Perfect Two
Chapter 372
do not know why.When someone else is a tiger, she bites up without following the hook?
She was afraid that she would be sold, and she thought she sold it too cheaply.
Cheng Xirong thought it was funny, shook his head secretly and sighed inwardly, on the surface he still looked like a clean boy.His eyes are clear, and he can see into his heart at a glance, where there are lakes and streams, sunshine and forests, and in the shadow of mottled leaves, there are deer jumping lightly.
The little girl and him looked at each other, suddenly relaxed, and stopped arguing, and just stared at Cheng Xirong in a daze.
Cheng Xirong took a deep breath and let it out slowly.His expression didn't change, but there was a different taste in his eyes, it seemed to be a little lowered, he became heavy, a little more weak and sleepy, and in the exhaustion, he lost a little of his shining spirit.A corner of the sun was covered by dark clouds, and it still had light and was still bright, but it always made people feel that it lacked a bit of color, had flaws, and was not perfect.
But this person should be the most perfect existence.
The little girl was awakened by the subtle change of inhaling and exhaling, her ears moved, and then began to turn red.She unconsciously closed her eyelids, and quickly lowered her head, as if she didn't dare to look any further.But the bottom of her heart was eager to move. As soon as her eyes fell on the floor, she couldn't bear it any longer. She raised her head again and opened her eyelids to look at Cheng Xirong... "Wow, this is a more appropriate description."
When Cheng Xirong joined the drama, he didn't feel that there was anything inappropriate, everything was natural, and he developed along the way of the drama.
Fu Zhou was a little upset at the side.At that moment just now, that staring at each other, is it considered "secret glances"? !The little girl has no resistance, let alone hide her mood. Just by looking at her blushing complexion, one can tell that the young heart of a child at this age is just sprouting, and there are a few rabbits in her heart, jumping happily.
This kind of mood is really... very subtle, making it difficult for Fu Zhou to deal with it.
Undoubtedly, Cheng Xirong has a very peculiar temperament that cannot be seen in other people, like a homeless person beside the fifth avenue, with a bit of boundless wantonness and chic, who can always catch people's hearts and follow him. He walks together, goes loose together.
And now, the face he is wearing now is really good-looking, it is exquisite and good-looking, and there is no fault at all.He doesn't need his own temperament at all, he doesn't even need to do anything, and he doesn't even need to speak, he just walks in front of people, and he can dazzle people's eyes.
Be a star, shine, watch.
It's normal for someone to like him, don't be surprised at all.On the contrary, no one is tempted by him, so it's strange, and then I guess something went wrong.But, it's different for him to emit hormones so brightly to attract others.
"Others like my boyfriend" and "my boyfriend makes others like him", no matter how you think about it, they are not in the same category, and the nature has changed.
Fu Zhou was so jealous that he was bubbling with sourness, even his bones were full of sour gas.He really wanted to throw out that girl's video, make another blacklist, erase her from his own world from now on, and never give her a chance to contact Cheng Xirong again.
However... it can't be done.Fu Zhou knew very well that he could do nothing but squat beside him and reflect.After all, he just made Cheng Xirong cry. This was a big mistake of principle. Not to mention whether Cheng Xirong was still angry, he couldn't forgive himself.
You have to restrain yourself, and you can't violate Cheng Xirong's bottom line.
In the midst of Fu Zhou's extreme entanglement, Cheng Xirong sighed again, this time the movement was a little louder, a little intentionally to attract attention.
The little girl took the bait, blushing, bit the bullet, and forced herself to be calm: "You, what are you doing?"
Cheng Xirong smiled, his face was soft and bright, and he was very sincere: "Actually, you understand what I want to say, right? You are also a smart girl. How could you be fooled by such an obvious way of turning the topic around?"
Probably because of being teased by the word "smart girl", the little girl's face became more embarrassing, and there was a faint joy in her embarrassment, and she became secretly happy.
Most of the tense hostility was gone, and the atmosphere was not so stiff, and it eased a little.Cheng Xirong put on an attitude of digging out his heart, wanting to tell the truth about his inner world, and make a heart-to-heart with the other party, without hiding anything.
The little girl fell completely, and felt that the distance was shortened instantly, from an enemy to... a friend?
Cheng Xirong thought about it, and said with emotion: "I'll tell you frankly, don't fight haha. In fact, if someone asks about your private life, you will also be very upset, right? For a reason, I am in a relationship, and I will live my life safely. In daily life, don’t steal, rob, or beat others, don’t be a mistress, and don’t destroy other people’s families. Is falling in love affecting this society? Shouldn’t this be my own business? In the end, people will come to inquire about all kinds of news. Very sad, tsk tsk, I feel chest pain when I think about it."
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Speaking sincerely, Cheng Xirong even raised his hand and rubbed his chest, which seemed to be the case.His complexion was not good, there was still some faint bluish white, a sickly gray layer appeared on the surface, and his lips were bloodless.The clean and flawless boy was a little more sickly, leaning weakly between a pile of pillows, and even the movement of raising his hand was weak and trembling, very strenuous.
If it is someone else, it may make people feel pitiful, but when the pity is over, it is over.Putting it on Cheng Xirong, the current person, "poor" needs to be added with other emotions, and it becomes love.His frail and frail appearance is so beautiful that he can poke into people's hearts. It makes people feel distressed, and they can't help but want to love him.
The little girl blushed even deeper, but the shyness in her expression changed, from a girlish feeling always a poetic sprout, to a shame of not daring to face it and desperately retreating.Inexplicably, he was labeled as a big hat, bearing heinous crimes, but he didn't notice it at all, and he still blamed himself first.
Because she did what Cheng Xirong said, which was the source of Cheng Xirong's pain.And from the heart, she thinks that the source of making the person in front of her sad should not have appeared, and she can't be forgiven for doing such a thing.
Suddenly being taught a lesson, the little girl learned self-doubt from the sinister society, and when it extended a little, this feeling became self-loathing.The emotions of adolescence are ups and downs, and a little sign can be infinitely magnified, turning into a raging tide that shakes the earth.As a result, the little girl's introspection became more profound, and her remorse for herself became more intense.
Cheng Xirong's move hit the target immediately, without mercy.Or... a bit vicious.Relying on his age and rich experience, he can knead a child to be obedient and change his shape completely according to his mood.
So much so that the little girl murmured for a long time, blushing and poking her neck, and finally justified in a low voice: "I don't know... It's obvious that they were in the elevator, talking about... that kind of several people. One moment, one moment, one moment, three times in an elevator! It’s not my fault!”
Yes, Fu Zhou and the others did not speak in the right place, we deserve it for others to overhear.So we are the ones who used these things to blackmail us?This girl is really... oh...
Without revealing anything on the surface, Cheng Xirong imitated her tone: "I didn't say anything about you either!"
Having touched the girl's self-esteem, the little girl glared at her coquettishly and angrily, only to meet Cheng Xirong's peaceful eyes.There was still a smile in those eyes, very kind, the little girl's anger that had just risen immediately faded away, and the roots of her ears felt a little hot.All kinds of thoughts were mixed together, and the shame was teased again, and together with the remorse, they twisted into a big ball of wool, and they couldn't find a clue.
Girls may be the most unstable creatures in the world.
The little girl contemplated for a long time, and after glancing at Fu Zhou, she still asked uncertainly, "Are you and... um, are you really in a relationship?"
Fu Zhou, who was suddenly named, couldn't make the background wall, so he glanced in the direction of the little girl.His whole person's aura can't really be said to be kind, and after it became gloomy, it became a bit more terrifying and sharp.
This glance made the little girl tremble, probably recalling the scene outside the door, and the trembling in her heart was aroused.She immediately looked away, looked down at the floor, pretended that she didn't exist, and pretended that she never mentioned Fu Zhou at all.
In fact, Fu Zhou found it strange.
He didn't expect this overbearing girl to react like this when facing Cheng Xirong.In his prediction, this person will continue to entangle for a while, and there may not be an ending that satisfies both of them.
He was still waiting for Cheng Xirong to run out of patience and no longer want to deal with this child, then he could throw her out.
