Perfect Two

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Fu Zhou thought that he was useful, that he could play a useful role in Cheng Xirong's future life, and that he could have his own value of existence.Only now did he realize that it wasn't that it was worthless, but that the value was really negligible, too small.

Especially when there is a comparison. Compared with He Ruosheng and others, I am really useless.

Fu Zhou gritted his back molars and interrupted the conversation between the two. He asked Cheng Xirong, "The one surnamed Liu? The one with the bald head and big belly? Someone got him in later, didn't he?"

He Ruosheng's face darkened, and it was probably at this time that he realized that there was an irrelevant person next to him - he still didn't like it.I was so shocked just now, I managed to gather my mind to talk to Cheng Xirong, and I didn't notice that the things about my past were heard by others.

However, Fu Zhou is also disgusting, so it's fine to just listen from the sidelines. At this moment, isn't it good to pretend to be a transparent person?I have to come out to remind the person concerned, to make people aware of his existence, and to add trouble to others.

It's really forced to brush the sense of existence.

Cheng Xirong didn't think too much about it. Hearing this, he looked over and was a little surprised: "You know? Do you know that person?"

Fu Zhou sat without moving, and kept a distance from the other two people, as if he stayed out of the matter and did not participate in their conversation.But words are a different attitude, and I followed Cheng Xirong's words: "I met him at home before. I remember that he got into trouble after a few days, and made people miserable."

He Ruosheng was attracted by the statement of "meeting at home", showing another kind of surprise, and looked at Fu Zhou in disbelief, wanting to see his background thoroughly.Fu Zhou squinted at the past, his eyelids were drawn down, his bright black pupils turned half a circle, and then returned to Cheng Xirong casually.

Cheng Xirong didn't notice the undercurrent between those two people at all, his whole person was as calm as the atmosphere on the surface, and he was very calm when he mentioned the past.He thought for a while and said: "It's not that short, it took a few years. But after I provoke him, it didn't take long, and I collapsed after a few months of jumping. It's also my luck with Lao He, otherwise how could we Ending? Is there any actor who is not an actor?"

Lao He, who was named, had a cloudy expression, and he didn't keep up with the rhythm.He didn't understand, how did the "recognition of relatives" scene become a reminiscence scene between his "relatives" and that bastard?

Can such old things bring out topics?People and things that are completely out of reach, can actually draw some connections?

What is the probability?This kid is deliberately looking for a topic to stir up the situation, right?

It's a pity that no matter what He Ruo's voice is like, the conversation over there is still going on, and he doesn't feel his emotions at all, and there is no sign of stopping.

Fu Zhou said: "I heard the old man say that the fuse is still the problem of finding a newcomer. He bullied the king and forced a little girl to have fun with him, but he ran into a hard nail. That girl has a dry uncle. Not bad, I sorted out his information afterwards and handed it up, and jointly mobilized many people to ginseng him. Within a week, he was taken down."

Cheng Xirong smacked his lips, feeling a little emotional.

He Ruosheng finally caught the key words he wanted, interjected and asked, "Wait, who are you talking about? Who did you listen to?"

This kind of problem can almost be said to be Fu Zhou's Achilles' heel, and it needs to poke at Fu Zhou's most sensitive place.Cheng Xirong's heart tightened, and he wanted to say something to cover up Fu Zhou's past, so as not to let him directly face this kind of inquiry, but unexpectedly, Fu Zhou opened his mouth first.

"My old man...my grandfather."

Word by word, very seriously, as if biting the syllables between the teeth.

Cheng Xirong was agitated before he noticed some problems.

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To be able to hear the perfectly normal description of "my grandfather" from Fu Zhou... Cheng Xirong was startled, and almost thought that there was something wrong with his ears, it was his own imagination, and he made up Fu Zhou's imagination. continental voice.

After all, this kind of thing that is very common for normal people is not normal for Fu Zhou, and it does not conform to Fu Zhou's "routine" at all.Cheng Xirong knew how deep his resentment for the past was, he had also touched the unwillingness and hostility in his heart, and seen his obsession in this matter.

