Perfect Two
Chapter 372
I can still talk to you in...myself, in the name of Cheng Xirong. "
After saying this long list, Cheng Xirong stopped and took a breath.Fu Zhou finally got up, went to the kitchen to pour water, and closed the sliding door by the way, leaving a space for the two of them.
Cheng Xirong looked at the figure on the other side of the transparent glass, then looked away after a few seconds, and looked at He Ruosheng: "I didn't expect that you would have such a violent reaction."
He Ruosheng stepped forward, squatted in front of the sofa, slightly raised his head and looked at Cheng Xirong: "It's all true! I've been really... sad recently. I didn't mean to scold you for making you sick. I thought about it for a long time and missed you." If I could come back... If you were still here, I would be willing to break my body to pieces! Now that you are back, I doubt that some god heard my wish. He took pity on me and granted me. As a result, you let I pretended not to know..."
"I'm sorry to drag you all into such negative emotions... I should have confessed earlier and contacted you earlier. But..." Cheng Xirong said after pursing his lips, "Honestly speaking, after this incident I'm kind of depressed all over."
After Feng Yi, I was not calm at all.
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Some expressions never appear in Cheng Xirong's life. He does not make similar settings for himself, and adjusts all life values to the opposite side.In this way, it becomes his personal characteristic, which is a very distinctive label, which can be clearly understood by people at a glance.
Many people said "Cheng Xirong is too tough".In fact, this is indeed the case, and he has not been wronged at all.He is rigid, does not talk about room for maneuver, does not greet people politely, does not show mercy, and is straightforward in everything, and strives to be straightforward and efficient.
He is not used to expressing emotions, and on the one hand, he felt that some words were too hypocritical, making people blush with embarrassment, like a big girl.On the other hand, he is indeed emotionally slow, always half a beat behind, and a little shallower than others.
Most of the time, the very scene exaggerates, and when it reaches his heart, it will arouse five points of emotion. After that moment, after a while, it will fall back to three points.He never wronged himself, never suppressed his emotions, and trapped himself into a boring gourd.But he rarely expresses emotion.
Emotions and emotions are probably the difference between appearances and root causes.
Whether it's angry or happy, even if it's just a little tired, he will let it out to make himself feel better.But he seldom expresses those emotional things, the content that really comes from the heart.
He is more used to keeping his thoughts in his heart, keeping it safe and secure, not revealing it, not making publicity.It's not that he wants to ponder and taste alone, and he won't spend much energy thinking about those things in his heart, and he won't pay too much attention to these "soft" things.
In fact, I just put it in my heart, just put it like this, waiting for these strands of thoughts to fall down, and then slowly be ignored and forgotten.Even the last three points have dissipated, and there is nothing left. He will always be that unreasonable guy, will always be "hard", and will never show tenderness.
It was the same with Feng Yi.Whether it was to Fu Zhou or anyone else, he couldn't speak, couldn't tell his feelings, and couldn't express his inner despair and frustration.
It is even more impossible to tell the parents, and will not let the parents know these insider facts.
It's just that facing He Ruosheng now, the door in Cheng Xirong's heart was opened a crack.There was a gloomy wind blowing out, with black mist and clouds, a pitch-black piece, oppressing people's breathing became heavy.
Cheng Xirong felt tired, as if he had walked with a heavy burden on his back for a long time, even with Fu Zhou by his side, it was difficult to ask him to help him share it.Finally, I made a circle on the road, connected with a small fork in the past, and then embarked on a road where the old and the new merged.
As a result, the burden called "the past" can finally be unloaded, and part of it can be handed over to the people around you, and you can ask the other party to bear some of it for you.
This person is He Ruosheng.He is the only one who came from his past and wants to go down to the future with himself.There is only such a person who runs through his two lives and finally connects the two ends of time that have been separated.
It's a little... special.
It was difficult for Cheng Xirong to describe his mood.When He Ruosheng blamed himself hoarsely, listening to those emotions related to longing, looking at He Ruosheng's reddening eyes... Cheng Xirong couldn't bear it at all.
The feeling of traveling alone is not good.
The pain of betrayal falls directly into the soul, burning the bones and burning the whole person.Burned until the heart was barren, not a single blade of grass grew, and it was completely ruined, and nothing existed.
Cheng Xirong is not a person who is used to being alone, he is always accompanied by someone, and his life is always lively.It suddenly became deserted, the world began to become silent, the air flowed slowly, and the contrast with the previous one was too obvious.
In fact, it is difficult to endure.
So lonely.
Later, when I had Fu Zhou, this person would stay by my side and be with me all the time, which was a little bit of comfort.A small sapling grew on the barren and desolate sandy land, which became the only vitality here.
But it can't fill the gaps of the past, repair the scars from the fires of the past, and it can't fill the gaps in the middle.
Fuzhou is the future, a new hope, and the path that I will continue to walk on.But he was never his own past.
However, Cheng Xirong still needs to pass.
In the past, ten points fell into my heart, and it swelled to twelve points.It has been settled for so long, and the threads are entangled, gradually condensing into an eighty-tenth knot, which has been stuck in his heart.
Later, when I saw Feng Yi and looked at the drunken man kneeling on the ground, I felt a little more.Meeting again, entanglement again, and those unexplainable entanglements, the deadlock finally became [-]%, and it was completely blocked in Cheng Xirong's soul.
Before this knot is resolved, it is impossible for Cheng Xirong to let go of that part of the past, neither can let it go nor is he willing to let it go.He needs that period of past, he needs hatred and resentment, he needs that period of pain to remind himself.
Remind me what?
Everything is fine, before those two people lose, as long as it is related to those two people, everything is fine.
Cheng Xirong fell into a deep conflict. While thinking about those pains, his heart was dark and damp, filled with hatred, and became a sharp and mean person.But when he looked at He Ruosheng, he was pulled out by those "accusations" and grief, he got his head out of the sewer, and saw the sunshine beyond the manhole cover above his head - it was love, friendship, and the universal illumination brought by all sincere care.
The same past has been split into two halves, forming two diametrically opposite situations.
Dark and light, cold and warm, wet and dry and crisp...
The latter, this is his past, isn't it?Accompanied by friends, bright and sunny, frank and upright, unrestrained and unrestrained, trying to make life better, and straightening my back and being positive.
Cheng Xirong was torn apart by this split and confrontational mood, until a severe pain in his heart interrupted all his hesitation and struggle.In his suffocation, he finally saw the face of the past clearly, and also recovered some of his lost self.
He Ruosheng brought it back for him.
Cheng Xirong sighed softly: "I don't know what to say...that kind, even Feng Yi can't believe it, then...forget it, just treat me as an anomaly before."
He Ruosheng looked at Cheng Xirong firmly, and asked, "What about now?"
now?The severe pain in the heart spread to the shoulders and arms, and half of the body was numb, unable to move, and was confined here.
This is the reality, it is the pain I am enduring, there is no way to eliminate it, nor can I deny it.And these pains and tortures will continue with me. The heart that has been subjected to the scalpel is in my body, and the beating is weak, and I need to use drugs to maintain it.
This cannot be changed.Also... I didn't have to bear it originally.
Cheng Xirong said slowly: "Now, there are some things that should be done, and they still need to be done. Then... I need help, He Ruosheng, do you want to help me?"
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invite.
This has already answered He Ruosheng's question, there is no need to say anything else, there is no need to express his state of mind with words.
From the initial concealment to the rejection and rejection just now, Cheng Xirong had a different mentality before.He didn't want He Ruosheng to be involved in his affairs, trying to cut off the past, start from scratch, and accumulate from scratch.
If it wasn't for He Ruosheng who saw the clues, he also took the risk to ask Fu Zhou, pushing the situation to the current situation.Cheng Xirong really did that, as a newcomer, with nothing behind him, he stood at the starting point again.In the future, he has some connection with "Cheng Xirong", but he has nothing to do with these people other than Cheng Xirong.
This was his plan, and he also proved his idea with actions.Even if he can see the difficulties he will face in the future, even if he knows how difficult this road will be, he will continue.
He Ruosheng was angry, because he was angry at this point, unwilling to be treated as an outsider, unwilling to be excluded.
