Perfect Two

The filthy air of the vulture is damp and cold, and it turns sour at every turn, and when questioned, it bites its teeth and doesn't say a word.Putting on that rebellious attitude, is it because I am only 14 years old, in the rebellious second year of middle school, and have great hostility towards the world.

Thought the world would respond like "he's still a kid"?

How can it be!Not to mention that he is no longer a middle school student, even if he is really a rebellious boy in the second year of middle school, how can he get special attention?Who is he!Does the world owe him anything? Let him, follow him, act according to his will, and satisfy him.

Why should the people around take care of his negative emotions?

not to mention……

Cheng Xirong sighed, finally realized his contradiction, and couldn't think about it anymore.I really want to take care of his mood, I plan to accept all the bad habits he brought over from his youth, and accompany him to get rid of them bit by bit.But I still lacked a little patience. Halfway through, I became impatient and couldn't hold on.

If you think so, it's really your own fault.

This is not a good thing after all.People are most afraid of repetition, and also taboo to give up halfway. This is not even as good as blank at the beginning, and there is nothing from the beginning.It was better than giving him hope, opening a door in front of him, and leading him out of the dark and closed room, only to let him stand there alone under the blue sky and white clouds.

Ambiguity is the worst thing to do.While thinking that people should be responsible for their own emotions, on the other hand, I thought, didn’t I just keep looking at him?This is the person I choose, the path I plan to go on, if I don't focus on him, where else should I focus?

You have already protected him like that, why can't you be more patient?

Cheng Xirong closed his eyes, his anger subsided a little, the flame in his heart finally subsided a little, and it no longer scorched his entire chest, making people restless.However, this gave birth to some low-level disappointment, and going straight down was another kind of heavy burden, which weighed on my heart and made me feel uncomfortable.

It is rare to have this kind of experience, so Cheng Xirong is not used to his emotions, and it is difficult to deal with them.Standing aside and staring coldly for a while, he felt more and more strange, the longer he stared, the less he knew who he was looking at, or even what he was looking at.

The previous life was so smooth, even the relationship is a matter of course, and I have never experienced any setbacks.Even when he was pursuing Feng Yi, he had a flamboyant personality, thinking more about himself, and rarely paying attention to the thoughts and moods of the people around him.At that time, he was still young and popular, and he was a little arrogant. He just said "you have to be with me", and he assumed the attitude of not giving up if Feng Yi disagreed. He never asked Feng Yi "whether you want to".

Up to now, everything has been overthrown, not only a new body, but even the way of thinking has changed accordingly.

In this way, it is a good thing, it is better than the previous self.

Thinking about Fu Zhou's matter, his thoughts went astray, and he went astray all the way to an unknown place.Cheng Xirong was in a daze and fell into a shallow sleep again. He didn't know whether he was thinking about something or dreaming. He vaguely thought of the cold war between himself and Fu Zhou, and seeing Fu Zhou's resolute face, he couldn't help sighing.

At this time, he has a backbone, and he recognizes his paranoid thoughts, and he doesn't defend himself when he is questioned, let alone take it back.Obviously, he didn't feel that he was wrong at all. If it wasn't for Cheng Xirong's poor health, he might have to quarrel with Cheng Xirong to reason about it.

It's still considered that he is a bit measured, and he didn't contradict him...

It's just such a temper, what should I do?

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When Cheng Xirong woke up again, the sky was bright outside the window, white light came in through the gap in the curtains, and there was a straight streak, which was a bit dazzling.There is the sound of the mouse around, and with the keyboard, it seems to be doing some quick processing.It took two beats for the sense of smell to wake up, and then I smelled the aroma of food, the unique sweetness of rice wafting over, the mixture of tomato and black pepper, which made my index finger move.

Lying on the sofa, surrounded by the peaceful atmosphere of this moment, Cheng Xirong's energy was mostly improved after waking up.But half a minute later, he inevitably thought of the cold war between himself and Fu Zhou, his heart went cold for an instant, and he felt a little frustrated.

After much deliberation, the result is that I have divided the responsibility in half, and it is only fair that each should hit [-] boards.But how to fight, Cheng Xirong didn't think about it, he just kept it in his heart, not knowing how to deal with it.

