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Chapter 21 Secret Love

I don't know who set off the firecrackers.

There was a crackling sound, which made Fang Haochen, who was already restless, even more confused.Originally, when he returned to the office of the Physical Research Department, Fang Haochen planned to take a look at the research files again, but when he sat down, his thoughts ran wildly, and none of them fell on a serious place.

Fang Haochen looked at the layer of white smoke that was gradually rising outside the window and remembered that when he was young, his mother bought him a firework stick. The luminous effect produced when the metal powder was burned, but at that time, he watched the fiery trees and silver flowers spinning continuously with his movements, and felt the fun of the so-called "childhood" for the first time.

It's a pity that fireworks are not allowed in 201, and it is not allowed for confidentiality reasons.

Glancing at the time, I don't know if the New Year's Gala is over yet, maybe Bian Yu is teaching some lesbians or gays to dance again.Closing the research file a little irritably, let’s go back, Fang Haochen thought, instead of wasting time here, it’s better to go back and relax, just like Bian Yu said, without relaxation, there will be no inspiration, and without inspiration, there will be no breakthrough.

Ah, edge rain, why is it always edge rain?Thinking of Bian Yu, Fang Haochen felt restless again.

"You are indeed here."

The man's voice startled Fang Haochen. Fang Haochen who had just stood up immediately sat back, opened the research notes, and pretended to read two lines before raising his head to look at the door with lingering fear.

Standing at the door, Bian Yu was wearing a navy blue woolen coat. It was snowing heavily outside. Bian Yu walked all the way to the Wuyan office, and a lot of snow fell on his head and shoulders. He stood at the door of Fang Haochen, first He brushed off the snow from his body, stomped his feet again, and left the snow in the corridor before entering the office, and sat down beside Fang Haochen with a stool.

As soon as he sat down, Fang Haochen felt a chill, and when he looked carefully, he found that Bian Yu's ears and hands were red from the cold.

Fang Haochen frowned and said nothing. He got up and added a piece of coal to the stove in his office, and used the tongs to turn the coal back and forth twice. Fang Haochen didn't stand up until the coal was burnt red by the fire.After pausing for a while, he felt disgusted by the slow heat in the room, walked over and took his own military coat and put it on Bian Yu's body, but his shoulders were narrower than Bian Yu's, and Bian Yu draped it on his body like he was wearing clothes that were one size smaller , looks a little funny.

But Bian Yu didn't mind, the overcoat was draped over his body like this, as if he was hugged tightly from behind by the source of this warmth.Bian Yu turned back and grabbed the coat that didn't belong to him, and grinned at Fang Haochen.

"Didn't I ask Chen Lian to give you a military coat? Why, he didn't give you one?" Fang Haochen asked after sitting down.

Bian Yu's hands warmed up a little, and he replied: "Give it up, let me press it under the bed."

"Under the bed?" Fang Haochen was puzzled, "If there is not enough bedding, the logistics will send it to you. This military overcoat is for you to wear. Look at you now—" Fang Haochen sipped the navy blue on Bian Yu's body as he spoke. "In the winter in the mountains, such thin clothes are useless at all."

But Bian Yu flatly refused: "I won't wear it, it's too ugly."

Fang Haochen was speechless for a moment, stared at him twice, and couldn't help laughing: "Are you a peacock?"

"Yes." Seeing Fang Haochen smiled, Bian Yu also smiled, "When I see you, I want to brighten my feathers."

Bian Yu's half-truth and half-false words made the smile on Fang Haochen's face melt back under the glacier, and the atmosphere between the two seemed to return to the party again.

Fang Haochen knocked on the table with his fingers a little irritably, trying to change the topic: "Has Nuan Nuan come over? Nuan Nuan is here, let's go back."

"I just came, you let me go?"

"Then it's useless for you to sit here." Fang Haochen asked, "Are you going to work?"

"No." Bian Yu stood up as he spoke, and took off the military overcoat Hao Chen gave him, "Hao Chen, don't you know what I'm here for?"

"What are you doing?" Fang Haochen swore to the people that he really didn't think about anything, but when he uttered these three words, his ears turned red.

