Little, little bamboo horse

One day, when Xu Jiale and Ding Xiaochao were in the swimming pool, Ding Xiaochao had a red spot on his neck, and Xu Jiale knew what it was at a glance.Feeling guilty at the time, I secretly took a photo with my mobile phone, but luckily his has already gone down.

Immediately he was full of confidence, staring at Ding Xiaochao's neck very presumptuously.Ding Xiaochao just remembered this, rubbed his neck, and smiled.

"Ding Xiaochao, are you really not going to tell me?" Xu Jiale sneered, "What's going on with you now? It's settled or something?"

"Hey, don't think too much," Ding Xiaochao covered his neck, "I accidentally stuck it in the shower!"

Xu Jiale remained expressionless, "I'll take care of you."

Ding Xiaochao was embarrassed, Xu Jiale swam away as soon as he got into the water, he didn't move, and only after Xu Jiale came back after swimming around did he tell him, "It's not that I won't tell you."

Xu Jiale looked at him, but didn't speak.

Ding Xiaochao sighed, "Hey...I don't understand the key until now, how can I tell you? What are you talking about?"

"What do you mean you don't understand?" Xu Jiale was stunned for a while, and subconsciously looked at his neck. It's all like this and you still don't understand?I don't understand... still like this?

"It's always been unclear." Ding Xiaochao frowned slightly, and glanced at Xu Jiale, "I really don't understand, we never talked about it."

"He never said anything to me, and I don't want to force him." Ding Xiaochao laughed at himself and touched his ear, "Let's let me figure it out. Sooner or later, he will get married and have children. His family Can it be the same as me? Can his father really let him keep messing around?"

"Xu Jiale, what do you think I told you? Do you think I am happy to hide it from you? I am not sure about it! Am I telling you that we are okay or not? I want to say that we are okay, I Does it mean what you say? If I say no, do you believe me?"

Xu Jiale suddenly felt pain in his heart and didn't know what to say.How much does Ding Xiaochao like this...

Feeling sorry for him and being wronged for him, Xu Jiale frowned, "Isn't there any suitable one in your school? Isn't your school full of beauties! You are looking for it!"

Ding Xiaochao looked at him, amused, "What are you doing? What are you in a hurry for?"

Xu Jiale wanted to say something, but couldn't find the right words, so he glared at him, kicked the water, and swam away.

Ding Xiaochao chased him, circling around him, but Xu Jiale ignored him and kicked him.

Later, after the two came out of the swimming pool, they found a restaurant for dinner. Ding Xiaochao had a piece of pizza in his hand, biting each bite.Xu Jiale kept drinking milk tea there when he was full. Ding Xiaochao glanced at him and asked, "Xu Jiale, don't just ask me, what should you do?"

"What's wrong with me?"

"The two of you are stable, the key is seeing you come back to work, how long can you hide it?"

Xu Jiale was also silent, biting the straw, and said after a long time, "I don't want to hide it anymore."

"what?"

"Sooner or later, there will be such a day. It's not an option for me to hide. I want to say it. I always lie to them without telling them. I feel uncomfortable."

Others can't help with this kind of thing, and they can't decide for him. Ding Xiaochao can't help him even if he wants to. Some things can only be decided by himself.

"Then when are you going to say it?"

"Find the right opportunity."

Xu Jiale originally wanted to say it before the start of school this time, and the school was about to start, with a four-month buffer for one semester, it was estimated that it would be easier for the family to accept them when they came back.

But he has never found a suitable opportunity. Grandma Xu Jiale is ill and her heart is not very good.Xu Jiale followed his father to visit several times, and his parents were not in a good mood, so Xu Jiale didn't have the heart to say it.

This procrastination dragged on until the start of school, and Li Nanye always went to the company and gas station with his father during the last period of time, and the two basically never saw each other.Li Nanye didn't come back until school started, but both parents were busy, so Xu Jiale couldn't say anything.

Before leaving, grandma and grandpa told him again, telling him not to be afraid, not afraid to go home.Xu Jiale was moved and his eyes were red.

After returning to school, I found that the center of the school was surrounded by a piece of land. It was originally an open space at the largest road intersection, but now it is surrounded by a basketball court.

Their school has a big place, and there are several basketball courts in the stadium. There are not many more ones, and many less ones.

"What are you doing here? Building a building?"

Li Nanye glanced at the location and the approximate area, and felt a little weighed in his mind, and sneered, "It can't be a teaching building, the area is not enough, and the location is wrong."

"Then why are you doing this?" Xu Jiale was rather puzzled, this location is in the middle of the school, and besides, their school does not lack this building.

