In a dream

At 10:30 in the evening, the cafe is about to close, and several waiters are doing the final cleaning work.The young female boss lowered her head and settled today's income on the counter.The fingertips flew quickly on the calculator, and a string of numbers fell down.The door of the cafe was opened, and a waiter standing at the door politely smiled at the visitor and said, "Sorry, we are closed."

The visitor wore a dark khaki Korean-style slim-fit jacket, a dark floral scarf around her neck, a black close-fitting sweater inside, and black slim-fit jeans tightly wrapped around her slender and slender body. On her legs, a pair of black short-tube single leather boots were put on her feet.The young male clerk looked a little crazy. There are really many beauties in this city, but it's really rare to see such a cool and charming woman.He saw that the woman's originally slender figure looked more uneven under the black dress, so he couldn't help but take another look.

Xia Yanhuan frowned and took a step inside, staggered away from the waiter to avoid his shining eyes, squeezed his hand lightly, and the little doll who was obediently holding her hand and following her was a little shy He called softly, "Mom."

The woman behind the counter shuddered violently, and raised her head in astonishment. The little baby was hiding behind Xia Yanhuan, looking at herself cautiously and full of hope.She put down the account book in her hand, quickly pushed open the door of the counter, walked out quickly, squatted in front of the child, hugged him, kissed him on his little red lips, and called him "Lele..."

Xia Yanhuan stared at the woman for a while, then walked to the open air near the fence and found a bench to sit down on. The dark autumn wind on the roof of the tall building blew her dark red hair chillily. Silently looking at the JW building opposite, I don't know what that person is doing now?

"Xia Xia." The woman came out holding the doll's tender little hand and called her, standing not far from her, Xia Yanhuan turned to see the woman's smiling face and the figure she was holding had reached her The little boy a little above the waist sighed, "Go home this afternoon and hear that the old man is not at home these days, so I will bring him here to accompany you. I will come here to pick him up when the time comes."

The woman nodded, and the dimples of her smile became more and more obvious. She reached out and hugged the child in her arms and rubbed her face against his pink face, "Okay."

Xia Yanhuan stepped forward and touched the child's face.As soon as the slightly cool hand touched the child's warm face, he reluctantly hid back into the woman's arms, and laughed and called his aunt a villain.Xia Yanhuan squinted her eyes, pretended to be angry, turned around, walked into the cafe and said as she walked, "If you have a mother, you don't want an aunt anymore. You've forgotten who I am so quickly."

The child was pure in heart, thinking that she was really going to leave, she hurriedly slid down from her mother's arms and ran forward to hug Xia Yanhuan's right leg and squatted there trying to drag her to prevent her from going, "Where is Auntie going?" ? Lele won't let my aunt go."

Xia Yanhuan turned around and squatted down funny, hugged him affectionately, and watched his teary eyeballs roll around. The little guy had an illness some time ago, and it took him a month to heal. He just grew some flesh. Just dragged on.After losing weight, he became more and more like his father, with Xia Moxuan's shadow in his eyebrows and eyes. Xia Yanhuan put him down, and looked at the woman who followed in, the corners of his mouth moved, but he didn't say anything in the end.

"Pack up and go back earlier, it's getting late, he usually sleeps at this time." Finally Xia Yanhuan opened his mouth.

"Okay," the woman nodded with tenderness in her eyes.

"Yeah." After straightening her clothes and putting her hands in her pockets, Xia Yanhuan said to the child, "Listen to your mother obediently. Auntie is gone. Grandpa will pick you up when he comes back."

After the child obediently nodded and leaned on the mother's lap and waved his little hand to say goodbye, Xia Yanhuan raised his head and said to the woman, "Then I'm leaving, you, pay more attention to yourself."

"it is good..."

Xia Yanhuan turned her head and looked at the colorful neon lights outside the door. This city that never sleeps is bustling and noisy, but the gentle woman behind her is willing to live a life as peaceful as water, as gentle as her, precisely because Xia Moxuan is so obsessed with love because of this elegance that comes out of the mud but not stained.

The woman saw Xia Yanhuan standing there motionless and looking outside, but there was no difference when she probed out and asked her softly, "Xia Xia, what's the matter?"

Xia Yanhuan shook her head behind her back, "Weng Xue, maybe you can try to accept another person..." Xia Yanhuan sighed, "Xia Moxuan, I will never come back again...you are still young..."

The woman froze for a moment, reached out to pick up the child who had been standing obediently by her side without speaking, and did not answer.

Xia Yanhuan didn't say any more, pushed open the low wooden door, walked to the open-air elevator next to her without looking back, and disappeared in front of the woman.

A small hand touched the woman's face, wiped away the moisture from her eyes, and asked timidly in a sweet and greasy voice, "Does mom's eyes hurt?"

Holding the child's hand back away, looking at his face like a miniature version of Xia Moxuan, the tears in his eyes gurgled down, "There is wind blowing sand in my mother's eyes..." She answered her son's question like this , with a strong nasal sound between the breaths.

"Then I'll blow it to mom." The child obediently leaned his neck up and blew into the woman's eyes, but found that there were more and more tears there. He opened his mouth and began to cry at a loss, holding the woman on her neck. "Mom doesn't cry."

