Women's clothing giants are all in love

"Qilan, you only know that I like to wear women's clothing, but do you know what it means?"

After Xie Zhu's words fell, Qi Lan seemed to be stunned there again: "...what?"

There was an instant silence in the corridor.

At this moment, Xie Zhu's breathing became a little short.

His heart was beating fast, he told himself, let's go all out, just go all out once, after talking about this, do we have to shrink back?

The hands hanging by his sides tightened, loosened, and tightened again, and this tension was even passed on to Qi Lan.

Qi Lan unconsciously tensed up, her throat became a little dry.

He opened his mouth and asked again in a low voice: "Represents... what?"

Xie Zhu clenched his fists, took a deep breath, and said loudly with a trembling voice, "This means I--cough cough cough!"

I don't know if he was too nervous, but when it came to the crucial point, Xie Zhu choked on his saliva and coughed violently, his face flushed red.

Qi Lan was taken aback, her face showing astonishment.

After regaining his senses, he stepped forward and patted Xie Zhu's back, patted, couldn't help laughing, and let out a "poof" laugh.

Xie Zhu: "?!"

He choked so badly that Qi Lan's laughter made him stiff.

Qi Lan laughed until his shoulders trembled, and he said with a smile: "Little piggy, how can you still choke on your own saliva while talking? What are you trying to say, so excited?"

"..." Xie Zhu, "cough cough cough!"

He flushed with embarrassment, coughed non-stop, and his eyes were watery.

Qi Lan was about to die of laughter, and he asked amusedly, "Do you want to go in and drink some water? It's okay, I'll just wait here, after you finish choking, and after listening to your words, I'll—"

Xie Zhu resisted the itch in his throat, gritted his teeth, and said quickly in a low voice: "I like men."

"—Will you go—"

Qi Lan's joking voice stopped abruptly.

His smile also suddenly stuck on his face.

The corridor became quiet again.

Only this time, the air seemed to freeze and no longer flow.

Qi Lan froze in place.

He thought that the words that fluttered into his ears were either he heard it wrong, or it was an illusion produced by his brain, but he slowly turned his eyes to the person standing in front of him.

Xie Zhu didn't know when he lowered his head again.

He lowered his head, clenched his fists tightly, and the tips of his hair were trembling slightly.

...he was afraid.

Afraid of Qi Lan's reaction after hearing his words.

And this also means that the words just now were indeed spoken by him.

In an instant, Qi Lan's head was blown blank with a bang.

Xie Zhu lowered his head, unable to see Qi Lan's expression, he could only feel the tense atmosphere.

His heart was beating so fast it almost hurt him.

It is necessary to breathe heavily so as not to lack oxygen.

This desperate urge was about to drive him crazy.

He swallowed, and said hoarsely: "...I like to wear women's clothing because I like men."

"I will lie to you and say that I have a girlfriend, not because I am afraid that I will be looked down upon by being single."

"It's because I'm afraid that one day you will realize my sexuality and will... think me disgusting."

"I just thought, as long as I say I have a girlfriend, you won't think about that, but..."

Xie Zhu gritted his teeth, raised his head, looked at Qi Lan tremblingly, and said, "But you said that made you very angry, so I thought, otherwise I'd better confess to you. Qi Lan, you—"

He swallowed, his voice hoarse to the extreme, and took a few deep breaths before he allowed himself to speak out completely: "Do you think I'm disgusting like this? You, can you accept it?"

After Xie Zhu said these words, he felt that his whole being was exhausted.

He needed to hold on to the door frame to continue standing on the spot, and then he held his breath and began to stare at Qi Lan's expression, anxiously waiting for every inch of him to change.

Qi Lan's face was full of astonishment, the amount of information was too much, anyone who suddenly heard such a confession would not be able to react immediately.

However, the watery light in Xie Zhu's eyes suddenly woke him up.

Xie Zhu wasn't so nervous that he wanted to cry, it was just his physiological reaction.