Even now, after so many years of being separated from that family and not seeing each other, he is a separate adult himself.But time didn't work on him at all, he still couldn't let go, still refused to let go.When mentioning the past, he would still grit his teeth, trembling with hatred.

Like a naive and weak child, he was left in the past and never came out.No matter what age he is, no matter how mature he is in other aspects of his words and deeds, once he touches this level and scope, he will always be that child, trapped in the past.

This kind of Fu Zhou actually admitted his kinship with that family with his own mouth, and still said it so...intimate?

This is so unusual!

You know, not long ago, he tried his best to refer to those people with all kinds of strange and awkward names.What "cheap dad", "worthless woman", "that old man"... can't really be said to be polite, and it's not a rational behavior that an adult should have at all.

But it did show his attitude towards those people, the rudeness is also very firm rudeness, and he will never change it in this life.Thinking of what he himself said in the future, he will not feel remorse or ashamed for those impolite remarks, and he will not leave any room for turning back now, and he does not intend to overthrow the current self in the future.

At that time, Cheng Xirong felt that this was an unsolvable problem, a knot in Fu Zhou's heart, and there was no way to untie it.so be it.Fortunately, there will be no more contact in this life, so it doesn't matter if they are completely disconnected and treated as strangers.The heart knot is the heart knot, if you don't touch it, it's just a small pimple, which has no effect.

So Cheng Xirong never thought that he could see Fu Zhou voluntarily admitting to this relationship, treating himself as a child of the Fu family.

When things go wrong, there must be a demon. It is impossible for him to accept this identity for no reason, and do the things he hates the most without reason.There must be some kind of thought, beyond this bottom line and death spot, in order for him to change his attitude.

As for what it was... Cheng Xirong couldn't figure it out at all.From Cheng Xirong's point of view, Fu Zhou's bottom line is quite low. Most things are within his tolerance range, and he will directly ignore them without affecting him.That is to say, the entanglement with his family is his deepest bottom line, which is that he was placed high above him, leaving many other chores aside.

Nothing can compare to that period of time.Nothing could have such a heavy weight, forcing him to break the bottom line with his own hands, and step into the muddy pool he set up.

Cheng Xirong frowned and looked at Fu Zhou carefully, only to realize that there was something wrong with his expression.Unlike the usual silence, there seemed to be some ups and downs.When it falls, it is incomprehensibly negative, and when it reaches the peak, it shows an airs, as if it is trying to support some scene, pretending to be some attitude.

But what exactly is the content?Cheng Xirong couldn't understand.

Cheng Xirong asked Fu Zhou strangely: "What's wrong with you?"

This question, Fu Zhou's expression didn't change much, but he stopped He Ruosheng from asking.He Ruosheng didn't understand those deep stories, so he didn't know how abnormal Fu Zhou's words were. He didn't expect that it should not have come from him at all.

Those who have never heard of that period of the past will think that this is normal and there is nothing wrong with it.It's just that, but I'm just introducing my family. Is there anything strange about it?This is also a private chat, it is considered a personal relationship, and it does not involve the interests of all parties, so it is impossible to mention it?

So Cheng Xirong's attitude of "this is not normal, and Fu Zhou is not right", made He Ruosheng stunned, unable to react.

Among the three people, two were in a daze, and the remaining one, Fu Zhou, who was at the root of the daze, breathed out through his nose with his mouth sullen.With a serious expression, as if he had vomited out some dirty things in his body, the whole person relaxed from the tense and stiff state, and had a fresh breath.

Cheng Xirong thought it was funny, and thought: "This guy is really trying to put on a show... Just asking him to tell the kinship relationship by himself is already embarrassing him and breaking his great precept. I guess he is now The mood is similar to that of swallowing a fly, and I am so disgusted by myself that I can't even cover it up, so I must let it out."

Why bother?If you don't want to, then don't bring it up yourself!Isn't this embarrassing yourself?

Cheng Xirong couldn't hold back, and really laughed out loud.He waved his hand to signal Fu Zhou to stop talking, and turned to talk to He Ruosheng: "Don't pay attention to him, I don't know what's wrong with him, he'll be fine in a while."

