Perfect Two

miss the time.He must remember that moment, clearly remember where he came from, and know what kind of past he used to build up, and then he can feel at ease, gain a foothold in this world, and work hard to move forward.He thought over and over again, engraving that scene and that person into his heart, and he used great effort in every stroke.

As a result, during the long period of spying, when quietly watching Cheng Xirong as a bystander, all he saw was his young self.Even if he lives with Cheng Xirong, can hear Cheng Xirong's voice, can touch Cheng Xirong's temperature, he feels the trace of this person by his side, and he still inevitably recalls the past.

It was just to see that period of time through Cheng Xirong.

Cheng Xirong also knew what he was thinking, and it would be a lie to say that he was not disappointed.No matter who is pampered as a baby in the palm of others, and then finds out that it is nothing but an illusion, and he is just a substitute, I am afraid that he will not feel very comfortable.

Fortunately, Cheng Xirong has a big heart and has experienced a rebirth. After being betrayed, his needs for feelings are also different.To be honest, the previous idea of ​​"growing old together" has faded a lot. At first, Cheng Xirong just wanted to find someone to accompany him, so that life would not be so lonely.

As for how far you can go... as far as you can go, when you can't go on, just wave your hand politely and say "take care".Then turn around, then part, then let go.In short, don't take it to heart.

Later, Cheng Xirong got really serious, and he couldn't stand Fu Zhou's bad habit, and was unhappy and dissatisfied.But he didn't want to push Fu Zhou too hard, and he didn't even bother to chase after the other party for affection, forcing the other party to give him something.This matter was hidden in his heart, and he kept watching from the sidelines.

There is still more time, and Fu Zhou has changed a little bit, and he is still different from before.Then you have to be patient, take your time, give him more time, and wait for him.

It's like bringing in a newcomer again, except that this guy doesn't need to teach him acting by himself, and he doesn't need to mention the rules and ways of his industry.I just want to teach him how to live. I accompany him to get rid of the character flaws he left behind in the second stage.If you think about it this way...

Cheng Xirong paused in his thoughts, choked on a mouthful of saliva, and couldn't stop coughing for a long time.

If you think about it this way, it feels like raising a son...

Cheng Xirong was taken aback by the suddenness of the little girl. She wanted to move forward, but turned her eyes towards the bathroom, and stopped her thoughts abruptly.She was still standing where she was, stretching her neck to look at Cheng Xirong, with an anxious and concerned expression on her face: "Are you all right? What's wrong?"

Surprised by my own whimsy...

Cheng Xirong shook his head, took a breath, and suppressed the discomfort in his throat: "It's okay. My breathing is not very good, and sometimes I choke."

The little girl thought it was funny: "Are you a child? Babies only swallow and choke on saliva."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Cheng Xirong to answer, she said with emotion: "What's wrong with you! You have a heart disease and you can't breathe well. What else?"

"Actually, it's the sequelae of heart disease. They're all minor ailments. Just pay attention to them every day."

"Just having to pay attention to these things is annoying enough... You have lived a really hard life!"

Who says it's not... But at least he's still alive. For a dead person, having such a body is already a blessing from God.One cannot be too greedy.

Cheng Xirong smiled: "It's okay. I have a big heart, I don't like to worry about those things, I don't care too much. He is the one who takes care of me, what medicine to take, what check-ups to do, and he reminds me of what to eat and dress. of."

The little girl curled her lips: "I understand, you are just speaking nice words for your boyfriend."

"Otherwise, what should I do?" Cheng Xirong sighed softly, "To put it bluntly, I can live now because of him. Without him, I... I don't know how many days I can live .”

450

This is indeed exaggerated, very dramatic.But with Cheng Xirong's slightly melancholy expression, coupled with the embarrassment in his tone, it made people unable to laugh, and swallowed all the words they wanted to make fun of.

So true.He sighed softly, and the words followed, and the atmosphere around him was a little different, followed by some slight changes.All the air shook for a moment, and then fell half an inch, pressing heavily on the floor, but the air above fell down.The movement of the dust slowed down and gradually stagnated in mid-air, becoming a deadlock. It only moved once it was poked, and it would stay there if it was not poked.

