straight to heaven

Pei Yanlai and I crossed the finish line almost at the same time.The referee team decides to look back at the video for adjudication, and the results will be reported to the whole school after all events are over.

After running 2000 meters, the radio began to broadcast the announcement of "Men's triple jump to the inspection office for inspection". I had no time to rest, and I didn't even have time to watch Pei Yanlai's reaction, so I was dragged to the bunker by Geng Zong, who was chasing me near the checkpoint.

The triple jump is not my strong point, but fortunately, the project is too difficult. Except for the sports students, everyone is equally divided.The sandpit is close to the grandstand, and this project is known to be easy to make a fool of yourself, so there are a lot of onlookers, like watching monkeys, it is very lively.

I just ran 2000 meters and I am exhausted, but the referee has already reported my number.

"00940717 Prepare!"

I couldn't help thinking of Pei Yanlai again.

His number is only one tail number away from mine, closer than ever.It's a pity that he didn't apply for this project, otherwise I can experience the beautiful illusion of being closely connected with him a few more times.

When the whistle blew, I sprinted to the start and jumped.

The adrenaline that soared not long ago has not yet returned to normal levels. The moment I fell into the bunker, I guessed that the result should not be bad.If you don't kill a few dark horses in succession, you will have no problem getting the top five.

Before the sports meeting, the school cleaned up the bunkers again.The sand was fine and thick enough that the forward momentum almost buried both of my feet in it.

I twitched on the spot, but before I could get out of it, a gust of evil wind suddenly blew on the ground.

This wind is evil.The time was short, but the attack was menacing, and the banners on the rostrum were rattling, and the curses and exclamations of the students rang out, and our place was not spared.

The sand in the bunker was blown up by the wind. Standing in the center, I seemed to have experienced a small sandstorm.

Not long after, the wind stopped.The triple jump event was temporarily listened to for 10 minutes. The unlucky students who stood near the sandpit and watched the game ran to wash their faces in disgrace, and continued to "pee pee" along the way.

It is me who is more miserable.

My eyes are naturally sensitive, and when exposed to the wind and light for a long time, I will shed tears. This damn Kuangsha is my nemesis. It comes and goes, but I can only hold back my tears like rain. I can't open my eyes.

Fortunately, Geng was not far away. Seeing my predicament, he walked me to the toilet in the teaching building like a dog.

After hearing this, Geng kept scolding me for being heartless, obviously he was more like a Labrador who guided me blind.

After I washed my face, my eyes were still red.

Geng was anxious all the time: "Brother Bald, are you fucking okay? It's scary red, won't your eyes bleed? How about I take you to the infirmary?"

I knew what kind of piss my delicate eyes were, so I waved my hand: "I'm going back to the classroom, there are eye drops in my bag."

"That's fine, you have to figure it out yourself." He couldn't resist me, and grabbed my arm: "I'll take you back!"

Geng has always been a sports committee.By this time, the events of the sports meeting were basically over, and he should organize a queue to take them back to the auditorium later, and finally accept the award on behalf of the class.I didn't want to delay, so I reluctantly opened my eyes to show him: "I'm really fine."

"Okay then, let's call." Geng hesitated for two seconds, and turned his head three times when turning around.

I nodded and said inadvertently, "Yes."

After sending two hundred and five back in a few words, I endured the discomfort and ran back to the classroom. Just as I was about to open the back door, I stopped and braked.

The small glass window in the back door was just at eye level, and was wiped clean for the inspection from above, so I could see everything in the classroom without much effort.

The setting sun was dazzlingly yellow, and the light passed through the large pieces of glass into the classroom. The blackboard was still written on the blackboard of yesterday's last math class, and the students on duty forgot to wipe it.

The seats were all empty, piles of books and exercise books were stacked on the desk, the window was opened three fingers wide, and a stack of fifty cents worth of draft paper was spread out on the desk, blown away by the evening wind that squeezed into the classroom. Turning the pages, one can guess that the thin, dry and hard paper is crumbling.

Pei Yanlai was half leaning against the window sill, with his back against the light, I couldn't see his expression clearly.

There was another person standing beside him.

This man was not tall and had a thin build, standing next to Pei Yanlai seemed like he could be knocked down with a single punch.His back was facing me, with long hair tied into a loose ponytail, what he was saying to Pei Yan, but I couldn't hear clearly.But judging by his body language, he was a little agitated.

There is only one male student in the class who is exceptionally allowed to have long hair, and he is quite recognizable.

It's Sun Tingzhou.

It's weird, the two obviously have nothing to do with each other.

