I know that when despair reaches a certain level, when sadness falls into an irreversible state, when pain suppresses the heart to the point where it can no longer be tolerated, the ego will gradually collapse.

All around us are often mixed with all the things that are easy to be ignored.

People who are easily overlooked.

Things that are ignored.

But he dominates his own life.

Happiness... what is it?

Is it an entity, or an illusion that is beyond reach, like the pain I feel now, or paralysis, which is just a deep illusion, the fantasy of me who pursues happiness, and the fantasy of the ice dragon?

"In this world, there is nothing that should be pursued..." Binglong looked at me and said silently, "So I brought everything back to the original point."

"It's you who let time go back in time?" Hearing what he said, I showed a shocked expression, but quickly regained my composure.

Ice Dragon hooked his lips, smiled softly, closed his eyes, curled up his mouth, raised his head, his icy eyes gleamed with biting coldness, and said: "No, it was he who made everything go back to the past, and I deliberately led him to come here." Come here, see you die, arouse his strength, let his soul fuse, and become the real him." The smiling lips gradually collapsed, and then returned to the expressionless face, "Only the real him fights with me , the world will finally collapse."

Hearing this, I frowned, as if enlightened, I clenched my fists and said, "Your target is the raccoon dog?"

"That's right." Continuing to look at me calmly, he suddenly squinted to the right, "He has merged with the power of the ghost cat, and he will find me soon."

"You use me."

"I just want to do what I have to do." He said, with a mocking look in his eyes, "It's a pity that the ghost cat is aware of my intentions, so every time I reincarnate Chen's soul, the ghost cat will do everything possible to stop him. The reincarnation met you, and Qinglin... The reason why he gave you such a tragic curse is actually to let you survive in this illusory world forever, hahaha! How ridiculous!"

Ice Dragon stared at my pupils indifferently, "It's a pity that there is a limit to the reincarnation of a person's soul, they know it very well, and you are now the last life."

"After this life, I will cease to exist." I took his words blankly.

Looking up, he smiled calmly and coldly, "That's right." He said, "And I will never have another chance to destroy this world, so this is my last chance...and yours too."

"Mine?" I scoffed, "What kind of opportunity is mine? You tell me to die, is this also an opportunity?"

The feeling of numbness has gradually risen to the shoulders.

Suddenly, I suddenly heard a strange vibration outside the space, and that fiery breath was the power of the barn fox.Wait, besides that breath, there is another force, Xing Yin?

Bing Leng noticed it naturally, but he ignored it. He still looked at me silently, and said lightly: "Instead of living in this world as a phantom, it would be better to die as the real self. Wouldn't it be good?"

"What a fart!" I couldn't help cursing, "I don't think it's good to be controlled by others."

"This is fate." He said, "Fate is to arrange everything well and not allow anyone to disobey it. You know it very well."

Closing my eyes, I took a deep breath.

yes i know.

A long, long time ago, Xingyin saw the skeleton ice dragon by the lake, Lihuang saved the epee when he was a child, and I and the barn fox were all arranged by fate.However, fate is not static and unchangeable. In order to change my fate, I made my life track turn to the barn fox, but later I found out that this is also fate.

However, this does not mean that my fate will be smooth sailing, because there is no fate that is happy from the beginning. Fate, to put it bluntly, is just a chance for you to meet him among all living beings. I don't know whether meeting him is happiness or misfortune, there are quarrels, disputes, jealousy, his mother doesn't like me very much, and I also thought about giving up.But in the end, we stumbled and came together, but this is not the end of each other. I have shortcomings, and he is not perfect. It will take a lot of time for us to get in touch, maybe ten days, half a month, one year, ten years, Even longer, but I know that as long as they are willing to persevere, two people can be happy.

Because tomorrow, the future, requires hard work.

Because, I live in the present, not in the past. The memories of the past can’t be touched, hated, or loved. People always dwell on the pain of the past for too long. Maybe it takes a few lifetimes to hate someone, but forgive Woolen cloth?Maybe it only takes a moment, but the person who forgives is always the person in the past, the person in the present, who is in front of me, touchable, touchable, and does not need my forgiveness.

Even if they have the same soul, no matter how sorry I was in the previous life, he is a new person in this life.

Slowly, I found that what I have been worrying about doesn't matter at all, at least for me, it doesn't matter.

Because I'm new too.