It seems... that death is really coming, not far away, approaching little by little.

The little girl is at an innocent age, and the saddest thing is that the school girl next door already has a girlfriend, or she is forced to study by teachers and parents and do countless papers.The issue of life and death is too far away from them, it is not within the scope of their lives, and it is not an issue that needs them to consider.

Suddenly being pulled into such an atmosphere, and experiencing such a powerless thing in advance, the little girl was restrained and tightened instantly.She suppressed her breath, feeling a little frightened, frightened, and her whole body was timid.Breathing slowly and cautiously, she licked her lower lip, swallowed again, and said in a low voice, "Don't say that... just take a good rest, everything will be fine."

Cheng Xirong was a little surprised, he didn't expect to hear her comfort, he didn't expect her to say anything nice, and he didn't expect anything in return.

From this point of view, this girl's heart is not bad, and she still retains the purity and innocence of human nature, which is very sincere.It's just that he is still young, inexperienced, and ignorant.Probably her living environment is very relaxed, without any restraint, she will act recklessly and do not know how to restrain herself.Mostly she is a lady from a rich family, financially well-off, but the elders in the family are busy with work and have no time to discipline her, so it is a free-range model for her.

Thinking of this, Cheng Xirong couldn't calm down even more. All kinds of thoughts crowded together and crowded into his head, making his head almost explode.

If it was a lady from a rich family, this girl would probably be a little spoiled, and seeing her acting so boldly and boldly, one could get a glimpse of it.If Fu Zhou moved his hands on her, the other party would not expose it so easily.Moreover, according to experience, families with this free-range model are more difficult to get along with.Parents’ usual neglect and debt to their children will accumulate, and when there is a suitable opportunity, they will vent explosively. It is good to show enough at one time and let yourself enjoy yourself.

Cheng Xirong didn't intend to bully the children, he didn't want to take advantage of the fact that the other party was poor.He just hoped that this matter could be concluded cleanly without any sequelae.Children from ordinary families may be able to communicate better, and their parents will be less domineering. When they really sit down to talk about this matter, they will not be unable to continue the chat.Even if it is compensation, it is easier to talk about it.

The more I thought about it, the more irritable I felt, wishing I could rush inside now, grab Fu Zhou and beat him up.

Cheng Xirong's expression was uncertain, and the little girl took a deep breath from the side, and after calming down, she said again: "I'll ask my father to find you a good doctor! He knows many bosses who have The problem is that the liver is bad for drinking, and the lungs are bad for smoking, but they are still fine now! You can still drink wine, and you can’t leave your hands when you smoke.”

This is... a little too eager, right?If you want to count, the two have just met for less than an hour, which is not even counted as "acquaintance", far from this kind of friendship.Most of this hour is still in a state of hostility, and it takes only a few minutes to calm down, and we can just have normal conversations and dialogues.

Does this girl treat everyone like this?So... careless and unreserved.It's completely opening up her mind, being a transparent person, anyone who comes to take a look can see through her heart.

Even if it is innocent and innocent, this is a little too naive.It seems that she must be in her teens, she should be the age of a high school student, so she shouldn't be like this now.Like a junior high school student... No, to say that a junior high school student is overestimating her, with this kind of behavior style, she is still a primary school student.

Cheng Xirong was in a bit of a dilemma. If he was a doctor or not, he would definitely not be able to accept it, otherwise there would be more troubles in the future.He just doesn't want to have anything to do with this girl now, and he doesn't want to have anything to do with it in the future, so he just cut it off here, cleanly and simply.

But if he refuses, to be honest, Cheng Xirong is guilty now and doesn't have much confidence.Originally, I felt sorry for this girl, but Fu Zhou made a move first, and he was still running the train around her.It seemed that two people were bullying a child together, which made him very uncomfortable.

If she rejects the girl's proposal, will she become angry?Will my intentions be too obvious?

Cheng Xirong actually got stuck, he didn't speak for a while, opened his mouth, and only looked back at the little girl.

That girl was very hearty, and expressed her opinion on Cheng Xirong's behalf: "Don't thank me!"

Who wants to thank you... No one wants to have a deep friendship with you, okay!

