Perfect Two
Chapter 372
At that time Fu Zhou was still young, he was a young master surrounded by stars, he had the best life and received the most caring care.There has not been a series of changes later, there has not been a dark period in life, and the tempering has not left a deep mark on him.
He is not as old-fashioned as he is now, mature and stable, and he can always take care of the overall situation.At that time, Fu Zhou should have retained the rebelliousness of a young man and the sophomore, and also had the dignity and arrogance of a young master, not very kind, and not very sensible.
This is quite normal.The more attention a child receives, the more he tends to be in a "self-centered" state psychologically, and his own feelings take precedence in thinking about problems and behaviors.
Cheng Xirong is also an only child, but since he was a child, no one cares about him, and his parents don't take him seriously, and other relatives don't care about him—everyone has their own children, and some people can't finish it. I don't care about other people's naughty bags.Therefore, he showed a very inappropriate state on the road of growth, thinking about others, and being considerate of people and things around him.
Thinking about it, Fu Zhou grew up in that environment, loved by thousands of people, and attracted much attention.Visiting relatives will be the focus of the crowd, will become a central figure, and will be taken care of by teachers at school.Even though his father had messed up that family very deformed, what was displayed in front of him was still a peaceful and tranquil atmosphere.
He doesn't experience the dangers of the human heart, and he doesn't know that there is still gray at the intersection of black and white in this world, blurring right from wrong and right from wrong.
This is all the previous situation, and it can be regarded as the background of the whole subsequent incident.Because he has molded himself into such a character in his life, he will have his own way of coping when facing a great change - when his thinking and behavior are very immature, this method cannot be regarded as clever .
The reason was that his father brought the kid outside into his house, and told him that he was an orphan, and he had been sponsoring him to study.Fu Zhou also treated him as an orphan, thinking "if he is obedient, then I can take him in as a younger brother".
Things backfired, Fu Zhou didn't know that it was his father's biological son, but the child was clear about his own background.The child has learned to be smart from his mother. He is three years younger than Fu Zhou, and he is much smarter than Fu Zhou in playing games.
When he entered Fu's house, he felt that he had returned to his own territory, and everything here belonged to him.Even if it is not now, it will be in the future, and there is no problem in declaring sovereignty in advance.He wanted to grab everything from Fu Zhou, whether it was a remote-controlled airplane or a newly bought CD player, even a chicken leg at dinner, he wanted to eat the one that Fu Zhou was going to take away.
On the other hand, he still acted aggrieved, as if he was very timid and cautious, and kept looking at the faces of the Fu family.He is a few years younger in grade, and he is also thin and small. He looks as if he is not fully developed, which can especially arouse people's sympathy.
Compared with him, Fu Zhou at that time was simply a demon king in the world, running wild everywhere, and there was no time for him to live in peace.
People's established impression is like this, Fu Zhou is a few years older, that is, "the mind is deeper than the little brother".He is tall, so he will "rely on his physical condition to bully people".It seems that his original natural development of physiological laws has become the original sin, and existence is wrong.
Fu Zhou is not a character who can swallow sulk, and he has been provoked a few times, so he doesn't want to "accept the younger brother" at all.He doesn't care about adults' face, he only does things to make himself happy, and he can do whatever he thinks.
He dragged the kid into the storage room and beat him hard several times.
The first time he did it, Fu Zhou pointed at his nose and said ruthlessly, "Go and sue casually, and you will be your grandson if you don't sue!"
In the end, the child would rather be a grandson, gritted his teeth and received a beating, without saying anything, as if there was nothing abnormal.However, he stopped for two days, did not seek trouble with Fu Zhou, did not steal Fu Zhou's toys and rackets, and did not frame him.
Two days later, the child started acting like a demon again, knocking over the water glass and scalding his hands, biting his lip while looking at Fu Zhou with red eyes.He didn't say anything, and needless to say, an adult took the initiative to educate Fu Zhou on his behalf.
Only then did Fu Zhou realize that this child was not as simple as an orphan, and he could see his intentions.He is here to mess with himself, and he wants to pull himself out of this position and replace him with him.He wants the limelight, everyone's attention, and being a center—like what he's been through.
He wasn't messing around, definitely wasn't messing around.
For a long time afterwards, there were more and more quarrels between the parents, and the atmosphere at home was tense every day, filled with gunpowder smoke, and could explode at any moment.The mother changed from being forbearing and gentle in the past, and became very anxious, and she was always in a state of restlessness.When she was not quarreling, she was thinking about how to quarrel, but when she was arguing, she became hysterical, and her roaring voice was extremely shrill.
Fu Zhou vaguely heard some content, and a few words can be strung together to form a truth and fact.He already has his own thinking, understands some adult worlds ignorantly, and can understand the subtext that adults have not said.
He knew he had guessed right.This child is the one who left his father outside, because of him, his father has another home outside, and he has not seen him for a long time.
This child is his younger brother.
But if you know it, you know that Fu Zhou is between children and teenagers, and his thinking is still in a straight line, and he can't turn.The arrogant and indulgent character that is used to life is all reflected in his temper. He has always been smooth sailing and received much attention. He does not take any grievances and never refuses to control himself.
He couldn't bear it, and he didn't plan to bear it. Naturally, he would do whatever he felt in his heart.Regarding the identity of that child, the difference between knowing and not is only that when he was beaten, he was confused or he was clear-eyed and knew exactly who was being beaten.
It didn't affect the strength of his attack at all. Anyway, he had already slapped him ruthlessly before. At this time, if he wanted to make the child miserable, he could only hit him for a while longer.
This is what the child was waiting for. The first time he was beaten, he didn't speak, and the second time he remained silent.Most of the times, he was "accidentally" seen by his family when the bruises on his body covered his back in a staggered manner, and old blood and new scratches piled up.
Naturally, it caused an uproar.Fu Zhou and his father didn't say anything, and handed Fu Zhou over to the old man to discipline him, euphemistically saying that "the old man has been strict with himself all his life, he is a role model and a model, and he can break the temper of a young man in Fu Zhou."He also said that he was not his biological father, and it was not suitable for him to be too strict with Fu Zhou, so he could only avoid it.
Fu Zhou himself didn't believe that the father and son hadn't colluded.
If he can't do things like educating children, isn't there still a mother?
It's just eating Fu Zhou's mother to death. It is expected that she will have no way to resist, and only one old man is the most difficult to conquer.So he just targeted the old man and used his own flaws to attack.
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Fu Zhou lived with the old man for a while, and that was after that.At that time, he didn't even have time to pack his clothes, so he was directly carried out by the old man, stuffed into the car and taken away.Fu Zhou's mother didn't stop her, and ran with the car for a while, crying. Finally, she was thrown far away by a turn and landed on the side of the street, standing like a stiff stone.
Fu Zhou saw his mother's face in the car, it was very blurry, and it was turbulent with the shaking of the car, which seemed unreal.But that face just appeared in Fu Zhou's mind, very clear, with tears hanging down his cheeks, red eye circles, and covering his mouth and nose with his hands.It was also at that time that Fu Zhou realized that he hated this woman.
Why is it so weak?How can you be so cowardly?As a human being, has she never known what it means to resist?
Fu Zhou had some feelings early on, but they were all buried in the deepest part of his heart, and he didn't even realize it.Finally, after that family crisis, amidst quarreling and screaming, crying and snickering, those negative black abilities all exploded, surged forward, and swept people into the vortex.
All the way, Fu Zhou was thinking, why did she give birth to me?She couldn't even handle her own affairs well, she was wronged and cowardly, she put up with it, stepped back forever, and messed up her life.Then where did she get the confidence to handle the child's affairs well?
She wants to take me to retreat and hide?Step by step, until the living space is completely occupied, those things that originally belonged to me are taken away, and there is no place to stay anymore?