Fu Zhou who was inexplicably "sick": "..."

He Ruosheng also had black lines on his face, and looked back at Cheng Xirong, not understanding what kind of riddle these two people were playing.He hesitated to speak, opened his mouth once, but still couldn't let go of his curiosity and inquiry, and asked Fu Zhou again: "Your grandfather? Who is it?"

Cheng Xirong spoke first and said the name for Fu Zhou.

He Ruosheng was completely shocked, and stayed for two seconds before recovering.He thought for a while, first called Fu Zhou's father's name, and asked back, "This is your father?"

While Fu Zhou loathed and disliked him, he felt resentful for this kind of blood relationship that he couldn't abandon, but he also felt powerless about his birth and destiny.On the other hand, he shamelessly borrowed this relationship to satisfy his vanity and comparison, and he was secretly happy.

Contradictions, but also self-struggle.He plunged himself into the water, then pressed his head again, submerging his muzzle and nose under the surface of the water.No air, suffocation, despair.

He suddenly realized that he could only rely on the Fu family's relationship to win back a game in front of He Ruosheng?That is the life that I have been abandoning all the time, and it is the experience and past that I have tried my best to erase.

He thought that he could rewrite his destiny, that so many years of hard work and exhaustion were enough for him to gain a foothold in this world—as an independent individual, he was himself, and had nothing to do with others.

Thought it was already done...

At this moment, he was beaten back to his original form, revealing his timidity.It turns out that I still have nothing, and I still can't hold on to anything.Those who want, still can't keep.

Fu Zhou was seized by the great pessimism, and did not respond for a while.

Cheng Xirong replied to He Ruosheng: "Yes. But he has been away from home for a long time."

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The scene was very quiet for a while...

Everyone has their own thoughts, hidden huge waves, and they have to work hard to maintain the superficial calm amidst the turbulence.It seems to be very harmonious, everyone is quiet, no one makes a sound, and there is no high-decibel noise.

But the real situation under the water is not so peaceful.

There were ten thousand beasts in He Ruosheng's heart, and his mind was full of the "fuck" he uttered when he screamed, one on top of the other, taking up all his thoughts.

He was so shocked.

Thinking about it, the poor boy who I thought was a poor boy suddenly turned into a young master in front of him... The contrast between the front and the back is too great, and there is no buffer, which really makes people's jaw drop.In particular, He Ruosheng originally planned to make a fuss about the difference in status and strength between them, hoping to use this to hit this kid and make him retreat.

Looking at it now, where is the "difficulty"?Why let him back away?

If there is really a gap between the two, it might mean that He Ruosheng is no match for Fu Zhou.After all, this kid is not the stupid young man I imagined, poor and white, with nothing in his hands.

Even if this person doesn't have a good work, no convenient resources, no influence in the entertainment industry, and even the level and level of daily life can't meet the requirements.But this cannot deny his origin at all, and cannot obliterate the blood of the Fu family flowing in his bones.

This is his greatest capital.Born in that family, with a "Fu" surname, the starting point is a lot higher than others, a lot, a lot.

No matter what industry you are in, as long as you have political connections as your background, it is equivalent to opening a broad road.Even if you go forward and make great strides, you never have to worry about any obstacle, any difficulty, any factor in front of this relationship, it seems small and fragile, and it can be smashed with a single blow.

This law is even more evident in the entertainment industry.Fu Zhou has those two from the Fu family as backers, so it is only a matter of time before he becomes popular, and it is much, much shorter than the time required by ordinary artists.He can walk more easily and smoothly on this road, and he can reach his destination and even go to the top.

After his own plan failed, He Ruosheng couldn't help but feel a little suspicious when he looked at the relationship between the two people in front of him: "Did Xirong stay here on purpose because he saw the person behind this kid?"

So what are you doing now?It is also a personal choice for Cheng Xirong to live here, no one is forcing him.That kid Fu Zhou was also willing to lower his profile, was willing to give, and enjoyed the process of taking care of Cheng Xirong.These two people are what you love and what I want, isn't it just right?