Cheng Xirong coughed dryly, showing a look of embarrassment, pretending to talk about him, and very deliberately changed the topic: "I'll talk about this later. Speaking of seeing a doctor, it doesn't matter if you want...I mean your neck, it looks a little bit red."

Accustomed to the short-sightedness of this body, he can't help squinting when looking at things in the distance. Cheng Xirong can barely see a blurred outline, but it is not clear.

The little girl touched her neck with her hand, and waved her other hand at Cheng Xirong: "Actually, it's nothing, he didn't use any force."

???

No effort?It's all suffocated, isn't that considered hard work?Then you have to unscrew the head to be considered something!

This girl's heart is too big...how did she survive until now?There is also a full beard and tail, and it seems that the oily skin has not been hurt at all.Nervous to such a degree, without the good luck of God, also can't achieve the current state, right?

Cheng Xirong was a little speechless, and he was also tired. The energy he had put up with was lost by half, and he became even more tired.He didn't speak, just sighed softly, just a short and shallow one, and it was tightened at the end, lacking energy.

However, the little girl's attention was distracted, she rolled her eyes to ponder for a while, and asked with a smile: "Actually, are you afraid?"

What are you afraid of?A sentence without a beginning or an end, the meaning is unclear...

Cheng Xirong just looked at the other party, didn't speak, and didn't respond.

The little girl curled her lips: "You are afraid that I will find trouble! It's not easy for you to say it. You have such a boyfriend and you have to work hard to clean up the mess for him. How can you be healthy!"

"...I'm not in good health, it has nothing to do with him..."

The little girl didn't listen to Cheng Xirong's defense and defense, and said, "Don't worry, I like you very much, and I won't make things difficult for you."

Cheng Xirong: "Then thank you in advance..."

451

This matter is considered to be here, and probably there will be no other changes.But Cheng Xirong is always worried, worried that adolescent girls will change their minds, this is just an excuse at the moment, and maybe they will have other ideas after a while.Hearing that the girl said that she likes her, Cheng Xirong thought about it for a while, and felt a little lucky about it, so he cheered up and chatted with the little girl.

It's quite ironic to think about it.In the previous life, he was up and down in the circle for 20 years, and he never apologized to please anyone.When I first debuted, I was young, and those who thought about it had to wait and see for a few days. After all, they left some conscience, and they didn't have a good time to start directly.Later, with Uncle Tian standing in front of him, he took him as if raising half a son.Some prominent people want to give Uncle Tian more or less face, even if they want to touch the people around him, they still have to pass him a sentence to test his attitude.

Uncle Tian protects himself, of course he will not let him touch the things behind the industry, and he doesn't even give him a chance to take a look, his attitude is very firm.

Later, Cheng Xirong gained momentum, not only became popular, but also gained a celebrity, and also gained a little temper.The reckless behavior of childhood made me angry, and the whole person became more and more rampant, acted without rules, and never looked at people's faces.For a few years in between, there were always people who insisted on this point. Those who wrote reports would criticize Cheng Xirong's behavior whenever they had the opportunity, saying that his conduct was very bad and his morals were corrupt.

At that time, the company also chased Cheng Xirong, asking him to restrain himself a little and not go too far.Every day, people would talk to him, saying that he came here casually in private, and that he had to be tactful in front of people.But Cheng Xirong was young and energetic, he didn't even listen to his parents, so he wouldn't listen to his manager's ramblings.What's more, he is a pillar, and the company relies on him to lead a group of people, all with their mouths open, waiting for him to enjoy the meal, and the company doesn't dare to push too hard.

In fact, it is fearless.No matter what he does, no matter how unorthodox it may be, there are always fans who will fall for him, obsess over him, and be overjoyed.It is said to be an actor, but when I was young, I was more of an artist. In this industry, if I want to be an idol, fans are the foundation.

There is no way, Cheng Xirong's foundation is too strong, he has worked steadily and steadily, and it is getting stronger and stronger.He and the reporter exchanged words, and the company was about to suffer from a headache. The boss was so angry that he didn't eat for two days, and he lost three catties.As a result, the fans kept shouting "good", but they had more wild enthusiasm and obsession, so they identified Cheng Xirong.