Doesn't she always say she loves me?Then why doesn't she protect me?She just watched me being framed by that little bastard, insulted by that cheap bastard dad, and taken away by this vicious old man?
What did she do?What else has she done besides giving birth to me?
what can she doWhat else can she do but cry?If you don't dare to let go of your voice and cry boldly, why cover your mouth?Are you afraid people will hear you?She doesn't even dare to cry presumptuously. What is her position in this world?
Since she can't do anything, why did she give birth to me?
When Fu Zhou thought about it, all his thoughts were twisted into a ball. When the car stopped in front of the old man's house, he turned around and asked, "Do you believe me?"
Very calm, very calm, maintaining a sense that a child of that age should not have.Probably the so-called turning point in life is such a thing, suddenly realizing at a certain moment that life has changed and is different from before.Starting from this point, we have to go to another road, which has nothing to do with the road ahead, and we must bite the bullet and go down.
Change has to be made.
I can no longer count on my so-called "parents". That cheap father is someone else's father, and my mother is just a name. There is no difference between having and not having one.From then on, everything depends on oneself.Whatever you want, go for it yourself.Those annoying things should also be erased by yourself.
The old man was surprised by Fu Zhou's reaction, he didn't get along with that naughty boy who abused children at all, he seemed to have matured a lot in an instant.Very stable, restrained, and know how to measure.
The two sat in the car for a long time.The driver was very winking, and went down immediately, leaving a private space for them.
The old man didn't answer Fu Zhou's question. After being stunned, he said bluntly and coldly: "Please explain clearly first, are you abusing that child?"
"No."
The old man got angry, blew his beard and stared, gritted his teeth and resisted the desire to educate the child himself: "Are you still lying?"
Fu Zhou stiffened his neck and gritted his teeth, saying, "I didn't abuse him, why did I abuse him? I just beat him."
The old man raised his hand and slapped him on the head: "Nonsense! Full of nonsense! You still quibble!?"
This slap really took a lot of strength, it hit Fu Zhou's head on the back of the front seat, and he didn't recover for a long time.The strength of an adult is completely different from that of a child, Fu Zhou thought to himself, he slapped that little bastard so many times, and it was only this one slap.If the old man comes again, I will lose money.
Both sides of his head hurt, and he didn't know whether to cover the front or the back, so he just clenched his fists and put them by his side, regardless of whether his head was swollen or not.He turned his head and looked at the old man, full of hatred, and asked, "Are you beating me now, or abusing me?"
The old man was stunned for a moment, never expecting such a sentence to be waiting for him.He has a lot of contact with this little grandson, but the time spent together is pitifully small, which is very abnormal.Usually delicious and fun things are sent to him, but it is really not watching him grow up.
I probably know what kind of temper and character he is, but I can't say I fully understand it.Now that he suddenly saw this kid so clever, the old man was pleasantly surprised and very relieved, thinking that a boy should have this kind of responsiveness.Then I thought about the things he did, the scars on that little orphan were really shocking, it seemed too much to put it on an adult, and I was even more worried about a weak and immature child.
Still an orphan, poor enough, helpless.This is simply bullying!Why doesn't this bastard Fu Zhou beat up the neighbor's child?
The old man was in a very complicated mood, and there was a subtle contradiction. For a while, he didn't know how to answer Fu Zhou's words.The two of them faced each other in silence for a long time, Fu Zhou looked unwilling, turned his head, stared at the backrest that hit his forehead, and repeated through gritted teeth: "I didn't abuse him."
After all, it was his little grandson, just such a baby bump, and he was taught because of his behavior deviation, so he wanted to break him back.It's all for his own good, and the starting point and purpose are all on Fu Zhou.For the sake of a strange child, he would not suffocate his own child with a mallet and directly sentenced him to death.The old man thinks that his heart is not good enough to sacrifice himself for others.
Seeing Fu Zhou's aggrieved look, the old man's heart softened, and his tone softened a bit, and he asked, "Then why did you hit him? Do you know that you want to beat him so hard? Killed?"
"I can't kill him!"
He was still listless at first, but when he turned his head, his eyes were about to split, and he raised his voice and shouted this sentence.The old man was taken aback by the little hairy child, and when he calmed down, a burst of anger sprang up, starting from his heart and spreading all the way to his brain.
The old man said in his heart: "This little thing is really lawless! He doesn't even care about human life, what else does he care about?"
Fu Zhou was dragged out of the car by the old man and carried all the way into the house.The driver was smoking on the side of the road. Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of this scene and quickly turned around to look into the woods.There was the sound of a child struggling behind him, and the young master was dragged back, yelling and cursing mixed with a few words: "You just don't believe me! Would you rather believe that bastard because he supports your political achievements? Anyway, you Just don't believe us!"
If I didn't guess wrong... "Bastard" is talking about... uncle?The young master scolded him so much, no wonder the old man was angry and wanted to punish him.
The driver wringed out his cigarette and quickly disappeared.
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The old man never worried about his children's affairs in the first half of his life, and he didn't have any troubles at all.He has only one daughter, who is very well-behaved and never finds him a job.He has never even stayed in bed or been late, and he has never quarreled with others, let alone needing him to use his authority to solve the aftermath.
I thought that I could live this kind of life until I was old, and when I retired, I would be truly carefree and able to enjoy my old age in peace.Before he could think about the future, or decide which city would be more suitable for retirement, life took a sharp turn, making a 180-degree U-turn, which made him dizzy.
Since Bu Xiaozi got pregnant, the originally peaceful and simple life was completely broken, problems appeared one after another, and the surroundings were full of contradictions.I can no longer live leisurely and leisurely, and my whole body is in a state of anxiety, always tense.
The old man also felt tired, and wondered who the negative emotions were extending from. It was so powerful that it trapped everyone in the fog and made it impossible for people to get out.
want to solve.But who should I turn to?Who is the source?Who is the center of the conflict?
In the end, he could only bring back a little brat, who was very disobedient and always wanted to fight against himself.The house has been messed up by him, it's smoky, how can it be a place to rest and relax?It is basically a battlefield, and wars will start anytime, anywhere, and they will not stop until they are bloody.
What are you trying to figure out?I have been relaxed for half my life, but when I get old, I can't be idle, and I don't even have a place to rest.It was as if it had been wound up, and someone sawed off its feet, so it could only fly in the sky, and kept flying, without stopping at all.
From the moment he entered the house, he and Fu Zhou confronted each other, and both of them were in a very emotional state.Fu Zhou seems to have entered the rebellious stage ahead of time, he doesn't like anything, and wants to be rebellious about everything.He came to live in a strange environment, like a lion with fried hair, always grinning, claws open, grabbing whoever he catches.
The old man was furious by him, his blood pressure soared, and he didn't have a good temper to reason with him.Originally a strong and tough person, no matter at work or in private life, he is the one who has the right to speak. When did he encounter such troublesome things?
One is a diehard for most of his life. He meets a hot-blooded young man. The two collide every day, and every time there is a spark.During that time, the old man was not in the mood to go to work, and he was about to retire, and what should have ended perfectly, was messed up by the little bastard at home.
The old man really has no experience in educating children. The first time he took it seriously was when he had a little life like Fu Zhou - locked up Fu Zhou's mother and starved for a day and a night.He didn't have any clever tricks either. He took care of his daughter just like he did with children, restricted his freedom, and then controlled his diet.
Clothing, food, housing, transportation, these four items in life, only "food" can't be tolerated.
The old man has always felt that the whole moth is full of food, and he will only do it when he has nothing to do.When you really arrive in the refugee area, you can't even fill your stomach, how can you have the energy to think about other things?
Or maybe it was because Guan Fuzhou's mother was very effective and forced her to give in within 24 hours.So much so that the old man was so confident in his move that he copied it and used it to deal with Fu Zhou.
