How to break the old attack

Li Xingshou took a sip of the wine glass, and was about to continue pouring. From the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of both Lin An and Lu Yan stopping drinking.

He grabbed the wine glass and knocked on the table: "Drink, why don't you drink it! Don't tell me you can't do it!"

Every word he uttered seemed to be glued together, vague but people could hear what he was saying.

Li Xingshou's face was flushed and his eyes were blurred.Among the three of them, Li Xingshou was the one who said no.

After a few cups into the stomach, it will hit the head in one go.

Taking advantage of Lu Yan's relaxation, Lin An withdrew his hand, took the wine and poured some wine into his glass, and then imitated Li Xingshou and drank it in one gulp.

The alcohol that spread in his mouth concentrated on the tip of his tongue, making it slightly astringent and bitter, and the bitterness penetrated into his heart along with the movement of swallowing.

An extremely sober person, once contaminated with alcohol, will be dominated by emotions.

Just like Lin An's current situation, his whole heart was directed towards Lu Yan, and he wanted to catch Lu Yan's every move in his eyes.

I can't move it.

He was wondering if it was possible, even if it was a slight possibility that could not be seen.

If he took a step towards Lu Yan, to get close to Lu Yan, would there be a glimmer of hope that Lu Yan would take a step towards him.

During the year that he and Lu Yan have been together day and night, if he works hard, will Lu Yan feel differently towards him.

When he couldn't help fantasizing, Li Xingshou on the opposite side finished a glass of wine, put his arms around Lu Yan's shoulders, and pointed his fingers in the air.

The young man's drunken voice sounded: "Lu Yan, it's been so long, have you caught up with the person you like!"

"I have more experience than you, do you want to listen to my opinion?"

At this time in the past, when Li Xingshou, who was single for many years, talked about his experience, Lin An would complain about him in disgust.

But that was on the premise that he didn't hear that Lu Yan was chasing the person he liked.

As soon as Li Xingshou finished speaking, Lin An loosened his grip on the wine glass. Fortunately, he didn't hold the wine glass too high, and it still fell on the coffee table steadily.

The pink wine inside was swaying, just like Lin An's heart at this moment.

Lu Yan is chasing someone he likes?

His eyes were a little distorted, and he looked at Lu Yan blankly.

So, his eyes met with Lu Yan's, and Lu Yan was also looking at him.

Li Xingshou's words really startled Lu Yan, he didn't expect the drunk Li Xingshou to say that he was chasing someone in front of Lin An without any defense.

He was more concerned about Lin An's reaction than he was startled. Lin An subconsciously released the wine glass in his hand, obviously as surprised as he was.

Li Xingshou's words caught people off guard. When Lu Yan saw Lin An's reaction, not only was he not worried, but he felt a little joy in his heart.

Looking at Lin An, he saw blankness, innocence, confusion, and inexplicable emotions in Lin An's eyes.

He wondered if Lin An would notice something.

From his return to the present, apart from Li Xingshou, Lin An is the only one by his side, and he has spent the longest time with Lin An.

With all kinds of signs, would Lin An think of the person he likes?

Would Lin An think that the person he likes is actually him?

If he just confessed his love to Lin An, would it scare Lin An?

Thinking of Lin An's liking when he was a student, at least Lin An still likes him now, can he take this opportunity to admit his mistake to Lin An.

Will Lin An forgive him, and then take back the words that she doesn't like him.

While his thoughts were flying wildly, Li Xingshou tugged at his clothes: "Lugou, why are you so dazed! What are you asking? Didn't you say that you came to chase someone after returning to China? Where is he? Did you catch him?"

Lu Yan's eyes shifted to him, and he blurted out: "I'm chasing."

"That means you haven't caught up yet?" Li Xingshou became disgusted, "You can't do it, which fairy is so hard to chase!"

Lin An listened to their conversation without saying a word, until Li Xingshou finished speaking, but Lu Yan looked at him.

Lin An's heart sank suddenly.

Why do you want to see him?

Is it because of the contract between them, and he has someone he likes, and is he worried that his employer will have opinions and concerns?

In his mind, is he such a stingy person?

Lin An held his breath, deliberately did not meet Lu Yan's gaze, poured himself a glass of wine, and drank it without hesitation, intending to dilute his inner dryness with the cold wine.

He wiped the wine stains from the corner of his mouth expressionlessly, his body covered with a layer of coldness.

Lu Yan has someone he likes.

He was still imagining just now, whether there was such a slight possibility that he and Lu Yan would have different results, but the reality slapped him hard in the face.

Everyone has someone they like, and they come back to China to pursue each other, so there is nothing wrong with him.

He is like an extremely ridiculous person. He knows that Lu Yan has someone he likes in his heart, but he can only rely on this improper relationship to maintain a short-term relationship with Lu Yan.

When the one-year contract expires, Lu Yan will treat him the same as another person he really likes.

Like holding him, to hug others, like to hold him, to hold others, and like to kiss him, to kiss...

