Little, little bamboo horse

Xu Jiale actually thought of many ways before, some indirect and indirect, but after much deliberation, the final result is the same.And he was thinking about this in his heart, and he couldn't pretend.

He said it directly, and he recognized the consequences.It is better to speak out now than later, because no matter how angry or opposed the family is, they cannot be prevented from going to school.But if after graduation, the family members are really tough and ask them to separate, then there are too many ways.

That day, his father couldn't accept this matter no matter what, and couldn't believe that his good son could say such a thing.Xu's mother was much calmer in comparison, but her expression was haggard. Her mother's heart was the softest, and when Xu's father slapped her, she only cared about her heartache.

Xu Jiale knelt in the living room for half the night, but his father didn't forgive him.He knows that he made his parents sad, but there is no other solution to this matter. If parents are angry and disappointed, they can use the next few years to make up for it, but if there is no Li Nanye, how can there be such a future? For many years, Xu Jiale couldn't live without him, not even a single day.

He thought they would not let him meet Li Nanye and lock him at home, but they didn't.Xu's father went to work as usual, his mother came to his room to see him for a while before going to work, Xu Jiale hugged her and said sorry a few times.

Xu Jiale went directly to the city that day, to Li Nanye's house.Seeing his face, Li Nanye's expression turned cold all of a sudden, his eyes stared at Xu Jiale's swollen face, his expression was frighteningly dark.

"Oh, Lele, what's wrong with your face?" Li's mother was also taken aback. Xu Jiale was fair and had a little scar. Now the eyes and cheekbones were even a little blue.

Xu Jiale smiled at her, shook his head and said nothing.Li Nanye saw that there was still something he couldn't figure out, so he stretched out his hand to touch his face with a sullen face, stretched out his hand and put it down again.

Li's mother watched the interaction between the two of them, and froze for a while, and then she was so distressed that she went to the room to look for medicine, but she couldn't find a suitable one, so there was a bottle for bruises, and she didn't dare to use it for the injuries on her face, so she boiled it in the end Two eggs, covered with egg whites.

In the room, Li Nanye pinched Xu Jiale's arm, looked at his face, his heart seemed to be tightly squeezed, "Why didn't you wait for me?"

Xu Jiale smiled and shook his head, "I don't feel pain, little brother."

Li Nanye closed his eyes, "I hurt."

Xu Jiale's heart, which had been gripping since last night, suddenly relaxed. With this person by his side, what is there to be afraid of?Xu Jiale leaned over and smiled flatteringly, "Little brother, do you love me? Then you kiss me!"

Li Nanye opened his eyes to look at him, his eyes were dark, and his lips touched his face lightly.

Among these parents, what Xu Jiale was most afraid of was not his father, but Li's father.Because no matter how angry his father was, he was still his own son after all, but if he said it in the Li family, he would snatch his son.The little brother has been so outstanding since he was a child, and such a good son has led him astray.

If Father Li said something in a hurry, he would really be unbearable.

Xu Jiale originally planned to say it after dinner like last night.But Li Nanye knew him well and never gave him this chance.

Xu Jiale didn't sleep all night last night, how could he be able to sleep in that situation.At this moment, Li Nanye hugged him and coaxed him for a while, Xu Jiale felt safe, and gradually fell asleep.

Li Nanye kissed his forehead and closed the door. At that time, Li's mother was preparing dinner in the kitchen. Li Nanye went over and hugged her from behind.

In recent years, Li Nanye is not very talkative, but it does not mean that he has a bad relationship with his parents.The relationship between their family has always been relatively harmonious. His parents have spoiled him since he was a child, and they haven't hit him for so many years.He has a better relationship with the fuck, more of a friend than a mother and son, always has been.Li Nanye was suddenly in a daze when he was hugging him like this. He hadn't hugged her like this for many years, and in a blink of an eye, this woman was only up to her shoulders.

Mother Li smiled and touched his arm, "Why is this?"

Li Nanye lowered his head, buried his face on his mother's shoulder, and kissed him lightly.

"I want to talk to you."

Mother Li paused, grabbed his hand, and smiled, "Can I not listen?"

Li Nanye didn't speak, but quietly hugged her behind him.

"Can we talk later? Let me cook first." Li's mother patted his arm, and the smile on her face became more and more unbearable.

Li Nanye straightened up, picked up the knife on the cutting board, and continued to cut vegetables smoothly and skillfully.