But now, Cheng Xirong changed his mind.He invited He Ruosheng, which meant that his mentality was changing, and all his thoughts and thoughts were also reversed, showing another appearance.He is willing to place a vacancy by his side, leaving a place where He Ruosheng can stop, allowing He Ruosheng to enter his life, and go forward with him——
With the attitude of an adventurer.
This is the adventure He Ruosheng longed for.I have been fantasizing for a long time, looking forward to a miracle, and stretching out my hands to the sky, hoping to get a chance—it is also a redemption.
Now, it's done.After the seal is branded, the deep and clear imprint is displayed in front of the eyes, which can no longer be erased or changed.
I fulfilled my wish, thank God for the gift, and never have the possibility of changing.
In this way, the mountains of swords and seas of fire have gone through.No matter what you have to face, no matter what risks, no matter what pressure you may encounter.That's fine, just keep me by his side and accompany him on this journey.Just let me stand in front of him, whether it is wind, rain, thunder or lightning, I will block him.
He Ruosheng took a deep breath: "Okay, from now on, I will be yours."
Cheng Xirong laughed sullenly, his shoulders trembled, and even his back trembled.He was short of breath, laughed weakly, coughed for a while, and shook his head.
He Ruosheng was frightened by him, and he didn't know anything about his current physical condition, nor did he know how sick he was or what other symptoms he had.Seeing Cheng Xirong coughing, He Ruosheng panicked, picked up the cup on the coffee table, and brought the water to Cheng Xirong's mouth regardless of who had drunk it.
Cheng Xirong tilted his head, avoided it slightly, and raised his hand to block it.It's just that now he's laughing and coughing again, he can't speak, he still shakes his head, and the sign of refusal has become very shaken.
He Ruosheng persuaded: "What's the matter? Drink some water, don't worry!"
The kitchen door opened, and Fu Zhou stepped over with his long legs, grabbed the water glass from He Ruosheng's hand, and put it back on the coffee table roughly.The action was really not gentle. The cup hit the table with a loud noise, and the water in the cup sloshed and splashed out.
He Ruosheng's expression changed immediately: "What are you doing?"
Fu Zhou ignored He Ruosheng, squeezed directly to the sofa, and reached out to grab Cheng Xirong's back.Helplessly, He Ruosheng was still in the middle, with an obstructive arm lying across Cheng Xirong's shoulder, which became a big obstacle, and Fu Zhou was helpless for a while.
In such a big house, three people are squeezed together, leaving so much space as if it doesn't exist, the scene is indeed a bit funny.Cheng Xirong couldn't say that he was completely innocent, but both He Ruosheng and Fu Zhou had hostile intentions, very sharp, and went towards each other.From entering the door to the present, the contradictions have not been pointed out, but they always exist, just between each other.
Cheng Xirong was very helpless.
Thought there was that little episode just now, the two of them had calmed down.After all, He Ruosheng made a fool of himself in front of Fu Zhou first, no matter whether he was the root cause or not, he fell ill because of his noise.Then he returned to normal under Fu Zhou's care. Like the past few times, it became a very smooth and skillful thing for Fu Zhou.
It's not a deliberate comparison, but if the behaviors of the two parties are put together, there will indeed be some gaps.
It stands to reason that He Ruosheng would feel a little guilty. Under the self-blame and shame, he lacked confidence, so he couldn't compete with Fu Zhou again.In fact, He Ruosheng did have such a performance, his subtle expression revealed his mood, and he meant to give in and dodge.
So did Fu Zhou.He actually took the initiative to avoid in the kitchen and left the living room for He Ruosheng. This was completely beyond Cheng Xirong's expectation, and Cheng Xirong was surprised.How strong and profound this guy's paranoia is, Cheng Xirong knows it all too well, if he really wants to be more stubborn than anyone else, He Ruosheng, who is good-tempered and uncertain, is not his opponent at all.
Therefore, Cheng Xirong has already prepared himself psychologically, and he has given himself a vaccination in advance, and comforted himself, "No matter what kind of clingy state Fu Zhou shows, you can't get angry with him", and even "he If Zhen and He Ruosheng make a move, I can't hurt his face, let alone hurt his heart."
This kind of psychological construction made Cheng Xirong a little ashamed. He felt that he was quite sorry for He Ruosheng, a friend of many years.But there is no way, there is a knife on the head of Sezi, and in some occasions, the heart must be biased.
Now that I recognize Fu Zhou as a partner, I have to show a corresponding sense of responsibility and adjust my mentality.The partner is the first, in this world, besides oneself, the most important thing is the partner.There is only one person in this world, if you don't protect or pamper yourself, do you still keep it for others?
In the end, he didn't have the chance to see Fu Zhou fighting He Ruosheng. That guy finally became sensible, knew to avoid it, and knew what occasions he couldn't disturb.At that time, Cheng Xirong looked at his back on the other side of the transparent glass door, and thought: "This time I can blow up with He Ruosheng. Such a caring and sensible person, so generous, He Ruosheng is ashamed to compete with him. Noisy? Isn't He Ruosheng ashamed?"
It only took a short while for him to understand everything, and he didn't understand the rest.
Cheng Xirong said that he was tired.
Those two people were still arguing, Cheng Xirong thought, it's better to talk about it.I originally thought that the topic was off topic, but after this impulsive momentum, no one will bring it up again in the future.It seems that it is not possible, there is a problem, but this stalk is in everyone's heart and cannot be removed, so it can only be pulled out manually.
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Fu Zhou knew Cheng Xirong's body—the current one.Under He Ruosheng's glaring eyes, Fu Zhou roughly took He Ruosheng's arm away, holding it with his fingertips as if he was carrying some garbage, and finally threw it aside as if being stung, with a face full of disgust and disgust.
He Ruosheng: "..." Is this provocation?It's so obvious, this is definitely finding fault and provoking!
Cheng Xirong: "..."
The little bastard!If He Ruosheng wants to beat him up, I don't care to stop him!Isn't it just looking for a beating with such an expression of not wanting to be beaten?
But Fu Zhousheng has always had a reason for doing things.He didn't like to talk, he just kept his head down and did not give any extra explanations.So in many cases, he is easily misunderstood, making people think that he has some malicious or impulsive nature, always going his own way, regardless of the mood of the people around him.
In fact, he seldom does superfluous things. Not only does he not go around, but he is the most direct and straightforward kind of person - not explaining is also reducing useless work.It is often after he completes an act, and the outcome and results are in front of his eyes, those who misunderstood him will wake up and feel ashamed of their previous suspicions and complaints.
He has always behaved in this way, and Cheng Xirong has long been used to it, and he will not feel that this child is going to do something excessive.But He Ruosheng didn't understand, didn't know Fu Zhou's behavior at all.He Ruosheng really couldn't stand being treated like this by a young man suddenly.
"Is there any reason for a brat? Even if there is a fight today, I can't be so angry anymore!"
He Ruosheng hadn't weighed the disparity in strength between them, and hadn't thought about how to fight, when he saw Fu Zhou stroking Cheng Xirong's back a few times.I didn't see clearly what little tricks Fu Zhou was doing. Miraculously, Cheng Xirong gradually stopped coughing, leaving only irregular panting.
He Ruosheng: "..."
It seems... I can't fight anymore.
Then Fu Zhou turned his head, the corners of his eyes were slightly pulled down, the slender end of the eyes seemed to be carved by a knife, and they were cut straight out, fierce and vigorous.The light in his eyes was bright, his aura was fully open, he was terrified and oppressed, and he didn't restrain himself at all.
Just one glance is an eye knife, piercing the flesh and blood of a person, trying to penetrate the blood and bone, and gouging out a piece of flesh from the heart.There is no doubt about the hostility, but there is still some... disdain in that look? ?
He Ruosheng: "???"
When Fu Zhou spoke, his voice was cold and indifferent, indeed he felt superior, condescending as if looking at an ant, very arrogant: "If you don't understand, don't move around, just stay aside!"
He Ruosheng: "..."
There must be a fight, this fight is impossible!
He Ruosheng pinched his fingers, his knuckles creaked, he gritted his teeth and wished he could pounce on that little bastard, and would not be reconciled if he didn't bite off a piece of meat from him.But I can only think about it, and in the end I grind my back molars, and swallow the anger in my heart, and swallow it into my stomach.