That thin layer of watery light covered his eyes, trembling with every nervous breath he took, fully evoking the uneasiness and apprehension in his heart.

Qi Lan came back to her senses and felt that the heart in her left chest was beating heavily and was about to explode.

It seemed that something was about to rush out, but he didn't know what it was.

——Xie Zhu likes men.

Qi Lan's breathing was a little messy.

He could only shake his head mechanically, opened his lips, and said in a hoarse voice: "...I, I don't feel sick."

——Xie Zhu likes men.

The hands hanging by the sides tightened suddenly, so hard that the veins on the back of the hands bulged.

Qi Lan murmured: "...how could I find you disgusting?"

——Xie Zhu likes men.

Qi Lan's Adam's apple rolled slowly, and there was something hot, hot emotion rushed to his head.

His voice was hoarse to the extreme, and his own heartbeat filled his ears: "It's just... a normal thing for a man to like a man."

"...!"

Xie Zhu was tense for a long time, finally closed his eyes and heaved a sigh of relief.

He bent over, and a layer of sweat broke out on his back at some point. He opened his mouth, breathed hard, and calmed down his breath.

Qi Lan didn't show any expression of disgust, that's great!

But after he breathed a sigh of relief, Xie Zhu was slightly disappointed again.

Although this idea is a bit embarrassing, when Qi Lan said that he wanted to buy him a small skirt and that he would feel bad because he had a girlfriend, he really thought...

Xie Zhu pursed his lips, struggled for a while, then straightened up again, and asked softly, "Then, do you have anything else you want to ask?"

such as……

His ears turned red, and he cast his eyes cautiously at Qi Lan.

Qi Lan was still in a daze.

He shook his head dully: "No, just, everything is fine."

Xie Zhu: "..."

Xie Zhu: "...then don't you have anything else to say?"

Qi Lan continued to be dazed: "Everything is fine."

Xie Zhu: "..."

Qi Lan: "..."

Xie Zhu's mind cooled down, and after a moment of silence, he asked dryly, "Then, are you going back?"

Qi Lan was sluggish.jpg: "Little pig...do you have anything else to say?"

Xie Zhu: "...I'm done."

Qi Lan: "...Oh."

Xie Zhu: "...you can go."

Qi Lan: "...Oh."

Xie Zhu: "...bye?"

Qi Lan: "...Oh."

The two stood opposite each other.

Subtle ferments in silence.

……

……

The door slammed shut.

The ending ended unexpectedly.

After closing the door, Xie Zhu leaned against the back of the door, unable to move for a long time.

He looked at the ceiling of his house, a little speechless.

There is only one idea in my head.

……that's it?

It just ended peacefully...inexplicably? ? ?

But after being speechless, Xie Zhu lowered his head, lost his mind for a while, and then slowly raised the corners of his lips again.

...Forget it, it's okay.

Although he couldn't hear other words from Qi Lan's mouth, some things were just his delusions.

To be realistic, Qi Lan didn't feel disgusted because he likes men, which is already the best result he can imagine so far.

The step he took with the courage to take it was not wrong.

Xie Zhu frowned, his eyes sparkled.

He pondered for a while before Qi Lan's stupid expression just now, after thinking about it, he smiled silently.

I didn't expect to see that expression on Qi Lan's face one day.

Xie Zhu got up, giggled, and went to wash up.

And outside the door.

If there is a camera outside Xie Zhu's house.

If Xie Zhu is looking at the real-time picture captured by the camera at this moment.

He would see that Qi Lan continued to stand in a daze for a full 5 minutes after closing the door.

Five minutes later, he turned around stiffly.

Then he raised his hand and hammered heavily at the wall, making a muffled bang!

Qi Lan put her head against the wall, her eyes were shocked, and she grabbed her chest tightly with one hand.

——Xie Zhu likes men!

——Why is he so surprised? !

Damn, I'm so happy!

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