Perfect Two

Two people... and their relationship.This was another difficult thing to accept, and it was on He Ruosheng's heart, like a stick in his throat, which made his mouth dry, and he couldn't help turning his Adam's apple to swallow his saliva.

Everyone in their circle thought that Cheng Xirong would spend his entire life on Feng Yi.Those two people would also quarrel, and even fight when they were in a hurry, and occasionally had a cold war, and they would stay on the set for several months without going home or seeing each other.

But none of this can affect their determination to live the rest of their lives, quarrels are quarrels, but there is only this person around them.We have to live together until the end of life, until one of them leaves first, this is the way this life is, and there will be no replacement.

Unlike most of the same kind in this circle, the two of them are a rare and stable couple who have started a serious family and live their lives.Compared with normal heterosexual couples, they only need a marriage certificate, and nothing special about them.

But now... what kind of situation is this?

He Ruosheng thought of this question belatedly, and the mess in his mind was even worse, entangled together, blocking his train of thought by more than half.

After such a short period of time, many things have changed, and even the fundamentals are quietly disintegrating, reshaping into another shape, completely different from before.He Ruosheng wanted to make up for the long missed time during the short conversation, and fill in the vacancy.The amount of information is too large, and it is crowded to this place at once, stuffing my head full, and it is difficult to digest it in an instant.

Cheng Xirong first asked He Ruosheng: "What is your expression? What are you thinking, just say it."

He Ruosheng didn't know what his expression was, and he thought it might not be very good-looking, after all, the shock and bewilderment in his heart was about to overflow, it was too thick.Hearing Cheng Xirong ask him this, he hesitantly pursed his lips, and then asked again: "Are you really Cheng Xirong?"

Cheng Xirong: "..."

Who was the person who was so sure and absolute just now?

He Ruosheng rubbed his face and let out a long sigh of relief: "Okay, pretend I didn't ask. I'm just a little... You are really Cheng Xirong, so why are you staying here?"

Cheng Xirong thought it was funny, and asked back, "Why can't I stay here?"

He Ruosheng glanced at Fu Zhou: "You are here, so... where is Feng Yi? Since you are back, why don't you go to find Feng Yi?"

As soon as the words came out, the expressions of the other two changed.Cheng Xirong stared at He Ruosheng for a while, then narrowed his eyes, hanging on a point in the void.Fu Zhou raised his head immediately, and gave a stern look, and almost threw out a real knife to cut He Ruosheng's mouth.

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He Ruosheng looked at the expressions of those two people, and vaguely realized that he had said something wrong, and he also felt a little uneasy in his heart, and had some bad associations.He paused, opened his mouth tentatively, and continued: "It's fine if you don't look for us, why is there no movement from Feng Yi... Wait, you have already met? What is the situation now? "

The corners of Fu Zhou's mouth were tense, and he held his breath, as if trying to endure his emotions.It seemed that he had the urge to speak, and wanted to say something to He Ruosheng.However, because Cheng Xirong was still present, he gave this face and didn't say anything.

Now in this scene, in this dialogue, what else can be said?

It can only be Feng Yi's business!

Because of Feng Yi's matter, I have to bear the anger and hostility of this stunned young man, what's the point?Before, he and I looked at each other openly and secretly, and argued a few words, and had a very unpleasant conversation.But that's a matter between two people, the two sides are mutual, and I don't think he is happy.

Now for another person, this person is not Cheng Xirong himself, so he looks at himself with this look.Isn't this provocative?

He Ruosheng was full of displeasure, his breath was held in his chest, and he couldn't get up or down.He wondered if his temper was too good, this kind of kid could show off his power in front of him, without any respect at all.

Fortunately, before He Ruosheng could express his dissatisfaction, Cheng Xirong spoke first.He sighed helplessly, his voice was a bit depressed, soft and shallow, with a sense of indeterminate swing: "This is a bit troublesome, and it's not easy to explain. Anyway, I broke up with him, you know about it Just do it."

Cheng Xirong was still calm, just depressed, without a very violent and high-spirited reaction.On the contrary, it was He Ruosheng who was stunned by this plain statement, and asked "what" in a sharp tone, and didn't recover for a long time.