As a result, it was solved like this?Convinced her so easily?In other words, he subdued her.
What kind of development is this...?
In fact, Fu Zhou himself didn't realize it.He guards this person every day, thinking of the magic soldier who fell from the sky when he was young, and his emotions are accumulated at that moment.Afterwards, so many snoops, and so many years of careful collection, all originated from the scene in the Nine Borrows that year.
Seeing Cheng Xirong's ferocious side, he was fascinated by that ruffian, and fell deeply into Cheng Xirong's temperament.As for the others...he actually didn't pay much attention to them.Unlike many fans of Cheng Xirong, he likes this person, just this person, something hidden in this person's bones.
Now, that wisp of qi was drawn out, put into a new shell, and then fused.What Fu Zhou stared at was still the old ones, it was Cheng Xirong's soul, the obsessive thing in his character.
So much so that he overlooked that the current Cheng Xirong can confuse people's hearts with just one face, and this skin can make people fascinated, and make people put down all hostility, even principles, in front of him.
When secretly kissing Cheng Xirong, Fu Zhou only thought that he looked good-looking now, very delicate, with well-coordinated and perfect facial features.Seeing this little girl's appearance, Fu Zhou realized that he was too slow.
Why did you ignore his beauty?Although to me, his appearance doesn't matter, it doesn't matter what he looks like when he is reborn, and ugliness is acceptable.But this person has grown up to be like this now, and he is so good at flirting with people, sending out his eyes, and there is no obstacle in flirting with him...
It makes people want to press him down, want to ravage him, and want to tell him to be better in the future.
Fu Zhou was so uncomfortable being held back by himself, he rubbed against a certain place, got up and went to the bathroom.Cheng Xirong gave him a strange look, not understanding what was wrong with this person, he showed no signs at all, and rushed out like a firecracker.
Urinary urgency?
The little girl was also taken aback. Seeing Fu Zhou stand up, she trembled and wanted to run away.Later, she found out that Fu Zhou wasn't coming for her. She turned around in the middle of the living room and walked in, so she relaxed.
As soon as she slackened, she couldn't control her mouth, and since she believed that there was no distance between Cheng Xirong and Cheng Xirong, she could say anything.Watching Fu Zhou enter the bathroom, the little girl patted her chest and exhaled after the sliding door was completely closed, and asked Cheng Xirong in a low voice: "Why do you want to be with such a person? It's so fierce, you have a brain." sick!"
Cheng Xirong looked at her and kept looking, but didn't speak.
The little girl was being looked at, and she didn't know it, so she asked, "Why are you looking at me like that?"
"It's easy to talk about other things, but it's better for you to take back some words."
It took a full minute for the little girl to wake up and realize what she had said.But she was even more surprised, and couldn't help her curiosity: "You really love him...why? Why? Why are you hanging on his tree? I think the other one in the elevator today is very OK!"
Cheng Xirong's forehead twitched.
Little girl: "He wants to sleep with you too! You can think about it!"
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If you don't know it, you may have to misunderstand it. It is inevitable that you will have some sentimental thoughts in your heart, and you will be a little more narcissistic and self-loving.Being admired by others is not a bad thing after all, filling the heart makes people secretly happy, and some sweet pink bubbles rise up.
But the truth is, Cheng Xirong and He Ruosheng are too familiar.The two of them are friends who eat a bowl of rice. It has been more than ten years since they started when they had nothing in their 20s.
After such a long time, even the enemy has to figure out every aspect of the other party, bit by bit, and study the other party's habits thoroughly.What's more, the two of them have exchanged their hearts and played with their lives, so they can really be called "brothers in life and death".
When this "brother" is called out, it becomes a foundation, solid and stable.All other emotions are based on this, and the behavior of two people when they are in a relationship is also based on this emotion, and they can't escape the category of "brotherhood".
Now someone tell themselves, brother wanna sleep with himself?
how can that be!
Cheng Xirong just thought it was funny, thinking that this little girl must have watched too many TV shows, her associative ability is too rich, she can think of marriage when she sees flowers, and thinks the end of the world when she hears wind.No matter how many processes and transitions there are in the middle, she can just ignore them and go straight to the end of her fantasy.
He Ruosheng told himself... This is the greatest joy I've heard recently.To be honest, if he really wanted to do this, how many times would he have had the chance to strike? Why would he need to wait until now?It's just a joke.
The two of them are so familiar, you can know what the other is thinking by raising your eyes, and you can guess what the other is thinking by listening to a word.In the early years, when everyone was not so busy, they would get together to drink every now and then. When did He Ruosheng get drunk as a driver to send someone off?
He Ruosheng has a complete set of keys for his own house, from the main entrance to the bedroom, and even the study room.How many times has He Ruosheng stripped his clothes off, and every time after sending himself back, he would throw himself into the bathroom to take a shower, and then wrap himself in a blanket and move him to the bed after washing.
The body was exposed in front of him, naked, and he had never seen him move.It can be seen that he is really not interested.Otherwise, with a man's nature, if he is impulsive, can he still bear it?
He is not a monk, and he does not cultivate a pure heart and few desires.
The more Cheng Xirong thought about it, the more he found it funny, and asked the little girl, "Do you know who that person you saw in the elevator?"
The little girl replied casually, without paying much attention: "What kind of star is it? Wearing a hat and sunglasses, the chin is exposed, which is so tightly blocked. Only celebrities dress up like this, as if they are afraid that others will not see him. identity."
But you really didn't recognize it, so hats and sunglasses are still useful.
The little girl said again: "It was only after seeing him dressed like that that I wondered if there were other celebrities living here, and had contacts or something. Otherwise, I wouldn't have paid attention to their conversations! Then I heard about the nurturing and snatched him." They wanted to sleep together... But now that you ask, I think his chin and mouth look familiar, and I feel like I see him often!"
It is quite common to have hot searches for two weeks in a month.With the little girl's bluff, if she found out that the person was He Ruosheng, it would probably be a while longer.Maybe he will block He Ruosheng again, and make some big news.
Cheng Xirong changed the topic and asked again: "Then there are only two, why did you name three? Who else?"
The little girl was careless and didn't notice Cheng Xirong's intention at all. It was exactly what Cheng Xirong said, so she followed along with the rhythm of the conversation.It was also because the content to be discussed next was even more exciting, and she could completely suppress her curiosity about the "chin and mouth", so she immediately changed the subject.
She was very excited, and moved closer to Cheng Xirong, and asked with a mysterious and gossipy face: "I just want to ask, what is the relationship between you and Cheng Xirong, Boss Cheng?"
Cheng Xirong narrowed his eyes slightly, the smile on the corner of his mouth remained the same, it was still the same curvature, but his expression turned cold.He cursed inwardly, he didn't know what those two idiots said in the elevator, they involved his real name in it, and let such a girl who was full of self-indulgence be caught.
Cheng Xirong didn't answer, but put on a curious look, only looking at the little girl.
Fortunately, this girl has no patience, let alone concentration, and has always been frizzy and eager to do things.After she finished asking herself, she couldn't hold back anymore, and said, "Isn't it a teacher and apprentice? What else is there to support poor students? It's all fake! It's all a cover!"
"Why do you say that?"
"Actually, you have slept with him too, right? Otherwise, why would he give you tuition for no reason? There are so many poor students, and there are more in the mountainous areas who can't eat, let alone go to school. Why doesn't he help those people, just help You alone? It’s the gold master’s father! Sleep with you and give you money, it’s fair and reasonable.”
I really know how to associate... I almost believed it myself when I said it so clearly.
Cheng Xirong didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he couldn't get angry at the thought of "I slept with myself", and could only shake his head helplessly.
The little girl still refused to let it go, chasing and chattering, and then confirmed the fact: "You don't need to deny it! I don't discriminate against you, really! Poverty is the most painful, life without money... Tsk tsk, let me think about it I feel super sad! You can’t help it, it’s also for studying. If you can’t help it, you have to study. Besides, how many people are waiting to be slept by Boss Cheng! You don’t have to pay! You’ve earned it! "
Cheng Xirong: "...Then I thank you for making me a fortune out of thin air."
