"The person I love?" Binglong's expression remained the same, "Only mortal things can pursue the emotions and desires."

His icy pupils are really like the ice that has been frozen for thousands of years, ruthless, cold, and strangers should not enter.

However, under the ice, is it really solid ice?

I didn't move my body because there were icicles on the front and back of my neck. I knew that if I moved forward or backward, I would bleed immediately, so I could only calm down, control my emotions, and at the same time try to keep the ice dragon from getting excited. So I looked directly into his eyes, pretending to be calm and bent my lips into a smile, "Since there are no emotions, why are you persistent, and why are you trapped here?"

"Because...everything should come to an end." When he silently said these words, his expression was so calm, there was not even a strange light in his pupils.

The color of death.

"Should it all end? What does that mean?" I asked.

Quietly raised her eyes, the ice-colored eyes gradually raised some indescribable light, "It is because of persistence."

Then he closed his eyes and said lightly: "This world is the product of my obsession. At the beginning, it was only my momentary confusion that created this place. As a result, everything... couldn't be restrained. I tried desperately to make up for it, but it became more and more serious. Out of control, I thought about compromising, but I couldn't do it after all."

"compromise?"

"Do you know why you have me in your memory in this life, but not in the last one?" Suddenly, the ice dragon spoke.

I was shocked suddenly, this was my doubt, I don't know why he knew.

"Why?" I asked, without hesitation.

Hearing this, Youyou pursed the corners of his mouth, stared at me slightly, and said, "This is how I try to compromise... I let part of my soul reincarnate." He looked down at his hands, under his pale cheeks, was Bloodless cold lips, "I tried to forget and let my heart go on, but I was very disappointed."

"This place is full of deception."

Hearing this, I lowered my eyebrows and asked, "Could it be because of the moon..."

"It's not because of him." Binglong closed his eyes lightly, "He's just a part of my experience and the conclusion I came to."

"Or because of me?" Or the god who never died.

Hearing this sentence, he sneered: "You are not him, at best you are just a mortal body I created in memory of him, you are nothing."

The implication is that I am passionate about myself. .

"you hate me."

"No, Liu Chen, I don't hate you." He said.

"Then why..."

"Because this world is illusory, all love and hatred should be fake."

With one mouthful, he gave an unbelievable reason, which made me puzzled.

"Don't be surprised. In this world full of lies, even the existence of you and me is just a lie. No one is willing to give true affection... Even if you really give affection, it is all illusory. No one will know you. Your emotions are just a supporting role in other people's world, the person you care about, but never looked at you..."

With a slight smile, I interrupted him: "So you created me?"

"..." He paused, "I put his soul on you."

I didn't fully understand my own ins and outs until now.

This world was created by Ice Dragon to commemorate God. Back then, he taught Qinglin to break into the heaven to save God, and then brought him to this place to imprison God's soul here.

There is nothing new.God of the world.

He is the world.

As he said, this world is just a lie, perhaps, it really does not exist.

Everything grows from illusion, and all reality is delusion.

What we see, feel, and touch may just be someone else's dream.

"You don't exist." He said.

The real voice spoke words that almost subverted what I knew. I raised my head and stared at his pupils. I suddenly felt a chill in my back, slowly, slowly, spreading to the back of my head. That kind of paralysis The feeling does not come from the real cold, but it is more unbearable than the real cold, like the cold piercing into the bone.

From his pupils.

Deathly eyes without ripples.

His fingers suddenly ached.

I lowered my head, and suddenly saw the pattern on my index finger, my heart skipped a beat, and after a pause, I said slowly, "No, I exist."

He looked at me coldly, expressionless.

Continuing to stare into his eyes, I said: "Do you know why people can't remember the things in the previous life in every life?"

"..." He didn't speak.

Shrugging, I slightly touched the icicle beside me, the piercing ice scratched my shoulder, and it hurt a little, "Because the past is more unreal than a lie to the present."

His pupils tightened suddenly, he gritted his teeth, and stared at me fiercely: "What do you mean by saying that it's less real than a lie?"

"It literally means," I said, "I have recovered some memories of my previous life. To tell you the truth, some sad and sad things are still fresh in my memory, so at the beginning I was a little confused and couldn't distinguish reality. , and couldn’t distinguish the memories until…”

An angry expression appeared in front of Kurunu.

Gently rubbing the sore fingers, I breathed slowly, smiled slightly, closed my eyes, and said softly: "It doesn't matter if the memory is restored, it doesn't matter if the past is painful, the person I like doesn't live in the past, his world , at the present time, even if everything around me is a lie and a deception, but I love him, this feeling is real to me, even if one day this feeling will disappear, but at this moment , the love for him is so strong that it can even make me forget any deception, even surpass lies, because he is in front of me now, within my reach... Ah, this little bit of truth can make me live willingly In a lie."