However, contrary to the old man's expectations, Fu Zhou was a hard-headed man, holding his breath, dehydrating and fainting, he didn't let go, let alone begging for mercy.The old man's only trick didn't work, and he had no other choice but to spend it with Fu Zhou.
Fu Zhou lay in the hospital for two days before his mother got the chance to see him.Sitting in front of the hospital bed, the woman wiped her tears, sobbing softly, and asked, "Why are you so stubborn? He is an elder, so you just apologize as he wants and admit your mistakes?"
This argument again.Hearing it since he was a child, Fu Zhou hated this kind of speech, wanted to tear it up and throw it in the trash can, and then beat up the person who said it.
But this person is his mother, who gave birth to him, raised him, and is kind to him.He can beat that bastard bastard, but he can't do anything to this woman.
Fu Zhou stared at his mother for a long time before he asked, "Did you follow everyone's wishes and become like this?"
Mother was taken aback, tears were still hanging on her eyelashes, which made them black and thick.The emotion in her eyes was not concealed, completely revealing her thoughts.
She didn't expect to hear such words from her son.
Fu Zhou never expressed his dissatisfaction, or contempt, and would never say such hurtful words to his mother.Because he never thought that his mother would instill this concept in his mind, to influence his behavior, and to make himself a person like her.
This is what Fu Zhou cannot tolerate the most.He hated the weak and cowardly avoidance behavior, and couldn't stand being bullied and insulted, but remained indifferent.He just had the blood, impulsiveness of a young man, never admitting defeat, unwilling to be reconciled.
Fu Zhou's lips were chapped, and every time he opened his mouth to speak, it would tear and hurt.He looked at his mother and asked slowly, word by word: "Do you think this can whitewash the peace? Pretend that nothing happened, and everything will be fine. Anyway, it's just a little bit of self-sacrifice, a little bit more, nothing more. relation."
The mother was startled by his appearance, mumbled dazedly, and called his name.
Fu Zhou seemed to be ignited, and the calmness that he had pretended was suddenly shattered, tearing off the fig leaf, revealing all his true thoughts.He was not at all calm and rational as he showed.In fact, he was going crazy.
"Don't call me!"
Silence spread between each other, and there was no speaking for a long time.Their mother and child were not close, but it was the first time that they clearly showed a gap. A pair of hands pushed on their shoulders, pushing in the opposite direction.The two became farther and farther apart.
In the end, it was Fu Zhou who spoke first.He didn't expect the woman in front of him to take the first step, she was always passive, even when facing his son.Fu Zhou didn't intend for her to change, and he no longer held out hope.
"Why didn't you tell the old man?"
His mother, still looking startled, asked immediately: "Did you tell him?—what did you say? What do you know?"
If only I had said so!Where is it so troublesome?It was because she didn't know what she was thinking, didn't understand why she couldn't tell the truth, and was worried that she would expose something, so she kept holding back.Otherwise, the matter of that cheap father would have been exposed long ago, and everyone would die together.
Fu Zhou was irritated by her question, so he simply reminded: "I am asking you."
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It wasn't until Fu Zhou went to middle school that he knew the reason.
His timid and weak mother was protecting a man in this way.She thought that she had reached a consensus with her husband in name, and that the two of them were making an equal deal, each taking a step back.If she didn't tell about her husband and illegitimate child, that man's name could become a secret and no one would know it.
When Fu Zhou knew about it, he almost laughed out loud. He really didn't know what was going on in that woman's head.Is it water?Or paste?Is it the sound of the sea or the viscous stagnation?
Why did she think it was an equal negotiation?Where is the equality?
That bastard father is still in a good mood, everyone before and after is unrestrained and unrestrained, and his life has not been affected at all.He even brought his illegitimate son into the house, arranged his lover properly, let them enjoy a quality life, and gave them the best treatment.
It's just one rank short.But is name important to them?
Correspondingly, what kind of life did their mother and son live?The people in the game are not stupid, the ups and downs are the most vivid experience.His mother sighed and sighed all day long, with a sad face, and never had a happy time, and she wasted her old age abruptly.Fu Zhou stayed with the old man most of the time, so he didn't need to watch the little bastard's provocations, and most of his troubles were relieved.
But this is also a relatively good state for the time being.Because the old man is becoming more and more indifferent to himself.There is no deliberate alienation, but his growth trajectory does not meet his expectations, which makes him very disappointed.There was also that cheap father who was fanning the flames and trying to sell Fuzhou in different ways, especially picking on the behavior that the old man hated the most.
Fu Zhou himself can think of the way forward: after those family loves are exhausted and the old man completely loses patience with him, without the status blessing he gave him, then he will be nothing.
It's not the young master that everyone is looking at, everyone doesn't need to look at the old man's face, and don't need to circle around him.You will lose everything, including your identity and the life you have now.
Fu Zhou didn't care too much, he was a boy, resistant to roughness and beatings, and could survive no matter what.But when that time comes, all the things I lost will belong to that little bastard?Isn't this fulfilling their family's wish?No matter how I think about it, I am not reconciled, and I can't swallow that breath.
What's more, his mother became a full-time wife after she got married, and all she lived was that deformed and contradictory home, and there was nothing else to survive on.If she lost the backing of the old man, what would that man do to her?What will happen to her?
It's all obvious.
Fu Zhou is a real rebellious period, he can see clearly, but he can't control his mood.The more he thought about it, the more irritable he became, and he spoke sharply, and asked his mother: "Fame, haha, after your father's hundred years, do you think they will have no fame?"
Now that I take care of the old man, I dare not be too presumptuous, and all my behaviors are restrained.Without this layer of shackles in the future, what will that man do?
Think about it with your toes.
Fu Zhou was about to laugh angrily. He couldn't hold back his offensive, and continued to ask, "What do you think? Do you think that you, a housewife, can compete with big bosses in the political world? Where do you get the confidence to think that you can play?" Can you beat him? What is he usually playing with? Who is he meeting? What are he talking about? You made an agreement with him, why don't you just give him all your things? "
Fu Zhou's mother's face was flushed from the stabbing, her eyes were evasive, and it didn't take long for her eyes to turn red.She didn't get rid of this problem after so many times, she wanted to cry at every turn, but she didn't dare to cry presumptuously and boldly, she was always aggrieved.
Fu Zhou in adolescence was most annoyed by this point, just like a firecracker, his mother's tears were the spark that sparked the introduction.Seeing his mother like this, he ran out of patience, and his voice became colder and colder: "It's almost the same? You said that you and him are equal deals, but whose name has he borrowed these years? The rise is based on Whose relationship does it matter? He earned the food and drink expenses at home, yes, it was also squeezed from you, do you understand? The value he squeezed from you is used to raise other dogs in a blink of an eye. You Say it's equality?"
"Zhouzhou...don't talk about it."
"Why didn't I say it? You can hold back for so many years, keep silent with anyone, and get things to this extent. Do I have to keep silent with you? Is silence useful? I asked you in the hospital back then, you Say you have difficulties, and beg me to be blind and deaf, but also dumb. Well, you are my mother, I have to understand you, and I have endured until now. Do you think this situation is what you want? "
His mother suddenly fell into a strange silence, lowered her head, and her breathing gradually became even.It seems that I have settled down, no longer panic, and no longer afraid of the world. .
Fu Zhou looked at the woman he called "mother" and was at a loss for a while.However, it didn't take long for him to instantly understand the meaning of her reaction - it was a cruel reality, the life she wanted now was what she wanted, and she was very satisfied.
She doesn't care whether her dignity is discredited, pushed into a corner, and there is no way out. She also cares about the environment and atmosphere in which her child grows up. No matter whether he is in a sense of urgency for a long time, he always has the anxiety of being threatened by others. .
The only result she wants now is... the man hiding in the shadows is always in the shadows and has not been exposed.He is safe, no one will trouble him, his life is not affected, he can continue to live a peaceful and quiet life.
