Little, little bamboo horse

After the new year, the two had to be separated for a few days. Xu Jiale didn't like these days since he was a child, because he had to go to his grandma's house, and the younger brother also had to go to his grandma's house.

This time the two of them separated for a little longer. Li Nanye was taken to the company by his father, and he would also take him with him when there were dinners.Since he is going to come back to do business in the future, some people have to let him get in touch gradually.

Xu Jiale hasn't seen anyone for more than a week. He has been at home with a few elderly people. His grandparents have to call him to talk to him every day, and take him with him when they go out for a walk.The little grandson was raised by them with their hands in their hands. The older they get, the more they want to keep the younger generation by their side. Xu Jiale likes to stay by their side.

They lived in this house as long as they could remember, and these two old people tried their best to pamper and pamper him every day, and no one was willing to slap him with a finger.There is no other place where Xu Jiale can have this kind of peace from the bottom of his heart. He is in a relaxed state from inside to outside. He doesn't need to be tense or think a lot, and he can be as willful as he wants.

After dinner that day, Xu Jiale held one in each of his left and right hands, and grandpa took Niudan and grandpa to the park for a walk.The three of them were talking and laughing, all very happy.

A middle-aged man in front was helping his father. The old man's legs and feet seemed to be not very smooth, and one leg was not working well. The two walked very slowly.The middle-aged man greeted his grandpa and grandpa as he passed by, and Xu Jiale recognized that the old man was Grandpa Deng from their hospital, and he used to play chess with grandpa and grandpa Li.

"What's wrong with Grandpa Deng?" Xu Jiale was quite surprised, and asked after walking away, feeling very uncomfortable.

"Hey... I have a cerebral thrombosis. I suddenly got this disease last year. One night I fell asleep and couldn't move the next morning. Now I can't talk..." Grandma sighed for a while, and the illness of people around her always makes people feel depressed. It's hard.

"Why so suddenly?" Xu Jiale remembered seeing Grandpa Deng playing chess with his grandma in the summer, when Grandpa Deng looked chubby and healthy.

"Who can tell when a person will get sick when he is old..." Grandpa sighed.

Xu Jiale felt depressed and uncomfortable.In recent years, many elderly people in their hospital have passed away one after another. Every time Xu Jiale hears such things, he feels scared in his heart.There are some things he never dared to think about. Fortunately, the elderly are in good health. They go to the hospital for physical examination regularly, and their children are staring at them. If anyone doesn't go to Xu Jiale, the phone will not be interrupted until they are well. Go to the hospital for an examination.

Among the four old people, only Grandma Li has high blood pressure, and the others are in good health.They have been paying attention to these years, and the old people have nothing to worry about. People who relax their minds have energy and look radiant every day.

Perhaps seeing Grandpa Deng, grandma and grandpa also felt a little sad. Grandma held Xu Jiale's hand in her other hand, rubbed it back and forth, and asked him for a while, "Grandson... really wants to take the postgraduate entrance examination?"

Xu Jiale pursed his lips and paused, "No, I haven't settled down yet, I just had that idea."

Grandpa quit, and was reluctant to part with his little grandson, "Don't take the exam, we can find a good job without taking the postgraduate exam!"

Xu Jiale smiled. He didn't take the postgraduate entrance examination for work. The matter of Grandpa Deng made him feel a little worried, and he didn't want to take the exam at the moment.

Grandma held his hand and squeezed his palm, "Lele, don't you want to come back?"

"No!" Xu Jiale quickly shook his head, "How can you?! How can you say that, grandma?"

Grandma looked at him with doting eyes, "I've been outside for several years, don't you miss grandma and grandpa?"

"Think about it, I think about it now, I won't be able to sleep if I don't call you all day."

"Then come back. You can go to graduate school here. It's not that there are no good schools. Don't want to come back. No one can force you for anything. I'm here with your grandma!"

Xu Jiale was stunned for a moment, then his heart skipped a beat.What does this mean?

