I take paranoia as a victim

Xiao Cheng met Luo Jingshu downstairs.

The man had obviously arrived for a while. He was looking down at his phone, and he didn't notice Xiao Cheng immediately.

"Luo Jingshu." Xiao Cheng called him.

Luo Jingshu immediately raised his head, stuffed the phone into his pocket, and strode towards Xiao Cheng.

"Brother Cheng." Luo Jingshu couldn't help showing a smile on his face, his overall mental outlook was not bad, but for some reason, his eyes were inexplicably red.

Xiao Cheng was originally worried that he would not be able to get up in the morning, after all, seeing Luo Jingshu's excitement last night, he thought that the other party would suffer from insomnia.

Unexpectedly, this person got up earlier than him and sent him a message early in the morning.

"Well, let's go." The expression on Xiao Cheng's face was very pale, and there was no smile in sight.

Luo Jingshu was used to his cold face, Xiao Cheng was even colder when he saw him before, but today's tone can be considered gentle.

"Brother Cheng, this is for you."

Luo Jingshu handed the bag in his hand to Xiao Cheng.

Xiao Cheng didn't answer, but frowned and looked over, "What is this?"

Luo Jingshu smiled at him, the sun was rare today, under the bright light, his reddish eyes seemed to be shining brightly.

"I bought a cup of milk tea."

Xiao Cheng hesitated between drinking or not, his hand still didn't move, but his eyes fell on the bag of milk tea, and he didn't move away for a long time.

Seeing this, Luo Jingshu raised the corners of his lips, simply took out the milk tea from the bag, inserted a straw and handed it to Xiao Cheng, "Try it, it's a new product from his family."

Xiao Cheng seemed to smell a sweet and greasy fragrance, so he simply reached out and took it. I'm sorry, it's Luo Jingshu, what does it have to do with innocent milk tea?

The fragrant black tea flavor is mixed with the sweet and greasy thick milk, and you can also drink the slightly cool taro puree. Xiao Cheng narrowed his eyes contentedly, and the Luo Jing book was also pleasing to the eye.

Luo Jingshu didn't speak, just bent the corners of his lips silently, and threw the rest of the bag into the trash can: "Let's go, Brother Cheng."

He still had a bag in his hand, and he didn't know what was in it. Xiao Cheng was not very curious, but subconsciously looked at it a few more times.

Seeing this, Luo Jingshu took the initiative to explain: "It's a necklace."

Xiao Cheng's gaze fell on the bag again, and he stretched out his hand to Luo Jingshu: "Give it to me."

The necklace originally belonged to him, last time Luo Jingshu bullied him, he had no memory and tricked the necklace away, now it should be returned to the original owner.

Luo Jingshu stretched out his hand and hooked Xiao Cheng's fingertips. The two fingertips rubbed against each other, and then they separated quickly.

Xiao Cheng quickly shrank his hands back, almost choking on the milk tea: "What are you doing?"

Luo Jingshu managed to eat the fragrant tofu, and smiled like a cunning fox, "I'll give it to you, I'll carry it for you first."

Xiao Cheng cursed shamelessly in his heart, he already knew who Luo Jingshu was, and he should be more vigilant in front of him.

Xiao Cheng's mind suddenly flashed the video he watched last night, and his gaze fell on Luo Jingshu's neck involuntarily, as if he could still see the scene where the black collar was stuck on his neck.

I don't know when Luo Jingshu bought that kind of thing.

Sure enough, he still has some strange hobbies!

Luo Jingshu was always paying attention to his expression, taking into account the unnatural expression on Xiao Cheng's face, combined with where the other party's gaze swept intentionally or unintentionally, it was impossible to know what was going on in his heart.

"Brother Cheng." After the two entered the elevator, Luo Jingshu suddenly called out.

Xiao Cheng consciously kept a distance of two steps from him, holding the cup with both hands, warming his fingers with the temperature of the milk tea.

"Say."

"Do you like that collar from last night?" He knew that Xiao Cheng was avoiding him, and he didn't deliberately get close to him, even when he said this, his voice was very serious.

The content is not serious at all.

Xiao Cheng was mentally prepared this time, and calmly swallowed the milk tea in his mouth, "Isn't that something you like?"

He never said that he likes treating people like dogs, let alone watching Luo Jingshu with a collar.

"Yes, I like it." Luo Jingshu nodded simply following Xiao Cheng's words, but then immediately added: "So I hope Brother Cheng will also like it."

It is best to play with him.

Luo Jingshu narrowed his eyes slightly, his eyes swept over Xiao Cheng's neck calmly.