Where is there any chance to be a villain?

He Ruosheng was in a complicated mood, slightly shaken, his eyes wandered back and forth between Cheng Xirong and Fu Zhou, unable to settle down.

Fu Zhou's heart was also turbulent, and he couldn't calm down at all. Even his thoughts were washed away by more than half, leaving only a little instinct.He didn't expect Cheng Xirong to open his mouth, let alone say something like "he has already left home".He hadn't expected it, and when he heard such words suddenly, he had no time to react, and he couldn't keep up with Cheng Xirong's thoughts and deep meaning.

Fu Zhou asked himself: "What does he mean by saying this? Is he explaining something? Or is he trying to clarify the relationship?"

He didn't want He Ruosheng to know?Or did he himself not want to have anything to do with those two from the Fu family?

Can't figure it out.But it cannot be denied that this simple sentence was like a spell, breaking the seal on the back of his neck.

Half a minute ago, I lifted a huge boulder, carried it on my shoulders, gritted my teeth and endured the force forcefully.The sharp edges and corners on the stone pierced the skin and ruthlessly pierced into the flesh and blood, blurring into one piece.The fishy smell spread from the end of the nose, with a rotten stench, and the pain penetrated into the nerves, pulling the thread deep in the brain.

Every breath is a torment.The heavy load, the pain of the flesh, and the disgusting smell that is difficult to ignore, all these are clamoring, trembling, reminding himself with each breath.He pushed himself into a desperate situation, and he had no way out, so he could only hold on.

Now, Cheng Xirong only raised his hand, and brushed it lightly over his shoulder.The boulder broke away from the sticky skin, and the sharp edges and corners brought out blood and debris, and then fell together.

Fu Zhou seemed to be able to hear the sound of the boulder falling to the ground, and he could also see the dust rising up at the moment of impact.The smell of dust covered up the smell of blood, dry and rough, filling the nasal cavity.

The wound is still there, but the heavy load is gone.Those negative, negative influences, the shackles I imposed on myself, all disappeared.

Fu Zhou had to admit that no matter what purpose Cheng Xirong said, it was a relief for him.Cheng Xirong paved a path for him and gave him a light push on the shoulder so that he could take a step forward.Take the first step first, then walk down naturally, leave the closed horn, and walk out of the desperate situation.

Cheng Xirong gave himself a redemption, dragged himself out of the water, and gave himself, a drowning man, some oxygen.

It is life-saving.

It was difficult for Fu Zhou to express his feelings.In this respect he had always been clumsy, very inarticulate, and had very little experience.But he is sensitive, can perceive the atmosphere around him, and can also appreciate his own heart-everything.Those little details that are easily overlooked, the little leaves hidden behind the thick nerves, can scratch his heart and make him throb.

Just can't tell.I am used to being bored, no matter what time it is, it is difficult to make a sound.So all the emotions were stuffed in the chest, gradually filled up, and then kept on reaching the full level, expanding more and more, filling up this person.

The only one left, Cheng Xirong, was relatively calm, or rather helpless.He thought of the reason belatedly, and then he realized that he could probably understand Fu Zhou's thoughts, and also understand Fu Zhou's thinking circuit.But it wasn't as relaxed as "so it was". On the contrary, my heart sank even deeper, and I let out a sigh, feeling helpless.

He couldn't help feeling distressed, feeling that this child Fu Zhou was too honest and stubborn, and he could easily push himself into corners.

A person who usually looks quite stable, why is it easy to panic when encountering troubles?Before anyone else could do anything to him, he messed up and gave himself a death sentence.

Stupid.

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Cheng Xirong deliberately rescued Fu Zhou, considering Fu Zhou's mood, and wanted to make Fu Zhou feel better.Fu Zhou thought it was a mistake, and Cheng Xirong had his own considerations, in order to make a certain appearance in front of He Ruosheng, but it just happened to meet his own thoughts.

The two people misunderstood each other and could also misunderstand each other's true feelings. They both missed each other, sweet and sour with a little youthfulness.It's not bitter anyway, and it's definitely not spicy.Like ripe and unripe fruit, the juice is rich, with a strong aroma, and it is also an attractive sweetness scattered in the air.