"Thank me for what? Thank you yourself. You sold your body..." After a pause, the little girl looked Cheng Xirong up and down, falling into hesitant scrutiny, "But, your body..."
Cheng Xirong spread his hands and let her glance at him very calmly: "As you can see."
"Hey... do you really have a heart problem?"
Cheng Xirong didn't hold back, and laughed: "Can this be fake?"
"Many of our classmates said it was an exaggeration, but it's actually not that serious. Aren't the stars these days just like this? If a small hole is made in a movie, the news will say 'injured', just to stir up topics and gain sympathy."
"I hope so too," Cheng Xirong pointed to the pill box on the coffee table, "Then I don't have to take drugs. I don't have to lie here, I can't even breathe, and I don't have to go into convulsions from the pain. I was worried that I would get sick, would not be able to survive, and would die like this.”
"It's so serious... Then you can, what? When you get fucked, you won't make a 'crack—' when you get excited, and then die?"
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These are all messed up onomatopoeia... I don't know what kind of attribute this girl is, and I have to use references in front, so I'm sorry to say it bluntly.As soon as the sentence was finished, certain words followed immediately.
Therefore, the girl's mind is always a mystery, and the transformation is calculated in seconds.You can never guess right.
Cheng Xirong recalled some feelings, suppressed the eagerness to move in his heart, suppressed a burst of heat, and said solemnly: "No."
"Ah?" The little girl was shocked, she opened her mouth wide, her jaw almost fell to the ground.
Cheng Xirong also added seriously: "My heart can't stand it. In fact, I can't stand a slightly louder voice, just like your voice."
The little girl immediately raised her hand and covered her mouth, leaving only a pair of eyes exposed, staring round and round.
During this confrontation for a few seconds, the little girl's determination was exhausted, and she couldn't hold back and opened her mouth.Her voice was smothered in the palm of her hand, vague and naive: "Really? Are you in such a poor health?"
When Xiao Yuer took the bait, Cheng Xirong started to put on airs, put on the opposite attitude, and defended himself: "Actually, it's not true. It's just that some time ago, it was a bit exhausting to catch up with the crew's progress, and I haven't been resting."
The little girl asked blankly: "Which crew? Do you have any new dramas?"
"The Ward."
The little girl was shocked: "Isn't that a long time ago!? It's been like this for so long, when will you be able to recuperate?"
"Yes..." Cheng Xirong had a proper embarrassment on his face, an embarrassing look.He pursed his lower lip, feeling a little embarrassed, and still defended himself: "It's also because there was another operation in the middle. After all, it was a chest opening, which hurt my vitality. I didn't have the chance to rest as the doctor said, and it took a long time to repeat it. A little bit."
The little girl was frightened by the word "open chest", she trembled for a moment, immediately put down her hand, and said very anxiously: "Then you take good care of it!"
Cheng Xirong smiled bitterly: "You don't know the sufferings of the people!"
The little girl who grew up in the greenhouse is like a delicate flower, who doesn't understand the harshness and cruelty of the wind and rain.She was puzzled, and tilted her head slightly: "Why? If you are not in good health, you should take a good rest. This is common sense! When your body recovers, you will have the strength to do other things!"
Cheng Xirong shook his head with a smile, didn't argue with her, just paused for a moment, and then sighed: "When there is a chance in the future... let's raise it slowly."
But this topic is not so easy to end. The little girl is a character who breaks the casserole and asks the end. If she bites on a matter, she will pursue it to the depths, and she must get the answer she is satisfied with.Otherwise, she wouldn't have come to knock on Fu Zhou's door alone.
She asked Cheng Xirong strangely: "Why wait later? If you are sick, you can rest now. After waiting, you may die at some point! Even if it doesn't affect you, but the deficit you consume now may not be able to make up for it in the future." return."
Cheng Xirong: "I don't have time, and I can't help it. Just like you said I was taken care of by Boss Cheng, the current situation is the same. I have no choice but to go on like this. Anyway, it's all about selling my body, but it's just for sale. The method is different, if it’s not sold to other men, or sold to diseases, it’s not too much of a difference.”
"But didn't you sell it to Boss Cheng?"
Changed your mouth?It's really not easy, I can take the initiative to say this sentence, and I don't need to waste my time with her.
Cheng Xirong emphasized: "It's just a metaphor. It means...that is, I have no choice now. I am in this situation, standing here, and have no other choice."
The little girl finally came back to her senses, and asked tentatively, "Do you have any plans for the future?"
"Of course. This industry is like cutting leeks. If you don't go up, someone behind you will push you back, and you will be out of breath, and you will never be able to get ahead." Cheng Xirong sighed, "I have one foot. I have already stepped in, which means that I have to follow the rhythm of this industry, and there will be no rest time in the future.”
"Ah... that's too miserable! You're not in good health, so you still have to fight like this?"
Cheng Xirong shrugged: "It's not just me, everyone is like this, no one dares to relax. Could it be that I am the only one who talks about special? It's impossible."
"Then just don't be an actor. I read on the Internet that you have the notebook left by Boss Cheng in your hand, and many people want it! If you sell it, you don't have to work later! Then you can Did you rest and take care of your body?"
After a long pause, Cheng Xirong lowered his voice and became depressed: "Boss Cheng entrusted me with his hard work and last wish, and I exchange these things for money? Am I still human?"
The little girl stopped talking.
Cheng Xirong let out a long breath: "You can't always complain, but to be honest, I'm very lucky. Those notebooks are second to none, they are very valuable, but for me, there are more precious ones. How many people can Boss Cheng lead the show in person? From scratch to the complete structure of a system, he didn't hold back at all, and taught me everything. This is priceless."
"So, you and Boss Cheng are really mentors and apprentices? Simply mentors and apprentices?"
"It's not easy."
"Huh? It's not easy!?"
"It's a master and apprentice who can entrust his last wish. This should be a deeper relationship than the average master and apprentice?"
"..."
Seeing the little girl slumped, the excitement of gossip disappeared in an instant, Cheng Xirong smiled: "I know what you think. I have nothing with him, and those messy things don't exist at all. He is kind enough to pity me , Seeing that I am a seedling, I am not willing to waste it like this because I have no money. I also want to repay him, but unfortunately I didn't have time."
The little girl followed with a long sigh, a little melancholy: "I didn't have time. I also thought, after I finished the college entrance examination, let my father take me to see him... almost, heartbroken and sad."
The key word, this girl's father should not be simple, he must be a dignified person, or have some tricks.
Cheng Xirong thought to himself, pretending he didn't hear it, he emphasized: "I don't have that kind of relationship with anyone. The guy in the elevator today is also a friend. He heard that I was sick, so he came to see me. The boyfriend I'm dating is that one, and there is nothing else other than that."
The little girl glanced in the direction of the bathroom, shivered, and pouted again.Emotions are shown on the expression, and fear, and some disdain.
Cheng Xirong could see clearly and reminded: "I don't think I'm offended when you talk nonsense. I can see it openly and don't take it to heart. But my boyfriend is a little sensitive, so I can't listen to those words. .Because I am in poor health and often get sick, and I have passed through the gate of hell. He is always afraid that I will not be able to stand it if I am stimulated."
With a shy smile, Cheng Xirong continued: "That's why he always protects me, a little ruthlessly."
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Cheng Xirong had a smile on his face, but his ears were a little pink, shallow, hidden in the shadows, hard to spot.It seems helpless, feeling a headache for the behavior of the other party, not knowing how to deal with it.But in fact, he was showing off both in and out of his words, and his joy was suppressed in the blink of an eye, as if he was afraid that others would not know that he had a boyfriend.
The little girl was caught off guard by a mouthful of dog food, curled her lips in embarrassment, and muttered, "I see, it's quite cruel."
They have all fought with others, which can be regarded as ruthless to a certain extent.
Cheng Xirong finally turned the topic around, while pondering over it, without showing any emotion on the surface, he still put on a [-]% of that youthful expression, which was very engaging.Hearing the little girl's chanting, the corners of his mouth were pressed down, his tone was a bit melancholy, and he said seriously: "But in fact, he is not like this usually. If you ask around, you will find that he is very bad-tempered. .”