But rather than wearing it around his neck, he hopes that one day it can be used on Xiao Cheng's body, without any insult, just as a kind of fun.

If Brother Cheng doesn't like leather collars, he can also buy other ones.

For example, Brother Cheng likes the rabbit.

Luo Jingshu was stimulated by his own imagination so that his heart beat faster, the blood in his whole body boiled, and his whole body seemed to be on fire.

Just like Xiao Cheng liked his face, he also coveted Xiao Cheng's face and figure for a long time.

Even when he hadn't seen his heart clearly before, Luo Jingshu had always admitted that he liked Xiao Cheng's appearance and body.

Every inch of this person seems to be according to his aesthetic point of view, and simple movements can arouse Luo Jingshu's reaction.

He will always be moved by Xiao Cheng.

Xiao Cheng felt a chill down his back for no reason, he tilted his head to look at Luo Jingshu's expression, seeing that the man just lowered his eyes slightly, staring at a certain place ahead, he couldn't help frowning.

Is it his delusion?

He always felt that Luo Jingshu seemed to have malicious intentions just now.

"I don't like that." Xiao Cheng cleared his throat and forced himself to forget the photos and videos from last night. He probably didn't know that his ears were turning red, revealing his true inner thoughts.

"Don't send me weird things at night."

Luo Jingshu captured several key information from his words.

"Then I'll post it during the day, is that okay?"

Brother Cheng only cares about time, not the fact that he sent Brother Cheng a chatting video.

It shows that Brother Cheng doesn't hate the things he sent.

Luo Jingshu is best at hitting snakes with sticks. As long as Xiao Cheng softens a little, he can immediately climb up the stick and strive for the greatest benefit for himself.

"Don't send it to me."

Xiao Cheng also noticed the loophole in his words, and at the same time, he finally noticed his red ears.

He couldn't really be brought down by Luo Jingshu, could he?

Xiao Cheng's face was sullen, and he didn't seem very happy. He casually stuffed his half-drunk milk tea into Luo Jingshu's hand, "Skip this topic."

He will never be as thick-skinned as Luo Jingshu, this person doesn't seem to know how to write the word shame, and every sentence he says is bolder.

The smile on Luo Jingshu's lips widened, but he didn't laugh out loud, saving Xiao Cheng the last face.

He obediently accepted the milk tea that Xiao Cheng handed over, holding the milk tea cup in one hand and the bag in the other, and silently followed behind Xiao Cheng.

The two went upstairs without a word.

After they left, the window of a car not far away slowly lowered.

"Fortunately we came here!" Xiao Yixi gritted his teeth.

The two brothers were sitting in the car just now, and they saw the interaction between Xiao Cheng and Luo Jingshu clearly. If Xiao Yinan hadn't been pulling him, Xiao Yixi would have been able to rush up at that time.

"Brother Cheng also lied to me that it was his ex-boyfriend, the kind who won't get back together."

"Why haven't I heard that any couple who have broken up can still be so bored?" Xiao Yixi's eyes turned red with anger, and her hatred for Luo Jingshu reached its peak.

He took every precaution against him, but he didn't realize that the least deterrent ex-boyfriend was actually the one he should guard against the most.

"If I knew he was this kind of person, I shouldn't have let him approach Brother Cheng when I was in the mall." Xiao Yixi thumped Xiao Yinan's shoulder and complained, "You should have reminded me earlier."

It was Xiao Yinan who first spotted Luo Jingshu that day, but he didn't know at the time that this was Cheng Ge's ex-boyfriend. Although he had a slight suspicion, he didn't take it to heart.

He didn't tell Xiao Yixi either.

Who would have thought.

Xiao Yinan pursed her lips, "Even if you could stop him at that time, can you still delete his contact information from Brother Cheng's phone?"

"Or tie up Brother Cheng and prevent him from going out?"

When Xiao Yixi heard these words, his eyes lit up, and his heart moved.

If possible, he really wanted to tie Xiao Cheng up, or lock him in a room to prevent him from contacting outsiders.

Who made Brother Cheng so attractive.

"What should I do now, follow up?" Xiao Yixi was eager to try, and his hands were already on the handlebars.

Xiao Yinan closed his eyes, did not hold him, but asked, "Can you get in?"

Xiao Yixi suddenly lost strength, and leaned on the seat dejectedly, "Could it be that we are waiting here?"

"Besides waiting, do you have a better way?" Xiao Yinan opened his eyes and glanced out of the car window, "Let's wait and see."

Xiao Yixi muttered, "Who knows what they are doing up there."

Without seeing Xiao Cheng with his own eyes, he couldn't relax at all.