Mental opiates are powerful.I didn't feel pain in my eyes for a while, and I leaned sideways to listen to the corner of the wall, and stuck to the window without making a sound, acting as a mural.

But the equipment in this classroom is broken, and the sound insulation is not bad.I heard nothing, and the door opened from the inside.

It was Sun Tingzhou who pushed the door out.I didn't want to hide, just like the original partner who caught Xiaosan, with a subtle confidence in my heart, I bumped into him face to face.

I am taller than him, and I have to bow my head when looking at him.

His complexion was delicate and difficult to describe, as if he was thinking deeply, but also seemed to be resentful.When he bumped into me suddenly, he obviously panicked briefly, but after looking around calmly, he slowly smiled again: "It's you."

The brother who plays the movie is really good at changing faces, but unfortunately he can't fool me.

I replied blankly, "It's me."

His face was slightly stiff: "...It's almost time, so I'll go to the playground first."

I pushed open the door and walked past him: "No."

Hearing the hurried footsteps, Sun Tingzhou must have walked away, and the pain returned to his eyes.

I couldn't hide my embarrassment, I jumped back to my seat, and hurriedly took out eye drops from my bag.

But it is obviously a matter of familiarity, but God is against me today.The more anxious I was, the tighter the eyelids became, and the medicine squeezed out from the eye sockets and slid onto the eyelashes and cheeks, but it just didn't go where it should go.

Not daring to see Pei Yanlai, I looked up to the sky and cursed.

The eyedrop bottle was suddenly taken away.

Before I could react, Pei Yanlai stood behind me.

At this moment, his mouth is on the top and his eyes are on the bottom. I was surprised to think that even though the contours are deep and smooth, and as handsome as Pei Yanlai, looking upside down is still strange.

He opened my left eye with his hand and asked, "How many drops do you want?"

Hold……

Hold.

I was so dumb that I couldn't speak.

Pei Yanlai showed displeasure, and with his fingers hard, my eye sockets were stinging.

"I just washed my hands." He asked again, "How many drops do I need?"

The voice said whether it was loud or not, and I realized that it was meant for me, meaning that I thought he was not clean.

How dare I, I am afraid that the snow in June will not be wronged by me in October.

"...Two drops." I regained my senses and said while gesturing.

Pei Yanlai's icy fingertips were pressed against the eye sockets, and the touch was very clear. I felt like being entangled in a letter spit out by a snake, and couldn't help trembling.

But I could look at him, and at this close, I had to keep my eyes on him.

The eyedrops were fully moisturized, and the broken sand flowed out along with the tears. I opened my eyes and could finally see things clearly.

Pei Yanlai sat on the side and fiddled with the blue eye drops bottle.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

He was still looking at the label on the bottle, and instead of answering, asked, "What's wrong with you."

"Just now the wind and sand were so strong that it blinded the eyes."

He laughed lightly, without emotion: "What is the effect of eye drops?"

"It's an old brand that relieves eye discomfort and visual fatigue. I have a lot of eye problems, and I'm uncomfortable in the wind and the sun. I use it often, and there are no side effects." To Pei Yanlai, I couldn't help but talk too much.

"Hmm." He threw the eye drops to me, raised his neck, and ordered, "Help me."

……what?

It's like a swan knocking on a toad's door, and the pies falling from the sky are not so exaggerated.

I was knocked unconscious, and I was in a panic for a moment, and my mouth turned into a stutter: "You mean, let me, I will help you?"

He half-opened one left eye, looking down at me, but looking up at me. His double eyelids are wide and shallow, and there are no traces when he closes his eyes.The yellow sunset poured in, drawing out his tall and straight roots, but it couldn't illuminate his eyes.

"I won't." He said frankly.

I don't quite understand what "no" means.Eyedrops are not like riding a bicycle. It is really difficult for people with poor balance to get started, and there are no technical requirements.

But I'd be an idiot if I didn't agree.

"...Okay." My fingertips were trembling, my mouth was dry, and a strange fire was burning in my lower abdomen: "I will as soon as possible."

But soon, Ying Ni's mind was gone, because the process of applying eye drops to Pei Yan was extremely painful, beyond imagination.

Too long eyelashes get in the way is another story.

Like a conditioned reflex, Pei Yanlai will close her eyes before the liquid enters.It was a momentary reaction of the muscles. I had no point of focus on my fingers and couldn't hold it down at all.

I repeated it seven or eight times, and I was anxious, but Pei Yanlai remained calm, and only said again and again, "Continue."

It is difficult for him to crouch silently under my palm, like the "Morning" carved by Michelangelo for the Medici family cemetery, silently delivering something to me.