Even if that life has nothing to do with her.
Fu Zhou was completely stunned, and asked back in disbelief, "You...you sacrificed everyone just to protect that irresponsible thing?"
"Don't talk about him like that!"
It is rare to see my mother showing such firm emotional expression, resisting, disobeying, and standing firm on her point of view.
Fu Zhou had expected this kind of treatment before. When he was very young, he was framed by that little bastard in every possible way, and he was held by his pigtails by the cheap father.At that time, he really had longing, hoped that his mother could make changes for himself, hoped that she could stand up, pull himself behind her, and protect himself. .
Unfortunately not.
I haven't waited for so many years, and then I saw it here.Not for herself, and she was just a victim, used up and consumed by her, just to keep a strange man.
However, I have never even seen the appearance of that man, so I was angry for no reason, but when I vented, I didn't have a specific object.
Fu Zhou felt annoyed, and looking at the face opposite him, the agitation of adolescence gradually rose.
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"I've been with her for a long time, for...in short, for a long time. She is not a very smart person, she is dull and numb, and it is difficult to keep her focus on one thing. But in this matter, her caution and precaution The heart is so strong that it is abnormal." After a pause, Fu Zhou changed his words, "It should be said that her endurance is too strong. She doesn't need to meet or contact that person, and she doesn't have a phone call or a text message. No emails. She managed to have no intersection with his life, almost two unrelated people."
Isn't there a saying that the more mild-tempered a person is, the more intense his anger will be once in a while.This is probably the reason why Fu Zhou's mother was a docile person with no bottom line for half her life, she rarely had her own ideas, she let others rub her against her, and she didn't know how to resist at all.But once she has settled on one thing, she is very firm and can grit her teeth to the end.Keep your eyes on that goal and walk all the way, don't look back, don't turn, don't stop for anyone.
Cheng Xirong thought for a while and said, "In some respects, you are quite similar to your mother."
Fu Zhou: "..."
Obviously, Fu Zhou did not accept this statement.In other words, he hated this kind of view, and he didn't even want to listen to it.It is best that this sentence has never appeared, in the world, in history, it has never happened.
Because I can't agree with his mother's character and behavior, I naturally don't want to see any similarities between myself and her, and I don't want to be the one I hate the most.Everyone will have a dead spot that cannot be touched, but in fact, many times it is the tip of one's own horn, and the depth is completely unclear.But as an outsider, you can find that it is actually just a barrier.
The mist traps people in it.Just blow it away, you can tell the direction, you can find the most magnanimous path, and you can go on without fear.
Cheng Xirong wanted to persuade, but the words lingered around his mouth, and he felt that his behavior was "standing and talking without back pain", which was a bit too much.Without experiencing that kind of encounter, it is difficult to understand his mood at that time, and he will not know what kind of cause and effect he has planted in his heart.
Children in their teens have been pampered and pampered all the time and have never experienced any setbacks.Suddenly one day, life suddenly turned a corner and became another completely unfamiliar state, completely different from the environment he was familiar with.
It is also normal to have some resentment or obsession.
It was originally a sensitive period of youth, and the outlook on life and the world had just begun to take shape, but had not yet stabilized.The imprint engraved at this time will affect a lifetime.Fu Zhou is also the kind of person who thinks deeply. Many things go out of his mind first, and then he goes through his mind.
But the part that has entered the heart is no longer under the control of reason.
Thinking about how comfortable I was when I was young, fighting with the kids in the alleys, playing games among the young people in society, and catching crabs in the river and putting them in the schoolbags of my classmates...Compared with this, Fu Zhou’s adolescence was completely dominated by adults. The time was filled with complicated things, and there was no fun at that age, and he didn't look like a teenager at all.
It's no wonder that he is so mature now, he does everything calmly, rarely has intense emotional ups and downs, and appears indifferent.He really didn't have puberty, he became an adult straight from a child as tall as half his leg.
Very poor.It is easy to arouse people's affection.
Cheng Xirong swallowed his own words back, replaced it with a sigh, skipped the previous topic, and asked: "There must be a loophole, right? If it can reach this level, there must be some clues."
Fu Zhou's face was still stinky, and he gave an unhappy "hmm".Like a small animal with fried fur, no one can smooth its fur, and you are not allowed to touch it.
Cheng Xirong secretly thought it was interesting, and when he was about to tease him, a thought flashed through his head, suppressing all interest.
Cheng Xirong asked back in disbelief: "Could it be Yang Tian?"
Fu Zhou acquiesced.
Cheng Xirong didn't regain his energy for a long time, thinking about the development process of this matter back and forth, he was really shocked by those strange turning points.Development and changes are bound to happen, and daily life is not static, let alone such..."big things" in their family.It's just that every time a critical turning point is reached, the changes that Cheng Xirong thought would happen are completely different from the reality.
How did you get involved with Yang Tian?No matter how you think about it, it's unbelievable. Yang Tian's life trajectory and the daughter of a high-ranking nobleman... seem to have no overlapping parts!
Cheng Xirong also heard Yang Tian talk about his own affairs, and he didn't seem to be very romantic.He made his debut early, and the relative status of stars and fans in that era was not as casual as it is now, and there were very few cute official CPs.As a public figure, most of his fans are women. The company has to maintain his image and has been controlling his freedom of love and marriage.
"I'm the most obedient among our group. It's also because I don't have any particularly strong thoughts about having a girlfriend, and I don't have the urge to secretly try something new behind the company's back."
These are Yang Tian's original words, both in and out of the words revealed that during the time when he was still in the circle, he had no love history.
Could it be that the words of this kind of small talk are also false?Just talking casually to fool this group of juniors?But there was no need for that. Most of the people present at the time were actors in the industry, and they were all brought by Cheng Xirong, and they often get together.No one investigated him, and everyone wanted to plot against him behind his back.Isn't it too deliberate for him to say this for no reason?
Besides, isn't Yang Tian a crook?No... It should be another way of saying it now, isn't Yang Tian hard?Where did Fu Zhou come from?
Or, does Fu Zhou belong to someone else?Fu Zhou's mother is an idealist who likes platonic spiritual love?
Let's not talk about that woman's view of love, if this is the case, her love history will be messed up...
Cheng Xirong's head was so big that he didn't know how to look at Yang Tian.He asked Fu Zhou: "That's one question, isn't Yang Tian hard enough?"
Fu Zhou: "..." His expression was speechless, his eyes looked like he was mentally retarded.It's also thanks to Cheng Xirong here, if it were someone else, it might just be "Get ready, I'm going to beat you up" in his eyes.
Cheng Xirong added: "It's a bit too straightforward to ask, but are you and Yang Tian an adoptive father and son or a biological father and son?"
"keep."
Cheng Xirong: "...can I ask one more question?"
"I don't know either." Fu Zhou paused after finishing speaking, a little helpless, "My stupid mother always thought I was Yang Tian's seed. After I lived with Yang Tian, I did a secret comparison. No."
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Fu Zhou's mother said that she has slept with two people in her life. Yang Tian is true love, and that scumbag husband is drunk and sexual.It was just that one time with a scumbag husband before marriage, everyone was drunk, no one paid attention to what happened, let alone remembered, the chance of winning the lottery is definitely not as high as Yang Tian's.
Then Fu Zhou is Yang Tian's child.
She had already thought this way herself, arbitrarily affirming the fact that this does not exist.So the husband who was cheated on was more inclined to this idea, followed by suspicion, and then became angry from embarrassment.
Everyone lives in a daze, holding the hatred and hostility in their hearts, making life a mess.Emotional, everyone is controlled by emotions.Everyone is not reconciled, all trapped in pain, unable to escape, and unable to get rid of this bondage.Everyone's depression has a different shape, and three generations have been involved, each with its own unhappiness.
