Perfect Two

He didn't get angry, and went straight into the cold war state.

After working on it for a long time, it turned out that I was being passionate?

Cheng Xirong was caught off guard by this sudden recognition, and was stumped head-on, so dazed that he didn't have time to react.He never expected Fu Zhou to behave like this. In his impression, Fu Zhou was always considerate, took care of himself, would give in, and be infinitely tolerant.

Probably this idea is wrong.

He Ruosheng looked at Cheng Xirong's choked expression, and after waiting for a long time without hearing the other party speak, he asked worriedly, "What's wrong with you? Why do you have such a face all of a sudden?"

Cheng Xirong just exhaled a sullen breath, and shook his head dullly: "It's nothing. What did you just say?"

He Ruosheng stared at Cheng Xirong, looking up and down, still feeling a little strange.But obviously, Cheng Xirong didn't want to talk about this topic, and he didn't want anyone to ask. He just wanted an independent space for him to digest.When He Ruosheng lost and recovered, he felt more anxious about gains and losses. With panic hidden in his heart, he became more obedient.

What Cheng Xirong didn't want to talk about, He Ruosheng kept silent and didn't mention it anymore, pretending that he didn't find anything, and pretended that there was nothing abnormal.

But I still think about it in my heart, the more I can't say it, the more curious I become, and the guessing is a bit heavier.Concern leads to chaos, people are dominated by emotions, and rationality is crushed by sensibility.He Ruosheng thought to himself, did something happen between him and Fu Zhou?Could it be that Fu Zhou did something to offend him?Or bullied him?

Probably!It's been so long since I've been in the door, and I haven't seen Fu Zhou's figure yet. This is different from the previous few times.Fu Zhou guarded himself, He Ruosheng knew this very well, and knew how strict Fu Zhou was watching him, wishing he could tie himself up with his eyes, and put up a barrier to separate himself from Cheng Xirong.

That guy didn't want him to have contact with Cheng Xirong, and if there was no other way, he would make the next best thing and watch himself not to be alone with Cheng Xirong.His eyes were like searchlights, he was afraid that he would have a private conversation with Cheng Xirong, and he didn't want to see him get close to Cheng Xirong.It's impossible to feel relieved so quickly, let me come to the door by myself, sit here and chat with Cheng Xirong.

Although this is exactly what he wants, but if this little joy is based on Cheng Xirong's unhappiness... He Ruosheng thought, then he would rather not have this better.

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He Ruosheng's thoughts came alive again, and the thoughts that had occurred before resurfaced again, ready to move, very restless.He glanced at Cheng Xirong, and the words turned in his head several times. It was originally a short sentence, but it was modified, some modal particles were deleted, and a few excessive transitions were added. It was a lot of trouble.

When it came to his mouth, he didn't know what to say, and got stuck.It is probably similar to the mentality of "closer to the hometown and more timid". The words that can be blurted out the first day have really been precipitated. After such a long time of thinking and contesting, they have changed from an idea to a question.

Thoughts come along with one's nature, and they exist as soon as they are born. It is a kind of instinct and impulsiveness.But the problem is different.The problem is trouble, it's a bad tangle of thin threads, and you need to unravel that thread by yourself, and you need someone to solve it.

However, can this problem be solved?

Not necessarily.

He Ruosheng knew Cheng Xirong too well.He knew Cheng Xirong's habits, he also understood Cheng Xirong's behavior and handling of things, and he understood the psychological state behind this person's response.If he didn't agree to something on the spot, it was probably because he had concerns, and he was stuck on something he cared more about.In this case, his subsequent decisions will be affected by that factor, and he must center around that matter, and base his actions on obeying that matter.

Generally speaking, it is difficult to change the final result.He is not an impulsive person, he will not be arbitrary, and he will still spend some time to consider, compare and make choices.It's just that there is a key point of influence, and the comparison below will lose its fairness and deviate in one direction.

He Ruosheng still wanted to take Cheng Xirong away.But after thinking about it, He Ruosheng felt that this matter was not so easy.

It has already been mentioned once, and Cheng Xirong's reaction surprised He Ruosheng.He Ruosheng didn't expect such a situation at all. He didn't expect Cheng Xirong to reject him, but chose to stay here instead.Compared to himself, Cheng Xirong was actually closer to that dazed young man.

why?