——He asked me to desensitize him.

I know I can't stop.

The eyeball is one of the most fragile organs in the human body. Pei Yanlai's swallowing-like syndrome stems from excessive vigilance. He is extremely self-disciplined and resolutely deals with every weakness in his body.

Now is a good time to push yourself.I tell myself so.

"Pei Yan is here."

I rolled my Adam's apple and boldly covered his eyes with my hands.He squeezed my wrist violently. I was in pain, but I abnormally found subtle pleasure from the pain.I rolled my Adam's apple and leaned closer to him to whisper.

"It's all right. Like you can ask me to obey...you can trust me."

It's the most disgusting thing I've ever said in my life.

Five minutes later, Geng kept calling.

Like stealing something, Pei Yanlai and I went back to the playground one after the other. The teachers and students sat in the stands, and only scattered volunteers on the lawn and track were recycling equipment.

Seats are first-come, first-served, and the front row in the class was full, so Pei Yanlai and I had to climb to the top floor and sit on the edge of the last row.When climbing the stairs, I scanned them one by one, but I didn't see Sun Tingzhou in the auditorium.

Looking back, it turned out that he was the host on the rostrum.What a scene.

Informing the results of the competition, our class has won four gold medals in total, with good results, only one medal away from the top three points in the school.

The last event announced was the men's 2000 meters. It is a lie to say that you are not nervous.I don't have a strong desire to win, but this time, I want to get the ranking.

Because the opponent is Pei Yanlai, I said I want to beat him.

Just thinking about it makes me shudder.

"Can I take first place?"

I'm probably crazy to ask my competitor that.

Pei Yanlai closed her eyes and ignored me, she was proficient in throwing this set away after use.I have long been used to his capriciousness, but the classmate on the right side glanced at me, as if surprised.

I don't know if I thought I was crazy at last, or because I was surprised by Pei Yanlai's cold face that he didn't even shake me.

The person who announced this achievement was the station master, Luo Jing, a sophomore in liberal arts.There are two big black eyes under Liu Ye's eyebrows, and her hair is not long, so she often wears it down.

I have paid attention to everyone who is interested in Pei Yanlai.She is no exception.

"Now we are broadcasting the results of the men's 2000 meters in the third grade."

Luo Jing's voice was sweet and clean, it sounded like the first watermelon heart I ate in summer, but I had no intention of appreciating it.

"No. 1..."

The heart rate gradually increased.

"It's from Class [-], Grade [-]..."

I close my eyes.

Rulei beat his eardrum with his heartbeat, the current sound of the microphone was clearly discernible, and the chaos in the venue was endless.

Then Pei Yan came to me and said, "You can."

It's not loud, but I can hear it clearly.

My world is suddenly quiet at this second.

I flung my eyes open.

Pei Yanlai was looking at me, not concentrating.But at this moment, with thousands of people present, he only sees my shadow in his eyes.

"... Congratulations to student Lin Xiaoshan, who won No.18 with a score of 1 minutes and [-] seconds!"

"Fuck!"

"I didn't see it, Lin Xiaoshan Niu!"

"Damn, listen to the broadcast quickly - the second class monitor! Quite a few cows!"

……

The cheers exploded in my ears, and the students in the auditorium were more excited than me.Some applauded, some whistled, and some tried to lift me up.

Fortunately, I chose a remote location, otherwise I might be thrown around like a sack.

Ranked second in the class total score.

When Geng kept giving me the gold medal and Pei Yanlai the silver medal, I still couldn't recover.

Li Kui's face was full of red today, as if he had returned, and he borrowed a camera to take a group photo for the class.

"Come on! Athletes! Hold up your medals for me! Even those without medals can do a pose!"

The classmates laughed and laughed wildly, but he was not annoyed, and stood in the first row counting down with his mouth grinning. The atmosphere was hot.

"three--"

Pei Yanlai and I raised the medal in cooperation.I squeezed my voice through my teeth and said to him, congratulations, No.2.

"two--"

He ignored me.

"one--"

I've never been so happy, but greedily want more.

The shutter is about to be pressed.I couldn't help but look sideways at him.

The corners of Pei Yanlai's eyes were still wet, and I felt itchy so I reached out and wiped them dry with my fingertips.At this moment, I am full of self-satisfaction, evil thoughts abound, and my lustful heart completely defeats my self-control and awe.

"Why didn't you thank me?" was almost provocative.

Pei Yanlai's eyes sharpened, and he lowered his eyes, like a big cat preparing to attack.Dangerous sight across my cheek, more painful than the autumn wind.

"Lin Xiaoshan.