sanguine and depressive

On Wednesday, Lucy and I went to COMMO first, and the renovation process was slower than expected. Everyone who entered and exited still needed to wear helmets and construction vests, and all the scaffolding outside was not completely removed.

I didn't go back to the company in the afternoon, so I went directly to the address that Yan Baoting said.It is a two-bedroom, brightly lit and fully furnished, one is a bedroom and the other is a study.Although the community is a little farther away from the unit than it is now, the transportation is very convenient. It only takes three subway stops, and it is only as comfortable as cycling to work.

Early on Thursday morning, I took Lucy's car to COMMO together, and distributed the printed rundown to everyone: "The actors in the first scene come to make up at 09 o'clock, and the customers come at about 30:[-]."

Sitting in the director's chair, Xiaolu was eating breakfast, with soy milk in one hand and rice balls in the other, with a construction team hat on his head, took the rundown and asked vaguely, "Hey, why didn't you come to drink last week?"

"I've been too busy recently, and I have to go back and move tomorrow night." I replied, "I will definitely do it next time." Not sure about the next time.

Xiaolu: "Moving, did you buy a house?"

"What to buy, of course it is rented." I said.I don't remember Xiaolu's full name anymore, just like most people only call me Lino.

The camera crew behind started to turn on the lights. Unexpectedly, this was the beginning of today's trouble.

"The height of the shed is too low." Chen Yu came over, "There is no way for the lights to be directly lowered from above, and they cannot be mounted on." The space is more cramped.

The actresses for the first scene had arrived, sat in the back and started doing their makeup.I looked back, and sure enough, Cindy didn't follow.

Over the years, Cindy has kept in touch with me on and off. Before I returned to China, she told me that she would not follow my mother and go to work as an agent in a friend's company YAM.Naturally, the first- and second-tier stars she directly takes over are first- and second-tier stars, but there are also some models below. If the brand does not have a star or model designated for use, we will recommend YAM models.

Unexpectedly, the problem of lighting was more difficult than imagined. It was supposed to start at 11 o'clock, so it was directly delayed until 30:[-].Our producers, director, and customer representative Daisy were sitting behind the monitor and chatting, while the actors were looking at their phones after putting on their makeup, when suddenly a big brother with a work badge and the appearance of a construction team came over: "Why are there so many people here? "

He stared at our attire from top to bottom: "Why don't you wear hard-toed shoes? Don't know if this is a requirement to enter the construction site?"

As soon as these words came out, everyone looked at each other in blank dismay.Because hard-toed shoes are not enough to wear, and several girls have small feet and do not have the right size. In addition, Daisy said when communicating with us before that only construction hats and vests are rigid regulations, and shoes are not emphasized.

Therefore, except for the early scene and most of the camera crew who wore the hard-toed shoes left over from the construction team, the rest of us basically wore our own shoes.

The eldest brother pointed to the downstairs: "Those who don't wear hard-toed shoes, please withdraw from the construction site now and cooperate with our work, thank you." After he finished speaking, he walked to another group of plane shooters not far away, Might have to say exactly the same thing.

Lucy was dumbfounded immediately: "Ah? What should I do? Why is it so sudden?"

Chen Yu took out his mobile phone and started making calls, while counting the heads, he said, "I'll ask Feifei to buy it now."

I thought I could delay it for a while, because the shooting time was already very tight and couldn't be compressed any more.Unexpectedly, three people would come directly after that. Lucy patted me on the shoulder to make me look back, with a nervous expression on my face: "It's over, here are three vicious-looking contractors."

"I'll coordinate. If it's not possible, give the shoes to Xiaolu and photography first." I stood up to comfort her, "If you're hungry, go eat first, and bring some back after eating."

She nodded in response: "Okay, then I'll take Daisy out first, and I'll bring you food back later."

After everything was arranged hastily, I walked over, greeted the three people, and gave each of them a cigarette.

When the last person picked up the cigarette, he suddenly said, "Brother, are you...you studied in Shencheng No. [-] Middle School before?" He spoke with a strong northeast accent.

I looked up at him in astonishment, and he smiled at me.He has familiar features, a messy beard, and a bloated body. The whole person is squeezed into a Polo shirt, with round marks on his stomach, and a cigarette stuck in his ear.

I'm not sure: "You are..."

"I'm Wang Dong." He replied, "Do you still remember?"

Of course I do.

"There is no way, because before the official completion of the project, everything is still in charge of our construction team. If something happens, we will be responsible..." Wang Dong and I stood outside the building, with a cigarette in each hand, "What they said by the brand does not count, and it must be based on ours."

I said, "Understood."

"Hahaha, oops, old classmate, old classmate, it's been a long time. It's the first time I met my former classmate, what a coincidence." Wang Dong took a deep breath of his cigarette, feeling so emotional, and then changed the subject, " What do you do? I think you are shooting commercials?"

"Well, to be a commercial producer." I replied.

"I didn't plan to come back after finishing university in Jilin." He said, "My daughter-in-law is from Jilin. Later, I still feel that the development here is a little better. I just came back last year. The leader is my uncle, and I Follow him to do this."

"Are you married?" I said, "Congratulations."

"I got married early, and the child is already three years old." Wang Dong took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and showed me a video of his daughter, and couldn't help laughing. With braids, he shuttled vigorously through the facilities of the children's playground.

The cigarette was astringent in my mouth, I hesitated many times, and asked softly: "...Are you still in touch with Wei Chengyu?" I haven't spoken this name for a long time, and the pronunciation is a bit rusty even together.