I and Cheng Xirong have been friends for decades. We have had good fortune together, we have also shared adversity, we have exchanged interests, and we have had a heart-to-heart relationship with each other. It can be said that we are like brothers in the family.Cheng Xirong's parents are still alive, but He Ruosheng is alone. In He Ruosheng's view, Cheng Xirong is the most important person in his life.

He Ruosheng also believes that for Cheng Xirong, his own existence is also important, and there will be something special that others cannot match.No matter how many friends Cheng Xirong has, he can always occupy a key position among his friends, and no one can replace him.

As a result, in front of this stunned young man, the relationship of so many years has stumbled, and he fell into the mud.

After returning, He Ruosheng didn't fall asleep all night, his mind was full of messy thoughts, and he thought about it all night.But the more he thought about it, the more flustered he became, and the deeper he guessed, He Ruosheng felt worse and worse, feeling powerless.

What happened during the period before I discovered the truth?

Where did Cheng Xirong and that stunned young man go?

He Ruosheng felt dizzy and dizzy when he thought of it, and when he woke up in the morning, his chest was choked with breath, which made him have nowhere to vent, and his whole body was anxious and anxious.Previously, he thought that Cheng Xirong was helpless, because of the great changes he had encountered, and because of the difficult situation, he needed someone to help him.So he had no choice but to choose that stunned young man and borrow him to get through this difficult transition period.

It's cohabitation, no, just living together.No matter what kind of emotional undercurrents there are between them, it is also a helpless act. If Cheng Xirong wants to take advantage of each other, he has to give some sweetness.There are comings and goings, so as to convince the other party and make the young man accept him willingly.

Everything is caused by this situation, and when Cheng Xirong has the strength to get out of this predicament and has a chance to get out of this environment, there will definitely be changes.He will not be imprisoned here, plunged into this abyss, falling forever, into the boundless darkness.

But in fact, this is not the case.

He Ruosheng thought, since he recognized Cheng Xirong and appeared in front of him, it should be considered an opportunity, right?This should be "Cheng Xirong's opportunity to change the status quo", and also the best way for Cheng Xirong to return to his past life.I can be regarded as brought out by Cheng Xirong. I can't do anything about my career. The gap between the two is too big, but there are many details in life that are very close.I am also aware of his previous life and many of his habits. It is better to follow me than to stay in this house, right?

In terms of the gap in life, the environment of Lengtouqing here and Cheng Xirong's before is really very different.

As a result, Cheng Xirong refused a more comfortable and better life, put aside his past environment, just wanted to struggle in such a... embarrassing situation...

Could it be said that it was a last resort?

He Ruosheng couldn't even lie to himself anymore, he couldn't use this excuse to comfort himself, and he couldn't deal with the panic and regret in his heart at all.

Obviously, Cheng Xirong and Fu Zhou had more ties.Similarly, those ties are also very deep, engraved in Cheng Xirong's heart, and become a part of his life, a very important part.

It's not like what He Ruosheng thought, what a passerby, what a temporary.Everything has become a definite number, what He Ruosheng sees now is not a scenery on the way, but a final destination.

One step late.So I missed it... I missed it all.

Now, can you still speak?

He Ruosheng fought between heaven and man, impulsiveness and rationality fought for [-] rounds, and there was no winner, and he was still fighting in his heart and head.His expression showed embarrassment, a little at a loss, and he became nervous in front of Cheng Xirong.

Cheng Xirong felt strange: "What's wrong with you? What do you want to say?"

He Ruosheng hadn't thought it through when he was suddenly pointed out, and Cheng Xirong was even more flustered when he asked this question.He has a cowardly character, his first reaction is to evade, and he instinctively shakes his head in denial: "It's nothing."

All at once... He Ruosheng's first breath was breathless, and he was blown up in pieces, and immediately disappeared, leaving nothing behind.Not to mention "declining again", he couldn't take a second breath, and he didn't have the courage to think about those things again.

Almost fleeing, He Ruosheng stood up, and replied indiscriminately, "I'll go find Fu Zhou."