What I thought would never happen, happened at this moment, at this... very subtle turning point.Things that refreshed cognition came one after another, and before those unbelievable phenomena were digested, new situations followed.One after another, there is no room for people to breathe.

Every piece can light up a firecracker, and when it is thrown into the mind, a crackling smoke will explode, with a pungent smell, which makes people confused.My thoughts exploded, and I couldn't think rationally after I was cut off. It was difficult to even conjecture, and my whole person became a blank piece.

He Ruosheng was completely stunned. After the scream, he added "when did it happen?", and couldn't say anything else.The memory that remains in his mind is still the scene of Cheng Xirong and Feng Yi being very affectionate. There are two words and deeds of the two of them openly showing love and cruelty to the dog. ownership of.

There are also private Reuters photos.Fans met them shopping together by chance, and photographed them holding hands or hugging, and even kissing like no one else.Every time, a hot headline can be blown up on the Internet, almost a feast for the entire Internet, which can make everyone in the fandom circle boil.My own fans must have responded, and other people's fans followed suit, wailing excitedly "other people's cute cp" and "when will my cp give out sugar".

As for the drafts issued by Yuji, let alone.The crew visits the set, looking at each other affectionately, relying on the harmony of being together, accompanying each other during filming... Or simply delivering a meal, handing it over to the assistant, putting it down and leaving, you can also write an article.

This kind of thing would come up every now and then, even if He Ruosheng didn't pay attention to it, he couldn't avoid the news being pushed to his eyes.So in He Ruosheng's impression, those two people have always been very high-profile, loving vigorously, and cremated all the way, always with some movement.

They separated so silently?Is it because there was too much movement when we got along before, but when we broke up, there was no movement at all, and there was no sign of it.Not to mention that the entertainment reporters and the media didn't get any news, even He Ruosheng and the others didn't notice it at all, and didn't see any problems at all.

If Cheng Xirong hadn't taken the initiative to say it now, He Ruosheng would probably have thought, "The two of them have some new ideas", and would have thought that Cheng Xirong and Feng Yi had made up their minds about not knowing each other, and what new things would they do together? Drama.

Never would have guessed that they had broken up.

No one will eat candy, and the next second suspects that the candy in his mouth tastes like chili.

But if he thinks about it carefully, He Ruosheng will feel that his memory is fuzzy again.The pictures that appeared in his mind flashed one by one, and he couldn't think of what period it was for a moment.In other words, the scenes in my impression are present in all periods and stages.

Ever since Cheng Xirong met Feng Yi, for so many years, I can always see such scenes.I've gotten used to it, it's just part of the day.But... Speaking of daily life, there seems to be something wrong?

Cheng Xirong pursed his lips, but still answered He Ruosheng's question: "It was before, quite early."

He Ruosheng didn't realize that Cheng Xirong didn't want to talk about this topic, so he listened blankly, then frowned and asked: "How early? I always feel weird, if you have nothing serious with him, you wouldn't come here step by step."

Cheng Xirong was stunned for a moment, and smiled helplessly: "It's a big deal, it's quite big. You don't have to ask so many questions. What I'm telling you is that I'm afraid you'll get confused and talk nonsense in front of him. Oh yes, not only It's Feng Yi, don't tell anyone about me, remember."

He Ruosheng felt uneasy about not being trusted, and immediately said: "Of course I know! And this kind of thing, if you tell it, who will believe it? I know that there will never be a fourth person who knows about me. The three have already been registered, so I believe it. Anyone else would have such a bloody incident?"

Cheng Xirong was still a little worried about He Ruosheng, and explained: "You don't deserve it so quickly. I know you won't say something on purpose, but you also know your temper, and your heart is soft and your mouth is soft. Just take the bait."

"Why did I..." He Ruosheng argued halfway, his voice became smaller and smaller, and he simply didn't say any more.Of course he knew himself well, he couldn't refute Cheng Xirong's words, so he took the bullet and took it.

After a pause for half a second, He Ruosheng came to his senses, and asked in surprise, "Even if I'm easy to get hooked, I'm still a person who has a good relationship with my surroundings, Uncle Tian or something like that. You mean, even Uncle Tian can't tell? You Where are your parents? Do you know you're back?"

