straight to heaven

Early in the morning on the first day of the first lunar month, I woke up with terrible pain in my shoulder and neck.

But the pain of human beings is not always the pain itself. Just like some people firmly believe that good and evil depend on each other, and some people often talk about bad things. All negative emotions seem to always find a positive outlet in this kind of creature.

If I had realized earlier that Pei Yanlai would sleep on the thick and warm hat of my down jacket, I would be willing to let this long pain last a little longer.

But there is no regret medicine in the world.

When the cleaning aunt stepped up the stairs and exclaimed in surprise, I was woken up first.

Before that, I stayed upright all night on the far left side of the stairs, with my head against the wall.But he propped his legs on the railing and the ground at will. His legs were long and narrow, and he fell towards me, taking up the rest of the space, with his head resting on me.

I stood up abruptly, and Pei Yan, who was defenseless, lost her balance and hit the wall with her head.

The loud noise woke me up from sleepiness in an instant.

"I am grass."

I blurted out a curse in shock, and the first thought that flashed through my mind was, what if Pei Yanlai is stunned by such a big commotion, what should I do? Should I be responsible for him? Smart young man, can he support him for a lifetime...

Stop, think about it and I have three children with him.

I give birth.

"Come on, Pei Yan, are you okay?" I regained my sanity, but dared not reach out my hand.

The aunt was also startled, she put down the cloth bag in her hand, and wanted to help him, but she stopped halfway for some reason.

Neither of us helped him in the end.

Pei Yanlai lay across the stairs, covering the back of her head with her hands, her face expressionless, and she was rarely stunned.Maybe it's because I have too much filter on this person, and I think his appearance is also cute.

Of course, I only dare to think this in my heart.Who made me have the status of a negligent offender besides watching the crowd.

"What, does it hurt?" I asked again.

Auntie was also anxious: "Ah, Mr. Pei! Why are you sleeping here? Are you knocking your head? Is it cold?"

Pei Yanlai put his hands down, his eyes were much clearer, but for some reason, he sat there without moving, so scared that I thought he was really thrown stupid.

I knelt down and shook my hand in front of his eyes: "Are you dizzy? Are you dizzy? Can you still stand up?"

Hearing what I said, my aunt panicked completely.She put down the vegetable basket and touched her pocket: "Oh, let me call Mr. Pei, what should I do?"

I was a little surprised.

Mr. Pei?After the last parent meeting, I always thought that Pei Yanlai's mother would contact him more. Why did the cleaning contact Pei Yanlai's father?

I couldn't figure it out, Pei Yan came to speak.

"I'm fine. Auntie, don't need to contact me." He felt that it was an eyesore, so he grabbed my dangling hand.

My heart was beating one hundred and eighty——Pei Yanlai actually took the initiative to kiss me skin to skin.If possible, I must put three firecrackers at the door of the house.

"Then why can't you stand up?" Adam's apple rolled, and I felt thirsty while talking.

The strength on the wrist suddenly increased, this is not a grip, this is a clamp, it is revenge.My complexion changed due to the pain, my throat stuck in a muffled groan, and I even hoped that the pain would last longer.

The owner of the hand gritted his teeth in a rare way, and almost whispered in my ear: "...my foot is stuck in the railing."

"..."

After the farce in the morning ended, my sore and sore cervical spine supported my head, which seemed to have weighed ten pounds overnight, and I returned home empty-handed.

As for the lunch box...

My aunt kindly wanted to help me clean it up, but I refused.Letting Pei Yanlai go home last night was one thing, and this morning Pei Yanlai bumped into another. Both tragedies were caused by me, how dare I bother Pei Yanlai's aunt again.

But unexpectedly, Pei Yanlai stood with her aunt.He took the lunch box one step ahead of me, and said very politely that he would return it to me after washing it.

On the way home, I pondered Pei Yanlai's last look over and over again, and vaguely guessed that the fate between me and that pair of lunch boxes was probably over in this life.

It was a true tyrant who smiled and greeted me.The essence of retribution will not change because I spent New Year's Eve with me last night, and since I am determined to be a flattering courtier, I will not make such low-level mistakes.

When I got home, I picked up my mobile phone and replied to the blessing text messages sent by classmates I was acquainted or unfamiliar with.Those who are familiar with it add an exclamation point, and those who are not familiar with it are simply "Happy New Year".

When it comes to relationships, I've always drawn the boundaries very clearly.Even if there are occasional outbursts of generosity, I attribute my upbringing to general rather stinginess.

I was the last to reply to Geng Zong's message.

This idiot sent me several pages of Happy New Year written in characters, and it took me a long time to scroll through it, which made me feel sick, so I forwarded an advertisement for a brain hospital to him after replying Happy New Year.

Geng didn't know whether he stayed up all night or woke up early, and he answered almost instantly.I clicked to open it, and couldn't help but scolded someone in the air.

The grandson sent an advertisement for a male hospital, saying that vertigo is a sign of kidney deficiency, and advised me to seek medical attention early.

It's really a new year and a new atmosphere.

My crush got hit on the head by me, my best buddy let me watch andrology, my mom got ashes at my place yesterday and didn't even tell me happy new year.