With a sound of "bang--", the wine glass in Lin An's hand was smashed heavily on the coffee table, which shocked Lu Yan and Li Xingshou beside him.

Immediately afterwards, Lin Anhan's voice was heard: "Lu Yan, Li Xingshou is drunk, send him back to the room."

Li Xingshou didn't know why, so he was startled and stared at Lin An aggrievedly.

Lu Yan noticed Lin An's faintly suppressed anger, and the only reason he could think of Lin An's anger was what Li Xingshou said, "Which fairy is so hard to chase".

No boy would like to be called a fairy.

Lu Yan now really wants to know if Lin An has noticed something.

But because there was someone in the way, Lu Yan had to send Li Xingshou back to the room before he could have a good chat with Lin An face to face.

Lin An was left alone in the living room, his tense nerves relaxed, and he leaned back on the sofa, touching the rim of the wine glass with his fingertips.

Endless soreness filled his chest cavity, and the corners of his eyes and throat were dry and slightly sore.

The feelings that had been buried in the bottom of my heart with great difficulty were torn apart and dug out bit by bit the moment Lu Yan appeared.

Even though he was full of joy, he still told himself not to get caught up in it, to immerse himself in this false relationship.

But he forgot that it only takes three days for a person to form a habit.

He was used to being nice to Lu Yan, used to liking Lu Yan, and getting along with Lu Yan.

When he knew that Lu Yan had someone he liked, and thought that Lu Yan would be kind to other people in the future, he couldn't help feeling sour and even jealous.

Even if he still has several months to live, he can be greedy enough to stay with Lu Yan again.

But once he knew that Lu Yan had someone he liked, he didn't know what expression and attitude he should use to face Lu Yan.

In short, he couldn't go back to the past and accept Lu Yan without any scruples, and he couldn't face a person he liked who actually had someone else in his heart.

His so-called adaptation and acceptance are based on the fact that Lu Yan has no one he likes.

Lu Yan sent Li Xingshou back to the room, and when he returned to the living room, Lin An almost finished the wine on the coffee table.

Lin An, who was drinking, had no intention of stopping, as if he was already drunk.

After drinking so much, Lu Yan was worried that Lin An's stomach would not be able to take it, and he would have a terrible headache when he woke up after a hangover.

He hurried over to take away Lin An's wine glass, put his arms around Lin An, and sat beside him: "Why are you so greedy, stop drinking."

The wine glass disappeared, Lin An frowned, very displeased, but because the wine was stained, the coldness on his body had long been dissipated, there was no deterrence at all, but limp instead.

Lin An went to grab the wine glass: "If you want to take care of it, give it back to me."

Lu Yan noticed that Lin An's mood was not right, and he pretended to use alcohol to relieve his worries: "Don't pay it back, don't drink it, what should I do if my stomach hurts?"

Lin An snatched it a few times, but he didn't get it. If the phone hadn't rang, he might have to grab it again.

He turned on the phone in a daze, the screen in front of him flickered, and he clicked a few times, but he didn't click right, and he clicked into the chat box of Mo Moyu.

Because Lu Yan and Li Xingshou came back, they didn't read Shen Moyu's messages, and after he replied, Mo Moyu sent several more.

[Lin An: Sorry, I'm too busy. 】

[Silent Yu: Can Mr. Lin pay more attention to me in the future?I want Lin An's concern! [Cute.jpg][Show cute.jpg]]

Lin An couldn't see clearly, and was about to click on it, but then a hand came out and took his phone away.

Lu Yan looked at the chat records above with a not-so-common expression, but Lin An didn't read it, but he could see it clearly.

He knew that Shen Moyu was the newcomer who appeared at Lin An's concert.

He is also a junior who has a good relationship with Lin An.

This tone of speaking actually wanted Lin An's concern. No matter how he looked at it, he didn't think it was a normal conversation between the boss and the staff.

In his instinct, the silence was unsettling and kind.

Or they have different thoughts about Lin An.

After struggling, he did not delete the chat history after all. Lu Yan returned the phone to Lin An, hugged him tightly, and leaned his chin on Lin An's shoulder. He asked, "Lin An, don't let People with malicious intentions approach you."

After finishing speaking, he felt that something was wrong, and added: "Except for me."

Lin An didn't listen to what he said at all, and finally fiddled with the phone, and vaguely saw that it was a message and a few pictures from his mother.

He opened them one by one, and even though he was drunk, he still knew that these were dating lists. There were no girls on the lists, they were all boys.

After staring blankly for a few seconds, he raised his hand to break off Lu Yan's head, clicked on a photo above, and asked seriously, "Please help me to see, is this okay?"

"What's good?" Lu Yan looked down and saw that the photos of the men above and a series of information had one thing in common. These men were all gay.

Lu Yan asked uncertainly: "Lin An, what is this?"

Lin An glanced at him, quite disgusted, and tapped on the screen of the phone with his fingers: "Can't you see this? The blind date list, help me choose, which one is good, and I will meet if I think it is good."

Lu Yan: "..."