Without waiting for Cheng Xirong to speak, he turned around and walked towards the projection room.He showed Cheng Xirong a back view, hiding his expression so that Cheng Xirong could not see it.

Some things are missed.Once it was Feng Yi, and again it was the man named Fu Zhou.

This may be a lifetime thing, and there will be no chance again.

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The door of the projection room was not locked, it was only vaguely covered, leaving a gap.He Ruosheng didn't have much contact with Fu Zhou, so he didn't know this person's behavior style or his habits.But the moment he saw the crack in the door, He Ruosheng felt blessed, and a conjecture arose in his mind for no reason.

This smelly rock that looks cold and hard, he is still paying attention to the movement outside, right?

Because Cheng Xirong stayed in the living room, he had to separate part of his mind and pay attention to Cheng Xirong's state.No matter what he was doing, or whether there was a quarrel or a conflict between the two of them, Cheng Xirong was always ahead of those things, occupying a very important position and a considerable part.

The movement of pushing the door got stuck, and He Ruosheng's palm rested on the door panel, and he just pressed it lightly, unable to use any force, and didn't know how to stop it.It can no longer be said that this is a conjecture, it should be a conclusion, and there is no need to question it.

He Ruosheng thought of the scene in the elevator the day before, Cheng Xirong asked Fu Zhou to see him off, and the latter showed complete boredom and resistance.At first, I thought it was because Fu Zhou was hostile to him, he didn't want to be alone with him, and he didn't want to exchange polite words.It was only later that he found out that he was worried about Cheng Xirong staying at home alone.

This stunned young man can think of these things, which shows that he is really thinking about Cheng Xirong, thinking about it, thinking about it, and being serious.

This, is it enough?

He Ruosheng really wanted to deny it, wanted to say "it's still far away", wanted to be a rogue and bitter villain, wanted to be mean for once, wanted to throw all his blames at the person inside.But it can't be done, Fu Zhou is really kind to Cheng Xirong, very good, very good, this cannot be denied.

Even with the few meetings and the limited words spoken, I can still feel and detect Fu Zhou's thoughts.He Ruosheng couldn't cover his eyes and pretend that he was blind, and he couldn't close his ears and pretend that the world in front of him was still dark.

He couldn't lie to himself.

But I can't be reconciled.His chest took a puff of air, swelled, and continued to swell, propping up his chest cavity and turning it into a big bulging mass.You can't touch it, it will hurt and tremble if you touch it lightly.He couldn't help but think, if Fu Zhou can do it, why can't it be me?

Back then, with Feng Yi standing in front of him, no matter how much he thought about it, he had to swallow it in his heart, stay in the middle of the night and savor it alone, and be an upright gentleman.Now there is no such person as Feng Yi, and there is no such thing. All morals and ethics have collapsed and become dust.

Cheng Xirong is single now, and there is no one around him.Then he can be replaced by anyone.

Why can't it be me?

Unable to hold back, the emotions were too strong, roaring and roaring in the body, louder than louder, and gathered into an ugly beast.Those moods that were forced to suppress themselves in the past finally had an outlet for release, and they backfired along this channel, gaining countless times more strength.

Can't bear it, can't bear it anymore.

Just once, just be a bad guy once, grit your teeth and bite the bullet to try this time.Only this time, it can be regarded as an explanation to myself, a full stop, and this heart is completely dead.

The fingertips were retracted, the fingers were retracted to the palm, and the hand that was spread out against the door was fisted, and it was a step late to close to the side.He Ruosheng lowered his arms, pressed his fists against his legs, took a deep breath, and turned around.

Cheng Xirong didn't hear any movement in the screening room, and felt strange, so he wanted to get up and take a look.As soon as the person stood up, he saw He Ruosheng turned back again, his brows were tightly frowned, his expression was solemn, and he felt a little overwhelmed.

Wouldn't it be the first fight as soon as they met?It was a little too fast, and it was quiet, without any sound at all.Was it eye contact?Has this developed into a real eye knife? A glance at the other party is a fierce battle, and the rain of swords, guns and swords is hidden in the eyes.