The company went to the person in charge of the fan alliance again, hoping that the other party can communicate with the fans and stop being so used to Cheng Xirong.The person in charge said lightly, "This is all fans' favorite, and we can't control it," and then blocked it back.For this reason, there were rumors that Cheng Xirong was being treated harshly by the company, even the fans were involved, and there was a lot of trouble.

It was during that time that Zhou Sheng had his eye on Cheng Xirong.

Afterwards, everything went smoothly, Cheng Xirong had various awards, and he secured his position as a young actor.Because he debuted early and stayed in front of the public for a long time, he was often put in the group of veteran actors.His status has improved, and even the media has tolerated him a bit.And Zhou Sheng was protecting him, if the moon was picked off together with the stars, he would almost walk sideways.

There is really no one who can make him laugh and please. At most, it is just entertainment, mostly with a win-win attitude, and he will not put himself in a very low position.

As a result, now, he has this kind of heart towards an underage girl, while thinking "Fortunately she likes me", he is both awkward and willing.

When I was young, I had that kind of arrogance, and I never gave in when I looked up. Now thinking about it, it is too selfish.Because there is no one who makes himself willing to give in.Whether it's a broker or a boss, as long as I can bring benefits to them, it doesn't matter much in other aspects.I am alone, as the saying goes, if one person is full and the whole family is not hungry, it doesn't matter how other people are when you are chic.

It's just different now.

Halfway through the chat, Fu Zhou came out from the inside, and at some point went to the bedroom to change clothes.Cheng Xirong gave him a strange look, not knowing what he was doing changing at this hour, so he simply asked, "Are you going out?"

"stay home."

The voice was still muffled. Hearing the tone, he didn't seem to want to talk very much, so he reluctantly responded to this sentence.

Cheng Xirong ignored him and asked the little girl, "You live upstairs? Why hasn't your boyfriend come to see you yet?"

The girl's face immediately changed, and she turned red with embarrassment, and she changed the subject embarrassingly: "I've just lived here temporarily, and I'll be moving in a few days."

Oh, that's why boyfriends don't come to her, or...there is no such thing as a boyfriend.

It was indeed a bit too much for him to show his affection to her for a long time.

Cheng Xirong didn't expose her, and said with a smile: "One building is better, otherwise, it's so late, I don't worry about you walking around at night by yourself."

The little girl's face turned red in an instant, her dyed ears were a little pink, and she turned her eyes away as if nothing had happened: "Who needs you to worry? With your small body, you should worry about yourself! You can't even breathe , talking so much, I'm so annoying!"

"I know my situation, otherwise I will send you back. But you can also see that I am almost at the bottom of the valley now. The worst time is, and I have no power."

The little girl looked at his feet stretched on the pillow: "Is this also a sequelae?"

Cheng Xirong laughed: "Why, it's been unlucky recently, I accidentally burned it."

"Oh... have you applied the ointment?"

Cheng Xirong motioned to Fu Zhou who was sitting next to him as the backdrop: "He has all kinds of medicines at home."

Once the topic involved Fu Zhou, it was difficult to continue.Cheng Xirong was fine, the little girl obviously didn't want to meet Fu Zhou, her eyes instinctively glanced there, but she stopped abruptly halfway.She didn't want to talk about anything related to Fu Zhou, let alone in front of Fu Zhou, holding her breath and raising her head in a cold manner, refusing to lose her momentum.

After being silent for a few seconds, Cheng Xirong thought about how to open his mouth to see off the guests. He had to speak clearly, otherwise the girl might not be able to hear the subtext, and would not be able to comprehend it at all.But don't be too direct, after all, she is a teenager with a thin skin, and Cheng Xirong doesn't want to stab her.

It wasn't that bad after all, he cared about people, was sympathetic, generous and hearty, and even took the initiative to express his understanding to Fu Zhou.For this last point alone, Cheng Xirong couldn't show any hostility towards her, and those inappropriate behaviors before were not worth mentioning - after all, Fu Zhou was not very appropriate, and the two of them happened to be together.

Just as she was thinking about it, the little girl spoke first: "Then apply the burn ointment well, and I will come to see you in two days."

do not……

Cheng Xirong took a look at Fu Zhou's expression, and sure enough, this guy's face was a little darker again, and he looked gloomy about to burst out at any moment.Cheng Xirong had a headache. While observing Fu Zhou's expression, he was wary of his sudden attack, so he forced a smile to deal with the little girl: "It's getting late, you should go back quickly."