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This question is really hard to explain.Cheng Xirong had previously thought about confessing to the necessary people, such as his parents, at least to give them a comfort and prevent the old couple from being too sad.There are also people like Uncle Tian and He Ruosheng, if they recognize their identities, they will definitely get some help.

I also plan to be active in this circle and start this path again as a newcomer. Uncle Tian and the others are the best resources, and they can also become my background and backing.This circle is only so big, there are only so many individuals, and there are only so many effective resources.

If you want to move forward, you have to find a way to get those resources.But how do newbies compete with others?If no one praises it, the commercial value and artistic value of the body have not been revealed. How can we get ahead at this stage?

This is too difficult.Cheng Xirong has been in the industry for so many years, and he is already familiar with various rules and channels in the industry.The environment in the early years was simpler, but now it has become completely chaotic.He knew that the road ahead would be difficult just by joining forces with Fu Zhou, and he also anticipated all kinds of obstacles and setbacks he would encounter.

What's more, I just now know that there are still those eyes staring at Fu Zhou's back, and suddenly there will be hands stretched out in front of him, throwing him a stumbling block.His own path is already very difficult.Coupled with Feng Yi and Zhou Sheng that I have to face, it is like a duo in trouble, it is pitiful to think about it.

If I could take advantage of Uncle Tian's influence in the circle...not to mention Uncle Tian, ​​with He Ruosheng leading me, the opportunity to get ahead would be much easier and faster than trying to get ahead by myself.

At least exposure is there.With the previous "script" and "Cheng Xirong's will", it is natural to be related to "Cheng Xirong's good brother".In the future, I don't need to use the name "Cheng Xirong" anymore, and I can completely bind He Ruosheng to promote it.

Even if He Ruosheng couldn't find resources for himself, he could show himself every now and then to ensure that he would appear in front of the public from time to time. "Not to be forgotten", this is the basis of the current mixed circle, and it must be realized first.

In any case, it will definitely be convenient.It will never be like now, everything is progressing slowly, and it is difficult to make a big breakthrough.Life is also very tight, and the string in my heart is always tense, and I dare not relax.

Cheng Xirong thought about it many times, these things went back and forth in his mind many times, and finally he uprooted them all and threw them all out.

Don't want to do that.Can't do that either.

Now that He Ruosheng asked again, Cheng Xirong thought about it carefully again, and sighed helplessly: "I went to see my parents, um... I didn't tell the truth. I said I was a student sponsored by myself. "

It's a mouthful, but fortunately, this sentence is no stranger, and everyone here has heard it many times.

He Ruosheng was slightly taken aback: "You also said that to the outside world. Why? Those are your biological parents. Is there anything else you can't tell? Do you know what the two of them look like now? I went to see them two days ago. It's just... …It’s not that I’m going to poke your heart to make you feel uncomfortable, after you left, they instantly aged 20 years!”

"I know..." Cheng Xirong murmured under his breath, "I know, how could I not know?"

He Ruosheng became more and more excited, his voice was raised a lot, and even showed some harshness: "Then why are you? Is there anything you can't say?"

Cheng Xirong's breathing became stagnant, and his face became more and more difficult to look.Fu Zhou's face was also not good-looking, he raised his breath, spoke in a low voice, and warned He Ruosheng: "Don't make noise."

When He Ruosheng was in high spirits, it was difficult for him to control himself, so how could he listen?In particular, the person who spoke was still the one that he disliked, and he was classified as a brat, which was not on the same level at all.

Hearing this, He Ruosheng immediately turned around, and sternly reprimanded: "You have no place to talk here!"

Fu Zhou pursed his lips, his voice was still suppressed, and all the emotions were held in his chest and stuck under his throat.He glanced at Cheng Xirong, made references, and said to He Ruosheng: "He has a bad heart and needs to rest. Don't make a scene in front of him."

He Ruosheng was flabbergasted, his expression was stuck between anger and astonishment, and it took him half a beat to show a little shame, which was very embarrassing.He had a stiff face, a little dull, and he couldn't regain face for a long time.