Originally, he was worried that Fu Zhou and He Ruosheng would not deal with each other, but Cheng Xirong was afraid that the two of them would choke when they met, making each other unhappy, and there was no way to end it.Seeing He Ruosheng's expression like this, he felt a "click" in his heart, secretly said "it's broken", and took a step forward.

"what happened?"

After the question came out, the footsteps did not stop, Cheng Xirong still walked forward, with a strange attitude - in He Ruosheng's view, it was a bit strange, as for what it was, it was always somewhat ambiguous, making it hard for people to tell.He Ruosheng let this vague feeling be covered by his head, and he couldn't recover for a while, so he didn't respond immediately.

After the next breath, He Ruoshen came over.He watched helplessly as Cheng Xirong struggled to move while holding onto the wall, and then passed him.Cheng Xirong didn't come here for himself.Enduring the pain of being scalded, no matter how difficult it is, he must go, not by his side.

It was behind him, behind that door, and he was going to meet the person inside.

No matter how dull people are, they should understand by this time.He Ruosheng didn't think he was smart enough, and he wasn't well-versed in the world, but he still couldn't see what Cheng Xirong was thinking, so all these years of living were in vain.He guessed Cheng Xirong's psychological activities, he also knew his worries, and understood his intentions.

Not on yourself.

He Ruosheng said in a low voice: "It's okay, I didn't go in."

Without entering the door, without meeting the people inside, there was no quarrel.Don't worry, don't be so nervous, don't even have that imperceptible panic.The world is fine, everyone is fine, Cheng Xirong should be even better.

The breath in He Ruosheng's chest gradually extinguished, the suffocated air dissipated, the bulging balloon shriveled up, and finally fell to black ashes on the ground.This is death, the end, the end that will never come back from the dead.There is no hope and no way forward.

He Ruosheng pursed his lips, and repeated unconsciously: "Well, I haven't seen him yet."

Hearing this, Cheng Xirong stopped, and turned around, even more puzzled: "Didn't you ask him for something?"

"It's nothing." He Ruosheng smiled, and turned to help Cheng Xirong, "Is this how you are at home? You don't care about yourself at all. When will the injury on your foot heal?"

Cheng Xirong didn't mind, and let He Ruosheng reach out, putting most of his body weight on the other's arm: "It's easy to do at home, it doesn't matter if you don't wear shoes-what's wrong with you? It's not like It looks like nothing happened!"

He Ruosheng still smiled, a little casually, and said casually: "I just want to settle accounts with him! A person who was originally a good person lives with him, but he is sick and burnt. I will leave you now." Here alone, don’t care about anything? If you have something urgent, you have to run to find him by yourself? It’s nice to say it, but you’re just such a jerk when you do it.”

Cheng Xirong opened his mouth, circled around in defense of Fu Zhou, slipped back, and changed to something else: "I said, did you come here on purpose to find fault?"

He Ruosheng raised his eyebrows: "Yes! I found out his fault, and then you come with me, okay?"

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I said it.

In fact, there is no need, the ending is fixed and cannot be changed.He Ruosheng could see clearly, and knew that this road had reached its end, and which branch road it was going down was a matter between Cheng Xirong and Fu Zhou.

That will be another new journey, which has nothing to do with me.I have been separated, and in front of this fork in the road, I was pushed by an invisible hand, and then changed the direction I expected in my heart, and set foot on another road.

In the future, each has its own life.

If you think about it, it was the same situation before, but in comparison, there is really no change.There used to be Feng Yi blocking the fork in the road, blocking this direction and making it impossible for people to move forward.It's just a different person now, the one standing beside Cheng Xirong is not me, so who is it, what does it matter?

Obviously there is no difference, it is still the same as before.

But why did the unwillingness in my heart increase?I can't calm down, there is always a surge of emotion surging, ready to move with a sigh of relief, running around in my chest.Restlessness exists in my body, and it is the first time I have such an impulse, and I speak rashly, regardless of the consequences.

I couldn't even bear such a sentence, knowing that it was useless to say it, but I still wanted to say it.

Is this still me?What went wrong, and when did it become like this?

He Ruosheng had a teasing tone on his lips, but his expression was not so relaxed, his brows and eyes were depressed, and there was still struggle hidden in his eyes.If Cheng Xirong took a look at him, he could see his pain, he could see the scene of him fighting against himself, and he could feel the expectation and loss in his heart.