I am impatient, and this problem has not existed for a day or two, it has always existed.But after changing the shell, I realized the seriousness and knew that I couldn't continue like this, so I exercised restraint.But as the old saying goes, Jiangshan is easy to change and nature is difficult to change. After all, it is a natural temper, and it has been raised for so many years. If you really want to change, it will not be so easy to achieve in a while.

I have the determination, but I almost have the power to act, and then it's time.Personality and temper are not things that can be eaten into a fat man in one bite, they have to be corrected slowly.Encountered a lot of things, one or two times to adapt, doing the opposite of the previous behavior, restraining one's thinking.It is difficult at first, but if you do it more times, you need to have a long memory without gaining experience, and you will get used to it to some extent.

But it just takes time.

The key question is, does Fu Zhou have time for himself to change slowly?He is already so paranoid now, if he continues to let it go, will he go to extremes if he has a few frictions and collisions with him?According to his performance last night, he has actually behaved a little abnormally. If it gets worse in the future, what will he look like?

And his negative psychological state, how to deal with it?I can't beat him, and I can't bear to scold him. I feel sorry for him, and I can't do anything.Wanting to accompany him to walk out of the shadow of the past slowly, I am not so patient for a while, I can't hold on, and I am so angry.This also takes time, but this is a very immediate problem that needs to be solved immediately, and there is no time to grind each other bit by bit.

Both of them have problems, they are completely relative, so they are stuck here, and it is difficult to continue.

I didn't find this problem before... I really made up my mind to be together, and I only saw the incompatibility between them when we got close enough.Two real people have their own personalities and tempers, like two gears trying to come together.There will always be a place where there is no way to connect. His gap is wider, and his own teeth are missing a few teeth, so he will stumble here and cannot work smoothly.

It was obviously just a small detail, but it directly affected the whole and blocked everything that followed.

This is how to do……

Thinking of the headache, the head that just woke up was dizzy, and the thoughts were all muddled.Cheng Xirong couldn't help exhaling, his blood pressure was still low, and he was a little dizzy when he got up, so he just lay on the back of the sofa and waited for the pain to pass.

The body is really a capital, and it is too bad to be in poor health, and the movements of the whole person will be restricted.At home, I eat and drink well, I have enough rest, and I don’t have any hard work. I still feel uncomfortable like this. How can I bear it if I join a film crew?Going to the show, staying up late, waiting for movies every day, and exhausting energy when not on set, this body may not be able to handle it.

Besides, the machine is burning money when it is turned on, so it is natural to concentrate the shooting progress in the middle and compress the shooting cycle as much as possible.All the schedules will be very tight, and there is no time to wait for myself to slowly recover my physical fitness, and it is even more impossible to give me any privileges because of my poor health-rest at home if I am not healthy, and work after I recover.Now that you have joined the group, you must not miss any work that should be done.

Cheng Xirong made some calculations, and felt that he was not yet in a position where he could play a big role. He still had to follow the path of a newcomer and take a firm step, so that he could go further in the future.Some things can be tolerated, but some things cannot be tolerated. We can only think about it in advance and make preparations for prevention.

Well, you should still go to the doctor and talk to the doctor, and then make the next step after the consultation.

Again distracted by these insignificant things, Cheng Xirong found that he seemed to have encountered a ghost hitting a wall on the issue of Fu Zhou. He was obviously thinking about those contradictions, but when he realized it, his thoughts were no longer Know where to go.It seems that there is an instinct to control myself, get out of the control of myself, and try my best to avoid this topic.

When did you start to become such an evasive character?

If escaping is useful, then everyone can just lie still, and there will be no disputes in this world.

Cheng Xirong couldn't help but sighed again.The sound of the keyboard stopped, and Fu Zhou's dull voice came from beside him, low and without ups and downs: "Do you feel uncomfortable?"

Yes, I feel sick when I see you!

Cheng Xirong was silent.Fu Zhou put down the mouse, knelt on the sofa with one knee, and leaned over to touch Cheng Xirong's forehead.Cheng Xirong didn't resist, and let Fu Zhou feel for his pulse, lying on his stomach wearily without moving.The body temperature is normal, the heartbeat and breathing are normal, it's just low air pressure, it happens every day, just slow down and it will be fine.