He Ruosheng felt that he was very redundant.

He didn't see any specific problems, but He Ruosheng just felt that something was wrong, there was something weird, and the atmosphere was very delicate.It was as if there were radio waves transmitting between the two men, hidden in the dark, in a code they only understood each other, excluding any possibility of eavesdropping and prying eyes.

How come they called all of a sudden?What switch was clicked?Which nerve is it?

If you think about it carefully, nothing happened just now!Those two people were so far away that if they were short-sighted, they wouldn't be able to see each other's expressions.The key is that there is not even a strange word, everyone's conversation is still within the routine, there is no secret order that can trigger the signal!

good heart...

He Ruosheng coughed dryly, breaking the silence in the room, and also wanted to interrupt the signal exchange between the two people.One sound is not very useful. When people are immersed in a certain emotion, they don't pay attention to the surrounding environment at all-let alone pay attention to an extra light bulb.

He Ruosheng, who was completely ignored: "...I said you, huh? What do you mean? At least there is someone by your side, so you should restrain yourself, okay?"

Cheng Xirong just turned around, with a look of disgust, and squinted at the past.

He Ruosheng turned his head silently, avoiding Cheng Xirong's gaze, and couldn't help but sigh with emotion: "Now you tell me that you are not Xirong, I don't even believe it. It's so familiar... This expression is exactly the same as when you used to hate me , even after changing the model, how many years has it been!?”

Cheng Xirong made He Ruosheng amused: "Then what do you mean? What scenery are you looking at? What's the matter, you dare not look at me?"

He Ruosheng didn't hide it at all, and responded very straightforwardly: "Don't dare. It's too strange. It's you, but your appearance is completely different. How should I say, if it's night, I might startle up. It's too weird. It’s all a sense of disobedience, and I can’t get used to it.”

Cheng Xirong didn't care whether he was used to it or not, so he casually said, "What's the point? Do you have to wait until night? You're scared to death in broad daylight now. How come Fu Zhou didn't think it was against the law?" What? How can he adapt?"

He Ruo couldn't hold back his voice, turned his head quickly, only remembered when his eyes met Cheng Xirong, and immediately turned back to continue to look at the scenery.He was a bit timid in his behavior, but when he spoke, he was still confident and confident: "Is he familiar with you? Is he familiar with you, or am I familiar with you?"

Silence... the atmosphere that had finally come to life, froze again in less than 2 minutes.Surrounded by embarrassment and suffocation, it was like hitting someone's face, making a "slap" sound.

However, He Ruosheng didn't know it, and his usual observation of words and emotions was thrown to the sky, and his EQ dropped below the level and became a negative value.After finishing that sentence, he still felt that it was not enjoyable enough, so he continued to debate: "How many years have I been with you? On your body, oh, no, I know how many moles and where they are on your original body. How is this the same as taking a look in front of the camera or the screen? He adapts because he is not familiar with you. I have watched you for more than 20 or [-] years, and I can’t adapt.”

These words are absolutely correct, in fact, this is the truth, Fu Zhou relied on his lack of close contact with Cheng Xirong to force himself to adapt, and he could barely accept Cheng Xirong's current appearance.It's just that the timing and occasion were too wrong. It was poking at those two people's thoughts, completely against their expectations and hopes, and built a wall against the wind, blocking the original trend tightly.

Those two people are full of charm, and they can emit waves of love even from a distance. The air that influences each other is an ambiguous and intimate pink heart, and it is also set off by a group of bubbles.

At this time, He Ruosheng picked up a basin and poured cold water on it, which extinguished the surging electric waves in the dark, and also extinguished those invisible air bubbles.After watering, he put his head on his hips and shouted loudly, "I have a reason for watering."

What kind of behavior is this?

Cheng Xirong held his breath, gritted his teeth and commented: "You stick..."

He Ruosheng originally wanted to find fault, and he came here for this purpose.He hesitated at a certain moment just now, but it was just wavering, and he hadn't completely dismissed his thoughts.