It's a pity that there is no such eye.

When He Ruosheng said that sentence, Cheng Xirong turned his head and took a look inside before the words fell.The direction of the gaze is the projection room, and what the gaze wants to see is the person staying in that room.

It was an eye-opener to be able to see panic in Cheng Xirong, and even some precautions and evasions.He Ruosheng witnessed all of this, clearly saw Cheng Xirong's emotions, and quickly guessed his psychology.

He was afraid that the words would be heard by Fu Zhou inside.

In other words, he didn't want He Ruosheng to mention this matter in front of Fu Zhou, and he didn't want to cause Fu Zhou's misunderstanding because of irrelevant people and words.He was thinking about Fu Zhou's emotions, and his nerves, which were as thick as a bowl mouth, also had subtleties, taking care of that person's thoughts, and gathered all these subtle details together.

He is no longer the heartless person who only looks at himself, and all his attention is on himself.He was kind to people, but he didn't have the time to interact with him. He became himself and showed pride.

As far as this point is concerned, Fu Zhou has achieved what no one else has been able to achieve.Even Feng Yi had been by Cheng Xirong's side for so many years, but he couldn't change Cheng Xirong at all. In the end, he still endured Cheng Xirong's casualness and cooperated with him in everything.

He Ruosheng felt sore in his heart, laughed at himself bitterly, shook his head and asked himself: "In other words, in his heart, Fu Zhou is more important than Feng Yi. It is still possible to change this stubborn guy and influence him to such an extent. In such a short period of time, it can be seen that Fu Zhou really has won Cheng Xirong's heart. I couldn't even win against Feng Yi back then, so what qualifications do I have to compete with Fu Zhou now?"

What else do you want to take Cheng Xirong away?Isn't this self-defeating?

The most impulsive time in my life, the only time I didn't think about the ending and consequences at all, and I didn't think about the attitudes and opinions of people around me... It was so miserable that I didn't even get a look.

Being left alone, He Ruosheng was filled with sadness, like a heavy snowfall in the wilderness.Ice and snow covered the whole heart, and finally the last bit of enthusiasm was frozen through, and it was also frozen into a rigid sculpture.That little thought just stays in the bottom of my heart, it won't be wiped out until death, but it will never be ignited again.

The turbulence and throbbing that once existed can only be the past.

Never again.

He Ruosheng stood on the spot and didn't make another sound. He even let go of the fingers supporting Cheng Xirong, from the initial grasping to lifting.Like so many years in the past, he only plays a good brother, a friend who stands behind Cheng Xirong.On call, always there, but always keep a few steps away, do not exceed the rules, and have no distracting thoughts.

In the future... there will be some differences in the future. After all, Cheng Xirong is no longer himself, and the relationship and position between himself and him will be reversed.He needs help, someone to lift him up and support him.After staying behind him for so long, I have been protected by him a lot, so I should stand in front of him in the future and cover him for a while.

Only the position next to him is not his own.Not before, not now.

He Ruosheng suppressed his expression, and everything returned to normal.Those feelings that happened quietly, longings and expectations, those lingering thoughts, all sank into the sea before they had time to see the sun.When Cheng Xirong withdrew his gaze and turned his head to look over, the sea was calm without any waves.

Cheng Xirong's eyebrows were pressed down, his tone was a little helpless, but he was also very serious, and emphasized: "I'm fine here, really. Don't mention this matter again, and don't make such jokes again."

Although he knew it would be such an answer, He Ruosheng was still a little embarrassed by the bluntly exposed layer of jokes in front of him.He rubbed his nose with one free hand, and said in a muffled "Yeah": "Just mention it casually. You can be where you want. At worst, I will come more in the future. If there is something missing, I will buy it for you. It's not much difference. .”

If things go on like this, this topic will soon be exposed and wiped out.Cheng Xirong knew He Ruosheng's timidity, and if he was pointed out in person, he would definitely shrink back.He is afraid of other people's knots, always worried that there will be problems in the communication with others, and he is even more afraid that he will get angry.Then looking at his face in the future, he would never say such words again.

