Women's clothing giants are all in love

On this day, Qi Lan was in a trance when she went down the stairs.

Both he and Xie Zhu knew that there were still many problems left between them.

It's just that the time between their reunion and now is too short.

Some problems cannot be touched immediately, so Qi Lan also told himself to be patient and wait until the day when Xie Zhu is willing to speak.

But obviously there were still so many questions stuffed in his head, all of a sudden, those questions disappeared.

The questions that filled Qi Lan's mind all became——

Is Little Pig really not fooling him?

Today isn't April Fool's Day, is it?

Xie Zhu likes men? !

Since when did he start liking men? ?

Why is he so happy himself?

Speaking of which, when Xie Zhu first heard that he had a girlfriend, why was he so angry? ?

Why can't his heartbeat calm down?

Qi Lan's footsteps became faster and faster, and her breathing became very chaotic.

His Adam's apple was rolling, and his throat was parched.

When going down to the first floor, the residents on the first floor just opened the door and put the sorted garbage bags by the door.

The two of them stared at the above abruptly, and each other paused.

Qi Lan was the first to say hello. He restrained his emotions and nodded politely.

The latter came back to his senses, restrained his surprised expression, nodded his head quickly, and smiled.

Qi Lan opened the door of the unit.

Even with the cool breeze blowing, the hotness in my heart still couldn't fade away.

Qi Lan took a deep breath, raised her hand, pressed it against her forehead, and closed her eyes.

It’s over.

He is finished.

Xie Zhu felt that he was really a rather contradictory person.

At the very beginning, he thought that as long as he and Qi Lan had finished their meal for the day, they would not have any interaction after that.

He doesn't have a job now, even if he goes out, most of the time he goes there in the evening.

And Qi Lan is a graduate student, bored in the laboratory all day long.

There should be no intersection between the two of them in their daily lives.

After that, as long as the network on WeChat is reduced, they can slowly return to the relationship between the two parallel lines.

This should be the best state.

But after confessing to Qi Lan that he was gay, and without getting any negative feedback, Xie Zhu felt... as if it was Chinese New Year.

That is, very happy.

if it is like this--

If it's still possible—

He felt that he still hoped that he could chat with Qi Lan again.

If there is a chance, I would like to meet him again.

This excitement may be caused by a momentary surprise.

But it did make Xie Zhu feel better for many days.

These days, whenever Qi Lan sent him a message, he responded positively.

Occasionally, he would rack his brains, forcefully come up with some topics, and send messages to Qi Lan proactively and carefully.

Qi Lan never left him alone.

They tacitly didn't talk about the conversation that happened at the end of the day, only sharing their daily lives with each other.

Qi Lan will take some photos of the dormitory, campus, and laboratory to show Xie Zhu.

X University is a campus with a very beautiful scenery. Many foreigners even use X University as a check-in place when they travel to City A.

Qi Lan said that Xie Zhu could come over at any time, or just come to the laboratory to find him.

He can take him for a stroll in X University, or take him to ride in the park behind X University.

Compared with Qi Lan's rich postgraduate life, Xie Zhu's daily life is much more boring and monotonous.

He didn't know he had anything to share other than a drawing tablet.

So he began to try to go downstairs, wander around the community, and walk around the community.

Whether it's small flowers on the side of the road or fallen leaves, as long as he finds it interesting, he will show it to Qi Lan.

This seemed to be the first time in the past three years that he remained excited for so many days.

Xie Zhu did not miss this excellent state of mind, and he became more motivated to devote himself to painting.

Every morning, when Qi Lan entered the laboratory and could no longer use his mobile phone, he started to work with full concentration.

He started writing manga.

The story is very simple, it tells the story of two male high school students.

One is the card A of Kuaiguai, who is studying hard every day and being a good person. He is a very good student in the eyes of the teacher and a very obedient child in the eyes of the parents.

But he has a problem that he has been hiding for a long time, and he is ashamed to admit it—that is, he is very cowardly, so cowardly that even if he enters high school, he is often blackmailed by junior high school classmates.

The other is a foolish, handsome rich second-generation B who sleeps in class every day and fights in addition to playing games and basketball. When the teacher sees him, he loves him but has nothing to do. His parents are speechless to him, and his classmates support him.

Everyone thought that he played around in the world and was indifferent to everything, but they didn't know that he actually had a gentle and considerate side.

The two boys were in the same class for one semester, but they had little contact with each other.

Until they meet for the first time outside of school.

Kuaiguai card A was blocked by junior high school students on the side of the street, he lowered his head, and those junior high school students put his shoulders on his shoulders, and said with a smile, give me some money?Or you don't need to pay, just go to play with them, and be responsible for the checkout when the time comes.