Fu Zhou got up, but also didn't express anything, which was very different from usual.Cheng Xirong thought it was strange, thought about it for a while, but when he looked back, he happened to see the back of Fu Zhou entering the kitchen.Broad shoulders and slender waist, long and powerful legs, the hair on the back of the head is prickly, and the tattoo on the neck just shows up, very eye-catching.

Something's not right... But what's wrong, Cheng Xirong didn't think about it for a while.Fu Zhou turned off the fire to simmer the soup, came out to help Cheng Xirong go to the bathroom, gave him medicine, kicked off his shoes and carried him to the dining table.

Cheng Xirong had something on his mind, and his temper hadn't subsided yet, so he ate absent-mindedly and didn't say a word.Fu Zhou has always been a boring gourd. When Cheng Xirong talked to him, he only responded after three sentences. Now that Cheng Xirong doesn't speak, he won't take the initiative to chat.The two of them ate the most silent meal. Even the tomato beef brisket that had been boiled for three hours was not fragrant. It was like chewing wax balls in the mouth, and it took a lot of effort to swallow.

After the meal, Fu Zhou piled the bowls and chopsticks into the sink, soaked them with some water, and tapped on the computer again without stopping for a second.It seemed that he was busy with work, so Cheng Xirong didn't bother him, and moved to the kitchen to wash the dishes when he was bored.

The two of them were doing their own things, and they didn't even have a complete conversation.

In the afternoon, He Ruosheng came again.

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He Ruosheng took a bag of first aid medicine and two sticks of burn ointment, and moved a box to the chest of drawers in the entrance.Seeing that he was sweating profusely, Cheng Xirong looked at the things he brought, and forgot to think about Fu Zhou's affairs for a while, and asked He Ruosheng dumbfounded: "What are you doing? You won the lottery?"

While wiping his sweat, He Ruosheng was so tired that he was panting, pulled the first button of his shirt, and fanned the wind with his hands: "What's wrong with this place where you live, the property is too bad!? The elevator broke down and no one repaired it! I Let me tell you, the last time I climbed the stairs like this was for a show, I climbed six floors in total."

With friends from the past by his side, Cheng Xirong felt much better just talking about such useless nonsense.This kind of daily life is something he misses very much, gags can also stir up the atmosphere, lighting up the little things in life makes life interesting.

Sweeping away the previous gloom, the smile on Cheng Xirong's face became more genuine, exuding a joyful atmosphere from the bottom of his heart: "You said the challenge of how many floors? Didn't you say that you had climbed enough?"

Panting for breath, He Ruosheng raised his hand and waved it to Cheng Xirong: "Everyone else has climbed enough. I really can't do it. The director was afraid that something might happen and he wouldn't be able to explain it, so he didn't dare to let me actually climb to the top. It was all edited in the later stage." When I came out, it looked like I had climbed enough, but in fact there were 20 floors and I took the elevator.”

Cheng Xirong couldn't help laughing, and when he thought carefully about the guests of that episode, he became even happier: "Is there still Lao Liang? There is also Teacher Qiao... You are really good, people in their [-]s and [-]s Play according to the rules, you are not as good as the old people?"

"Fifth or sixty can you be called an old man? You don't even look at the tendons trained by Lao Liang. I find it scary to look at it. Can normal people compare with him? You can't blame me... It's mainly an assistant scene. Too much, I was just a little short of breath, he made a fuss next to me, and said that I had a cold and nothing happened, and I was still taking medicine. Two voices made everyone howl, I can’t get off the stage, I can only follow everyone’s kind intentions gone."

"Excuse. Doesn't the assistant also love you? If you have trained your body well, you still need him to play by the side? It's useless to talk so much. I told you a long time ago that you need to exercise. You can't do without exercise. How much have you said?" Over and over again? I also found a coach for you, but you didn’t listen and tried to skip class. Do you think you don’t need money to hire a coach?”

As soon as these words came out, He Ruosheng's face changed slightly, and his eyes froze instantly, and fell on Cheng Xirong, motionless as if glued to him.His mouth opened and closed, but no words came out, only a few heavy breaths remained.