Before, I was concerned about his face and didn't expressly refuse, leaving him a little luck and fantasy.Now that everyone has spoken in vernacular, it will be fine.

Cheng Xirong just wanted to say something to appease He Ruosheng, at least to ease the atmosphere between them.However, before he could speak, the door of the projection room suddenly opened from the inside. Fu Zhou stood tall and tall, with one hand resting on the door frame, standing at the junction of the darkness in the room and the light in the corridor.

The light and shadow were blurred on his body, without a clear boundary.He seemed to be standing in some kind of vortex, and a swirling and entangled vortex was swallowing him, he fell down, and then fell into an endless depth.

Cheng Xirong had a bad premonition, and his intuition made him want to avoid it, so he warned Fu Zhou first: "This is none of your business, you go back to your work."

Fu Zhou didn't listen, and still stood there, neither turning back nor walking forward.He ignored Cheng Xirong, just turned his attention to He Ruosheng, and asked in a low voice: "He went to your place... Can you guarantee that it will be the same as before?"

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Turning around...

People are most afraid of being knocked down again after their hope is ignited, because they can see the light, and they can see the way forward illuminated by that faint light, so they have a direction.There has been progress in life, it is moving forward and upward, and it is getting better.To be blocked suddenly, and to cut off that hope again is to fall into the abyss.

Therefore, the existence of Feng Yi did not cause He Ruosheng much pain back then, it was more regrettable, and the sighs and emotions passed away.But seeing Fu Zhou now, He Ruosheng felt resentment and remorse, struggling with himself, unable to suppress the unwillingness in his heart.

All because of seeing hope.Who can calmly accept the dark hell after seeing the light?Seeing the flowers, the spring breeze, and the vigorous young leaves, how can you accept the desolate and barren soil?The cracked earth will swallow life, and the haze and black smoke are hidden in the dry cracks, rolling and emitting a stench.

It's hard to accept.

What if it's the other way around?

He Ruosheng couldn't describe his mood.If you fall to the bottom of the valley, you have already fallen into a deep cement pool, and suddenly someone pushes you from behind.Floating to the surface, regaining oxygen, seeing the bright sun, the air is warm and warm, driving away the cold brought by the icy water, and sweeping away the darkness and humidity in the deep sea.

How should you feel at this moment?

Are you happy?Still lucky?Or should we be fanatical?

He Ruosheng held the steering wheel, and unconsciously glanced at the co-pilot. He had to look at it in a few seconds, and couldn't get enough of it.Cheng Xirong leaned on the back of the chair, all the strength in his body was dissipated, and the whole person's spiritual energy was also defeated, his aura was all restrained, and his sense of existence was very low.

He had a big fight with Fu Zhou, and then went out angrily, and he has been in this state ever since.It seems that when facing Fu Zhou, he used up all his strength and burned all his arrogance and arrogance. After he finished his cruel words and ferocious expressions, his hostility dissipated, and only a little bit of anger remained. dust.

What was left to He Ruosheng was the depression after being high-pitched and passionate, he didn't speak, his mind was lost, and his mind wandered to nowhere.

He still didn't calm down, no matter how much he quarreled and scolded, the breath was stagnated in his chest, it was stuck there, and it was impossible to disappear.

Turning left and waiting to turn, He Ruosheng glanced to the side again, couldn't help sighing, and persuaded: "Otherwise, I'd better send you back. If there is anything, you can just talk about it, and it's not a deep hatred."

Sure enough, there is still no way to feel at ease.It's not a secret joy, it's not a rejoicing, and there is no thanks to the gods or the creator.What fills the heart is anxiety.

He Ruosheng is no longer a child, with his innocence and impulsiveness, he regards himself as the center of the world, and will always live in the publicity of the second grade in middle school.He is an adult, has a sense of right and wrong, can distinguish the truth, knows the rules of this world, and understands the rules for interacting with people in society.

After seeing the ending, I realized the reality sensibly and soberly, and accepted the fact that "he doesn't belong to me", that is branding.This is something he must keep in mind at all times, and he must regard this cognition as his own code of conduct, and all behaviors must be based on this principle.