The three people in the living room did not move.

452

Having said that, it's almost time to break up.Even the polite farewell has been said, so what are you doing?

But no one moved.

A few seconds later, Cheng Xirong remembered that the door was still locked and Fu Zhou had the key.Fu Zhou didn't know what he was thinking, and had no intention of opening the door.The little girl didn't want to talk to him, and she didn't want to beg for mercy in front of him, so she just pursed her lips and leaned against the door, as if she was facing an enemy.

It was Cheng Xirong who was the peacemaker in the middle, named Fu Zhou, and urged, half complaining, "What are you doing? Go and open the door."

After all, Fu Zhou still felt sorry for Cheng Xirong. He heard that he used an eager tone, but his confidence was weak. He finally broke away from the stalemate and turned to look at Cheng Xirong.Of course, Cheng Xirong's complexion was also particularly bad, his lips were pale and there was no blood.His brows were frowned, and he still had a reluctant expression, but his movements showed anxiety, and he got up very violently.

The little girl startled Fu Zhou, and flinched back, almost squeezed between the door and the corner of the wall.Seeing Fu Zhou striding towards her, with a menacing aura, she seemed to be coming in a bad way, she froze all over, arched her back and wanted to go to the side.

On one side was the way Fu Zhou came from, and on the other side was blocked by a chest of drawers. The person was stuck in the corner, and was stunned for a moment.Fu Zhou had already arrived, the little girl screamed, crouched down with her head in her arms, and curled up into a ball.

Cheng Xirong: "..."

She was the one who said "it's okay", and she was the one who emphasized that "Fu Zhou has no strength".She's really not a bad person, on the contrary, this girl is a little too honest, and Cheng Xirong can't bear to watch it.

Cheng Xirong called Fu Zhou from a distance, "Be gentle! It's like doing something in your own home."

Fu Zhou didn't respond, took out his key, and opened the door.Metal bumped back and forth on the little girl's head, and the catch of the door lock made a "click". Fu Zhou looked down at the ball at his feet, and asked coldly, "Are you still going?"

The little girl didn't react, she was stunned and didn't move.Fu Zhou continued to turn the key, and the door opened a narrow gap, patting the little girl's back lightly.

Fu Zhou took a step back, looked on with his hands down, pursed his mouth silently, his eyes were cold and sharp.

But Cheng Xirong was behind him, the little girl huddled into a ball and buried her head, no one looked at him, no one tasted his sharp and cold emotions.

On the contrary, the atmosphere is very stiff, depressing and dull, forcing a little uneasiness in my heart to shake, making people anxious and irritable, unable to settle down.Cheng Xirong spent a long time chatting with the little girl, and finally heated up the atmosphere and created an illusion of "familiarity". Everything went smoothly.Just saying "goodbye" politely at the end can be regarded as a good ending, and each other can feel at ease.

In the end, Fu Zhou's stick came out, just like throwing an ice lump into the water, adding to the chaos.

Cheng Xirong wanted to say something to ease the atmosphere and make amends.As soon as he spoke the word "you", the little girl by the door stood up, turned around, opened the door and ran out.

The door was thrown out and pressed against the hinge, but because of too much force, it bounced back and closed again.

There is no chance to say the rest, Cheng Xirong sighed, and said helplessly to Fu Zhou: "Why are you so serious with a little girl?"

It was just mentioned casually, but Cheng Xirong didn't think much about it, let alone blame Fu Zhou.He loves Fu Zhou even more, even if Fu Zhou behaves very abnormally, he tries to understand from Fu Zhou's point of view, thinking that the things he has experienced are not bright, so he understands that he will have negative emotions and Behavior.

Everything has roots.Cheng Xirong thought that the current Fu Zhou was still too much influenced by the past, and the young boy who remained in his teens was lonely and helpless, drifting up and down in the boundless years, thinking that he was a poor man.That's why Cheng Xirong had rare patience, suppressed his emotions and temper to deal with that little girl, and warned himself not to be impatient, not to get angry with Fu Zhou.