He didn't dare to answer the next words, his fingers were cold, his grandma held him tightly, his grandma's hands were warm, just like his memory.Grandpa led the two dogs silently. Xu Jiale looked at him, but couldn't see anything.

"You have been timid since you were a child. Your grandma and I want to protect you and block you. It is still the same now," grandma smiled. "Don't be afraid of anything. here I am."

Xu Jiale's eyes suddenly turned red, and his nose felt sour.

Grandpa hadn't spoken for a long time, but now he suddenly opened his mouth, "How can you live happily, what are you afraid of! Don't take the postgraduate entrance examination, you can still get a doctorate after the examination? Don't you want your grandma and grandma? Come back quickly! Can you still feel comfortable at home outside? After you finish your Ph.D., and then a post-doctoral degree, it doesn’t matter whether grandma and grandma are still there when you come back!”

Xu Jiale didn't say anything for a long time, afraid that he would cry when he opened his mouth.

How can I hide the baby lump I grew up holding in my arms since I was a child?The two old people are like a mirror in their hearts. How can their little grandson cling to other people's grandson? The two children have taken care of each other for so many years, and they can't be separated for a day.It has penetrated into their hearts bit by bit for so many years, and there is nothing they can accept or not. It seems that the two children can only have this kind of result.

The adults don't take care of them enough, and now they are inseparable. Right or wrong, what do you want them to do?

The old people can't understand their minds, saying that they are confused, but they can see and understand everything.Let's say they are not confused, but their thinking is different from normal people. They think that since the two children are so good, who can be better than them?Who can live with them in the future?Could there be a more reliable child than Li Nanye to take care of his grandson?Impossible.

Even Grandma Li and Grandpa Li downstairs may not be able to see anything, but no one has said anything.Why do some things have to be strangled by the rules?Regardless of whether they are doing well or not, whether they are happy or not, if they insist on following the rules, is this good for them?What's the use?

After going back that day, Xu Jiale lay on the small bed by himself and didn't fall asleep for half the night.The shock in his heart hadn't calmed down yet, and all he could think about was how the two old men had spoiled him for so many years.When I was a child, my grandma made different kinds of food for him. Every time I ate fish, I carefully picked out the thorns, and then crushed them with a small spoon to make sure there were no thorns before feeding him.Grandpa stole snacks from the cabinet for himself, and every day when he came back from playing outside, grandpa opened soda water from the refrigerator and inserted a straw for him to drink.

When he was taken home by his parents, he was clamoring for his grandma and grandma, and the two old people also thought about him and got angry.

That night, Xu Jiale's dreams were all about his childhood, when the sun was always warmer than now, his grandfather held him in his arms, and went to the family courtyard in the next street to find other grandpas to play chess.When grandpa was playing chess, Xu Jiale pulled his vest shoulder strap with one hand, and touched his ear with the other hand, sleeping peacefully and soundly.

Xu Jiale suddenly decided not to take the postgraduate entrance examination. When he went to the city to find Li Nanye, he said very firmly that he would come back for an internship in his senior year and not take the examination!Li Nanye didn't have any idea at first, he meant to confess to his family, but Xu Jiale was unwilling and wouldn't let him speak.

"Little brother, let's come back after graduation, I don't want to stay outside, let's come back quickly!"

At that time, Li Nanye had just taken a shower, and the water droplets on his body had not been wiped off, leaving only a pair of underwear.He went out to eat with his dad and smelled of cigarettes, so he went to take a shower when he came back.

Xu Jiale hadn't hugged anyone when he came, so he opened his arms to look for someone to hug him. Li Nanye hugged him and kissed him, "Well, I won't take the exam."

Xu Jiale hadn't seen anyone for more than ten days, and now he felt aggrieved, "You don't even miss me?"

"Think about it," Li Nanye pushed him away, "I didn't wipe off the water on my body, and it will be on your body in a while."