Little A, your family is quite rich, so you should be able to afford this guest, right?

The rich second generation B happened to be passing by with his brothers. With his hands in his trouser pockets, he casually walked in front of the obedient card A——

Then he stopped, took two steps back, and came to the front of the A of Kuaiguai.

At that time, the obedient card A raised his head in a daze, and looked at the rich second generation A blankly.

Rich second generation B glanced at the gangster junior high school classmates beside him, and sneered.

He asked lazily, hello, do you need help?

Their story begins here.

Xie Zhu's weibo vest has accumulated a lot of fans earlier, and when the manga was released, old fans exclaimed that Luosi started drawing comics!

They excitedly commented, liked and reposted, and the comment area was full of howls.

"Good start, but I like [doge]"

"I love this kind of cheesy unfolding, so is this bl [doge]"

"I remember Rouse is a boy, so is this a bl [doge]"

"It must be a sweet HE, right [tears]"

……

With a large number of reposts, the reading volume of the first chapter of the manga is getting higher and higher, and the response can be said to be very good.

Xie Zhu couldn't help laughing at these messages.

Is it cliche?

It seems clichéd, but this is indeed a true story that happened between him and Qi Lan.

As for-

His eyes moved to a few of the comments.

"It must be a sweet HE, right [tears]"

Xie Zhu stared at it for a long time, put down the phone, locked the screen, looked at the autumn scenery outside the window, and stared blankly.

I don't know if Xie Zhu's already short energy bar was exhausted by seven consecutive days of beating chicken blood.

On the night when the article was sent out, Xie Zhu suddenly felt tired.

He ate a takeaway for dinner, maybe the food was not clean, and his stomach problem started to attack again, with colic.

After drinking the stomach medicine, it relieved a little, but it was only relieved.

Xie Zhu leaned on the sofa and curled up for a long time, picked up his phone and checked, it was already nine o'clock in the evening.

At eight o'clock, Qi Lan sent a WeChat message, asking him if he would like to meet tomorrow.

Xie Zhu's brain was a little unresponsive. He stared at this WeChat message for several seconds before replying slowly: "Okay."

Qi Lan didn't reply, maybe he was on the way back to the dormitory.

Xie Zhu got up and went to wash.

After washing half of it, I vomited once.

Half an hour later, he dragged his tired body and stuffed himself into the bed.

This night, Xie Zhu didn't sleep very deeply.

He had many dreams.

Some dreams have been dreamed repeatedly in the past two or three years.

For example, he dreamed that in his sophomore year, he was wearing women's clothing and bumped into his parents outside the bar who were still looking for a hotel.

The shocked and astonished expressions of his parents made him feel ashamed and embarrassed about the current self, and that kind of mood almost made him dare not look at the two of them.

For half a year after he dreamed that, as long as he came home, there would be a cold war or quarrel between them, but if he didn’t go home, his mother would call him crying and ask him to go back. The circle makes people feel hopeless and powerless.

He also dreamed of that ordinary day, when he had quarreled with his father again, shed tears in the living room, and finally began to think about whether he should compromise, in order to give birth to his parents, whether he should give in to some things one step.

In the end, he would never be able to be with the person in his heart, so it is not impossible to pretend to be a normal person and live alone for a lifetime.

But the moment he had this idea, his mother rushed out of the room crying, hugged him, and said okay, okay, stop arguing, that's it.

This crack, before he made up his mind to reach out, his parents shed tears and erased it first.

At that moment, Xie Zhu opened his eyes wide, and the warm liquid rushed up.

This is a difficult step to take - for any normal human being.

But his nearly fifty-year-old parents tried their best to step out for him after all.

They are connected by blood, he is the flesh that fell from his parents, the outside world may abandon those very few special individuals, but as parents, they will not.

They love him and want to protect him.

If persuading him to return to a "normal person" will hurt him and cause him to collapse, then this step is for them to bite the bullet.

From then on, there will be no more quarrels about his sexuality.

They will always be by his side.

……

Xie Zhu really loves them.

His parents were an unusual pair of parents, but they were also an unusual pair of parents.

Some things that break the traditional concept are sometimes really not enough to shatter a person's inner world, so they can't be stuffed into their cognition.

This society is not so enlightened yet, and Xie Zhu doesn't want to force his parents to accept anything. They have already expended too much energy in raising him, and he doesn't want to add such trouble to them.

However, the fact is that it took them only half a year to understand him and tolerate him, which is a very fast speed even among many gay people who finally reconciled with their parents.

