself..."

He only spoke half of what he said, leaving Xiao Cheng with endless imagination.

Xiao Cheng suddenly felt a little uncomfortable. He didn't want to admit that he was threatened by Luo Jingshu, but when he heard those words, his heart vibrated.

There is an intuition telling him that it is best not to try it lightly.

"Are you threatening me?" Xiao Cheng tried his best to hold his face, showing a calm and serious look.

"If you want to think that way, it can be regarded as a threat." Luo Jingshu took his figure into his eyes, "Next time Brother Cheng gets hurt because of someone else, I will tie you up..."

Xiao Cheng had an intuition that there must be some bad words behind him, so he hurriedly interrupted Luo Jingshu, "You are too long-winded."

He didn't know how Luo Jingshu could say such tiger-wolf words with no expression on his face. Although there were only the two of them here, wouldn't he feel ashamed when the sky was bright and sunny?

Or does he feel that here, facing himself, no matter how large the scale is, he can say it?

In fact, Xiao Cheng knew very well in his heart that he was not some innocent young man. As early as when he and Luo Jingshu fell in love, they had tried some intimacy.

There are also many intimate words between lovers.

It's just that at that time Xiao Cheng thought that Luo Jingshu was innocent, and Luo Jingshu was not yet an adult, Xiao Cheng didn't dare to speak too much in front of him, for fear that he would spoil the flowers of the motherland.

I didn't expect that I was too conservative.

"Brother Cheng knows it in his heart."

Luo Jingshu snorted meaningfully.

He swallowed his unfinished words, and asked instead, "Is there anything in the closet?"

"Safe." Xiao Cheng breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, he didn't want to talk about such a topic with Luo Jingshu at this moment.

One is that the current relationship between the two is not suitable, and the other is that there are only two of them here, and they are facing each other. Xiao Cheng is afraid that he will not be able to hold back and lose face in front of Luo Jingshu.

He put aside those unhealthy thoughts and opened the hidden safe, "The last ticket was found in it."

And that photo.

Everything is still in there.

Xiao Cheng took a deep breath, and after making enough mental preparations, he entered his birthday in front of Luo Jingshu.

Luo Jingshu watched silently. After Xiao Cheng entered the series of familiar numbers, he couldn't help but breathe harder, and moved his head closer, staring closely at Xiao Cheng's movements.

The tips of Xiao Cheng's ears hidden in his hair were a little red. He hoped that Luo Jingshu hadn't noticed, so he opened the safe with all his might.

Sure enough, the photos and tickets were still inside.

Xiao Cheng took out the things and handed them to Luo Jingshu, "That's all."

He did a rough search in the apartment last time, and found no other useful information other than these things.

In fact, Xiao Cheng still doesn't understand why the necklace and safe can be reborn with him.

If there is a problem with this apartment, the two of them were not in the apartment when they died in the last life.

Luo Jingshu silently flipped through the photos and the air tickets. Only through these two things, he could feel Xiao Cheng's mood at that moment.

The scene of that moment even appeared in front of Luo Jingshu's eyes. What kind of mood did Xiao Cheng have when he took his photo to Rome?

When he threw the coin with his back to the wishing pool, did he ever think that maybe one day, he could take him there again?

"Brother Cheng, I really missed too much." Luo Jingshu stroked the ticket in his hand, his lips parted, as if he wanted to say something, but no sound came out.

He wanted to ask Xiao Cheng, if he had the chance, could he go there again?

This time, he must firmly hold Xiao Cheng's hand, stand side by side with him in front of the wishing pool, and make a wish devoutly.

Xiao Cheng also glanced at him, and seemed to have something to say, but in the end, he swallowed those words.

If Luo Jingshu knew that it was possible for them to be together in the previous life, but he just missed it, would he regret his suicide?

It's just that this matter has passed, Xiao Cheng didn't want to add to the troubles of the two of them, and he didn't want to use this matter to make Luo Jingshu regret it.

If Luo Jingshu in the previous life really liked him, he would not have committed suicide so resolutely.

Maybe they didn't miss anything in the last life, even if the half-year guess was true, Luo Jingshu might not agree to his confession half a year later.

Xiao Cheng is actually quite open-minded. He usually doesn't think about the regrets in the past. After all, no matter how much he regrets, it can't be undone. The past is over.

More important is the future.

