desolate

Zhou Ze had a dream.

It was different from the previous dream where there were only fragments of memories after waking up.

This dream is real and lengthy, every insignificant detail can be captured by him, and then spread out completely in the picture.

From a thin cloud, to the red flag unfurled by the wind seen from the window, the crowded school, the voices of the deskmate and parents talking in the ear... twitter, twitter, an ordinary paper became the relationship between them Endless topics.

It looked like it was very lively around, because everyone was smiling.

But no matter in the dream or outside the dream, he has already forgotten what day it is.I just remember him sitting there by himself, watching many people pass by the window.

Some people praised him, some looked at him, and some said hello to him.

But he remained motionless, as if waiting for someone.

People passing by got no response and left.

Seeing the sun rise and set again and again, he sat there for a long time.It might be boring to wait aimlessly, so later on, he gradually responded to people passing by, and no longer just looked at the clouds and red flags outside the window.

But no matter what he did, he couldn't meet the person he was waiting for.

Until the end, he didn't want to wait any longer, and then wanted to leave there - if the other party didn't come, he would go to her, he had such an idea.

But the moment he walked out of that classroom, the surroundings suddenly began to collapse, and countless falling rocks crazily smashed on the top of his head, as if vowing to crush and crush him.

At the same time, he finally saw the person he had been waiting for—his mother—on the other side of the window.

There were more and more falling rocks, and one abyss after another suddenly appeared under his feet. He didn't understand why this happened, so he began to desperately ask for help from the person by the window, but no matter how he asked for help, Ma Wenjing just stood there and watched quietly. Own.

"You are still young, and you think that all these small fights are the end of the world, but when you reach my age, you will know that everything will pass. If you have the time to moan without illness, it is better to read more books. That is the way to be successful." Something that really changes your future."

In her eyes, people grow up like this, no one can fall into a pit, and a child matures overnight.

So she never reached out to help.

Even though she was standing by the window from the beginning to the end, she could see him on the other side from that position where she turned her head.Even if he was dragged by the abyss and struggled hopelessly, Ma Wenjing would just watch him calmly from a distance, and then said to him lightly: It's okay, you just put your feet up and you will come up.

But did he step up from the dark abyss afterwards?The outcome is unknown.

All he knew was that when he woke up, Zhou Ze felt as if he had been scooped out of the water, his back was dripping with sweat, and his thin pajamas were tightly attached to his body, making him extremely uncomfortable.

He sat up abruptly, pulled off his clothes and shook twice.

The absurd dream disappeared in an instant.

At this point, the dormitory was still dark, and the sound of his roommate's snoring came regularly, time seemed to be frozen in a dream, he slept dizzily, woke up but it was still dark.

The sound of Ding Yibao grinding his teeth was almost as annoying as his fingernails scratching the blackboard, and it gave people goosebumps.

Everything in the dream was repeated in his mind, and his sleepiness was disturbed, so Zhou Ze sat and waited until dawn.

He thought that he should never have meant to blame Ma Wenjing.But why did anger, incomprehension, and sadness keep growing secretly?

It may be too wronged.

He understands that what Ma Wenjing said is right, when he is 30 years old, he will feel that the pain he is suffering now is completely worthless.But no one told him how to survive the present.

So the incomprehension and disappointment slowly spun into a big net, covering him bit by bit.Zhou Ze felt that he didn't have that much love and hate for Ma Wenjing, but he didn't want to let the net on Ma Wenjing fall back on him all the time.Recently, he even thought, if he let her experience these pains, would he be able to understand himself?

Ding Yibao, who was awakened by the alarm clock, opened his eyes bewilderedly, and saw Zhou Ze sitting on the bedside, and was startled: "What are you doing?"

Zhou Ze moved slowly like a stone statue just waking up: "I'm in a panic."

Ding Yibao didn't know why and asked: "Hold it? Sleep with your head covered. Every time I see you sleep, you curl up in the quilt, and you are prone to lack of oxygen."

Zhou Ze said, "Is there?"

Ding Yibao set the alarm again, and lay down yawning: "That's right, if you're not feeling well, go to the infirmary, it's easy to get sick this day... Hey, it's still early, I'll sleep a little longer. "

After he finished rambling, he turned over and fell asleep again.

Zhou Ze didn't know if he was sick, but he was really uncomfortable.

...

On a foggy day, the thick clouds are filled with rain that will never fall, and the city is completely covered. In such weather, people can't help but look up, trying to find a rope in the sky and drag it , it's better to pull a hole in the cloud cover and let all the cold rain fall down in one go.

Then in such weather, Zhou Ze skipped class.

This happened 10 minutes after he received the message from Zhou Haiyang.As soon as he saw the content of the message, he couldn't sit still any longer. Under the guise of going to the toilet, he blatantly walked out of the classroom, and then ran downstairs without looking back.

Behind the Siyuan Building and Zhiyuan Building, there is a small area for bicycle parking. Passing through the rows of blue carports full of cars, behind a gray wall is a well-known snack street.

He flipped out from here.

Pei also watched him slip away.

Even Wen Jialang, who was at the same table, realized that there was no one beside him until after class.

The moment he walked out of the classroom, Pei also realized his purpose.Or maybe it was because Zhou Ze was in such a hurry that he didn't go in the direction of the toilet at all.

So after a few minutes, he looked out of the window with great happiness, and was not surprised to see a neat figure, easily climbed up to the roof of the carport through the back seat of the bicycle, and then jumped directly to the top of the fence, and disappeared after a while.

The fox's tail is exposed.

Pei also concluded almost without hesitation.

Just 1 minute after Zhou Ze's "prison break", the old man watching the car in the parking lot came out from behind the lounge. It won't take more than 09 minutes to get back, so he skips class and never chooses here.

