seasonal flu

As the holidays approached, the teacher relaxed a little. Good students like Zheng Nanhe, who were ranked higher than the experimental class, would receive preferential treatment. They handed in the test papers early and took a nap on the table.After Qi Qi finished the papers, he found that Zheng Nanyu was completely asleep, with his face turned to his side and pillowed on his arm.The bell rang for the end of get out of class, the books were collected and school was dismissed, and a group of people packed their schoolbags in a mess, but they couldn't wake him up.

When the dormitory students came home on weekends, their parents came to pick them up. Zhang Yonghui said hello and left.With Qi Qi sitting next to him, no one else would call Zheng Nanyu, so only they and a few students on duty were left in the class.

Qi Qi didn't dare to look at Zheng Nanyu for a week. The desks of the third year of high school were always built high like a fortress, which just blocked the sight of the students on duty, so he stared blankly at Zheng Nanyu's sleeping face for a while.Zheng Nanyu's eyebrows are very neat, and the eyebrow peaks are sharp as if they have been trimmed, but they are still very thick.He has a very upright face, and every facial feature is straight and generous, like the standard dignified family in martial arts dramas, and like the handsome police officer called "A Sir" in Hong Kong dramas.

Qi Qi also imitated him and lay down on his arms, facing Zheng Nanyu sideways.Something bewitched him, and he reached out to touch the other person's forehead.

"what."

Qi Qi raised his head suddenly, and Wang Zhihui was standing on the podium, leaning on a broom and looking at him with a half-smile.

Qi Qi was taken aback, and withdrew his hand in a panic, making his face scorching hot when he saw what was going on in his mind.He hid his hands under the desk and twisted together nervously, afraid that Wang Zhihui would come over and ridicule him. It didn't matter, he just didn't want to be exposed that he had no reflection on the matter of "falling in love with Zheng Nanyu", which was disappointing.

However, Wang Zhihui just laughed, with malicious intentions, full of sarcasm, and threw the broom into the corner behind the door, and the iron dustpan made a very loud sound.Zheng Nanyu frowned slightly when he was disturbed by this voice.

"..." After struggling for a while, Qi Qi gently pushed Zheng Nanyu, "School is over."

Zheng Nanyu opened his eyes and saw him say: "Thank you." Then he stretched his waist, "What time is it?"

Qi Qi glanced at his phone and whispered, "Five forty." Then he put the pencil case into his schoolbag, as if he was about to leave.

"You called me so late, do you want to shut me up in the classroom?" Zheng Nanyu said jokingly, "Wait for me to get off and take the subway."

Qi Qi was flattered and stunned for a few seconds: "Okay, okay."

The two were walking on the road, Zheng Nanyu asked him if he was hungry, and they didn't eat in the school cafeteria when they were going home on Friday, Qi Qi said that there was a little bit, so he bought two rice balls, one for each person.A good neighbor next to the subway, Qi Qi’s favorite food is tiger skin omelette rice, the eggs are tender, and Zheng Nanyu bought it right.The winter holiday was approaching, the nights were long and the sky was cold, and it was already dark before six o'clock. The rice balls were made in the microwave, and they ate them standing in front of the convenience store.

The freshly heated rice balls were very hot. Qi Qi held them in his hand and turned them around before tearing open the package. The rice balls warmed his cold fingertips. Zheng Nanyu talked to himself again. The rice balls were delicious, and he felt happy for a short time. , leaning against the wall and eating happily.

The rice ball Zheng Nanyu took was tuna, and he asked Qi Qi: "There's no need to hide from me, that...it's not a big deal, and you plan to not say a word to me in half a year?"

"Sorry……"

"Here again," Zheng Nanyu said helplessly, "I won't tell you, so don't say sorry." He felt that Qi Qi was sorry if he had nothing to do. Do not cry out.

"Yes...understood." Qi Qi looked up at him cautiously, "I'm afraid to disturb you."

"What are you bothering me for? In fact, I should say I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that to you... Me too. Chen Jun suddenly said that. I was quite surprised, and I asked you to tell me without thinking too much." Zheng Nanyu was serious. During the week, Qi Qi hid too clearly, always avoiding contact and talking with him, and not eating together.He thought, it's a pity that he managed to raise Qi Qi cheerfully, and then became cautious because of himself.And Qi Qi didn't say anything to him, he ran over and refused ahead of time, which was a bit too self-conscious.

"fine."

But Zheng Nanyu still wants to say: "I really don't like men now, and I have never thought of falling in love with men before. It may be a bit offensive to you... My relationship with you is really just between friends, and it will not develop into a relationship. Lover relationship. Is it because you don’t know the difference between love and friendship? Have you thought about it now?”

No matter how gentle Zheng Nanyu's words are, they are cruel to Qi Qi's ears. He wants to cut through the mess quickly, and long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. The pain will never go away.As soon as Qi Qi saw him, he would think of liking him. He couldn't help himself and couldn't choose to look forward. Therefore, Zheng Nanyu was a blunt knife, which couldn't cut to the end, and it hurt his muscles, bones and skin.

If he wanted to continue to get along with Zheng Nanyu as naturally as before, Qi Qi should lie, saying that he had thought it through clearly and that the relationship between them was pure friendship.But Qi Qi couldn't do it, he timidly and honestly replied: "Not yet..."

"Oh." Zheng Nan threw the wrapped paper in his hand into the trash can, "Maybe I have to think about it for a long time, but don't ignore me, it makes me very depressed, and I will talk to me next week. "

"..." Qi Qi said suddenly, "Until I think it through, let's keep our distance."

This was Zheng Nanyu's unexpected answer. He stared blankly, feeling as if he had never known Qi Qi before.

"Okay, but should we have normal communication?"

"Ah."

They walked into the same subway, but they didn't speak to each other anymore.