Whether you want to admit it or not, but the fact is, what Fu Zhou said is correct, there are reasons and evidences, and there is absolutely no basis for rebuttal.
He really didn't understand, He Ruosheng didn't know Cheng Xirong's physical condition at all, he had never seen it, and he had never experienced it with other people before.So my mind is completely blank, I have no cognition at all, and there are no measures and methods to deal with it.
Both theory and experience are empty. If you reach out and stir it, there is only air circulation, and there is nothing else.Even the psychological preparations collapsed, unable to erect a high wall, unable to withstand the invasion of shocking facts, and unable to bear the heavy burden and pressure thrown from high altitude.
He Ruosheng was very unwilling, and felt a little awkward in his heart, but the fact was that he really admired Fu Zhou's determination.Seeing Cheng Xirong's illness, he was terrified, and he was a little stunned. He didn't have time to react, and he couldn't think of what he should do.But Fu Zhou is different.
That bastard was crazy, but he was... really kind to Cheng Xirong.It's not just "good" in subjective consciousness, except for the thoughts and thoughts of "I want to treat you well", there is a large part that he can indeed do his best-in various senses.
Not to mention the protection, such bright emotions and attitudes were all stuck to his forehead, and he almost bared his mouth to show his fangs, and pointed his sharp claws at the outsider.Yes, He Ruosheng is very self-aware, and clearly understands that he is being regarded as a foreign invader.
This feeling is not very refreshing, but it is also helpless.I can't erase my feelings, but they are stuck in my heart. They are the feelings I got along with for so many years, and the imbalance when those accumulations were broken.As for Fu Zhou's attitude, that's not something he can decide, and he can't interfere at all.
He Ruosheng has no doubts at all that this kid Fu Zhou has developed a possessive attitude towards Cheng Xirong, guarding such a person almost paranoidly.Like a small wild animal enclosing the land, it also leaves its own scent to mark the person's ownership.
All the hostility came from here, straightforward and sharp, with a wet smell.
very firm.
He Ruosheng was actually quite puzzled, he had never heard of this person before, and he had never seen Cheng Xirong have any deep contact with him.He appeared out of nowhere, since Cheng Xirong had an accident on the set... no, it should be after Cheng Xirong was reborn into this body, Fu Zhou suddenly appeared in Cheng Xirong's life.
How long has it been?How could you be so stubborn in just a few months?Is this person's emotional capacity so easy to accumulate?Is it a bit too fast to hoard to such a deep state in such a short period of time?
This is so weird.Even if it's love at first sight, there still needs to be a process of getting acquainted. If you don't get along for a while, you don't know what bad things the other party hides under the glamorous appearance-by this point, you can almost recognize each other's various habits and The essence, whether it is good or bad, is clear at a glance.After the surprise at first sight, we need to consider more realistic issues.
In theory... Cheng Xirong was so obsessed with Feng Yi back then, he also calmed down for a while after contacting him, re-evaluating Feng Yi and his future with this person.Open your eyes to see where, close your eyes to ignore what details, and finally figure out how to work together.
Fortunately for Fu Zhou, he accepted Cheng Xirong completely, he didn't pick at him at all, and he didn't reject or complain at all.How bad is Cheng Xirong's temper?How many bad habits does he have, and how many details are difficult to get along with?The combination of big and small can drive a good-tempered person like He Ruosheng crazy, and he has to avoid it every now and then to cool down.
In Fu Zhou's eyes, these problems can be tolerated... Or, this guy doesn't take these details as a problem at all, but enjoys them willingly.
He Ruosheng's breathing stagnated, and he couldn't help thinking: "Is he M..."
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After two interruptions, the atmosphere that should have been completely dissipated, the tears that were originally expected were forced back, and more words of heartfelt words were blocked below the throat.The sudden emotions were blocked by fright, and then they couldn't continue. They stayed in my heart and became a wine to taste alone.
The scene of the reunion of old friends was revealed.At the beginning, a pen is dropped heavily, and then lifted lightly, it can be regarded as a stroke, and it is integrated into life.There is no strong sense of ritual, and there is no grand form that is exaggerated. It just hangs on the pendulum inadvertently and continues to move forward with time.
It has become a daily part, but it is a very important part of life.
It's also reassuring.
Wandering alone in the middle of the night for a long time, was blown stiff by the cold wind and rain, his body was numb and heavy, and he fell into the mud.Can't move, can't escape.
I just took a nap when I was sleepy, and the mud faded behind me, and my entangled feet stepped forward again, stepping on the dry and firm ground.The wind stopped and the rain stopped, and the sun reappeared and sprinkled down, bringing light and heat.The body gradually wakes up, the blood boils, and I can run towards the future and continue.
No one knows where the tangled swamp went, or how they got to the safe shore, or even how the land under their feet came from, and what they were made of.But it's okay, it doesn't matter, don't care.
As long as it is the scene in front of you, as long as you can enter this state and continue to go down, it will be fine.
Others... Let's talk about it later when I have a chance.If there is really no chance, forget it, needless to say.Anyway, they both know each other very well, can see through each other's mood, and know each other's thoughts.Even if there is no language as a medium, it will not affect it at all.
He Ruosheng exhaled a long breath, watching Fu Zhou massage Cheng Xirong's back, helping Cheng Xirong to breathe.He didn't move, so he swallowed back what he wanted to say, fell into the well with a "gudong", and gradually sank.
Let's do this first, and then fish it out when the time is right.
Cheng Xirong's breath has not been slowed down, but he stopped coughing, but his breathing has been unstable, he is panting heavily, and his body still trembles occasionally.Fu Zhou rubbed his chest for him, while dialing a call with his mobile phone, he explained the situation in detail, and then listened to the person on the phone explaining, he didn't respond to his voice, and couldn't see his expression.
When Fu Zhou hung up the phone, He Ruosheng couldn't hold back, and asked eagerly, "Is it for the doctor? How do you say it? Is it important?"
Without moving his eyelids, Fu Zhou threw his phone on the coffee table and got up to get the medicine box.There was a pause for a few seconds, and when he squatted under the TV cabinet and rummaged through the white box, he replied in a cold voice: "Quiet rest, don't yell and scold him. It doesn't matter. Then, this Mr. scolding , do you want to give a resting environment now?"
He Ruosheng: "..."
No, this guy still deserves a beating!Opening his mouth was provocative, as if he was afraid that he didn't want to fight with him!That is to say, it is still useful for him to know how to take care of Cheng Xirong now.If Cheng Xirong stood beside him properly, I would have to make such a fuss!
He Ruosheng couldn't bear it anymore, he just looked at Cheng Xirong's pale face, his eyes were pierced by bloodless lips - it wasn't so unbearable, it was just a fire, there would never be Cheng Xirong So painful.
He Ruosheng took a deep breath, took another deep breath, suppressed his rare temper, and said bravely, "I'll leave when I'm sure he's okay."
Fu Zhou didn't speak anymore, and he didn't know if he didn't hear clearly, or he didn't want to listen to it.After finding a box of medicine, he fed Cheng Xirong, and said in a low voice, "Take the medicine and go to rest." While speaking, he rubbed his thumb against the corner of Cheng Xirong's mouth, wiping off a drop of water.
Cheng Xirong's expression was sleepy, his eyelids were deaf, and he was not energetic.He didn't even try to stop those two people's verbal confrontation, and he didn't respond to Fu Zhou's provocation. It can be seen that he was really uncomfortable, and most of his energy was used to resist the pain.
He Ruosheng couldn't bear it either, his heart was pinched by a sharp claw, and it hurt so much.He pretended to be calm, and said, "You go to rest first. Just know it's you, and talk about other things in a hurry. Wait until you feel better, and then talk slowly."
When Cheng Xirong turned his head, even his eyes were weak, and he lost some strength and collapsed.The medicine Fu Zhou had just given him had a sedative ingredient, and it took effect very quickly. The more he blinked, the more his eyelids felt sore and heavy, as if they were encrusted with some kind of stone.
He Ruosheng added another sentence: "You need to heal your injuries quickly before you can do what you plan to do. I won't stay here any longer, I'll be leaving first. When you feel better, please contact me."
Cheng Xirong nodded, touched Fu Zhou panting, and reminded in a hoarse voice, "You send him out."
"No, I..."