Li Nanye didn't speak, and took Xu Jiale back to their little house.The two of them had been depressed during this holiday, and now they can finally let go. Xu Jiale likes this place and is very emotional. He hugged Li Nanye tightly, pressing the person on him, not letting him separate for a moment.

After working for half the night without any scruples, Xu Jiale was exhausted and paralyzed. When Li Nanye bathed him, Xu Jiale was still moaning, urging him to take a bath quickly.

"Lean on honestly, don't move!" Li Nanye scolded him, and patted him on the back. Xu Jiale's legs were weak and he couldn't stand up. Li Nanye asked him to lean on himself. Xu Jiale was dishonest, so someone patted him After that, there was a "wow", "You will kill me when you get out of bed..."

Li Nanye made him laugh, "Be good and I won't talk about you?"

"Hurry up and wash..."

Li Nanye patted him on the waist, "Bend a little, or it won't be clean."

Xu Jiale was not pretentious, let him bend over, let Li Nanye wash his back, and did all the more embarrassing things, what's there to be ashamed of?In this regard, Xu Jiale has always been open, and Li Nanye likes him, and he always asks him to do whatever he wants.

"Hurry up, little brother, I'm so sleepy..."

Li Nanye washed him thoroughly, wrapped him in a bath towel, "Go to sleep first."

Xu Jiale was so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyes, and he didn't forget to act coquettishly. He shook his head with his eyes closed, and opened his arms to Li Nanye, "You hug me."

Li Nanye spoiled him, threw him on the bed with one hand, dried him with a bath towel and stuffed it under the quilt, adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner, and kissed his forehead, "Sleep first, be good."

Xu Jiale was being served beautifully, so he nodded obediently.Li Nanye went back to the bathroom to take a shower, packed up and came out, Xu Jiale looked at him with half-opened eyes.

Li Nanye's heart warmed up, "Don't sleep when you're sleepy?"

Xu Jiale has a characteristic. Every time after doing this, he likes to act like a baby. Now he smiled at Li Nanye, "Touch your ears."

Li Nanye went to bed and hugged him into his arms, Xu Jiale felt comfortable, stretched out his hand to rub his ears, and fell asleep within a minute.

After returning to school, both of them are busy. Xu Jiale is now the chairman of the student union. There are many things in the school, and he has a good relationship with many teachers.The school even wanted him to stay in school directly, and the secretary of their school wanted to guarantee him a postgraduate study, but Xu Jiale declined.

He wasn't sure before, but now that he's decided to go back, it's only serious to quickly vacate this spot for others.The school is a small society, and Xu Jiale can be regarded as a success in this small society.Duan Qi and Zhou Xuan both want to take the postgraduate entrance examination, but they don't want to take the entrance examination of their own school, and have higher pursuits.The two of them went to self-study every morning and evening. Xu Jiale had already finished all the certificates that could be taken before graduation, and when he was free, he studied in advance the certificates that could only be taken after graduation, and planned to pass the exam once after graduation.

Li Nanye's guess was right. The school wanted to build an entrepreneurial center by enclosing the land.Li Nanye had let go before that, not one of the more than 20 stores was left, and all of them were sold out.

When he opened the store, the hardware and decoration of each store averaged more than 3 yuan, and the investment was paid back in two months.When changing hands, the price varies according to the type and size of the store, and the average price is 22 per store.

When Li Nanye opened the store, he thought of this day. After opening the store for half a year, he had money in his hands, and he signed a five-year rental contract with the school.That is to say, as long as he doesn't let go of these stores, no one will be able to move them within five years.

Li Nanye's mind turned quickly. The school didn't want to build an entrepreneurial center so quickly, at least within half a year.The location of their store is off. After the school is completed, it is impossible for the new entrepreneurial center not to support them.At that time, the money in the store will not be as much as it is now, and they will go back, and they will not have the energy to take care of them.

It took Li Nanye two years from renting a house, decorating and opening a store to changing hands. At first, his father lent him 100 million, and Li Nanye repaid it three months later. Now Xu Jiale has an eight-figure deposit in his card.

After the contract of the last store was signed, Xu Jiale was still a little sad, after all, he had feelings for that row of stores.

"It won't be ours in the future," Xu Jiale was a little reluctant, "Maybe the food in the future won't be so delicious."