Being watched closely, Cheng Xirong felt a little uncomfortable, so he paused for a moment and asked, "Why, did you say you wrong? Wronged?"

He Ruosheng took a deep breath, pursed his lips and shook his head, not knowing whether that expression was about to cry or laugh, and he exhaled that breath when he opened his mouth: "No. It's just... I didn't expect to hear you talk like this Let me talk, Xirong, I, I really didn’t expect such a day to come.”

Cheng Xirong taught He Ruosheng the same way before, and he said the same things, and his tone didn't change much.It may be that he talked a lot before and it has become a habit. Now that this topic is mentioned, Cheng Xirong blurts it out.It's too natural, and there are some familiarity and intimacy that others can't understand, which is a kind of representative.

It seems to be back in the past time, life has never had such a big turn.After watching a farce, I looked up and found that everything was the same, and the people around me were still the same.Nothing has changed, and I have never lost anything. What I should have is still in my palm, and no one can take it away.

Everything other than life and death is trivial.As long as people are still there and haven't changed, that's enough.

Cheng Xirong was stunned for a moment, and it took him half a beat to understand. Realizing what he had said, he felt a little sad.I can't tell whether it's disappointment or happiness, there are some positive and negative emotions, optimistic and negative at the same time.Anyway, it is covered with a layer of melancholy, coming from the past time, stained with the dust of history, a little heavy.

In fact, it is understandable that He Ruosheng would have such a reaction.Although he believed in his own identity, it was not an easy thing to accept after all. It was so bizarre that it couldn't be explained by common sense.He always needs some time to digest this fact, and he has to adjust his mentality to face the current situation and be more calm in new interactions.

Originally, he thought that he would have to wait at least three or five days to see him. Cheng Xirong knew this person too well, and knew that he was a bit soft-tempered and indecisive, so it was difficult to make up his mind.This person is not determined, and his emotions have always been volatile, but whenever something happens to him or around him, he is as frightened as a bird, trembling, and particularly concerned.

It happened before, but he said a wrong sentence when recording the program. He thought about it for several days and kept it in his heart.Even if Cheng Xirong assured him that it had been cut and there would be no problem, he couldn't settle down until the show aired, and when the popularity subsided, no one talked about that show again.

He has such a temperament, he is stingy, his hands are tied, and he will never let go.

What happened this time was not as simple as saying the wrong thing. He changed his life drastically and didn't have time to adapt. He couldn't change his mentality at all.Unexpectedly, after only one night, he seemed to have made up his mind. From the moment he entered the door, he behaved without any abnormality, very calm and composed.

But in fact, there is still some knots in my heart... Otherwise, I wouldn't show that expression.

Cheng Xirong sighed secretly, thinking that this guy's ability to cover up is much better than before, it can be regarded as progress, if this energy can be used in performance, it will be even better.

Thinking of this, Cheng Xirong changed the topic: "You also know? Then I didn't waste my words before. If you can listen now... Forget it, I'm not qualified to talk about you now."

This happened to be on He Ruosheng's heart, and it seemed to pierce He Ruosheng's hidden emotions.He Ruosheng blushed slightly, pursed his lips, and remained silent.When he heard Cheng Xirong say the same things as before, he was emotional and excited, and felt lucky while remembering the past.The person in front of me has not changed from the old friend before, it is still the same person.

But looking at Cheng Xirong's current state, it's not right to say that he hasn't changed, and he still feels a little bit stuck in his heart, and it's not going well.Especially, people who used to be healthy and energetic have undergone great changes, and now they are in this situation, the gap is too big, He Ruosheng first felt sorry for Cheng Xirong.

Cheng Xirong knew what He Ruosheng was thinking, and he didn't say anything to comfort him, but he said on his own: "I want to exercise after I get burned. But the current situation is a bit complicated, and I don't dare to mess around. You Help me find a coach who understands medical science, the cost..."

He Ruosheng woke up in a jerk, broke away from his depressed mood, and interrupted Cheng Xirong: "Leave it to me. I owe you so many lessons, so I should pay you back."

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Comparing the current economic strength of the two, Cheng Xirong admits that the gap is not usually large.Hiring a personal trainer is still a heavy burden for me now, but for He Ruosheng, it is completely easy and there is no problem.

