How to break the old attack

Lin An's words fell into Lu Yan's ears, and the tip of his heart seemed to be stabbed lightly by an electric current, as if something had settled down.

With a smile on his face, Lu Yan let out a chuckle slowly, each sound becoming hoarse and numb.

It was Lin An who was always able to maintain his mood, because of his soft laughter, his ears were itchy badly, from the crisp cochlea to the limbs.

Especially when Lu Yan looked at him with his black eyes that were so gentle that people would drown in them, it was enough to make him a little overwhelmed.

Lin An couldn't bear it, and raised his hand to cover Lu Yan's eyes: "You are really weird today."

How could he not be surprised today, everything he knew today made him ecstatic, at least Lin An knew clearly that Lin An used to care about him.

Without his knowing, while he cared about Lin An, Lin An also cared about him.

Knowing this is enough.

"Probably because I was infected by the atmosphere of your concert. You on the stage are so dazzling that people can't take their eyes off." He took Lin An's hand and held it in the palm of his hand, avoiding his strangeness.

He was telling the truth, Lin An on the stage was so brilliant that he was the only one among everyone in the audience.

When he is full of Lin An's figure, he can't stop thinking, really want Lin An to be the only one in his life.

Lin An was used to the compliments from fans, and when faced with Lu Yan's compliments, he actually felt a little ashamed, and could only use the most indifferent expression to cover up his true heart.

After Lu Yan was overjoyed, this time he noticed that Lin An's hands were cold, looked at Lin An, and found that he was wearing thin pajamas, and his hands and feet were exposed to the air.

The living room at night was cold without dead ends. Lin An was in the living room when he came in just now, obviously he stayed in the living room for a long time.

After Lin An hesitated for a while, Lu Yan put his two legs on his lap, and he covered his two feet in his palms.

Lu Yan frowned, and said in a low voice: "It's too cold, why don't you wear more clothes in the living room, or cover it with a blanket?"

"It's too troublesome." At that time, Lin An only wanted to wait for Lu Yan to come back, and he didn't think so much, and he had long been used to cold hands and feet, "Anyway, I'm going back to my room to sleep soon, and it's the same with warming up with a quilt."

Hearing this, Lu Yan's brain wave fluctuated, and the joy in his body was loose: "I heard people say that people with cold hands and feet sleep under a quilt, and they may not be able to warm up early the next morning."

"Do you have an electric blanket at home? It's too slow to warm up with the quilt alone."

Lin An had never used this kind of thing before, so he blinked his eyes: "No preparation, the electric blanket is too dry, it's not good for your throat."

After Lin An finished speaking, he immediately felt the joy emanating from the people around him. He could feel Lu Yan's fingers gently kneading the tops of his feet, rubbing against his skin rough.

"Lin An." Lu Yan called him.

Lin An came back to his senses: "Huh?"

Lu Yan smiled lowly: "I'll go and warm your bed, okay?"

Lu Yan took a bath in the bathroom outside, Lin An went back to his room first, and this time left Yao'er in the living room specially.

Facing Yao'er's aggrieved look, Lin An was ruthless, and while feeling guilty, he ignored and went back to the room.

Sitting under the quilt, without leaning against the head of the bed, she continued to read the unfinished Weibo just now.

However, he was not as patient as he had been watching in the living room before.

He slid his finger on the screen casually, until there was the sound of the door opening, he stopped sliding his finger and looked towards the door.

After Lu Yan finished washing, he changed into pajamas and hurried in. There were drops of water from the bath on his forehead, and his whole body was wrapped in hot air.

He walked over naturally, then lifted the quilt and sat on the bed, crossed his legs over Lin An, and pressed his body against Lin An's back.

Covering Lin An tightly, he wrapped his arms around Lin An's waist under the quilt, and leaned his chin on Lin An's shoulder.

His lowered eyes glanced at the tablet in Lin An's hand: "What are you looking at?"

His naturalness highlighted Lin An's tightness at the moment, he was so stiff from head to toe that no place was comfortable.

His aura seemed to be invaded by familiar and unfamiliar aura, as if the territory was occupied by other people, and even the other party overwhelmed him.

From Lin An's back and around his waist, he could feel the warmth of Lu Yan's body. With the fresh scent of shower gel after washing, it made his scalp numb.

Abandoning Yao'er and agreeing with Lu Yan's opinion of warming the bed are all caused by his selfishness.

But when he got to this point, he felt a little regretful, this feeling was too strange.

It's not the usual small hugs and touches, but through the thin fabric, he seems to be completely surrounded by Lu Yan's arms, and every tiny movement is enough to stir up the waves in his heart.

It was so strange that he actually began to immerse and lust after this warmth, so he began to regret it.

He can enjoy Lu Yan's intimacy unilaterally, but he must not immerse himself in it. It is a situation where it is difficult to escape after falling into the swamp.

Thinking of this, Lin An's brain cleared up, resisting Lu Yan's attacking breath, and said lightly: "Look at the feedback from tonight's concert."

Lu Yan didn't care about the things on the tablet at all. He saw that Lin An was a little stiff, and deliberately found a topic to divert Lin An's attention.

Apart from wanting to hug Lin An and smell Lin An in a daze, he doesn't want to think about anything else.

