How to break the old attack

Lu Yan could not find a trace of joking on Lin An's face.

He lowered his head, and asked Lin An in a gentle voice: "Why are you so thinking about going on a blind date?"

With the familiar coaxing tone, Lin An, whose whole body weight was leaning on Lu Yan's body, was slightly stunned, recalling Lu Yan's words, the corners of Lin An's mouth straightened.

Reaching out and pushing Lu Yan, he straightened up and leaned on the sofa, wanting to stay away from Lu Yan.

He doesn't want a blind date at all.

He just wanted to try another person he liked, wondering if this would make his sad heart feel better.

Lin An leaned his neck on the sofa, looked up at the lights on the ceiling, his eyes were sore from the glare.

His tone did not fluctuate, with a drunken confusion: "What reason do you want for a blind date?"

"You go on a blind date, so what should you do with the person you like?" Lin An was no longer leaning on Lu Yan's arms, it was as empty as if his heart had been hollowed out together.

Especially Lin An's words, and Lin An's tone, made Lu Yan feel that the person was right in front of him, but he was so far away from him, so far away that he would lose his grip once he let go.

"The person I like..." Lin An murmured.

Lu Yan leaned close to him and said in a tight voice, "Don't you want him?"

Lin An's eyelashes trembled, he covered his sore eyes with his arms, and his Adam's apple, which was exposed to the air, rolled slightly when he raised his head.

How could he not.

He was going crazy thinking about it.

But even if he wanted to, people couldn't be his.

Lin An instantly determined not to want it anymore: "No more."

The three words, like three knives, cut fiercely at the tip of Lu Yan's heart. It hurt like Ling Chi, so painful that he even forgot to breathe.

Lu Yan couldn't figure it out, he just went to send Li Xingshou off, why Lin An didn't want him in a few minutes.

"Why?" He was too afraid to hear such words, so that when he asked, his voice trembled at the end.

Even regardless of whether some things can be exposed: "Why don't you want me..."

Lin An's reaction was half a beat slow, and he finally turned his head to see Lu Yan clearly. He couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality after drinking too much wine.

I don't understand why Lu Yan beside him asked him "why don't you want him".

Has Lu Yan forgotten that he has someone he likes in his heart? Could it be that he wants to like Lu Yan after he knows that Lu Yan has someone he likes?

He said to Lu Yan, as if to himself: "It's nothing, I just don't want it all of a sudden."

After finishing speaking, he emphasized again: "I don't want you anymore."

The feeling of being drained of blood is probably the same as Lu Yan's current appearance. This is the second time Lu Yan has felt the pain of backflow of blood.

His limbs were cold and his face was pale.

Just a simple sentence from Lin An, his world seemed to collapse like this, making it difficult for him to breathe.

They were all fine a few minutes ago, why didn't Lin An want him anymore, he couldn't accept it, and didn't want to accept it.

Is it because he knows that the person he likes is actually him, knows that he is chasing him, and thinks that he appeared by his side on purpose, so he is angry?

Or because he was angry that he had disappeared, and that he was hiding it from him.

He can admit his mistakes, he can do anything, Lin An can also punish him, he can punish him any way he wants, scold him and beat him, but he can't say no to him.

He obviously wanted his forgiveness so much, how could Lin An put him in the cold palace without giving him a chance.

Lu Yan held Lin An's wrist, looked at the white spot on the wrist, closed his eyes, opened his mouth gently and bit it, as if punishing Lin An for his cruelty.

Someone bit her wrist, Lin An was stunned for a moment, her skin felt warm and damp, and it didn't hurt to rub her teeth against it.

He glanced at the head with soft black hair exposed: "A puppy? Talk as soon as you talk, and bite if you don't say anything."

In the next second, the soft black hair started, revealing a pair of pitch-black eyes under the black hair, even under the glare of the light, there was no light in the eyes.

His dark eyes seemed to be full of injuries, he was the one who bit someone, but he was the one who seemed to be crying.

Lin An didn't know whether it was a dog or not, he just felt that the person in front of him was no different from an abandoned puppy on the side of the road, and the begging in his eyes for someone to take him home was about to solidify

His appearance was so sad that it almost overwhelmed Lin An's sadness. Lin An couldn't help but rubbed Lu Yan's soft black hair.

It is said that one speaks the truth after drinking, but when Lin An was drunk, he said such words of not wanting him.

Unwilling to give up, Lu Yan held on to the last glimmer of hope and asked, "Is it because you don't want me anymore that you're thinking about going on a blind date?"

Lin An blinked: "Well, I have to choose someone I like."

"No." Lu Yan embraced Lin An's with both hands, buried his face in his hands, and blocked the pain in his eyes.

He didn't want to ask anything anymore, he just wanted to know one thing: "Lin An, do you like me?"

He raised his head, hiding all the pain, probably the most specific question: "Lin An, do you still like Lu Yan?"

Lin An said without hesitation: "I like it."

Hearing this, Lu Yan's eyes turned red, and he pulled Lin An in front of him. He said he liked it without hesitation, but why didn't he want him.

"I like you too."

He didn't want to wait any longer.

I dare not wait any longer.