"I can cook, and you can listen to me, okay?"

Mother Li sighed, wanted to say something more, but finally gave up, and stood aside, watching her son doing those things swiftly, really couldn't explain how she felt, "What do you want me to do?"

"You don't tell me that I can always pretend that I don't know. I don't want to embarrass you. But you told me, what should I do?"

"Son, many things are really too difficult."

"I know." Li Nanye looked into her eyes full of sincerity and gratitude, "I know."

"Mom, maybe I've known him for too long," Li Nanye pointed to his heart, "He's engraved here."

"I'm not going to let him go away from me, not even for a day."

Mother Li pursed her lips, "Have you ever thought that maybe you are always together like this, creating an illusion. You should try to separate for a while, try to get along with others, or you find that it is not you Think about it now."

Li Nanye shook his head, his eyes were firm, "It's useless."

"I have a body, but my soul is in him, and I cannot be separated from him. Mom, we have always had a tacit understanding. You have understood me since you were a child. Then you must be able to see that this is not an illusion."

Li Nanye put the chopped vegetables in the basin, and said in a calm and calm tone, "I have been taking care of him for 15 years, and this lifestyle has been finalized. Even now I have forgotten what I like, what I like to eat, what he I will like what I like, and I will eat what he loves, even when he is not by my side."

"I've never said some things to anyone, even Lele didn't know. My feelings were rational before, and I could think about a lot. But now I can't control it anymore, just like what I saw when I saw him today. face, it burns my eyes sorely. If it was someone else who hit me, I would really like to kill that person. Sometimes I think I'm abnormal, even sick, but I can't control it. If one day he said He doesn't want to follow me anymore, he wants to leave me, I don't know whether I will tie him up and trap him in the room, or just trap him by my side for a minute without leaving my sight."

Mother Li burst into tears, "Are you trying to make me feel bad?"

"I'm sorry," Li Nanye went to wipe her tears, and looked straight at her, "I can't separate from him. I know you don't want me, it's not that difficult. Lele is fine, this world There's no one better than him in the world, and with him you can be completely assured that it really doesn't matter what his gender is, right?"

What else could mother Li say, no mother could have the heart to say anything else after hearing what her son said, not to mention she never thought of stopping them.

"My dad, can you help me, this is not as bad as you think. Nothing you worry about will happen. I have the ability to take care of the two of us. Even though he is not a woman, I will marry him For the rest of your life, if you want a grandson, I can adopt it. As long as we stay together, everything else is fine."

"You just recognized my soft heart," Li's mother glared at him and wiped her eyes, "It's fine if I don't stop you, you still want me to help you?"

Li Nanye held her in his arms, and kissed her face preciously, "The two things I am most grateful for in my life, one is being born in our family as your son, and the other is meeting him."

That day Xu Jiale woke up in his little brother's arms, and it was almost dark when he woke up.Xu Jiale rubbed his eyes, and asked in a low voice, "What time is it, brother?"

Li Nanye held his hand and rubbed it in the palm of his hand, "It's almost six o'clock, get up and wash your face, we're going to eat soon."

"Have I slept for so long?" Xu Jiale yawned, opened his mouth wide and pulled the wound on his face, and then closed his mouth in a jerk.

Li Nanye's eyes darkened, Xu Jiale smiled, "I'm hungry."

"Well," Li Nanye patted his head, "Then get up and eat."

Father Li had a social event outside that day, so he didn't come back for dinner.Xu Jiale was nervous for a long time, but he was relieved to hear that Father Li might not come back until very late.He fought alone last night, but he was much stronger than now.

Father Li came back very late, and after Xu Jiale was full, Mother Li made him a large plate of fruit, and he ate all of it.He became sleepy after eating too much, and he fell asleep on the sofa in a daze after a while.

He didn't sleep well, thinking about coming out when Papa Li came back.

Li's mother looked at him with complicated eyes. After all these years, she really looked at him like a little son, pampering him more than her own son.Because Xu Jiale is better at acting like a baby, no matter how much he can be coaxed, people can't be too fond of him.She is like this, and Li Nanye's father is even more like this.

Seeing his brows that he couldn't let go even when he fell asleep, and his still swollen face, Mother Li felt more distressed.I don't want them to become like this anymore, but what can I blame this child?He is so young.