Li Nanye didn't speak, that's for sure, he didn't open the recipe at the beginning, and no one knew the ingredients inside.He didn't hide the prescription he bought himself, and left it for them when he changed hands.The ones that Ling Feng gave him must not be kept. Every time he asked the boss who delivered the ingredients to grind several ingredients into powder according to the amount and mix them together to preserve the taste, but the kitchen staff couldn't tell what was inside. thing.

Xu Jiale was still very concerned about his grandma's illness, and asked about it every day when he called.There is nothing wrong now, and it will recover after a while.

This semester Li Nanye has been studying with Xu Jiale since the beginning of his busy day, and has also passed some certificates.There are many certificates for their economics-related majors, but they are not very valuable.

There is a high-quality certificate that requires him to take the exam after graduation. Fortunately, Xu Jiale can speak well in school. The director said that he can issue a certificate for him when he is a senior, and he can take the certificate to sign up at that time, but it is still very troublesome.

Xu Jiale has been an elementary school god since he was a child, and his IQ is right there.The certificate that others may not be able to pass the exam for several years, he has only set a time limit of one year for himself, and he must pass it all at once.

After the Qingming Festival, there was a sports meeting in the school. It was a three-day holiday, and the following weekend was May Day. It was more than ten days off. Li Nanye asked him, "Do you want to go home or go out to play?"

Xu Jiale originally wanted to go out to play, but after thinking about it, he decided to go home.

"Go home, I miss them."

"Okay," Li Nanye nodded, "I'll take you home."

When Xu Jiale came back this time, he decided to speak out. If he didn't say anything else, it would be too late. Now that he finished speaking, he could give them a buffer of half a semester.If you don't talk about it now, it will be even harder to find opportunities in the future.

Li Nanye had an uncle's son who got married, and they often played together when they were young. He had to go to the wedding.This was exactly what Xu Jia was willing to do. He didn't wait in the city, but went home directly, to his parents' house.

His parents were very surprised to see him come back. He didn't tell them beforehand that he was coming back, and he still went back to his own home.Xu Jiale goes home a limited number of times a year, usually at his grandma's house.

That night Xu Jiale didn't give himself a chance to hesitate, so he just said everything.Taking advantage of Li Nanye's absence, he didn't want to come back with Li Nanye, but he didn't want him to carry it for him.

After dinner, Xu Jiale sat on the sofa in the living room, looked at his parents, "Dad, Mom, I have something to tell you."

Xu's father and Xu's mother were a little surprised to see his son's rare seriousness, "What's wrong?"

Xu Jiale looked at them, feeling so nervous that his heart ached and his hands were shaking a little, but he couldn't back away.Taking a breath, I looked deeply at my parents, "I'm gay."

Xu's father was stunned, Xu's mother looked at her son's eyelids trembling vigorously, her face turned pale, she was afraid that he would finally come.

Xu Jiale's eyes turned red, "Dad, Mom, I can't get married in the future, and I can't have a family and children like a normal person. I like men. I'm sorry for you."

After he finished speaking, the house was terribly quiet, and even the sound of breathing was so soft that he couldn't hear it.Xu's father spent a long time digesting those few words just now, and then suddenly became angry, looking at his obedient son since childhood, his face was full of disbelief, "What did you say?!"

Xu Jiale knelt down and looked at them, "I'm sorry, Dad, Mom, I know I let you down. But I really can't help it, I don't want to keep it from you, although I haven't been by your side all these years, but I know you love me as much as anyone. You have always supported me in whatever I wanted to do, unconditionally."

Xu Jiale's voice choked up, "You spoiled me so much, I love you very much, I don't want you to be disappointed in me, but I really can't control this."

His parents' eyes were red from what he said, Xu's mother shed tears, wiped them with her hands, and stretched out her hands to pull him up.Xu Jiale shook his head. Father Xu kept silent. This taciturn man seemed to be pinched by someone's throat, unable to utter a single word.

Suddenly, Father Xu stood up and slapped him across the face.Exhausting all his strength, Xu Jiale was beaten so crookedly that blood flowed from the corner of his mouth.It was the first time he had been beaten since he was a child, and after this slap, he only felt his ears buzzing, and his eyes turned black.

Xu's mother quickly stood up to stop her, Xu Jiale straightened up and knelt stiffly, Xu's father didn't do anything, just looked at him, and asked coldly, "You and the Li family boy?"

Xu Jiale closed his eyes and nodded, "Yes, I brought him here. He's not gay. He didn't want to be nice to me. I forced him because I couldn't find anyone better than him."

"Are you crazy??" Xu's father was trembling with anger, his eyes were red with anger, "This kind of thing will make people poke the spine for the rest of their lives! What do you want to do in the future?! People will call you a pervert??"

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