In front of a large crowd, these two people can be so greasy and even hook their fingers.

In case, after entering the room, the firewood and fire can no longer bear it...

Xiao Yixi was so annoyed by her own thoughts, she wished she could call Xiao Cheng immediately and ask him what he was doing.

"Okay, don't think about it." Xiao Yinan was calmer than him, "Brother Cheng probably won't do anything to him."

Although he also admitted that the actions of the two people just now were indeed a bit ambiguous, but Brother Cheng's attitude of refusal was also obvious.

When Luo Jingshu stretched out his hand to touch him, Xiao Cheng made an obvious dodging movement.

Xiao Yinan believed that Xiao Cheng did not lie to them, and with Xiao Cheng's character, he probably would not go further with his ex-boyfriend before getting back together.Even if they want to do something, they should wait until they get back together.

In short, it will never be today.

...It's just that Xiao Yinan couldn't figure out why they asked to meet in the apartment.

"I hope so." Xiao Yixi sighed sadly.

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Xiao Cheng didn't know that there were already two little wolf cubs waiting for him downstairs. After he got out of the elevator with Luo Jingshu, he changed his shoes in the hallway, and then opened the door and entered the living room.

Xiao Cheng hadn't come over for a while, and there was no trace of smoke in the room, it was deserted.

The curtains in the living room were kept open, and the sunlight came in through the floor-to-ceiling windows, which at least made the room a little warmer.

Luo Jingshu has never been here a few times, and every time he comes back, he is in a different mood. For a calm person like him, he can't help feeling a little emotional.

Fortunately, there is no need to worry about Xiao Cheng driving him out today.

"Brother Cheng, besides the necklace, what else did you find here?"

When Luo Jingshu asked him last time, Xiao Cheng refused to say anything. Luo Jingshu speculated that it should not be a good thing.

Luo Jingshu shouldn't have asked. If Xiao Cheng really wanted to tell him, he would definitely bring it up.If he insisted on asking to the end, maybe he would annoy Xiao Cheng.

Luo Jingshu clearly knew what consequences would be brought, but he still did this, in fact, there was a hint of temptation.

Test how much patience Xiao Cheng has with him now.

In fact, there was nothing he couldn't say, the reason why Xiao Cheng didn't tell him was because he couldn't bear it.

It would be embarrassing for anyone to put those stupid things he did during his crush in front of his crush.

If they have achieved a positive result, it can still be used as a sweet memory and evidence of love, but they have broken up now, and the separation is not very peaceful.

Looking at these things together again, Xiao Cheng is the only one who is embarrassed.

"It's nothing, just a photo." He deliberately concealed the existence of the ticket.

"Photo?" Luo Jingshu seemed to have guessed something, and asked him, "Is it my photo?"

Besides, he couldn't think of anything else that could be used as evidence to make Xiao Cheng aware of their entanglement in the previous life.

"Yes." Xiao Cheng replied vaguely, "There is also a shooting date on the photo."

Luo Jingshu understood.

"Apart from photographs, nothing else?"

Xiao Cheng was annoyed by his question, "Are you doubting me?"

There was a bit of impatience in his tone, maybe even Xiao Cheng didn't realize that there was actually a hint of arrogance in his words.

It sounded like he was complaining about Luo Jingshu's long-windedness, but it was actually full of intimacy.

It seemed that after the majesty of being the master was challenged, he couldn't help but teach his puppy a lesson.

"I didn't." Luo Jingshu immediately apologized, and coaxed Xiao Cheng in a nice voice, "I don't doubt Brother Cheng, I just want to know more information."

"Nothing special." After hesitating for a while, Xiao Cheng whispered, "There is still a plane ticket."

The two were carefully searching for the things in the apartment. Luo Jingshu paused when he heard this, and turned to look at Xiao Cheng, "Where is the ticket to?"

Xiao Cheng was rummaging under the sofa, with a pillow in his arms, kneeling on the carpet, without raising his head: "Rome."

This sentence was very light, and the tone was somewhat vague, but Luo Jingshu heard it clearly.

His hands froze suddenly, and he didn't move for a long time.

Airfare to Rome?

Luo Jingshu's mind immediately remembered the two air tickets that Xiao Cheng cut into pieces. It was originally a surprise prepared by Brother Cheng, because he said that he wanted to bring the person he liked back to Rome to fulfill his wish.

So in the last life, Xiao Cheng also did that?

But he never mentioned it to himself.

Luo Jingshu suddenly remembered that Xiao Cheng said that he had seen a photo of him, and a bold guess flashed in his mind.

Could it be that in the last life, Xiao Cheng took his photo to Rome?