The employee who hadn't left in the store looked at him strangely, with inquiring eyes, the woman walked to the counter with the child in her arms, took a tissue to help him wipe off the tears on his face, kissed his forehead, and said in a trembling voice "Mom don't cry, Lele is good, let's go home."

今夜 还 吹 着风

想起 你 好 温柔

有 你 的 日子 的 轻松

也 不 是 无 影踪

只是 想 你 太 浓

怎么 会 无时无刻 你 梦

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A small desk lamp on the bedside table glows faintly, as if it will go out in the next second, and the single song on the mobile phone next to the pillow is playing an old song that Mu Elegy has been listening to repeatedly recently. Xie Jingwan is quiet Lying in her arms, listening to Mu's elegy, she sang softly to the beat with a low and soft voice:

"There is you on the road of love, I am not alone, you are so good to me, this time it is really different, maybe I should have you well, just like you have been waiting for me, dear person, dear lover, thank you You have been with me for so long, darling, dear, and this is the most exciting moment of my life."

The hands under the quilt found the hands that were placed on her lower abdomen, and clasped them tightly together. Xie Jingwan turned her head to look at Mu Elegy's lips, and turned her head a little more involuntarily. After a kiss on her lips, she smiled foolishly.

"What's the matter? Isn't it ugly?" Mu Elegy buried her head in the crescent of her neck and took a deep breath.

Xie Jingwan shook her head, "No, it's very nice." She turned sideways and threw herself into Mu Elegy's arms, met her eyes, and her expression became serious, "Mu Mu, I love you."

Mu Elegy looked at her stern look, burst out laughing, stretched out his index finger and scratched on the bridge of her nose, "How stupid? I know, I can feel it even if you don't tell me."

"Mu Mu."

"Ok?"

"Is there something uncomfortable?" Xie Jingwan looked at her lips seriously, and clearly saw that there was a deeper purple than that in the restaurant during the tender moment just now.

Mu Elegy tilted her head, watching Xie Jingwan's eyes slowly become deeper, she gently pressed Xie Jingwan's head against her chest with her hand, and let her ear attach to her heart, and asked her "" Jing Wan, listen, my heart, is it beating well?"

Xie Jingwan held her breath and pressed her ears close, listening to the murky voice that came from her heart like an echo when she spoke, she nodded, "Yes."

Mu Elegy smiled, holding her head with both hands so that she looked up at herself, "Jingwan, actually my heart is sick."

Even before Mu Elegy left the country, she suspected that she had some congenital disease, which made her pale all the time, but when she was a child, her father never said that she was sick, and she thought that since the doctor said she was fine, then she was fine.Now hearing her tell the reason for her poor health, Xie Jingwan's heart throbbed a little. She propped her body on top of Mu Elegy, her eyes fixed on her left breast, and she slowly covered her hand with a deep feeling. Concerned about asking "what's wrong with it?"

"I had a physical examination when I was a child, and it was said that I had mild valvular insufficiency, and the others were not very clear. Because there were no special symptoms, the doctor suggested to follow up and did not do any special treatment. Don't worry."

"Why didn't you tell me? This disease can't be stimulated?" Thinking about the things he did to her when she was young, Xie Jingwan buried her head in Mu Elegy's chest with some remorse Said sullenly.

"Jingwan." Mu Elegy shrank back under the quilt, shifted her position to look at herself and the angry person who was frowning in front of her, pinched her smooth face with her fingers, "It's nothing, I'm not as fragile as you think, Besides, it's really not serious. It's just that I feel a little uncomfortable when I'm very angry or emotional." Mu Elegy said lightly.

"Then have you had a physical examination recently? What did the doctor say?"

"Well, I've been there two months ago..." Mu Elegy turned her eyes away, recalling what happened with Chen Liran at the store before, and sighed in her heart, "Jing Wan... I met your mother in the store... .”

Xie Jingwan nodded, expressing that she knew about it, holding Mu Elegy's hand, "I know."

Regarding Mu Elegy and her own mother, Xie Jingwan has been in an in-between state from the very beginning. She liked to play with Mu Elegy when she was a child, taking her here and there all day long, even giving away all the dolls that no one is allowed to touch. She, because Mu Elegy is so cute that she wanted to pity her when she was young. At that time, she knew that when her father was away, her mother would always secretly bully Mu Mu, because several times she met her mother pinching her. Mu Mu's eyes were not as clear as when they were with her, and they always had a light that she couldn't understand.

Later, when she got older, Mu Elegy grew taller, but she was still thin and weak. Her mother no longer touched her, but her cynicism intensified. The incomprehensible light in Mu Elegy's eyes disappeared, replaced by a completely ignorance or irony.Xie Jingwan never understood, she didn't dare to ask her if she was very sad, because she was the daughter of the woman who made her feel uncomfortable...

"Jingwan...if your mother finds out..."

Xie Jingwan leaned on her, "Mu Mu, I love you, this is my business and has nothing to do with my mother."

What Mu Elegy was worried about was the knot in Xie Jingwan's heart. They were sisters from beginning to end. She chose to use reason to refuse ten years ago. Ten years later, the two have become more mature and wise, but the facts still need to be considered.Now that Xie Jingwan gave her such an affirmative answer, Mu Elegy felt more at ease.It's just...Mu Elegy couldn't help frowning, she has no way out...Since the establishment of JW, she has blocked her only way out. She knows how to start, but she doesn't know what will happen Finish...

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