"I'm here to teach you how to dance." This time, Bian Yu didn't give Fang Haochen a chance, so he got close to Fang Haochen, taking advantage of the moment Fang Haochen was stunned, Bian Yu put his arms around Fang Haochen's waist and pulled him up.

Fang Haochen wanted to escape, but Bian Yu grabbed his hand first, and with a force on his hand, he shortened the distance between Fang Haochen and him. Fang Haochen seemed a little nervous. The two were very close, and Fang Haochen exhaled hot air. Caressing Bian Yu's chin lightly, scratching Bian Yu's heart itchy.

"Don't worry, you won't be seen by others now." Bian Yu asked in a low voice, "Don't reject me again, okay?"

Fang Haochen raised his eyes to look at Bian Yu, then quickly lowered his head to avoid Bian Yu's sight: "I didn't say no because someone would see it."

"Is that because of me?" Bian Yu asked.

Now Hao Chen didn't answer anymore, he tried to take his hand from Bian Yu's, but Bian Yu grabbed his body to prevent Fang Hao Chen from escaping.

"It doesn't matter what the reason is, you just spend the New Year with me, okay?"

Fang Haochen looked at Bian Yu, Bian Yu's eyes were very light-colored, and the dim desk lamp light in the office was reflected in them, like a slowly rotating star, a huge and deep tongue of flame slowly spread, messing up the air around him .Fascinated by the color, Fang Haochen nodded his head in a strange way, and Bian Yu finally smiled.

"If you want to dance, you have to relax first." Bian Yu said.

"Beginners don't always think about the right or wrong footwork, just relax and follow me."

Fang Haochen felt that Bian Yu's hand was gently resting on his back, a little vaguely ambiguous, but also dignified as if this was just an ordinary art activity, such a distance that was neither close nor distant , unexpectedly made Fang Haochen a little... slightly disappointed.

He felt that Bian Yu would be disappointed too.

Fang Haochen, who has jumped out of the research field, is completely inexperienced in other aspects, and Bian Yu doesn't need to point it out. Fang Haochen knows that he can't keep up with Bian Yu's rhythm like Tian Junnan, or even the pace he just finished speaking. , Go again and immediately make a mistake again.

"Why are you like a log emotionally, and your body is also like a log?" Bian Yu laughed at him, "Hao Chen, you are not dancing, you are walking forward."

Fang Haochen is not good at all, enduring such a clumsy self has made Fang Haochen almost lose his patience, and he is even more annoyed and ashamed by Bian Yu's words, and immediately wants to withdraw his hand and quit.

Bian Yu saw it, and quickly pulled Fang Haochen back: "Let's dance an easier one."

"Don't work hard on me." Fang Haochen lowered his head and muttered, "Wouldn't it be better to find someone more suitable for you?"

Bian Yu was taken aback for a moment, and the smile on his face disappeared for a moment, but after a brief silence, Bian Yu finally softened his complexion.

"It's because I didn't teach well." Bian Yu said, "How about Director Fang giving me some face?"

Fang Haochen didn't answer, Bian Yu took it as his acquiescence.

"Can you sing?" Bian Yu asked.

"No." Fang Haochen replied, "You asked before."

"The past was the past, and the present is the present." Just like Bian Yu would fool Fang Haochen in the past, but not now, "You will always sing a few lines, any song is fine, even nursery rhymes."

But Fang Haochen still said: "I can't sing nursery rhymes either."

"Then just hum a few notes at random." Bian Yu said with a smile, "I didn't force you to sing, that's how I learned it at the time, and it's easier to find the rhythm when I hum myself."

As he spoke, he took a step closer, bringing himself and Fang Haochen closer, and his hand no longer rested on Fang Haochen's back, but went all the way down, softly resting on Fang Haochen's waist.

Fang Haochen wanted to stare at him, but when he looked up, he saw Bian Yu's face, which was close at hand, smiling at him, like cinnabar dripping on a black and white painting.

Fang Haochen quickly lowered his head, as if he was deliberately putting a distance between him and Bian Yu: "You don't have to sing to find the rhythm. If you put a snake in your mind, you will naturally be able to step on it."

Bian Yu never thought that Fang Haochen would find such a way, so he couldn't help laughing and said, "Okay, you can do whatever you want."

But when he really started to dance, Fang Haochen realized that it was impossible. A list of pendulums in his mind dangled back and forth, making his movements not like dancing at all, but more like a tumbler.