Thinking of this, Luo Jingshu felt a little difficult to breathe.

He stared closely at Xiao Cheng's figure, the young man turned his back to him, rummaging for something on the sofa, Luo Jingshu couldn't see his expression at the moment.

"You never told me that."

Luo Jingshu swallowed, his Adam's apple rolled, and when he spoke, there was a slight tremor.

Xiao Cheng turned his back to Luo Jingshu, with an ugly expression on his face, "You didn't agree to my confession."

He wanted to bring his boyfriend back to Rome to fulfill his wish, but Luo Jingshu never promised to be his boyfriend in his previous life.

The only thing he can take away is a photo belonging to Luo Jingshu.

Luo Jingshu grasped the things in his hand, he didn't know how to answer Xiao Cheng's words, but Xiao Cheng was right.

Xiao Cheng didn't hear his answer after a long time, so he turned to look at him, and saw Luo Jingshu's red eyes at a glance.

The man looked like he was about to cry again.

The same thought came to Xiao Cheng's mind again, how could someone cry so much?

"Don't think too much." Xiao Cheng is more open-minded than Luo Jingshu, "It is true that I did not take that step in the last life. It is normal for you not to agree to my confession."

If it were him, I'm afraid he wouldn't agree.

"But you didn't do it on purpose." Luo Jingshu looked at him fixedly, "There is something restricting you."

When Xiao Cheng heard these words, he couldn't help lowering his eyes, covering the unnatural look in his eyes.

Of course he knew what it was, but he couldn't tell Luo Jingshu.

Luo Jingshu continued: "I suspect that is what brought us back to life."

Original plot?

Xiao Cheng looked up at Luo Jingshu again: "Why do you think so?"

Luo Jingshu met Xiao Cheng's gaze, "It's not that I want to think so, Brother Cheng."

"Besides that, I can't think of any other reason."

But he believed that Xiao Cheng would understand.

Xiao Cheng must know something, but he didn't tell him.

It's like in the last life, although he was always unwilling to save himself, he never gave up his liking for him.

Xiao Cheng's behavior was too strange, his understanding and dislike of Jiang Ying, and his attitude towards certain things made Luo Jingshu at that time even more puzzled.

Looking back now, maybe Xiao Cheng knew something back then.

Maybe he has always known that there is something restricting his behavior. He has struggled hard, but he still can't break free from the control of that thing.

Luo Jingshu even sometimes imagined to connect what Xiao Cheng said at that time, as if he had already known what would happen in the future.

He said that Jiang Ying was not a good person, but at that time Jiang Ying's image had always been very good, and there were some things that no one else could know except him and Jiang Ying.

...How did Xiao Cheng know?

In the previous life, Luo Jingshu only thought that Xiao Cheng might have learned about it through certain channels.

But after his rebirth, he had new guesses.

Could it be that Brother Cheng was reborn once before he was reborn in this life?

What he faced in the last life was the reborn Xiao Cheng?

After thinking about it, it seemed that this was the only possibility.

After all, transmigrating books is too unimaginable, and Luo Jingshu never imagined that the world he was in was just a novel.

All the tragic past events he experienced were already arranged by the author.

The pain he has really experienced, the despair of being abused by domestic violence in his childhood, and the struggle he struggled with fate as an adult are all just words written by the author.

Even in the original text, there are only a few sentences about his painful experience, which the author briefly mentions.

The whole novel can only see his humbleness and flattery, he is just a "cheap" in other people's mouths.

Luo Jingshu only knew that although he had resented and revenged, he also saw hope in the end.

There is always someone who loves him in this world.

Xiao Cheng was a gift from heaven to him.

Xiao Cheng loved him in the previous life, and was reborn with him again. It was already destined in the dark that he and Xiao Cheng were an inseparable couple.

Sooner or later they will fall in love.

Although he missed it in the last life, fortunately, it was not too late for Luo Jingshu to wake up.

He still has a chance.

Although Luo Jingshu guessed that there might be something else Xiao Cheng didn't tell him, he didn't ask further.

Everyone has secrets.

Xiao Cheng will tell him one day.

While thinking, Luo Jingshu flipped through the things in the living room.

The two searched around the living room, but found nothing special.

Luo Jingshu asked him: "Brother Cheng, where did you find the ticket and the photo?"

"In my room."

Xiao Cheng exchanged glances with him, and both of them walked towards the room.

In fact, if he hadn't found the necklace and the safe in the apartment, Xiao Cheng wouldn't have thought there was anything special about it.

He had lived here for a few days before, and he slept soundly every night, let alone dreaming about the events of his previous life.

Maybe there is nothing wrong with the place itself.