After being taught a lesson by this little bastard, what the other party said is still true, and both emotional and rational can stand up.On the contrary, I was too reckless, not considerate at all, and not careful enough.What position do you have to blame Fu Zhou?What confidence do you have to speak?

I'm so upset!I was full of anger, some towards Fu Zhou, more towards myself, it was useless to resent myself.I regret that I wasted so many years ago by myself, and I didn't realize it until now, I woke up, and I wanted to change.

too late.

Maybe it was really too late, and it was too late to be caught first.He has never caught up. He used to be behind Feng Yi, but now Fu Zhou is ahead of him. He is always one step behind.

He Ruosheng pursed his lips, retracted his nostrils, and took a deep breath.Then he said sullenly: "Sorry, I didn't pay attention."

Having been together for more than ten years, how could Cheng Xirong not know what He Ruosheng was thinking?When this man raised his eyelids, Cheng Xirong knew whether he was happy or angry, and could guess what he was going to say.I know it too well, and I am too familiar with it, but now, there is an obstacle that cannot be crossed between the two people, and they can see each other from a distance, but they cannot touch each other.

It's not intentional, it's just that there was a change in the middle, the position changed, and the relative position was also different from before.From the moment he decided to hide the truth from He Ruosheng, and from the moment He Ruosheng saw the clue, a passive distance appeared.

The relationship is still the same, but the relationship will always change a little bit, with a different taste.Two people can't talk about everything as before, and frankly seem to be the same person.

Cheng Xirong didn't want to see He Ruosheng's lost look, and felt uncomfortable in his heart, so he said nonchalantly, "Don't listen to him, he's just exaggerating, and he's too careful. It's not that serious, and it shouldn't be a problem to be coerced. "

Fu Zhou sniffed and snorted, indicating that Cheng Xirong was talking nonsense.

Cheng Xirong didn't feel that he was losing face, nor was he angry, he just snapped back casually: "What are you humming? Are you a pig?"

Fu Zhou raised his eyelids and didn't push back, but his expression could show his mood: brag, I'll hang you again later, and see if you can stand it.

Cheng Xirong didn't bother to talk to Fu Zhou, bit his lower lip, and he calmed down.

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"My parents... I'll talk to them later." Cheng Xirong paused, "Actually, I don't want too many people to know, the less the better, the less trouble."

He Ruosheng shook his head: "I don't understand."

He Ruosheng's parents passed away early, he was a poor child since he was a child, he has struggled all the way to the present, half of his life is lacking in "family affection".Not only Cheng Xirong knows, but fans also know very well that He Ruosheng has always had a paranoid longing for "family affection".He expressed it in public a few times, and it was all true. It was useless to exaggerate. He just cried sincerely, which was exactly the same as his private reaction.

He didn't understand before, so he also asked Cheng Xirong: "Your parents are still alive, why don't you get along well with them?"

Cheng Xirong said it was because his parents were not easy to get along with, and they didn't like to get along with others, so they just liked to be quiet.Eating at the same table with them, it is better to buy delicious food and send it to them, let them taste it by themselves, it is more comfortable and leisurely.

He Ruosheng still shook his head: "How come? How can there be parents who don't want their children to be around? Family happiness, what are you talking about? They definitely want you to go home more often, want to meet you more, talk about work, listen to you Tell me something interesting. When you are in front of you, they will know whether you are eating well, whether you are sick, whether you are happy..."

After saying this a few times, Cheng Xirong became a little impatient, so he asked, "What does that have to do with me? They want me to go back. That's their business, not mine!"

The two are not right, Cheng Xirong can't understand the orphan's longing for family affection, and He Ruosheng can't understand the sequelae of being raised as a child.Because of the differences in life experience, it is always difficult to reach a consensus point of view.

However, He Ruosheng still expressed his envy: "If I were you, I would definitely live with my parents. I wouldn't move out even if I got married. I would just stay in front of them. I would go home every day, eat their meals, and spend weekends with them. Play mahjong."

In the end, I was mercilessly attacked by a group of friends: "Then there will be no girls who are willing to marry you. Even if there are, you can just wait for the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law to fight. Besides, you go home every day? The film is not filming? Can't the announcement be made? The show is not recorded?"