The little girl had an expression of "I don't believe it, don't lie to me", the corners of her eyes twitched, it was almost a hideous grimace.
Cheng Xirong reported Fu Zhou's Weibo ID, and said firmly: "Aren't you little girls the best at picking skins? You can sneak out a bunch of related people with an account, and you have to find some clues after looking through it all night. You You can go to his Weibo and look through it to see his comments and so on."
As the little girl said, "Who would skin the skin! We disdain to do such a thing the most", her expression was already beginning to waver, she looked at Cheng Xirong suspiciously, and wanted to take out her mobile phone to search for news on the spot.Cheng Xirong's attitude was too calm, and he spoke freely, leaving no room for himself.This seems very real, not like a lie, not like an exaggeration.
Cheng Xirong would like to add a few more words: "He is good at everything, he can do anything, as long as he doesn't touch his bottom line, he will not care about being a monster. Juniors and girls often ride It was on his head, and he also took a look, like a dull gourd, and didn't say a word."
"can not tell……"
"That's because you touched his bottom line."
The little girl stared, her face was full of shock, and she asked in disbelief: "Is it still my fault?"
After thinking about it, Cheng Xirong was still very sincere: "Let's play [-] boards each."
There was silence, and the two looked at each other with big eyes to small eyes for a long time, neither of them said anything, they just confronted each other in silence.After all, Cheng Xirong has decades of experience in life, no matter how wild his temper is, he is still an adult's wild way, it's just that he doesn't want to be restrained in his position.What to do, what to look like, he can still control this.If he really wanted to compare with such a child, he would have to beat him by a few blocks to be worthy of his extra years of life.
Contrasting with the qualitative, Cheng Xirong has nothing to do with Fu Zhou's stuffy gourd, he is always impatient and will run away every minute.But for such a child, his little patience is more than enough, and he can endure until the little girl starts to waver.Furthermore, he was thinking about Fu Zhou's matter in his heart, although he was reluctant, but at least he kept some sense and was able to suppress his temper.
People are moved first, and then they have weaknesses.He put Fu Zhou in his heart, and was willing to think about it all the time. He wanted to take care of everything for Fu Zhou and protect everything about this person.The other person's own existence, his ideals and career, his emotions, his thoughts, including all his habits...
Nothing can be left behind, the combination of all these details is Fu Zhou, which Cheng Xirong wants to protect.Cheng Xirong wants to put this person in a place that is safe from wind and rain, protect him from outsiders' invasion, and let him continue to be unrestrained with his little beasts.
There are some things that can only be said behind closed doors and only two people.What attitude, what dissatisfaction, whether to quarrel or scold him, are just between him and him.No third person can intervene, and no one is allowed to gossip and watch.
Many people know Cheng Xirong's habit of protecting the calf, and it's not a day or two.It's just that in the past, Huduzi always had a distinction between closeness and closeness, and there would be a concept of each other, and he would be a little reserved in his bones.A very, very little point, just drawing a line outside of oneself.
After meeting Fu Zhou, it seemed... that there was nothing left.To protect the calf is simply to protect, very pure, thinking that he is my person, and no one can touch him except me.Erase that line, erase the traces of the boundary, enclose Fu Zhou in his own world, and become a whole with himself.
Why is this happening?
Cheng Xirong thought for a while, but it was a pity that people's hearts were difficult to distinguish, and things like mood were always illusory and people couldn't grasp them.It is unreasonable to find a very logical reason from spontaneous emotions, and to use reason to explain irrational things.
Simply ignore it, anyway, the reality is already like this.
Cheng Xirong is not someone who is willing to waste mental and physical energy, since he can't think of a reason, it's good to let this emotion continue to develop.Anyway, it doesn't feel bad.
It's a good feeling that Fu Zhou is by his side and becomes his own person.
...if only I didn't make trouble for myself.
Cheng Xirong sighed secretly, and looked at the little girl, his gaze fell on the other's eyes, but his thoughts had gone far away.He was thinking, should he take Fu Zhou to see a psychiatrist later?His current state is really not normal, a little weird, like a little serious, and even his behavior is abnormal.
If so, what subject do you want to study?Psychiatry?Department of neurology?The name is weird... The key is, is he willing to go?
Speaking of which, did Fu Zhou realize that something was wrong with him?Does he have awareness of his actions?
If not, does that mean it's serious?
That would be bad...
Cheng Xirong turned his thoughts around a few times and became more and more worried. He always felt that he was in big trouble this time.It may be more troublesome than this tattered body of my own.My own kind, at any rate, is a physical lesion. If you have real symptoms and reactions, you should rest well and take medicine on time in the future, and you should not have any major problems.But if it's a psychological problem, it's a big hidden danger. It's uncertain when it will erupt. It's uncontrollable and unpredictable.
The little girl on the opposite side finally couldn't sit still, her eyeballs swayed in the direction of the bathroom, and then her mind was wide open, and she suddenly realized: "You said these..."
Cheng Xirong came back to his senses and took the little girl's words: "I apologize to you... Actually, I just wanted to apologize to you, but it was too abrupt to speak directly, and it took such a long way around. You should understand what I mean , you are so smart."
Sighing, Cheng Xirong said again: "He is...he doesn't like to talk, and often he can't express what he thinks in his heart. Look at what he has said for a long time? It's just too boring."
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In fact, Cheng Xirong was quite unwilling to do this kind of whitewashing.It is a fact that Fu Zhou started with such a little girl. It has already happened, and there is no way to deny it.Even if Fu Zhou's fault wasn't entirely on Fu Zhou, it was the troubles and disputes that the little girl started to stir up first, but if he did something wrong, it was beyond the bounds.
Regardless of the future reputation and image, Cheng Xirong was also a little upset just talking about this matter.Like most men, he regards women and children as vulnerable groups. Even if they don't need protection, they are still a group of people who have to tolerate and avoid them.It's normal to roll up your sleeves and fight with men, even if it's a slap in the face, it's easy to say that you've lost your face.But you can't touch a woman, let alone touch a finger of a child.
Fortunately, Fu Zhou went crazy when he rushed forward, without any scruples.It seems that in his eyes, people are all the same, there is no difference between women and men, and children need to be taught when they grow up, and they don't save any sympathy.
How did you grow up like this...
Cheng Xirong had a headache, but after thinking about it, he felt normal again.With Fu Zhou's growth experience, he lacks too much guidance, and many education and influence that should be received from his elders are all empty, nothing, nothing to him.He has an extreme personality and is too stubborn. The self he brought from the second year of middle school has always remained, and he pays more attention to himself most of the time.
It is not surprising that there will be such a situation.
For example, when he first got along with Cheng Xirong, Fu Zhou was on the side of giving, taking care of Cheng Xirong, taking care of everything about Cheng Xirong, very considerate and thoughtful.Cheng Xirong's temper was also bad, calling Fu Zhou as if he was running errands, coming and going as soon as he was called, Fu Zhou didn't even complain, he was very obedient and obedient.
Just looking at it this way, everyone thinks that Fu Zhou is a person who will lower himself. Correspondingly, he values and elevates the people around him even higher.Even Su Minglin thought that Fu Zhou was a very generous person, extremely inclusive, and could always accept people or things from the outside world.
Not at all.
How narrow-minded Fu Zhou was, after Cheng Xirong got along with him for a period of time, he could see clearly.For example, he is still brooding over that family history, mentioning that people back then would still gnash their teeth, showing no sign of letting go.He is still paranoid, guarding the small world in his heart, keeping his own way, and never willing to come out.
This person is like this, his self, all "broadness" and "inclusiveness" are based on his own foundation.He was with Cheng Xirong because he had this desire in his heart, and it was to satisfy his own needs.He obeyed Cheng Xirong in every possible way, and he spent [-] percent of his time treating Cheng Xirong, also because it would make him feel comfortable.
When Cheng Xirong rescued him when he was in trouble, this was his past, the only light in his dark and difficult childhood, and it was his heart that had always been in his heart.