Some things, even if you want to talk about it, you have to take your time.At the very least, it can't be today. I have to wait for Fu Zhou's mood to stabilize and have a suitable opportunity to talk to him about this issue.

In the end, Fu Zhou was fine.Cheng Xirong didn't want to settle the accounts together today, so he just complained casually, and Fu Zhou exploded himself.

Cheng Xirong was dumbfounded, looked up at Fu Zhou, his jaw stretched out with a tense line: "What did you say?"

Two people, one half lying on the sofa, the other standing in front of the coffee table.There is a lot of difference in height and distance, and Cheng Xirong has to spend a little effort to raise his head to meet the opponent's gaze.

After a question, Fu Zhou was like a dumb firecracker again, a gourd with its mouth sawed off, all muscles tensed and he became silent.The mouth is also tightly pursed, the nose is wrinkled, how much effort was used, it is all written on the face.

Only then did the traces of the knife appear.It's never happened before, he has always been plain, the biggest expression is just a little smile, gentle and indifferent, dizzy from the bottom of his eyes, it's not that he can't tell it after being with him for a long time.

Cheng Xirong was really angry, his face was gloomy, and his hands were shaking a little.But seeing Fu Zhou's slightly twitching facial micro-expressions, he couldn't express any anger, and all of them were pressed against his chest.

This man, he showed himself his past, exposed his wounds, hung that ugly scar before his eyes.He let himself see the wilderness and the little beast in his heart, let himself see through him, even cut open the veins on the bones for himself to see.

But he never believed in himself.

Why bother?

What's the point?

After a stalemate for 2 minutes, Cheng Xirong let out a long breath, but it became more and more heavy, and he didn't seem to be relieved at all.He pulled off the pillow behind him with his backhand, and he fell down. His voice was emotionless: "I don't want to tell you about this today. I'm tired, go to sleep."

While talking, he leaned on a square pillow, raised his arms above his browbones, closed his eyes and stopped looking at Fu Zhou.

A look of refusal to be thousands of miles away.

He was going to sleep here, and he had to drive Fu Zhou back to his room, obviously "out of sight is out of mind".The two of them were just in the state of mixing oil with honey, and they had not yet tasted much sweetness, and they had reached the point of separating beds.

Fu Zhou's face became more gloomy, and he stood there staring at Cheng Xirong for a long time.

Cheng Xirong never responded, and even wanted to turn over and face the back of the sofa, as if to bury himself in it.However, he had injuries on his feet, and the sofa was too soft to take advantage of, so it was inconvenient to move. When he moved, he got stuck in pain and continued to lie on his back.

Fu Zhou took a deep breath, gritted his teeth and went to the bedroom, took out a quilt and threw it on Cheng Xirong.He gritted his teeth again and pulled the quilt away, wrapped Cheng Xirong up, and rearranged the pillow for Cheng Xirong's feet.

After all the chores were done, Fu Zhou lay down on the imperial concubine's couch.

The lights were not turned off, and the two of them were still together, staying awkwardly all night.

453

Cheng Xirong had a dream, but when he woke up he was a little dazed and couldn't remember what happened in the dream.He vaguely felt that he had been thrown into some kind of closed space, and that there was external pressure constantly oppressing his chest, and he felt that his breathing was not smooth all night.

Like the deep sea, or buried in sand in the desert.I don't know if it's the sea water or the hot sand, pouring into the body from the mouth and nose, flowing in, trying to fill the whole person up.So much so that after waking up, Cheng Xirong heard a "buzzing" sound in his ears, and a layer of black spots flickered in front of his eyes, and his head became dizzy intermittently.

He closed his eyes again, opened his chapped lips, and tried to adjust his breathing.

Still on the sofa, the surroundings were dark, the curtains in the living room were drawn, and the light light could not penetrate the heavy fabric and was isolated from the outside.The sky was just slightly bright, and the wall clock on the wall made a whistling sound, and the second hand jumped regularly, "Kacha Kacha—" without stopping.Cheng Xirong's eyes were dim, and he was short-sighted. Now he couldn't see the pointers clearly, so he gave up trying to determine the time.