At that time, He Ruosheng had thought of retiring from the circle. He drank some wine, and with the strength of alcohol, he thought about it seriously.After drinking for three rounds, we don't know how many new topics have been raised, about the business situation of the insiders.He Ruosheng pulled the person who just spoke again, and said solemnly: "Then I won't shoot. I have saved some money over the years, and it is no problem to open a small restaurant, and I am not afraid of losing money. I will be an ordinary person from now on." , find a caring person and live a good life.”

When he heard this, Cheng Xirong was listening to Feng Yi telling him that the supplements given to the old couple did not taste good, and he planned to try another kind.

At that time, Cheng Xirong thought it was ironic that he had the life He Ruosheng wanted most.But these things are all in my hands, and I don't think they are all precious, there is nothing unusual about them.It may be that it came too easily, and I didn't force it. It appeared naturally, so I didn't pay much attention to it.

On the contrary, He Ruosheng, who has been pursuing a stable and peaceful life, wanted a home of his own, but couldn't achieve it no matter what.

He can be regarded as a rough half of his life, and he is always a little short of the happiness defined by himself.

Cheng Xirong didn't think about how to explain.He Ruosheng instinctively rejected Cheng Xirong's views on family affection and did not agree with Cheng Xirong's behavior pattern.Let's talk about it now, He Ruosheng still doesn't understand, still has doubts, and still has to hold his own vision and stay in his imaginary world.

Anyway, it's just talking for nothing, talking too much seems to be showing off, grabbing what the other party can't have, throwing it all out, consuming and wasting it in front of the other party.Cheng Xirong also didn't want to use these topics to make He Ruosheng sad anymore, and he didn't want to use his own hands to arouse the regret of the other party.

There was no response, Cheng Xirong exhaled, diverted the question, and said perfunctorily: "It still has something to do with Feng Yi, which is a bit complicated. I will tell you slowly later. What should you do when you see Feng Yi? Just pretend you don’t know anything. Oh yes, don’t drink with him either, if you drink too much and talk nonsense, it’s troublesome.”

He Ruosheng raised his energy, but was dismissed so lightly, all his pressure and emotions were exhausted, and there was no place to vent.He scratched his hair irritably, and asked impatiently: "Can you still be better? If you have something to say, just talk about it. What's the point of saying that half of this is kept and half is kept? Is it fun to tantalize?"

Fu Zhou frowned, very dissatisfied with He Ruosheng's tone to Cheng Xirong - it was too aggressive and intense, as if he was about to quarrel.Fu Zhou was usually soft-spoken to Cheng Xirong, but when he was angry, he was also depressed, because he was afraid of disturbing Cheng Xirong, afraid of shocking him.If it's He Ruosheng, how many firecrackers do you want to order in this short time?

Was it all a joke to warn him just now?Was it all left behind by him?

Cheng Xirong waved at Fu Zhou, signaling him not to get involved, and suppressed Fu Zhou's hostility.After a pause for a few seconds, Cheng Xirong took a deep breath helplessly, and turned to look at He Ruosheng: "Are you sure you want to listen? Lao He, there must be a reason for me not to say it. It is good for me and good for you."

He Ruosheng clenched his hands into fists and pressed them against his legs, his brows were tight, and his expression was rarely serious: "Go ahead. You don't even know what I've been thinking all this time... Now that you're back, how could I Going back? Is there anything you can’t take care of, you are like this... you are like this, someone must help you! No matter what, you can still eat people?"

"What's wrong with me? Make it sound like I'm miserable." Cheng Xirong smiled wryly, becoming more and more helpless, "Maybe I really can eat people."

I can't help it, I've said it here, except for sighing, I can only tell the truth.

Cheng Xirong was still not reconciled, he didn't want to just involve He Ruosheng, and asked again: "Are you sure? It's really not a good thing."

"When did you become so verbose? Mother-in-law!"

"..." Cheng Xirong was speechless for a while, and said bluntly, "Feng Yi and Zhou Sheng are dating, my accident on the set was not an accident."

He Ruosheng: "..."

He Ruosheng: "???"

He Ruosheng: "What did you say?"