But it's still hard to explain where these things come from, and before Xiao Cheng was reborn, he was also in a coma here.

After Xiao Cheng remembered this incident, he told Luo Jingshu about his coma.

Luo Jingshu frowned after hearing this, "Didn't you come back and read it after you were reborn?"

Xiao Cheng glanced at him, "I don't know I'm reborn again."

"After that, nothing special?" Luo Jingshu followed up.

He himself has no special experience, because after he was reborn, he still remembered the events of his previous life, and he clearly knew that he was reborn.

But Xiao Cheng forgot everything.

"I..." Xiao Cheng paused.

The two had already walked to the wardrobe, Xiao Cheng put his hand on the doorknob of the wardrobe, and his voice was softer than before: "I always have a dream."

"What did you dream about?" Luo Jingshu didn't urge him to open the closet, but stared closely at Xiao Cheng's eyes, guessing what was going on from the other's unnatural expression.

He intuited that Xiao Cheng's dream was very important to him.

Xiao Cheng turned his head to look at him, the two... 40; looked at each other, and they could see each other's expressions at a glance.

"I dreamed that I broke into a fire by myself."

Luo Jingshu held his breath suddenly, the backs of his hands were tense, clenched into fists, his whole body was stiff, and he looked at Xiao Cheng without saying a word.

Xiao Cheng licked his lips, wanting to avoid his sight, but in the end he still didn't turn his head, and only said softly, "To save my sweetheart."

This sentence is like a sharp dagger, Zade Luo Jingshu has no sense at all.

He grabbed Xiao Cheng's wrist suddenly and pushed him against the closet door. His facial muscles were tense and his teeth were clenched. He couldn't say a word for a long time, but was panting heavily.

Xiao Cheng struggled a few times, but failed to break free from Luo Jingshu's grip.

He couldn't break free from Luo Jingshu's hand before, and it's the same now, besides, Xiao Cheng's heart to struggle was not strong, after several failed attempts, he gave up resisting.

"Let go." Xiao Cheng's voice was very soft, with the sound of panting.

Luo Jingshu didn't speak, but just stared at Xiao Cheng, breathing heavily, like a wolf cub ready to go, ready to pounce on Xiao Cheng's neck in the next second.

It's obviously him who went crazy, but it's also him who has red eyes. Those eyes are full of water, and he looks at Xiao Cheng stubbornly.

"Luo Jingshu." Xiao Cheng pressed the back of his head against the wardrobe, looked up at Luo Jingshu, "Release first."

"I don't." Luo Jingshu finally spoke, his voice was much hoarse than before, his trembling crying couldn't be concealed, combined with his red eyes, it made people feel sad.

"Why are you trying to save me?"

Luo Jingshu grabbed Xiao Cheng's wrist, knowing that this person has no memory of his previous life, but he still asked him hoarsely: "Why do you save me?!"

He yelled and cried, tears streaming down the corners of his eyes.

"I'm a bastard, rubbish! I'm useless, I want to die! What's the matter with you?"

When he set himself on fire to commit suicide, he was straightforward. When he suffocated to death, there was not even a trace of pain. It was full of relief and joy of escaping from this world.

He thought he was the only one who died.

Why did Xiao Cheng save him?

Xiao Cheng has a great age, family and friends who love him, he shouldn't die with him!

Luo Jingshu always thought that Xiao Cheng only learned of his death after his death.

After recognizing his own heart, Luo Jingshu thought many times, maybe after his death in the previous life, Brother Cheng would feel sad for him, but he would eventually let go.

He was afraid that Xiao Cheng in his previous life would fall in love with someone else after his death, but he also hoped that Xiao Cheng would find someone who loved him and live a happy life for the rest of his life.

He never thought the truth could be so cruel.

Luo Jingshu's heart was twisted like a knife, he had never regretted it like this moment, he would rather Xiao Cheng never liked him.

Xiao Cheng frowned, "Why are you getting angry, the matter is over."

If he hadn't died together with Luo Jingshu, maybe they wouldn't have been reborn together at all.

The things of the last life have passed, he has done everything, he can't go back on his word, right?

Luo Jingshu's eyes were scarlet, he shook his head at Xiao Cheng, his voice was hoarse: "This is different..."

Xiao Cheng's nose was a little sore, he blinked his dry eyes, and there seemed to be mist in his eyes.

"What's the difference."

The corners of Xiao Cheng's lips curled slightly, and his red eyes seemed to be stained with helplessness, he stroked the water stains from the corners of Luo Jingshu's eyes with his fingertips, his fingertips were wet.

"Okay, don't cry."

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