Some thoughts will take root in the bottom of my heart after they arise, and form a knot. If you don’t do it once, don’t try it, you can’t get rid of it at all.Maybe the future I envisioned will not necessarily be better, and it may even be wrong at all, which will lead me to deviate from the direction of life and move towards an unpredictable future.

But you have to go all the way.If you say that human beings are too advanced creatures, with too many thoughts, there will be many problems.For one thing, when you don’t do it, you will keep thinking about it until you have no chance to try it again, which becomes the so-called "lifetime regret".

It's better to take advantage of the opportunity, whether it is right or wrong, to try it once.

He Ruosheng lived half of his life, always following the trend, without any insistence on his own, nor any obsessive pursuit.He has turned "not motivated" into "no desires and no desires", and has always been satisfied with the life in front of him. He does not expect greater changes, and has no new ideas.

It was only after Cheng Xirong's accident on the set that he began to undergo some subtle changes, as if he had been hit hard on the heart by a heavy blow, and then he showed signs of awakening.Some things that he didn't even think about before began to emerge in his mind, and they all spread out, reflecting the path Cheng Xirong had walked, spreading from under his feet to the invisible future.

He himself was a little dazed.

However, after a person has an idea, he will act accordingly.It is difficult for him to talk about this change and subtle difference, but it does not hinder what he intends to do, and he can't hold back his impulse.

It happened that at this time, Fu Zhou went to find him, gave him a biography of the characters, and also showed him fragments of the script.It was a role he would never consider, and it was too different from his previous screen image, completely two extremes.But only this time, he didn't hesitate at all, didn't imagine fans' reactions, didn't guess the public's evaluation, and agreed on the spot.

He Ruosheng finally came back to his senses and understood where he had changed.

He began to want to be active, to stretch out his hands towards the sky, to grab something and hold it in his own hands, and to work hard to go up.

It's the mentality that has changed.I want to fight for it, but I also want to get rid of shrinking and try.

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If you think there is nothing wrong with it, if you want to do it, try to do it.There is no need to think so much, and there is no need to have so many scruples and maneuvers, and don't think about the result.

In life, if you live one life, just go through this one, and it will be over in the end, and it is impossible to start over.Why push yourself so hard?Why do you keep suppressing yourself and treating yourself like an ascetic?

Who can be perfect?How can I take care of the ins and outs of a matter, tidy up all the details, and not ignore any mistakes?I have persisted for so many years, being cautious, walking on thin ice, isn't there still going to be loopholes, or is there no way to fully consider what happened to me and around me?

What are you still insisting on?

Human beings are very fragile creatures. Standing in modern society, they add various protections to themselves, wrap themselves tightly, and then claim that they are advanced animals, standing at the highest point of the biological chain.

It seems to be extremely powerful, and it is not a problem to go to the sky and enter the earth. With the blessing of modern technology, it can always be at ease.But what about the facts?An accident can cause a fatal blow to the human body, completely destroying a person and his life.The soft body can't withstand any critical blows, and after facing the damage, it is annihilated and dissipated.

Such as Cheng Xirong.

After Cheng Xirong's incident happened, He Ruosheng was depressed for a long time, he couldn't taste his food, and he seemed to be dreaming.It was hard for him to believe such a fact, and he irrationally refused to receive any information related to the accident, covered his ears and refused to listen, disconnected the Internet and refused to read it, and turned off his mobile phone and refused to answer interview calls.

After a few days of confusion, he began to think about when he and Cheng Xirong met for the last time.I can't even remember, and I don't remember what I talked with him, whether we talked about a new movie, or tasted a newly opened wine together.These details are all blurred, leaving only a set of pictures taken by the assistant, which are constantly enlarged in front of my eyes, poked into my brain, and left a deep imprint.

He Ruosheng vomited all day.The picture on the picture stimulated his vision, the tense nerves grabbed his stomach, and a chill came from deep in his spine.The assistant thought that he was disgusted by the tragic scene, and like many others, the horrific scene caused physical nausea.He Ruosheng didn't explain, and lay silent for two days without eating or drinking.