He was afraid that someone was right in front of him, but he wanted to watch Lin An get farther and farther away from him.

He couldn't afford to gamble on time, fearing that he might lose Lin An accidentally.

Lu Yan's breath intertwined with Lin An's, and Lu Yan said, "Lin An, I was wrong."

Lu Yan hugged Lin An's face, stroking Lin An's cheek with his fingertips: "I didn't disappear on purpose, if you are angry, beat me and scold me, I will accept any punishment."

Lin An wanted to hear these words so much, but unfortunately, he could only hear such words in his dreams, and only in his dreams could he open his heart.

He looked at Lu Yan, pursed his lips and said nothing, his heart seemed to be stirred together.

He thought, he was so uncomfortable, and if he occasionally indulged in a dream, he should not be punished by God.

Lin An didn't listen to Lu Yan's next words. At the end, he heard a sentence, a sentence full of grief, fear, and pleading.

Lu Yan said: "Lin An, can you not let me go..."

"I don't get along well with this world, but I can take the first step for you, and every step after that..." His voice was a little choked up, and when he recalled some things, endless darkness enveloped him, as if to Strangling him to death, "I just hope, just hope, that you can take a step towards me."

It was not easy for him to come before Lin An, the person who supported him to spend his days abroad.

Especially this person who still likes him, he can't let him go no matter what.

Just as Lin An's "good" came out of his mouth, his mouth was blocked by his cold lips, his heart was beating so fast that he could hardly hear the sound around him.

The only thing that can be felt is that the other party's kiss is full of uneasiness, cold and unfamiliar touch, but with a familiar softness.

It was different from the kiss by the lake back then, it wasn't that the storm was about to come, but it was cautious, as if he was afraid that he would disappear.

After finally having a chance to take a breath, Lu Yan's voice came from next to his ear, mixed with panting.

"Lin An, are you really together with me?"

"Don't go on a blind date, don't dislike me, if you are angry, can you stay by my side and get angry again?"

It really was a dream.

If it was true, how could Lu Yan coax and beg him to be with him.

Lin An really hoped that this dream would wake up later.

Lin An woke up.

Waking up in the guest room of Li Xingshou's house, he felt a headache that was about to explode.

He covered his head and sat up, the quilt slipped off his body and fell on his waist, he couldn't remember when he was lying in the guest room.

Apart from not being able to remember how he appeared in the guest room, he didn't even know when he was drunk.

The first time he drank, he got a fragment, which happened to be the scene where he asked Lu Yan to send Li Xingshou back to his room.

Lin An sat on the bed for a while, went to the bathroom to wash his face with a headache, and took a simple shower after he woke up a little.

He doesn't need to think about work during the Chinese New Year, he is not in a hurry.

After washing up, I went to the living room. On the tea table in the living room were the wine glasses from last night, as well as the leftovers from the meal. It was a mess.

The door of Li Xingshou's room was closed, apparently still sleeping.

There is a guest room in Li Xingshou's house, and the guest room is occupied by him, so what about Lu Yan?

Just as he was thinking, Lin An saw Lu Yan sleeping soundly on the sofa, and when he saw Lu Yan's handsome face, countless images suddenly flashed in his mind.

Lin An remembered why he drank so much alcohol.

He remembered that Lu Yan had someone he liked.

At the same time, he also remembered the dream from last night.

In the dream, he said that he didn't want Lu Yan anymore, and wanted to find someone for a blind date, but Lu Yan appeared, talked to him a lot, and even begged him not to let him go.

Thinking of the more scenes in the future, Lin An's cold face almost lost its expression.

His cheeks turned red unconsciously, and his neck was flushed.

But it lasted only a few seconds before he was completely chilled by the reality, how could he have such a dream.

Lin An clenched his fists and looked at Lu Yan who was sleeping soundly on the sofa with shallow breathing. In fact, the person who was really in such pain, shouldn't it be him?

Sure enough, dreams are always the opposite. Perhaps those words of Lu Yan in the dream, those words about being together, are actually what he wanted to say in his heart.

Not long after, the sadness in Lin An's eyes disappeared completely.

He regretted it.

He shouldn't have signed that contract in the first place, and let his heart keep Lu Yan and accept Lu Yan's approach.

What can I say to make up for the regrets of my teenage years? It is clear that I can't help falling into this relationship again, and I can't help falling in love with Lu Yan again.

It is he who deceives himself.

But the premise is that he doesn't know that Lu Yan has someone he likes.

If he knew that Lu Yan had someone he liked and kept Lu Yan by his side, then he would really be hopeless.

Lin An has always been able to distinguish between reality and fantasy, and now he can no longer keep Lu Yan, the ticking time bomb of Lu Yan.

It's better to say that he can't stay with Lu Yan than to keep Lu Yan.

The longer he stays, it will only make him suffer more.

Even if there is a contract, Lu Yan can no longer be kept.

I can only... break the contract.

Lin An took his coat and car keys, and left Li Xingshou's house without a sound.

The author has something to say: - Just returned from abroad,

Lu Yan: Stick with Lin An.

- Not long after returning home,

Lu Yan: Start from the beginning :)

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