Just like what Fu Zhou said at the beginning, if the inspection had been done at the beginning, would there still be these things?
He is not as old-fashioned as he is now, mature and stable, and he can always take care of the overall situation.At that time, Fu Zhou should have retained the rebelliousness of a young man and the sophomore, and also had the dignity and arrogance of a young master, not very kind, and not very sensible.
This is quite normal.The more attention a child receives, the more he tends to be in a "self-centered" state psychologically, and his own feelings take precedence in thinking about problems and behaviors.
Cheng Xirong is also an only child, but since he was a child, no one cares about him, and his parents don't take him seriously, and other relatives don't care about him—everyone has their own children, and some people can't finish it. I don't care about other people's naughty bags.Therefore, he showed a very inappropriate state on the road of growth, thinking about others, and being considerate of people and things around him.
Thinking about it, Fu Zhou grew up in that environment, loved by thousands of people, and attracted much attention.Visiting relatives will be the focus of the crowd, will become a central figure, and will be taken care of by teachers at school.Even though his father had messed up that family very deformed, what was displayed in front of him was still a peaceful and tranquil atmosphere.
He doesn't experience the dangers of the human heart, and he doesn't know that there is still gray at the intersection of black and white in this world, blurring right from wrong and right from wrong.
This is all the previous situation, and it can be regarded as the background of the whole subsequent incident.Because he has molded himself into such a character in his life, he will have his own way of coping when facing a great change - when his thinking and behavior are very immature, this method cannot be regarded as clever .
The reason was that his father brought the kid outside into his house, and told him that he was an orphan, and he had been sponsoring him to study.Fu Zhou also treated him as an orphan, thinking "if he is obedient, then I can take him in as a younger brother".
Things backfired, Fu Zhou didn't know that it was his father's biological son, but the child was clear about his own background.The child has learned to be smart from his mother. He is three years younger than Fu Zhou, and he is much smarter than Fu Zhou in playing games.
When he entered Fu's house, he felt that he had returned to his own territory, and everything here belonged to him.Even if it is not now, it will be in the future, and there is no problem in declaring sovereignty in advance.He wanted to grab everything from Fu Zhou, whether it was a remote-controlled airplane or a newly bought CD player, even a chicken leg at dinner, he wanted to eat the one that Fu Zhou was going to take away.
On the other hand, he still acted aggrieved, as if he was very timid and cautious, and kept looking at the faces of the Fu family.He is a few years younger in grade, and he is also thin and small. He looks as if he is not fully developed, which can especially arouse people's sympathy.
Compared with him, Fu Zhou at that time was simply a demon king in the world, running wild everywhere, and there was no time for him to live in peace.
People's established impression is like this, Fu Zhou is a few years older, that is, "the mind is deeper than the little brother".He is tall, so he will "rely on his physical condition to bully people".It seems that his original natural development of physiological laws has become the original sin, and existence is wrong.
Fu Zhou is not a character who can swallow sulk, and he has been provoked a few times, so he doesn't want to "accept the younger brother" at all.He doesn't care about adults' face, he only does things to make himself happy, and he can do whatever he thinks.
He dragged the kid into the storage room and beat him hard several times.
The first time he did it, Fu Zhou pointed at his nose and said ruthlessly, "Go and sue casually, and you will be your grandson if you don't sue!"
In the end, the child would rather be a grandson, gritted his teeth and received a beating, without saying anything, as if there was nothing abnormal.However, he stopped for two days, did not seek trouble with Fu Zhou, did not steal Fu Zhou's toys and rackets, and did not frame him.
Two days later, the child started acting like a demon again, knocking over the water glass and scalding his hands, biting his lip while looking at Fu Zhou with red eyes.He didn't say anything, and needless to say, an adult took the initiative to educate Fu Zhou on his behalf.
Only then did Fu Zhou realize that this child was not as simple as an orphan, and he could see his intentions.He is here to mess with himself, and he wants to pull himself out of this position and replace him with him.He wants the limelight, everyone's attention, and being a center—like what he's been through.
He wasn't messing around, definitely wasn't messing around.
For a long time afterwards, there were more and more quarrels between the parents, and the atmosphere at home was tense every day, filled with gunpowder smoke, and could explode at any moment.The mother changed from being forbearing and gentle in the past, and became very anxious, and she was always in a state of restlessness.When she was not quarreling, she was thinking about how to quarrel, but when she was arguing, she became hysterical, and her roaring voice was extremely shrill.
Fu Zhou vaguely heard some content, and a few words can be strung together to form a truth and fact.He already has his own thinking, understands some adult worlds ignorantly, and can understand the subtext that adults have not said.
He knew he had guessed right.This child is the one who left his father outside, because of him, his father has another home outside, and he has not seen him for a long time.
This child is his younger brother.
But if you know it, you know that Fu Zhou is between children and teenagers, and his thinking is still in a straight line, and he can't turn.The arrogant and indulgent character that is used to life is all reflected in his temper. He has always been smooth sailing and received much attention. He does not take any grievances and never refuses to control himself.
He couldn't bear it, and he didn't plan to bear it. Naturally, he would do whatever he felt in his heart.Regarding the identity of that child, the difference between knowing and not is only that when he was beaten, he was confused or he was clear-eyed and knew exactly who was being beaten.
It didn't affect the strength of his attack at all. Anyway, he had already slapped him ruthlessly before. At this time, if he wanted to make the child miserable, he could only hit him for a while longer.
This is what the child was waiting for. The first time he was beaten, he didn't speak, and the second time he remained silent.Most of the times, he was "accidentally" seen by his family when the bruises on his body covered his back in a staggered manner, and old blood and new scratches piled up.
Naturally, it caused an uproar.Fu Zhou and his father didn't say anything, and handed Fu Zhou over to the old man to discipline him, euphemistically saying that "the old man has been strict with himself all his life, he is a role model and a model, and he can break the temper of a young man in Fu Zhou."He also said that he was not his biological father, and it was not suitable for him to be too strict with Fu Zhou, so he could only avoid it.
Fu Zhou himself didn't believe that the father and son hadn't colluded.
If he can't do things like educating children, isn't there still a mother?
It's just eating Fu Zhou's mother to death. It is expected that she will have no way to resist, and only one old man is the most difficult to conquer.So he just targeted the old man and used his own flaws to attack.
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Fu Zhou lived with the old man for a while, and that was after that.At that time, he didn't even have time to pack his clothes, so he was directly carried out by the old man, stuffed into the car and taken away.Fu Zhou's mother didn't stop her, and ran with the car for a while, crying. Finally, she was thrown far away by a turn and landed on the side of the street, standing like a stiff stone.
Fu Zhou saw his mother's face in the car, it was very blurry, and it was turbulent with the shaking of the car, which seemed unreal.But that face just appeared in Fu Zhou's mind, very clear, with tears hanging down his cheeks, red eye circles, and covering his mouth and nose with his hands.It was also at that time that Fu Zhou realized that he hated this woman.
Why is it so weak?How can you be so cowardly?As a human being, has she never known what it means to resist?
Fu Zhou had some feelings early on, but they were all buried in the deepest part of his heart, and he didn't even realize it.Finally, after that family crisis, amidst quarreling and screaming, crying and snickering, those negative black abilities all exploded, surged forward, and swept people into the vortex.
All the way, Fu Zhou was thinking, why did she give birth to me?She couldn't even handle her own affairs well, she was wronged and cowardly, she put up with it, stepped back forever, and messed up her life.Then where did she get the confidence to handle the child's affairs well?
She wants to take me to retreat and hide?Step by step, until the living space is completely occupied, those things that originally belonged to me are taken away, and there is no place to stay anymore?
Doesn't she always say she loves me?Then why doesn't she protect me?She just watched me being framed by that little bastard, insulted by that cheap bastard dad, and taken away by this vicious old man?