In the middle of speaking, He Ruosheng stopped himself and swallowed the rest of the words.He still knew Cheng Xirong, he knew that Cheng Xirong was not a person who paid attention to etiquette, and he didn't have the patience to do such unnecessary things.
In the past, I never came and went by myself, never greeted, let alone sent off.There must be a reason for a person who is always straightforward and straightforward to suddenly turn a corner.
He Ruosheng changed his words: "Well, I'm not in a hurry. Fu Zhou, put him down first, will he be fine after taking the medicine?"
Half a beat later, Fu Zhou also understood Cheng Xirong's intentions, and reluctantly said in a muffled voice, "Wait a minute."
No answer, no explanation, no answer at all.He Ruosheng took a deep breath and warned himself "don't care about young people", "for Cheng Xirong's sake", "take it as a reward for taking care of Cheng Xirong"...
This kind of remuneration is really not as refreshing as giving money directly!Sure enough, that joke is quite correct, all problems that can be solved with money are not problems.If Fu Zhou can be solved with money...
Forget it, what do you think?
He Ruosheng didn't make a sound at all, and stood in the living room as a large decoration.In fact, if he had a bit of backbone, he wanted to slam the door and leave. No matter what Cheng Xirong was thinking, at least he had to express his attitude, and he couldn't let Fu Zhou hold him down all the time.
But he just couldn't move his footsteps, let alone turn his gaze.His gaze fell on Cheng Xirong...the person he was now, and it stuck to him, making it difficult to pull it off.
Can't get enough of it, no matter how you look at it.Probably... never get enough of it.
With his back to He Ruosheng, Fu Zhou didn't notice the gaze behind him, and just buried himself in his movements.He bent Cheng Xirong's left arm, put it on Cheng Xirong's upper abdomen, and hugged him horizontally.
The medicine was taking effect, Cheng Xirong swayed with Fu Zhou's movements, the forehead lightly hit Fu Zhou's chest, and then stuck to it.
When entering the bedroom, Cheng Xirong said wearily: "Be kind, don't be so hostile to him."
Fu Zhou pursed his lips and remained silent.
Cheng Xirong said again: "I won't go with him, no."
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He Ruosheng also made himself a psychological construction, envisioning the scene of being alone with Fu Zhou in advance, comforting himself and calming himself down.
"Just treat it as a few more years of food and let the children go, it's no big deal. At most, it's just a fight, and there's no announcement recently, so I'm not afraid of losing my appearance."
Later, I thought, if I really want to do it, don't I have to find a quiet place?At least not at the door, if Cheng Xirong heard it, it would definitely disturb him again and make him unable to rest.
No matter what, the most important thing now is to take good care of Cheng Xirong's body.Other things can be left behind. I only hope that Cheng Xirong can be healthy and... as he wishes.The things he wants to do, and the things he wants to do, are all realized smoothly, which is the best.
It's funny even thinking about it.Fu Zhou should feel the same way.Consistent with his thoughts, he hoped that Cheng Xirong would be safe and sound, and was willing to be a foil to help him.
Obviously feel the same...
Maybe it's because they are too consistent, so there is hostility, and there is no way to tolerate the other party, so we have to aim at the other party with the sharp side.For some things, only one person is enough to do it, and some positions can only accommodate one person, and there is no way for two people to work together.
But... It's embarrassing to have such a deadlocked relationship with a young man in his 20s. It's very embarrassing.
In fact, when we came here, although the atmosphere was stagnant, it hadn't reached such a tense state of tit-for-tat.He Ruosheng pressed Fu Zhou, but he didn't hear the answer he wanted to hear, but there was a tacit fact.
He Ruosheng was excited, and Fu Zhou's nerves were also tensed. The whole journey was in a state of explosiveness, and it seemed that it would explode at any time.But they both knew that peace and tranquility could at least be maintained in front of Cheng Xirong.It is up to Cheng Xirong whether to extinguish the fire and completely extinguish the flames, or to completely detonate the shocking facts.
If there is no accident, it should be like this, and it will be handled by Cheng Xirong in the end.
It's a pity that the human mind is always a strange thing, and it doesn't necessarily follow a certain line or go anywhere.Sitting in Fu Zhou's car, He Ruosheng looked at the familiar interior decoration, and said something mysteriously: "If that person is really him...I will take him back to his original life."
The meaning is unclear, and there is no clear reference, but both of them are very clear about the meaning of this sentence.
From that moment on, Fu Zhou withdrew his kindness, put He Ruosheng into the hostile camp, and used great efforts to repel him.
He Ruosheng didn't think there was anything wrong with him, it was the truth and there was nothing wrong with it.What kind of life did Cheng Xirong lead before?Not to mention the gluttonous feast, at least it is also a luxurious food.There is no doubt about the level of food, clothing, and supplies that he enjoys.
But what kind of life can Fu Zhou provide him?
What's more, now Cheng Xirong is not the same Cheng Xirong as before.In the past, that person was rough enough, had been in any harsh environment, endured all kinds of suffering, but he was not squeamish.With this person now, He Ruosheng thought, can he still be like before?
Before meeting Cheng Xirong, He Ruosheng was thinking about it all the time, and took out his mobile phone to read a lot of reports related to "Little Boss Pan Nanxing".This is still a child's body, still sick, so weak that people are surprised, and it makes people feel uneasy.
If this person is really Cheng Xirong... He Ruosheng asked himself, can he be allowed to live a life of poverty and hardship outside?
Of course not!
Not to mention anything else, no matter whether you can help Cheng Xirong in other aspects, at least you can provide him with a comfortable and generous life, give him an environment to recuperate from illness, and use the best medical care.
No matter what plans Cheng Xirong has or what he will do next, this is the most basic.People cannot live without life, and everything must be based on this foundation.
Fu Zhou didn't think so.He just wanted to keep Cheng Xirong, no matter what other practical reasons, regardless of any factors, he just wanted to keep Cheng Xirong by his side.Like a little wolf dog protecting food, regardless of whether it can eat or not, it will occupy its own bowl first.
On the way here, He Ruosheng looked at the old vehicles and thought it was a difference in class.People of this age, in their 20s, are still in their early years, and what they see and hear is limited. It can only be said that they are still at the level of an ordinary person.From Fu Zhou's own point of view, his daily life is pretty good. He has a house and a car, and he is considered a successful group among his peers.But what about another class?
People like Cheng Xirong and He Ruosheng have lived for more than ten years and have caught up with the best years. The wealth and vision they have accumulated up to now are definitely not comparable to that of a young man in his 20s.
He Ruosheng also felt that it was because Fu Zhou had never seen or experienced it himself, so he couldn't imagine it.Such young people are always a little arrogant, feel that they are number one in the world, have a kind of self-confidence in themselves, and feel that they will definitely be able to stand out.
Dealing with this kind of person is also very simple, just let him recognize the reality and see the gap between each other.
The abacus was well calculated, but He Ruosheng was completely dumbfounded when he heard the names of the two politicians before he even started to play.
After coming out of such a family, how can you say that Fu Zhou is low-level and ignorant?No ghost would believe it.If you really want to count, when Fu Zhou opened his eyes and saw the world, he might have been cleaning tables in a small restaurant by the side of the road.In comparison, it is not necessarily who is at a lower level.
He Ruosheng's biggest Achilles' heel was his birth.Now that he has head, face and money, he no longer has to live the days when his stomach can't be filled.Even if he doesn't do anything now and doesn't have to worry about making a living, the balance in his bank account is enough for him to spend the rest of his life.
But he came from a poor boy to the present. He built everything on that past, and took that dirty, tattered kid as his foundation.So he can't forget, and dare not forget, no matter what time it is, he is still a cramped and urgent person.
Fu Zhou's identity is undoubtedly a contrast.This young man's background is so good, he is only one out of thousands of people, ordinary people are not as good as him, and He Ruosheng is like an ant in the gutter.
The feeling of being forced to eat a handful of smelly soil is really uncomfortable.He was so choked that he couldn't swallow it, but he couldn't spit it out—this was a quagmire He Ruosheng created for himself, and it had been in his heart for so many years.
After the whole process, Fu Zhou felt unhappy, but in fact He Ruosheng was also depressed.He Ruosheng has always been good-natured, he is less impatient with others, and he never gets angry. He even speaks softly when trying to persuade a fight, instead of yelling.