I am Liu Chen, I am not a god, nor a son of God, I am just me.

My happiness, even if it is just an illusion, even if it is fleeting, I am willing to give everything for it, only in this way can I be aware of my own existence.

When thinking this way, suddenly, the earth trembled.

The space is mixed with the breath of ice and fire, rushing towards my face, and in just a moment, I realized that I was tightly hugged by a familiar embrace on my chest, well, I didn’t feel anything below the neck, but I could just feel it , who is that person, that embrace that can relax my whole body and mind, belongs to only one person.

"Barracoon!" I called his name.

"Big idiot! You made it easier for me to find you! I'll deal with you when I go back!" Angrily, Cangli stared at me fiercely, but suddenly found that my body was limp, and couldn't help asking worriedly, "Liu Chen, what's wrong with you? "

"I'm afraid I've been poisoned by the soul-transforming water." Xing Yin's voice was cold and clear, he approached, stared at me silently, said, turned around, and narrowed his eyes slightly to stare at the motionless ice dragon in front of him.

"What is soul-transforming water?" Cangli asked.

"It's something that gradually makes his soul disappear." Binglong took the words and replied flatly.

Hearing this, Cangli's eyeballs went straight, he hugged me, pointed at the ice dragon viciously, and said furiously: "You bastard, whoever dares to touch me, if you don't want to die, get the antidote quickly?! "

"The antidote?" Without fear, Binglong sneered, "Where can I find the antidote."

"Soul-transforming water can slowly melt a person's soul. When the soul-transforming water gradually erodes a person's whole body, that person's soul will be scattered, and he will not even have the chance to be reincarnated..." Saying these words silently, Xing Xing A look of sadness flashed across Yin's star-like pupils.

"What?!" The barn fox was furious.

"Yes, in half an hour, your beloved will leave this world forever, and you will never see him." Ice Dragon even laughed, with a mocking tone, "Do you feel very heartbroken? Cangli... Oh, no, Ghost Cat, that’s the right way to call you. You’ve been trying to stop yourself from meeting him for so many years, but you’ve finally failed. He’s about to die in front of you now. Isn’t it painful— —just like mine back then.”

"you!"

The barn raccoon burst into rage, he began to exude the breath of flames, his red hair fluttered, and his eyeballs seemed to be bleeding. He was covered with veins and grinning. Gradually, a black circle of light appeared around him. Like a tyrant from a dark world.

He was furious.

"Let me tell you the way to save him." Ice Dragon said, and glanced at me, "That is... we will perish together."

"Cangli!" I tried to call Cangli, however, I couldn't make a sound from my throat. At the same time, Xingyin gently clasped my shoulders, leaned against my ear, and whispered to me, " I'm sorry, Xiaochen, this world is irreversible, only when they die together can this world be reborn."

I turned my head in shock and moved my lips, though I couldn't make a sound.

——You already knew?

Seeing the look in my eyes, Xing Yin shook his head and said, "If they don't die, you will die... Cangli understands this very well."

Having said that, he calmly looked away and turned to the two people facing each other in the distance, one black and one white, one fire and one ice, symbolizing the two most primitive forces between heaven and earth, which are also the forces that form this world, of course , this power will also cause the world to collapse.

Like anything I've seen before.

It turned out that it was not the past, it was the future.

But the barn cub didn't look at me, not once.

I watched the two of them continue to gather strength, but I couldn't do anything, I couldn't even say a word, I could only listen to Xing Yin whispering in my ear: "Look, this last moment, at least the last Take a look at him." Xing Yin's voice was terrifyingly calm.

I know who he's talking about.

The loud bang almost shattered the eardrums.

The two figures were instantly swallowed and torn apart by the split light, leaving nothing behind.

--why.

It's ridiculous, I'm still wondering at this point.

But what am I wondering.

What exactly am I wondering?

What the hell am I afraid of.

Seeing the converging forces in the distance, time and space gradually distorted, and there was nothing left in the sky, I suddenly understood one thing, that is...

He looked down at the pattern on his fingers.

I smiled.

Exhausting all my strength, I fell on the icicles that hadn't melted on the ground. I couldn't hear Xing Yin's voice calling me, but I could clearly hear the sound of blood flowing out, drop by drop, just like in the past, but this Luckily I didn't feel any pain once, I thought.Slowly, I opened my eyes, stared at this distorted world, and then slowly closed my eyes.

The last tear was shed.