Xie Zhu felt that he was actually very lucky.

He loves his parents and is very grateful to them. He once even thought that maybe he will not find any boyfriend in the future.

But in this life, it is enough for their family to be together forever like this.

Thus, Xie Zhu in the dream also struggled.

Everything stops here.

There's no need to go any further -- don't go any further.

Xie Zhu begged desperately, as if he was chasing a bird that was destined to fly far away, while running hard, he stretched out his hand to keep it.

Surrounded by a vast expanse of white snow in the dream, he was afraid that he would end up leaving nothing behind and be left alone in this barren world.

Fortunately——

Fortunately, in the dream, he actually kept the little bird.

He held the little bird in his palm in surprise, and the picture unfolded again.

He is still at home.

His father was wearing presbyopic glasses and was sitting on the sofa reading the newspaper. When he saw him coming out sleepy, he frowned and muttered, going to bed later and later, so he could have dinner directly.

Xie Zhu snickered, his mother came out of the kitchen and asked funnyly, do you want noodles or fried rice today?

Xie Zhu said, eat noodles, hard work mom!By the way, is anyone coming to be a guest today?I'll help you in the afternoon later.

Mom covered her lips with a smile and said, all right.

As for who is going to be a guest?

While brushing his teeth, Xie Zhu couldn't remember.

Until this busy afternoon passed, the doorbell finally rang.

He kicked on his slippers and ran to open the door. The handsome man standing outside the door put his hands in his pockets and looked at him with a smile on his lips.

The man sized Xie Zhu up and smiled meaningfully. This is the first time I saw you wearing an apron. Why didn't you wear it before?

Xie Zhu blushed, and whispered, my parents are inside, don't talk nonsense.

His mother came out of the kitchen on her hind feet, and said enthusiastically, Xiao Qi, come in quickly, don't stand outside the door.

Qi Lan restrained her sloppy attire, and said with a smile, "Hello, auntie, hello uncle."

He changed his shoes, walked into the house, and took Xie Zhu's hand.

When Xie Zhu's mother turned around, he lowered his head and secretly kissed Xie Zhu.

Xie Zhu trembled and turned to look at him.

The two smiled at each other.

Everything in the dream is gradually immersed in the sunshine, full of beauty.

……

……

I don't know what woke it up.

Maybe it was the vibrating sound of the phone next to the pillow when it received a message.

Maybe someone downstairs outside the window was talking loudly as they passed by.

When Xie Zhu slowly raised his eyelids, there was still a smile on his lips.

He was slightly taken aback when he saw the familiar bedroom ceiling.

It seems to be a rainy day today.

Outside the window is the sound of pattering rain.

I don't know what time it is. Through the gaps in the curtains, the light coming in from the outside is not very bright, but the sky is always so gloomy on rainy days.

The bedroom is quiet.

The living room outside the door was quiet.

The master bedroom, which connects to the other end of the living room, also seems to be quiet.

The small study is very quiet, the kitchen is very quiet, and the bathroom is also very quiet.

Every corner is quiet.

Just like these three years, more than 1000 days and nights, it will look like every day.

There are no parents, and there is no Qi Lan.

In this huge family, there was no other living person besides him.

The reality is that barren snow field.

Xie Zhu was dazed for a while, then moved, and slowly raised his hand.

He put the back of his hand against his forehead, thinking dully——

I have a fever.

X is big.

The whole day passed, and it was nearly four o'clock in the afternoon.

Qi Lan left the laboratory and took off his white coat. A few classmates passed behind him and said with a smile, "Hey, we're going to eat hot pot later, Qi Lan, are you coming with me?"

Qi Lan lazily said: "I have an appointment tonight, so I won't go."

"Yo, have an appointment?" The classmate tasted the word, gossiping, "Why, do you have a problem?"

Qi Lan picked up his lips and scolded, dealt with them, took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket in a good mood, and looked at it, but his smile paused slightly.

The chat records between him and Xie Zhu remained at the conversation last night.

"Do you want to come out and meet tomorrow?"

An hour later, Xie Zhu replied, "Okay."

Later, when he got out of the shower and saw the news, he asked again, "What do you want to eat tomorrow?"

This question, until now, Xie Zhu has not answered.

Qi Lan locked the screen, took out her bag from the cabinet and put it on her back, thinking absently, did she not see it, or did she forget to return it?

As he walked out, he made a phone call.

The busy tone was repeated over and over again, until "Sorry, the number you dialed is temporarily unanswered, please try again later", and no one answered the phone.

Qi Lan stopped at her feet, her heart sank, and she frowned.