After speaking, I slowly opened my eyes, and Ice Dragon was still standing opposite, looking at me without saying a word.

"Everyone changes," I said, "nothing stays the same forever, and if nothing changes, then sadness will still be sadness, pain will still hurt, and there will never be hope in the world, and neither will you. There is happiness, even if you live in deception, people still want to be happy, otherwise you would not pin your hopes on the epee, and... Qinglin."

The ice dragon suddenly opened its eyes wide and fixedly looked at me.

"Don't mention him."

Suddenly, I found that the icicles on my neck had melted a little, but I didn't flinch.

Cangli said that he wanted to live a good life here with me. He said he wanted to take me home to see his difficult mother. I haven't figured out how to please my mother-in-law and her old man. How can I die here?

Thinking of this, I felt a surge of courage in my heart.

"I want to live a good life with the barn li. I have this hope. Even though I knew the world would collapse, I will live with this hope. And you, in your heart, do you have any new hope? What is your hope? What is it? Over the years, apart from wanting to kill me, whose image is the deepest in your mind?"

He raised his head, without any look in his eyes: "No."

"Impossible." I looked straight at him, trying to find the hesitation and slight loss of control in his eyes.

My fingers can move back slightly, and the gradually melting ice gave me a lot of space. However, this does not mean that I can escape, because I found that the melting ice is not water, but a very pungent liquid. The little finger of the right hand once accidentally touched it, and two-thirds of the entire palm lost consciousness.

The ice melted on my clothes, and the melting liquid gradually corroded the clothes.

The shoulder also began to be numb, and gradually, he lost consciousness.

This feeling gradually extended to the arms.

Out of control panic.

I know that if this continues, my body will soon lose control and fall to a few sharp icicles outside my body. No matter what, I will definitely die.Slowly, as the feeling of numbness became clearer and clearer, I began to feel panic, so I raised my head, but met his calm eyes, he seemed not to care about my situation, or in other words, he had expected that now So he was so quiet, calm, and even looked at me indifferently.

"This is hallucination." I said to him, but my body gradually ached and became clearer.

"But people will die because of hallucinations," he said calmly, without even blinking his eyes, "this is called phantom pain... ah." He seemed to realize something, narrowing his eyes slightly, and murmured to himself, " I think my existence is also the result of my own phantom pain, so it is so, so it is."

Suddenly, the ice dragon's emotions became agitated, and his cold eyes stared straight into my soul, like a piece of knife cutting, and the pain in my body was so obvious. Although my fingers and body gradually lost consciousness, I couldn't feel it. Ignoring that ray of pain, it seems to run through my soul, mixed with many inexplicable emotions.

Is it the mood of the Creator?

I do not know.

All I know is that an unknown wind is gradually blowing up all around, mixed with snow, and the chill is gradually rising.

A blade-like wind blew across his cheeks.

I forced myself to stabilize myself, but the ice dragon said to me in the growing blizzard: "Don't be afraid, you should feel lucky... glad to be free from this, from this dream of phantom pain."

After speaking, he raised the corners of his mouth and smiled.

so pale.

"I've been looking forward to it for so many years..." He said slowly, and time seemed to be gradually frozen.

At the same time, the image of the ice dragon staring at the back of God suddenly flashed in his head.

"But you can never get a person's eyes."

Looking into his eyes, I suddenly remembered the expression on the ice dragon's face when he was standing in the Zijin Palace and turned away that day, and I was startled by his anger... I thought he had no emotion at first.

Resentful.

"No matter how much you give, no one will see what you have done."

And that day, he stood at the door of God, showing such concern.

God didn't find out.

I do not have either.

no one.

"They'll just turn their backs on you."

His words were soft and cold, and I thought of the back of the ice dragon turning silently in the distance when the god and the ghost cat were together.

"Forget you."

Cold, heartless, heartless, and loveless, his heart seemed like a desert.

Yes, just like the realm of chaos.

"It's the same thing over and over again." And he continued, as if talking about someone else.

For some reason, my eyes began to repeat the appearance of death in every reincarnation, including my previous life, where I died at the hands of Yueming, the clothes dyed red on the chest slowly soaked into my body that was about to become cold.

Blood flowed out, my eyes widened, but my body was already cold.

But the ice dragon was silently beside him.

Time seemed to stand still.

His eyes were sad, his face was pale, and he stared at me for a long, long time.

so hopeless.

Also, calm.

Then he laughed and said, "So I can't just sit back and watch you be happy."

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