Even if Cheng Xirong and Fu Zhou quarreled, even if Cheng Xirong moved to live with him, it was only temporary.As I said before, this is a matter between Cheng Xirong and Fu Zhou. It is a small incident on their way, and has nothing to do with me.

I can only stay by his side as a friend, which is a relationship on another level and has nothing to do with love.

Maybe they just parted ways...

no, I can not.He Ruosheng knew Cheng Xirong's temperament, if he really wanted to say "goodbye" when he got here, he would definitely not react like this.This kind of distraught look, on the contrary, shows that he is actually still thinking about it, deeply thinking about it.

So it won't end.One day, their conflicts will be resolved, Cheng Xirong will still have to return to Fu Zhou, and they will continue to live.

In the final analysis, Cheng Xirong doesn't love himself.

He fell in love with Fu Zhou, so Fu Zhou was his destination, the hometown he wanted to return to.The rest of the people, including myself, are just an inn.He is a passer-by here, has existed, and is destined to leave.

Therefore, it is useless to keep him, since his heart is not here anyway.He Ruosheng really had nothing to be happy about. After the initial accident, before he became happy, he was shrouded in endless uneasiness.

First, think about how long the life with him can last, when will it end, and when will he leave.Before that day came, life was uneasy, and all the daily life was placed on a shaky rope, and there was no way to settle down.

I also have to endure inner torture, asking myself over and over again, "Is this too much?" Is it too much to have such a dirty mind between the two of them.Both are adults, have the right to pursue love, and are qualified to compete.But everyone is a sensible person, and they can't act as a third party, intervene, or destroy other people's feelings.

If Cheng Xirong and Fu Zhou have not confirmed their relationship, or if they have separated now, that's fine. For He Ruosheng, this will be another opportunity for him to do what he wants to do openly.But it is not the case now, those two people are just quarreling, just having conflicts, and the position I am in is very embarrassing.

If it is persuasive, this is taking advantage of the situation, it is too shameless.

Besides, He Ruosheng didn't want to see Cheng Xirong depressed, he didn't want Cheng Xirong to get angry because of such things.Not to mention my own wish, I just want Cheng Xirong to be happy, and what's more, Cheng Xirong's current body can't withstand great joy and sorrow.Such violent emotional ups and downs were too heavy a burden on his heart, and it hurt too much.

All kinds of thoughts mixed together, and finally merged into the sentence "send you back", and He Ruosheng felt a little relieved.

That's how it should be.As long as...as long as he is happy, anyway, I can still look at him and listen to him.It's just that he has changed another identity, and he is still by his side, for the rest of his life, that's enough.

When the green light came on, He Ruosheng turned around and walked for a while before finding the side of the road and stopping.The car was still on and the engine was still shaking slightly. He loosened his seat belt and turned to face Cheng Xirong.

"Arguing can't solve any problems, and cold wars are useless. In your heart...in fact, you don't want to move to my place, do you?"

Cheng Xirong let out a dull breath, and replied in a low voice, "I'm very tired and I don't want to talk. Let's drive."

He Ruosheng sighed: "Don't be like this. Since you want to get along well, then..."

Cheng Xirong turned his head and stared at He Ruosheng: "Otherwise, I won't bother you when I get out of the car."

... Well, they all started to attack indiscriminately, which shows that Cheng Xirong was really pissed off.

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Cheng Xirong has always been a matter-of-fact person, no matter what his emotions are, he only focuses on specific things, whether he is angry or excited, if he gets angry because of a certain thing, he only vents on that one thing.He was wrong, and the wrong lines were memorized because this person did not study hard as an actor, and he could not criticize this person's taste, and it did not involve other aspects of him.

There is no emotional transfer in a single person, let alone such an unreasonable association, and there is no connection at all with the air separated by eight hundred miles.Getting angry at someone who has nothing to do with it would never happen to him.

He Ruosheng rubbed his nose, and replied helplessly: "No, just calm down, it's enough to get angry with Fu Zhou, I don't need it here."

Cheng Xirong pursed his lips, did not speak, and his face became more and more ugly.