Beaver, let's go to another world together.

-

Cough cough, do you think this is the end of the story?

The amount of help.

As the saying goes, good people don't live long, and evils last for thousands of years... Well, I don't know why I didn't die, and I still appeared intact in this barren mountain with no village in front of me and no shop behind.

This scene is familiar to me, because this is the third time I have seen it—before I met the barn raccoon.

Hey, hey, hey... I must have had a dream, right?

Scratching my head, I couldn't figure it out. I put down my hand, and there was a pattern on my index finger. This showed that I was not dreaming, but why did I appear here?Could it be that the barn raccoon... has died, and has this world begun to be reborn?No matter how I thought about it, I couldn't understand it, so I patted my butt and prepared to leave.

Along the road in memory, I found the pool where I met for the first time, and I was full of hope to see the barn fox.

However, it was empty.

There was no one in that pool.

The heart full of hope suddenly fell into disappointment, and a cold feeling rushed into my heart from the soles of my feet. I squatted by the pool, looking at my fingers, and my eyes couldn't help but turn red.

"Barracoon..."

I called out in a low voice, but no one answered.

The body is very cold, and the mood is even more lost.

After waiting for several days, no one showed up. I was both lost and sad. I searched around for a long time, but I didn't see a single person. It seemed that I was the only one in this world.Realizing this, I could only smile wryly, but I never thought of giving up, and simply built a house by the water.

Because I believe in Cangli, if he is still alive, he will definitely find our agreement, come here to find me, I will wait for him, I will spend the rest of my life waiting for him to come, even if I am the only one in this lonely world , waiting lonely forever.

"You'll come to me," I said to myself, even though my voice was the only one echoing around me.

For many years, the barn raccoons have not appeared, and I am used to waiting.

One day, when I was fishing by the pond, I suddenly felt that my hook was being pulled by someone. I thought it was a big fish, so I pulled it hard. Unexpectedly, I pulled a small animal up. When it landed in front of me, I was startled, and hurried forward to look at the wet guy.I saw this little thing biting my fish in its mouth, with messy red hair, and two red eyeballs staring at me very dissatisfied—is it really scared?

These eyeballs...

Deja Vu.

My heart skipped a beat, and my breathing almost missed a beat, but I still maintained my composure, stood up straight, pulled his tail that couldn't be hidden, and raised my eyebrows maliciously and asked: "Hey, kid, what are you doing?" Steal my fish?"

"I am the cat demon here, this is my pond cat! All the fish here are my fish cat!" Struggling desperately, he refused to admit his mistake and wanted to escape.It's just that, even though this little thing is drenched all over, its expression of wanting to kill me is really cute.

I smiled, lowered my head, and flicked his forehead, "Huh? Your pond? Brat, I've lived here for so many years. This is the first time I've seen you. How do you say this is your pond?"

"My mother said meow!" Continuing to shake his body, he puffed his mouth, his eyes rolled around, apparently trying to escape, but his little hand held the fish tightly, his eyes were a little dim, "she said this before she died last month There are a lot of fish in the pond, let me come here to fish meow..." Suddenly, his small eyeballs saw my index finger, immediately pricked up his ears, and said in shock, "Your finger——"

He dropped the fish and grabbed my right hand curiously and looked again and again.

"This is a birthmark meow?" He tilted his head and blinked.

"Birthmark?" I moved my index finger, then smiled naturally, "Yes, it's a birthmark."

"It's so strange, I also have the same birthmark as yours meow!" The little thing's eyes lit up, and he was not afraid at all. He held my hand and looked left and right, then simply shrank into my lap and looked up. I blinked and said, "You look average, but smell very good meow! How about it, if you fish for me in the future, I will allow you to live next to my pool, how about meow?"

What a willful request, this little thing has changed ways to let me raise him?

Still, there's nothing wrong with that.

Lowering his eyes, he stretched out his hand to touch his head. The little cat demon raised his head to look at me comfortably, and wagged his tail. His obedient appearance was really cute. I asked softly, "What's your name?"

"My mother passed away without giving me a name, meow." He lowered his eyes pitifully, and replied, "Everyone calls me little cat, Yaomeow."

Covering my mouth, I raised the corners of my lips and said, "That's it, little cat demon, let me give you a name, okay?"

"Not good." He pouted.

"Why?" I tilted my head and asked funny.