She was afraid that she would be sold, and she thought she sold it too cheaply.
Cheng Xirong thought it was funny, shook his head secretly and sighed inwardly, on the surface he still looked like a clean boy.His eyes are clear, and he can see into his heart at a glance, where there are lakes and streams, sunshine and forests, and in the shadow of mottled leaves, there are deer jumping lightly.
The little girl and him looked at each other, suddenly relaxed, and stopped arguing, and just stared at Cheng Xirong in a daze.
Cheng Xirong took a deep breath and let it out slowly.His expression didn't change, but there was a different taste in his eyes, it seemed to be a little lowered, he became heavy, a little more weak and sleepy, and in the exhaustion, he lost a little of his shining spirit.A corner of the sun was covered by dark clouds, and it still had light and was still bright, but it always made people feel that it lacked a bit of color, had flaws, and was not perfect.
But this person should be the most perfect existence.
The little girl was awakened by the subtle change of inhaling and exhaling, her ears moved, and then began to turn red.She unconsciously closed her eyelids, and quickly lowered her head, as if she didn't dare to look any further.But the bottom of her heart was eager to move. As soon as her eyes fell on the floor, she couldn't bear it any longer. She raised her head again and opened her eyelids to look at Cheng Xirong... "Wow, this is a more appropriate description."
When Cheng Xirong joined the drama, he didn't feel that there was anything inappropriate, everything was natural, and he developed along the way of the drama.
Fu Zhou was a little upset at the side.At that moment just now, that staring at each other, is it considered "secret glances"? !The little girl has no resistance, let alone hide her mood. Just by looking at her blushing complexion, one can tell that the young heart of a child at this age is just sprouting, and there are a few rabbits in her heart, jumping happily.
This kind of mood is really... very subtle, making it difficult for Fu Zhou to deal with it.
Undoubtedly, Cheng Xirong has a very peculiar temperament that cannot be seen in other people, like a homeless person beside the fifth avenue, with a bit of boundless wantonness and chic, who can always catch people's hearts and follow him. He walks together, goes loose together.
And now, the face he is wearing now is really good-looking, it is exquisite and good-looking, and there is no fault at all.He doesn't need his own temperament at all, he doesn't even need to do anything, and he doesn't even need to speak, he just walks in front of people, and he can dazzle people's eyes.
Be a star, shine, watch.
It's normal for someone to like him, don't be surprised at all.On the contrary, no one is tempted by him, so it's strange, and then I guess something went wrong.But, it's different for him to emit hormones so brightly to attract others.
"Others like my boyfriend" and "my boyfriend makes others like him", no matter how you think about it, they are not in the same category, and the nature has changed.
Fu Zhou was so jealous that he was bubbling with sourness, even his bones were full of sour gas.He really wanted to throw out that girl's video, make another blacklist, erase her from his own world from now on, and never give her a chance to contact Cheng Xirong again.
However... it can't be done.Fu Zhou knew very well that he could do nothing but squat beside him and reflect.After all, he just made Cheng Xirong cry. This was a big mistake of principle. Not to mention whether Cheng Xirong was still angry, he couldn't forgive himself.
You have to restrain yourself, and you can't violate Cheng Xirong's bottom line.
In the midst of Fu Zhou's extreme entanglement, Cheng Xirong sighed again, this time the movement was a little louder, a little intentionally to attract attention.
The little girl took the bait, blushing, bit the bullet, and forced herself to be calm: "You, what are you doing?"
Cheng Xirong smiled, his face was soft and bright, and he was very sincere: "Actually, you understand what I want to say, right? You are also a smart girl. How could you be fooled by such an obvious way of turning the topic around?"
Probably because of being teased by the word "smart girl", the little girl's face became more embarrassing, and there was a faint joy in her embarrassment, and she became secretly happy.
Most of the tense hostility was gone, and the atmosphere was not so stiff, and it eased a little.Cheng Xirong put on an attitude of digging out his heart, wanting to tell the truth about his inner world, and make a heart-to-heart with the other party, without hiding anything.
The little girl fell completely, and felt that the distance was shortened instantly, from an enemy to... a friend?
Cheng Xirong thought about it, and said with emotion: "I'll tell you frankly, don't fight haha. In fact, if someone asks about your private life, you will also be very upset, right? For a reason, I am in a relationship, and I will live my life safely. In daily life, don’t steal, rob, or beat others, don’t be a mistress, and don’t destroy other people’s families. Is falling in love affecting this society? Shouldn’t this be my own business? In the end, people will come to inquire about all kinds of news. Very sad, tsk tsk, I feel chest pain when I think about it."
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Speaking sincerely, Cheng Xirong even raised his hand and rubbed his chest, which seemed to be the case.His complexion was not good, there was still some faint bluish white, a sickly gray layer appeared on the surface, and his lips were bloodless.The clean and flawless boy was a little more sickly, leaning weakly between a pile of pillows, and even the movement of raising his hand was weak and trembling, very strenuous.
If it is someone else, it may make people feel pitiful, but when the pity is over, it is over.Putting it on Cheng Xirong, the current person, "poor" needs to be added with other emotions, and it becomes love.His frail and frail appearance is so beautiful that he can poke into people's hearts. It makes people feel distressed, and they can't help but want to love him.
The little girl blushed even deeper, but the shyness in her expression changed, from a girlish feeling always a poetic sprout, to a shame of not daring to face it and desperately retreating.Inexplicably, he was labeled as a big hat, bearing heinous crimes, but he didn't notice it at all, and he still blamed himself first.
Because she did what Cheng Xirong said, which was the source of Cheng Xirong's pain.And from the heart, she thinks that the source of making the person in front of her sad should not have appeared, and she can't be forgiven for doing such a thing.
Suddenly being taught a lesson, the little girl learned self-doubt from the sinister society, and when it extended a little, this feeling became self-loathing.The emotions of adolescence are ups and downs, and a little sign can be infinitely magnified, turning into a raging tide that shakes the earth.As a result, the little girl's introspection became more profound, and her remorse for herself became more intense.
Cheng Xirong's move hit the target immediately, without mercy.Or... a bit vicious.Relying on his age and rich experience, he can knead a child to be obedient and change his shape completely according to his mood.
So much so that the little girl murmured for a long time, blushing and poking her neck, and finally justified in a low voice: "I don't know... It's obvious that they were in the elevator, talking about... that kind of several people. One moment, one moment, one moment, three times in an elevator! It’s not my fault!”
Yes, Fu Zhou and the others did not speak in the right place, we deserve it for others to overhear.So we are the ones who used these things to blackmail us?This girl is really... oh...
Without revealing anything on the surface, Cheng Xirong imitated her tone: "I didn't say anything about you either!"
Having touched the girl's self-esteem, the little girl glared at her coquettishly and angrily, only to meet Cheng Xirong's peaceful eyes.There was still a smile in those eyes, very kind, the little girl's anger that had just risen immediately faded away, and the roots of her ears felt a little hot.All kinds of thoughts were mixed together, and the shame was teased again, and together with the remorse, they twisted into a big ball of wool, and they couldn't find a clue.
Girls may be the most unstable creatures in the world.
The little girl contemplated for a long time, and after glancing at Fu Zhou, she still asked uncertainly, "Are you and... um, are you really in a relationship?"
Fu Zhou, who was suddenly named, couldn't make the background wall, so he glanced in the direction of the little girl.His whole person's aura can't really be said to be kind, and after it became gloomy, it became a bit more terrifying and sharp.
This glance made the little girl tremble, probably recalling the scene outside the door, and the trembling in her heart was aroused.She immediately looked away, looked down at the floor, pretended that she didn't exist, and pretended that she never mentioned Fu Zhou at all.
In fact, Fu Zhou found it strange.
He didn't expect this overbearing girl to react like this when facing Cheng Xirong.In his prediction, this person will continue to entangle for a while, and there may not be an ending that satisfies both of them.
He was still waiting for Cheng Xirong to run out of patience and no longer want to deal with this child, then he could throw her out.