Cheng Xirong didn't show politeness to He Ruosheng, and responded with a smile: "Then there is still interest, and I will count it together."

He Ruosheng was anxious to express his heartfelt feelings, and nodded hurriedly: "Don't worry, you don't have to worry about financial matters at all, I'm here for you. Not only fitness, but also other things, just let me know if you need anything."

After finishing speaking, he felt that the words were still too light, and he could not express his feelings, so he repeatedly emphasized: "You must tell me! Definitely! To ask others depends on the face, and you have to say good things, and it may not be possible. It can’t be done. People nowadays value money too much, so don’t do things that don’t thank you for your efforts. I can transfer money to you anytime, anywhere, as much as you want. If you have anything to do, you must follow me explain."

Cheng Xirong laughed when he heard it, his eyes were particularly bright, looking at He Ruosheng as if he had hidden countless words.But nothing came out.

He Ruosheng's enthusiasm was interrupted, and his emotions were still in that very passionate and high-pitched position, and he suddenly froze.He looked back at his performance, and felt that this reaction was too big, reckless, and immature at all, like a child vying for favor, holding up a leaf in his hand to make the other party look at him.He felt embarrassed, so he didn't say anything, and didn't even ask "Why are you laughing?"

Cheng Xirong, on the other hand, was very interested. When he got such an opportunity, he would always be short of something if he didn't make fun of it. He looked at He Ruosheng and said, "You are generous. Don't you want to put your little money away for the elderly?"

He Ruosheng was even more embarrassed, his eyes could not be settled, and he glanced to the side, looking uncomfortable.

This is also rooted.In the past, the group of them got together to eat, drink and have fun, and they had to find ways to make money after spending, so it was inevitable that some investment projects would be mentioned.It is also a deep friendship, and when there is a good opportunity, they will think about each other, and they will communicate more or less.Among them, Cheng Xirong is the most daring. He has a high salary and earns enough in his job, and he is not afraid of throwing money at others. If he has an idea, he will try it.If there are losses and gains, he will hand them over to the professional manager. He doesn't care about it, he just reads a report.

When it came to He Ruosheng's place, it was another extreme, and he was unwilling to spend the money in his hand.He is not stingy either, usually everyone plays together, and often he is the only one left awake at the end of the meal, that is, he goes to pay the bill and doesn't say a word afterwards.If it’s not a new year or a festival, he will give everyone a few rare things when he encounters them. He also gave away fermented rice and small handmade woodcarvings.But when he was asked to invest in something, he made up his mind, hesitating, and he never made a clear and clear word of affirmation.

Several friends laughed at him, saying that his mind was only as big as a needle tip, he was too timid, and had no courage at all.He Ruosheng was not annoyed, he smiled, and explained in a serious manner: "You have to leave some pension money."

He didn't say the rest, and the people at the table didn't know how many people could understand it.Cheng Xirong didn't have such a delicate and sensitive touch, and he couldn't think of those twists and turns. He just thought that He Ruosheng was talking nonsense and didn't want to pay for it, so he just found such an excuse.

Later, when the two of them came out to play alone, He Ruosheng paid for the golf course for half a day, ordered fresh sea urchins, and opened a bottle of preserved wine. The arrangement was so extravagant.Cheng Xirong joked with him and asked him why he was suddenly willing to bleed.He Ruosheng responded seriously, and didn't take it as a joke at all.

"How can this be the same? After eating and playing, that's consumption and enjoyment. You have to spend what you need, and you can't save it."

Only then did Cheng Xirong realize that he was not making excuses, and that he might have really thought about "preventing the elderly", so he couldn't help asking: "What about investment?"

"It's optional, that is, you don't have to touch it." He Ruosheng held the golf club and sighed softly, "To put it bluntly, I'm afraid of losing money, and the little money I finally saved will be in vain. I'm afraid, I don't feel at ease if the money is not in my own hands. I know your kindness, but I really don't want to do that, and I can't do it. If I really invest the money, I won't be able to sleep."