Even if they really missed it in the previous life, it was a matter of the previous life. The two of them had already been burned to corpses. Even if they returned to the previous life, it would be impossible to make up for the regret.

Xiao Cheng lowered his eyes, took back the photo and the ticket from Luo Jingshu's hand, "Do you have any guesses?"

Luo Jingshu was still trapped in intense emotions, and after hearing this, he took a deep breath and suppressed the complicated thoughts in his heart.

He felt as if he had caught something, but it was difficult to get more information with only the necklace and the safe.

Xiao Cheng's rebirth may be related to this apartment, so why is he?

Luo Jingshu suddenly thought of a crucial point, he asked Xiao Cheng, "When were you reborn?"

Xiao Cheng looked up at him, "Early September."

A whole month earlier than him.

Luo Jingshu looked at Xiao Cheng seriously: "I was reborn when you saw me by the swimming pool."

Xiao Cheng had never asked this question before, and he couldn't help being a little surprised when he heard this.

I can figure out things that I couldn't understand before.

No wonder that when he saw Luo Jingshu in this life, he was completely soaked, as if he had just been fished out of the water.

Xiao Cheng was puzzled by his tolerance before, how could Luo Jingshu allow Luo Yuan to push him into the swimming pool?

Now that he understands, it is estimated that Luo Jingshu was reborn at that time, so he didn't react at all.

After figuring this out, Xiao Cheng couldn't help but twitched the corners of his mouth. Should he be unlucky, but just bumped into Luo Jingshu who had just been reborn.

This person went through a fire, died once and was reborn again. It was the darkest time, and his heart was full of malice towards the world.

No wonder the two just had a face-to-face meeting, and Luo Jingshu made up his mind to play with his feelings before they even said a few words.

Luo Jingshu also came back to his senses.

Xiao Cheng in the previous life died to save him, but when he was reborn, he had bad thoughts about Xiao Cheng in this life.

It can't be said that Xiao Cheng was unlucky, but he was too cruel.

"Brother Cheng, do you hate me?"

The more he learned the truth about his previous life, the more Luo Jingshu regretted it.

He suddenly felt terrified, afraid that Xiao Cheng would regret liking such a cold-hearted person after knowing what happened in his last life.

Does Brother Cheng feel that he is not worthy of his liking at all?

The more Luo Jingshu thought about it, the more panicked he became, and he even had difficulty breathing.

Xiao Cheng turned around and found that something was wrong with his state. Luo Jingshu seemed to have fallen into his own fantasy, his eyes were full of bloodshot eyes, when he was staring at Xiao Cheng, he was like a hungry wolf locking his prey.

Xiao Cheng inexplicably felt chills on his back, no matter how many times he looked at it, he couldn't get used to Luo Jingshu's eyes.

"Luo Jingshu." Xiao Cheng slapped Luo Jingshu on the head, the man didn't hide, he just looked at Xiao Cheng fixedly.

Puppies also have a day of disobedience.

No matter how obedient the dog is, he will feel uneasy about not being loved by his master, and lose patience in anxiety and fear.

Luo Jingshu was especially afraid that Xiao Cheng would abandon him and not love him.

All his motivation to live comes from Xiao Cheng. Apart from this person, Luo Jingshu can't find any attachment to this world.

Xiao Cheng thought for a while, then said softly: "Don't you think you are not hated?"

"Every day is not serious, just give some sunshine and it will be brilliant."

"Don't listen to the master at all."

Luo Jingshu gritted his teeth at first, as if he couldn't bear it.

Hearing the end, his eyes became brighter and brighter. He grabbed Xiao Cheng's hand, his voice was a little trembling, but he couldn't hide his excitement: "Brother Cheng, do you admit that I am your puppy?"

Xiao Cheng pushed his hand away expressionlessly.

"Let me make an analogy."

He coughed in a low voice: "Nobody loves a disobedient puppy."

"I'm obedient!"

As soon as Xiao Cheng finished speaking, Luo Jingshu rushed to answer.

"I listen to you."

"Brother Cheng, I listen to you."

He was raised in captivity by Xiao Cheng with love, and he could never escape.

Nor did he want to escape.

Xiao Cheng looked away, "Let's talk."

"You have to show your sincerity first."

The author has something to say: ah ah ah ah ah ah sorry for being late!Today I went out to eat with my classmates, and I hurried to write after I came back from the meal, and finally made it before twelve o'clock.