What did she do?What else has she done besides giving birth to me?
what can she doWhat else can she do but cry?If you don't dare to let go of your voice and cry boldly, why cover your mouth?Are you afraid people will hear you?She doesn't even dare to cry presumptuously. What is her position in this world?
Since she can't do anything, why did she give birth to me?
When Fu Zhou thought about it, all his thoughts were twisted into a ball. When the car stopped in front of the old man's house, he turned around and asked, "Do you believe me?"
Very calm, very calm, maintaining a sense that a child of that age should not have.Probably the so-called turning point in life is such a thing, suddenly realizing at a certain moment that life has changed and is different from before.Starting from this point, we have to go to another road, which has nothing to do with the road ahead, and we must bite the bullet and go down.
Change has to be made.
I can no longer count on my so-called "parents". That cheap father is someone else's father, and my mother is just a name. There is no difference between having and not having one.From then on, everything depends on oneself.Whatever you want, go for it yourself.Those annoying things should also be erased by yourself.
The old man was surprised by Fu Zhou's reaction, he didn't get along with that naughty boy who abused children at all, he seemed to have matured a lot in an instant.Very stable, restrained, and know how to measure.
The two sat in the car for a long time.The driver was very winking, and went down immediately, leaving a private space for them.
The old man didn't answer Fu Zhou's question. After being stunned, he said bluntly and coldly: "Please explain clearly first, are you abusing that child?"
"No."
The old man got angry, blew his beard and stared, gritted his teeth and resisted the desire to educate the child himself: "Are you still lying?"
Fu Zhou stiffened his neck and gritted his teeth, saying, "I didn't abuse him, why did I abuse him? I just beat him."
The old man raised his hand and slapped him on the head: "Nonsense! Full of nonsense! You still quibble!?"
This slap really took a lot of strength, it hit Fu Zhou's head on the back of the front seat, and he didn't recover for a long time.The strength of an adult is completely different from that of a child, Fu Zhou thought to himself, he slapped that little bastard so many times, and it was only this one slap.If the old man comes again, I will lose money.
Both sides of his head hurt, and he didn't know whether to cover the front or the back, so he just clenched his fists and put them by his side, regardless of whether his head was swollen or not.He turned his head and looked at the old man, full of hatred, and asked, "Are you beating me now, or abusing me?"
The old man was stunned for a moment, never expecting such a sentence to be waiting for him.He has a lot of contact with this little grandson, but the time spent together is pitifully small, which is very abnormal.Usually delicious and fun things are sent to him, but it is really not watching him grow up.
I probably know what kind of temper and character he is, but I can't say I fully understand it.Now that he suddenly saw this kid so clever, the old man was pleasantly surprised and very relieved, thinking that a boy should have this kind of responsiveness.Then I thought about the things he did, the scars on that little orphan were really shocking, it seemed too much to put it on an adult, and I was even more worried about a weak and immature child.
Still an orphan, poor enough, helpless.This is simply bullying!Why doesn't this bastard Fu Zhou beat up the neighbor's child?
The old man was in a very complicated mood, and there was a subtle contradiction. For a while, he didn't know how to answer Fu Zhou's words.The two of them faced each other in silence for a long time, Fu Zhou looked unwilling, turned his head, stared at the backrest that hit his forehead, and repeated through gritted teeth: "I didn't abuse him."
After all, it was his little grandson, just such a baby bump, and he was taught because of his behavior deviation, so he wanted to break him back.It's all for his own good, and the starting point and purpose are all on Fu Zhou.For the sake of a strange child, he would not suffocate his own child with a mallet and directly sentenced him to death.The old man thinks that his heart is not good enough to sacrifice himself for others.
Seeing Fu Zhou's aggrieved look, the old man's heart softened, and his tone softened a bit, and he asked, "Then why did you hit him? Do you know that you want to beat him so hard? Killed?"
"I can't kill him!"
He was still listless at first, but when he turned his head, his eyes were about to split, and he raised his voice and shouted this sentence.The old man was taken aback by the little hairy child, and when he calmed down, a burst of anger sprang up, starting from his heart and spreading all the way to his brain.
The old man said in his heart: "This little thing is really lawless! He doesn't even care about human life, what else does he care about?"
Fu Zhou was dragged out of the car by the old man and carried all the way into the house.The driver was smoking on the side of the road. Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of this scene and quickly turned around to look into the woods.There was the sound of a child struggling behind him, and the young master was dragged back, yelling and cursing mixed with a few words: "You just don't believe me! Would you rather believe that bastard because he supports your political achievements? Anyway, you Just don't believe us!"
If I didn't guess wrong... "Bastard" is talking about... uncle?The young master scolded him so much, no wonder the old man was angry and wanted to punish him.
The driver wringed out his cigarette and quickly disappeared.
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The old man never worried about his children's affairs in the first half of his life, and he didn't have any troubles at all.He has only one daughter, who is very well-behaved and never finds him a job.He has never even stayed in bed or been late, and he has never quarreled with others, let alone needing him to use his authority to solve the aftermath.
I thought that I could live this kind of life until I was old, and when I retired, I would be truly carefree and able to enjoy my old age in peace.Before he could think about the future, or decide which city would be more suitable for retirement, life took a sharp turn, making a 180-degree U-turn, which made him dizzy.
Since Bu Xiaozi got pregnant, the originally peaceful and simple life was completely broken, problems appeared one after another, and the surroundings were full of contradictions.I can no longer live leisurely and leisurely, and my whole body is in a state of anxiety, always tense.
The old man also felt tired, and wondered who the negative emotions were extending from. It was so powerful that it trapped everyone in the fog and made it impossible for people to get out.
want to solve.But who should I turn to?Who is the source?Who is the center of the conflict?
In the end, he could only bring back a little brat, who was very disobedient and always wanted to fight against himself.The house has been messed up by him, it's smoky, how can it be a place to rest and relax?It is basically a battlefield, and wars will start anytime, anywhere, and they will not stop until they are bloody.
What are you trying to figure out?I have been relaxed for half my life, but when I get old, I can't be idle, and I don't even have a place to rest.It was as if it had been wound up, and someone sawed off its feet, so it could only fly in the sky, and kept flying, without stopping at all.
From the moment he entered the house, he and Fu Zhou confronted each other, and both of them were in a very emotional state.Fu Zhou seems to have entered the rebellious stage ahead of time, he doesn't like anything, and wants to be rebellious about everything.He came to live in a strange environment, like a lion with fried hair, always grinning, claws open, grabbing whoever he catches.
The old man was furious by him, his blood pressure soared, and he didn't have a good temper to reason with him.Originally a strong and tough person, no matter at work or in private life, he is the one who has the right to speak. When did he encounter such troublesome things?
One is a diehard for most of his life. He meets a hot-blooded young man. The two collide every day, and every time there is a spark.During that time, the old man was not in the mood to go to work, and he was about to retire, and what should have ended perfectly, was messed up by the little bastard at home.
The old man really has no experience in educating children. The first time he took it seriously was when he had a little life like Fu Zhou - locked up Fu Zhou's mother and starved for a day and a night.He didn't have any clever tricks either. He took care of his daughter just like he did with children, restricted his freedom, and then controlled his diet.
Clothing, food, housing, transportation, these four items in life, only "food" can't be tolerated.
The old man has always felt that the whole moth is full of food, and he will only do it when he has nothing to do.When you really arrive in the refugee area, you can't even fill your stomach, how can you have the energy to think about other things?
Or maybe it was because Guan Fuzhou's mother was very effective and forced her to give in within 24 hours.So much so that the old man was so confident in his move that he copied it and used it to deal with Fu Zhou.
However, contrary to the old man's expectations, Fu Zhou was a hard-headed man, holding his breath, dehydrating and fainting, he didn't let go, let alone begging for mercy.The old man's only trick didn't work, and he had no other choice but to spend it with Fu Zhou.