But facing Fu Zhou, He Ruo
After saying this long list, Cheng Xirong stopped and took a breath.Fu Zhou finally got up, went to the kitchen to pour water, and closed the sliding door by the way, leaving a space for the two of them.
Cheng Xirong looked at the figure on the other side of the transparent glass, then looked away after a few seconds, and looked at He Ruosheng: "I didn't expect that you would have such a violent reaction."
He Ruosheng stepped forward, squatted in front of the sofa, slightly raised his head and looked at Cheng Xirong: "It's all true! I've been really... sad recently. I didn't mean to scold you for making you sick. I thought about it for a long time and missed you." If I could come back... If you were still here, I would be willing to break my body to pieces! Now that you are back, I doubt that some god heard my wish. He took pity on me and granted me. As a result, you let I pretended not to know..."
"I'm sorry to drag you all into such negative emotions... I should have confessed earlier and contacted you earlier. But..." Cheng Xirong said after pursing his lips, "Honestly speaking, after this incident I'm kind of depressed all over."
After Feng Yi, I was not calm at all.
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Some expressions never appear in Cheng Xirong's life. He does not make similar settings for himself, and adjusts all life values to the opposite side.In this way, it becomes his personal characteristic, which is a very distinctive label, which can be clearly understood by people at a glance.
Many people said "Cheng Xirong is too tough".In fact, this is indeed the case, and he has not been wronged at all.He is rigid, does not talk about room for maneuver, does not greet people politely, does not show mercy, and is straightforward in everything, and strives to be straightforward and efficient.
He is not used to expressing emotions, and on the one hand, he felt that some words were too hypocritical, making people blush with embarrassment, like a big girl.On the other hand, he is indeed emotionally slow, always half a beat behind, and a little shallower than others.
Most of the time, the very scene exaggerates, and when it reaches his heart, it will arouse five points of emotion. After that moment, after a while, it will fall back to three points.He never wronged himself, never suppressed his emotions, and trapped himself into a boring gourd.But he rarely expresses emotion.
Emotions and emotions are probably the difference between appearances and root causes.
Whether it's angry or happy, even if it's just a little tired, he will let it out to make himself feel better.But he seldom expresses those emotional things, the content that really comes from the heart.
He is more used to keeping his thoughts in his heart, keeping it safe and secure, not revealing it, not making publicity.It's not that he wants to ponder and taste alone, and he won't spend much energy thinking about those things in his heart, and he won't pay too much attention to these "soft" things.
In fact, I just put it in my heart, just put it like this, waiting for these strands of thoughts to fall down, and then slowly be ignored and forgotten.Even the last three points have dissipated, and there is nothing left. He will always be that unreasonable guy, will always be "hard", and will never show tenderness.
It was the same with Feng Yi.Whether it was to Fu Zhou or anyone else, he couldn't speak, couldn't tell his feelings, and couldn't express his inner despair and frustration.
It is even more impossible to tell the parents, and will not let the parents know these insider facts.
It's just that facing He Ruosheng now, the door in Cheng Xirong's heart was opened a crack.There was a gloomy wind blowing out, with black mist and clouds, a pitch-black piece, oppressing people's breathing became heavy.
Cheng Xirong felt tired, as if he had walked with a heavy burden on his back for a long time, even with Fu Zhou by his side, it was difficult to ask him to help him share it.Finally, I made a circle on the road, connected with a small fork in the past, and then embarked on a road where the old and the new merged.
As a result, the burden called "the past" can finally be unloaded, and part of it can be handed over to the people around you, and you can ask the other party to bear some of it for you.
This person is He Ruosheng.He is the only one who came from his past and wants to go down to the future with himself.There is only such a person who runs through his two lives and finally connects the two ends of time that have been separated.
It's a little... special.
It was difficult for Cheng Xirong to describe his mood.When He Ruosheng blamed himself hoarsely, listening to those emotions related to longing, looking at He Ruosheng's reddening eyes... Cheng Xirong couldn't bear it at all.
The feeling of traveling alone is not good.
The pain of betrayal falls directly into the soul, burning the bones and burning the whole person.Burned until the heart was barren, not a single blade of grass grew, and it was completely ruined, and nothing existed.
Cheng Xirong is not a person who is used to being alone, he is always accompanied by someone, and his life is always lively.It suddenly became deserted, the world began to become silent, the air flowed slowly, and the contrast with the previous one was too obvious.
In fact, it is difficult to endure.
So lonely.
Later, when I had Fu Zhou, this person would stay by my side and be with me all the time, which was a little bit of comfort.A small sapling grew on the barren and desolate sandy land, which became the only vitality here.
But it can't fill the gaps of the past, repair the scars from the fires of the past, and it can't fill the gaps in the middle.
Fuzhou is the future, a new hope, and the path that I will continue to walk on.But he was never his own past.
However, Cheng Xirong still needs to pass.
In the past, ten points fell into my heart, and it swelled to twelve points.It has been settled for so long, and the threads are entangled, gradually condensing into an eighty-tenth knot, which has been stuck in his heart.
Later, when I saw Feng Yi and looked at the drunken man kneeling on the ground, I felt a little more.Meeting again, entanglement again, and those unexplainable entanglements, the deadlock finally became [-]%, and it was completely blocked in Cheng Xirong's soul.
Before this knot is resolved, it is impossible for Cheng Xirong to let go of that part of the past, neither can let it go nor is he willing to let it go.He needs that period of past, he needs hatred and resentment, he needs that period of pain to remind himself.
Remind me what?
Everything is fine, before those two people lose, as long as it is related to those two people, everything is fine.
Cheng Xirong fell into a deep conflict. While thinking about those pains, his heart was dark and damp, filled with hatred, and became a sharp and mean person.But when he looked at He Ruosheng, he was pulled out by those "accusations" and grief, he got his head out of the sewer, and saw the sunshine beyond the manhole cover above his head - it was love, friendship, and the universal illumination brought by all sincere care.
The same past has been split into two halves, forming two diametrically opposite situations.
Dark and light, cold and warm, wet and dry and crisp...
The latter, this is his past, isn't it?Accompanied by friends, bright and sunny, frank and upright, unrestrained and unrestrained, trying to make life better, and straightening my back and being positive.
Cheng Xirong was torn apart by this split and confrontational mood, until a severe pain in his heart interrupted all his hesitation and struggle.In his suffocation, he finally saw the face of the past clearly, and also recovered some of his lost self.
He Ruosheng brought it back for him.
Cheng Xirong sighed softly: "I don't know what to say...that kind, even Feng Yi can't believe it, then...forget it, just treat me as an anomaly before."
He Ruosheng looked at Cheng Xirong firmly, and asked, "What about now?"
now?The severe pain in the heart spread to the shoulders and arms, and half of the body was numb, unable to move, and was confined here.
This is the reality, it is the pain I am enduring, there is no way to eliminate it, nor can I deny it.And these pains and tortures will continue with me. The heart that has been subjected to the scalpel is in my body, and the beating is weak, and I need to use drugs to maintain it.
This cannot be changed.Also... I didn't have to bear it originally.
Cheng Xirong said slowly: "Now, there are some things that should be done, and they still need to be done. Then... I need help, He Ruosheng, do you want to help me?"
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invite.
This has already answered He Ruosheng's question, there is no need to say anything else, there is no need to express his state of mind with words.
From the initial concealment to the rejection and rejection just now, Cheng Xirong had a different mentality before.He didn't want He Ruosheng to be involved in his affairs, trying to cut off the past, start from scratch, and accumulate from scratch.
If it wasn't for He Ruosheng who saw the clues, he also took the risk to ask Fu Zhou, pushing the situation to the current situation.Cheng Xirong really did that, as a newcomer, with nothing behind him, he stood at the starting point again.In the future, he has some connection with "Cheng Xirong", but he has nothing to do with these people other than Cheng Xirong.
This was his plan, and he also proved his idea with actions.Even if he can see the difficulties he will face in the future, even if he knows how difficult this road will be, he will continue.
He Ruosheng was angry, because he was angry at this point, unwilling to be treated as an outsider, unwilling to be excluded.