It should be early, but I could still hear Fu Zhou's snoring, which was long and slow, a bit long but steady.

Fu Zhou didn't have the habit of sleeping in. As long as he fell asleep at night, he would wake up naturally when the time came the next day.No matter what time you go to bed, the biological clock of waking up is not affected in the slightest, and it counts as many hours as you sleep.He also only catches up on sleep after staying up all night, usually for many days in a row, and sleeps until he is full after finishing his work.

In the past, Cheng Xirong always felt that "it's good to be young". In his 20s, when he was in good health, his body's ability to recover was so enviable.Eat something good, add some exercise, take a hot bath and sleep again, and you will feel as if you have nothing to do, and you will still be full of energy.

If Cheng Xirong had done this by himself, he would definitely not have such quick recovery power, and he would definitely not be able to recover in such a short period of time.He can be regarded as the kind with relatively good stamina and explosive power. Among actors, there are few actors who are as energetic as him, and he can survive even turning around all year round.When there are many announcements, I only sleep for four hours a day, and I have to do exercise on the show, and I can still gain the upper hand without showing any fatigue.But walking through the level at the age of 35, there is obviously a different feeling.

After all, as we get older and older, we can endure it, but it is not so easy to restore it in many cases.The body is a vessel. When you are young, you can beat it casually, and you don't have to worry about how much you toss.If there are too many beatings, no matter how strong the object is, there will be some problems. If there is a crack on one side, or a hole on the other side, it will not be able to hold things.

Cheng Xirong himself has feelings, and has seen many colleagues who have ruined their bodies, and they are somewhat more caring than when they were young.The nutritionist and fitness coach that Zhou Sheng had hired for him before, he had started to take them seriously in the past few years. After he terminated the contract with Xingchen, he brought those people over and re-signed the contract at his own expense.

Seeing Fu Zhou tossing so hard, envy is envy, and he also persuaded him.The words were like throwing them on the water, they all floated away, Fu Zhou didn't care at all, he didn't even bother to deal with it on the surface, and he didn't even nod his head.

At that time, Cheng Xirong felt angry and funny, and he had seen what a real stubborn temper is like, and he admired Fu Zhou's stubbornness.This guy believed in his own thoughts, and he tried his best to go forward even if he hit his head and bled, and he didn't say turning back, and he refused to turn.

What kind of weird temper is this... It's a good thing to be able to maintain oneself, but there is no flexibility at all, isn't this a fool?Persistence and paranoia are not the same thing at all. Fu Zhou's kind, to put it mildly, is resilient and able to stick to himself.But think about it from another angle, isn't he just paranoid?

It is easy to get into the horns, fall into the thinking trap created by oneself, seal the exit, and trap oneself to death.They also closed the channels of communication with the outside world, refused to receive signals from the outside world, did not listen or watch, and allowed themselves to sink in that quagmire.

Thinking of this, the last sentence that Fu Zhou said came to mind, and it was played over and over again like a magic spell, occupying all of Cheng Xirong's thoughts.

Cheng Xirong went to sleep with anger, and had a nightmarish nightmare. Before he woke up early in the morning, he recalled the root cause of the two people's quarrel and cold war.I ate another firecracker, which ignited today's anger, and the emotions that had been settled all night were ignited again.

But the instigator slept like a pig, heartless, and still very stable.Cheng Xirong became even more angry, and he slapped the square pillow in his arms without looking at it, and threw it across the opposite side.

It missed it, and the pillow didn't land on the sleeping pig's head, but landed on the coffee table in a crooked direction, soft, with only a slight touch.The coffee table was cleaned up too clean by Fu Zhou, not even a water glass was placed, there was no chance of knocking over anything, and the living room became quiet again.

This is even more annoying...

Cheng Xirong didn't sleep well, the air pressure was low in the morning, and he became more and more irritable.He didn't bother to move any more, he lay stiffly, and was simply dazed, thinking about what Fu Zhou said.

At that time, it was just a casual sigh, blurting out "You are so serious with the little girl", and there was no meaning of questioning.As a result, Fu Zhou blew up his hair first, got excited, and pushed back on the spot.

"You can't be serious with He Ruosheng, and you can't be serious with a little girl you don't know... You can do whatever you want, what do you want from me?"