Xu Jiale sat on the edge of the bed, "I saw Grandpa Deng that day, do you still remember Grandpa Deng? The one who always played chess with Grandpa and the others."

Li Nanye nodded, "I remember, what's wrong?"

"He's sick," Xu Jiale pursed his lips, "his son is helping him, walking slowly, he can no longer speak."

Li Nanye paused, realizing that Xu Jiale was suffering, so he went over to pat his head.

"So let's come back quickly," Xu Jiale hugged him, and buried his face in his chest, "I'm afraid, little brother."

"Don't be afraid," Li Nanye knew what he was afraid of, and comforted him, "Our old man has a physical examination every three months, and all the indicators are usually healthy, and he can't be diagnosed with any disease. It's all accumulated little by little. of."

Xu Jiale nodded, "Yes."

It's been a long time since the two of them have been separated for such a long time, plus they can't really do anything while living together during the winter vacation, so they can't help it before going to bed at night.

Li Nanye lay on Xu Jiale's body and bit his small earlobe. The two of them hadn't done it for more than a month. Xu Jiale's body was extremely sensitive. At this moment, it was unbearable for people to bite their ears. They shrank their necks to hide .

Li Nanye held his chin, not letting him hide, staring straight at him, and smiled, "Where are you going to hide? Don't you like this?"

Xu Jiale shook his head, hummed softly, "I like it."

"Then you still hide?" Li Nanye grabbed his little tongue and sucked it hard. When they parted, the tip of Xu Jiale's tongue was still a little numb, "Don't hide if you like it."

Xu Jiale was the most obedient, not only didn't hide at the moment, he took the initiative to lean forward, slowly rubbed his legs against Li Nanye, and slid down with one hand along his shoulder blades.

Li Nanye's eyes darkened. Their children have always been very good on the bed, doing whatever they asked them to do, and sometimes they even offered to ask for sex, which was very easygoing.Li Nanye loves him like this, which makes people want to love him even more.

"Brother, we haven't had sex for a long time," Xu Jiale's eyes shone brightly in the dark, his heart was pounding, and he licked his lips, "Are you in love?"

How can Li Nanye bear it? Ever since the two of them did it for the first time, this little brat has been talking about "love love", sticky and crooked.Their house is well soundproofed, and the bed is quite firm. Besides, Li's father and Li's mother have already gone to bed, so as long as they don't move too much, it doesn't matter.

So Xu Jiale was not too worried, biting his mouth indiscriminately within the range he could touch, his legs wrapped around Li Nanye's waist, and pressed the person on him.

The two tossed and tossed for half a night, and when Xu Jiale stopped, he had no energy to move, so Li Nanye went to get a warm towel and wiped it for him.Xu Jiale went limp, and fell asleep before Li Nanye finished wiping him.

Li Nanye hugged and kissed the person, the person in his arms made him love so much that his heart ached, and he didn't know how to treat him better.He has been with him since the time of Tuanzi, and has been with him for more than ten years. He is sensible and obedient, and uses his own careful thinking to treat the people around him well.

Li Nanye touched the small apricot stone on his wrist. It was a habit formed over the years that he would touch it every once in a while to see if it was still there.Li Nanye's heart hurts when he thinks about the blisters on those delicate little hands back then.

Xu Jiale became confused when he fell asleep. He stretched out his hand and moved it up little by little, and finally clamped it on the person's ear. He rubbed it unconsciously twice, and it stopped. His mouth was on the person's shoulder, and he fell asleep.

Li Nanye touched his hand, patted him, and fell asleep with him in his arms.

The next morning, Li Nanye asked Li's father to call him away. Xu Jiale slept until after nine o'clock. After Li Nanye left, he didn't lock the door again. Xu Jiale asked Li's mother to come in and wake him up.

Xu Jiale was startled when he saw Mama Li at first, but then he recovered and smiled at her, "Mama Li."

Mother Li raised the corners of her mouth and smiled, "It's time to eat."