But now, Cheng Xirong changed his mind.He invited He Ruosheng, which meant that his mentality was changing, and all his thoughts and thoughts were also reversed, showing another appearance.He is willing to place a vacancy by his side, leaving a place where He Ruosheng can stop, allowing He Ruosheng to enter his life, and go forward with him——
With the attitude of an adventurer.
This is the adventure He Ruosheng longed for.I have been fantasizing for a long time, looking forward to a miracle, and stretching out my hands to the sky, hoping to get a chance—it is also a redemption.
Now, it's done.After the seal is branded, the deep and clear imprint is displayed in front of the eyes, which can no longer be erased or changed.
I fulfilled my wish, thank God for the gift, and never have the possibility of changing.
In this way, the mountains of swords and seas of fire have gone through.No matter what you have to face, no matter what risks, no matter what pressure you may encounter.That's fine, just keep me by his side and accompany him on this journey.Just let me stand in front of him, whether it is wind, rain, thunder or lightning, I will block him.
He Ruosheng took a deep breath: "Okay, from now on, I will be yours."
Cheng Xirong laughed sullenly, his shoulders trembled, and even his back trembled.He was short of breath, laughed weakly, coughed for a while, and shook his head.
He Ruosheng was frightened by him, and he didn't know anything about his current physical condition, nor did he know how sick he was or what other symptoms he had.Seeing Cheng Xirong coughing, He Ruosheng panicked, picked up the cup on the coffee table, and brought the water to Cheng Xirong's mouth regardless of who had drunk it.
Cheng Xirong tilted his head, avoided it slightly, and raised his hand to block it.It's just that now he's laughing and coughing again, he can't speak, he still shakes his head, and the sign of refusal has become very shaken.
He Ruosheng persuaded: "What's the matter? Drink some water, don't worry!"
The kitchen door opened, and Fu Zhou stepped over with his long legs, grabbed the water glass from He Ruosheng's hand, and put it back on the coffee table roughly.The action was really not gentle. The cup hit the table with a loud noise, and the water in the cup sloshed and splashed out.
He Ruosheng's expression changed immediately: "What are you doing?"
Fu Zhou ignored He Ruosheng, squeezed directly to the sofa, and reached out to grab Cheng Xirong's back.Helplessly, He Ruosheng was still in the middle, with an obstructive arm lying across Cheng Xirong's shoulder, which became a big obstacle, and Fu Zhou was helpless for a while.
In such a big house, three people are squeezed together, leaving so much space as if it doesn't exist, the scene is indeed a bit funny.Cheng Xirong couldn't say that he was completely innocent, but both He Ruosheng and Fu Zhou had hostile intentions, very sharp, and went towards each other.From entering the door to the present, the contradictions have not been pointed out, but they always exist, just between each other.
Cheng Xirong was very helpless.
Thought there was that little episode just now, the two of them had calmed down.After all, He Ruosheng made a fool of himself in front of Fu Zhou first, no matter whether he was the root cause or not, he fell ill because of his noise.Then he returned to normal under Fu Zhou's care. Like the past few times, it became a very smooth and skillful thing for Fu Zhou.
It's not a deliberate comparison, but if the behaviors of the two parties are put together, there will indeed be some gaps.
It stands to reason that He Ruosheng would feel a little guilty. Under the self-blame and shame, he lacked confidence, so he couldn't compete with Fu Zhou again.In fact, He Ruosheng did have such a performance, his subtle expression revealed his mood, and he meant to give in and dodge.
So did Fu Zhou.He actually took the initiative to avoid in the kitchen and left the living room for He Ruosheng. This was completely beyond Cheng Xirong's expectation, and Cheng Xirong was surprised.How strong and profound this guy's paranoia is, Cheng Xirong knows it all too well, if he really wants to be more stubborn than anyone else, He Ruosheng, who is good-tempered and uncertain, is not his opponent at all.
Therefore, Cheng Xirong has already prepared himself psychologically, and he has given himself a vaccination in advance, and comforted himself, "No matter what kind of clingy state Fu Zhou shows, you can't get angry with him", and even "he If Zhen and He Ruosheng make a move, I can't hurt his face, let alone hurt his heart."
This kind of psychological construction made Cheng Xirong a little ashamed. He felt that he was quite sorry for He Ruosheng, a friend of many years.But there is no way, there is a knife on the head of Sezi, and in some occasions, the heart must be biased.
Now that I recognize Fu Zhou as a partner, I have to show a corresponding sense of responsibility and adjust my mentality.The partner is the first, in this world, besides oneself, the most important thing is the partner.There is only one person in this world, if you don't protect or pamper yourself, do you still keep it for others?
In the end, he didn't have the chance to see Fu Zhou fighting He Ruosheng. That guy finally became sensible, knew to avoid it, and knew what occasions he couldn't disturb.At that time, Cheng Xirong looked at his back on the other side of the transparent glass door, and thought: "This time I can blow up with He Ruosheng. Such a caring and sensible person, so generous, He Ruosheng is ashamed to compete with him. Noisy? Isn't He Ruosheng ashamed?"
It only took a short while for him to understand everything, and he didn't understand the rest.
Cheng Xirong said that he was tired.
Those two people were still arguing, Cheng Xirong thought, it's better to talk about it.I originally thought that the topic was off topic, but after this impulsive momentum, no one will bring it up again in the future.It seems that it is not possible, there is a problem, but this stalk is in everyone's heart and cannot be removed, so it can only be pulled out manually.
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Fu Zhou knew Cheng Xirong's body—the current one.Under He Ruosheng's glaring eyes, Fu Zhou roughly took He Ruosheng's arm away, holding it with his fingertips as if he was carrying some garbage, and finally threw it aside as if being stung, with a face full of disgust and disgust.
He Ruosheng: "..." Is this provocation?It's so obvious, this is definitely finding fault and provoking!
Cheng Xirong: "..."
The little bastard!If He Ruosheng wants to beat him up, I don't care to stop him!Isn't it just looking for a beating with such an expression of not wanting to be beaten?
But Fu Zhousheng has always had a reason for doing things.He didn't like to talk, he just kept his head down and did not give any extra explanations.So in many cases, he is easily misunderstood, making people think that he has some malicious or impulsive nature, always going his own way, regardless of the mood of the people around him.
In fact, he seldom does superfluous things. Not only does he not go around, but he is the most direct and straightforward kind of person - not explaining is also reducing useless work.It is often after he completes an act, and the outcome and results are in front of his eyes, those who misunderstood him will wake up and feel ashamed of their previous suspicions and complaints.
He has always behaved in this way, and Cheng Xirong has long been used to it, and he will not feel that this child is going to do something excessive.But He Ruosheng didn't understand, didn't know Fu Zhou's behavior at all.He Ruosheng really couldn't stand being treated like this by a young man suddenly.
"Is there any reason for a brat? Even if there is a fight today, I can't be so angry anymore!"
He Ruosheng hadn't weighed the disparity in strength between them, and hadn't thought about how to fight, when he saw Fu Zhou stroking Cheng Xirong's back a few times.I didn't see clearly what little tricks Fu Zhou was doing. Miraculously, Cheng Xirong gradually stopped coughing, leaving only irregular panting.
He Ruosheng: "..."
It seems... I can't fight anymore.
Then Fu Zhou turned his head, the corners of his eyes were slightly pulled down, the slender end of the eyes seemed to be carved by a knife, and they were cut straight out, fierce and vigorous.The light in his eyes was bright, his aura was fully open, he was terrified and oppressed, and he didn't restrain himself at all.
Just one glance is an eye knife, piercing the flesh and blood of a person, trying to penetrate the blood and bone, and gouging out a piece of flesh from the heart.There is no doubt about the hostility, but there is still some... disdain in that look? ?
He Ruosheng: "???"
When Fu Zhou spoke, his voice was cold and indifferent, indeed he felt superior, condescending as if looking at an ant, very arrogant: "If you don't understand, don't move around, just stay aside!"
He Ruosheng: "..."
There must be a fight, this fight is impossible!
He Ruosheng pinched his fingers, his knuckles creaked, he gritted his teeth and wished he could pounce on that little bastard, and would not be reconciled if he didn't bite off a piece of meat from him.But I can only think about it, and in the end I grind my back molars, and swallow the anger in my heart, and swallow it into my stomach.
Whether you want to admit it or not, but the fact is, what Fu Zhou said is correct, there are reasons and evidences, and there is absolutely no basis for rebuttal.
