sanguine and depressive

Since Friday, I started dealing with Mr. Ma, and he called back all the three directors we recommended before.Although his avatar is very cute, every time I see this avatar floating on the first line of the message list, showing several unread red dots, I feel heart palpitations.

Lucy looked at the chat interface between the two of us and was speechless for a moment: "Well... will there be an extra charge for typing two more words?"

"...It's pretty good." I said, "I have something to say."

When I cooperated with a skin care brand this summer, the client gushed to me how much the stars who had signed up for the endorsement liked to play big names: "Just a young fresh meat who debuted in the talent show, we are all promoting the endorsement position!" Because of myself Good at perfunctory, perhaps gave him the illusion of "I am very interested in this matter", so that it completely stimulated his desire to express.

To this day, if there is any scandal about this star, he will immediately forward it to me, saying: "It must be true, sooner or later it will overturn!"

I can only: [Mmmm].

This was the first Friday when Cen Shu went to learn the violin. It was rare for me to leave after get off work without turning around. Lucy asked, "Hey, why don't you find your sister for dinner?"

I replied: "She is going to learn the violin." Cen Shu is much busier than I was in elementary school, and she has to learn French, ballet and programming on weekends.

"Hahaha, my younger sister was abandoned by my younger sister." She just put on her coat and stood up from her seat, "Then why don't you go to IMWC for a drink? Lao Bai and Xiao Lu are here today, and Xiao Lu has called you three times."

"No." I said, "and Xiaolu has to see him next week." Xiaolu is the director of COMMO next week.

"Hey, Xiaolu misses you every day." Lucy whispered, "I think he is interesting to you, you can consider him, really. He is also a small director, and he shoots two or three singles a month, which is better than our production. People make more money.” She was also the only colleague around me who knew about my sexual orientation.

I denied it: "He is not interested in me, he just wants to pull me to fulfill his movie dream."

"Where is it?" Lucy said, "He keeps trying to find out if you have a date, and what kind of person you like..."

After get off work, I went downstairs to the company to scan shared bicycles.Cycling in winter is painful, so I wrap the scarf around my neck a few more times.When I was in college, I was so busy, I dared to knit such a long scarf two or three times.

The doorbell rang suddenly on Saturday, and it was my landlord, Aunt Qin, who opened the door.

I thought she came here to renew the contract and increase the rent in the new year, so I welcomed her in.Aunt Qin stepped in and looked around casually: "Oh, you made it very clean." Then she sat down in the living room and exchanged a few words of greeting, and then explained to me the purpose of her visit.

"They are in a hurry to get married, and I didn't expect it... So we have to put this house out immediately and replace it with a new one. Here, let's post a little more, and give their young couple a two-bedroom house..."

I gradually understood what Aunt Qin meant.She said: "Xiao Cen, I really don't worry about renting the house to you. The sanitation is very good, the furniture is well used, and I don't need to remind you about the rent. You are the one I have met since I rented out the house. The most satisfied tenant I've ever been to...Auntie is also very guilty, there is no way, it happened so suddenly, the child is pregnant... Do you think you will have time to move out before New Year's Day?"

In fact, the contract was indeed only signed for this month, but it was suddenly discontinued with one week left, which was not what I expected.I said, "One week is kinda..."

Aunt Qin answered first: "This matter is not my fault. You see, I will return you twice the deposit and half the rent for this month. Do you think it is okay?"

I could only say yes, she immediately burst into laughter, thanked me even after she left, and asked me when she left: "Xiao Cen, how old are you this year? You don't look old, 23, 24?"

Deja vu question.I replied: "27."

"Ouch." She patted me on the shoulder in surprise, "Oh, yes, yes, I saw your ID card at the time, and I said that I couldn't imagine being as old as my son."

When she left, she instructed: "Then you have to hurry up and talk about marriage. The time in your twenties passes quickly, and you will be thirty in the blink of an eye."

I nodded my head in response, and said to myself, could it be that I am rushing to achieve performance at the end of the year, and the topic of marriage has been endless recently.In the past few years, more and more colleagues have gotten married, especially after having a lot of wedding drinks this year, several photographers and postgraduates are married, and they are all about my age.

With only a few days until New Year's Day, I could only start looking for new listings non-stop, and the results were not satisfactory.The company is in the city center, and I want to be as close as possible, but I can only rent a one-bedroom apartment in the old community in the city, and the spacious ones are near the outer ring, and it takes an hour to take the subway to the company.

According to my request, the agent recommended two housing sources to me: one is the first floor of the old community, I have visited it, the light is very poor, and the environment is also very bad; the other is near the outer ring, and the nearest subway station is 10 Walk for [-] minutes.

"If you can't do it, you can only consider renting together." The agent said, "How can there be so many one-bedroom apartments that meet the requirements, and it's still the end of the year."

I had nowhere to go, so I quickly sent a message asking for help in Moments, hoping that if someone had a house, he could introduce it to me.When I went to work in the afternoon, I suddenly received a call from Yan Baoting: "Hey, why are you renting a house?"

Getting back in touch with Yan Baoting was also one of the luckiest things for me in the past few years.I only remember that he went to study abroad, but I don’t remember where he went until the second year, when I was reading in a bookstore, someone suddenly patted my shoulder from behind: “Excuse me, are you Cen…” I turned my head , seeing Yan Baoting looking at me suspiciously, and his boyfriend standing beside him, they were holding hands.

I said, "Otherwise, how could I possibly be able to afford a house."

He said, "You should have said it earlier."

Next, he introduced to me that he had left a two-bedroom apartment in Shanghai, which had been vacant for more than a year after renovation.I originally planned to live there after returning to China, but now my work and life in London are very stable——Fang Yuchen didn’t break up with him after all. Successfully found a job.

Although the two of us really know each other well, I still hesitated: "It's not good for me to live in a new house."

"Whoever lives for you for free will of course have to charge you." He reported the amount that would not even rent a one-bedroom apartment in the outer ring. "By the way, help me maintain and maintain it, and absorb formaldehyde. Things are more likely to break if they are not used for a long time." Then he told the address and a series of numbers, "The combination lock doesn't need a key, you can just go there."

I wrote it down one by one, and thank you solemnly.

Yan Baoting didn't hang up the phone directly, but asked, "Is there any news about him?"

I pretended to be stupid: "What, of course not."

"Then what country are you going back to, to be a grandson?" He muttered, "I haven't heard from you for so long, is he still alive?"

"Should be alive." I couldn't help laughing and said, "Forget it, it really doesn't matter. The main reason for returning to China is to accompany my sister."

"Tell you not to hang yourself on a tree." Yan Baoting said, "Stop talking, I'm going to drink tea, bye."

In the first two years after I went abroad, I also had unrealistic fantasies, thinking that one day I would turn a corner on the street and see him come to me.Because I lost contact with my former classmates, I could only search for his name on the Internet very boringly.There are indeed outdated news about him many years ago-won a long-distance running No.1 and a No.2 in the sports meeting of Shencheng No. [-] Middle School, and won the second prize in the sketch competition of the second year of high school with a "Teacher".

His name is lined up with many, many names, and it is generally appended to the end of the school's official website press release, but nothing else.Later, I didn't dare to search anymore, like spying on other people's privacy.After all, we really broke up for many years.

Back then, those few people talked about getting married, having children, and passing on the family line, so he must have already fulfilled his obligations.

The author says:

There are about 1-3 chapters to transition, and there is a small plot that is very important to me (personal xp) in the middle, and a couple of cp that will be briefly mentioned, which may or may not be written in the future, and then the reunion, please be patient one time.

There will be an update tomorrow, so be diligent before Chinese New Year, Quack.