It's not disgusting, no matter what Cheng Xirong becomes, in his opinion, it won't be disgusting.It's just too uncomfortable, thinking "this person is gone like this", thinking of having a splitting headache, wanting to cry but not being able to cry, the emotions are heavy on the stomach.

At that time, He Ruosheng thought that the person who treated him best in this world was gone, and no one would protect him with all his heart and soul... He regretted that he couldn't hold back, hated that he couldn't catch anything, and now his hands are empty, Nothing at all.

Almost what?He Ruosheng didn't know it himself, but it was regret, a very deep regret, which weighed down his whole body and made him feel depressed.

He regretted that he hadn't seen Cheng Xirong for a long time, regretted that he didn't send the newly received wine over there, and regretted that the restaurant cooperation he had promised to him had never been realized.Regret not listening to Cheng Xirong's words, regret that he has been depraved, and regret that all he left Cheng Xirong is disappointment.

Regret that I am not stronger, regret that I am too weak.He regretted that he had never been able to stand in front of Cheng Xirong, to give him occasional support once or twice, and to shield him from the wind and rain.

For so many years, I have been enjoying his dedication, as if I am used to it, and never get anything back.

Finally, when there was no more chance, He Ruosheng asked himself very irrationally: "Why didn't I realize it before? What value did I have in Cheng Xirong's life? What use am I?"

No use at all.

He Ruosheng was seized by the huge self-blame, and couldn't help but fantasize: "If there is a chance...give me a chance to change, so that I can make up for the part that is lacking. I want to be able to do something in Cheng Xirong's life. something."

Then, the wish came true.

Cheng Xirong is back.

He Ruosheng's emotions were so intense that he broke through his usual restraint and caution, and burst out immediately.It is difficult for him to accept the current Cheng Xirong, and he can't adapt to the image in front of him for a while, and it will take some time to eliminate the sense of disobedience.But he knew that this was Cheng Xirong, the person he was thinking of, and an opportunity he longed for.

Right in front of you, how to let go?

He Ruosheng took a deep breath, his mind was filled with the time spent with Cheng Xirong, bits and pieces of the past.Those pictures turned around in front of his eyes, and for a few moments they magnified in front of his eyes, occupying all his thoughts.

He said those words without much thought or hesitation at all.Even though he knew that it was not in line with the atmosphere, he raised his hand to hit another person in the face, and he knew that such remarks made him look like a fool with low EQ, but he still said it.

The young man sitting next to him came from nowhere. Is he familiar with Cheng Xirong?Does he know Cheng Xirong himself?How long has it been since Cheng Xirong's accident?They have such a small amount of time together, can it be compared to myself and Cheng Xirong being brothers for more than ten years?

Still trying to compete with me, isn't this kid too naive? !Where does he get the confidence to think he can compete with me?I have to dig a hole in front of me. I have been around for so many years. I have never seen anyone, and on what occasion have I never been around. Can I still eat a child like him?

It's just that I have some background in the political circle. It's not that I haven't been in contact with that circle, and I also have my own personal friends.Shock is shock, I didn't expect this kind of relationship with him, but how could he be bluffed?

He Ruosheng smoothed out his thoughts, and his whole body stabilized, and his confidence became stronger.He was still guessing Cheng Xirong's attitude, thinking whether he should just ask Cheng Xirong's attitude and let Cheng Xirong make his own choice.Unprepared, Fu Zhou suddenly spoke, and the cold and clear voice came over, serious and unremarkable.

"I don't know how many moles Cheng Xirong had before. But now I don't only know what birthmarks and scars he has, but I've even touched and licked them."

Cheng Xirong: "..."

He Ruosheng: "..."

Fu Zhou's expression was also very sincere, without much change, just as calm as his tone.But the provocative meaning in these words was too strong, it overflowed and filled the room, making people cough.

On the one hand, Cheng Xirong felt that this retaliation was absolutely perfect, but on the other hand, he also felt that this brat just opened his mouth to talk nonsense, is there any sense?He has no sense of shame anymore, and I can't bear this old face either!