As a result, it was solved like this?Convinced her so easily?In other words, he subdued her.
What kind of development is this...?
In fact, Fu Zhou himself didn't realize it.He guards this person every day, thinking of the magic soldier who fell from the sky when he was young, and his emotions are accumulated at that moment.Afterwards, so many snoops, and so many years of careful collection, all originated from the scene in the Nine Borrows that year.
Seeing Cheng Xirong's ferocious side, he was fascinated by that ruffian, and fell deeply into Cheng Xirong's temperament.As for the others...he actually didn't pay much attention to them.Unlike many fans of Cheng Xirong, he likes this person, just this person, something hidden in this person's bones.
Now, that wisp of qi was drawn out, put into a new shell, and then fused.What Fu Zhou stared at was still the old ones, it was Cheng Xirong's soul, the obsessive thing in his character.
So much so that he overlooked that the current Cheng Xirong can confuse people's hearts with just one face, and this skin can make people fascinated, and make people put down all hostility, even principles, in front of him.
When secretly kissing Cheng Xirong, Fu Zhou only thought that he looked good-looking now, very delicate, with well-coordinated and perfect facial features.Seeing this little girl's appearance, Fu Zhou realized that he was too slow.
Why did you ignore his beauty?Although to me, his appearance doesn't matter, it doesn't matter what he looks like when he is reborn, and ugliness is acceptable.But this person has grown up to be like this now, and he is so good at flirting with people, sending out his eyes, and there is no obstacle in flirting with him...
It makes people want to press him down, want to ravage him, and want to tell him to be better in the future.
Fu Zhou was so uncomfortable being held back by himself, he rubbed against a certain place, got up and went to the bathroom.Cheng Xirong gave him a strange look, not understanding what was wrong with this person, he showed no signs at all, and rushed out like a firecracker.
Urinary urgency?
The little girl was also taken aback. Seeing Fu Zhou stand up, she trembled and wanted to run away.Later, she found out that Fu Zhou wasn't coming for her. She turned around in the middle of the living room and walked in, so she relaxed.
As soon as she slackened, she couldn't control her mouth, and since she believed that there was no distance between Cheng Xirong and Cheng Xirong, she could say anything.Watching Fu Zhou enter the bathroom, the little girl patted her chest and exhaled after the sliding door was completely closed, and asked Cheng Xirong in a low voice: "Why do you want to be with such a person? It's so fierce, you have a brain." sick!"
Cheng Xirong looked at her and kept looking, but didn't speak.
The little girl was being looked at, and she didn't know it, so she asked, "Why are you looking at me like that?"
"It's easy to talk about other things, but it's better for you to take back some words."
It took a full minute for the little girl to wake up and realize what she had said.But she was even more surprised, and couldn't help her curiosity: "You really love him...why? Why? Why are you hanging on his tree? I think the other one in the elevator today is very OK!"
Cheng Xirong's forehead twitched.
Little girl: "He wants to sleep with you too! You can think about it!"
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If you don't know it, you may have to misunderstand it. It is inevitable that you will have some sentimental thoughts in your heart, and you will be a little more narcissistic and self-loving.Being admired by others is not a bad thing after all, filling the heart makes people secretly happy, and some sweet pink bubbles rise up.
But the truth is, Cheng Xirong and He Ruosheng are too familiar.The two of them are friends who eat a bowl of rice. It has been more than ten years since they started when they had nothing in their 20s.
After such a long time, even the enemy has to figure out every aspect of the other party, bit by bit, and study the other party's habits thoroughly.What's more, the two of them have exchanged their hearts and played with their lives, so they can really be called "brothers in life and death".
When this "brother" is called out, it becomes a foundation, solid and stable.All other emotions are based on this, and the behavior of two people when they are in a relationship is also based on this emotion, and they can't escape the category of "brotherhood".
Now someone tell themselves, brother wanna sleep with himself?
how can that be!
Cheng Xirong just thought it was funny, thinking that this little girl must have watched too many TV shows, her associative ability is too rich, she can think of marriage when she sees flowers, and thinks the end of the world when she hears wind.No matter how many processes and transitions there are in the middle, she can just ignore them and go straight to the end of her fantasy.
He Ruosheng told himself... This is the greatest joy I've heard recently.To be honest, if he really wanted to do this, how many times would he have had the chance to strike? Why would he need to wait until now?It's just a joke.
The two of them are so familiar, you can know what the other is thinking by raising your eyes, and you can guess what the other is thinking by listening to a word.In the early years, when everyone was not so busy, they would get together to drink every now and then. When did He Ruosheng get drunk as a driver to send someone off?
He Ruosheng has a complete set of keys for his own house, from the main entrance to the bedroom, and even the study room.How many times has He Ruosheng stripped his clothes off, and every time after sending himself back, he would throw himself into the bathroom to take a shower, and then wrap himself in a blanket and move him to the bed after washing.
The body was exposed in front of him, naked, and he had never seen him move.It can be seen that he is really not interested.Otherwise, with a man's nature, if he is impulsive, can he still bear it?
He is not a monk, and he does not cultivate a pure heart and few desires.
The more Cheng Xirong thought about it, the more he found it funny, and asked the little girl, "Do you know who that person you saw in the elevator?"
The little girl replied casually, without paying much attention: "What kind of star is it? Wearing a hat and sunglasses, the chin is exposed, which is so tightly blocked. Only celebrities dress up like this, as if they are afraid that others will not see him. identity."
But you really didn't recognize it, so hats and sunglasses are still useful.
The little girl said again: "It was only after seeing him dressed like that that I wondered if there were other celebrities living here, and had contacts or something. Otherwise, I wouldn't have paid attention to their conversations! Then I heard about the nurturing and snatched him." They wanted to sleep together... But now that you ask, I think his chin and mouth look familiar, and I feel like I see him often!"
It is quite common to have hot searches for two weeks in a month.With the little girl's bluff, if she found out that the person was He Ruosheng, it would probably be a while longer.Maybe he will block He Ruosheng again, and make some big news.
Cheng Xirong changed the topic and asked again: "Then there are only two, why did you name three? Who else?"
The little girl was careless and didn't notice Cheng Xirong's intention at all. It was exactly what Cheng Xirong said, so she followed along with the rhythm of the conversation.It was also because the content to be discussed next was even more exciting, and she could completely suppress her curiosity about the "chin and mouth", so she immediately changed the subject.
She was very excited, and moved closer to Cheng Xirong, and asked with a mysterious and gossipy face: "I just want to ask, what is the relationship between you and Cheng Xirong, Boss Cheng?"
Cheng Xirong narrowed his eyes slightly, the smile on the corner of his mouth remained the same, it was still the same curvature, but his expression turned cold.He cursed inwardly, he didn't know what those two idiots said in the elevator, they involved his real name in it, and let such a girl who was full of self-indulgence be caught.
Cheng Xirong didn't answer, but put on a curious look, only looking at the little girl.
Fortunately, this girl has no patience, let alone concentration, and has always been frizzy and eager to do things.After she finished asking herself, she couldn't hold back anymore, and said, "Isn't it a teacher and apprentice? What else is there to support poor students? It's all fake! It's all a cover!"
"Why do you say that?"
"Actually, you have slept with him too, right? Otherwise, why would he give you tuition for no reason? There are so many poor students, and there are more in the mountainous areas who can't eat, let alone go to school. Why doesn't he help those people, just help You alone? It’s the gold master’s father! Sleep with you and give you money, it’s fair and reasonable.”
I really know how to associate... I almost believed it myself when I said it so clearly.
Cheng Xirong didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he couldn't get angry at the thought of "I slept with myself", and could only shake his head helplessly.
The little girl still refused to let it go, chasing and chattering, and then confirmed the fact: "You don't need to deny it! I don't discriminate against you, really! Poverty is the most painful, life without money... Tsk tsk, let me think about it I feel super sad! You can’t help it, it’s also for studying. If you can’t help it, you have to study. Besides, how many people are waiting to be slept by Boss Cheng! You don’t have to pay! You’ve earned it! "
Cheng Xirong: "...Then I thank you for making me a fortune out of thin air."