Fang Haochen had no choice but to resort to Bian Yu's method in the end. He thought for a long time before he said, "I know a little bit about singing."

"It's okay, let's sing about it." Bian Yu said.

Fang Haochen licked his lips nervously, but his voice was very low and low. In the bustle of crackling firecrackers outside, even Bian Yu couldn't hear his voice. He could barely distinguish it through Fang Haochen's opening and closing lips. The lyrics of the song.

Once I had secret love,

I once had a crush,

That lived within the heart of me,

It's hidden deep inside of me,

All too soon my secret love,

This crush grows too fast too fast,

Became impatient to be free.

Become impatient and want to be free.

So Itolda friendly star,

So I confide in a star,

Therefore that dreamer softendo,

As those who love to dream do,

Just how wonderful you are,

tell it how wonderful you are,

Andwhy I'm so in love with you.

And how much I love you.

This is a song that Fang Haochen's mother hummed in his memory.However, his mother always left in such a hurry, so Fang Haochen never heard the complete music.Today, he doesn't know what's wrong, but he can think of this old song that should have been forgotten in the years, maybe it's because of the rain, maybe it's because of the snowy night, maybe it's because of the noisy New Year atmosphere outside, maybe it's because of this A quiet world belonging to two people.

It's just that when Fang Haochen raised his eyes to look at Bian Yu, that person was looking into the distance.Bian Yu didn't seem to care what song Fang Haochen sang, he just embraced Fang Haochen like this, swaying at will without any footwork or tricks, immersing his whole heart in the dim light in the snowy night.

For such a short moment, Fang Haochen felt that he had also changed. He could not be Director Fang of 201, he could not be a cold physics genius, he could be just a weak seedling that could be warmed and cared for by others, or he could be a The wanderer sitting comfortably on the bamboo raft just swayed gently with the river.

The two of them didn't dance for too long because Fang Haochen was indeed too clumsy.

Probably because the close contact just now was a little overstepped, on the way back, even Fang Haochen, who always liked to share work, was silent, the two of them didn't say a word until they reached the door of the dormitory, Fang Haochen turned back and said to Bian Yu: "When turning on the stove at night, pay attention to ventilation, so as not to get carbon monoxide poisoning."

Bian Yu seemed to be thinking about something, but still didn't say a word.

Fang Haochen was a little embarrassed. He lowered his head and stopped talking. He just took the key to open the door wholeheartedly. He had never felt that his door lock was so difficult to open, and he had never felt that the time with Bian Yu would be so difficult. He just wanted to Hurry up and hide.

Finally, the door opened.

Fang Haochen heaved a sigh of relief, opened the door of the dormitory, turned around and stood at the door and said to Bian Yu, "If you have nothing to do, go back to sleep early."

But Bian Yu still looked at Fang Haochen like that, not as eloquent as usual, nor did he have the usual smile on his face.

Just when Fang Haochen was a little overwhelmed by Bian Yu's look, Bian Yu suddenly took two steps forward, his body leaned forward slightly, and before Fang Haochen could react, he put the back of his hand against the back of his head, and pressed his cheek like a dragonfly. on Fang Haochen's cheek, and then quickly left.

The contact was so short that Fang Haochen didn't realize what happened just now.

Bian Yu also touched his nose, and he seemed a little embarrassed. He put his hands behind his back, and said calmly: "A close kiss. In our place, the closest friends say goodbye like this."

"Is...really?" Fang Haochen heard his voice a little hoarse.

Bian Yu nodded, and replied with some embarrassment: "Okay, I'm going to sleep, good night."

"It's raining."

Called by Fang Haochen, Bian Yu turned around.

Seeing him turn around, Fang Haochen seemed to get nervous again. "Happy New Year," he finally said in a low voice.

Bian Yu smiled again: "Happy New Year, Hao Chen."

The author says:

Note:

The serpentine pendulum experiment is a simple physical experiment. Using a row of pendulums with different lengths and releasing them at the same position, it will show a pattern of regular periodic changes.

"SecretLove" is an episode in the movie "Jenny's Encounter". It won the Best Original Song Award at the 26th Academy Awards, and it was also the number one song on the UK chart for 1954 weeks in 9.

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