If you can say that, you should press him down and beat him up.

Cheng Xirong looked helpless: "Okay, the two of you are enough, don't talk nonsense in front of me. Say what you think, OK? Don't beat around the bush, don't cover up, don't hide things. "

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Cheng Xirong glared at Fu Zhou, full of warning, but at the end, he revealed a trace of helplessness.Like a syllable, it soared high and sharply all the way up, and suddenly met a soft hand when it reached the highest point.After being moved by that hand, it came down again, with a slight vibrato, and dissipated leisurely in the air.

Just like that, it lost its sharpness, and it didn't have the meaning of deterrence, just like the hand that plucked the strings, it became soft.

He didn't notice it himself.Fu Zhou was focused on the outside world, to guard against He Ruosheng, most of his attention was on He Ruosheng, and he didn't notice any changes in this glance.But He Ruosheng saw it clearly, and the compromise and retreat in that gaze made his heart beat in shock, and he couldn't help beating the drums to become anxious.

He Ruosheng doubted: "Am I wrong? Or... this person is not Cheng Xirong at all?"

In He Ruosheng's impression, Cheng Xirong would never show such an expression.

In those formal occasions and business-related interactions, such as discussing an investment project with a partner, Cheng Xirong still restrains himself a little.He will communicate with people politely and thoughtfully, listen to the other party's opinions, give feedback in time, cooperate when it is time to cooperate, and lower your head a little when it is time to bow.

But in this scene, it can't be any official business, right?

It is the reunion of old friends, which is a private communication, without any interest involved, and has met many, many times before.It's a place where you can let your guard down completely and be honest with yourself.

At this time, Cheng Xirong was actually a jerk.

He Ruosheng has the best temper among this group of people, and occasionally feels that Cheng Xirong is too egoistic, saying and doing things according to his mood, without considering the mood of the people around him.He is too straightforward. Once he includes a person into the scope of "one of his own", he will completely treat the other person as "himself".

Unceremonious, unreasonable, and unpretentious.

For so many years, some people couldn't bear his temper and quarreled with him, and some people concealed their emotions and gradually alienated them, and they stopped communicating with each other quietly.The remaining few people have been tempered by real gold and fire, and they have stayed all the time. They are good friends who are sincere and sincere.

So Cheng Xirong became more presumptuous, more self-indulgent, and used to being a center surrounded by people around him.When he is kind to people, he is really kind, with all his heart and soul, he can give everything he has.Once he became hateful, people still wanted to beat him up, and he was so angry that he could blow his beard and stare at his eyes. In the end, he had no choice but to swallow that breath silently.

He Ruosheng has been with him for so many years, he has seen a lot of his self, and he is used to his stubborn and stubborn attitude, knowing how righteous he is.He is like a young white poplar, once rooted in the soil, he will never move again.No matter what other people say or do, or any feedback or interference from the outside world, it has nothing to do with him and cannot affect him.

It is rare for him to have such a docile attitude, willing to step back, give up his territory step by step, and allow another person to occupy his territory.This is completely a compromise, pulling out one's own roots and giving the other party part of the land under their feet.

How can this be?Could this be Cheng Xirong?

It is impossible for Cheng Xirong to have such a good temper no matter who he is facing, and he will never behave like "forbearance".Even if he is with Feng Yi, he will stick to himself and will not dodge or retreat.

Now, Cheng Xirong looked at that stupid young man, how could he make such a compromise?Is this silly boy more important than Feng Yi?What good thing does he have that can make Cheng Xirong break his principles and persistence, erase his bottom line, and give him such special treatment?

The two of them...how far have they developed?If, according to what that kid Fu Zhou said, he even kissed the birthmark on his body, it would be the last step, right? !This is a behavior that only occurs in certain foreplays. When you are emotional, you can think of that fragrant and extravagant scene just by hearing such a description.

What have they done?

It's not possible to pull the clothes off by pulling hands, right?

He Ruosheng's mood was very complicated, so subtle that he couldn't even taste the taste of it, and it was hard to think about how he should treat this situation.