birth

My name is Fuer.

According to the Great Elder, I was born in Cixi Town at the foot of Qingshi Mountain. I was put in a wooden box and floated along the river to Qingshi Mountain.

The Great Elder said that this is the destiny of every spiritually aware person.

I asked the Great Elder, what is the fate of spiritually aware people?

The Great Elder said that he was saving the common people with compassion.

But later, when I asked him why he had to stand by and watch the tragic scenes in the world, the Great Elder said, "People who have broken the world of mortals should not re-enter the world of mortals."

I don't understand, I think what the Great Elder said is very strange, so I decided to leave Qingshi Mountain.

The Great Elder seemed to be angry, and he asked me if I really wanted to defy my fate?Do you really want to leave your home?

I asked him what his fate was.

The Great Elder said that the destiny of people with spiritual knowledge is to guard Moyuan, Qingshi Mountain, and the common people in the world.

I asked him which is more important, Moyuan or the common people in the world.

The Great Elder couldn't answer, and he seemed to be even more angry.

I saluted him and prepared to go down the mountain.I was stopped by the Great Elder again, who said that if I left, I would never be able to step into Qingshi Mountain again in this life.

My figure paused, and I thought indifferently, so what?

I am a little sad.

But only a little bit.

On the way down the mountain, I saw a lot of horrible scenes that I couldn't even imagine before.I saw my mother bit her finger to suck blood for the baby because there was no milk. I saw a family of four crying and sent the old man to die and then set up a fire to divide the old man's food. I saw a half-year-old child thrown on the side of the road to starve to death After being bitten by wild dogs...

It all made my heart ache so badly that I could barely breathe.

Just like what the Great Elder said to me before, he said, "Fuer, you have a natural figure and compassion, which will make you love everything in the world as if God loves his own people. "

I used to always fail to understand this sentence and ask him what is divinity and what is mercy.

The Great Elder couldn't answer my question, but now I see the answer to all this with my own eyes.

All beings are divinity, all beings are mercy.

I wanted to tell the Great Elder the answer, but I never had the chance.

The Great Elder also said before that I am a person who is born with indifferent feelings, and at the same time I am very slow.He seemed a little sorry when he said this, because he said that a person with a cold nature cannot be left behind.

In the end, he sighed and said, "Forget it, a compassionate and emotionless person like you is the most suitable to be the savior."

I think what the Great Elder said made sense, because a normal person would not be like me, leaving a place where he lived for so long, but still only feel a little sad.

I'm not normal, but it's not that I'm not sad.

Just a little bit.

to a very small extent.

Later, I kept walking in the direction of Gancheng, trying to solve this farce fundamentally.

I kept walking, and the rain kept falling, without stopping.

Later, as I was walking, I came across a child who was buried in the soil.

The first time I looked at him, I could smell a faintly demonic smell on him.

save?Still not helping?

In the end, it may be that the divinity in my bones has once again triumphed over reason.

Raise the umbrella to rescue each other, and pour the umbrella to complete the ceremony.

I think the Great Elder should be angry again if he knows, because not only have I meddled in the affairs of the world, but now I have even saved monsters, he will definitely say that I don’t want to make progress, and then punish me severely with a ruler, but he It can't hit me now, so all my thoughts are on the little monster in my arms.

The child said his name was Xu Jia, and Jia was the one who should be rewarded for doing well.

Although Xu Jia is a little monster, but I love him very much, treat him like my own biological brother, and take him with me wherever I go. The only bad thing is that Xu Jia eats a little too much. Every time it takes a long time to find food for him.

I told Xu Jia that I was going to Gancheng, but Gancheng is a very dangerous place, and asked him if he wanted to go with me.

The child looked terrified that I would leave him behind, and said loudly, "Yes!"

Xu Jia is a very well-behaved child, and she loves to make me happy by telling witty words.

I really like him.

But when the city was about to dry up, the child developed a high fever for no reason.I was panicked and afraid, and when I arrived in Gancheng, I hurriedly found an inn to help him unblock his meridians.

The child's meridians are all blocked, and it looks very painful.