After a pause of nearly half a minute, He Ruosheng finally understood what Cheng Xirong said, and let out a cry of surprise.Fu Zhou was upset, and He Ruosheng realized that his reaction was too great.

But at this moment, compared with this shocking revelation, those details are not so important.

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It took He Ruosheng a long time to digest this... fact.He could only use reason to convince himself, telling himself: "Cheng Xirong would not joke about this kind of thing, and he would not deliberately discredit Feng Yi and Zhou Sheng, there is no need and no reason. So he said , it must be true. This is the truth, whether you believe it or not...you can only believe it!"

But it was still too hard to digest, really too hard to accept.

After a long time, He Ruosheng asked back with trembling voice: "You mean, that accident was man-made? This person is Feng Yi? And Zhou Sheng?"

Cheng Xirong said frankly, "I have no evidence."

"No, it's not a matter of proof or not. The point is... oh my god, I'm not feeling well right now! My whole body is a bit messed up, and my mind is a mess." He Ruosheng was indeed on the verge of collapse, and his voice was out of tune. I didn't notice it when the sound broke, "Just telling me that the two of you broke up is enough to surprise me. Now I'm adding Zhou Sheng..."

Cheng Xirong remained calm, interjected to remind: "I saw this with my own eyes, so there is no need to doubt it."

He Ruosheng stopped talking instantly, stopped, and pursed his lips.He looked at Cheng Xirong resentfully, his eyes sank, and his expression was actually a little bit aggrieved.

Cheng Xirong was amused, and asked, "What's that expression on your face? I was the one who got green, not you. Why do you look like you've been bullied?"

"I'm angry for you! I said, how can you be so calm?"

Calm down?Of course not, how could Cheng Xirong have a character willing to be wronged?It's just that I had vented it at that time, and most of my emotions were waved out with my fists, and the remaining old feelings were consumed little by little in such a long time.

Consume once when you propose to break up, consume some when avoiding Feng Yi's visits, and throw away some together with Feng Yi's supplies when tidying up the room.When I changed the will and deleted Feng Yi's name from it, my heart was almost clean.The notary office repeatedly assured him, he nodded firmly, and told the notary in person: "Yes, it's not that I missed it, and it's true that I don't need to leave it to Feng Yi, not a penny."

The ray of soul of first love is still left, and what is planted in the bottom of my heart is the appearance of each other in their twenties, or the green fruit.Cheng Xirong thought that there was no way to pull it out. After all, it was his original intention, a part of his soul, and he wanted to keep it in his heart forever.

As a result, during the fire, he saw Feng Yi's face and all his reactions.This wisp of soul couldn't be kept any longer, the fire licked it, rolled up everything with a whistling roar, and swallowed it into the stomach.The bottom of my heart became a clean piece, desolate and wide, with nothing.

What kind of original intention is fucking bullshit.

Cheng Xirong smiled and said, "Why are you angry? It's been so long, and you're still mad at yourself? I'm not in good health, my heart is bad, and the worst thing I can do is to be angry."

"You..." He Ruosheng made Cheng Xirong hiccup, "Are you still joking?"

"Who's kidding? Do you think it's useful to be angry? You've already been beaten, so what can you do? You're quite angry now, do you think it's useful to him and Zhou Sheng? Otherwise, you can call and ask." , to see if the two of them stepped on banana peels while walking, flower pots fell from the sky, or stocks plummeted or something."

Yes, it's useless at all, those two people are still fine and won't be affected in any way.

Cheng Xirong paused for a moment, then said calmly: "I also have my own life. With a different body, I also have what I want to do."

He Ruosheng was stunned for a moment, then developed a strange intuition, and asked tentatively, "What are you going to do?"

"Other things other than evidence."

He Ruosheng understood, and instantly came to his senses.

No wonder Cheng Xirong has been reluctant to tell the truth!He didn't want to involve himself in this matter!That's why I kept a little bit of leeway, the possibility of turning back!

Seeing He Ruosheng's expression change from anger to doubt, and then break free from bewilderment, his eyes gradually became clear, Cheng Xirong knew that he had understood.There is no need for more explanations, and there is no need to make other explanations. Everything becomes simple and direct, but this does not make Cheng Xirong feel much relaxed.