"Because you didn't tell me your name, meow!" He tilted his head, his face suddenly turned red, "After all, you will live by my pool in the future... It's not good to have no name for you."

"My name is Liu Chen." I said, gently rubbing his head.

"Liu Chen?" When he heard the name, he blinked and said a few times in private, then obediently sat on my lap, raised his cute little face, and asked me with a blushing face, "Liu Chen, Liu Chen, do you want me?" What's my name, meow?"

Pursing my lips and smiling, I bowed my head and kissed his cheek, then held his hand with the same pattern.

"I'll tell you tomorrow." I said maliciously.

--end--

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☆、Extra answer

"Is this... really okay?" Li Huang's voice was hesitant.

"It's nothing bad." The cold laughter was mixed with a little loneliness, Xing Yin spread his palms and lowered his eyes silently, as if he was thinking about something.

This is a pure black world.

Not a single ray of light.

Even Xing Yin's body almost became an illusion.

But still can feel the dragon breath.

Xing Yin gave up his human form and turned into a dragon completely. A dragon swimming in the gap between time and space, just like the ice dragon thousands of years ago, bears the punishment from the heavens, and maintains this fragile world with his own life... …After that space-time warp collapse, this world has become dilapidated.

However, fortunately, Lihuang, who left at the beginning, found the holy beasts of the other three realms and worked together to protect them, so that most people survived.

Although the surroundings are already in ruins, as long as people are alive, everything can be rebuilt.

This is what the man said to Lihuang.

The holy beasts tried their best, and they all became mortal things. The man led the surviving people to rest and recuperate. The continent is rarely peaceful, and people of all ethnic groups live together. After this catastrophe, all the grievances and grievances of the past have disappeared. The man intends to become king , Lihuang naturally followed him.

Then, Li Huang became pregnant.

In order to keep this child, Li Huang, who has become a mortal thing, came to the space-time gap alone, looking for Xingyin who had disappeared for a long time—but never thought that the space-time gap is so empty and terrifying, dark and silent, like a tomb, desolate and cold, even If he stays for another second, he will feel whether he will die because of loneliness.

Li Huang couldn't bear Xing Yin to be alone, he said: "If Liu Chen knows that you have wasted energy for him and turned into this appearance—"

"He won't know." Xing Yin interrupted him with a slight smile, "Now...he is living in my dream, with barn li, living a very happy life."

"Back then, in order to destroy the world, the ice dragon contacted us and the other three realms to stop him, but you lost your body, and replaced the ice dragon as the pillar of this world... But I still don't understand, since this The world hasn't disappeared, why don't you let Liu Chen live in front of you and let him live in your dream?"

Facing Li Huang's question, Xing Yin did not answer, but sighed after a long time.

"I didn't understand it before, but now... I probably know the mood of the ice dragon."

"His mood?"

"I can't just watch the person I love in front of my eyes, but I can't touch it, I will always be ignored by him, and I can never let him know of my existence, so I can't let him live happily." With a bitter smile, in the dark world It only seemed more lonely, "So I chose to let him live in my dream... The dream is the happiness I gave him, where there is eternity and eternal love... That place will exist until I disappear , although I have no body, but I can love him with all of me, although the place where I exist is a dark hell, but in the dream, I can be his eternal sun, every day when he wakes up, he will see me , even if he doesn't know it's me..."

In a world where you can't see your fingers, there is no light. Hearing such words, Li Huang only felt sad.

"Since that's the case, why did you send the barn fox in, so that you won't suffer too?" Li Huang asked.

"Hehe." There was a low laugh in the darkness, "Because I don't want to see him in pain... I have no entity, and he won't be aware of my existence. More importantly, he doesn't love me."

For a moment, I was speechless.

Li Huang didn't know how to respond to Xing Yin.

Yes, what is more cruel than not loving.

I can't blame Binglong for being so painful at the beginning, but because he didn't love him, he eventually became crazy and even wanted to ruin everything.

Why doesn't Xingyin know the consequences?

He also can't get love, but he is more rational, more sober, and the same, crazy.

So he chose to imprison Liu Chen in his own world, to love him silently in a world that no one can touch, that is the only light that belongs only to Xing Yin, the only light that belongs to this creature living in the dark world, the only happiness...

Who is whose happiness?

Li Huang rubbed his belly, lowered his head, to be honest, he didn't quite understand.

Perhaps, we have been looking for this answer all our lives.

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