Fu Zhou lay in the hospital for two days before his mother got the chance to see him.Sitting in front of the hospital bed, the woman wiped her tears, sobbing softly, and asked, "Why are you so stubborn? He is an elder, so you just apologize as he wants and admit your mistakes?"
This argument again.Hearing it since he was a child, Fu Zhou hated this kind of speech, wanted to tear it up and throw it in the trash can, and then beat up the person who said it.
But this person is his mother, who gave birth to him, raised him, and is kind to him.He can beat that bastard bastard, but he can't do anything to this woman.
Fu Zhou stared at his mother for a long time before he asked, "Did you follow everyone's wishes and become like this?"
Mother was taken aback, tears were still hanging on her eyelashes, which made them black and thick.The emotion in her eyes was not concealed, completely revealing her thoughts.
She didn't expect to hear such words from her son.
Fu Zhou never expressed his dissatisfaction, or contempt, and would never say such hurtful words to his mother.Because he never thought that his mother would instill this concept in his mind, to influence his behavior, and to make himself a person like her.
This is what Fu Zhou cannot tolerate the most.He hated the weak and cowardly avoidance behavior, and couldn't stand being bullied and insulted, but remained indifferent.He just had the blood, impulsiveness of a young man, never admitting defeat, unwilling to be reconciled.
Fu Zhou's lips were chapped, and every time he opened his mouth to speak, it would tear and hurt.He looked at his mother and asked slowly, word by word: "Do you think this can whitewash the peace? Pretend that nothing happened, and everything will be fine. Anyway, it's just a little bit of self-sacrifice, a little bit more, nothing more. relation."
The mother was startled by his appearance, mumbled dazedly, and called his name.
Fu Zhou seemed to be ignited, and the calmness that he had pretended was suddenly shattered, tearing off the fig leaf, revealing all his true thoughts.He was not at all calm and rational as he showed.In fact, he was going crazy.
"Don't call me!"
Silence spread between each other, and there was no speaking for a long time.Their mother and child were not close, but it was the first time that they clearly showed a gap. A pair of hands pushed on their shoulders, pushing in the opposite direction.The two became farther and farther apart.
In the end, it was Fu Zhou who spoke first.He didn't expect the woman in front of him to take the first step, she was always passive, even when facing his son.Fu Zhou didn't intend for her to change, and he no longer held out hope.
"Why didn't you tell the old man?"
His mother, still looking startled, asked immediately: "Did you tell him?—what did you say? What do you know?"
If only I had said so!Where is it so troublesome?It was because she didn't know what she was thinking, didn't understand why she couldn't tell the truth, and was worried that she would expose something, so she kept holding back.Otherwise, the matter of that cheap father would have been exposed long ago, and everyone would die together.
Fu Zhou was irritated by her question, so he simply reminded: "I am asking you."
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It wasn't until Fu Zhou went to middle school that he knew the reason.
His timid and weak mother was protecting a man in this way.She thought that she had reached a consensus with her husband in name, and that the two of them were making an equal deal, each taking a step back.If she didn't tell about her husband and illegitimate child, that man's name could become a secret and no one would know it.
When Fu Zhou knew about it, he almost laughed out loud. He really didn't know what was going on in that woman's head.Is it water?Or paste?Is it the sound of the sea or the viscous stagnation?
Why did she think it was an equal negotiation?Where is the equality?
That bastard father is still in a good mood, everyone before and after is unrestrained and unrestrained, and his life has not been affected at all.He even brought his illegitimate son into the house, arranged his lover properly, let them enjoy a quality life, and gave them the best treatment.
It's just one rank short.But is name important to them?
Correspondingly, what kind of life did their mother and son live?The people in the game are not stupid, the ups and downs are the most vivid experience.His mother sighed and sighed all day long, with a sad face, and never had a happy time, and she wasted her old age abruptly.Fu Zhou stayed with the old man most of the time, so he didn't need to watch the little bastard's provocations, and most of his troubles were relieved.
But this is also a relatively good state for the time being.Because the old man is becoming more and more indifferent to himself.There is no deliberate alienation, but his growth trajectory does not meet his expectations, which makes him very disappointed.There was also that cheap father who was fanning the flames and trying to sell Fuzhou in different ways, especially picking on the behavior that the old man hated the most.
Fu Zhou himself can think of the way forward: after those family loves are exhausted and the old man completely loses patience with him, without the status blessing he gave him, then he will be nothing.
It's not the young master that everyone is looking at, everyone doesn't need to look at the old man's face, and don't need to circle around him.You will lose everything, including your identity and the life you have now.
Fu Zhou didn't care too much, he was a boy, resistant to roughness and beatings, and could survive no matter what.But when that time comes, all the things I lost will belong to that little bastard?Isn't this fulfilling their family's wish?No matter how I think about it, I am not reconciled, and I can't swallow that breath.
What's more, his mother became a full-time wife after she got married, and all she lived was that deformed and contradictory home, and there was nothing else to survive on.If she lost the backing of the old man, what would that man do to her?What will happen to her?
It's all obvious.
Fu Zhou is a real rebellious period, he can see clearly, but he can't control his mood.The more he thought about it, the more irritable he became, and he spoke sharply, and asked his mother: "Fame, haha, after your father's hundred years, do you think they will have no fame?"
Now that I take care of the old man, I dare not be too presumptuous, and all my behaviors are restrained.Without this layer of shackles in the future, what will that man do?
Think about it with your toes.
Fu Zhou was about to laugh angrily. He couldn't hold back his offensive, and continued to ask, "What do you think? Do you think that you, a housewife, can compete with big bosses in the political world? Where do you get the confidence to think that you can play?" Can you beat him? What is he usually playing with? Who is he meeting? What are he talking about? You made an agreement with him, why don't you just give him all your things? "
Fu Zhou's mother's face was flushed from the stabbing, her eyes were evasive, and it didn't take long for her eyes to turn red.She didn't get rid of this problem after so many times, she wanted to cry at every turn, but she didn't dare to cry presumptuously and boldly, she was always aggrieved.
Fu Zhou in adolescence was most annoyed by this point, just like a firecracker, his mother's tears were the spark that sparked the introduction.Seeing his mother like this, he ran out of patience, and his voice became colder and colder: "It's almost the same? You said that you and him are equal deals, but whose name has he borrowed these years? The rise is based on Whose relationship does it matter? He earned the food and drink expenses at home, yes, it was also squeezed from you, do you understand? The value he squeezed from you is used to raise other dogs in a blink of an eye. You Say it's equality?"
"Zhouzhou...don't talk about it."
"Why didn't I say it? You can hold back for so many years, keep silent with anyone, and get things to this extent. Do I have to keep silent with you? Is silence useful? I asked you in the hospital back then, you Say you have difficulties, and beg me to be blind and deaf, but also dumb. Well, you are my mother, I have to understand you, and I have endured until now. Do you think this situation is what you want? "
His mother suddenly fell into a strange silence, lowered her head, and her breathing gradually became even.It seems that I have settled down, no longer panic, and no longer afraid of the world. .
Fu Zhou looked at the woman he called "mother" and was at a loss for a while.However, it didn't take long for him to instantly understand the meaning of her reaction - it was a cruel reality, the life she wanted now was what she wanted, and she was very satisfied.
She doesn't care whether her dignity is discredited, pushed into a corner, and there is no way out. She also cares about the environment and atmosphere in which her child grows up. No matter whether he is in a sense of urgency for a long time, he always has the anxiety of being threatened by others. .
The only result she wants now is... the man hiding in the shadows is always in the shadows and has not been exposed.He is safe, no one will trouble him, his life is not affected, he can continue to live a peaceful and quiet life.
Even if that life has nothing to do with her.