He Ruosheng turned the steering wheel, shifted gears and started, and said, "If you don't want to go back, you won't go back. Go to my place and keep it for your comfort. It's more comfortable than being in that small house. It's thanks to you that you can bear it. Let me go now." I must be crazy to live in that type of apartment. With such a direction, the house can’t even see the sunlight.”

After rambling on for a long time, the car drove more and more slowly, but He Ruosheng cleared away the obstacles and haze in his heart.The sense of familiarity is returning, little by little, and every time it deepens, people get more used to it.Not long after, he returned to the past state, and he calmed down and accepted this reality.

It was like this before, and it will be fine if it continues like this in the future.This relative state is also quite good, at least there will be no quarrels, no cold war with Fu Zhou, and no slamming the door and leaving if there is a disagreement.

He Ruosheng was deeply moved, sighing and relieved at the same time, but Cheng Xirong said coolly, "Are you bothered?"

"...Don't even say a word? This is a bit too much." After a pause, He Ruosheng surrendered first, "Okay, okay, I won't talk anymore. You sleep for a while, this is the peak traffic jam Period, it will take a while."

Cheng Xirong was in an irritable mood, and he had no good words to say, so he stopped talking altogether.

There was silence along the way, and when I was waiting for a red light, I encountered a road rage patient. The driver beat the horn to make a high-decibel noise, causing a commotion around.Cheng Xirong was leaning on the back of the chair with his eyes closed, but he was caught off guard by the sound from outside, which suddenly knocked on his eardrums, causing his heart palpitations.

It was originally Cheng Xirong who said that the car was too stuffy and the air was not good, so He Ruosheng opened the window to ventilate, never expecting to meet such an irritable driver on the road.He was also taken aback, the hand holding the steering wheel trembled, and it took half a second to stabilize.Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of Cheng Xirong bouncing up, and before he could ask, Cheng Xirong bent over and leaned forward, clutching the clothes on his chest, and his breathing became rapid.

This is much scarier than a horn honking!

He Ruosheng almost threw the steering wheel, but the car swayed violently, and Cheng Xirong, who was in his line of sight, swayed for a while before he woke up.The cars behind and next to them honked their horns to warn them, and following the previous riots, there were one after another in the surrounding area, which was terribly noisy.

He Ruosheng cursed, turned on the rear flash, shifted gears and stopped in the middle of the road.He leaned forward to help Cheng Xirong's shoulders, and pushed Cheng Xirong back on the backrest. After that, he didn't know what to do, and he was helpless in this small space.

"Is your heart uncomfortable? What should I do? What should I do?"

Before Cheng Xirong could respond, He Ruosheng came back to his senses and slapped his head: "Oh yes, take medicine! Which one do you take? Did you bring it with you?"

Cheng Xirong's panting gradually calmed down, but his face was still grim, a little bluish, and a bit depressed.He Ruosheng was inexperienced and easily flustered if he didn't know, but he knew his physical condition very well.Just now, I was just startled, but after a moment, it slowed down, and there was no big problem.

He was too lazy to speak, just shook his head slightly.

He Ruosheng was still worried, and asked after him: "Are you really okay? You look very bad! Do you want to take some medicine first, even if you're okay, take precautions?"

The sound of the horn behind him became more and more impatient, and the meaning of urging was very obvious.It's time to go home, or to go to an appointment. In short, after a tiring day at work, you should relax. No one wants to spend time on the road.The car following him had already started to change lanes, causing protests from the side lane.The car behind followed the example of the previous one and insisted on squeezing to the side.

The road, like the sound, has become a mess.The sound of the whistle became more and more urgent and anxious, and the moving convoy became slower and slower. The cars were in a mess and turned into a mess.

Cheng Xirong exhaled, and said in a hoarse voice, "It's all right. Close the window."

With such an episode, He Ruosheng was afraid of shocking Cheng Xirong again, so he didn't dare to open the car window again.After being clicked by Cheng Xirong, he remembered and went to close the window in a hurry.However, it was still a step too late. In the passing car, someone pointed their mobile phone in this direction, just in time for the face that He Ruosheng turned to.

He Ruosheng: "..."

If it is popular because of traffic jams... it is a brand new experience, right?

He Ruosheng closed the window, shifted gears and started again, and said helplessly, "I have to go quickly.