Thinking about it this way, I'd rather keep myself in yesterday, on the steps, and pray that tomorrow doesn't come.

During the rest of the winter vacation, I slumped at home during the day and brushed papers that seemed to never be finished. At night, I walked downstairs to Pei Yanlai and sat there for an hour.

I sat on a marble ball, playing random violin music from the song list in my headphones, and stared at the window for a long time, shaking my head from time to time to draw the word "shit", and the bones of my cervical spine made crackling sounds.

This isn't the first time I've looked forward to the end of the holidays.

In the story of my childhood, when my mother was absent and my father was not in love, vacations were like nightmares.

That bastard was still decent when he was on the night shift, but he lost that layer of human skin in the daytime, and vented all the sins he suffered during work on me.Starting school is different.I can kill the sun at school and come home at eight o'clock. Although it is hard work to wear stars and moons like this, at least I can avoid the pain of flesh and blood.Before the third grade of elementary school, the small dining table was my second home.

So I dread the winter and summer vacations, count the days until school starts, willing to be the outlier among my peers.

But this time is different.

My longing no longer stems from the escape from pain, it does not draw meager nutrients from rotten roots as it used to, but from a new life in the matrix of love.So the beginning of the year finally has a reason to shine.

On the first day of school, the Education Bureau issued a new notice, suggesting that students should be ranked according to their grades. Those who are good and those who are poor will learn from each other.

Our school can't make a boring fart in terms of other requirements, but it has always responded positively to this kind of announcement.Just after distributing the textbooks, head teacher Li Kui turned around and read the roster to readjust the position.

The chaos of moving tables and chairs in the classroom was over, and I belatedly realized that Pei Yanlai was diagonally behind me, in the last row, and at the same table was Cao Heng, who had the same grades as me.

The bag is on the chair, but the person is not there.

I hesitated for a while, and then knocked on the table in the back seat: "Cao Heng, can I change seats?"

Cao Heng just took out the book: "Ah? Why?"

"I'm taller than you, I'm afraid to block your sight."

He said indifferently: "You discuss it with the squad leader, if he and Li Kui have no objection, we can change it, and I can do it."

"Thanks."

With approval, I went out to find someone without stopping.Although it takes a long way to go, Pei Yanlai often goes to the bathroom in the new building, where there are few people.I touched it, and sure enough, I saw people washing their hands in the sink.

The bell for the last self-study class had already rang, and he was the only one in the bathroom.

Water flowed gently over the veins on the back of Pei Yanlai's hands. He lowered his eyes, his eyelids were lightly folded, and he was cold and gloomy when he was not smiling.

I moved to the side and pretended to wash my hands: "Pei Yan is here."

"Say."

"I want to switch places with Cao Heng."

He glanced at me and turned on the tap.

I explained: "I am taller than him."

"Two centimeters, it doesn't matter."

"..." No way, I had no choice but to tell the truth: "I want to sit at the same table with you." Adding superfluous words: "It is convenient to improve grades."

Pei Yan came to dry her hands: "Xia Sang's grades are very good, you don't need me."

Xia Sang is a member of the school committee. She has short hair, is tall, has fair skin, does things neatly, and is good at English. She is my current deskmate.

Pei Yan turned around and left, and I quickly followed behind with a shake of the water.

"I take it back." I was nervous, and repeated: "I take it back."

"Take back what."

I walked around from his left to his right, and stared straight at him: "It's not because of grades, I just want to sit closer to you."

Pei Yanlai looked sideways at me, as if conducting a silent trial.

"Really." I held up four fingers: "I swear, I lied to you..."

"Squad leader!"

The party secretary ran up to meet him, panting and beckoning: "I thought you were called away by the math teacher, I'll go to the office to find you if you're not here."

Pei Yanlai showed a slightly surprised expression at the right time, which was very vivid: "What's wrong?"

I put my hand down in embarrassment, thinking that it would be a loss for the future entertainment industry if he didn't take the film school.

"Li Kui is looking for you in a hurry, so go over there quickly." The Youth League secretary replied.

The group secretary stopped a few steps away.

I was not willing to let the plan fail, so I stood on tiptoe and completed the unfinished words in Pei Yanlai's ear: "...I lied to you that you are a puppy."

Pei Yan came and left, and ignored me.boring.

I sit back in the classroom.Within a few minutes, Pei Yan came back.When he approached, his expression was normal, I didn't dare to look at him, and looked away.

The first question in the math paper is set. I just finished writing a brace when I suddenly put one hand on the edge of the table.

The skin is fair, and the slightly darker blue veins show old-fashioned sexiness under the warm light of the classroom.The sleeves of the school uniform are very clean, without the same ink stains as most people.

It's Pei Yan.He squatted beside me, and the huge heat source made half of my body numb.

——He picked up a 2B eraser.mine.

"Tuk-tuk-"

Pei Yan came closer, tapped the eraser twice on my table, and then pushed it away like a mahjong tile.

The eraser slipped to my hand bewilderedly.

"Lin Xiaoshan." His voice was so low and soft that my right ear was almost deaf due to paralysis: "Get out of here."

Heart pounding.

He didn't wear perfume today.

The fragrance of the laundry detergent is mixed with a slightly bitter medicinal smell, which comes from the sachet I gave him.