Nothing at all, but another piece of soldering iron was pressed on the heart, which was heavy and hot and stinging.When the red-hot soldering iron falls, this mark will be left forever with pain, and it is impossible to erase it.

Cheng Xirong's mood also dropped a lot, his voice was shallow and uninspired: "It's still too late, you can pretend you didn't hear anything, and after seeing Feng Yi..."

"What bullshit are you talking about?!"

He didn't say a word, but was interrupted by He Ruosheng's explosive words, and he was completely blocked back.Cheng Xirong was stunned, his gaze slowed down by half a beat, and he saw He Ruosheng's expression, firm and unspeakably angry.But those eyes are very bright, with light flickering, hot and vigorous, as if to burn an entire sea of ​​stars.

Cheng Xirong had never seen He Ruosheng like this.This person has always been timid, has always been timid, restrained inward, and suppressed his temper.Over time, he really has a gentle temper, always docile and docile, without extreme lows and high peaks.

There has never been such a... fervent and intense desire.

From entering the door to now, the blocked anger finally has the first outlet to vent, and it can no longer be contained and controlled.When He Ruosheng cursed that sentence, he felt his blood surging, his head was a little dazed, and he held his breath up to his throat.

Without waiting for Cheng Xirong to react, He Ruosheng continued: "What do you mean by pretending not to know? Aren't you farting! How can I pretend? Tell me, how should I pretend? Ah? Look at you, look at me. You suffer and suffer, seeing you struggling so hard, I will act like a normal person, sleeping on my big head and dreaming my Spring and Autumn Daydream? Do you think it is possible?"

Following questioning again and again, Cheng Xirong froze in place, unable to utter a word.The usual eloquence disappeared, his face was slightly pale, his expression was gloomy, and he always had a wavering feeling of weakness, as if he was floating in mid-air.

He Ruosheng took a deep breath, trembling all over: "Am I the kind of person who has no conscience? Cheng Xirong, in your heart, am I the kind of person who only cares about his own life and has no heart?"

Cheng Xirong pursed his lips, but still didn't speak.

Fu Zhou frowned, and stood up while pressing his knees: "Hey, you..."

"shut up!"

With the same bang, He Ruosheng threw Fu Zhou aside, turned around and continued to say to Cheng Xirong: "What do you think the friendship between me and you for more than ten years is? A display? It's just drinking, singing, playing and playing ball together when we're free." , This is the end, if there is something to do, each of you will hide your head. Is this the case? Cheng Xirong, I, I really... I know you are hard-hearted, I didn't expect you to be able to reach this level!"

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He Ruo's voice was hoarse, his eyes were already red.The fist hanging by the side was clenched tightly, the knuckles were bluish white, and it was very hard.

The vulture between Fu Zhou's eyebrows was low, and he turned his head and growled at He Ruosheng: "Shut up! Stop talking!"

But Fu Zhou didn't come forward to stop He Ruosheng, instead he rushed towards Cheng Xirong.His calf touched the corner of the coffee table, and the coffee table moved a bit. He didn't respond, and his speed didn't slow down.

He Ruosheng went in without knowing it, and when his emotions came up, he was stronger than alcohol. He punched his head, took away people's reason, and also reduced people's self-control ability.The pain of these days and nights resurfaced, and all of them came back at this time, like a knife cut on the body, once and for all, reminding myself of the emotions I passed through.

That kind of vomiting caused by extreme mental stress, the bitterness goes against the esophagus, and the taste is the same as tears.The overwhelming despair, everything in sight was grayed out, followed me for so long, and I still couldn't get rid of it.

Finally, this moment has come, finally, a small opening can be opened, and another color can come in.Finally, there is an exit, and finally redemption.

He Ruosheng took a deep breath, and when he spoke again, even his voice began to tremble: "You will never understand other people's feelings! You don't even know...how I've been through this period of time, I... Now you are right in front of me, you tell me, let me pretend not to know? How can I... Cheng Xirong, I..."

He Ruosheng couldn't say what was going on, because he understood the reason for Fu Zhou's reaction.He saw Cheng Xirong suddenly raised his hand, grabbed the clothes on his chest, his fingers contracted... no, it was a twitch.