He really didn't understand, He Ruosheng didn't know Cheng Xirong's physical condition at all, he had never seen it, and he had never experienced it with other people before.So my mind is completely blank, I have no cognition at all, and there are no measures and methods to deal with it.
Both theory and experience are empty. If you reach out and stir it, there is only air circulation, and there is nothing else.Even the psychological preparations collapsed, unable to erect a high wall, unable to withstand the invasion of shocking facts, and unable to bear the heavy burden and pressure thrown from high altitude.
He Ruosheng was very unwilling, and felt a little awkward in his heart, but the fact was that he really admired Fu Zhou's determination.Seeing Cheng Xirong's illness, he was terrified, and he was a little stunned. He didn't have time to react, and he couldn't think of what he should do.But Fu Zhou is different.
That bastard was crazy, but he was... really kind to Cheng Xirong.It's not just "good" in subjective consciousness, except for the thoughts and thoughts of "I want to treat you well", there is a large part that he can indeed do his best-in various senses.
Not to mention the protection, such bright emotions and attitudes were all stuck to his forehead, and he almost bared his mouth to show his fangs, and pointed his sharp claws at the outsider.Yes, He Ruosheng is very self-aware, and clearly understands that he is being regarded as a foreign invader.
This feeling is not very refreshing, but it is also helpless.I can't erase my feelings, but they are stuck in my heart. They are the feelings I got along with for so many years, and the imbalance when those accumulations were broken.As for Fu Zhou's attitude, that's not something he can decide, and he can't interfere at all.
He Ruosheng has no doubts at all that this kid Fu Zhou has developed a possessive attitude towards Cheng Xirong, guarding such a person almost paranoidly.Like a small wild animal enclosing the land, it also leaves its own scent to mark the person's ownership.
All the hostility came from here, straightforward and sharp, with a wet smell.
very firm.
He Ruosheng was actually quite puzzled, he had never heard of this person before, and he had never seen Cheng Xirong have any deep contact with him.He appeared out of nowhere, since Cheng Xirong had an accident on the set... no, it should be after Cheng Xirong was reborn into this body, Fu Zhou suddenly appeared in Cheng Xirong's life.
How long has it been?How could you be so stubborn in just a few months?Is this person's emotional capacity so easy to accumulate?Is it a bit too fast to hoard to such a deep state in such a short period of time?
This is so weird.Even if it's love at first sight, there still needs to be a process of getting acquainted. If you don't get along for a while, you don't know what bad things the other party hides under the glamorous appearance-by this point, you can almost recognize each other's various habits and The essence, whether it is good or bad, is clear at a glance.After the surprise at first sight, we need to consider more realistic issues.
In theory... Cheng Xirong was so obsessed with Feng Yi back then, he also calmed down for a while after contacting him, re-evaluating Feng Yi and his future with this person.Open your eyes to see where, close your eyes to ignore what details, and finally figure out how to work together.
Fortunately for Fu Zhou, he accepted Cheng Xirong completely, he didn't pick at him at all, and he didn't reject or complain at all.How bad is Cheng Xirong's temper?How many bad habits does he have, and how many details are difficult to get along with?The combination of big and small can drive a good-tempered person like He Ruosheng crazy, and he has to avoid it every now and then to cool down.
In Fu Zhou's eyes, these problems can be tolerated... Or, this guy doesn't take these details as a problem at all, but enjoys them willingly.
He Ruosheng's breathing stagnated, and he couldn't help thinking: "Is he M..."
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After two interruptions, the atmosphere that should have been completely dissipated, the tears that were originally expected were forced back, and more words of heartfelt words were blocked below the throat.The sudden emotions were blocked by fright, and then they couldn't continue. They stayed in my heart and became a wine to taste alone.
The scene of the reunion of old friends was revealed.At the beginning, a pen is dropped heavily, and then lifted lightly, it can be regarded as a stroke, and it is integrated into life.There is no strong sense of ritual, and there is no grand form that is exaggerated. It just hangs on the pendulum inadvertently and continues to move forward with time.
It has become a daily part, but it is a very important part of life.
It's also reassuring.
Wandering alone in the middle of the night for a long time, was blown stiff by the cold wind and rain, his body was numb and heavy, and he fell into the mud.Can't move, can't escape.
I just took a nap when I was sleepy, and the mud faded behind me, and my entangled feet stepped forward again, stepping on the dry and firm ground.The wind stopped and the rain stopped, and the sun reappeared and sprinkled down, bringing light and heat.The body gradually wakes up, the blood boils, and I can run towards the future and continue.
No one knows where the tangled swamp went, or how they got to the safe shore, or even how the land under their feet came from, and what they were made of.But it's okay, it doesn't matter, don't care.
As long as it is the scene in front of you, as long as you can enter this state and continue to go down, it will be fine.
Others... Let's talk about it later when I have a chance.If there is really no chance, forget it, needless to say.Anyway, they both know each other very well, can see through each other's mood, and know each other's thoughts.Even if there is no language as a medium, it will not affect it at all.
He Ruosheng exhaled a long breath, watching Fu Zhou massage Cheng Xirong's back, helping Cheng Xirong to breathe.He didn't move, so he swallowed back what he wanted to say, fell into the well with a "gudong", and gradually sank.
Let's do this first, and then fish it out when the time is right.
Cheng Xirong's breath has not been slowed down, but he stopped coughing, but his breathing has been unstable, he is panting heavily, and his body still trembles occasionally.Fu Zhou rubbed his chest for him, while dialing a call with his mobile phone, he explained the situation in detail, and then listened to the person on the phone explaining, he didn't respond to his voice, and couldn't see his expression.
When Fu Zhou hung up the phone, He Ruosheng couldn't hold back, and asked eagerly, "Is it for the doctor? How do you say it? Is it important?"
Without moving his eyelids, Fu Zhou threw his phone on the coffee table and got up to get the medicine box.There was a pause for a few seconds, and when he squatted under the TV cabinet and rummaged through the white box, he replied in a cold voice: "Quiet rest, don't yell and scold him. It doesn't matter. Then, this Mr. scolding , do you want to give a resting environment now?"
He Ruosheng: "..."
No, this guy still deserves a beating!Opening his mouth was provocative, as if he was afraid that he didn't want to fight with him!That is to say, it is still useful for him to know how to take care of Cheng Xirong now.If Cheng Xirong stood beside him properly, I would have to make such a fuss!
He Ruosheng couldn't bear it anymore, he just looked at Cheng Xirong's pale face, his eyes were pierced by bloodless lips - it wasn't so unbearable, it was just a fire, there would never be Cheng Xirong So painful.
He Ruosheng took a deep breath, took another deep breath, suppressed his rare temper, and said bravely, "I'll leave when I'm sure he's okay."
Fu Zhou didn't speak anymore, and he didn't know if he didn't hear clearly, or he didn't want to listen to it.After finding a box of medicine, he fed Cheng Xirong, and said in a low voice, "Take the medicine and go to rest." While speaking, he rubbed his thumb against the corner of Cheng Xirong's mouth, wiping off a drop of water.
Cheng Xirong's expression was sleepy, his eyelids were deaf, and he was not energetic.He didn't even try to stop those two people's verbal confrontation, and he didn't respond to Fu Zhou's provocation. It can be seen that he was really uncomfortable, and most of his energy was used to resist the pain.
He Ruosheng couldn't bear it either, his heart was pinched by a sharp claw, and it hurt so much.He pretended to be calm, and said, "You go to rest first. Just know it's you, and talk about other things in a hurry. Wait until you feel better, and then talk slowly."
When Cheng Xirong turned his head, even his eyes were weak, and he lost some strength and collapsed.The medicine Fu Zhou had just given him had a sedative ingredient, and it took effect very quickly. The more he blinked, the more his eyelids felt sore and heavy, as if they were encrusted with some kind of stone.
He Ruosheng added another sentence: "You need to heal your injuries quickly before you can do what you plan to do. I won't stay here any longer, I'll be leaving first. When you feel better, please contact me."
Cheng Xirong nodded, touched Fu Zhou panting, and reminded in a hoarse voice, "You send him out."
"No, I..."