Cheng Xirong really felt like feeding the dog with enthusiasm.Be nice to the dog. The dog also knows how to wag its tail at you and cuddle up to you.The ones I gave to Fu Zhou, after such a long time, only left a hesitation, and were classified as "unreliable".

Cheng Xirong knew that this was due to his upbringing. Fu Zhou had no sense of security, and it was difficult to communicate with others, and it was not easy to integrate into a relationship.It doesn't matter, understand him and give him time, Cheng Xirong will not force him.Cheng Xirong even thought that he took the first step and dragged himself out of the nightmare, and he would complete the remaining 99 steps by himself.I will be with him, if not for one year, it will be three years, or ten years, 20 years, until he grows old and dies.

Time always proves everything, right?

The rest of his life was given to him, so he can always have a moment of peace of mind, right?

But before that, he should know Cheng Xirong's intentions, right?Does he want to have some perception, to know where this high-altitude steel cable is involved, and where it extends to.

Reason and emotion are two different things and should be discussed separately.He couldn't suppress the fear in his heart, and he couldn't deal with it calmly. He kept flying in the sky and couldn't land on the ground.However, from an intellectual point of view, he should know that his mentality is crooked, and he should be able to realize the root of the problem.

Guangcheng Xirong can't work hard alone, he has to work harder himself, right?Shouldn't he overcome this difficulty?

The results of it?Opened his mouth and said such sour words.Cheng Xirong couldn't help thinking, why did I defend and favor He Ruosheng in front of him?

454

However, this guy Fu Zhou was uncharacteristically, all the usual obedience was gone, he had a stubborn temper, he didn't open his mouth, he didn't say anything.It's completely different from usual, with my neck stuck up, like I'm angry, and I'm in a rebellious mentality, so I have to do it right.

Cheng Xirong almost made him die of anger. Looking at that paralyzed face, he felt a pain in his chest and felt helpless.That's the kind of person he is. Thinking about it carefully, it's not surprising that he would have such a reaction.He has never been a docile person. He used to stay by his side and take care of himself in every detail. If he wanted to go east, he would definitely not go west. If he said "one", he would never refute.That's because he didn't touch his bottom line.

He was already stubborn and extreme, and if he planted a flag in one place, he would never move it again.He will enclosure, establish a new order in his own world, he has his own rules.Although it is very thin and sparse, these few rules and regulations stand there, and they are his foundation.

It is also his bottom line.Above the bottom line, no matter what other people do, he is fine and will not give any active response.Once someone encounters the issues that he cares most about in his heart, he will touch the little beasts he raises in captivity, and will be shocked by those irrational and illogical little monsters.

It's going to be out of control, it's going to be crazy, it's going to show a completely different side.

So... the matter of He Ruosheng has already touched his bottom line?Only he has a sour taste, his heart is unbalanced, and he becomes possessive, unable to let go.

Cheng Xirong was lying on the sofa, staring at a corner of the curtain, and asked himself in the blurred vision: "After all, it's still my fault? I didn't think carefully, didn't take care of his mood, and hurt him. Him? He's innocent?"

How did it become my problem?

This is the most annoying thing!

For a while, Cheng Xirong didn't know how to deal with this matter.According to Cheng Xirong's previous temper, he would not consider such a simple question at all, and would not have any concerns, and directly snubbed the other party.If he is in a good mood, he may confess and make it clear that when he meets someone who really annoys him, he won't say anything, directly rejects the conflict, and never associates again.There are always societies that teach him to be a man, and if he stumbles, he will naturally grow his memory in the future.

In his point of view, people are independent individuals, so they are responsible for themselves.This society is very cruel, and the pace of life is getting faster and faster nowadays. Let alone patience, everyone's energy is limited, and the attention will only be on the things that are in front of them.No one will stare at whether you are happy or disappointed, your emotions are only your own business, and have nothing to do with others, no one will waste their time taking care of your mood.

No one is a princess or a prince, enjoying unreserved attention or unequal attention.

You can only pack up your own thoughts by yourself, go for what you want, and find a way to push away what you don’t want.This is the way adults should socialize, mature, rational, sober, and maintain a healthy self.

What is paranoia?took a bite