Every time I hug Lin An, I feel that he is obviously thin, but he is soft everywhere. Just hugging makes him extremely satisfied.

Once the sense of satisfaction took hold of his heart, Lu Yan wanted to know more about Lin An's past affairs. Of course, it would be better if he had something to do with him. The more he knew, the closer he could be to Lin An's heart and know Lin An's past thoughts.

He looked at the tablet in Lin An's hand, his eyes were loose, and he considered how to prevent Lin An from becoming suspicious: "Lin An."

Lin An's fingertips trembled, and his black eyelashes quivered slightly: "Huh?"

"Did you rent a boyfriend just because you needed inspiration?" Lu Yan asked.

Lu Yan should have known that it was clearly written in the contract at the beginning, but Lin An was a little puzzled when asked at this time: "Well, it's just to find inspiration."

Lu Yan tightened his arms, but not hard: "Why?"

Lin An was stunned: "Why?"

"Why do you want to find a fake one instead of having a real relationship?" Lu Yan asked lightly. He knew that Lin An's company hadn't emphasized that they couldn't fall in love. "Is it because they are afraid that the relationship will explode on the Internet?"

"Don't you have someone you really like?"

Lin An exerted a little force on the hand holding the tablet, and the moment he turned his face away, loneliness flashed past, so fast that people couldn't catch it at all.

Finding fake ones is of course out of safety issues, so you don’t have to worry about anything, and you don’t have to show your sincerity.

Lin An doesn't care if there will be a romance on the Internet, because there is no chance for him to explode.

How could he not have someone he likes? His heart fluttered as early as his youth, but that person disappeared very early, and his palpitations seemed to disappear without a trace with that person, and he could never find it again.

But the person who had disappeared was still beside him and asked him if he had anyone he really liked.

But who would have thought that as soon as he found a fake boyfriend, he would find someone he once liked.

He can also be regarded as a half-fake half-true love affair.

Thinking of this incident, Lin An inexplicably wanted to give up on himself, relying on Lu Yan not knowing anything: "Yes."

Lu Yan immediately regained his spirits, he was startled and apprehensive, and even faintly looked forward to it, but he still asked Lin An in a very light tone, afraid of revealing his small thoughts: "When did you like it?"

"Then...why didn't you find him?"

Lin An couldn't help but pursed his lips, feeling an urge to bump into Lu Yan with his back elbow. He always felt that there was a lot of anger in his heart, and he had no place to express it: "When I was a student."

With a cold face, he said angrily: "Lu Yan, do you think the person I like will definitely like me?"

Why don't you look for him, he has no points in his heart?

"Why not?" Lu Yan didn't feel anything wrong at all, "You are so nice, who wouldn't like it."

Lin An only thought that he was coaxing people, who can't say coaxing words, so he was almost laughed out of anger, and asked: "So, you like me too?"

When asking, he deliberately avoided Lu Yan's eyes and continued to look at the tablet.

He could roughly guess what Lu Yan would answer from the bottom of his heart. It was nothing more than to tell the truth that he didn't like it, or to make his employer happy and say he liked it.

Neither was what he wanted to hear. He didn't know what expression to use to face Lu Yan's answer, so it was best not to look at it.

The question and answer developed to this point, which Lu Yan never thought about, but from Lin An's detailed answer, he felt something vaguely.

He wasn't sure how much Lin An could believe in his answer, even if Lin An didn't believe it at all, he wanted to confide his true inner thoughts.

Rubbing Lin An's neck, he said in the most solemn and gentle voice what he wanted to tell Lin An all along.

"Well, I like it."

It's the kind of love that can't be liked enough.

It was the person he didn't like enough when he was a student, after going abroad, and even today.

He likes it after speaking.

Therefore, he clearly felt that Lin An, who was hugged by him, breathed disorderly for a moment, and Lu Yandi's smile gradually deepened, and he believed in the guess in his heart even more.

He was clearly prepared to hear Lu Yan's answer early on, no matter what kind of answer he was still disturbed by Lu Yan's answer.

My heart seemed to jump out of my throat, and I couldn't control it at all.

He inserted his nails into the palm of his hand vigorously, his voice was clear and cold, and he could not detect the slightest change: "You are really good at pleasing people."

It was clear that he didn't even respond when he said that he had someone he liked.

Lu Yan can open his eyes and talk nonsense, saying that he likes him, and people who like him will allow him to pretend to be someone else...

He said slowly: "But, you are not him, what's the use of your liking, he may not like it."

In just a second, Lu Yan's heart seemed to be firmly pinched by an invisible hand, intending to tear his heart apart.

Especially seeing Lin An's lost soul, his heart ached and numb.

When Lin An said that, it was obvious that he didn't believe his words.

But when he didn't fully confirm whether the person Lin An liked was him, he didn't dare to speak his true thoughts rashly.

"Did you tell him you liked him?" he asked.

Lin An laughed at himself: "No."

There is no chance for him to say, there was no such thing before, and it is even more impossible to say now.

Lu Yan's chest rose and fell slightly, half coaxing: "Why didn't you tell him?"

"If you don't speak, you will never know what the other person is thinking, and you will never know if the other person likes you."

作者有话要说：感谢在2022-01-0316:20:26~2022-01-0415:05:11期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Jiuye 1;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: you guess, I guess, can you guess 4 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!