Cheng Xirong was stunned by the "no-promise" remarks, and vaguely felt that he should be angry. On this occasion, there should be an expression of "hating iron but not steel".As a result, his thoughts turned for a long time, and he didn't get emotional at all. Instead, he asked in a strange way: "You are enjoying it with me, what if you are alone? What sea urchins and fish fillets were transported by air in a few hours. Just for the sake of tongue."

He Ruosheng was very frank: "Then I won't do these things. You know, I'm poor, and ordinary meals suit my appetite."

Cheng Xirong couldn't get out of the three words "poor life" for a long time, his chest was stuffy, his interest in playing basketball was mostly lost, and he couldn't get up the energy.

He Ruosheng laughed at the side: "I'm different from you. I know my career won't be long, maybe next year, maybe next month, I won't be able to get along. Before that, I have to think Live the rest of your life!"

If you want to think about the rest of your life, then you should hone your acting skills, break the current image, go to transformation, and take this road a little further.

Only then did Cheng Xirong slowly get angry, but it was different from the usual anger, when dry firewood was added and crackled.Hearing what He Ruosheng said, he was actually a little sullen, and even his anger was listless, and a small flame ignited in his chest, dangling around.

He Ruosheng squeezed the club, and continued: "Fortunately, I don't plan to get married and have children, and I don't have parents or relatives. I'm the only one, and I'll have more than enough for a lifetime."

It is enough to satisfy food and clothing, but it is really a lofty ambition!It doesn't matter if he doesn't make it to the top, he is now a popular front-line man, but he still has this kind of thought, and is ready to go down at any time, and he probably won't be able to find a second one.

The more Cheng Xirong thought about it, the more aggrieved he felt, until he couldn't take it anymore, dropped his cue and left, completely ignoring He Ruosheng calling him from behind.Later, Cheng Xirong never mentioned the matter of investment to He Ruosheng again, and he was not disappointed. He just felt that everyone has their own aspirations, and everyone has their own fate.

This person is cautious and conservative in his bones, and at the same time he is lazy and withdrawn. He wants to avoid it first, even if he is beaten with a whip, he can only make him take two steps forward.Two steps later, without the whip, he was still the same man he used to be.

They broke up unhappy, and then let it go.

Now that Cheng Xirong brought it up on his own initiative, He Ruosheng must have remembered the quarrel that didn't break out, and his expression became a little more flustered.

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Having said that, He Ruosheng could tell whether Cheng Xirong was teasing or sarcastic, and he didn't take it to heart.But being pierced through that layer of barriers, He Ruosheng would feel somewhat uncomfortable, shivering, and didn't want to continue talking.He was not a character who would argue with others, let alone when he met Cheng Xirong.

He Ruosheng wanted to change the subject, but before he started talking, Cheng Xirong chased him up and asked excitedly, "Ask you. Otherwise, it's all your pension money, so I don't dare to mess around with it."

"..."

After a while of silence, He Ruosheng gradually tasted something, and his brows began to frown: "You want a lot? Is there a problem with funds?"

Cheng Xirong didn't answer, and asked selfishly, "Then will you help?"

He Ruosheng took a deep breath, and then exhaled slowly.During this hesitation, he seemed to have made up his mind and made some kind of preparations. He lowered his head to take out his mobile phone and said, "How much? The bank needs to prepare in advance, and it may take two days. Is it too late?"

From Cheng Xirong's perspective, he could see He Ruosheng's side face, and the corners of his mouth were tense when he spoke, but he couldn't see his eyes, so I don't know what his expression is now.

Cheng Xirong felt throbbing in his heart, suppressed the turbulent emotions, and said in a joking tone: "Aren't you distressed? Investing in movies is not a small amount. If it fails at the box office, it will lose everything."

He Ruosheng stopped flipping through the address book, looked up at Cheng Xirong, revealing his eyes and expression.There was no hesitation, no painful struggle, but some worry.He didn't hide it, and his voice was a little lower: "Money is second, I'm afraid you're under too much pressure. Don't push yourself too hard, I've saved some over the years, the big deal is..."

"do not!"

Knowing what he was going to say, Cheng Xirong interrupted him first, shaking his head and refusing: "The former person, I only recognize you. The other people, forget it, let them go on well. In the future, if you have the opportunity to meet again Well, if it’s not possible, then so be it.”