On the other hand, Zhou Ze was quite courageous, as if he had planned it in advance.

As soon as Wen Jialang found out about this, he couldn't wait to say to Xu Duozhi: "Damn, did I skip class at the same table?"

Xu Duozhi was staring at the phone absent-mindedly, not listening to what he said at all.

"Run away, what's the matter..."

Wen Jialang noticed that he was not concentrating, so he looked at his phone: "What are you looking at? Who is Ye Weimian?"

"It's nothing!" Xu Duozhi slapped down the phone screen, "... Who did you say skipped class?"

Wen Jialang sat down mutteringly: "I'm at the same table, that top student."

Xu Duozhi looked forward and saw only an empty table.

"Damn? He's still skipping class?"

"...You didn't listen to me just now, did you?"

"Just talk and don't move your hands...!"

"What's wrong with me moving?"

"You dare to hit your father?!"

"Fuck you!"

"Fuck you!"

The two walked away while talking.

Pei Ye grimaced, and suddenly saw a strange man passing by the back door of the classroom, and then looked in by the window for a second time, finally he didn't seem to find the person he was looking for, so he went straight to the front door.

"Hello classmate, I'm looking for someone." Zhou Haiyang stood at the door and grabbed a passing student casually, "Is Zhou Ze in your class?"

Sun Tianwang, who was suddenly grabbed by his arm, was taken aback. He didn't hear what he said at all. Instead, Li Pingan, who was walking beside him, answered for him: "He's not here."

"Not here?" Zhou Haiyang craned his neck to look inside again, but he did not see the person he was looking for. "Then where is the office of your homeroom teacher, Mr. Wu?"

Sun Tianwang reacted belatedly, and saw Qin Yan who was coming with her homework, and pointed to Zhou Haiyang: "Ms. Wu's office is hard to find, you can go with our monitor."

Qin Yan was pushed over with a dazed expression.

……

Pei also watched the man follow Qin Yan away.

At this time, Xu Duozhi and Wen Jialang walked over one after the other, the two who were spitting at each other a second ago, turned around and got back together.

"Brother Pei, the plane said that it met Liyi's gorilla in the bathroom on the first floor, and he will watch for us, do you want to go?"

"Don't go."

Xu Duozhi sat down at the front table in disappointment: "Why, let's kneel down and apologize to that gorilla for spreading rumors outside, monkeys, they all..."

Pei Ye glanced at him silently, and Xu Dazhi shut up decisively.

"Didn't I tell you not to get too close to them?"

Wen Jialang coughed dryly: "I didn't come close, but I happened to run into you after you left yesterday and chatted for a while."

But Pei Ye said: "The plane called over."

In fact, after thinking about it later, I realized that Ju Haonan and Li Hefei did not meet downstairs by chance at all. On the contrary, they should have been called by Li Hefei to block Zhou Ze.This is Zhou Ze's bad luck, he was really blocked.

He rested his head in his arms and yawned lazily.

After not bothering the gorilla, Xu Duozhi and Wen Jialang sat down at Pei Ye's front table and chatted.Xu Duozhi was lying on the back of the chair, looking at Pei Ye's eyes with sympathy.

"How many days have you not slept well? Is Aunt Su still the same?"

Pei also closed her eyes: "... There was a disturbance in the mahjong room yesterday, and she went crazy again, and was sent to the hospital in the middle of the night."

Xu Dazhi let out an "ah" with a strange expression.

Wen Jialang pressed his phone and said, "Which hospital? My brother-in-law is the director of the central hospital. I'll ask him to change to a single room."

Pei Ye was silent for a second, then said, "The mental hospital over there at Shiliting."

Not only him, Xu Dazhi and Wen Jialang were silent.

Of course, it wasn't Pei who sent Su Ya in.But he can't, it doesn't mean that those people can't either - the man's family will do everything for the man's little property before he died, Su Ya was forced to do nothing, and finally chased him out with a kitchen knife.

The ending of the story is that she was sent to a detention center overnight by the police who heard the news, and sent to a mental hospital for sedation in the early morning.

As they were talking, Pei Ye saw the strange man walking to the front door of the classroom again.

This time, instead of searching aimlessly, he looked at Wu Guang beside him as if asking for help.

As soon as the head teacher came, the lively atmosphere in the big break subsided a little.The eyes of the students followed the footsteps of the old class, and Pei was no exception.He watched Lao Ban walk to Zhou Ze's seat, then turned his head to look around, and finally walked towards himself.

"Wen Jialang, where are you at the same table?"

Wen Jialang shook his head of course: "I don't know!"

Wu Guang's eyes widened: "You are at the same table, don't you know?"

Wen Jialang muttered softly: "I'm not his parents, why can I still watch him all day long..."

"What are you talking about! Did you go to the bathroom?"

"Well, I don't know...Maybe he played truant?"

"How could it be!" Old Ban replied with great confidence, and then said to the strange man who followed with his arms akimbo, "I guess I'll be back during class, let's go out and wait for a while."

Give up, you can't wait, Pei also thought in his heart.

He stretched out his hand and pinched the back of his neck. At this moment, the phone in his trouser pocket vibrated.

The head teacher was still standing in the classroom, so he wouldn't be so muddled to answer the phone in front of him.He had to wait for Lao Ban to go out before he looked down at the notification of the incoming call on his mobile phone, and a text message that followed - the content was the payment notice from the hospital.

He sent three text messages in a row, as if he was terrified that the family members would abandon the patient with them, after all, such things often happen.

Pei Ye rubbed his hair irritably, then glanced at Lao Ban who was still hovering outside the door.

After hesitating for two seconds, he grabbed his coat and stood up.

Xu Duozhi yelled, "Where are you going? It's time for class."

Pei also said leave me alone, and ran out through the back door through the tables and chairs.