Cheng Xirong's breathing also became shallow and rapid, and the frequency was very fast, but he didn't get much oxygen, and his face began to change.His body unconsciously twisted on the sofa and fell to the other side, without the ability to support him, he almost fell off the sofa.Fu Zhou barely caught him, bent his knees against the edge of the sofa, and let him lean on his lap.

He Ruosheng was completely shocked: "This..."

Fu Zhou turned his head, his expression so gloomy that water dripped out, his voice was frozen into ice, it was terribly cold: "Shut up, get out!"

Before He Ruosheng could respond, Fu Zhou quickly took out a medicine box from the coffee table drawer.With one hand around Cheng Xirong's back, he opened the box with one hand, squeezed out a pill, and stuffed Cheng Xirong's mouth into it.

The pill box fell, and the pills inside spilled all over the floor, making a mess.

The room was silent, and the sound of breathing became more and more clearly audible, piercing people's eardrums and piercing their hearts.The voice is becoming calmer, the panting gradually stabilized, and finally returned to normal, but it is still like a small knife, piercing the flesh of a person, piercing the bones and veins of a person.

It seems that there is a collective illness, and everyone is in pain.

Cheng Xirong completely fell silent.He Ruosheng was still standing where he was, and he couldn't see anything despite the distance in the middle.He knew that Cheng Xirong's body was tilted, and he also knew that Cheng Xirong was leaning on Fu Zhou's shoulder with his head down wearily.But he just couldn't see Cheng Xirong's expression.

Just right, it was blocked by Fu Zhou's shoulder.The line of sight is blocked, unable to catch up with the past, unable to touch Cheng Xirong.

He Ruosheng felt powerless in his heart, the few stabs just now pierced a hole in the bottom of his heart, and all his strength leaked out.I can't make up for it, I can only watch my confidence leak, and I don't know where to find it.

The silence lasted for 5 minutes, and it was Cheng Xirong who made the movement first.He let out a long breath, moved his hand hanging on the edge of the sofa, and touched Fu Zhou's thigh.Fu Zhou lost his temper and didn't move.Cheng Xirong had no choice but to smile feebly and said, "Be good."

Fu Zhoucai reluctantly moved his buttocks, supported Cheng Xirong's shoulders, and made him sit against the back of the sofa.But Fu Zhou didn't want to move too far, so he stayed by Cheng Xirong's side, holding Cheng Xirong's hand, and pinching Cheng Xirong's nails with the other hand, like playing with a toy.

He Ruosheng thought in his mind, "Is there no need for verbal communication between these two people?" Then seeing Cheng Xirong's bloodless lips, his own face turned pale.

A "sorry" has been brewing for a long time, along with the silent time, and the second hand.In the end, it was Cheng Xirong who spoke first, his voice was very weak, and the end sound could hardly be supported, and he fell into a tremor, showing sleepiness and weakness.

"It's not because of you."

He Ruosheng suddenly opened his eyes wide, staring at Cheng Xirong, his nose felt sore.

Cheng Xirong smiled: "Don't take it to heart, it's not because of you... Well, I can't say that, it's not because you scolded me. It's you, aren't you scared?"

He Ruosheng murmured back: "No... no, I..."

He didn't say anything for a long time, so He Ruosheng also felt that he looked too embarrassed, so he closed his mouth and didn't speak anymore.

Cheng Xirong sighed softly: "This is the first time I encountered this situation, and I was shocked. There is no way, this body is like this, surgery has been done, and medicine is still being taken. Bear with it. But think about it from another angle, at least I'm still alive, and I can still talk to you, which is a good thing."

He Ruosheng's heart felt hot, the soreness of his nose went up, and his eyes also had a physiological reaction.His vision was a little blurry, He Ruosheng blinked vigorously, raised his hand to wipe his face, and secretly rubbed his eyes with his fingertips.

Cheng Xirong felt a little emotional: "I've thought about it for a long time, thinking that if I have a chance in the future, I might make friends with you under a new identity, and develop another brotherhood, that kind of year-end friendship. I didn't expect that I could still be friends with you." chat with you,