The emperor of Gancheng heard that it was people from the Wangshuo faction who came, so he hurriedly found someone to invite me into the palace. I told them that I must come back before midnight, but they perfunctory me, and in the end it was true. Failed to let me back.

A bunch of liars.

I'm kind of angry, actually I'm not sure if this feeling is anger, I can't tell.I was angry because, when I came back...Xu Jia was gone.

I am very worried about Xu Jia, I am afraid that something will happen to him.If this is the case, I must die of guilt, because I will feel that I did not take good care of him.

When I found Xu Jia later, Xu Jia was no longer the little Xu Jia. He had become a big Xu Jia, who was half a head taller than me.In fact, I felt a little lost and unhappy in my heart, because in this case, I would no longer be able to pinch his face at will like before.

The most important thing is that Xu Jia who has grown up has also become bad. He often said something to make me angry on purpose, and then coaxed me to say that he was wrong, and he would not dare to do it again next time.

In fact, I could see that he didn't mean to know his mistake at all.

But I forgave him every time.

Well, I admit, I'm actually not that angry.When Xu Jia coaxed me, I still had a very different kind of happiness, this kind of happiness can only be felt when I stay with Xu Jia.

I still like Xu Jia very much, like before.

Xu Jia will always be my most beloved brother, always will be.

But I don't know if I did something wrong, or if I made Xu Jia unhappy.Xu Jia started avoiding me all of a sudden, without warning.I was panicked, and I didn't know what to do.

This feeling was the first time, and all the emotions, joys, sorrows and joys related to Xu Jia were also the first time.I have never been angry, happy or sad on the mountain before, these are only after meeting Xu Jia.

I'm a bit overwhelmed.

Later, I moved out from where Xu Jia lived, and Xu Jia didn't come to see me off, so I was a little sad.He even came to my room and bit me on purpose that night.

What should I do?I think he must be very angry with me.

But I don't know why.

I am so stupid.

Later on, I experienced some very bad things and lost my mana because of it.That was also the first time I knew that it was possible between men and men... well, but I couldn't understand it.

Later, I learned that this kind of thing is very common in Gancheng, especially in some high-ranking families, but this is a later story.

I wasted all my cultivation because of these things, I was very angry and sad.At night, I would have nightmares and be startled into a cold sweat. I always felt that several hands were pulling my clothes at the same time. I was so scared that I could only lock myself in the room and cry secretly under the covers.

Later Xu Jia came to me, and he said sorry to me.

Although I don't understand why Xu Jia said sorry to me, but I can feel that Xu Jia...is not angry with me anymore.

I'm happy, and that's the only thing that makes me happy these days.

Later, when Xu Jia became emperor, the absurd scene of civil strife finally ended, and my mission seemed to end here. I couldn't find a reason to stay in Gancheng, but if I left, I could go where?Qingshishan no longer wants me.

I thought to myself, what can I do?I can only stay with Xu Jia.

I really like this cheap little brother in the mud.

Shh, don't tell Xu Jia that I said that about him, or he will definitely bully me again.

Oh, by the way, I learned a new word a few days ago to describe the relationship between me and Xu Jia - relatives.

Zhou Shun was very surprised and asked me what it meant to say that I don’t know my relatives.

I told him that no one on Qingshi Mountain would say who is whose relative.

Zhou Shun began to explain the meaning of relatives to me. He said that relatives are the people who are closest to you, the people you don’t want to leave and want to stay with you for the rest of your life.

I think Xu Jia is my relative, the only relative.

The relationship between Xu Jia and I is getting better and better. Although there are small frictions and unhappiness between us, it is getting better and better.He also gave me a jade pendant carved by himself with a hosta flower engraved on it.

Xu Jia also said that he would take me to see it next summer, I am so looking forward to it.

When I am in a good mood, I will secretly kiss Xu Jia, and then say goodnight to him.

Xu Jia is a big fool, Xu Jia doesn't know anything.

laugh.

Xu Jia kept telling me that brothers from other families would be like us, but that day Ms. Xu told me that this was wrong, no brothers would hug each other and share the same bed.

This is lover.

Lover.