"Okay," Xu Jiale just wanted to sit up, but he was not sure, so he lay down after thinking about it, "Can I lie down for a while?"

Mother Li smiled, nodded and went out.

Xu Jiale sat up after she went out, looked down at her upper body, and sighed secretly.What they did last night was so immersive that Li Nanye left a mark on his body, from the neck down to the upper body.Xu Jiale found Li Nanye's shirt and put his own sweater on it.

When Mama Li was about to go in and tidy up the room, Xu Jiale's heart ached. He had already folded the used towels last night and put them in the cabinet, but he couldn't change all the sheets.Fortunately, he paid attention to it last night. He basically didn't touch the sheets, but there were still a few sporadic points.

This day, Xu Jiale inevitably felt guilty. He wondered if he was scaring himself. He felt that Mama Li was always in a trance, and Xu Jiale didn't dare to look at her, fearing that she would have discovered something.

Xu Jiale silently recalled whether the two of them made any noise when they were too excited last night, but after thinking about it carefully, there was still nothing.Last night, he was afraid that he couldn't help screaming, so he kept biting Li Nanye's shoulder afterwards, it shouldn't be last night.

Later, Li's mother behaved quite normally, and he gradually let go of his heart, feeling that his nerves were too tense.The main reason is that after grandma and grandpa found out, he kept thinking whether everyone had already noticed something was wrong, but they didn't say anything.

When Li Nan came back at night, Xu Jiale told him if everyone had noticed something.Li Nanye let his father take him away for a day, and was a little tired, but seeing Xu Jiale frowning with a worried expression, his heart couldn't help but ache, and he hugged someone and kissed him.

He kissed Xu Jiale's ear with a soft voice, "Lele, let's talk about it, okay?"

Normally Xu Jiale would shake his head immediately, but today he was silent, lowered his head and thought for a while, then hesitated, "Are you afraid, little brother?"

"Don't be afraid," Li Nanye said firmly, "Don't be afraid either, I'm here."

He didn't tell Li Nanye what his grandma and grandpa said to him a few days ago, but now he said it in a low voice.Xu Jiale was really tired after hiding it for so many years.He originally wanted to procrastinate until the day when he couldn't procrastinate, but recently he always felt very tired, and he didn't want to hide it from these people who loved them.

Li Nanye listened to him quietly, with a gentle expression.His personality has changed a lot in recent years. Xu Jiale always said that he has become more and more silent, and his personality has become more and more powerful. When he was a child, he still looked like a brat, but now he is mostly expressionless outside.

But one thing will never change, that is, he loves this person in his arms.I want to be nice to him, I want to protect him, I want to give him all the best things.No matter how cold-faced she is outside, she is gentle, pampering, and tolerant when facing him.

Looking at him, Xu Jiale felt that he was not afraid of anything and felt very safe.

Before the two went to bed, Li Nanye touched his head and said softly, "It feels like you've been thinking a lot lately, and you have something on your mind."

Xu Jiale shook his head, "You don't have to worry about me, little brother, I don't, I'm quite satisfied now. It's just that we are both grown up and graduating soon, so I don't know what to do."

Li Nanye tightly trapped him in his arms. Xu Jiale's skin was very slippery. When Li Nanye hugged him, his fingers would always draw on him unconsciously, "Lele, you have to be happy."

Xu Jiale was suddenly moved by this person again, feeling sour in his heart.No matter how busy and tired he was in the past two years, it was all to make his life better in the future. He went out to make money so early because he wanted to support himself when the two of them couldn't hide their affairs. How could Xu Jiale not understand.

The two of them talked a lot that night, most of the time it was Xu Jiale who was talking, and Li Nanye listened and gave him some responses.Xu Jiale babbled on, starting from the two of them when they were young, about how Li Nanye treated him well and how he protected him.

Li Nanye let him say that his heart softened, and he couldn't help feeling a little dazed.How fast, he raised him so big all at once.