He Ruosheng laughed, and asked back: "I don't have to live well?"

"You found it yourself!" Cheng Xirong glanced over, "Besides, you are single, so you don't even have to worry about your parents, and you don't have any entanglements at all. Like those few people, you still have to support your family and Take care of the children. Who else can you consume if you don't consume it?"

It was also what He Ruosheng himself said before, but when he brought it up and said it again, it had a different taste.The two looked at each other with a smile, waved away the estrangement many years ago, and blown away the little haze that was nothing.

He Ruosheng felt relieved, and his voice was not as tense as before: "How much money is there?"

Turning around again, Cheng Xirong threw stones at his feet, rubbed his nose, and exuded a sense of righteousness: "It's still ample at the moment. Your money will stay in your account first, and I will tell you when it's time to use it." .”

It was only then that He Ruosheng realized that he had been teased for a while, and those complicated and delicate emotions before had been fed to Cheng Xirong, a naughty dog.But he couldn't get angry, he was still grateful, he felt that fate was kind, and he was too kind to himself, so that he could stand here, talk to Cheng Xirong, and bring up the past.

The sense of familiarity has not changed at all, what the eyes see, what the ears hear, and what is in the heart is still this person.Even the teasing doesn't change.

He Ruosheng raised his hand, and nodded Cheng Xirong: "You..."

Cheng Xirong was still calm, pretending nothing had happened, but he said without beginning and end: "I won't let you grow old without a home."

This is the question that He Ruosheng cares about the most, it has long been engraved on the tip of his heart, and it will not disappear just because of Cheng Xirong's few words.But he is willing to break his bottom line, bear the uneasiness, and face the unknown future.It's just that the affection for Cheng Xirong is deeper, and it is overwhelmed by his own needs. For Cheng Xirong, he would rather be in pain.

How could Cheng Xirong not understand?After understanding, I also gave a response.

He Ruosheng's eyes were sore, don't blink at the beginning, let out a breath and turned back, and finally changed the subject: "Do you have money? Fu Zhou's?"

"No. My... parents, they gave me all the money in the will. "

He Ruosheng sighed for a while: "The second elder also wanted to fulfill your wish... your previous wish. Anyway, it's you yourself, at least you didn't give it to outsiders."

When it comes to his parents, Cheng Xirong is no longer as active as before: "It's not convenient for me to go to their side all the time, and they don't like strangers to disturb them. You can walk for me when you have nothing to do."

"Remember. I went to see them last week. I was in good health. I was a little depressed, but it was much better than... those few days. My neighbor's aunt just said that she took some calcium supplements and said yes Very good, let the assistant buy it, and send it over in two days."

In the past, He Ruosheng would also buy some health care products for the elders. He himself had no father or mother, so he had no place to show his filial piety, but he cared about his friends' parents very much.He is very talented in this aspect, and he has a harmless and innocent face. He does not drink or mess around. Those parents like him very much.Only the second elder of Cheng Xirong's family was indifferent to everyone, which made He Ruosheng a little scared and didn't dare to get close.

Every time he came across something that older people would like, He Ruosheng bought it first, and then asked Cheng Xirong to send it over.Cheng Xirong didn't bother to leave, so he turned his head and handed it over to the assistant, or Feng Yi sent it over.Up to now, Cheng Xirong is "not here", but He Ruosheng is getting closer to the two elders, and occasionally they can sit down and chat and drink tea.

It can be seen that people are different.

Cheng Xirong didn't thank them either, he hid those words in his heart, and they both understood each other.

He Ruosheng looked around, and even looked in the direction of the bedroom: "Where's Fu Zhou? Are you not at home?"

"I don't know what to do inside, and I don't come out." Cheng Xirong was also a little angry, "Are you looking for him?"

He Ruosheng pointed to the box in the entrance: "Others gave it, saying that it is good for the heart to eat after cooking. Fu Zhou is free, so I will tell him how to cook."

Cheng Xirong looked surprised: "When did you do it? It's been twelve hours since you walked out of my place yesterday?"

I haven't seen He Ruosheng have such high efficiency before, and he does what he says.

"Some time ago someone gave it to me. I don't have anyone around me who wants to raise my heart, so I kept it in the storage room." After a pause, He Ruosheng said, "I saw your news, and I was wondering if I should give it to you."