"Thank me for what? Thank you yourself. You sold your body..." After a pause, the little girl looked Cheng Xirong up and down, falling into hesitant scrutiny, "But, your body..."
Cheng Xirong spread his hands and let her glance at him very calmly: "As you can see."
"Hey... do you really have a heart problem?"
Cheng Xirong didn't hold back, and laughed: "Can this be fake?"
"Many of our classmates said it was an exaggeration, but it's actually not that serious. Aren't the stars these days just like this? If a small hole is made in a movie, the news will say 'injured', just to stir up topics and gain sympathy."
"I hope so too," Cheng Xirong pointed to the pill box on the coffee table, "Then I don't have to take drugs. I don't have to lie here, I can't even breathe, and I don't have to go into convulsions from the pain. I was worried that I would get sick, would not be able to survive, and would die like this.”
"It's so serious... Then you can, what? When you get fucked, you won't make a 'crack—' when you get excited, and then die?"
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These are all messed up onomatopoeia... I don't know what kind of attribute this girl is, and I have to use references in front, so I'm sorry to say it bluntly.As soon as the sentence was finished, certain words followed immediately.
Therefore, the girl's mind is always a mystery, and the transformation is calculated in seconds.You can never guess right.
Cheng Xirong recalled some feelings, suppressed the eagerness to move in his heart, suppressed a burst of heat, and said solemnly: "No."
"Ah?" The little girl was shocked, she opened her mouth wide, her jaw almost fell to the ground.
Cheng Xirong also added seriously: "My heart can't stand it. In fact, I can't stand a slightly louder voice, just like your voice."
The little girl immediately raised her hand and covered her mouth, leaving only a pair of eyes exposed, staring round and round.
During this confrontation for a few seconds, the little girl's determination was exhausted, and she couldn't hold back and opened her mouth.Her voice was smothered in the palm of her hand, vague and naive: "Really? Are you in such a poor health?"
When Xiao Yuer took the bait, Cheng Xirong started to put on airs, put on the opposite attitude, and defended himself: "Actually, it's not true. It's just that some time ago, it was a bit exhausting to catch up with the crew's progress, and I haven't been resting."
The little girl asked blankly: "Which crew? Do you have any new dramas?"
"The Ward."
The little girl was shocked: "Isn't that a long time ago!? It's been like this for so long, when will you be able to recuperate?"
"Yes..." Cheng Xirong had a proper embarrassment on his face, an embarrassing look.He pursed his lower lip, feeling a little embarrassed, and still defended himself: "It's also because there was another operation in the middle. After all, it was a chest opening, which hurt my vitality. I didn't have the chance to rest as the doctor said, and it took a long time to repeat it. A little bit."
The little girl was frightened by the word "open chest", she trembled for a moment, immediately put down her hand, and said very anxiously: "Then you take good care of it!"
Cheng Xirong smiled bitterly: "You don't know the sufferings of the people!"
The little girl who grew up in the greenhouse is like a delicate flower, who doesn't understand the harshness and cruelty of the wind and rain.She was puzzled, and tilted her head slightly: "Why? If you are not in good health, you should take a good rest. This is common sense! When your body recovers, you will have the strength to do other things!"
Cheng Xirong shook his head with a smile, didn't argue with her, just paused for a moment, and then sighed: "When there is a chance in the future... let's raise it slowly."
But this topic is not so easy to end. The little girl is a character who breaks the casserole and asks the end. If she bites on a matter, she will pursue it to the depths, and she must get the answer she is satisfied with.Otherwise, she wouldn't have come to knock on Fu Zhou's door alone.
She asked Cheng Xirong strangely: "Why wait later? If you are sick, you can rest now. After waiting, you may die at some point! Even if it doesn't affect you, but the deficit you consume now may not be able to make up for it in the future." return."
Cheng Xirong: "I don't have time, and I can't help it. Just like you said I was taken care of by Boss Cheng, the current situation is the same. I have no choice but to go on like this. Anyway, it's all about selling my body, but it's just for sale. The method is different, if it’s not sold to other men, or sold to diseases, it’s not too much of a difference.”
"But didn't you sell it to Boss Cheng?"
Changed your mouth?It's really not easy, I can take the initiative to say this sentence, and I don't need to waste my time with her.
Cheng Xirong emphasized: "It's just a metaphor. It means...that is, I have no choice now. I am in this situation, standing here, and have no other choice."
The little girl finally came back to her senses, and asked tentatively, "Do you have any plans for the future?"
"Of course. This industry is like cutting leeks. If you don't go up, someone behind you will push you back, and you will be out of breath, and you will never be able to get ahead." Cheng Xirong sighed, "I have one foot. I have already stepped in, which means that I have to follow the rhythm of this industry, and there will be no rest time in the future.”
"Ah... that's too miserable! You're not in good health, so you still have to fight like this?"
Cheng Xirong shrugged: "It's not just me, everyone is like this, no one dares to relax. Could it be that I am the only one who talks about special? It's impossible."
"Then just don't be an actor. I read on the Internet that you have the notebook left by Boss Cheng in your hand, and many people want it! If you sell it, you don't have to work later! Then you can Did you rest and take care of your body?"
After a long pause, Cheng Xirong lowered his voice and became depressed: "Boss Cheng entrusted me with his hard work and last wish, and I exchange these things for money? Am I still human?"
The little girl stopped talking.
Cheng Xirong let out a long breath: "You can't always complain, but to be honest, I'm very lucky. Those notebooks are second to none, they are very valuable, but for me, there are more precious ones. How many people can Boss Cheng lead the show in person? From scratch to the complete structure of a system, he didn't hold back at all, and taught me everything. This is priceless."
"So, you and Boss Cheng are really mentors and apprentices? Simply mentors and apprentices?"
"It's not easy."
"Huh? It's not easy!?"
"It's a master and apprentice who can entrust his last wish. This should be a deeper relationship than the average master and apprentice?"
"..."
Seeing the little girl slumped, the excitement of gossip disappeared in an instant, Cheng Xirong smiled: "I know what you think. I have nothing with him, and those messy things don't exist at all. He is kind enough to pity me , Seeing that I am a seedling, I am not willing to waste it like this because I have no money. I also want to repay him, but unfortunately I didn't have time."
The little girl followed with a long sigh, a little melancholy: "I didn't have time. I also thought, after I finished the college entrance examination, let my father take me to see him... almost, heartbroken and sad."
The key word, this girl's father should not be simple, he must be a dignified person, or have some tricks.
Cheng Xirong thought to himself, pretending he didn't hear it, he emphasized: "I don't have that kind of relationship with anyone. The guy in the elevator today is also a friend. He heard that I was sick, so he came to see me. The boyfriend I'm dating is that one, and there is nothing else other than that."
The little girl glanced in the direction of the bathroom, shivered, and pouted again.Emotions are shown on the expression, and fear, and some disdain.
Cheng Xirong could see clearly and reminded: "I don't think I'm offended when you talk nonsense. I can see it openly and don't take it to heart. But my boyfriend is a little sensitive, so I can't listen to those words. .Because I am in poor health and often get sick, and I have passed through the gate of hell. He is always afraid that I will not be able to stand it if I am stimulated."
With a shy smile, Cheng Xirong continued: "That's why he always protects me, a little ruthlessly."
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Cheng Xirong had a smile on his face, but his ears were a little pink, shallow, hidden in the shadows, hard to spot.It seems helpless, feeling a headache for the behavior of the other party, not knowing how to deal with it.But in fact, he was showing off both in and out of his words, and his joy was suppressed in the blink of an eye, as if he was afraid that others would not know that he had a boyfriend.
The little girl was caught off guard by a mouthful of dog food, curled her lips in embarrassment, and muttered, "I see, it's quite cruel."
They have all fought with others, which can be regarded as ruthless to a certain extent.
Cheng Xirong finally turned the topic around, while pondering over it, without showing any emotion on the surface, he still put on a [-]% of that youthful expression, which was very engaging.Hearing the little girl's chanting, the corners of his mouth were pressed down, his tone was a bit melancholy, and he said seriously: "But in fact, he is not like this usually. If you ask around, you will find that he is very bad-tempered. .”