Wang Dong was stunned: "Oh, you two..."

It seems that they don't know. "Break up. We separated a long time ago." I spoke with ease and my heart beat fast. "How is he?"

"Oh, I really haven't had any contact with him in the past two years. At that time, everyone did well in the exam, and I was the only one who went so far away... I used to be young and felt embarrassed, and gradually I stopped contacting everyone. "He thought, "Wei Chengyu... I will contact him every year during the holidays, but I don't know how he is doing now."

"It's okay, I'll just ask." I smiled.

Wang Dong said: "The two of you were really unexpected at the time. I remember it was during the summer vacation? Wei Chengyu told me that he was in a relationship, hahaha, I couldn't believe it..."

"Xiaodong." The middle-aged man in charge came over to greet him, and Wang Dong quickly put out his cigarette, "Come right away." He hurriedly took out his mobile phone: "Let's add a contact information, scan WeChat?"

I took out my phone to scan the QR code for him, and asked, "Can you give me Wei Chengyu's current phone number?"

"Oh." Wang Dong said, "Yes, of course, I will send it to you when I find it."

I said goodbye to him in a hurry, and finished my cigarette under the eaves.

After a while, Feifei arrived first, and got out of the taxi with two big bags of shoe boxes in his hand: "I'm so exhausted, I went to three stores to get it, where is Chen Yu!"

Chen Yu hurriedly came down to greet us, the three of us put on our shoes and carried the others up. After a while, Lucy finally arrived with our lunch.

Panting, she piled several lunch boxes on the table: "Come on, everyone has worked hard, let's eat! Take it yourself, it's all the same."

It's getting closer, and those who don't have any work to come over to eat.I took a copy and sat on the seat, opened the lid, and a slightly familiar scent came out.

Rose Soy Sauce Chicken and Roasted Duck in Ming Furnace are neatly arranged on white rice.

Lucy said to the people around: "This is what I ate for lunch today, it's so delicious, try it all."

Maybe seeing that my appearance was too dull, she tentatively asked: "What's the matter, don't you like this?"

I came back to my senses and smiled at her, feeling incoherent for a moment, not knowing what to say or what to think.My brain is like a blank sheet of paper, but it seems like yesterday reappeared in front of my eyes. I suddenly remembered many things that I tried to forget. I remembered that I was squatting next to him to pet the dog. I remembered that he would always grab my soy sauce chicken. , I drank the first half and he drank the second half.

I closed the lid and said, "Eat, eat, I'm not very hungry. I'm going out for a cigarette."

By the time I went back, everyone had basically finished eating.Taking advantage of the transition, Xiaolu looked back and looked around, took the box of lunch that no one had touched on the table, and started to gobble it up.

In the afternoon, Wang Dong sent me a series of numbers, which were indeed different from his previous ones.I was holding my mobile phone like a pancake, absent-minded. I just remembered that Xiaolu seemed very dissatisfied with the male model in the afternoon, and rushed over to say it several times.The boy looked like a college student, his acting skills were jerky and he couldn't let go, he was a head taller than Xiaolu, so he stood there obediently to accept criticism.

Later, after Xiao Jiang came, the photographer handed over the card and began to edit the film. Until [-] o'clock in the evening, Xiao Jiang kept all the things well, and it was officially called off today.

On the next Friday, in the morning, Lucy and I waited for Director Xiaolu to retouch the film in the post-production office. In the afternoon, I said hello and left early.Tomorrow is the New Year's Day holiday, so I have to take advantage of today to pack up all my things and move them to my new residence.

In fact, some clothes and daily necessities need to be boxed. Because it is a one-bedroom, most of the things brought out from home have been sealed and never taken out. It is convenient to move them out now.

After the porters left in the afternoon, I started cleaning. I was so busy until night that I couldn’t keep my eyes open. I simply skipped eating, took a quick shower, and went to bed.

When I woke up the next day, the sun was already rising.When I opened my eyes, I saw an unfamiliar environment, and the sun shone in through the white curtains. It was a dry and warm sunny day that is rare in winter.

After messing with my breakfast, I walked into the study and looked at the beautiful solid wood bookshelf that I had been coveting for a long time. Now there is no book, and it looks empty.

Although it's not suitable to live in Yan Baoting's house all the time, and sooner or later we have to move out, but the bookshelf is for placing books, and my books have been stuffed in boxes for too long with irresponsible owners, so they should come out Exercise exercise.

It happened that the weather was fine today, so I dragged those boxes of books to the balcony, took them out one by one and put them under the sun. "Dream of Red Mansions", "Life", "Fortress Besieged", several works by Haruki Murakami, and then a collection of works by Yukio Mishima, with a thin "Love Letter" by Shunji Iwai in between.

I sat down cross-legged, followed by basking in the sun, and took out the book.Speaking of which, I liked watching it when I was in high school, but I haven't watched it since then.

I flicked through a few pages, and was about to skip straight to the end to ruminate on my favorite episodes, when a postcard fell out of the book.

Looking closer, the front is a silver-white snow field, which is slightly similar to the scene where Hiroko Watanabe said "how are you, I'm fine" in the movie.

I turned it over and was speechless for a moment.

Like in "The Love Letter," it has a sketched portrait of me on it.

He also wrote:

【Kashiwahara Takashi and Fujii Ju don't belong to you, why don't you consider me. 】

What an ugly word.

The traces of the pencil reflect the dazzling light in the sunlight.I looked at the light for a long time, looking at the front and back, then carefully closed the book and put it aside, wiping away my tears.

The author says:

Do you still remember?