seasonal flu

The first time Qi Qi was tempted in his life was when he was running, he couldn't breathe, and there was a mess of his own exhalation and the ridicule of his classmates in his ears.Then Zheng Nanyu suddenly appeared, took his hand, and said to him, "I'm going to finish running soon, hold on."This sentence was like some kind of noise reduction spell, after Qi Qi finished speaking, he could only hear each other's breathing.

He hated running, and the time was stretched, but with Zheng Nanyu beside him, the stretched time turned out to be wonderful.

After the run, Zheng Nanyu didn't allow him to sit down, and kept pulling his wrist, slowing down and walking with him around the inner circle of the playground.

What is the effect?Call it the playground lap effect.Qi Qi's heartbeat was very fast, and his face was also very red, but no one, including himself, knew whether his blushing and heartbeat was due to strenuous exercise or Zheng Nanyu.

"Students, remember! There is no unreasonable love, no unreasonable hatred, and no unreasonable third question!" When the math teacher knocked on the blackboard and repeatedly emphasized, Qi Qi was secretly looking at Zheng Nan and the side faces of the lecturers. .

Why would you help yourself?No matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like two people who will meet, even if they are at the same table, they don't have to be close.Zheng Nan is cheerful, talkative, tall, and can be friends with so many people, so why bother with me?

Zheng Nanyu noticed that Qi Qi was looking at him, and waved his hand in front of him: "Come back to your senses, are you still in a daze because you got this question wrong?"

Can compassion do this?Qi Qi still didn't understand, but he was moved by this unknown kindness.

In fact, he is used to it. Life is not so easy to change. Qi Qi can bear it, and it will pass after a while. High school is a "short" time for him, because Zheng Nanyu's arrival has lengthened it.Now that Zheng Nanyu has this determination, Qi Qi can be obedient and muster some courage to step into unfamiliar places. He just doesn't want to disappoint Zheng Nanyu again.

What kind of mind or love, those Zheng Nanyu don't need it, so Qi Qi wants to hide it well, so don't burden others.But it was probably the first time he fell in love with someone, no matter how he covered it up, it would always show his feet.

And got caught.

"It may also be that we were too close to give you an illusion. Qi Qi, we kept a distance for a while, and you figured it out. Ah, of course we are still friends." When Zheng Nanyu said this, he patted his Shoulder, "I'm leaving first, you go to see Chen Jun."

"Yeah okay." Qi Qi nodded, "I'm sorry, goodbye!"

He seemed to be seriously introspecting, and there was no overreaction, so Zheng Nanyu was relieved, and left without looking back.

Then Qi Qi walked into the hospital as if sleepwalking. Chen Jun's wounds were all bandaged, and a thick plaster cast was put on his left arm. He sat on a bench in the corridor and waited for him.

"You're here...fuck, why are you crying?" Chen Jun stood up.

Qi Qi has rhinitis, and always wears a mask when changing seasons and going to new places. Now her eyes are red, and the mask stuck to her face is wet with tears.He shook his head, pulled Chen Jun's sleeve, and signaled to go home.

Seeing that he didn't wipe his tears himself, Chen Jun stretched out his hand and wiped his face carelessly: "You cry so much, people think I've done something to you... Oh, did Zheng Nanyu say something to you? He's just a You idiot, don't listen to anything you say."

"Did you tell him?"

"...Yes." Chen Jun habitually wanted to say a few ugly words, but he was a little scared when he met Qi Qi's eyes, "I, I just said it casually..."

Qi Qi's eyes were very big, so the tears glistened brightly, he couldn't blame others, only complained about himself, and asked in a nasal voice: "Why?"

Chen Jun avoided his eyes, and said irritably, "There's no reason! I'll just say it!" He led the people out, Qi Qi followed him, and stopped talking.Chen Jun panicked for no reason, as if he had done something wrong: "Hey, I'll explain to him tomorrow, and I'll say I'm talking nonsense, okay?"

Still didn't answer, Chen Jun originally wanted to sleep at Qi Qi's house today, so he had no choice but to give up, and the two parted.

The next day Qi Qi didn't come for breakfast, Zhang Yonghui was very surprised and asked Zheng Nanyu if he wanted to wait, Zheng Nanyu said no, Qi Qi probably ate at home and changed his habit.

However, breakfast is missing, and the same table always sits together during class.Zheng Nanyu felt that it was not necessary to ask the teacher to change the seat. Qi Qi changed it as soon as he said it, and besides, there was also a holiday. After a holiday, people might forget it.

It's just that he thinks so, Qi Qi himself can't let it go at all.Not talking is too obvious, he just doesn't take the initiative to talk, and then wanders in the corridors every class break for reasons such as collecting water to go to the toilet, returning after class, and dare not sleep during the lunch break.

The class is a small society, with about thirty people, who is close to whom can be seen at a glance, especially Qi Qi and Zheng Nan, who used to be inseparable, don't eat lunch together now.The students inevitably asked a few questions. Someone said that Zheng Nanyu finally found him annoying. Zheng Nanyu felt that these groundless guesses were inexplicable, and it was impossible to tell the real reason, so he replied: "It's not that girls must hold hands when going to the toilet. Friends don’t always stay together all the time, do they?”

After that day, Qi Qi ate with his female classmates. Li Yu'er asked him if he was having trouble with Zheng Nanyu. He poked at the potatoes on the dinner plate and shook his head, wondering for a long time why.The girl chased after her and asked, so he had no choice but to say, "I just want to have dinner with you..."

"What, what!" Li Yu'er stammered, "Did you learn that from Zheng Nanyu?"

Qi Qi smiled shyly: "No, not like."

He can't learn Zheng Nanyu's style of handling things, and he can't even imitate it poorly.Qi Qi knows the most essential difference between the two—Zheng Nanyu is a very "independent" person.

Because the last question of the exam was beyond the syllabus, it was the last class in the morning, and most of the students chose to hand in papers for dinner.Zheng Nan and Fu Duo had learned this knowledge point for a year, but this question was at the Olympiad level regardless of whether it was super-syllabus or not. He struggled to the end, and only he and Qi Qi were left in the classroom.He said to Qi Qi: "You go and eat first, and I will do the math for a while."

It’s good to eat, do quizzes, and play games with friends, but it’s no different if you do these things by yourself.Zheng Nanyu doesn't feel alone, he can eat alone, and Qi Qi and Zhang Yonghui are just incidental, and it's okay to have nothing.He can solve questions alone, play stand-alone games alone, watch movies alone, travel alone... He is a person who can live alone, and it doesn't matter to him whether there is anyone around him.

Qi Qi is not, Qi Qi is Morning Glory, he must rely on someone, someone must be his backbone and support.He is afraid of being alone, but he is used to patience. Once there is a tree beside him, he is unwilling to let go.So that day, no matter what Zheng Nanyu said, he would sit and wait for Zheng Nanyu to finish the questions and have dinner with him.

He is a person who is used to being passive, loves to give the initiative to others, and can't say anything tough.Maybe he should be tougher. When Chen Jun looked at his notebook that day, he was going to threaten him severely.You are not allowed to speak out, if you speak out, I will never open the window again, I will not give you snacks, and I will not let you spend the night with me secretly again.But Qi Qi didn't, he bluntly allowed Chen Jun to invade his space, his world was too easy to enter, and Chen Jun was a lawless person who was left alone, so he would always get hurt.

At the end of the last semester of high school, the morning glory was uprooted, and Qi Qi was forced to learn to be independent.