The little girl had an expression of "I don't believe it, don't lie to me", the corners of her eyes twitched, it was almost a hideous grimace.
Cheng Xirong reported Fu Zhou's Weibo ID, and said firmly: "Aren't you little girls the best at picking skins? You can sneak out a bunch of related people with an account, and you have to find some clues after looking through it all night. You You can go to his Weibo and look through it to see his comments and so on."
As the little girl said, "Who would skin the skin! We disdain to do such a thing the most", her expression was already beginning to waver, she looked at Cheng Xirong suspiciously, and wanted to take out her mobile phone to search for news on the spot.Cheng Xirong's attitude was too calm, and he spoke freely, leaving no room for himself.This seems very real, not like a lie, not like an exaggeration.
Cheng Xirong would like to add a few more words: "He is good at everything, he can do anything, as long as he doesn't touch his bottom line, he will not care about being a monster. Juniors and girls often ride It was on his head, and he also took a look, like a dull gourd, and didn't say a word."
"can not tell……"
"That's because you touched his bottom line."
The little girl stared, her face was full of shock, and she asked in disbelief: "Is it still my fault?"
After thinking about it, Cheng Xirong was still very sincere: "Let's play [-] boards each."
There was silence, and the two looked at each other with big eyes to small eyes for a long time, neither of them said anything, they just confronted each other in silence.After all, Cheng Xirong has decades of experience in life, no matter how wild his temper is, he is still an adult's wild way, it's just that he doesn't want to be restrained in his position.What to do, what to look like, he can still control this.If he really wanted to compare with such a child, he would have to beat him by a few blocks to be worthy of his extra years of life.
Contrasting with the qualitative, Cheng Xirong has nothing to do with Fu Zhou's stuffy gourd, he is always impatient and will run away every minute.But for such a child, his little patience is more than enough, and he can endure until the little girl starts to waver.Furthermore, he was thinking about Fu Zhou's matter in his heart, although he was reluctant, but at least he kept some sense and was able to suppress his temper.
People are moved first, and then they have weaknesses.He put Fu Zhou in his heart, and was willing to think about it all the time. He wanted to take care of everything for Fu Zhou and protect everything about this person.The other person's own existence, his ideals and career, his emotions, his thoughts, including all his habits...
Nothing can be left behind, the combination of all these details is Fu Zhou, which Cheng Xirong wants to protect.Cheng Xirong wants to put this person in a place that is safe from wind and rain, protect him from outsiders' invasion, and let him continue to be unrestrained with his little beasts.
There are some things that can only be said behind closed doors and only two people.What attitude, what dissatisfaction, whether to quarrel or scold him, are just between him and him.No third person can intervene, and no one is allowed to gossip and watch.
Many people know Cheng Xirong's habit of protecting the calf, and it's not a day or two.It's just that in the past, Huduzi always had a distinction between closeness and closeness, and there would be a concept of each other, and he would be a little reserved in his bones.A very, very little point, just drawing a line outside of oneself.
After meeting Fu Zhou, it seemed... that there was nothing left.To protect the calf is simply to protect, very pure, thinking that he is my person, and no one can touch him except me.Erase that line, erase the traces of the boundary, enclose Fu Zhou in his own world, and become a whole with himself.
Why is this happening?
Cheng Xirong thought for a while, but it was a pity that people's hearts were difficult to distinguish, and things like mood were always illusory and people couldn't grasp them.It is unreasonable to find a very logical reason from spontaneous emotions, and to use reason to explain irrational things.
Simply ignore it, anyway, the reality is already like this.
Cheng Xirong is not someone who is willing to waste mental and physical energy, since he can't think of a reason, it's good to let this emotion continue to develop.Anyway, it doesn't feel bad.
It's a good feeling that Fu Zhou is by his side and becomes his own person.
...if only I didn't make trouble for myself.
Cheng Xirong sighed secretly, and looked at the little girl, his gaze fell on the other's eyes, but his thoughts had gone far away.He was thinking, should he take Fu Zhou to see a psychiatrist later?His current state is really not normal, a little weird, like a little serious, and even his behavior is abnormal.
If so, what subject do you want to study?Psychiatry?Department of neurology?The name is weird... The key is, is he willing to go?
Speaking of which, did Fu Zhou realize that something was wrong with him?Does he have awareness of his actions?
If not, does that mean it's serious?
That would be bad...
Cheng Xirong turned his thoughts around a few times and became more and more worried. He always felt that he was in big trouble this time.It may be more troublesome than this tattered body of my own.My own kind, at any rate, is a physical lesion. If you have real symptoms and reactions, you should rest well and take medicine on time in the future, and you should not have any major problems.But if it's a psychological problem, it's a big hidden danger. It's uncertain when it will erupt. It's uncontrollable and unpredictable.
The little girl on the opposite side finally couldn't sit still, her eyeballs swayed in the direction of the bathroom, and then her mind was wide open, and she suddenly realized: "You said these..."
Cheng Xirong came back to his senses and took the little girl's words: "I apologize to you... Actually, I just wanted to apologize to you, but it was too abrupt to speak directly, and it took such a long way around. You should understand what I mean , you are so smart."
Sighing, Cheng Xirong said again: "He is...he doesn't like to talk, and often he can't express what he thinks in his heart. Look at what he has said for a long time? It's just too boring."
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In fact, Cheng Xirong was quite unwilling to do this kind of whitewashing.It is a fact that Fu Zhou started with such a little girl. It has already happened, and there is no way to deny it.Even if Fu Zhou's fault wasn't entirely on Fu Zhou, it was the troubles and disputes that the little girl started to stir up first, but if he did something wrong, it was beyond the bounds.
Regardless of the future reputation and image, Cheng Xirong was also a little upset just talking about this matter.Like most men, he regards women and children as vulnerable groups. Even if they don't need protection, they are still a group of people who have to tolerate and avoid them.It's normal to roll up your sleeves and fight with men, even if it's a slap in the face, it's easy to say that you've lost your face.But you can't touch a woman, let alone touch a finger of a child.
Fortunately, Fu Zhou went crazy when he rushed forward, without any scruples.It seems that in his eyes, people are all the same, there is no difference between women and men, and children need to be taught when they grow up, and they don't save any sympathy.
How did you grow up like this...
Cheng Xirong had a headache, but after thinking about it, he felt normal again.With Fu Zhou's growth experience, he lacks too much guidance, and many education and influence that should be received from his elders are all empty, nothing, nothing to him.He has an extreme personality and is too stubborn. The self he brought from the second year of middle school has always remained, and he pays more attention to himself most of the time.
It is not surprising that there will be such a situation.
For example, when he first got along with Cheng Xirong, Fu Zhou was on the side of giving, taking care of Cheng Xirong, taking care of everything about Cheng Xirong, very considerate and thoughtful.Cheng Xirong's temper was also bad, calling Fu Zhou as if he was running errands, coming and going as soon as he was called, Fu Zhou didn't even complain, he was very obedient and obedient.
Just looking at it this way, everyone thinks that Fu Zhou is a person who will lower himself. Correspondingly, he values and elevates the people around him even higher.Even Su Minglin thought that Fu Zhou was a very generous person, extremely inclusive, and could always accept people or things from the outside world.
Not at all.
How narrow-minded Fu Zhou was, after Cheng Xirong got along with him for a period of time, he could see clearly.For example, he is still brooding over that family history, mentioning that people back then would still gnash their teeth, showing no sign of letting go.He is still paranoid, guarding the small world in his heart, keeping his own way, and never willing to come out.
This person is like this, his self, all "broadness" and "inclusiveness" are based on his own foundation.He was with Cheng Xirong because he had this desire in his heart, and it was to satisfy his own needs.He obeyed Cheng Xirong in every possible way, and he spent [-] percent of his time treating Cheng Xirong, also because it would make him feel comfortable.
When Cheng Xirong rescued him when he was in trouble, this was his past, the only light in his dark and difficult childhood, and it was his heart that had always been in his heart.
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