Fu Zhou was completely stunned, and asked back in disbelief, "You...you sacrificed everyone just to protect that irresponsible thing?"
"Don't talk about him like that!"
It is rare to see my mother showing such firm emotional expression, resisting, disobeying, and standing firm on her point of view.
Fu Zhou had expected this kind of treatment before. When he was very young, he was framed by that little bastard in every possible way, and he was held by his pigtails by the cheap father.At that time, he really had longing, hoped that his mother could make changes for himself, hoped that she could stand up, pull himself behind her, and protect himself. .
Unfortunately not.
I haven't waited for so many years, and then I saw it here.Not for herself, and she was just a victim, used up and consumed by her, just to keep a strange man.
However, I have never even seen the appearance of that man, so I was angry for no reason, but when I vented, I didn't have a specific object.
Fu Zhou felt annoyed, and looking at the face opposite him, the agitation of adolescence gradually rose.
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"I've been with her for a long time, for...in short, for a long time. She is not a very smart person, she is dull and numb, and it is difficult to keep her focus on one thing. But in this matter, her caution and precaution The heart is so strong that it is abnormal." After a pause, Fu Zhou changed his words, "It should be said that her endurance is too strong. She doesn't need to meet or contact that person, and she doesn't have a phone call or a text message. No emails. She managed to have no intersection with his life, almost two unrelated people."
Isn't there a saying that the more mild-tempered a person is, the more intense his anger will be once in a while.This is probably the reason why Fu Zhou's mother was a docile person with no bottom line for half her life, she rarely had her own ideas, she let others rub her against her, and she didn't know how to resist at all.But once she has settled on one thing, she is very firm and can grit her teeth to the end.Keep your eyes on that goal and walk all the way, don't look back, don't turn, don't stop for anyone.
Cheng Xirong thought for a while and said, "In some respects, you are quite similar to your mother."
Fu Zhou: "..."
Obviously, Fu Zhou did not accept this statement.In other words, he hated this kind of view, and he didn't even want to listen to it.It is best that this sentence has never appeared, in the world, in history, it has never happened.
Because I can't agree with his mother's character and behavior, I naturally don't want to see any similarities between myself and her, and I don't want to be the one I hate the most.Everyone will have a dead spot that cannot be touched, but in fact, many times it is the tip of one's own horn, and the depth is completely unclear.But as an outsider, you can find that it is actually just a barrier.
The mist traps people in it.Just blow it away, you can tell the direction, you can find the most magnanimous path, and you can go on without fear.
Cheng Xirong wanted to persuade, but the words lingered around his mouth, and he felt that his behavior was "standing and talking without back pain", which was a bit too much.Without experiencing that kind of encounter, it is difficult to understand his mood at that time, and he will not know what kind of cause and effect he has planted in his heart.
Children in their teens have been pampered and pampered all the time and have never experienced any setbacks.Suddenly one day, life suddenly turned a corner and became another completely unfamiliar state, completely different from the environment he was familiar with.
It is also normal to have some resentment or obsession.
It was originally a sensitive period of youth, and the outlook on life and the world had just begun to take shape, but had not yet stabilized.The imprint engraved at this time will affect a lifetime.Fu Zhou is also the kind of person who thinks deeply. Many things go out of his mind first, and then he goes through his mind.
But the part that has entered the heart is no longer under the control of reason.
Thinking about how comfortable I was when I was young, fighting with the kids in the alleys, playing games among the young people in society, and catching crabs in the river and putting them in the schoolbags of my classmates...Compared with this, Fu Zhou’s adolescence was completely dominated by adults. The time was filled with complicated things, and there was no fun at that age, and he didn't look like a teenager at all.
It's no wonder that he is so mature now, he does everything calmly, rarely has intense emotional ups and downs, and appears indifferent.He really didn't have puberty, he became an adult straight from a child as tall as half his leg.
Very poor.It is easy to arouse people's affection.
Cheng Xirong swallowed his own words back, replaced it with a sigh, skipped the previous topic, and asked: "There must be a loophole, right? If it can reach this level, there must be some clues."
Fu Zhou's face was still stinky, and he gave an unhappy "hmm".Like a small animal with fried fur, no one can smooth its fur, and you are not allowed to touch it.
Cheng Xirong secretly thought it was interesting, and when he was about to tease him, a thought flashed through his head, suppressing all interest.
Cheng Xirong asked back in disbelief: "Could it be Yang Tian?"
Fu Zhou acquiesced.
Cheng Xirong didn't regain his energy for a long time, thinking about the development process of this matter back and forth, he was really shocked by those strange turning points.Development and changes are bound to happen, and daily life is not static, let alone such..."big things" in their family.It's just that every time a critical turning point is reached, the changes that Cheng Xirong thought would happen are completely different from the reality.
How did you get involved with Yang Tian?No matter how you think about it, it's unbelievable. Yang Tian's life trajectory and the daughter of a high-ranking nobleman... seem to have no overlapping parts!
Cheng Xirong also heard Yang Tian talk about his own affairs, and he didn't seem to be very romantic.He made his debut early, and the relative status of stars and fans in that era was not as casual as it is now, and there were very few cute official CPs.As a public figure, most of his fans are women. The company has to maintain his image and has been controlling his freedom of love and marriage.
"I'm the most obedient among our group. It's also because I don't have any particularly strong thoughts about having a girlfriend, and I don't have the urge to secretly try something new behind the company's back."
These are Yang Tian's original words, both in and out of the words revealed that during the time when he was still in the circle, he had no love history.
Could it be that the words of this kind of small talk are also false?Just talking casually to fool this group of juniors?But there was no need for that. Most of the people present at the time were actors in the industry, and they were all brought by Cheng Xirong, and they often get together.No one investigated him, and everyone wanted to plot against him behind his back.Isn't it too deliberate for him to say this for no reason?
Besides, isn't Yang Tian a crook?No... It should be another way of saying it now, isn't Yang Tian hard?Where did Fu Zhou come from?
Or, does Fu Zhou belong to someone else?Fu Zhou's mother is an idealist who likes platonic spiritual love?
Let's not talk about that woman's view of love, if this is the case, her love history will be messed up...
Cheng Xirong's head was so big that he didn't know how to look at Yang Tian.He asked Fu Zhou: "That's one question, isn't Yang Tian hard enough?"
Fu Zhou: "..." His expression was speechless, his eyes looked like he was mentally retarded.It's also thanks to Cheng Xirong here, if it were someone else, it might just be "Get ready, I'm going to beat you up" in his eyes.
Cheng Xirong added: "It's a bit too straightforward to ask, but are you and Yang Tian an adoptive father and son or a biological father and son?"
"keep."
Cheng Xirong: "...can I ask one more question?"
"I don't know either." Fu Zhou paused after finishing speaking, a little helpless, "My stupid mother always thought I was Yang Tian's seed. After I lived with Yang Tian, I did a secret comparison. No."
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Fu Zhou's mother said that she has slept with two people in her life. Yang Tian is true love, and that scumbag husband is drunk and sexual.It was just that one time with a scumbag husband before marriage, everyone was drunk, no one paid attention to what happened, let alone remembered, the chance of winning the lottery is definitely not as high as Yang Tian's.
Then Fu Zhou is Yang Tian's child.
She had already thought this way herself, arbitrarily affirming the fact that this does not exist.So the husband who was cheated on was more inclined to this idea, followed by suspicion, and then became angry from embarrassment.
Everyone lives in a daze, holding the hatred and hostility in their hearts, making life a mess.Emotional, everyone is controlled by emotions.Everyone is not reconciled, all trapped in pain, unable to escape, and unable to get rid of this bondage.Everyone's depression has a different shape, and three generations have been involved, each with its own unhappiness.
Just like what Fu Zhou said at the beginning, if the inspection had been done at the beginning, would there still be these things?
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