In the middle of speaking, He Ruosheng stopped himself and swallowed the rest of the words.He still knew Cheng Xirong, he knew that Cheng Xirong was not a person who paid attention to etiquette, and he didn't have the patience to do such unnecessary things.
In the past, I never came and went by myself, never greeted, let alone sent off.There must be a reason for a person who is always straightforward and straightforward to suddenly turn a corner.
He Ruosheng changed his words: "Well, I'm not in a hurry. Fu Zhou, put him down first, will he be fine after taking the medicine?"
Half a beat later, Fu Zhou also understood Cheng Xirong's intentions, and reluctantly said in a muffled voice, "Wait a minute."
No answer, no explanation, no answer at all.He Ruosheng took a deep breath and warned himself "don't care about young people", "for Cheng Xirong's sake", "take it as a reward for taking care of Cheng Xirong"...
This kind of remuneration is really not as refreshing as giving money directly!Sure enough, that joke is quite correct, all problems that can be solved with money are not problems.If Fu Zhou can be solved with money...
Forget it, what do you think?
He Ruosheng didn't make a sound at all, and stood in the living room as a large decoration.In fact, if he had a bit of backbone, he wanted to slam the door and leave. No matter what Cheng Xirong was thinking, at least he had to express his attitude, and he couldn't let Fu Zhou hold him down all the time.
But he just couldn't move his footsteps, let alone turn his gaze.His gaze fell on Cheng Xirong...the person he was now, and it stuck to him, making it difficult to pull it off.
Can't get enough of it, no matter how you look at it.Probably... never get enough of it.
With his back to He Ruosheng, Fu Zhou didn't notice the gaze behind him, and just buried himself in his movements.He bent Cheng Xirong's left arm, put it on Cheng Xirong's upper abdomen, and hugged him horizontally.
The medicine was taking effect, Cheng Xirong swayed with Fu Zhou's movements, the forehead lightly hit Fu Zhou's chest, and then stuck to it.
When entering the bedroom, Cheng Xirong said wearily: "Be kind, don't be so hostile to him."
Fu Zhou pursed his lips and remained silent.
Cheng Xirong said again: "I won't go with him, no."
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He Ruosheng also made himself a psychological construction, envisioning the scene of being alone with Fu Zhou in advance, comforting himself and calming himself down.
"Just treat it as a few more years of food and let the children go, it's no big deal. At most, it's just a fight, and there's no announcement recently, so I'm not afraid of losing my appearance."
Later, I thought, if I really want to do it, don't I have to find a quiet place?At least not at the door, if Cheng Xirong heard it, it would definitely disturb him again and make him unable to rest.
No matter what, the most important thing now is to take good care of Cheng Xirong's body.Other things can be left behind. I only hope that Cheng Xirong can be healthy and... as he wishes.The things he wants to do, and the things he wants to do, are all realized smoothly, which is the best.
It's funny even thinking about it.Fu Zhou should feel the same way.Consistent with his thoughts, he hoped that Cheng Xirong would be safe and sound, and was willing to be a foil to help him.
Obviously feel the same...
Maybe it's because they are too consistent, so there is hostility, and there is no way to tolerate the other party, so we have to aim at the other party with the sharp side.For some things, only one person is enough to do it, and some positions can only accommodate one person, and there is no way for two people to work together.
But... It's embarrassing to have such a deadlocked relationship with a young man in his 20s. It's very embarrassing.
In fact, when we came here, although the atmosphere was stagnant, it hadn't reached such a tense state of tit-for-tat.He Ruosheng pressed Fu Zhou, but he didn't hear the answer he wanted to hear, but there was a tacit fact.
He Ruosheng was excited, and Fu Zhou's nerves were also tensed. The whole journey was in a state of explosiveness, and it seemed that it would explode at any time.But they both knew that peace and tranquility could at least be maintained in front of Cheng Xirong.It is up to Cheng Xirong whether to extinguish the fire and completely extinguish the flames, or to completely detonate the shocking facts.
If there is no accident, it should be like this, and it will be handled by Cheng Xirong in the end.
It's a pity that the human mind is always a strange thing, and it doesn't necessarily follow a certain line or go anywhere.Sitting in Fu Zhou's car, He Ruosheng looked at the familiar interior decoration, and said something mysteriously: "If that person is really him...I will take him back to his original life."
The meaning is unclear, and there is no clear reference, but both of them are very clear about the meaning of this sentence.
From that moment on, Fu Zhou withdrew his kindness, put He Ruosheng into the hostile camp, and used great efforts to repel him.
He Ruosheng didn't think there was anything wrong with him, it was the truth and there was nothing wrong with it.What kind of life did Cheng Xirong lead before?Not to mention the gluttonous feast, at least it is also a luxurious food.There is no doubt about the level of food, clothing, and supplies that he enjoys.
But what kind of life can Fu Zhou provide him?
What's more, now Cheng Xirong is not the same Cheng Xirong as before.In the past, that person was rough enough, had been in any harsh environment, endured all kinds of suffering, but he was not squeamish.With this person now, He Ruosheng thought, can he still be like before?
Before meeting Cheng Xirong, He Ruosheng was thinking about it all the time, and took out his mobile phone to read a lot of reports related to "Little Boss Pan Nanxing".This is still a child's body, still sick, so weak that people are surprised, and it makes people feel uneasy.
If this person is really Cheng Xirong... He Ruosheng asked himself, can he be allowed to live a life of poverty and hardship outside?
Of course not!
Not to mention anything else, no matter whether you can help Cheng Xirong in other aspects, at least you can provide him with a comfortable and generous life, give him an environment to recuperate from illness, and use the best medical care.
No matter what plans Cheng Xirong has or what he will do next, this is the most basic.People cannot live without life, and everything must be based on this foundation.
Fu Zhou didn't think so.He just wanted to keep Cheng Xirong, no matter what other practical reasons, regardless of any factors, he just wanted to keep Cheng Xirong by his side.Like a little wolf dog protecting food, regardless of whether it can eat or not, it will occupy its own bowl first.
On the way here, He Ruosheng looked at the old vehicles and thought it was a difference in class.People of this age, in their 20s, are still in their early years, and what they see and hear is limited. It can only be said that they are still at the level of an ordinary person.From Fu Zhou's own point of view, his daily life is pretty good. He has a house and a car, and he is considered a successful group among his peers.But what about another class?
People like Cheng Xirong and He Ruosheng have lived for more than ten years and have caught up with the best years. The wealth and vision they have accumulated up to now are definitely not comparable to that of a young man in his 20s.
He Ruosheng also felt that it was because Fu Zhou had never seen or experienced it himself, so he couldn't imagine it.Such young people are always a little arrogant, feel that they are number one in the world, have a kind of self-confidence in themselves, and feel that they will definitely be able to stand out.
Dealing with this kind of person is also very simple, just let him recognize the reality and see the gap between each other.
The abacus was well calculated, but He Ruosheng was completely dumbfounded when he heard the names of the two politicians before he even started to play.
After coming out of such a family, how can you say that Fu Zhou is low-level and ignorant?No ghost would believe it.If you really want to count, when Fu Zhou opened his eyes and saw the world, he might have been cleaning tables in a small restaurant by the side of the road.In comparison, it is not necessarily who is at a lower level.
He Ruosheng's biggest Achilles' heel was his birth.Now that he has head, face and money, he no longer has to live the days when his stomach can't be filled.Even if he doesn't do anything now and doesn't have to worry about making a living, the balance in his bank account is enough for him to spend the rest of his life.
But he came from a poor boy to the present. He built everything on that past, and took that dirty, tattered kid as his foundation.So he can't forget, and dare not forget, no matter what time it is, he is still a cramped and urgent person.
Fu Zhou's identity is undoubtedly a contrast.This young man's background is so good, he is only one out of thousands of people, ordinary people are not as good as him, and He Ruosheng is like an ant in the gutter.
The feeling of being forced to eat a handful of smelly soil is really uncomfortable.He was so choked that he couldn't swallow it, but he couldn't spit it out—this was a quagmire He Ruosheng created for himself, and it had been in his heart for so many years.
After the whole process, Fu Zhou felt unhappy, but in fact He Ruosheng was also depressed.He Ruosheng has always been good-natured, he is less impatient with others, and he never gets angry. He even speaks softly when trying to persuade a fight, instead of yelling.
But facing Fu Zhou, He Ruo
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