The Xu family seems to disagree with this matter, otherwise they wouldn't be willing to hit this baby bump.Maybe now I blame their family in my heart, after all, Xu Jiale and Li Nanye have been close since childhood, and they abducted his son.

Li Nanye came out of the shower and saw Xu Jiale falling asleep on the sofa. He smiled, gestured to his mother, and bent over to pick him up and go back to his room.

Xu Jiale was half awake, and was startled when he saw Li Nanye was going to hug him. Li's mother was still by her side. Is the little brother crazy?

"Ah, my little brother, my feet don't hurt anymore!" Xu Jiale regained his energy and was no longer sleepy. He pushed Li Nanye's shoulder and blinked at him, "I'll just walk by myself!"

Li Nanye didn't say anything, and put him down, Xu Jiale smiled at Li's mother, "I'll be so sleepy once I'm full."

"Go to bed if you're sleepy," Li's mother smiled, "One little pig!"

Xu Jiale shook his head, "I'll sleep later."

Li Nanye finished wiping his hair, put a towel on his shoulder, and patted him, "Go back to sleep."

Xu Jiale didn't want to go to sleep at first, so he looked at Li Nanye and nodded, "Then I'll go to sleep, good night, Mama Li."

"Good night."

Xu Jiale washed up briefly, and didn't take a shower again when he was sleepy. After returning to the house, he automatically got into Li Nanye's arms. Li Nanye patted him on the back and said softly, "Lele, don't rush to tell my dad .”

"What?"

"I told my mother this afternoon," Li Nanye said calmly, "She will help us."

After hearing this, Xu Jiale couldn't help being so calm. He sat up in shock and stared, "When did you say that?! Why didn't I know??"

"Just when you were sleeping," Li Nan turned off the light at night, and continued to hug him when he came back, "Don't be afraid, they understand."

"Then what did Mama Li say?!" Xu Jiale couldn't believe it. Mama Li was always quite normal when eating at night, and she couldn't tell at all!

"She didn't say anything, don't worry."

"Oh my god, it was so sudden, I didn't even notice it! Brother, why didn't you tell me in advance?" Xu Jiale still couldn't get used to it, and said, "You should have told me in advance."

Li Nanye's eyes darkened, "You didn't tell me in advance."

Xu Jiale immediately stopped daring to say anything, and stopped.After a while, I still couldn't help it, "Did Mama Li blame us? She must be sad, right?"

"No, you don't have to take our matter so seriously," Li Nanye kissed him, "We are not that bad together."

"But I'm not a girl after all!"

Li Nanye's eyes were warm, "I love everything about you."

Xu Jiale was moved, "Me too."

Before going to bed, Xu Jiale thought about this question silently in his heart. If he was a girl, the two of them probably wouldn't have changed much. The little brother is still the little brother, and he protected him and played with him since he was a child.Just can't sleep together anymore, otherwise it's the same.

But he thought about it again, if Li Nanye was a girl, then the little brother would become a young lady.If she had protected him from an early age and kept him behind him, then she would be a woman... But if they didn't get along in this way, they would be less moved and dependent.Is it possible for a little girl to keep all the delicious food for herself...

So Xu Jiale came to the conclusion that he lied just now.The little brother said that he loves no matter what his gender is, and Xu Jiale said that he also loves it.But now he doesn't think that's the case...

That night, Ms. Li fulfilled her mission, she was so moved that she understood the truth, and a few words frightened the half-drunk Dad Li.

"What did you say?" Li's father was sober, looking at his wife, he, who was always shrewd, was rarely stunned.

"That's what happened," Li's mother was very calm, and motioned him to lower her voice, "They have both been better for so many years, and we are used to it, and you have been so good since you became them, so good that you can't find a wife son."

"No, I didn't quite understand." Father Li took a sip of water, trying to suppress the stormy waves in his heart, "You say it again?"

"It's just the two of them. It's not that the brothers are good. It's that the partner is good." Li's mother felt uncomfortable, and sighed, "Your friend, the one surnamed Qin, isn't he too? You also It’s not that I haven’t seen this before, so I don’t need to explain it to you, do I?”

"Qin Ming??" Father Li put the cup on the bedside and spilled some of it with unsteady hands, "You said they were of the same sex—"

"Don't say it!" Li's mother cut off the words without letting him say it, "Don't say that about my son, they are not!"