Before I could think about it, I ran into it by accident, and then a series of things happened later.

It's also a fate.

459

Cheng Xirong was sulking with Fu Zhou, it wasn't some sworn feud, but it was somewhat awkward.There is a gap between the two people, a thin layer, if there seems to be nothing, it is always floating in front of the eyes.I can feel this discomfort, and I can see a little shadow out of the corner of my eye, but if I really stretch out my hand, I can't catch anything.

That's what made Cheng Xirong the most irritable, he was sloppy and watery, not straightforward at all.

Now that He Ruosheng is looking for Fu Zhou, it's not a serious business matter. Cheng Xirong didn't want to disturb Fu Zhou, so he responded casually, "Leave it alone...or just tell me, and I'll cook it myself."

He Ruosheng was worried, and glanced at the red and swollen place on Cheng Xirong's instep: "Take care of the burn first, and nothing else will happen. What is Fu Zhou busy with? Movie business?"

What did that guy lock himself in the room... Cheng Xirong really didn't know.Thinking about it carefully, the two of them hadn't spoken to each other that day, and everything was done in silence. Relying on that bit of habit and tacit understanding, the most basic daily life was realized.

Eat, drink medicine, apply burn ointment, other than that, there is nothing else to do.Something is missing, but what is missing?

At this moment, He Ruosheng asked, as if he had broken a deadlock and poked a hole in the curtain covering his eyes.The light came through from the opposite side and fell on the feet, illuminating the road, so that I could see the scene ahead clearly.People fall into the illusion of "sudden enlightenment", pushing away the dark clouds and seeing the haze hidden behind them.

Cheng Xirong realized something was wrong belatedly, and was very slow to understand the previous abnormality.From this day on, he felt that something was weird, but now he finally grasped the key point, and picked out the most essential core from the layers of packages: Fu Zhou's attitude.

It's just too cold.

It's a fine line.Fu Zhou himself is a dull gourd, he doesn't like to talk, and he doesn't have any expressions. He has a cold and alienated aura in his daily life.If you really say that his expression today is different from the past, it doesn't fit. He still has the same paralyzed face, he is still silent, and he is still immersed in his work, and he can't find any difference.

But the attitude has changed, it's not so... clingy anymore.

For matters related to himself, Fu Zhou always showed a very subtle nostalgia. After he put his mind on himself, it would not be easy to tear it apart.He took his body temperature, behaved very well in words and actions, and didn't stop when he poked his forehead, so he would stop at that time.But some small movements can always reveal the heart of this person, his fingers will always be a little sticky, the palm has already left, and the fingertips are still rubbing against his skin, he must rub it.

His eyes also fell on himself, as if it was glued, some stuck together, and it took some effort to pull it out.As a result, these imperceptible little complexes all appeared dull, still smooth, and the whole process was also complete and smooth, but he stretched it out.Whether it's small movements or micro expressions, it's half a beat slow, and a small tail is drawn out at the end, beyond the frame.

Cheng Xirong didn't notice it before, and didn't discover those latent habits of Fu Zhou at all.With today's difference, he thought about it carefully now, first saw the abnormality, and then thought about it before realizing it.

Today is very crisp and neat, raising the hand is raising the hand, the palm touches the temperature of the forehead, and the skin that touches is completely separated, and this action is completed in an instant.Fu Zhou didn't look at himself too much, his expression was calm, and he didn't give himself any more attention.He buried himself in his own business, focused and serious, and completely ignored the people around him.

Close the door when cooking, leaving a determined back.When I eat, I just face the bowl and chopsticks, open my mouth to eat and shut my mouth to chew the rice, as if the opposite is a cloud of air.I left after eating, and simply hid, separated by a few walls, out of sight and out of mind.

Cheng Xirong: "..."

I thought I was sulking, and felt that this kind of mentality was wrong, and it hurt the relationship between each other too much.Sleeping and having nightmares, waking up and giving myself various comforts, laying down steps one after another, trying to get close to that person.He just thought about his kindness to him, and thought about his own faults, and didn't want the two of them to become unfamiliar because of such trivial matters.

He's fine, bored