Father Li couldn't recover from the shock for a while, and it took a long time to find his own voice, "... isn't this fucking nonsense!!!"

Mother Li sniffed, "I know you can't accept it, and I can't accept it either. But I hope we can all be more sensible, and don't stop them and stop them at the first reaction."

"If I don't stop them, what else can I do?! Can we just let them do this???"

"My son told me a lot today, but I won't persuade you if there is even a little chance that they can be separated." Li's mother's eyes turned red, "They have been here for so many years, no matter when they started, you Looking at their way of life, do you think you can separate them or I can?"

Li's mother held his hand, "Lele's face was swollen when Lele came today, and Lao Gao probably said at home that Jiandong's temper hurts his son so much that he beat him. The two children are determined to say Come out, the two of them have kept it a secret for several years, it's hard enough..."

Father Li frowned, "Jiandong beat the child?"

"Well," Li's mother nodded, "his face is blue, he is timid, and he has been thinking about this all the time, and he has to wait for you to come back today, so he can't sleep well."

Father Li paused for a moment, unable to think of what to say for a long time.

"Our son told me today that the two happiest things in his life are that he was born in our family to be our son, and the second was meeting Lele." Mama Li looked at him and held her husband's hand, " The two of them must be inseparable. It will be too difficult to be together in the future, and everyone can't wait to step on it. Can we not make things difficult for them..."

"Both of them are promising, and we never bothered about it. Lele started school earlier than the other kids. Why did she work so hard in the second year of high school to follow the college entrance examination? Other kids are thinking about how to play when they go to college. Well, look at the two of them, our son is so anxious to start a business and make money, don't you feel sorry for him?"

Mother Li burst into tears as she spoke, "Because the two of them are together, they work harder than others. To tell you the truth, I knew they were like this a long time ago, but what can I do? I can make trouble Everyone knows about it, and they are forced to separate them so that they cannot be together? It can be separated at home, but what about at school?"

Father Li couldn't see his wife crying the most. They had hardly quarreled in so many years of marriage, and now they were frowning while wiping her tears, "What do you think you are crying? Didn't I say nothing? You have to make me think."

"In the future, there will be so many people who can't understand them, who will be excluded and wronged, but they are outsiders after all. The two children are closest to the two families. If we try to separate them, don't you think the children are too pitiful? .”

"The two of them can't be separated. Even if they are separated, it's better to find someone else than to be together?" Li's mother was depressed for a day, and now she couldn't control it when she was talking, and she couldn't stop her tears Go down, "Be more understanding, don't let the child feel cold..."

Li's mother said every sentence, and my father's heart ached when he heard this, and she kept crying, so Li's father didn't think about it anymore, and whispered, "You can stop crying, okay? I'm dumbfounded by crying, and I didn't say I want to break them up, don't cry, just do what you say, can't I just say nothing?"

Mother Li wiped her tears, "Aren't I feeling bad!"

"I feel bad too, why don't I cry too? Stop crying, I can't see you crying the most, you don't know, you love my son, I know, I don't say anything, okay? See Jiandong and me later Tell me about him, what are you doing beating your son? What problems can be solved by beating?!"

"You still talk about Jiandong, do people still want to talk to you?" Li's mother was also very worried when she thought about it, "Your son is two years older than Ren's son, and Lele listens to him for everything. Whoever kidnapped the two children Do you still need to ask? Can people not bear a grudge against us?"

"No, Jiandong and his wife are not careless people. Jiandong is just angry. He is the most used to his son. We have figured it out and there is nothing they can't figure out. It will be fine after a while."

Mother Li looked at him with raised eyes, "Have you figured it out?"

"Do I still dare not understand?!" Li's father got off the ground and came over with a tissue, "What dare I say when you cry like this? Tell me about you, I didn't say anything. You started crying when you came up, crying so hard in my heart This is uncomfortable, wipe it off quickly! How old are you? Cry as soon as you say!"

"How old am I?" Li's mother finally smiled and glared at him, "Hey, tell me how old I am? Do you think I'm old?"

"No, no, don't twist my words! Wipe your face quickly, I'm most afraid of you!"

"Let me tell you, when you see your child tomorrow morning, don't be so embarrassing, do whatever you want! Don't make it so embarrassing, Lele won't dare to come to our house again later!"

"Yes, yes, whatever you say!"

"go to bed!"

"Okay, let's go to sleep..."

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